#labels arent real anyways the only thing i know is that im foolish
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if you know me in real life just ignore this i need to speak to the vast uncaring abyss of the internet real quick
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maybe i just have a case of the mondays rn but worst feeling to be functionally aromantic for years due to being generally emotionally stunted slash on meds slash in the closet during your formative years and then finally realize that no, love does exist and i feel it but it feels just as terrifying to me as it always did. i feel so much love but i have to accept that because it isnt returned there will always come a time when i just have to watch them move on and fall in love and accept that i wont be the most important person to them anymore. i was just never worth it and i will never be brave enough to do anything about it. so i end up trapped in the whole everyone-keeps-moving-around-me-and-im-stuck-in-one-place feeling. can never realize what i want until far far far too late. always the fool with the slowest heart or whatever.
#ignore this guys#i just have a case of the mondays#im not enjoying my unrequited love trial run but it came free with being a person so i guess i have to sit it through#im homesick and i feel like im going to die alone#demiromantic#i think#labels arent real anyways the only thing i know is that im foolish#thoughts#i need to start drawing again#or writing shitty poetry#i think im going stir crazy#i wish i was straight#things would just be easier#i wish desmond was here
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