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si-cucumber · 3 months ago

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Find A Doctor Who Doesn't Focus On My BMI Challenge (Impossible)

#mazz kicks fibro's ass #they always go 'oh youre fat have you ever tried not being fat'#like sir ive actually BEEN losing weight #i bike 15 miles a week #i eat straight frozen veggies for lunch #i walk 2 hours a day #im the most active ive ever been #how about you do your job and treat my fucking nerve pain instead of playing dietician

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bidaryl · 1 year ago

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you're from america? place called the commonwealth, right? i found your tape recorder. how did you come to be in france? a bunch of bad decisions.

THE WALKING DEAD: DARYL DIXON —1.01; L'âme Perdue

#m #all week at work ive been like. on my day off its daryl dixon hours ONLY. and u know what?#i was right.#anyway. am in love with him. need ep 2 right now #i know its probably out as of 20 minutes ago but i cant see it till my sisters free to watch as well #but. until then maybe episode one will always be my maybe #twddd #twdedit #the walking dead: daryl dixon #dd 1.01 #gifs #daryl dixon #wait can i tag ppl? do ppl wanna be tagged in daryl stuff?? becos i would love to be tagged in daryl stuff but im me

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ca-d · 1 year ago

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Harmony Grove // Salem, MA 🖤

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buddiesmutslut · 7 months ago

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I’m genuinely so fucking sick of the “you all would have loved it if it was Eddie who made that comment” take.

First of all, Eddie wouldn’t have made comment then, bc he knows how hard it is for Buck to talk about his emotions, & is REALLY good at giving him the space to talk about them, even if he does make jokes, they’re not out of pocket (the coming out scene, anyone? Breaking the tension with a joke & still being supportive without making a joke of his feelings.)

Secondly, even if Eddie DID make that comment, I’d probably still roll my eyes, but I’d be more willing to accept it. Do you wanna know why???

Who was the person that knew the details of what Buck was talking to his therapist about during their emergency session before the Buckley’s visit? Who is the first one they show at Buck’s side when he gets stuck in the warehouse trying to pull Saleh out after learning about Daniel?? Who is the one who was pacing downstairs in the station & making sure Buck was okay after the warehouse, and the one who warned him about his visitors??

Who was the one praying at Bobby’s bedside, right next to Buck in the hospital?

(I’ll give you a hint, it’s not the dude that’s had 10 minutes of fucking screen time that everyone forgot about post s1.)

It wouldn’t have been the same bc TOMMY AND EDDIE ARE NOT THE SAME. They are not on the same level of knowing Buck & understanding when to make jokes & what jokes to make. Your best friend, partner & co-parent of 6 years and the man that you haven’t even called your boyfriend yet are not on the same level of familiarity.

I get that you’re pissed that Tommy is being compared to Buck’s previous love interests (which would be the case, even if he wasn’t just as shitty & uninterested in Buck as a person as they all were) but if you genuinely think that he’s anywhere near Eddie’s level, EVEN PLATONICALLY, then I fear that you have been watching another show entirely, & I encourage you to watch more than just s7, bc that’s the only explanation I can come up with for why this fuck ass take exists.

#911 abc #buddie #this isn’t really about the buddie relationship but I think it’s still relevant #I’m so tempted to tag BT bc I think the ones saying this have lost the entire plot of the fucking show #but I’ve also only had like 8 hours of sleep in 2 days #& have almost had 3 panic attacks since Wednesday so I know I’d probably regret it #911 discourse #hating on a storyline/joke/character ≠ hating on a bunch of fans bc they don’t enjoy the same things that you do #eddie diaz #evan buckley #ryan guzman #oliver stark #this could have been a sweet moment to show Tommy taking care of Buck #but instead he made yet ANOTHER shitty & ill timed joke #Eddie has been right beside Buck through his entire journey with his parents #that gives him the right to joke about it #a man who Buck’s been on 3-4 dates with & hasn’t put any effort into their relationship since he planned the date #that he subsequently walked out in the middle of #does not have the same right #this is genuinely not a difficult concept??#like. think about your bff & then think about a new love interest. would you really be comfortable with those 2 people making the same joke #or would you laugh at your best friend’s & be a little off-put by your new potential love intrest???#anti T*van #I heard that tagging something as anti still shows up on that tag & Im just too tired to fucking fight

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fjordline · 2 months ago

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Finallyyyy saw TF One 🎉

i’m so glad we were alone in the cinema cus the entire time we were either laughing at megatron antics that were definitely not meant to be funny, or pointing at the screen going “OMG ITS PROWLLL”

#we also had to walk back home for 2 hours bc it was too late for the buses and we almost got on a bus that would have #taken us to fucking nowhere so that was interesting #and we were losing it at sentinels tentacle incident. that was an interesting scene!#i really liked it #megop divorce kino #we were almost locked inside the cinema as well?? like the guy who worked there was like Oh i just locked the doors i didn’t know you #guys were still here!#eventful day #and there were strange men harassing us a bit. alone at night on tuesday evening.

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corvidcas · 2 years ago

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i think part of the reason people are so hateful about fat people is because theyre not fat, even though they put little to no effort into their diet and daily activity levels. even if they dont live healthy lifestyles and theyre not trying to, and theyre still a "normal" weight. and because theyre ignorant and resistant to learning about how peoples bodily functions vary wildly, anyone who is fat must have brought it upon themselves by being extra lazy or extra glutinous and if they were normal they wouldnt be fat and its soooo easy to not be fat because look at them theyre not fat. which is so fucking stupid because so many people complain about how skinny people exist without "earning" how skinny they are, theyre literally just like that even if they eat tons of food because they're trying desperately not to be skinny. but the opposite cant be true for fat people apparently. fatness is always a direct consequence of abnormal habits apparently.

#e.txt #tw fatphobia mention #i know people assume skinny people eat nothing all the time too but every skinny ass mf i meet is like omg i can eat so much and not gain #anything teehee #and i see so many skinny ppl will flood comments of fat positive ANYTHING talking about how they hate being skinny so much and eat so much #to try to gain weight but its not working #like skinny ppl wont shut up about how hard it can be to gain weight but god forbid a fat person suggest its hard to loose weight bc then #theyre just being lazy.#ppl will tell me i should eat less to lose weight meanwhile im living off an orange and a cup of nuts for brunch #and 1/2 salmon filet a cup of rice and veggies for dinner #and i walk 8 hours a day 3 times a week.#if i eat less i will get nauseous i will get dizzy i will get a migraine and i will be a bitch #yes obviously this is a personal grievance but like am i wrong?#rant #probably less than a cup of rice even i make a cup and then split it in half with my partner and sometimes dont even finish it

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spineless-lobster · 4 months ago

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So anyways I heard that one of the original design ideas for hades was that they’d run with the idea of heroic nudity often seen in classical art and that all the characters were meant to be fully nude. Every day I mourn that the idea was scrapped (sans aphrodite) so I drew patrochilles and almost passed out

#remember the art I was hyping up yesterday? yeah…#I can’t believe both of these took about half a day to draw each #it felt like 2 hours instead of 7 lmao #shoutout to my mom who walked in on me drawing TWICE and did not mention a thing #anyways #I heart them #cw nudity #cw artistic nudity #hades game #hades supergiant #patrochilles #patroclus #achilles #patroclus hades #achilles hades #hades fanart #my art

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alackofghosts · 11 months ago

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they're so silly 🥹

#warrior of light #Ardbert #fanart #speedpaint #i draw sometimes #Final Fantasy XIV #i wanted to do smth quick and easy and then got lost in the sauce anyway #(...that shirt.....)#and i don't mind doing it i have fun but also i feel like i don't have enough hours in the day for anything else #i think it's just that 1) it gets dark so early 2) walking nora takes so much Effort because eugh gross weather #so like. i finish work at 4 walk nora for 30mins-1h. draw for 2.5h and then it's time to emotionally prepare for walking nora again #and she knows like On The Dot when it's 8pm and time to go there is no fooling her #and then it's almost time for bed. i wake up early but these days i feel like i clip through the entire morning too #-points- it's The Dark again.

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charlie-rulerofhell · 15 days ago

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The beauty of Kingdom Come Deliverance II. part 4/4

#kingdom come deliverance #kcd #kcd2 #kingdom come deliverance 2 #my gifs #video games #aesthetics #tbokcd2 #i remember back in the days when the first teaser shots released of the first game. seeing those woods. it was breathtaking.#would spend hours watching people just walk through the kcd woods with peaceful kcd music in the background #and then later getting lost in there on my own. for this little north-east german boy it felt so much like home.#and now look at that!

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tiktaalic · 7 months ago

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This is a question for all type a control freaks who also love to just hang out. I have suspicions that I am doomed to work a real job forever because I am a type a control freak who needs stress to live and genuinely enjoys whenever I work a shift and I have zero thoughts the entire day because I’m busy putting out fires. And also because I think an email job would kill me with how fake and nonproductive it is. But email jobs are tempting bc of the wfh fake no stakes aspect. Is anyone a type a control freak who has successfully switched from real job to fake job or am I right and my temperament is doomed to real job forever

#my only fake job experience was working as an assistant in code compliance for the city where I straight up just sorted things #alphabetically all day every day. and that part wasn’t too bad bc I’d just listen to music and think #but I would Run Out Of Task and then be excruciatingly bored walking in circles pretending to be busy for 2 hours #etxt

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faaun · 8 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months ago

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#ugh. fuck me im so tired. im getting sucked back into that workaholic mindset and now my body hurts and my nerves are fying. but it feels #good to b productive. if only i didnt have to teach and could just work with data :-(#anyway. the last 2 weeks have been good in that i feel like im actually hitting my stride a bit #bc we're seeing cool things in our genomes and its gonna b really fun to explore. and i met with the terrifying #prof who is on my committee to pitch a project for a final in her class and it seems it went over well. it was kinda funny bc we were #meeting and she was like: so how would u tell which gene was lost 1st? the phytochrome or the genes that r triggered by activation? and i #was like: uhhhhh idk. and then my advisor walked by and she grabbed him and asked him the same question and he was like: idk we'll have to #figure it out. which made me feel way better abt not knowing lol. then my superior lab mate asked me a question abt taking confocal images #and i was actually able to figure out what her issue was. and my old advisor was asking me if i knew anyone to ask for using a pam on cyanos #and i was like: here is what i think my advisor would say and linked her a paper. then i asked my advisor and he said what i expected and #linked the paper that id already sent. so im like. ok. ok. maybe i actually sometimes do kno what im doing. sorta.#and then my old advisor said she was so proud of me. and i was like aw. its so funny bc my relationship is so different with my new advisor #hes great but its all very professional. with my old advisor i would text her after hours bc she was a workaholic like me and went on long #car rides and handed out Halloween candy with her. she was more hands on and doesnt have kids so work is her life. its just interesting #so things have been going well. but there arent enough hours in the day. and my committee meeting is in like 16 days. and i am afraid for #that but not as afraid as i was in april when i had a full on breakdown and canceled it the day before it was set to happen lol #itll b fine. i just have to work thru the weekend so i can get my preproposal done. and prey that the fucking splitstree download site will #start working bc i want to do gene networks dammit #unrelated

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keeps-ache · 2 months ago

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i think i'm starting to really like writing again :D this will have consequences

#just me hi #oho so my beloved is back from the war huh [<- had locked the doors and windows to keep its 'beloved' out and forgot about it]#that old itch to just start slapping sounds i know on a doc and hoping in 3 days it still makes sense is back lol :3 #/can't read the last thing i wrote yet cuz it hasn't been three days </3 #rule is i have to spend the same amount of time away from it as i spent working on it. including editing. sad!#it Does help my brain reset though. and forget about literally everything bfhvsjgh #and i know it's possible for me to finish this kinda stuff now so like. Woho !!#the power. the Powerrrr #/also tryna get more comfortable with sharing my writing so i'm starting by sending small finished stuff to like 2 people i trust kfvshg #i can handle unwarranted critiques of my art but i am not at a stage for my writing where it won't cause like international #devastation and that's goofy so Pfvhsh 👍#we're working on it :)#and i think people's reactions are amusing so ehehehghehghgehg :3 a bonus :33 #//yea though i'm gonna go put some more obleas in the freezer #obleeeeeeeeaaaa can't wait to seeeee yaaaaaa. on. my. Plaaaaate #btw shoutout to eating a spoonful of cajeta at like 1 in the morning thinking everyone's asleep and then you look up and younger #sibling no. 4 is there staring dead into your eyeballs like. is there anymore #and you go uhhh yea. and then as he's walking around to get some younger sibling no. 3 rises up from seemingly nowhere like I Want Some Too #lmfshvhf #and then you're all just sitting up for about 2 more hours just talking about very dumb things and having cajeta. illegally but still hfbvh #//anyway i'm gonna depart now :) ciao toodles lol :3

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elliscousland · 23 days ago

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okay so tonight I sat down & drew & scribbled a bunch of drafts in my notebook to decompress and it definitely helped. It was really difficult to write at home but I think being in the mountains & hiking and spending time with loved ones has helped me a lot. I’m supposed to go home Wednesday & I’m going to see how going home affects me, but I’m hoping that I will be able to do some writing & engage in my hobbies when I get home ❤️

#ooc.#tbd.#I do fully expect the first day home to be really terrible #i just have been dreading walking in the apartment #bcs all my cats look down at me when I go up the staircase #and tube would always be like 👁👁 waiting #but I am hoping that spending some time away from home is going to make is easier to process when I get there #lowkey I’m gonna stop by my dads and visit her grave when I get home also #idk I’ve cried a lot but I’ve also had some undeniably good times #so it’s been kind of odd #I feel very lucky that my loved ones have been here to support me #i also went back to Shenandoah and now me and that park are 1-1 #it whooped my ass last time I went and hiked but this time I Fucking Won #( to be fair last time was a 10 hour hike and this one was like 1 1/2 but I’ll take the win )#but those hiking endorphins got me feeling NICE #I didn’t realize how much I rely on writing to decompress tho until I took a weeks break #idk shits been crazy it’s been like emtoional whiplash there have been lots of highs & lows u know??

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melaan · 2 years ago

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more indigo buntings!!! here’s the best shot I got of one :) I had to have seen at least 5!!!

#had a stressful day so I was like fuck it. 2 hour bird walk #birdwatching #birding #bird photography #my photos

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genekies · 6 months ago

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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