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g00seg1raffe · 2 months ago

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So there was a post a while back about Ben Solo always being told "don't do (x), that's how uncle luke lost his hand" when he was a kid - and I raise you: Elrond and Elros being told "don't do (x), that's how Maedhros lost his hand"??

Like, at Amon Ereb when the twins were newly acquired and refusing to eat their vegetables and Maglor is Mag-mothering them until Erestor, feral half-sane clinically depressed anarchist Avari hostage/patient/infiltrator and Certified Little Shit, hits em with:

"I would listen to the Lord Maglor, winyamor, he well knows the dangers that come to young elflings who don't eat enough vegetables - after all, that's how his brother lost his hand."

Elrond looks conflicted. Elros squints suspiciously. "Truly?"

Erestor, practically comatose since the massacre but ultimately saved from Fading by the biological compulsion to fuck with you, lays a hand over his heart. "I would never lie about such a thing! Just what do you take me for? This is a true tale and a grave warning - the Lord Maedhros' hand was tragically lost in the days of his youth, whilst he was still growing as you are. He refused to eat his vegetables and so, cruelly deprived of the strength it needed to grow strong, his body started to fall apart! First his fingers, then his thumb, and then his palm and wrist - all turned blue and dropped off!"

"No!" Elrond gasps. Elros looks both terrified and impressed. Maglor's face is scrunched up into something that the twins probably interpret as pained - at reminder of the horrors of limbs falling off! - but is actually just him busting a rib trying not to laugh.

"Yes!" Erestor cries with relish. "And it never grew back. All because he didn't eat his vegetables. Isn't that right, Lord Maedhros?"

Maedhros, a looming terror at the head of the table, scarred and solemn and impenetrable as his fortresses, narrows his eyes consideringly at the unfolding shenanigans and the rascal behind it. His conclusion? Fuck it. He gives a slow, solemn nod. Completely deadpan and exaggeratedly formal, because it may have been centuries since he last had his brothers smothering laughter at political dinners but the Finwëan sense of humour, once caught, is not an ailment easily cured.

Maglor conceals his wheezes behind his goblet as Erestor nods sagely to the wide-eyed twins, who suddenly seem a sight more interested in their vegetables.

#it helps that maedhros also has a metric fuck ton of scars so he can make up so much shit #know how i lost my eye? didnt go to bed on time and it shrivelled up #why do i have to wear a shoulder brace sometimes? didn't practice my letters and the bones all fell apart #where'd my fingernails go? didnt wash my hands before eating and they ran away #why is my back all stripy with criss-cross lines? didnt use my cutlery and they attacked me #why are some of my teeth metal? cause i didnt clean em properly for two minutes with mint ointment and i accidentally ate them in my sleep #whys there grey bits in my hair? didnt bathe after running around in the woods and the cobwebs got stuck and never came out #what happened to my ears? ducked underneath a horse and it spooked and bit them off so never ever do that again elros its very dangerous ok #i dont care your ears are smaller because youre peredhel elros the horse will get you #whys my hair so short? didnt comb it so it was stolen by orcs now hand me the brush and get over here elrond your head's a birdnest #for all that the kid's questions sometimes make maedhros a lil uncomfortable its actually really healing for him #sure sauron whipped him until his spine broke but now he uses those marks to get his kids to eat with cutlery like civilised people #and he cut his hair in a depressive spiral after fingon died but his kids think it was so tangled the orcs stole it to make scruffy orc wig #and his shoulders fucked from hanging on thangondrim for decades but if you kids dont sit down and do your lessons then so help me -#his beloved fingon always kissed his scars when he was allowed but it was witty irreverent half insane erestor who helped him laugh at them #i kind of ship it in a 'secret third thing' kinda way u feel me? not sex not friends but they bring a lot out of eachother its weird #erestor #maedhros #kidnap fam #elrond and elros #maglor #there is a fic that goes with this who wants it

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katierosefun · 7 months ago

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negan and maggie’s relationship is so. so fuckign fascinating to me. like. like…imagine teaming up with someone (repeatedly) who killed the love of your life and was also either directly or indirectly responsible for the death of your friends. imagine wanting nothing more than wanting to kill this person and feeling bitter and angry because your friends refuse to kill this person. you are so anguished over it that you leave with your son (whose father was murdered by this person), and then you come back, and all your friends seem to begrudgingly trust (or at least coexist) with this awful person. and this person is now trying to help you. he saves your life multiple times and also saves your son, the last living reminder of your murdered love. this person is asking to become the monster so you don’t have to. this person tells you that you need to come back. this person understands that you would kill him, and he might even let you. he lets you do the closest thing to killing him instead—he lets you turn him in, knife to his throat, and you’re leaving him, and your son won’t talk to you, and you come to the sudden realization that perhaps you need to go back for this monster. what the hell kind of dynamic is this

#caroline talks #dead city #like. yeah. i’m thinking about maggie and negan again #like. they’re sooo frog and the scorpion coded.#like. it’s so. good. but also so complicated #tbh in my head. i think that like . . .#i think negan and maggie will always walk this incredibly fragile line #i think it’ll only end with like. maggie saving negan a la rick grimes #and frankly. glenn rhee.#i keep thinking ‘if glenn were alive. how would he look at negan today.’#bc on the one hand i don’t think he would have ever forgiven negan either #but also i think he would have been a cross between daryl and aaron and gabriel in opinion of negan #kind of like. bitchy. rightfully so. but also like. understanding he could be vaguely useful #but then u hit the wall of ‘well. we’ll never know bc negan killed Glenn’#the other alternative is negan dying for maggie and hershel #which would ALSO hurt. esp bc as awful as negan could be #like . . . i do think he genuinely has it in him to be a better man and i want him to see his son and wife again #the FUNNIEST thing that could happen #would be if ginny and joshua and hershel all became friends #and negan and maggie become funny little play date parents #with like. maggie being begrudgingly nice to joshua and ginny #and glaring at negan…and meanwhile hershel kind of begrudgingly tolerates negan #and has to go ‘mom. mom stop glaring at him. joshua is RIGHT there.’

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emmavakarian-theirin · 1 month ago

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god the amount of art i would pump out if i stopped letting lineart talk me out of it i would be unstoppable

#this is a rant @ me and not to sound like i'm bragging when i say what i'm about to say #but i swear to god it takes more time/effort for me to do a cartoonish drawing than a photo realistic-ish drawing and i hate it #because sometimes i just want to do a simple drawing that's just lineart. maybe SOME shading.#but i fuss so much on how the lines should look and where to add more/less lines and what kind of thickness and blah blaaah #i have SO many art ideas i want to bring to life i stress myself out about it #i know that sounds so stupid #like yes just do art! do it bad! it's better than nothing!#but it's... deflating. especially when i literally have an art degree like #5 years of art school and i was barely taught anything about line art #'oh well that's in animation so you'd want to do a degree in television' ???#and those few times lineart was relevant was when there was a naked person in front of us when you're told to just replicate what you see #but we rarely had any variety between models and when i'm in that setting drawing someone my mind is just #~oh god naked person don't stare but i must don't think about it but it needs to be right oh god naked person i'm uncomfortable -+#like it was just overwhelming stress of getting it right rather than actually learning anything #which honestly sums up my art school experience overall #but it also doesn't help when you hate your own body so much and the idea of someone trying to draw you is just humiliating #(like at one point we had to partner up with someone and both paint their portrait AND model their head with clay #and i nearly had a breakdown and refused and asked if i could use someone at home instead #bc I've got plenty of scars and deformities and my face isn't symmetrical and i knew that was either going to be overlooked or exaggerated #and when it's the other way around i try my best to pay attention to detail but it's becoming this debilitating anxiety #of doing exactly that back. and it's made me paranoid to do anatomy related stuff) ANYWAY #it would have been good if people weren't ALWAYS naked and they helped us narrow down how different fabrics work on bodies and stuff #and to help us convey that through LINEART instead of needing to do whole ass paintings and detailed sketches and stuff #[SpongeBob voice] WHAT I LEARNED IN ART SCHOOL IS--- 😬#anyway if any fellow artists have any tips they'd be willing to share i would very happily listen #like i've got my drive back to draw things again which in itself is nice but man #it would be nice to not lose steam 5 minutes after anything i start drawing because i freak myself out #okay rant over if anyone's still here thank you for your patience and interest #me ranting

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sysig · 11 months ago

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Special Counseling (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #ZEX #DAX #These are especially funny to me because I remember when I first looked through the gallery and was Deeply Distressed at ZEX like this #I didn't know the context yet so the betrayal was uncomfortable! As intended but unexpected haha ♪#I love ZEX! Why would he do such a thing! Now I know <3 <3 And now I'm doing the same thing! Lol #The thought of ZEX never getting his own body again even for just a night even on the Institute's side ah it hurts #At least he'd finally have visual proof that it's Possible he never even saw Tanaka so for all he knows it was just another ''vision''#But of DAX <3 Of him getting his body back but turning on ZEX about it ough ♥ And the fallout!! Agh!!!#The setups the payoffs <3 <3 <3 #I wrote a bit more for both scenarios actually - of DAX actually pointing a laser pistol at ZEX and threatening to kill him #Thus why ZEX is questioning him the next day - was that brainwashing or would you really do that??#ZEX of course wouldn't have flinched at the time - and DAX's motivation either way that this is a fate unbefitting of his Admiral #''He lowered his head feelers in a sympathetic way. 'I can hardly stand to watch you waste away in that form. If you would ask it of me...''#Weh ;;#Can you tell it's a bit inspired by We Do What is Necessary hehe <3 #Which btw you've read right it's so good everyone needs to read it <3 #Remind me to make a separate post about that one actually I had the oddest reread experience :3c Fascinating ✨#Anyhow lol #I actually like how I've written their next-day meetup after DAX returns to his senses more than I've drawn it hm :P #I think it's a specific line that sticks out to me - VUX communication through human bodies my beloved ;;♥#''He ran a hand down DAX's arm - a poor approximation of the gesture he was trying to emulate but he was sure DAX would understand.#They'd exchanged it enough times before.'' Hhhhhh ❤️💕💖💞💗 ;;/♥ I love them <3 <3 #Also forehead touches and holding face and hands and jfdsalkfd the tenderness and loyalty aghhahgah <3 #I really like the idea of VUX lacing fingers with each other as a kind of twining/head tendrils holding replacement ♥#The most intense one-eyed eye contact hehe <3

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secondpersonpoetry · 4 months ago

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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!

oh. oh.

#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much #i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the #black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed #who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out #the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go #and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story #colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you #OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but #the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman #the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t #you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken #out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things #they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a #little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits #trade deadline tragedy #and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing #everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there #and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other #(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life #like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think #because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin #who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want #sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be #this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3 #OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS #nonny <3

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rotzaprachim · 2 years ago

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Nimona is. A very good movie but also one of the contextually for-it’s-time precise movies I’ve ever seen

#Like I’m still turning over in my head the way it pretty explicitly talks about not accepting trans children’s identities #As a particular and deeply violent and brutal form of child abuse #But I’m also pretty caught on all the decisions and implications that come from racebending ballister #That was a Decision and I think a Good One but again. While I’ve seen some commentary on classicism #That story is also So Much in the context of anti south Asian racism and Islamophobia #There’s been a bunch of kid and adopted Dad stories as of recent but there’s whole new levels making the adopted dad figure a gay #South asian man #Like just as the Nimona plot line is actively and precisely cutting at the Defend our Children catchphrases of transphobic legislation by #Showing the harm that kind of demonization does to a CHILD #Having ballister be the kind of awkward dead inside/dad inside figure really cuts into the homophobic scar tactic of gay men being #Fundamentslly Dangerous to Children AND the racist scare tactic of south Asian men being fundamentally dangerous to children #Nimona is…. Very good. Like clearly thought happened in the making of this movie

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galaxy-fleur · 4 months ago

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What did you think of RE4 remakes ending song ?

I think that in comparison to OGs Leon incapability to leave the past behind, in the remake it really showcased something 180° different and new.

Also a little side note here about Leon's love for people in his life, i think that most of it comes with a projection where people cannot fathom ever loving anyone else in the future but also because Leon's probably a monogamous guy? Well either way, that argument falls flat because it's not really how monogamic person works. And the remake literally also emphasizes the entire point of moving on and for Leon, i think that's super important in more than one way.

Definitely feels like a new approach to his character

A little fun fact about me is that I'm a massive music nerd. Needless to say, 'The Bullet Or The Blade' had me going insane the first time I heard it, haha. Nothing quite gets me like a good character song, y'know? It's genuinely such a great song for Leon and his journey throughout RE4R, I get a bit emotional whenever it comes on in my playlists! I'd say my favorite verses of it are:

I fought a war and I learned how to win

But how do you fight when the enemy's within?

Find your pride, go deeper inside

For the fire that will light your way

The ones you trust can often betray

You're the hunter and then you're the prey

You pay the cost, it all feels lost

Then you hear a voice inside you say

Keep your eyes on the road ahead

Don't be drawn into the light or the shadows in your head

Keep your eyes on the road ahead

And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

It really just showcases Leon's entire mentality perfectly, and I adore it. You gotta keep moving forward, after all. It's one of his qualities that make him as compelling as he is. The way he continues to fight and move forward, no matter what life throws at him time and time again. Even if he has to do so battered, and hurt, and tired.

And this?

A lot of road now behind me

Every cut, every bruise, they tell their own story

Whatever's up ahead, around the next bend I know I will survive

I've learned how to live with regret

I can't forgive what I couldn't forget

The things I've learned, the strength that I've earned

I have it all by my side, as I ride

What a perfect send-off. His past scars (be it physical or emotional) will always stay with him. But he learns how to live with them. He learns how to move forward and move on from the burden of what he failed to do in Racoon City, in a way that's not as heavy anymore. I think that's beautiful for him.

Also, the instrumental is pretty reflective of that too, starting off with a more somber and melancholic melody and gradually growing into a hopeful and assertive one. Overall a perfect song to end his story with. It's my Roman Empire.

#mia talks #and as for your second point: yeah like i said i don't really get that line of thinking lmao #the only people 'bound by fate' in re probably would be like rose and ethan #and that's in a familial love kind of way mind you #like re is not a franchise for you if you wanna argue about fated lovers i'm sorry 😭#but again like... if some person wants leon to be fated lovers with some character and they are just having fun with it?#that's awesome! keep at it!#kinda sucks how rude jerks make a bad name for everyone is what i'm getting at here i guess #anyway blasting the bullet or the blade and creating animatics in my head 😎#also feel free to just send me songs that remind you of characters i am such a sucker for that #i'm usually a bit more thorough with my song analysis but work sucked most of my brain juices out of me 😭#still wanted to answer this tho

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cidnangarlond · 9 months ago

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going on a clothing website because the youtuber I'm watching was sponsored by them for a video and knowing I'll never look good in any of these clothes >>>

#listen inside me is a fashion girlie because my whole general vibe and build does not match it. has never lined up #whenever I wear cute feminine clothing I feel like I'm playing pretend and ugly and shit like I want so bad to think I look good in that #kind of stuff but I can't and I never will it's fucking EXHAUSTING... like I want to wear all these cute outfits I see and can make up #in my head and wear cute makeup but I feel like such a fraud and a fake while done up like that #I had a dream the other night my hair was longer again and I was in a dress and flat chested and it was referred to as drag #like me in those clothes and makeup it was said I was in drag. like hi hello #IT FUCKING SUCKSSSS I want to be able to wear all this stuff but I just. fucking hate how much of an imposter I feel when I wear them

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yuusakuhanazawashole · 1 year ago

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#someone needs to sedate me #yk when only a few lines make you think of a character and it makes you affiliate the entire song with them #Admin's Tag #i havent listened to Penelope Scott in a while but I checked her latest stuff and this did something to my brain #it's about the vibes #it's about the implications #it's about the vulgarity v themes #it's- for the love of god im not the only one who sees the visions right?#queueing this so I forget i ever said this until Im Haunted Again #FOR THE RECORD. this is abt Yuusaku in my head. Maybe Ogata too idk #I know its so hashtag girl but are these men not hashtag girl already #as a transmasc and previous catholic school attendee the motif is sort of half of my whole brand. in terms of purity symbolism #apologies to everyone with reading comprehension. i heard the words Tight Virgin and immediately thought of him #anyway the screenshotted lyrics kind of sold it for me #what are you if not the cleanest and also bloodiest figure in your entire army if you're the ideological symbol #he's pure he's holy he's celibate he's untouched he's so so so catholic schoolgirl core #but then! he's also the bearer and conduit of a symbol of nationalistic imperial pride.#meaning the blood on his hands may be more metaphorical than others' but the stain is deep and dark and haunting.#like the impression he made on Ogatas mind as an individual!#he is guiltless and the most guilty. yk like he's just the messenger but he loves even the calligraphy of the message's death bells #DON'T LOOK AT ME!!! I LOVE THIS STUPID LITTLE MF #Spotify

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its-no-biggie · 1 month ago

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been thinking about..... those dramatic otp tags some blogs have.......

#tagging the fandom is not enough i need to be able to scroll through just the yoohankim on my blog #wait let me workshop some #joongdok is easy #otp: tell me you fool #theres definitely more. like kdjs little monologue in the divorce arc. and of course - eyebrows seemingly sculpted......#doksoo......#otp: for just that one reader #theres some other good doksoo moments. lemon candy indirect kiss. i believe in the you of the 3rd turn? doesnt he say that in 1863 #i think kaizenix doksoo is also really good. augh i just dont know a lot of lines off the top of my head #now. yoohan is a little tricky #1863 is very good but most of it happens off page. these 2 dont have that many good quotable interactions......#ooooh the epilogue fight. i dont remember any lines from that but theres gotta be something #okay. so i went back to read it..... ouch. my feelings. and still nothing really stood out to me.....#well. 'you should know where my story is supposed to end' is pretty good. but i might go with something a little less direct?#otp: the architects design #oooh. i like that a lot #omg or. hear me out #otp: the false last act #ohhhh how will i choose......#okay now a tag for all 3...... hmmm. a single quote probably wont cut it #well maybe something from the epilogue..... that scene with the clock?#could also keep it simple and straightforward #otp: reader / author / protagonist #hmmm i do want something with a little more drama though..... ehh ill think on it #okay well. i was gonna do more ships but i hit the tag limit 😭😭😭#ill make a list somewhere for if i ever organize my blog. stay tuned #otp: it's a work in progress #<- placeholder so i can find this again. idk if ill have a use for it again but i kind of love it as a placeholder.....#man this is so fun. i can see why people make these!#biggie tumbles

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eolande · 6 months ago

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i think i was put on this earth purely to be the most not normal about dragon's dogma dlc "dark arisen". my muse. my main motivator for bettering my skills. definitely the media i care most about and Get the most. there's probably people who get it even better than me and that's ok. but i'm still really really good at it. i have a great grade in Dark Arisen. i win at Bitterblack Isle. i think i have some really top tier accolades in Elden Ring and Bloodborne and am just starting to get there on Dark Souls but Dark Arisen is the height of my academic achievement. even better than base game Dragon's Dogma. i still never read the savan novella 😔💔 fake fan. and i'm REALLY BAD at DD2. i hate to admit but i am still struggling so bad to make a deeper connection with the lore in the same way as all those other games even tho i still really love it and i think i understand it well.... something is missing but idk what

#clyde.txt #are we so back ...?#maybe i just Feel like a phony and am better at dd2 than i think.... hopefully this last playthru will click in some things for me #i was excited abt hyperboreans for a second but realizing they were talking abt them in the most boring People From The North way as opposed #to how elden ring explores the root race theory made me kind of 😪💔 but i'll try to think abt it again....#i need to focus on rothias more too but i must've been in a fugue state when going thru like middle-late parts of the story cause that's #the areas that flew over my head most.... i locked back in for UW #just so many things didn't line up or make sense for me in such specific ways and i got really hung up but i think with nikolythe playthru #i can try to take in more things as i see them and work my way back up.... i think starting to think of rothias and my arisen for him will #help. i need to start oc-ifying a canon character. this is the only way. i also need to make my arisen for the dragon. alas no more arisen #spots in my demo for arisen.... and i don't wanna clog the servers with 1 million pawns #maybe i'll just design them and then ponder them in my head.... playing with the arisen who would get shipped with the dragon wouldn't even #be that fun or rewarding bc it's minimal canon interaction and i plan on Making Up more #ok.... this sounds like a good plan

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aghostsnail · 15 days ago

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I FELL TO MY KNEES

Starlight - Blurr and Swerve

Ooooohhh it was a long project !

It all started with my will to make a playlist for every pairing/group of this AU i found/hj. Starlight was an epiphany for me, because i could find a meaning for ALL THE LYRICS with Blurr and Swerve.

This Video is a lot of love for the ship AND certainly for YOUR A.U. Keferon, and your brain, and your style, and Tapa.....

All of these hearts and love are presently tapped together with my non existent animation skills (i just make comics lmao...some of my dearly beloved friends teached me how to edit. And its ugly)

*slap the animation* look how much hyperfixation this bad boy can fit in !!

I’ll credit basically all the people who send asks and arts about the gay bartenders, because I took references and ideas of a lot of them :))

Like the shockwave part or at the end, where we see the ‘real’ (?) Swerve.

I’ll credit @keferon because that’s his AU hehe but also @somerandomcockroach who fed me with their incredible artstyle, it’s so incredible the job you guys do, I’m amazed….!

Some cuts I like behind this one !

This scene is based of the ‘I see you Jake’ scene from Avatar (movie with the Naavis) because it’s kind of them for me. Blurr is even Blue !

Shockwave. Make a short appearance but I love his character. And I love drawing him. He is terrifying.

And finally swerve…..Ah swerve……I loved drawing his bedroom hehe. I never draw Background !

Im stupid because what do you mean I wanna try animation and go straight for the 3:00 minute song ???

And I learned how to make the characters slide like PowerPoint half way HAHA

I don’t care, I loved doing that ❤️

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Working on some designs for one of my oldest OCs, “Cure” (Patreon)

I also managed to track down some of her initial concept sketches from 2018 - why 2018 considering I called her one of my oldest OCs?

Well, her design has always been rather elusive, even more so since she spent so much time in my head without being brought to paper - even these sketches make mention of it!

Pretty sure she got “Cure” in 2018 too - starting to take form!

#Doodles #Original #The quotes are very intentional lol #As stated under the cut I started designing her in 2018 but she's existed since around 2007-ish? Latest would be 2010 #Part of her having such a range of uncertainty is that it took me many many years to consider putting her to paper!#She might've existed in 2007 but there's no record! She might've existed in 2010 but no record! I don't think I even wrote about her #She was a completely mentally-extant OC for many many many years #Partially because at the time I had just started drawing and knew I wouldn't be able to put down what was in my head to physicality #And then the longer she stayed in my head the more she became that kind of mental kaleidoscope ever-shifting impossible-to-draw design #But screw that! I have a few years of doodling under my belt now! Even if I can't get her quite right I can at least make an attempt!#It's especially funny because outwardly she is meant to be a pretty generic teddy bear lol - not Exactly but more like the vibe of one #Round and plush and innocent - innocuous #And really she's not like Nefarious or anything lol - she's not what she seems but she also is?? It's hard to explain lol #A lot of it does still come down to subtleties so it actually is still hard to capture but it'll only keep getting harder the longer I wait!#So at least pinning down Some things about her design that I'm happy with and can refer to helps the me down the line haha #The first one is actually pretty close! It's always a coin flip on whether the first one is a disaster or nails it haha #The heart ears and straight body are pretty good tho I gotta say #And honestly it was the little lace-ribbon bracelet that was the deciding factor for me to try drawing her again haha #I had an idea I thought was silly but to do it I needed a design to work with!#Getting there getting there - every little bit closer

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dashiellqvverty · 8 months ago

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i need sports anime recs…. much more likely to watch if they have a dub but l may still give them a try if they don’t! ones i have seen and like include yowamushi pedal (only ever watched the first two seasons but it’s still my favorite), sk8 the infinity, yuri on ice, free! and haikyuu :)

#trying to think if there’s others but i can’t think of any #tsuritama is my other favorite anime if u count it as a sports anime. which i kind of do.#sports television shows that have scratched the same itch for me include ted lasso and a league of their own <3 #i wanna get back into yowapeda sooooo bad #i was watching it weekly toward the end of s2 #i watched the movie? about makishina going to college? well and other stuff but that’s what i remember. that came out in between #but i fell off before s3 came out #and now there’s FIVE and it’s still going strong in japan but it’s much harder for me to watch subs now #and there’s no dubbbbbbb #i think i did a rewatch of the first two seasons. a couple years ago now i guess.#but i was able to half tune out bc i mostly knew what happened #like i WAS paying attention but. i could play solitaire and still read enough to follow the story lol. bc i knew it in my head somewhere #but once i got to s3 again it’s like. it’s hard for me to focus on the screen to read every line and not look away #anyway ik the basketball one got a dub in the past few years. i think the guys are ugly but i’m willing to give it a try #open to girl sports anime too if there’s anything decent. i haven’t heard of a lot.

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dollgxtz · 23 days ago

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When Pleasure Calls

Word Count: 1.8k

Summary: In the middle of sex, Sylus gets a business call...only he decides he doesn't want to stop ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

Tags: sylus x fem!reader, penetration, unprotected sex, creampie, teasing, humiliation, use of evol, use of petnames like kitten, oneshot

AN: Okay so this is loosely based on a tweet I saw and it literally wouldn't leave my brain until I wrote it....so here we are. I figured the best way to end my break and start being more active again was to start writing all the fics that won't leave my head. Enjoy!

Sylus was balls deep inside you, each thrust a raw, primal connection that left you both breathless. The room was filled with the sound of skin against skin, your moans mixing with his low groans, creating a rhythm that was all your own. His hands gripped your hips, guiding your movements, keeping you both locked in the moment, lost to everything but each other.

It had been an entire week since you’d spent any real time together—a week that felt more like a year. Sylus didn’t waste a second making up for the lost time. What started as an innocent cuddle on his bed, his arm lazily slung over your waist, quickly shifted into something else entirely. One minute, he was tracing slow circles on your back, murmuring something about how much he’d missed you, and the next, the air between you thickened, charged with unspoken need.

Somehow, without either of you meaning to, that easy closeness morphed into a full-blown, heated mess of tangled limbs and stolen breaths. His lips found yours, first soft and teasing, then hungry and demanding, as if he needed to make up for every second you’d been apart. Before long, the room was filled with the sound of muffled laughter, whispered names, and the quiet creak of the mattress as you lost yourselves in each other.

His hands roamed over you with a possessive tenderness, fingers tracing the curves of your body, memorizing the lines anew with every pass. The weight of him above you was a comforting pressure, a grounding force as you surrendered to the tide of sensation, every thrust a wave that built the pleasure higher and higher, threatening to crash over you.

"Nghn, right there! Don't stop, please..." you pleaded, your voice hoarse with desire, your fingers digging into his muscular frame as if your life depended on it. Sylus, attuned to your every need, knew he had found that sweet spot within you, that spongy, pleasure-laden tissue that sent sparks of delight through your body.

Just as he increased the pace, his thrusts becoming faster and harder, driving you closer to the edge of ecstasy, the sharp ring of his phone cut through the air like a knife, slicing through the intimate atmosphere. You froze, your eyes widening as you glanced at the illuminated screen, the unfamiliar contact name confirming your suspicion—one of Sylus's business associates.

Sylus sighed, his brow furrowing as he eyed the screen with a mix of annoyance and detachment. "I can call them back later. I’m busy right now."

That’s when it hit you—the mission. The Hunters Association’s urgent directive to recover the stolen protocore, traded away through shady backchannels. You had completely forgotten about it until now. The urgency surged through you like a jolt of electricity. Without thinking, you grabbed his arm. "Didn’t you say you were expecting a call about the protocore? This could be it. I need that lead for the Association. Answer it," you urged, your voice firm despite the sharp look Sylus threw your way.

He blinked, then smirked, the kind that was equal parts amused and incredulous. "I don’t think I’ll ever get used to my kitten barking orders at me," he said, his tone dripping with lazy charm. But to your relief, he reached for the phone anyway. "Alright, boss. Consider it a favor."

He pressed the screen and lifted it to his ear. His voice dropped into that cool, no-nonsense register you’d heard a dozen times before.

"Speak."

The man on the other end began to speak and you realized Sylus was still halfway inside you. Thinking the fun was over for now, you started to move out from under him, ready to let the moment pass. But Sylus wasn't done. His hand pressed you back down against the bed, and before you knew it, he was thrusting into you again, impossibly deeper this time, his cock filling you completely.

You struggled, caught between surprise and arousal, your body pinned beneath his, his cock completely filling you with each powerful thrust. You tried to silently plead for him to stop, embarrassed by the situation, but your words were lost in the quiet moans that escaped your lips as he pounded into you, his pace relentless. You quickly covered your mouth with your hands, trying to will yourself to quiet down.

"I'll only meet tomorrow. That's firm" he said into the phone, his voice steady despite fiercely pounding and stretching your pussy. As if this took zero amount of effort from him. You tried to keep quiet, biting your lip and keeping your hands pressed to your mouth to stop the sounds from escaping, but it was hard. Each thrust sent ripples of pleasure through you, making it nearly impossible to maintain your composure.

You attempted to scoot back against the bed, seeking respite from the pleasure Sylus was delivering, but your efforts were in vain. With a swift and possessive motion, he wrapped his powerful Evol around your waist, pulling you back onto his cock, sealing your body to his, ensuring you couldn't escape the sensations he was about to unleash.

"Ah...ah..." you panted, your breath coming in short gasps as he thrust deeper, his cock seeking out that sensitive spot within you once more, very determined to bring you right to the edge.

Sylus kept talking, his voice smooth and calm, even as he moved inside you with a fierce rhythm. The phone call was just background noise to you, but you caught snippets of his conversation, the professional tone at odds with what was happening.

"Yes, I understand," he murmured between thrusts, his voice a soothing contrast to the pounding of his cock against your sensitive walls. "No tricks, or foul play. You should know how this goes by now."

You were struggling, trying to focus on anything but the way he was driving you closer to the edge. Each thrust felt like it was pushing you further into a world where nothing else mattered but the heat and friction between you.

Minutes ticked by as this humiliation continued. How much longer could you hold on? How much longer would he torture you like this? The question echoed in your mind, a desperate plea for relief as your body teetered on the brink of finishing.

Sylus's eyes gleamed with a mix of amusement and desire as he looked down at you, fully aware of the power he held over your pleasure. He knew exactly how close you were, how your body trembled on the precipice of release, and he relished the control he had, maintaining a casual conversation while pushing you to the brink.

A knowing smirk played on his lips, a silent acknowledgment of the game he was playing—testing your limits, seeing how far he could take you while keeping up the pretense of a casual chat. His eyes held a challenge, daring you to surrender, to let go of your control, even as he kept his voice calm and composed, a stark contrast to the raw passion he was eliciting from your body.

He continued his steady thrusts, his movements purposeful, each one designed to drive you further into a world of pleasure, where resistance was futile, and surrender was the only option. Sylus took pleasure in watching you struggle, your body betraying your attempts to hold on, even as he maintained his casual conversation, a master of this sensual game.

"Yes, that will do," Sylus confirmed, his voice steady, his pace merciless as he continued to thrust into you. "I'll have my men prepare the meeting."

Your response was a muffled moan, your body arching against his, unable to form words as the pleasure overwhelmed you. "Mghn... Ah!" you cried out into your hand, your voice a mixture of surrender and ecstasy, your body trembling on the edge of release, the sensations too powerful to hold back.

Sylus, his body slightly glistening with sweat, paused for a moment, his thrusts slowing as he looked down at you with an intense gaze. His eyes, red and smoldering, held a silent command, a silent invitation for you to surrender completely. A slight smirk played on his lips as he watched you, his expression conveying a clear message:

"Go ahead, cum for me."

The tension inside you coiled tighter, every nerve screaming for release as he begun to pick up the pace once more. You bit down on your hand, trying to keep the sounds from escaping, but it was a losing battle. Sylus's thrusts were unrelenting, each one bringing you closer, until finally, with one last, deep push, he let go, pumping his hot and sticky seed deep into your belly just as he wrapped up his call.

The sensation was too much, too intense to resist. Your body tensed around him, shaking with the force of your orgasm, your muffled moans filling the room as you rode the waves of pleasure crashing through you.

"Alright. See you then," Sylus said, finally hanging up the call. He pulled out slowly, leaving you both breathless and spent, the hum of the conversation now just a memory drowned out by the echo of your shared climax.

You lay there, catching your breath, the remnants of your climax still thrumming through your veins. But as the haze of pleasure began to clear, irritation started to bubble up inside you. You propped yourself up on your elbows, shooting Sylus a look that could melt steel.

"Seriously?!"

He caught your gaze and simply chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that only fueled your annoyance. "Oh, don't act like you didn't like it," he said with a grin, clearly amused by your reaction. "How could I ignore a needy kitten in heat for a phone call instead?"

Your glare could have sliced through stone, but he just shrugged, unfazed by your anger. "Besides," he continued, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he chuckled, "I'm great at multitasking. I just secured you that protocore and made you cum while doing so. Shouldn't you be overjoyed right now?"

Despite your best efforts to hold onto your anger, the corners of your mouth betrayed you, tugging upwards into a reluctant smile. The heat rising to your cheeks was undeniable, a flush that had nothing to do with anger. His laughter was infectious, and before you knew it, you were chuckling too, shaking your head at the absurdity of it all.

"Alright, alright," you conceded with a playful roll of your eyes. "I'll forgive you this one time, but don't think this is going to be a regular thing."

Sylus grinned, clearly pleased with your surrender. "Deal," he said, his tone warm and teasing. He moved with that easy confidence of his, leaning down to scoop you up effortlessly, cradling you against his chest.

"Let's get you cleaned up," he murmured, carrying you towards the bathroom with a tenderness that were a stark contrast to the intensity of moments before. His touch was gentle now, a soothing balm to the fire that had raged between you, and you found yourself relaxing into his hold, the last remnants of your irritation melting away as you settled into the comfort of his embrace.

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