#i used to be lowkey obsessed with him

[my-purpose-is-gone]

IM DONE WITH MY HATER ERA!!

so i’m gonna give positive shout outs today!!

my history teacher because he makes class interesting

ummmmmm demoaro because silly

my weeb friends for listening to me yap about my interests to them and getting into some of mine

my ice skating teacher because she really has supported me and taught me not to be sacred to fall

my lowkey crazy friends for genuinely being supportive of me being a transdude (truly the guys calling me gay for flirting with them made me feel great)

my mun friends because yes besties let’s go get married to a mafia member together and kill light yagami with donaldus trumpins help (actual thing that happened)

and last of all everybody who follow me and actually reads this shit, it’s 11 people but these 11 people are literally what make me so happy when i log into tumblr with activity, because seeing that makes me so happy

and you, if you made it all the way down here!! thanks for caring about me trying to be happier and more positive :)

[rabbitrah]

It's soooo crazy how when Thornton proposes and Margaret shoots him down like a dog in the street, she thinks to herself "I never liked him. I always acted totally indifferent to him. I never thought about myself and him." But then after they have no interaction with each other for a while after that, she thinks "I miss our antagonistic friendship :/" and then, after that, when she knows that he knows that she committed the unforgivable and shameful sin of Lying to a Police Officer she deadass thinks to herself "It seems so hard to lose him as a friend just when I had begun to feel his value." Like GIRL! The revisionism!!! The self deception! Is the friendship you had with Mr. Thornton in the room with us now?

[the-girl-from-another-place]

Me starting malevolent s4- “seems like this season is going to be more of a lighter romp, maybe the boys will get chased around nyc by the butcher and get into silly shenanigans! This will be a welcome change after the angst in s3 :)

Part 31:

[ctl-yuejie]

a taste

[khaosssss]

i had an idea in my head i couldnt get out so naturally i had to doodle it

was this an excuse to draw Chamber completely ooc and make him super whimsical and girlypop? perchance.

[salty-we-never-got-mergana]

Ugh I feel so bad for Morgana, that she feels so alone about her magic.

You'd think she and Merlin would be closer despite the fact that she doesn't know Merlin has magic, if only for the fact that he knows she has magic and is safeguarding her secret.

Maybe he's angry at her for cowardice about the Witchfinder and not helping to try and free Gaius. She seemed more concerned about herself ngl but I don't blame her tbh. It's understandable and a flaw in her character. She doesn't have to be perfect. Trying to save your own skin from persecution and burning is perfectly understandable and the Witchfinder was manipulating her and playing with her fears.

I'll give Merlin this. He's strong in the sense that he is willing to sacrifice his life for the people he loves. And Gaius too... I think Morgana doesn't realize she is loved very much. She's just privileged. But love. She lives with a father figure who professes that he loves her but treats people like her like scum and then there's Arthur who always sides with her father-figure.

(Writing this I can see why a lot of LGBTQ compare the ban on magic to the persecution of LGBTQ because anybody could be gay, anybody could be born of magic, and your parent might love but the moment they find out that you're different that you're queer, is the moment they might reject you, especially if they've shown prejudice before. That's pretty harsh. So, I get why people queerify or see Merlin and Morgana as gay).

She lived her life as a privileged girl never expecting to give up much and she also doesn't want to give up much. She wants to live her life being herself and that's all. It's not until she meets Morgause where she's allowed that and then that's when she finds the person she loves and is loyal to, the person she'll sacrifice her life for if she could.

[man-me--a-sand]

I love transplanting oc’s into whatever decade I’m currently obsessed with (he belongs in space

[localdorkincombatboots]

I finally finished reading the manga for Dungeon Meshi and I absolutely loved it so much

[gladiatorcunt]

my pronouns are he/they bc i can never be her 💔

[riickgrimes]

sydney and carmy have me by the neck this season like they absolutely operate on the same wavelength like the way they think about food and finish each other’s thoughts they just have this innate understanding of each other and when they have disagreements they discuss it from a place of respect and patience and they try to bridge the gap and listen and like they are PARTNERS imjustsooooo

[unnerving-presence]

sometimes i get slightly annoyed that wesker isn’t popular on re tik tok but then i remember tik tok leon fans exist and i thank the lord they haven’t gotten their hands on wesker yet

[razette]

makes me think of that unskippable google phone ad on yt. The woman taking photos of things to shop online because she is SOOOOO BOOOORED by w/e her date is yapping on about. i wasnt impressed by ad to begin with, because im not the kind of person to be that type of rude. Idk, I would just cut in, personally. i mean how should I know if theyre being rude on purpose if I dont? am I part of this date or not, let me talk? skill issue, lady.

idk w/e I was along for the ride because the ad is un fucking skippable I understood the implication was that her date was a little self absorbed or something. she finds her stupid shitty lamp and is like "cool!" at the same time he is like "yeah, thats why tomatoes are awesome!"

when I tell you I shrieked. 🙀☠️☠️

anyway, tomato guy deserves better. he can infodump to me about tomatos all day. she can keep the ugly plastic lamp as representation of bad manners or w/e and just go. 😿

[cheshitora]

woke up thinking abt fresh out of prison tora who's been touch starved for the past 10 years so he blushes and gets hard at every little touch and kiss you give him. he gets a little embarrassed every time it happens so you just have to kiss his cheek and tell him its okay because he needs and deserves all the love and reassurance in the world :((

[mayoiayasep]

i dont want to have to type out seiyuu's full names every time i talk about them but i do not feel like i should be calling them by the fandom nicknames.....who the fuck is gakkun i do not know that grownass man well enough to be calling him that

[twilight-good-yall-dumb]

guys I started watching House because I was seeing it a lot on my dash recently, and then youtube started recommending clips from it and I got hooked. Anyway, I shouldn't have been surprised, but somehow I was, because it turns out all the jokes on here about the characters breaking into people's houses weren't really jokes at all. They really just do that...like on a regular basis. I figured maybe it was something that happened once or twice in the show and the fandom had just run with it, but no. It's like a regular occurrence. I still don't understand why. I really hope at some point the show addresses the fact that they're constantly trespassing and that it is in fact illegal. Or is that the bit? Is the breaking into houses without consequences a bit? Guys, I'm so confused.

[intestineless]

He loves me, he loves me not

He left me here, I'm starting to rot

The way he talks gives me butterflies

Even if it's only pointless lies

He loves me, he loves me not

I pick the petals and I watch them drop

And he's with me inside my head

And when I'm done, the flower's dead

But I don't give a damn

I only want to hold,

Hold his hand