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A soulmate who wasn't meant to be~ Alhaitham x Gn!reader
Was our relationship just a joke to you...? T/W- angst, slight yelling, break up, mentions of alcohol, no comfort
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"You can't just admit your wrong can you?" You barked
"You're so irratating." Alhaitham just seemed so fed up.
"Oh I'm irratating, you're the one who won't listen to a single thing i say."
"You're being so irrantional."
"Just leave Alhaitham."
"I wish i never married you."
Alhaitham never went out for drinks, but tonight was different. He had just accused you of cheating, and couldn't admit he was wrong. Because he never could, his precious ego would suffer a serious blow.
Usually going out wasn't his thing, be he needed to get out of that house. You were upset and crying and he just couldn't deal with it. All alhaitham could think about is how you were most likely texting other guys. Probably organizing to go over to their places because he was out of the picture.
He drowned his anxiety in more beer, just trying to forget the horrible things he'd said. But it was you who caused this, you had been texting other guys? Hadn't you? He started to feel a little tipsy and the same could be said for another person across the room.
Slowly the girl started to make her way to Alhaitham, tripping and stumbling all while not spilling the drink in her hand.
"Wha.. Whats a hand *hic* some man like yo.. you doing here?"
"Not much"
"Oh co...come onnnn."
"I just felt like going out".
She made advances on Alhaitham but he didn't seem to mind. If you were over him, surely he could have some fun. The girl made her way towards his lips, just trying to get a taste. Still, he didn't resist, letting her take control
Where the hell is he? You thought.
He had been out for hours, usually, he'd be back by now. He'd always come back... right? You decided to go out looking for him. Despite the argument you missed him, he may have been a bitch, but you still loved him. You wanted to apologize for what you said and maybe get him to as well.
You wandered the streets, looking in every place you thought he could be. It was starting to reach midnight and bars were still open. Maybe he had gone to someone else's house, like Kaveh or Tighnari. Alhaitham was just nowhere to be found.
Well, that was until you walked past the window of a bar. Alhaitham was sitting on a barstool holding a woman on his lap. His lips were pressed against her and she was holding his head to make the kiss deeper.
"What...? Alhaitham..." Tears formed quickly in your eyes, blurring the scene.
You walked into the bar, staring directly at the man. You were shaking and just wanted some type of explanation. No, he didn't deserve to get one.
"Alhaitham..?"
He stopped the kiss and looked at the voice who called him named. "Honey?"
He stood up pushing the girl off his lap and ran towards you. "Love you here!" His words were slurred he was obviously drunk.
"Don't call me that. Was our relationship just a joke to you?"
"Huh?"
"Don't play dumb with me, I watched you make out with another person. And right after you accused me of cheating as well." The tears were leaving stains on your cheeks and they were refusing to stop coming. "We're over Alhaitham."
You went to walk out as he grabbed your wrist and pulled you in for a kiss. "Don't touch me."
Even if he was drunk he could see you were pissed. "Y/N don't leave me, please. I love you."
And with those 3 words, you walked out of the bar whispering,
I loved you too..;
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin x reader#gn reader#alhaitham#alhaitham x reader#genshin alhaitham#genshin angst#angst#alhaitham angst#i think imma go cry now
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so like i was dressed up as ellen ripley, right, and some little girl saw me and started tugging on her dad's shirt excitedly going "dad! dad it's ripley! ripley's here!" and her dad turned around and saw me and was like "yes she is! that's why we're safe from the alien!"
and i
#yes baby girl imma protect you from the alien ur safe now lets go kick his ass#im stilling thinking about this#like i met neil newbon and marisha ray and neither of those made me cry but this#i basically have to dress up as ripley all the time now bc it might inspire some little kid
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"You'll come back," Manon said.
It sounded like more of a threat than anything
Dorian smirked. "Would you miss me if I didn't?"
Manon didn't reply. He didn't know why he expected her to.
He'd taken all of a step, when Asterin clasped his shoulder. "In and out, quick as you can," she warned him. "Take care of Narene." Worry indeed shone in the Second's gold-flecked black eyes. Dorian bowed his head. "With my life," he promised as he approached her mount and grasped the dangling reins. He didn't fail to miss the gratitude that softened Asterin's features. Or that Manon had already turned away from him.
A fool to start down this path with her. He should have known better.
The hours that passed were some of the longest of Manon's existence.
From anticipation, she told herself. Of what she had to do.
Abraxos, unsurprisingly, found them within an hour, his reins sliced from the struggle he'd no doubt waged and won with Sorrel. He waited, however, beside Manon in silence, wholly focused upon the gate where Dorian and Narene had vanished.
Time dripped by. The king's sword was constant weight at her side. She cursed herself for needing to prove-to him, to herself-that she refused to let him go into Morath for practical, ordinary reasons. Erawan wasn't at the Ferian Gap. It'd be safer. Somewhat. But if the Matrons were there … That was why he'd gone. To learn if they were. To see if Petrah truly commanded the host there, and how many Ironteeth were present. He had not been trained as a spy, but he'd grown up in a court where people wielded smiles and clothes like weapons. He knew how to blend in, how to listen. How to make people see what they wished to see. She'd sent Elide into the dungeons of Morath, Darkness damn her. Sending the King of Adarlan into the Ferian Gap was no different.
It didn't stop her breath from escaping when Abraxos stiffened, scanning the sky. As if he heard something they couldn't.
And it was the joy that sparked in her mount's eyes that told her.
Moments later, Narene sailed toward them, making a lazy path over the mountains, a dark-haired, pale-skinned rider atop her. He'd truly been able to change parts of himself. Had made his face nearly unrecognizable. And kept it that way.
Asterin rushed toward the mare, and even Manon blinked as her Second threw her arms around Narene's neck. Holding her tight. The mare only leaned her head against Asterin's back and huffed.
Manon hadn't dwelled long on what she'd say.
And as the three hundred Ironteeth witches filed into the hall, some coming off their patrols, Manon half wondered if she should have. They watched her, watched the Thirteen, with a wary disdain.
Their disgraced Wing Leader; their fallen Heir.
When all were gathered, Petrah, still standing in the doorway where she'd appeared, merely said, "My life debt for an audience, Blackbeak."
Manon swallowed, her tongue as dry as paper. Seated atop Abraxos, she could see every shifting movement in the crowd, the wide eyes or hands gripping swords.
"I will not tell you the particulars of who I am," Manon said at last. "For I think you have already heard them."
"Crochan bitch," someone spat.
Manon set her eyes on the Blackbeaks, stone-faced where the others bristled with hatred. It was for them she spoke, for them she had come here.
jacket, then hoisting up her white shirt. Rising in the stirrups to bare her scarred, brutalized abdomen. "She does not lie."
UNCLEAN
There, the word remained stamped. Would always be stamped.
"How many of you," Asterin called out, "have been similarly branded? By your Matron, by your coven leader? How many of you have had your stillborn witchlings burned before you might hold them?"
The silence that fell now was different from before. Shaking shuddering.
Manon glanced at the Thirteen to find tears in Ghislaine's eyes as she took in the brand on Asterin's womb. Tears in the eyes of all of them, who had not known. And it was for those tears, which Manon had never seen, that she faced the host again.
"You will be killed in this war, or after it. And you will never see our homeland again."
"What is it that you want, Blackbeak?" Petrah asked from the archway.
"Ride with us," Manon breathed. "Fly with us.
Against Morath. Against the people who would keep you from your homeland, your future." Murmuring broke out again. Manon pushed ahead, "An Ironteeth-Crochan alliance. Perhaps one to break our curse at last."
Again, that shuddering silence. Like a storm about to break Asterin sat back in the saddle, but kept her shirt open.
"The choice of how our people's future shall be shaped is yours," Manon told each of the witches assembled, all the Blackbeaks who might fly to war and never return. "But I will tell you this." Her hands shook, and she fisted them on her thighs. "There is a better world out there. And I have seen it."
Even the Thirteen looked toward her now.
"I have seen witch and human and Fae dwell together in peace. And it is not weakness to do so, but a strength. I have met kings and queens whose love for their kingdoms, their peoples, is so great that the self is secondary. Whose love for their people is so strong that even in the face of unthinkable odds, they do the impossible."
Manon lifted her chin. "You are my people. Whether my grandmother decrees it so or not, you are my people, and always will be. But I will fly against you, if need be, to ensure that there is a future for those who cannot fight for it themselves. Too long have we preyed on the weak, relished doing so. It is time that we became better than our foremothers." The words she had given the Thirteen months ago. "There is a better world out there," she said again. "And I will fight for it." She turned Abraxos away, toward the plunge behind them. "Will you?"
Manon nodded to Petrah. Eyes bright, the Heir only nodded back. They would be permitted to leave as they had arrived: unharmed.
So Manon nudged Abraxos, and he leaped into the sky, the Thirteen following suit.
Not a child of war. But of peace.
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watched Logan (2017) for the first time after watching every single x-men/wolverine movie this week and lemme tell you-
I am NOT okay. what the FUCK
#a brown woman offering to pay a dangerous man thousands of dollars to get her child to a 'safe haven' is about where i lost my goddamn mind#basically i started crying and i am unable to stop#cant believe they made those movies for like 20 years and then ended it like that#so fucking depressing and for WHAT#god. if i had a therapist they would be hearing about this but instead im going to word vomit here#they really made wolverine a FATHER. they gave him a little girl! and then they fucking KILLED HIM OFF#200. YEARS OF ANGUISH?! THEY COULDNT LET HIM HAVE SOME HAPPINESS!!!!#anyways im going to keep crying about this poor fucker and my own fucking dad issues but can i just say that this movie was also hilarious??#like i would absolutely die for laura she's so weird and perfect and relatable i love her sm#also why did they even bother making more marvel films after this?? 98% of them have been trash they should be embarrassed!!#mkay imma shut up now i think. many more thoughts but im bad at english
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ONEUS 'Same Scent' Traditional Ver || Leedo
#leedo#kim geonhak#foroneus#ultkpop#foraddy#kngld.edits#i only fully like the first gif ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#and the last one imma pretend is fine and all or i will go insane#maybe i shoulf go back into the cave :_)#BUT ANYWAYS I AM SO SO HAPPY THEY RELEASED A PERFORMANCE VIDEO FOR THIS VERSION#ITS SO BEAUTIFUL SO AMAZING AND I LOVE THE LOOKS ;;#i was gasping and crying and GASPING AGAIN#i will now go watch youtube tuturials because these sets made me think that i can't color shit and don't know how to gif in general :))))))
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There's always a sense of pain i feel with potc and the kids of pirates becoming or being pirates
cause there was probably very little other places to go if your parents was a known pirate and if you did manage to get out god forbid anyone find out who your parent is
Like people would immediately recognise the names of characters like Barbossa, Black Beard and Edward Teague (Jack's dad who was Pirate Lord of Madagascar before becoming Keeper of the Code). Quite frankly it feels like your screwed to a life of piracy(and other crimes) from the beginning
enjoy these sad thoughts (some of which arent canon and are me making shit up (eg Jack and Teague had a reasonable good father-son relationship and Jack followed his father's footsteps happily from what i can tell)and (hopefully cause itd be cool) fic inspirations
#this is just me being sad cause i cant help but feel like some of those kids were doomed to become pirates from the start#and i think those that knew their parents were famous pirates from the start (Jack and Angelica) never had a moment without piracy and knew#they were doomed to follow their dad's footsteps#like they we're probably born onto this earth and a price was immediately put on their heads whether by other pirates or by the royals#ill stop imma go cry now#potc#potc fandom#pirates of the caribbean#captain jack sparrow#jack sparrow#will turner#potc angelica#carina barbossa#angelica#pirates#i just think they were never gonna have a life without someone trying to kill them#cretin screeches put it down
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Getting myself all emotional on a Thursday morning from watching videos I took when I first brought my dogs home, they were such tiny babies 😭 We've all been through so much and grown up together 🥲
#they are literally my whole world#yes im a crazy dog mum but i swear i cant control the maternal instinct those boys bring out in me#theyre still so young and im over here crying thinking i havent appreciated them enough and that one day i wont have them anymore#im gonna ask the vet to put me down when the day comes that neither of them are here anymore#imma go hug them now
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just finished neo and im totally not crying dont fucking worry about it
#skele plays#skele plays neo twewy#its the best and worst feeling when you finish a game in the middle of the night#the true final boss of neo twewy was coping with the emotions#like seeing all the old characters return slowly made me cry tears of joy#part of me wants a third twewy but i have a feeling that it would stray really far from the original#cuz i was hesitant about neo because it was so different but i ended up loving it so yk#imma to tf to bed now its 1 amand im going to cry if i think about kanon any longer
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and now my moms fighting w me bc my cat sleeps in my room but my cousins in there on he phone still and she wants to go to bed so I put him in there but she was insisting he’s not okay in there with her so I *had* to check on him n when I went to check he got out n she was just yelling at me and telling me to get my cousin off her phone
#My cousins in there crying I think she’s having issues w her bf#and my moms being an ass yelling at me like yes I’m annoyed waiting on her but imma give her privacy anyway#My mom ended up going to bed but now I’m in a shit mood and the cats out :/#screaming
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I've finally finished part 5. And.....once again, I would talk about it way more if I wasn't in shambles......it was such a good wrap up to the story arc about the past. The whole stuff about Zero's wounded legacy finding healing, even if it's not a complete resolution. The Nanase Twins getting to perform together on stage and fulfilling an old dream before all the tragedy and changes struck. Minami and Nagi getting a little more closure with Sakura. Even Kujo finding a bit of redemption. So now, I guess, it's time to start resolving the story arc about the future....
#right so if youll excuse me now imma go cry#incomplete rulers............#i dont know if its a genuinely good song or if i was just emotionally manipulated into liking it#but i do like it#anyway tenn opening up more to gaku and ryu#nanase twins being mentioned as a fantasy unit....#i was surprised at how kujos arc was handled#like i still think he has to answer a little for his crimes but it was satisfying i think#yeah anyway time to cry some more#idolish7#fandom spamdom#note's notes#the real question is if im brave enough to start pt 6 when translations arent all completed yet#(this i absolutely not a complaint or pressure to fan translators im just already grateful for having this much i7 content available)#.....we will see
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Guess who just watched newsies
ID: Digital sketch of the newsies poster, where a boy holds a newspaper while jumping in the air, the word "newsies" across the canvas. END ID
Reference:
ID: Poster of newsies, the broadway musical. END ID
#been listening to once and for all ON LOOP#Anyway this took me an hour and 30 minutes of it was just on the damn face#this is wonky af and I hate it#the proportions are SO wrong imma cry#i ain't no artist#I was just *inspired*#maybe I was thinking more of les than of jack#let's go with that ...#should I mention it's ironic this is a disney musical now or later?#newsies#jeremy jordan#newsies broadway#my art#jack kelly#davey jacobs#les jacobs#art
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ok fuck it im gonna
Talk.
Anthony burxh and the queer youth is the most tragic ything ice rvet.. experienced. it gets me every time bro
like no juoke i thohht og yeet and hrant randomly yestrday and starfrd tearing up. hes cahnged my life forverv, the cock
Idk i. Taht sounds maen. hes also the cooledt person i know of tho so its ok
#dndads#i think#mayb#e#i nilda want to cry again.#/lighthwarted#i live everyone#i love move#live.#I LOVE LOVE BRO#my fav word is sincerely#its just pretty#anwyad imma lrt u go now#hashtag im not drunk
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Oh I am so fucked next semester
#tell me why. there was only ONE POSSIBLE SCHEDULE. BETWEEN THE HOURS OF 8 IN THE MORNING. AND SEVEN AT NIGHT.#TELL ME WHY ALL THE ACCOUNTING CLASSES ARE TAUGHT BY THE GUY WHOS CLASS I FAILED#WHERES MY GURL KATIE#I HAVE AN A IN HER CLASS RN#I WAS ALREADY PULLING A SOLID 20% OUT OF MARCS BY NOW#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyways. I am. so so fucked.#on Tuesdays I’m gonna be in classes from 11 to three no breaks#it goes accounting -> counseling psych -> some HR class#I’m going to Cry#but hey! at least I got it planned??#and I only have. 30 credits left Total I think#actually just counted only 27#which really ain’t too bad#and I think I can appeal six of them because I AM NOT FUCKING TAKING 18 CREDIT HOURS OF STATISTICS#I AM NOT A STATISTICS MAJOR#WHAT THE FUCK#anyways send help imma loose it#and I have to get two internships#ugh.
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Me realizing that when I’m doing it in the privacy of my own room with nobody around there’s no possible way I’m faking it or being over dramatic for attention.
#idk why but I have this irrational fear of ppl thinking im faking shit for attention#and it’s really not bad if I can power through it#it’s only recently that I’ve realized the fact that I force myself to power through it is why it’s that bad#like with shit with migraines saying actually yeah I’m dizzy rn and ily but if I hear ur voice I’m gonna cry oh I’m already crying#anyways current situation is I’m clumsy as hell tripped over a chord and landed directly on my palm which hurt my wrist#and imma big bitch y’all it was not light force…#oh actually my palm is stinging as I write this is this going to be an issue#it’s not a break or sprain or whatever but it hurts bad lol#mobility is not impeded in the slightest#anyways point is for a second I said ow out loud got irritated with myself bc they’re gonna think ur faking and realized the they#in question doesnt exist and it does actually hurt that bad#it’s ok tho sleep it off if it’s bad tomorrow it’s bad bad ig#but for now it’s just sheer ignorance 👎🏾
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*insert bat emoji here*
#so im trying to make fucking pasta right?#and the first round i make i get evrything all set up onions look amazing poor my tomatoes in#wrong fucking tomatoes#how no big deal youd think#wrong! i suffer from bad texture disease and these are bad texture tomatoes!!#so i go to do a new ruond#with a white onion cause im out of yellow now#get it all chopped use up the last of my garlic#start the sautee#have to go to the bthrm turn stove off go do come back turn stove on#onions only have a little way to go#fucken burn them#like black tar#i have never burned smthn this bad in the like decade ive been cooking#of course now im out of garlic#still havent eaten anything today#and all i wanna do is cry#oh and the entire apt smells like burnt popcorn#i wish i could order food#anyways i guess imma scrub the fuck burn out of the bottom of the pot and make garlicless tomato sauce cause i have no other fucking food
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i just now realized i am a bad memory to her and now i get why
#cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool cool#i get it now#i didn't let myself think like that#but now that i did i realized a lot of things#a lot of things i didn't want to be true but they are#as much as i hoped and wished they weren't they are#imma go play stardew valley now cuz i don't feel like crying
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