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#i wanna scream into th fucking void until my vocal chords break#i wanna break something. anything#i think im just tired#i need sleep but i am too full of Emotions to rest#god i just wanna cry already#when i wake up later im probably gonna laugh at this#hopefully#vent tag
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Be honest, what are your thoughts on appledash? Do you hate it or its more of not a big deal
Not a big deal to me. I like it, I see all the appeals, I just personally like Rarijack more.
#ask me#anon#if you wanna know why i like rarijack more i just think they're a healthier depiction of a domestic and longterm relationship#appledash gives me the vibes of gfs that'll eventually break up#because from s1 to s8 their relationship and communication with each other on serious things never really matures or grows#they were competitive and petty in s1 and they were competitive and petty in s8#arguably worse cuz in that s8 episode their dynamic becomes so toxic they almost cause a student under their care to drown#both of them have a superiority complex that's constantly conflicting with each other and it never really gets resolved#but with rarijack there's a very clear arc of development you can follow in their character#and multiple episodes show how they'll argue and eventually come back together and apologize and communicate and work to better things#you can watch them grow to like and understand each other. in s1 aj scoffs and makes fun of rarity's work in fashion#but in a later season (after some conflict) aj says that she doesn't understand fashion but she knows it means a lot to rarity so it means#a lot to her too. and that's what love is to me. “it didn't mean anything to me until it meant something to you”#it's genuinely really sweet and i'd argue rarijack /feels/ the most romantic out of all the main 6 ships. through arguing they grow closer#which is how it's supposed to be in relationships that last! you argue to work out your interpersonal problems and understand each other#(which is why it's genuinely kinda baffling to me that appledash ended up being canonically married because they never gave me those vibes)#but it really doesn't matter. they're cartoon horses! have fun with them
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half of these tiktok relationship/break up/whatever pranks would not work on most of the jjk boys, but nanami is esp funny because he just becomes immune to it. you tell him you two should break up and he just sighs and nods, continues making dinner even as you flutter around him and try to start a fake argument. “kento, hello? i’m saying we’re finished!” and he just hums, and chops the vegetables, “that’s nice, dear. did you want red or yellow peppers this time?”
#he is not listening to a damn thing youre saying LMFAO#this also applies to levi ackerman bc 9/10 things i say about nanami also apply to levi they are lost cousins#honestly most of them do not care LMFAO. they all normally lose the idgaf wars terribly but in these instances they are gold medallists#the grandest reaction you could pull is out of megumi but even then#you say you want to break up and he’s like “i didn’t ask you tho? so moving on.”#you keep pestering megumi and eventually he is going to sigh and grab u by the scruff and drag u to eat or something#like that's the end all be all solution to everything i HATE HIM!#not even yuuji bc u mention anything like that and yuuji is like um... no! hope that helps! xoxo#yuuji is dense but it's also willfully ignorant LMFAO. u could even say u wanna hang out w somebody else instead of him today#and hes like yeah... no! i'm outside ur house 😁😁 where u go i go 😁😁#nanami x reader#💌
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I’m not meant to work I’m meant to be part of a werewolf pack and be so very eepy and snuggly with all the other omegas in a big cozy nest all day >:((
#turning my failures into fantasy#im scared im never actually going to ever have a significant amount of income#i make like 20 something bucks a month if im lucky from side hustles#ive worked 2 fast food jobs for a collective 6 days and couldn’t handle it#only hired me in the first place because they said they were desperate for workers#only hurts a little bit#i just wanna move out so im not sensory overloaded 24/7 and my ocpd brain can give it a break with constantly day dreaming about moving out#i finish college this week!!! and have zero experience in anything#don’t go to college kids it’s a waste of time if you’re not doing a trade job#sighh
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hi tumblr sorry I disappeared I am back with lamb
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb art#cult of the lamb fanart#cult of the lamb lamb#cult of the lamb the lamb#cult of the lamb lambert#cotl fanart#cotl lamb#cotl art#cotl the lamb#cotl lambert#cotl#artist#artists on tumblr#art#artwork#i lost motivation to do much of anything on tumblr RIGHT AFTER doing that “send requests” thing#i think what i actually needed was a break instead of more ideas lmao#i will still be getting to that stuff in my inbox!! just. yeah#oh also i wanna start an rp blog for the lamb because they are one of my favorite characters to write ever and this will be the header#it's gonna be a fancy one i already have all the icons i wanna use drawn and ready#i just have to make like.. a caard or something and write out and about and rules etc.#it'll be fun!!#also hi sorry if you thought something treacherous might have happened to me i am fine
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something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.
#me posts#amy rose#sth#sonic the hedgehog#and this is not to say at all that romance is the only way to have 'real' love or anything#just that yknow part of her breaking free of that would also be realizing that she just wants closeness with someone and it doesnt-#-have to be romantic#aroace amy could fit this i suppose and she just doesnt know it yknow. thats not my hc but i support their beliefs if that makes sense#she wants to be loved and she wants to love and she doesnt really get a big outlet for that so she shares it with everyone she sees#also i didnt wanna jam up the post but GAMMA!! this is partially abt gamma she helps him find out how to love and how to find joy in it-#-bc its what she wants for herself. she sees him and sees how completely alone he is and she wants to help him. idk idk something something#-when she was locked in the cell she saw part of herself staring back at her#gamma parallels to amy is SLEPT ON i stg i could make a whole other post about it#idk.. whenever im writing amy or just thinking abt how shed interact with others its always from the lens that she craves closeness with-#-others. she wants people to just stay for once.#does this make any sense. idk man im rambling here#my worst nightmare is characterizing her wrong its such a fine line and sometimes the words do not come out of my brain right#btw this is NOT me dissing amy i love amy. she is like top three favorite character.#important context: im typing this with amy firefox theme rn ok. ok im an amy fan.#she points at the minimize button like shes telling me to log off#jesus christ i just scrolled back up i love to put a whole other post in the notes dont i
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Guys i made it
i put him in blender
My dummass kinito shape design was too hard to draw so now he is menacingly A-posing in my .blend file
I will need to rig him and then i can make him do silly dances. Jk mostly posing
Also i think i'll draw eye on him by hand in each frame just so that he'd have that vibe of... idk, my sufferings maybe ? but i think that could look cool
Anyway, he is stupid, i love him, i hope you do too
#imagine learning 3d character modeling bc you made too complex of a design to draw by hand#couldn't be me#im bad at 3d modeling#i have never done anything like that#he is surprisingly complex for a bunch of shapes#im still unsure about colors#i wanna pose him like one of my French girls#can't wait when it all breaks bc i did something wrong right at the start#advise appreciated but im probably too stoopid to follow it anyways so might as well not bother#kinitopet#kinito fanart#that's technically fanart. right?#anyway#kinito the axolotl#kinito my beloved#kinitopet fanart#SHIT I NEED TO GIVE HIM PIXELATED RENDERER#AND DITTHERING#SO HE'LL BE CLOSER TO ORIG#IM SO GENIOUS#and add tail#anyway. cup out. please like him. im so tired#kinito 3d model#prosto cup of art
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i stole this off the dash but wanted to give you more space to do whatever .)
#▻ 𝐺𝐸𝑁𝐸𝑅𝐴𝐿 、prompts ⁽ ʳᵉᵗᵘʳⁿ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉⁿᵈᵉʳ ⁾#sure there's plenty of stuff to take from him and you can specify whatever you can think of. but you can also do anything else uwu#it's a safe space at em's. he won't mind.#but yeah none of these are bad per se because i believe em's apartment just has the same effect on people as em does#u dont wanna break anything unu u might wanna steal something but thats just because you want to love it so much
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headcanon that scorpius was a sick child and was in and out of hospital constantly, perhaps related to astoria's blood curse but not directly. his immune system isnt very strong, and everytime he gets sick they're terrified that it's the blood curse but also whatever else it could be, because it's always so sudden and so intense and they call healers over to the house who recommend this delirious feverish 4 year old is hospitalised immediately, and you'd think it'd get easier to some extent because they'd be used to it, but everytime they feel like this is it, this is the time he'll walk in to the hospital and not walk out again
#this headcanon has no purpose im just thinking of scorpius in bed like a sickly victorian child with scarlet fever or something#asking if he'll make it to sunrise lmfao#so then he hates hospitals with a passion#my friend from school was in them constantly he was even a make a wish kid and he can not fucking stand the places so#headcanon scorpius becomes a healer anyway lmao#im sick and this is how im coping by putting baby scorp in hospital lmfao#it just made draco that little bit more protective#lucius made an insensitive comment about it once and draco was ready to throw hands#this headcanon doesnt really go anywhere ive just decided scorpius was a sick child#he has sick child energy lmfao#he still knows some of his doctors/healers because he was there so frequently#just imaging lil scorp in a hospital bed and draco and astoria are sleeping in the room on like uncomfortable chairs and the fever finally#breaks and hes like uh daddy im hungry and its like 4am but draco couldnt care less cause scorp hasnt been able to eat anything for days#let alone ask for food directly and baby scorp is wondering why his parents are acting so damn weird just cause he asked for some toast#but once hes grown up whenever he gets sick its on such a lower level than what it used to be when he was a kid because his immune system#got better that he struggles to gauge when other people would usually stop trying to do daily activities and albus has to start wrestling#scorpius back to bed instead of going to class cause scorpius really youre practically dying and hes like pfff you wanna see dying? use tha#timeturner one more time and go back to see me at literally any point between 2 and 10 i am FINE#(he absolutely was not fine)#scorpius malfoy#albus potter#draco malfoy#hpcc#scorbus#this is so many tags im so sorry
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hiiiiiii i started another thing and it’s gonna be stupid and drama-oriented and fun. i think.
#fics#payneland#rambling#dead boy detectives#fanfic#charles rowland#edwin payne#I didn’t wanna start another chapter fic but. I wanted to write something fun and stupid to get a break from some of the more serious shit#I have planned for the other one and uhhhhhh yeah I wanted it to be a oneshot for that purpose but. it will not be#because I’m incapable of writing anything short#hopefully I’ll finish it and it’ll be fun
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the benefits of being mexican and adhd means you're always late to a party (@phanniemasquerade ) 🤪
i'm mando, and i'm half a month from being exactly a decade younger than dan. first mask is a nod to my area of study, second is based off alebrijes. i'm gay as fuck and in an inchresting Situation that is extremely similar to phan except we're somehow not technically together. i started watching dnp (+listening to muse) a decade ago and even did a few phandom meetups back in the day, thought they were cringe for a while, and now i'm back to being cringe <3
i might want to do some music stuff if i ever get off my ass, but mostly i want to get back to writing rpf now that i have dnp's blessing... and to not let whatever i wrote in grade 8 be the only phan stuff i have out there :/
#phasquerade#phandom meetup#yeah working in a lab is funny part of it is a placenta lab. and yes i met tarotphil there. hiiiiiii robinnnn#also yes that's chopin. dan keeps stealing my songs. nocturne op9 no1 is MINE and MY BOY'S. i had to stop the halloween baking vid when dan#started playing it. i know he's definitely played others but alas. IM the one unhealthily obsessed w chopin tyvm#oh speaking of 'music'. ive been wanting to do what i like to call 'composer rpf' where i mash like. beethoven and tchaik together. but i#probably need more practice with composition LOL. that and im thinking of doing something like the breaking bad remix but for phan#like lady door yeah. frankly me writing anything is more likely but We'll See#we're not talking about my pants. they were a better option than my old soccer shorts and i didnt wanna put pants on#i desperately need a haircut too. and maybe a shower. but im going to say i did this on purpose. for the Masquerade Look#mandont#yapping alert#phannie jumpscare#k mention
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I def wanna color these when I have the energy BUT..... back on a Pokemon kick.... ever so slightly......... also second sketch is so rough SORRY (I DO WANNA CLEAN IT UP!!! But I was mostly focused on conceptualizing the outfits!!!!)
I have soooo many other sketches too but I wanna save em for later.... but let it be known, this is just an elaborate excuse to play dress-up. Esp for Moe I'm gonna be so real, it has SUCH A SILLY OUTFIT and it is SO. SOOOOOO jackass rival coded. Guy who is gonna pick fights and cause problems for NO reason. Or for gay reasons. Most likely gay reasons tbh
#fire emblem#feh#pokemon#moe being a jackass rival is SO FUNNY TO ME. ESPPPPP THAT ILLUST FUCKING CAPTURES IT ALL SO WELL#i am. always thinking it. but moe really does have little dog energy. like it's more cat-like and above all it is some hooved creature#but it really really is. like a little dog that barks and growls at anything at least three times its size like 'yeah i can take that!!!!'#i've also had these outfit concepts in the back of my mind for a LONG TIME ACTUALLY#i just. got distracted. and promptly forgor about it. had to dig through prev sketchbooks to find my initial concepts!#alfonse and sharena's concepts are p much the same just w the added jackets. my old concepts are v early gen design wise#but esp moe here feels like it could be a current gen trainer design. like! there really is a distinction!#so i wanted to add something more for al/shari too. maybe i'll post those v first concepts#but like. i have negative spoons rn. and i got an early day tomorrow LMFAOOO (and!!! i wanna refine everything more!!!)#maybe... even make themed teams... moe is SO fucking easy. i'll spoil it rn it also has a gogoat.#i'm... THINKING.... about alfonse and sharena though...#<- tag that sums up my entire blog#anyways! i've just been busy and out of practice and needed to take a break twofold 🫡#fe alfonse#sharena#moe tag#summoner oc#my art
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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.
Bye.
#ask me#anon#once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything#the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again#But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year#In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related#I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped#And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it#I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop#Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas#But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now#But I didn't because I'm TIRED#I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired#what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen#drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter#it can really make you freak out#And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will#I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my#followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm#disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing#you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere#I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.
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i think im just gonna start blocking people that engage in flowey age discourse <3 im not in the fandom for petty drama about nothing im here for analysis and art and its really irritating to be looking for art and all there is is arguments. i love uty dearly but the sudden uptick in pointless arguments regarding floweys character is infuriating. why can't we talk about how well hes written and that hes an extremely good example of ptsd why must we argue. if u disagree with something block and move on dont act like children
#im just really annoyed#this is part of the reason im taking a break from twitter its really annoying to want to see my favorite character#and instead the only 'content' is people fighting#its a shame to see it being dragged here too. every day i get a little closer to leaving social media Forever#'umm reading comprehension' hey if u have a point to make. make it. without being ableist and rude.#this goes for both 'sides' of the argument. also yes its ableist if u say that because he acts like 'that' he must be a child#hey!!! maybe dont call symptoms of ptsd something only a child can experience!!!! its incredibly demeaning!!!!#ive said this plenty times before but i absolutely do not at all care what age u view him as#do whatever u want im not ur mom. i personally dont wanna see anything suggestive or mean so i think from now on ill be blocking freely#can we maybe communicate with understanding and kindness and agree to disagree#riel
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so what if i go insane and draw diakko as these panels
#so like we know how akko probably has low self-esteem post chariot reveal right#like she went all this way only to find out everything she knew was a fraud#but still powers thru lona and sorta has semi-self deprecating thoughts like kana has occasionally#diana doesnt comfort her and they get into a fight and it turns into this#*twirls hair* so like i just wanna make them suffer~#diana is so hellbent on repressing her feelings that inadvertently plummets akko's own self esteem#but akko's own source of comfort of self is that diana considers her a friend and rival but then diana avoids her and starts dating andrew#and akko's own sense of self gets WORSE and she doesnt find much to comfort#knowing it was all for naught because what she thought she had in her was just stolen long ago#like sure she saved magic and all but like it was surely traumatic for her#so wants something to confide in that no it wasnt a mistake#BUT THEN DIANA just doesnt interact with her anymore#and she tries her hardest to befriend her again after their rocky start and thought diana would be ok but then#uh oh diana catches feelings and stays away and akko's heart just breaks when diana does anything and everything to avoid her#akko after diana pushes her to the ground: do you... really hate me that much?#“youre right im still so stupid diana im sorry i wont talk to you again”#and diana just sits there in the rain like shinji on the chair LOL#diakko#aqukana#lwa#onk#little witch academia#oshi no ko#diana cavendish#akko kagari#hoshino aqua#arima kana#*eats this panels like peter eating burger meme* exquisite angst *gets food poisoning*
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markiplier fnaf videos have done more for me than the hungarian government ever has
#i mainly watch it as bg noise now but it's always so nice...#me in 2014 handshake me in 2024 drawing mlp while watching markiplier fnaf#ive been working on something absolutely massive for the past like 4 months now with some breaks and#having this huge playlist w long familiar videos that i can play on my laptop while using the wacom to draw is great#i just finished security breach for the millionth time and now im starting the playlist over😭#my favs are probably sister location and security breach but I usually rewatch all of them#and they last a long ass time i was on SL in july and i JUST finished SB so like yayy#I'm curious to see how far i can get w my project by the time i get to the end of SB this time#barking#like for context I wasn't home for most of august and most of september so i couldn't do much then#i havent been working on it non stop for 4 months i only got the chance to finally restart now#but im juggling this huge thing im finally doing after MANY years plus my stupid fucking hyperfix that i also make drawings for#and i havent posted anything anywhere which is a BUMMER but i dont wanna start posting til i have enough..aughh
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