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illyrianbitch · 5 months ago

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if you had to put some of your tumblr moots in your fics, who would you put in which fic

anon i want u to know how much ive thought abt this. ive realized i emotionally torture my readers a lot w my angst bc it felt criminal putting some ppl in the sad fics 🫣, but here... ive decided on SOMEE. bc i could legit do this forever tehehe

@itsswritten is going in What We Make of What We're Made, she has to be in an az fic but i could never make lottie deal with heartbreaking angst so she belongs in this sweet pure connection <3

@writingcroissant is being put in Back to Our Roots. tori.... i know shed love a good smoke sesh with cass and canoodling with az. very sweet domestic vibes for her bc i love her

@milswrites is going in my soon-to-be published lucien series Hidden Things. she matches the vibe of reader in that fic and the love story is the perfect balance of just silly n sarcastic

@m4tthewmurd0ck is going in Pretty Little Shadowsinger bc bee makes me giggle the same way that one-shot did and i think the established relationship there is sweet

@dawneternal id put in the Blessed universe. ollie has a great grasp of eris's complexity and blessed!reader is so very precious to me and the love story with eris is rooted in so much understanding/growth, i think they’d thrive

@daycourtofficial is going in either Winner or Lights, Camera, Love!. two v different choices but i think shed slay with a cutsey competitive friends to lovers but also understandably hate a cocky celebrity rhysand only to fall in love

(tbh id also put @rhysandorian in LCL! bc she’s my fav rhys girly and she’d eat that plot up)

and ima put @prythianpages in Body Count bc that gives me a good giggle and i know hope would appreciate the silly misunderstanding/humor there

#this was so fun anon thank u ily #asks #i thought so hard abt this #hopefully this makes sense #i’m high off mt ass rn so #my beautiful mutuals

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bardicbird · 4 months ago

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a little siffrin comic about touch, violence, and oranges

#please isat ppl… i worked so hard on this… (<- learned how to draw oranges)#anyways i was thinking about how siffrin says crushes feel like a disease sometimes. i was thinking abt his intrusive thoughts. and about #-bad touch. and about that orange poem. and about how he doesn’t know touch. how violence is easier. even if it feels bad.#siffrin #isat siffrin #isafrin #<- its more abt siff than isa but he is also there!! look those are his hands!! he’s important ok…#in stars and time #my art #also words r by me i forgort to mention #isat #100+#500+#1k+#my writing

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onionninjasstuff · 11 months ago

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#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #no real context lmao #just found an ancient sketch of this and got out of nowhere motivation to finish it #thinking abt the way i used to treat myself in the past is very bittersweet #cuz i lost sm time worrying abt my skills and presentation and restricting myself a lot and demanding so much out of myself all the time #i still struggle with it #but at the same time looking back fills me w pride and love for both my current and past selves #theres a lot of growth and progress there #and past me wasnt half as bad as they thought either #never be hard on urselves gamers #go out there embrace the world embrace urselves

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acorviart · 7 days ago

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thinking about how viktor's crutch design is actually pretty unergonomic (no cushioning on the shoulder/handhold? also why does the handhold have that decorative pointy bit, that's just prime hand stabbing position), but it's in house talis colors. so do you think. that jayce made it. and put so much effort and love into it, and it's incredibly elegant, but ultimately he doesn't have firsthand experience with the fine particulars of being disabled (until his trip straight down to the bottom of a canyon where wizard viktor tossed him pity lizards occasionally), so the result is more form over function.

and yet viktor used it for years, unchanged, red/gold unobscured, even though it prob caused long term damage and pain that could've been avoided with minor alterations. out of affection.

I don't know that much about crutches so anyone's free to correct me, but I do have nerve sensitivity in my arms that's easily triggered with incorrect posture/muscle tenseness/hard pressure, and every time I see that crutch, I'm like boi. that's absolutely fucking up your arm. my fingers are going numb just looking at it. that kind of long-term acute pressure easily causes chronic nerve compression but viktor canonically is sentimental about holding onto important objects that remind him of jayce, like the cog and blanket...

#jayvik #jayvik meta #arcane meta #arcane #viktor arcane #posted these thoughts on bsky and then was like wait i can't fit all the words on there #crashing out so hard over viktor arcane that I'm out here writing essays abt him #i never do this do u understand

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ontosgold · 8 months ago

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A scarf long enough for two ✨

#persona 3 #ryomina #makoto yuki #minato arisato #ryoji mochizuki #these two are so cute they're gonna make me explode #half of the time i spent working on this was spent internally screaming at how cute they are #also i thought too hard abt that one christmas fuuka line and then this spawned #'did he spend christmas alone crying' not on my watch <3 #and the stickers and the little stars were put on there by ryoji btw ^_^#ryoji's the kinda guy to put cute little stickers on everything #ontos.art

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martyryo · 16 days ago

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"How long are you gonna pretend I'm the one tugging on your tie?"

#been thinking abt rator hallucinating getting choked by tyler like this for a while ufufhfhgfh #love me some delusional narrator from time to time #hey guys 😝😝😝😝#sorry for disappearing 😝😝😝😝😝#I wasn't expecting the random bullshit of these past semesters 😝😝😝😝😝#didn't draw much cause I had so much shit to do and I also procrastinated a lot on everything #like #this is a rare sight #they shoved caravaggio down my ass so hard I started drawing in baroque #uhmuhm yeah #isn't perfect but this is my artblock rehab #I'm getting back on the grind I promise #also tie is red cause I read somewhere it was a gay secret code back in the day so I thought it would be cool to make it red #aside from the other meanings of the color red which are also very fitting #sowwy for disappearing #again #🥺#fight club #soapshipping #the narrator fight club #tyler durden #artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #martyryo

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puppppppppy · 1 year ago

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wanna see a magic trick? 🪄🎩

#YEAYYYY i like drawing this guy #now that i think abt it i cant remember the last time i saw a furry with tattoos.... ive decided not to think too hard about how it would #work but i think i like the idea of him getting playing card tats on his ears would be cool ^_^#apparently anthro species on furth include birds and mammals and i think fish amphibians and reptiles are non anthro #so instead of whipping out doves he would make white butterflies appear out of his hat :o)#its sort of meant to tie in with the ruffles on his shirt resembling a butterfly!!! i thought id make it close to a swallowtail so #that way its easy to see at a glance. i think that would look really cool irl #he looks a lot like joker p5 now that i look at it... it wasnt intentional but the red eyes and black messy hair is obvious huh #oh but the way his hair curls in the front isnt strictly in one direction just so that its easy to draw lol. its meant to curl around his #hat brim a little bc i thought it would look cool #my art #myart #my oc #oc #sleight #laika's comet #laika's comet oc #fan character #furry #furry art #fur

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months ago

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Suspirium - Thom York

#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year #when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick #like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning #bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find #me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone #your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded #platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought #im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand #so i use the version i like better #original art

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c-kiddo · 6 months ago

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caduceus + loneliness

mighty nein origins: caduceus clay / episode 130, 85

#thought too hard abt caduceus again. jumps off a bridge.#kiddo say #caduceus clay #critical role #i couldnt think of another quote to include so might edit again later if i think of one . but u get to see my sad little post for now #a third would be nice tho. bc threes are nice. or maybe not #every time i remember the way he says 'i started eating the petals of the lilies' and the way his voice breaks.. .. ....inconsolable #described

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soranker · 1 year ago

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TRIGUN BASEBALL AU DOODLES

#trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #milly thompson #vashwood #if you want it to be #IDK LIKE IWAS JUST THINKIN ABT THE SONG YOU KNO and thought it was so funny. the visuals. u kno?#imma not think abt it too hard lest i realize its not funny JDFHSJFHASF #... i dont dance...... anyone? anyone?

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momochimchim · 10 days ago

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Still practicing the sillies

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seventh-district · 8 months ago

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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition

[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]

#boothill #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr incorrect quotes #hsr memes #honkai star rail memes #hsr meme #honkai star rail meme #hsr textpost #hsr boothill #boothill hsr #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 spoilers #hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them #still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving #anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord #i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now #i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post #but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest #i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end #he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops #i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak #anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now

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rebouks · 10 days ago

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Previous // Next

Levi: Is it lame to say I missed you? Robin: No-.. don’t you think it’s nice when people say things like that? [Levi shrugged loosely, heel scuffing against the pavement as he avoided the question] Levi: Why’d you start talking to me again? Robin: I’m over it, in the grand scheme of things… Levi: But? Robin: Not everyone’s gonna be as understanding as me, Levi. You’re gonna have to learn-… Levi: I’m sorry, okay?! [Levi huffed; smoke from a stolen, slightly disgusting cigarette billowing from his mouth-.. that hadn’t come out right] Levi: Sorry-.. I’m sorry-.. like, genuinely sorry. Robin: I know. Levi: That’s it? Robin: What’d you expect? Levi: I don’t know… Robin: It didn’t have to be a big deal. Levi: Penny just doesn’t get it, y’know? Otherwise, she wouldn’t have joked about it. [Robin highly doubted that, but Penelope was a whole ‘nother kettle of fish entirely] Robin: You shouldn’t have told her either-.. you fucked up as well. Levi: I didn’t mean to-.. but yeah, my bad. Robin: It could’ve been over and done with if you’d just said that from the start. Levi: Guess I had to learn the hard way… [Robin let out a snort, knowing full well who’d planted that seed within Levi’s mind] Levi: If you ever tell me anything again, I promise I won’t tell anyone. Robin: Don’t make promises you can’t keep. Levi: Well, I intend to keep it, so… [Robin smiled warmly; comforted by Levi’s conviction and relieved by the weight lifted from his friend’s shoulders] Robin: Good. Levi: You get it though, right? Like.. I still have to hang out with them, it’d make things awkward if I didn’t. Robin: I’m sure there’s more than one way to get a scholarship. Levi: [hums] I’ll try n’ keep them off your back anyway-.. pretty sure you did a good job of that on your own though. Robin: I shouldn’t have done that. Levi: Eh, he was asking for a smack. Robin: Kinda…

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Robin: What..? Levi: Can I ask you something? Robin: Always. Levi: Do you like boys? Robin: [laughs] Why, have you got a confession up your sleeve too? Levi: HAH-.. NO! I only like girls, but what about you? Robin: I don’t know-.. I think I’m pan. Levi: What’s that, like bi? Robin: I guess I don’t really think of people in terms of gender, like it doesn’t matter. Levi: I knew it! Okay, I just had the best idea ever. [Robin’s brow raised-.. whatever Levi was thinking, it must’ve literally just popped into his head] Levi: So, Aster totally has a crush on you, right? Robin: Oh-.. right? Levi: If you went out with him, it’d be like a free ticket to being cool. Robin: I don’t really want to be cool, to be honest. Levi: Okay, whatever-.. but that’d pretty much guarantee them leaving you alone. Like, it’s an unwritten rule you can’t be a dick to someone’s other half, y’know? [Robin squinted, less than convinced-.. he wasn’t sure Aster would be so open to parading him around like that] Levi: C’mon, it’s genius! Robin: I wouldn’t even know how to ask him out-.. I still can’t speak to him. [Levi huffed, frustrated by Robin’s lack of enthusiasm for his master plan] Robin: I guess I could-… Levi: Leave it to me. Robin: I don’t know if that’s a good idea. Levi: Just trust me! I’ll think of something. Robin: Hmm… Levi: Please? We’d get to hang out way more often. Robin: It wouldn’t be the same. Levi: Better than nothing? [Robin couldn’t help but laugh as Levi shoved him excitedly] Robin: [snorts] Fine. Levi: YES! Okay, okay.. just make sure you get detention again on Monday. Robin: Easy-peasy.