#i think im going stir crazy

[kanenites]

i cannot wait to get a new drawing tablet man i Think i might be getting one for christmas. im so excited. ive been wanting to draw so fucking bad

[the-almond]

if you know me in real life just ignore this i need to speak to the vast uncaring abyss of the internet real quick

maybe i just have a case of the mondays rn but worst feeling to be functionally aromantic for years due to being generally emotionally stunted slash on meds slash in the closet during your formative years and then finally realize that no, love does exist and i feel it but it feels just as terrifying to me as it always did. i feel so much love but i have to accept that because it isnt returned there will always come a time when i just have to watch them move on and fall in love and accept that i wont be the most important person to them anymore. i was just never worth it and i will never be brave enough to do anything about it. so i end up trapped in the whole everyone-keeps-moving-around-me-and-im-stuck-in-one-place feeling. can never realize what i want until far far far too late. always the fool with the slowest heart or whatever.

[soaring-trash]

Saw this fic where Laudna had hearing issues because of her clipped ears (Showing signs of love by conditionaljewel) and my brain was possessed by modern au laudna with hearing aids instead of her cuffs

[dykedvonte]

I keep seeing fanarts of ppl's OC's being on the ship, so do you think that if there was 6st crewmember (specifically, another woman) Anya would've been more safe? Like, someone to actually call Jimmy's begaviour out, someone Anya might wanna trust? Is there a possibility something might have changed (even if a little) or it would not have mattered at all?

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I feel like the game would make it part of the commentary on where she would believe and help Anya but still be sort of dismissive? Like the whole “don’t waste time crying and being scared keep going and move on, don’t let him win”. It’s supposed to be positive and reinforcing but sometimes it does more damage in those times of mourning and grief, it feels patronizing, like you don’t understand what you’re going through but they do. Even if they did call out his behavior it’s still on Curly to act and while another voice would help, it’s still 4 against 2 on guys that don’t get it until they have to vs women who always have to.

I don’t mind mouthwashing OCs but I do get a bit bored as they tend to be borderline saviors or like Jimmy aligned. They are either more complicit than Curly or just Jimmy haters for no reason, outside of what the creators know about what he did to Anya. I am never irked by OCs but in a story like mouthwashing you really need to think about what your character adds to the commentary, especially if they are there during the crash. It’s nice to have like characters on Anya’s side more whole heartedly and interesting to see characters who placate Jimmy but sometimes it’s one note.

I can’t and don’t want to police peoples OCs it’s never my intention when I comment on trends I notice, but I do feel like the way people make their OCs interact with these two characters and especially Curly, really show a grave misunderstanding of the narrative and these characters as people vs roles in the story. Still, I know people just make up characters for fun and that’s fine. Great even, but I guys I’m focusing more on OCs that are supposed to have those serious dynamics. My favs tend to be pretty-Tulpar or post-Tulpar au OCs.

The inevitably of the crash is on Jimmy. He did that not because he wasn’t stopped but because all his means to kill Anya were taken. The gun, the axe. Even if Curly did strip him of his co-pilot privileges and try to keep him contained there’s only so many people. An extra body helps but they have jobs they have to do, he’s the only one steering the whole ship and Jimmy would likely have an out: food, bathroom, etc. He’s not new and if he couldn’t crash the ship directly, who’s to say he wouldn’t sabotage something else? A clunker like the Tulpar wouldn’t take much. An extra person helps but it’s just another thing that prolongs what a person like Jimmy is willing to do to shirk responsibility.

It’s more than just needing someone to stand up to him and think that’s what is missing when it comes to inserting a character into the mouthwashing setting.

[note-boom]

BSD S4 spoilers!

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I'm literally crying. What right does Oda have to look so tiny and adorable??

[kalpalatas]

messing around with japanese floral language with dates thing on hananokotoba.com and

harusono when i get you

[choctalksalot]

getting my childhood friends to read homestuck so they can experience The Horrors - ❌

getting my childhood friends to read homestuck so that we can classpect the shit outta each other - (:

[cappucosmic]

lmfao i uh. i usually have 5 wips going at a time but i think i've officially lost control lmfao

[sweetangelanon]

Cassidy is an important roll in the first timeline as she's the one who kept William 'alive'. Refusing to move on, and basically dragging down all the other spirits. In spiritual form Cassidy, and Charlie where always antagonistic with each other. Especially when Charlie had convinced the other children to move on, even Evan wanted to move on which felt like a betrayal. Though unlike the other spirits Evan is forcefully connected to Cassidy so he couldn't just choose to move on himself she would have to agree too. They are practically melted together in a twisted form of one spirit and as you can imagine she refused.

They don't have their bodies in the suits like the others. One is buried in a cemetery and Cassidy's body is in an unmarked grave in the forest somewhere. So they had started to melt together into one being of course Cassidy's spirit was the strongest having been the newest kill at the time while Evan had been dead for a while.

Cassidy's hate is enough to keep William here (along with all the other dead children) and twist his form until his very soul is splintering, turning into off shoots of who he was. Due to this William doesn't really remember much of what his splinters did. He might have faint memories, or a sense of Déjà vu but the splinter he remembers the most is the one he was remade (put back together) with aka pit spring bonnie.

I see Cassidy as an accidental kill. The one that sort of kick started William's blood lust. He had been drunk driving and hit her while she was walking around at night. The thing is, she didn't die on impact she was still alive. And as you can imagine Will had a lot to lose if he was caught so he took her to the forest to bury her body. There's so much hate and agony because he basically buried her alive.

Second timeline William gains her trust, calls child protective service, and makes sure she gets put with a foster family that he has an in with. All so he can be a lil freak, and keep his new protegee around.

[babaistrans]

I haven't been out of this house in too long. I need to go run or something

[x22817]

I love you so frick frackin much it's not even funny

[bleubell-cheesecake]

How is everyone coping with The Great Ao3 Outage of 2023? Personally I'm perishing

[horrorridden]

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[junkie-virus]

(muttering) i dont want to die i just need to go outside i dont want to die i just need to go outside i dont want to die i just need to go outside i dont want to die i just need to go outsi

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

[tamaharu]

a sumi haircut variation ive been testing out. i wanna say its a bit post-canon, not too far off, maybe a year or so. hasnt quite figured out what to do with herself yet, but shes getting there. only a little ways away from graduation.