#i think i might just be kinda high
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soulmark au sketches. the idea of sokka in proven ‘soulmates are real’ universes consistently intrigues me—how would that impact his skepticism/interpretation of fate/destiny/free will? personally i think he’d be very angry for a very long time and probably not even understand why
#my art#it’s just a ‘important moments in your soulmates life show up on u through kinda vague occasionally metaphorical marks#fuck i love soulmate aus lol#the clothes lean a lil fire nation/earth kingdomy i think but i was just riding the high of drawing#knowing if i stopped to do research i might just. stop entirely#so i just winged it#wung it. u could even say#anyways#sokka#avatar the last airbender#zukka#soulmate au#i imagine that in this au sokka zuko and probably aang all get matching ‘avatar beam of light!’ soulmarks#just giant white-blue beams all the way up their arm or leg or torso or somethin#cuz like. life changing moment for each of them lol#katara would get like. her own eyes or something representing her eye color for the moment aang wakes up and sees her#lol just saw i forgot to color his mouth in the first sketch lol
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this has been a roller coaster of a design journey but finally I can present you: class swap artificer!adaine and rogue!fabian
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#fh class quangle#goodbye... goodbye hoodie kid adaine..... we have mecha pilot/power armor adaine instead#I couldnt really land how she'd get a hoodie reliably in freshman year given the abernants pattern of confiscating shit from her#so I kinda switched gear and dug a bit into a like sukeban aesthetics instead. and since shes with the AV club I like the idea of#like a radio coord thing for her. hence the suspenders#I fully admit the sukeban thing is influenced by the hacker woman in ghostwire tokyo who I have a small crush on#she's SO cool. too bad about a number of things with that game#the jacket of useful things is a racer jacket this time bc Im predictable like that#her ensemble in junior year is her tank top + overall it might not be clear enough in the pic...#just had the thought ''man I should do turnarounds for all of them'' and immediately had to slap myself out of it#anyways uh! fabian I have inflicted with my favourite thing to do to characters who like to stealth or fly under the radar#which is Bright Extremely Noticeable Jacket That Hides Your Hands#fabian's ghost motif has led me to the famous horror movie trope of silhouette with iconic jacket from afar#(see Sinister and Alice Sweet Alice)#and I love to imagine him hanging the coat up somewhere and opponents aiming there instead of at him#but also the raincoat is specifically modeled after the yellow fisherman's raincoat#and. that led to. me thinking abt fabian pulling riz up at that cliff with a net instead of the battle sheet lmao#so his junior year design is fully Fishing. which is so fucking funny it has obliterated all other possibilities from my brain#ranger flavour: captain ahab#I still debate making him carry around an actual fishing rod tbh. right now Im giving him a rifle grappling hook thing#gods. I just think High School Classmate Suddenly Gets Way Too Into Fishing is the funniest fucking thing that can happen#thank you fabian. thank you for giving me this. love you buddy#still blanking on kristen but! throughout this whole storm here I've realised I just need to fuck around
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Call this the "I'm hyper-alert for any fracture in my mental health because a good portion of my extended family is either senile or insane"
#--might delete this in the morning actually#just very high and thinking about my family rn#+ I don't know if this experience is common but I feel kinda weird having it online#yeagh I was intimately aware as a kid that i never really got to meet anyone in my family besides my aunt + grandma b/c they're all like.#dangerous#means i spent most of my childhood naturally assuming that i'd be unhinged by this point#which- in retrospect as an adult- i'd guess that *most* of my family is fine. and that most of the ones i heard about were unique cases#but i still got to like. age 20 before thinking to question that and realize that i'd probably be completely fine#so it was weird to be like. ohhhh i probably won't actually be insane or dead by age 24 so. i should probably plan for the future a little#also to have no frame of reference for how normal your mental state is#neway. i will probably delete this soon#if this is relatable to anyone 🤝
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wips, will delete when i feel like it
#just a glimpse into some of my real fully colored art :3#since i realised i havent posted anything more than sketches#plus a little zelda doodle from my work sketchbook!! i work an office job so i keep a small notebook as a sketchbook in between calls/emails#the first is donospring are there even any donospring fans yet. have we all lost to skuttlespring. please no god#the last is sig figs art gorgug is also there but his face is not good enough for me to post yet#im working on like ten different wips at a time but im super busy with moving across the country right now + work so it might take a while#anyways hope u guys enjoy i love drawing i love dimension 20 i love fantasy high i want to talk to more people about it#dimension 20#fantasy high#d20#fhjy#fig faeth#figueroth faeth#gorgug thistlespring#zelda donovan#donospring#mine#do u guys think my fig kinda looks like emily axford or am i crazy
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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“kristen applebees religion struggle overdone at this point” TO YOU! i personally am thinking about how helio, yes?, & cassandra relate to where kristen is at mentally in her journey of learning to live for herself & not for god and how helio is representative of kristen’s family, yes? is representative of tracker, & cassandra is representative of kristen herself, which is why kristen is shunning her.
#trackerbees is so over by the way#kristen applebees#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#cassandra looking like younger kristen showing how kristen is kinda emotionally stuck there rn even as she tries to grow#tracker being the one to give kristen the idea to change yes! to yes? and how tracker is kinda kristen’s god replacement figure post-helio#(read: tracker is what kristen was devoted to)#and obviously her family & childhood being represented by helio. her abrupt extreme cut off of them but missing the comfort & love there#also fun to think about how kristen createsvher own god & a few months later partially abandons it for her girlfriend’s idea of yes?#there’s something there idk. like it was kristen’s god who kristen made & it was cringe but it was hers#& she threw it away because she got sick of its optimism… idk i’m in pain & i’m just saying shit#also this might be too niche but that tiktok labyrinth by taylor swift / the archer by taylor swift / not strong enough by boygenius sound#is unfortunately so kristen in junior year / sophomore year / freshman year.#& when i say that i mean it’s her with cassandra / yes? / helio.#the fun part of all this is i could be totally wrong & disproven next week but if i’m RIGHT? holy shit! (not likely tho)
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Can you give more context on the technoblade Mr beast thing?
Okay I tried to find my old posts for you but I'm on mobile and it feels weirdly high effort for me to get out of bed to make this post but basically dream thought it would boost engagement in summer 2020 to talk about how he thought he was better than techno at pvp, so before anything happened tensions were already pretty high. Dream Loved technoblade content and he thought techno would be super down but he was a Fake Fan because any real technoblade fan knows that technoblade would do Anything to avoid conflict pre duel proof of his conflict avoidant ass->(x) techno has a video that's him v skeppy (he was way better than skeppy at pvp it wasn't close) where he "settles" who is better by challenging him to Grinch simulator and they only fight at the end bc skeppy wants to. Anyway so technoblade hated the idea bc he wanted the fans to get along and he hated being put under pressure like that.
One day Mr. Beast who is oblivious as all hell tweets at technoblade and puts him on the spot offering 100k to whoever wins a duel. Everyone thinks it's a terrible idea but techno feels cornered so he agrees. Even the dream fans are rooting for technoblade. (x) It's bad. A bunch of people hated on Mr beast for putting techno in that position, tensions were already super high and techno was already wildly uncomfortable, but then to get put on the spot? By Mr beast? Over an amount of money that is literally life changing? Techno kinda killed himself training and he destroyed btw but it was super unhealthy 0/10 hated the experience. I've never been so relieved in my life than I was that techno won and the whole pvp community was also so relieved. He literally was so stressed he didn't eat and then couldn't eat afterwards bc his stomach shrank -> (x)
#old drama#discourse#i guess idk#it was pretty upsetting#technoblade was SUCH a softie he didnt like competing with people in a way that might jeopardize their careers#he made a lot of jokes about people who did that he . really didnt like kt#the stakes for Him were so high too it was kinda the worst#i thought mr beast was just fucking clueless i didnt think it was malicious but i. retrospect i see how at some point your carelessness can#be indistinguishable from malice#he was competitive but it was always in really weird ways and he tried his best to not be in positions where he was fightingother pvp ytbers#i am not saying he wasnt competitive I'm saying that the pressure was. not good
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Ishmael death stranding au stuff I was cooking. Also a faust kromer and Before team Ishmael doodle.
#bart#ishmael limbus company#ishmael lcb#limbus company#faust limbus company#faust lcb#i love the death stranding au already it itches my brain#im just trying to decide to give ishmael a bridge baby or not because i feel like she wouldn't really need it even though its recommended#i think she can see the beached stuff just fine#so no bridge baby mayhaps?#death stranding au ishmael is fucking amazing at traversing all the deteriorating shit shes a god at that#but the second you get Ishmael on solid flat ground that dosent move and she goes too fast shes going flat on her face#shes a lone courier who just runs around n shit#she also has a high lebel of dooms and has been GRAPPLED by bts so she just kinda looks fucked up#but shes damn good at delivering and taking corpses to the incinerators#might make a small makeshift comic about it actually#because i yearn to make ishmael speak i yearn for it#you ishmael likers i hope you trust me w this mission#do i have to tag project moon?#nah i dont bc i dont have the ability to stare at a wall for that long to type it out#just kidding i do!#project moon#im gonna makie this old woman say skibidi unironically(LIE)
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I PROMISE IM STILL ALIVE AND THAT I STILL LOVE THIS SHOW i just dont have time for podcasts rn :( innn the meantime did anyone ever think about fish n chips Edyn Edition alot alot alot orrrrr was that just me
#NO TAGS bc itsa small doodle. BURN!!! also rrrauauughh thinkinnn about edyn againnnn#like i dunno man i just think its rly funny if edyn just finds her mind wandering back over to gillions weird ugly friend#like... hes kinda cute... in an annoying boy sorta way....#I THINK THEY WOULD BE CUUUTE TOGETHERRRRR or atleast it would be cute to see them interract more#i just wwant those two locked in a high stress situation together#i also want edyn to eat people. i aalso want edyn to be just as violent as gill if not mmore. please.#I HAVA DOODLE PAGE but i wanna show it more love first b4 i post it anywhere. in the meantime u get this. u only get this .#unless u ask me very niciesss#i might ramble more here later if more thoughts come to mind. i GOTTA rewatch several riptide eps. but NO.#im gonna go watch rly stupid anime instead forever okay byeee love yoouu
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All this mf did was have fun with his friends while eating pickled plums and some of yall hated him for it
#rev's ramblings#The vitriol I see when it comes to this man is unreal#And to coroika as a whole to be honest#Like is it the best? Not really#But it's cute harmless fun yet people be acting as if it killed their grandma#Not everyone obviously but it's always the loudest mfs talking about how coroika sucks#Like leave little bro alone he's just having a good time#Another thing is that people set too high of an expectation for a comic meant for younger kids#Especially ones who might not have the means to buy and play the Splatoon games and turn to it's other forms of media#To put my two senses into this I actually kinda enjoy the comic#Like I said I think it’s cute and I do like some of the characters in it#For example that orange freak(affectionate) from the Splatoon 3 manga you already know which one I'm talking about#splatoon#coroika
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*listens to my own heartbeat* oh my clank is getting pretty high
#decked out 2#this. genuinely just happened.#trying to fall asleep and thinking about random things#i accidentally stressed myself out#and was listening to my heartbeat to calm myself down#and my brain just goes oh my clank is getting kinda high#must be the stumbles getting reshuffled#the suit up and swagger cards...#would love an eerie silence rn#might need another evasion#gonna refer to my anxiety as clank from now on#hermitcraft#shitpost
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i may not be a "good" gamer but i AM persistent u.u
#idr if the death count counts b-sides and bonus chapters too but i think it does?#in any case#in a celeste mood again :]#i did also beat the game again! which is kinda crazy that i can do that pretty easily within a couple hours now hahah#(just the main story levels; not all strawberries lol (did get all b-sides and hearts tho!))#& since i'm back in the groove now i might try doing more b sides or try farewell again!#only got to the first checkpoint in that x'd#and also the first checkpoint in the chapter 4 b-side#lay rambles#it's always a little funny how the first story chapter still ends up having a high(ish) death count every time#bc i need to get used to the controls again & just Press The Wrong Buttons a bunch whenever i boot up the game again after a while#edit: oh lol i looked at a walkthru to figure out where i am in farewell and i am. literally at the start LMAO#(of the actual platforming sections)
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𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲, 𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗻𝗶𝗮𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗪𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝗳𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗴𝗲. After ridding himself of the orb at last, in fact, the wizard becomes a force that's once more unstoppable. He can cast spells without a word, capable of summoning infernos with a wave, and the ease in which he harnesses storms is frightening, but only as frightening as it is an art. Of course, Gale, however, had proved long ago his more prodigious talent. Still, to see him in action beats just listening to this talk. Gale is powerful, relearning all that he'd lost with alarming speed, and that's all a testament to his blinding brilliance--and, of course, his ingrained ambition. With the orb, the wizard had to limit all manner of casting. He had to sate his hunger, was forced to draw back as to not tempt fate, and with the orb in place snuffing his most powerful spells, was something of a tempest in a thick glass cage. However, with the orb finally gone, those limits have at last been lifted. He had became a level 12 wizard with a hell of a handicap, and with that handicap absent beyond its lingering scar, it's like all his previous mastery finally returned--and with force, mind you, like a strike of lightning. In a way, one could compare him to a runner stripped of their weights. He'd learned unparalleled control with an arcane bomb strapped, but now no longer fearing his imminent explosion, is free, as goes the metaphor, to cast a god damned marathon. And Gale is learned. Rather, he's disgustingly learned. He knows all schools of magic, is qualified to teach every field in Blackstaff, and he doesn't serve his city or own his own floating realm, but he'll once again become archwizard in those ways that matter--in his ability to cast and his hellish ferocity. Maybe he won't become as great as he had been with Mystra, but as a former chosen, it's a helluvan accomplishment. In time, Gale Dekarios becomes Gale, professor at Blackstaff, but as a testament to his ability, the city again warms to the idea of Gale of Waterdeep--because she's really only one Gale one could possibly need.
Of course, he doesn't advocate for the title... But it still delights him.
#HEADCANON.#Okay...so I had to see what really constitutes an archmage/archwizard cuz I'm back on my archmage Gale soapbox.#And he didn't serve the city like an advisor OR had all the fixings and domain like Karsus#so...I think archwizard for Gale is more in terms of his mastery of the Art#which is to say...yeah. Gale had a potent efficiency paired with his knowledge in high arcana#because why wouldn't he have that knowledge as Mystra's lover?#He might be a former chosen now but that knowledge doesn't go away#and Gale is sorta like Rock Lee when he took off his weights in the chuunin exams.#Don't @ me for my Naruto reference but I'm right. Gale without the orb after#learning to control it and his spell casting for so long#is kinda a menace now that he's been stripped of it.#I think being favored by Mystra allowed him to excel faster but Gale is still and had been a remarkable caster before Mystra#and will remain so after her. He isn't an archmage or archwizard in the traditional sense but he has a bar none unspeakable#talent in it and is so damn smart and capable and still sorta...I'm ngl...OP.#Also obsessed with ppl still calling him Gale of Waterdeep. Gale is not THAT ambitious anymore#so he didn't advocate for it...but it flatters him. And lbr Gale wouldn't quell his ambitions 100% anyway.#He's just wiser now. And a lot more humble with where those ambitions take him. He finds ample fulfillment simply teaching.
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I am so tired of how Quotev/Wattpad level fanfiction, written by what reads as a 15 year old getting into their first fandom, gets pushed up the book ratings in the gay romance genre (m/m). Why is Red White and Royal Blue always at the top. Why is Boyfriend Material. Why must I suffer. Where are the standards. Why is a 30/40 year old recommending me, a grown adult man, stories that feel like they were written for highschoolers who don't like to read so they pick up the trashiest, most easily digestible shit in order to have the bare minimum of fun while doing their reading interpretation project for class.
This is coming from someone who had fun reading goddamn Twilight by the way. I'm not a book snob. I can enjoy objectively bad media if it's fun. My favourite book series with LGBT main characters is All For The Game, and that's a shitshow! But at least there's passion in it! There's fun!
I am going insane!!!!!
#my new technique is seeing which gay books tiktok hates#I always like those#honestly I think I'll just drop romance books entirely by this point.#fanfic is usually so nice to me on the romance department anyway#why am I paying for subpar shit that a goddamn fic author on ao3 does perfectly and better#i am so tired of the current state of popular romantic gay books#feel free to rb btw this is not a deeply personal post or anything#i am so tired#how the fuck are popular gay books so low in quality#like its not even about taste and opinion it's about straight up standards#like aristle abd dante is an objectively good book even though I was meh about it#I might not have personally enjoyed it that much but I can give it high praise#but boyfriend material? the american british one? really????#i liked the gentleman's guide when I first read but... I went back to it and it's kind of meh too#but when I first read it I was the target audience so. i can give it a decent rating too I guess#even though the characters are... kinda flat#aaaaaaaaaaa#I am so done#gotta start ignoring book recs and look for books with like. 2 reviews#unblemished by tiktok#published out of blood sweat and tears
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*thinks abt the classic gg quotes where a.b.a calls herself an innocent little girl and has a weird little nobility complex* what does that mean
(Expanded on in this post's tags)
#I do consider classic a.b.a to be an adult because while it came later xrd/strives glossaries call her a WOMAN in all languages iirc#like not girl. woman. I think context wise she's just duping herself abt how harmless n rightful to be pissed she is. ugh I hate (care) her#the nobility thing wasnt ever huge I think but it was more prominent in unused quotes 🤔#fits frasco“s ghosts image n a.b.a's creator being a mansion master#she's kiiinda a noble by technicality#fascinating glimpse into a piece of her superiority complex#but imo unlike bridget who WAS properly educated as a high class girl#a.b.a kinda taught herself in loneliness (mayybe the ghosts helped if u wanna go hc time). and I remind u she's a.b.a#her interpretation of nobility is but proper. it's a simulacrum almost. like herself#ughh can someone fix my a.conditioning and my neck pls#a.b.a#text tag2b named#*more prominent in unused quotes IIRC I might be wrong lol sorry#edit: okay tbf one of i-no's ac quotes calls her a little woman but woman aside I'm p sure she means little in height in context#as in that's the uh. suggedtive quote abt her saying parscelsus is v big lmao
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So I think I'm making some decent progress on my unhinged Kaeya lore thoughts post
The WIP of the mindmap is below the cut
I'm really scared that I'm still missing a lot of stuff, but it's past midnight now so I'll be stopping for now and actually get some sleep
#genshin impact#genshin impact kaeya#kaeya alberich#kaeya#kaeya theory#I'm starting to think this post will have 2 parts#a mindmap to visualize all of these concepts and their connections to Kaeya and to each other#and then a google doc where I explain my actual thought process on the inclusions and connections of these concepts#the things I do for you Kaeya my beloved#I'm positive that I still am missing a lot#but maybe that's okay#maybe I don't need to make THE Kaeya lore post of all time#if I can just add some of my own thoughts to the discussion of all things Kaeya that's already something#I might also have an actual theory (or 2) to present from all this but it's honestly still really vague and maybe kinda crack#ah well if roozevelt can make a youtube channel based partly on high-quality hogwild tinfoil crack theorizing#then maybe I can get away with sharing my own tinfoil thoughts#I should feel way more tired than I do RN lmao#for real though I hope everyone reading this has a good day/night sleeps well and hydrates enough#Imma go to sleep and dream of Kaeya now
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