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@hellgiven sent 📸 for 3-5 photos taken by cas !
#sam (the dog)#i think i'm so funny smh#it's so crazy because like that's cas's daughter#edits.#hellgiven#dynamic / castiel & davina claire; hellgiven.#throwing it in their dynamic tag too bc why not !#q.#eye contact /#scopophobia /
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I am already a big enjoyer of Friede and Amethio's rivalry and dynamics in general, so if Crave turns out to be Amethio's father, I feel like this knowledge would reframe their rivalry in very interesting ways and give additional readings and perspectives..
#something something about amethio rejecting his father and friede stepping in to be the positive male figure in his life at that point#Not saying friede takes on that role (dad) because i don't interpret him that way at all#however he is very much meant to be someone amethio takes inspiration from#most adults in amethio's life aren't inspirational i think so friede is probably the first person he met who is free and independent etc#i need to be moderately invested in that theory so i'm not disappointed if it doesn't turn out to be true lol#but i think it adds a lot to the narrative.. amethio and liko's parallels etc and even friede's character!#the thought that he is giving back to the younger generation after being nurtured by teachers and mentors#oh friede the man that you are. the coolest guy ever that you are.. luv you#horizons tends to be very intentional about its writing.. the mentor character (friede) has been helped by Very Specific People#and feels indebted to them. before his rvt era. those people are liko's mother (lucca) and roy's grandfather. and director crave.#hmm. i wonder what that means!#(not saying friede isn't helped by the rvt. but they act as equals. lucca was a hiearchical superior as a teacher etc.)#also. on a personal level. i think it's funny if friede knew amethio's dad before meeting him#crave going like 'i'm glad my son has taken a liking to you professor friede :) i hope you can continue to get along'#and ame being like 'we don't get along? smh'#we'll see where that leads. but hz doesn't really trick its audience. it expects us to pick up on all these themes and hints here and there#like how this ep points out that yeah gibeon still being alive at this point seems odd and for him to be ame's grandpa too.#it's intentional! so i'm just pointing out reocurring patterns.. but yeah. we'll see#friede#hz074#character notes#episode notes
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i need to learn to bake something new as everyone at work already knows i'm bringing them some carrot cake on friday....
#as some of u may have heard several times this month or any time the number 22 is mentioned its my bday on friday#so im baking something to bring to work#and i can bake more than just carrot cake#i think ive brought brownies to work more often than carrot cake. and ive also dabbled in chocolate chip oat cookies#and mokkapalat.#and yet#i saw my boss today and she jokingly was like ''haha i guess we'll be getting some carrot cake on our big planning meeting on friday''#which. hold on just to preface this i actually like my boss and she has my best interests in mind and shes v nice.#anyways i didnt even tell her id be baking smh. i mean i always bake something for work when theres a special occassion but still#and howd she guess it was carrot cake. ok probably bc thats my fave but still#i know i have a complaining tone in here but i think its funny and silly#i know i'm a predictable person but sometimes it manifests in weird ways#i did not know my carrot cake baking was THAT predictable#oh. i was thinking of going to the liquor store on fri bc its a tradition of mine and they have a new#cant remember if it was white or red but anyways some type of new seasonal flavor of wine glögg#i think regular glögg is superior but man can you imagine a red wine glögg with carrot cake#cozy spices...#especially since my carrot cake recipe is very winter-y as it has cinnamon and clove in it#i usually love lighting candles and getting cozy on the sofa as soon as the days get short#but i havent done that yet this year#can u imagine. little lights and candles on. red wine glögg and carrot cake. sitting on the sofa under a blanket.#watching something on the tv.#would love to read but its not ideal in candlelight#i usually like having a big light on bc i like to see but it's nice being in a dimly lit room when its dark anyways#leevi talks
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Yeah of course I’m still thinking about plushies, what else (Patreon)
Most specifically thinking about magnets again - there’s the obvious of putting it in their hands so they can hold hands!
Of course if they’re on the same side i.e. right hand gets south polarity, left gets north, they’d only be able to hold opposite hands, so no handshakes (but I think that’s fine personally haha)
But on top of hands they could also have magnets behind their mouth! Kiss-magnets! My only real concern is the fabric pulling and developing kiss-wrinkles from being pressed against each other haha
They’d also be able to giggle with their palms to their mouths hehe, how cute! It’d depend on their kiss polarity
Which would of course depend on ship compatibility! Max has to be able to kiss Dex and Caleb, so if that makes it that Caleb and Dex can’t kiss, I mean that’s just an unfortunate side effect haha
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#ZEX#And kinda-sorta Caleb under the cut - mostly construction speculations#Gah I want themst as plushies so baaaad#Baby steps thataway - I'm still unsure with the fabric I'm using but everything testing! Every little step forward!#Just the thought of getting to play with them hehe ♪#Also personally-funny haha - that black shirt has a gold zipper pocket on the front so it's a little like VUX medals to me hehe#Fun fun#I'll get to play with them eventually!!! I will!#Until then the speculations are still enjoyable :) About the different accessories to have on offer hehe#Since they'd have static faces what would be a good way to imply sleepies? Too scary to be tucked in with wide eyes lol#A sleep mask makes him look sleepy <3 I wonder what his PJs are like :0 Even when I drew him wandering around at night#I still defaulted to his usual shirt style but I've seen him in a T shirt! :0 Comfy cozy#Guess it depends on the season as well haha tho I imagine the Vyer estate has central air hmmm#Anyhow lol - poor ZEX! It'd be too easy to cover his plushie in stitches to denote Them and his MU and everything :')#I also like the idea of little velcro/magnetic accessories to attach to the face - so like he has the empty socket and a little patch aw#Would like very much to try dry-dying(?) his hair with the green tips as well - like putting that plush-blush on the cheeks but hair instead#It should be possible right!#Speculating hair shapes for Max - I think bangs embroidered right to the face are very cool! But I like the idea of flipping his bangs up#Not like Super long to give him an emo fringe or anything lol but just enough to cover like his upper lash line :)#Attachment parts are interesting for sure - almost gotta make like a wig-style design to go over his head! :0#But imagining the final version with him so cute and self-pleased and squishy and throwable haha <3 He's too cute!#All the stuff under the cut is fairly well-contained explained I think haha#Looks strange in a kind of x-ray breakdown but hopefully it'd be invisible once they're constructed! No weird pulling hopefully hopefully#Sure doesn't make polyships any easier sheesh - what if I want them all to kiss! What if I want them to kiss everyone!!!#Magnets and their binary polarity smh just gotta invent a dual-attraction haha
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It's 2024 can we please stop saying it's normal to trace or copying an entire drawing and pretending it's 100% your work? Just bc you changed the character or added clothes on a base you found on pinterest it doesn't mean you created original art
#wren text tag#tw: vent#like tracing and copying are morally grey. If you want to trace to learn stuff or practice or study it's ok ig#maybe don't post it online or if you have to... don't trace from picture/other people artworks/bases you found online w/o giving credits#unless it's a base an artist made specifically for tracing purposes#I think this depends on where you draw the line bc I'm much more strict abt copying/tracing from art rather than photographs 🤔#at least with photos you have to do some mental exercise for your mucle memory + simplification studies#personally I don't like tracing bc it feels lazy like are you a copyprinter 😐🤨#this vent needs some lore otherwise this looks so fucking umpromted it's almost confusing 🙄🙄🙄#kinda found out sb who was copying or tracing both from fucking pose references from Pinterest and other people artworks 😅#like poses ref ig they are ok but you should check the Terms of Condition of the original artist first. For the artworks plagiarized. DUDE#surprised no one has found out yet but if I see another copied drawing my netiquette is leaving my body and I'm turning into a HATER#or another comment like “omg your poses looks so dynamic”. I'm flying#btw I blocked them so my dash is free. Sadly we are also in the same disc server so I'm kinda cooked#thinking of leaving it so I don't have to start drama and discussions. I'm not a fan of call-out and stuff and if I can avoid it I will#btw I say copied/traced bc some are traced over while others are hopefully just eyeballed. What bothers me is the amount of plagiarized art#like almost half of those fanarts are copied poses. The other half are character standing on a white bg. I hope those aren't copied as well#it's already bad... but if only was just for the bases. That one traced artwork can almost be damaging to the fanbase reputation 🤦♀️ smh#there are only a few artist in that part of the fandom I don't need an art thief drama. I guess I will shut up and look away 😑#anyway that's the lore which didn't help with my Art Block. Actually it made worse. That's why it took me so long to be back lol 🤣😂😭#pov: you log on tumblr 🥰 and you have an art crisis 😍#Are u telling me I could have done that? Copying and tracing and taking all the credits instead of wasting time learning anatomy?! 🤯#Ok the last tag was sarcastic but wouldn't be funny. Loved vagueposting tho 💖🥰#And now that this post is published I can finally rest. I had this thing in drafts since September#To whom is asking about who this person is. I won't tell. I just want to forget what I saw. Ty and bye 💖✨️
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ㅤhave some fledgling verse info that i've been meaning to get into forever but am somehow only getting to now!! i've (finally) done some further reading on vtm lore, looked into merits and flaws, and played around a bit with character sheets, so i feel more confident in getting into how being thin-blooded affects byan and how the curse differs for them compared to a fully-fledged vampire. ...even though i'm still playing fast and loose with the rules and maintaining some creative freedom with it since i'm not creating them for the purpose of running a campaign, and given the fact that being thin-blooded affects everyone differently.
they have about the same resilience to damage as a fully-fledged vampire, but heal more slowly
they are also as prone to frenzy as your average kindred is, if not slightly more so given their temperamental disposition and less than stable mental health
they are slightly more resilient in regard to sunlight, but not nearly enough so to risk actually stepping out into it. they are, however, able to stay awake after the sun rises and even retain a lot of the difficulties in sleeping which they had in life
their heart hasn't ceased beating entirely, but it beats very slowly and weakly. it's actually more unnerving to them when everything is quiet and it's the only thing they can hear than if it didn't beat at all, they think. something about it just feels wrong
they can eat food, but it's incredibly difficult and takes a lot of effort. too much effort to be worth the little sustenance it provides in most cases, outside of maybe some very specific and unlikely emergency situations
similarly, they can indulge in alcohol and drugs, but the effect is weak and requires amounts that would be dangerous to a human for them to actually feel drunk or high. as with food, it requires a lot of effort to keep their body from rejecting it
they can get sick. not easily, but it can happen, and medicine doesn't do a damn thing
they look a little more alive than a fully-fledged vampire, but they're still a bit paler, a bit thinner, and overall look a bit more sickly than they ever did in life
when feeding, they aren't able to lick the wound fully closed. they've tried. they've spent a couple minutes trying before, to no avail
they aren't completely incapable of forming blood bonds and embracing new thin-bloods, but it's very hit or miss — sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. not that they've ever actually tested it because they do fully believe that they're incapable
they aren't able to create ghouls, however
they are faster, stronger, and have better reflexes than a human, but not nearly to the same extent as a full vampire. they got a buff, just not a very strong one
this is less relevant to how the curse affects them, but it's a note i want to make all the same: they're still trying to get a grasp on blood resonances and how to use the disciplines they can temporarily gain from different types. they're also actively seeking a way to learn thin-blood alchemy and/or someone to teach them, but have been unsuccessful thus far
#love the concept of them being trapped in this weird and uncomfortable limbo between mortal and vampire (:#they got some perks but mostly it's a lot of disadvantages on both sides and isn't that just the story of their life am i right#oooooh and i can't tell you how tempted I was to give them the baby teeth flaw omgggg#the idea of them not being able to bite and having to use a knife to feed instead is REALLY funny to me#and would have been this added insult to injury that they would have hated#...but i'm too much of a sucker for fangs so i couldn't do it to 'em#also played around with the idea of making them vitae dependent just for some extra spice but#i think that would've made things a little too hard on them when they're lowkey kind of avoiding most kindred#anyway idk what inspired me to finally jot this all down but u bet it happened in the middle of the night last night smh#here it is. hopefully this bodes well for doing replies later 🤞#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ verse: fledgling.
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What's your honest opinions on the "Marble Hornets" crew?
(not ask: I'm so happy this blog makes you happy, I found it pretty early and thought it was so cool)
- Random Toby (crp fictkin)
WELL...
I DON'T REALLY HAVE MUCH INTERPERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH THEM, ASIDE FROM WITH KRALIE.
BUT, FROM MY OBSERVATIONS, I WOULD SAY I'M MOST CURIOUS ABOUT JAY... POOR BASTARD NEARLY CAUGHT ME ON FILM A COUPLE TIMES... ALWAYS RECORDING... I SWEAR IT'S LIKE HE NEVER SLEEPS. IT'S SAD. ALMOST.
I CAN ONLY HOPE HE DOESN'T FALL TO THE SAME PATTERNS KRALIE DID... IT'D BE BORING HAVING THEM ALL GO MAD THAT WAY...
I'LL HAVE TO KEEP A BETTER EYE ON THEM...
MAYBE MY OPINIONS WILL CHANGE...
[ REGARDS, HABIT ]
(( also AAAAAAA- I'M GLAD YOU LIKE THIS BLOG!!! I'm glad I'm not the only one getting enjoyment from it! Always nice to hear from a fellow fictkin! ))
#HABIT speaks 🐇 ☠️#anonymous asks#habit emh ask blog#habit rp blog#answered asks#ask response#( ooc > )#cw caps#also funny thing for you#mod actually has MH kintypes.#Specifically Tim and two variations of Alex for some reason...#the two Alex types are confusing. But. Whhehj- any and all of my types are confusingg- like- huhh?????#but yea!! I'm glad you think this blog is cool!!+#also be aware i will fucking ramble. i am restraining SO MUCH right now.#fictkin#this blog is like full course daily meals of kin euphoria in the good sense#instead of the bs that i occasionally get thrown at my skull because of the pain of kinning both Evan and HABIT.#the true duality of kinning. smh.#welcome to the world of “mod has too many types and can't fucking exist because Ghfjgjfjehfjgjgjryb-”
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You ever just watch a little bit of a show for the hell of it then get mad about getting invested 😔😔😔😔
#my dad watches a lot of random shitty adult cartoons during the day and he turned on the first episode of solar opposites on a whim#wasn't really paying attention till the wall side story started and got me intrigued but by some point in the second season i was hooked smh#we finished watching it today and I'm mad that I'm looking forward to season 5#but both the side stories are so good and I'm always a sucker for queer alien media *glaces at ygo and hs*#glad i can start the latest season of lower decks tomorrow and think about something else lmao#(... wait that also has queer aliens. that's really funny actually lmao)
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actually so im very sorry i know nothing abt the fic i wrote but if it helps i DID put some thought behind this line
"Come on, Fitz. There's always something. Here, I'll go first. I've never played uno. And--" Keefe adds quickly, before Fitz can even say a word he's thinking, "stop looking so surprised, okay?"
"Wow. Never?" Fitz's disbelief is evident.
"The chance just never came up." Keefe shoots Fitz a grin. "Your turn."
anyways so that was supposed to be like a nod to how keefes family sucks ass and its not like theyd ever play uno w him and im p sure like canonically too he didnt rlly have friends till fitz came along sooo who would he play uno w as a kid? and technically it was supposed to be like fitz asks why and keefes like “oh i mean my parents would never play a game like that” but then it wouldve gotten all stressy depressy and writing emotions is hard so i decided to take the easier maybe cowardly route <3
oh shit!! for some reason i never caught onto this being a reference to keefe's family sucking??? like for how many times i've reread this fic i should've figured that out. but apparently it went over my head. oof. alright then.
(i actually singled out this line for a different reason, but i'll sneak some of what you said into that section of this fic :) )
#also rereading the sequel fic is so funny because i'm torn between#goddamn. this is better than i remember. shit. ok. we're not gonna change anything and we're just gonna roll where i left off#and#this is good but if i lengthen this one section out we get buildup and better pacing#the cons with that last one is that it is obviously going to take longer to finish the fucking fic if i do that#and this is already at 7.4k#ask#skylilac#i think i'm gonna do the second one because i was like. wait a damn minute#i'm supposed to be sneaking a shitload of halsey references into this#this is literally the perfect section for that#so. wish me luck smh#thinking of you (every time summer says goodbye) sequel fic
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idk what to call them but why are the doctor's assistants/passengers/guests/associates/etc SO RUDE about alien appearances. like girl that is AN ALIEN. of course theyre going to look different than a human. if i saw a guy with a bunch of tangled tentacles for a mouth and fish-goat eyes, i'd simply be cool about it. RIP to all the gals i've seen on the show so far but i'd be different.
#reason number nine hundred and eight four of why the doctor would love me specifically HFDSHGJKL#i havent actually thought about it that much sjfkl i simply think he'd like me because i am silly and whimsical <-joking again#BUT FOR REAL THOUGH WHY ARE THEY ALL SO RUDE AT FIRST#if i was going travelling through space and time i'd be expecting to see some Different Looking Entities oh my god fdsjkl#just take it in stride!! why would u expect everyone to look human and/or appealing !!! goddamn!!#of course theres going to be some real strange looking ppl out there!! ur travelling all across the universe!!#anyways im working on the last of the crochet gifts and watching doctor who HFSJKL so i'm just shaking my head at donna rn#also their reactions to the different customs and cultures WHAT THE FUCK GIRL BE NORMAL!!! OFC PPL ARE GOING TO DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY!!!#im not surprised that its normal to donate your whole face to this futuristic library in the FIFTY FIRST GODDAMN CENTURY!!#WHY ARE YOU FREAKING OUT FDSJKL THIS IS THE FIFTY FIRST CENTURY WE'RE TALKING ABOUT#maybe i just have a way better imagination than all the assistants so far smh#(not actually like. angry or annoyed or anything w any of this fsdjkl its just funny to me that they react this way JDFSKL)#dandy.cmd
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I love trigun so much.....i love vash so much.....it just feels so special. it's literally become my muse I've never drawn this much in my entire life I'm just so enamored with it and vash and aaahhh. a few weeks ago a friend told me that it's like vash was made in a lab specifically for me and I mean. yeah. I love him I love him so so much he's literally my dream fictional character it's like I won the fictional character jackpot. he's so so special to me nightow I owe you my life
#and my sanity this year#bee talks#SORRY I JUST!!! FEEL FEELINGS!!!!!#god I don't want this hyperfixation to pass#I can't bear to think of the day I'll see art of him and feel nothing#I hope he's special#I hope he's the one#I hope he's my lugia of humanoid characters#(lugia was my first ever fave fictional character I love them since I was 6 and unlike all my other hyperfixations this one stayed)#(like it's just been in the background my whole life I still collect things about lugia and look forward to lugia things)#(meanwhile doctor who was my biggest hyperfixation it lasted 4-5 years and it was literally my whole life.#but now you couldn't get me to feel a fraction of the excitement I used to feel over it. even with david tennant coming back. I'm excited!#but it's not the same. so yeah I hope trigun and vash are a new lugia. I think they could be. I want them to be.)#anywayyy sorry I'm weird#also re: vash made in a lab for me it's so funny because it's really 100% exclusively about his character#apart from the wings and scars thing it's got nothing to do with his appearance#and it's funny because originally I saw trimax vash after getting into tristamp and I was like 'ugh I don't really like how he looks here'#FOOL!!!!!#now he's my favorite and I draw him the most smh#but yeah peak example of a character's appearance growing on me because he's beautifully written and ticks all my boxes#confession though: I still don't like '98 anime and pre-trimax manga vash's look 😔 I'm a tristamp and trimax only#'98 vash looks great when he's sad though :)
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it's past midnight. let it be known that i am heterosexual. i 100% believe in holy matrimony between a man and a woman.
#can't wait to find a god-fearing person of the opposite sex to fulfill god's design for... uh. family?#soz i'm the worst christian i essentially know nothing about what the church thinks of marriage and parenthood and shit#so this joke will have to stop here smh#i would've made a 'i'm cis lol' joke but it wouldn't be as funny without explicitly stating my agab. which i don't like doing#like i know we all know and i don't hide it but like. if there is even 1% doubt in there i'm glad to let it stay#also today i am very much not aligned with the unholy gender so i'd rather die than acknowledge it i think!!
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Feric people on tumblr must’ve been so happy when Ferran and Sira broke it up
#hahah i REALLY think i'm funny#irony#maybe it was too soon guys#these two in every single photo they're in always do the same time#both the nice little typical handsome guy smile and the thumbs up#they're so picturesque#i mean i've already made myself clear b4 abt eric being a gq model#maybe they should go together and model for gq#give up on football and go into modeling#theyre good looking enough!!!#okay i need to stop this madness rn#prob everyone HATES my extremely long tags smh#eric garcia#ferran torres#and the dreaded tag:#feric
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truly fitting re: billions to have the lose-lose that if winston is written out i get to be disappointed for obvious reasons and if winston isn't written out i get to be disappointed for being denied ever knowing peace
#winston billions#winston rotation is evidently not contingent on ''is there new & recent canon material''#taking it back to the original [showing up for season four] days like i got to be mad abt like what; having to wait until may & june???#having More to wait on at all???? like Win in theory absolutely. in practice like at least once a half yr i have to reckon w/mortality like#or even the [suppose i'm alive though] precarity of like ughhh if i can't Readily know Of new billions material?? gonna be so mad fr....#think winston's been treated as pretty disposable the whole time so if they just actually do kick him out ever it'd be perfectly in line...#annoying & disappointing too but that also applies re like. The Limits Re Approaching Your Autistic Character That You Could Easily Surpass#i Don't give billions a lot of benefit of the doubt regarding whether its writing sees winston so much more differently than characters do#however it does see him as a funny little guy who adds flair & flavor and will can so readily wrangle & crush even this material thrown out#talking to michael greif about it all again. an edit of him in that one deh video#just substitute in some ''taylor mason''s and ''scintillating dynamic'' and etc like yeah it all still applies so hard#Not Thrilled abt the plausibility they write him off early or sm shit but also just like sigh yeah they would. if i'd be upset abt it more#then i guess that's just something to find out if it happens lol. did some work on being deeply bothered out of the way back w/s5 even....#anyways i'm half sort of humorous abt all this half sort of serious all [humor isn't Unserious anyways. it's not not a framework that#allows for and is even all the more capacious for completely genuine matters] and the nuance & granularity betwixt them is a secret.#really what it is is simply I'm Having My Very Exact Experiences and the internal philosopher symposium has it all covered#like sighing & invariably facing disappointment from billions? regardless does not mean in general complaining abt billions lol#profound differences in complaining probably. got things covered like i'm Liking & [Smh]ing in my exact & thorough ways thank you#like the completely self contained [winston billions] times....#anyways it Will be more of a direct disappointment if he's banished in ep two or some shit of course.#just also as usual: it wouldn't be the middle of billions production / anticipating the next season if it didn't seem perfectly possible#at least by this point i'll upgrade expectations to ''yeah i don't think they'd simply write him off offscreen between seasons'' but eh.#that's still a ''Probably not'' scenario....but writing him out at all? giving it a generous 50/50
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Your Lifetrap is...
multiple lifetraps
You appear to have multiple, equally prominent lifetraps. It is possible that you have several lifetraps that are all strongly expressed and which co-exist in you. But, on the other hand, it is also possible that one of these lifetraps is your primary one and that the others merely accentuate it. We are unable to say.
tagged by:ㅤstole it from @gnarledbite bc i physically could not resist
#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ DASH MEME.#'for some reason we are also incapable of giving you a more personalized description' i'm losing my entire mind lmfao#they literally said 'you're a little too fucked up for us to really pin down what the main issue is'#which is honestly fair. i mean look at these scores. no wonder the kid takes to violence smh#i'm actually surprised abandonment didn't score a bit higher#tho i think that's because they don't cling to people or chase after them when they leave#or straight up leave themself so the other person can't do it first#the entitlement score paired with the feeling of defectiveness score is really funny though akjsfsd
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apollo's doing the drk lvl 80 quest rn n my mind is just. no thoughts only drk again
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#'our closure' T_T#wah a lot of my favorite songs like running in the dark & don't think twice remind me of drk vv much!!!!#me connecting don't think twice w drk is kinda funny tho but. true. i wld kiss myself if i could smh /lh#one word to describe drk for me is. 'romantic'. not necessarily like that one definition but YK YOU GET WHAT I MEAN#i'm so soft for. uh. do i call them esteem..#ILL CRY LOOKING AT THE FLOWER IN APOLLO'S SCREEN JUST EARLIER! THAT CLIFF MEANS SO MUCH TO ME FUCK#sometimes when i look at old things i wrote i realize how unintentionally like#oh my god the image of cliffs n uh IDK HOW TO WRITE AT ALL RN but tying that to a lot of stuff i've written n imagined in the past#the cold of the night the. sight of the stars n. oh my god oh no oh no#;w;; w noctis n my ocs n then ffxiv n wtvr the fuck else that rlly just means so much to me#OH W A SPOTIFY DESCRIPTION I WROTE LONG BACK WHICH WAS PRETTY ROMANTIC I THINK. I WAS BRAINROTTING ABT FFXIV DRK#n then w angels months back ehe i was listening to morning light hymnus n existence from gbf on repeat T_T#i'm emotional i just want to write wait WAIT. AS I WAS SAYING EARLIER#esteem is so soft in jpn it makes me heart melt the way they just worry for the wol n aaadhfdalkfjadslkfjdas my heart ily i love you#fray/esteem i'm so sorry i don't know what to call them rn but they love the wol so much fr n it's just. one of my favorite things ever#bcs that's. oh my god rlly just so special to me n then. w drk lore stuff. that reflects on self-love too n it's just so dear to me#my comfort my answer my hope.. they say that in jpn but IN ENGLISH FRAY SAYS LITERALLY 'I LOVE YOU' AAAAAAAAA#i'm gna cry bye wait drk has stuff w reaching out hand n hdkfljasklfjsdf fe3h ruined me w that n it's like.#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE SORRY LISTENING TO DANCING GHOST'S BALL JOINTED DARLING N IT'S MAKING ME EMOTIONAL TOO#sorry i can't read the rest of the drk jpn translations i'll actually cry so bad wait i need to compose myself#' as the dark knight who at times faces great loss yet presses ever foward while striving to protect others#you shall always have love at your side. ' I'M NOT OKAY HELP ME I'M NOT OKAY FUCK THE DRK QUESTS#pls don't mention haurchefant to me he's very dear to me i'll cry i'm gna cry . destiny n warmth n family n waiting n.. drk ihy hkdfjalksdf#the whole of drk n how it messes w my thoughts n emotions is all just so very personal to me. shaped my identity sm wtf#' the words of those you pass by can lift your head. someone's outstretched hand can hold you up when you collapse... '#oh my god. i saw smth for sid n fray n rielle n i'm too emotional to read the whole of it rn but THAT HRUTS MAN IT'S SO GOOD#i love the character growth n development sm w the charas in drk. ngl it's so funny rielle's the kid but she's babysitting sidurgu ngl#sidurgu babygirl (real) my emo bby ily <3
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