#i think i make bangers tbh
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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Sorry I've been gone for pretty much all month, the ancient ones awakened from their slumber and only I could defeat them. Anyways Happy Pride! Yippee!!
#Tbh i've just been busy with personal life + I've been working on some toyhouse stuff hehe :]#But I've got some stuff cookin don't worry yall#also this is one of my first times drawing Brandy I hope she looks okay#i think she looks cute#Brandy has two hands... one for Bruce and another for the silly fish king do u guys see the vision?#Also erm another art post in like a few minutes ahaha bc I made this banger oc art a while back and I gotta post it here#I need to post my ocs more often anyways they make me go nuts#friendlocke#friendlocke violet#saltydkdan#violet gijinka au#trolls#trolls world tour#trolls band together#king trollex#trolls bruce#trolls brandy#beach bros au#cherris canvas#if tumblr lowers the quality on these i'm gonna start throwing hands
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F1TV commentators discussing DOTD:
"The driver of the day is Fernando Alonso...but, what a performance from- uh- sorry, Lando Norris is the driver of the day."
"But should've been Alonso, shouldn't it?"
#i might make a comp video of all the times they praised him in the post race tbh#bcs god they were going feral fkr him AS THEY SHOULD#and also dropped so many banger lines that made me want to CRY#just god talking about his level og skill and how good he was#and going into detail and practically moaning about how good he is#and then this of course where they say the thing everyone is thinking#tho theure like eveyrone prob wanted to change their votes at the end#nah nah real ones voted for him as soon as the vote opened bcs of his terrific defense#imagine if mark or jense commented this wk....#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 brazilian gp
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Chip ep. 109
#jrwi#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#jrwi 109#watching 109 rn and i can't stop thinking of this song#hearing someone say death rattle makes me get brain blasted right to these song lyrics#los campesinos!#tbh this song is such a banger every time i hear it
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What abt this? It has the right kinda vibe to me
holy crap this is perfect. there is so much queen music i've never heard and also so much i'm very familiar with but wow this is great.
#ask#never made anything less than a banger tbh so unsurprising but sometimes im Struck by queen all over again like wow okayyyy#swap au#swap wander#music#q#scheduling this for later because i think i might end up making an animatic .... if this autoposts on tuesday and i havent made an animatic#feel free to point and laugh
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i still ship vic and kingskin after this episode but more in a toxic yaoi no children way
#nsbu#none of those words are in the bible#is there a ship name?#i hope there is i dont think i can make a cool shipname for them#vicskin? kingthanol? monster truck?#ok monstertruck would be a banger ship name tbh#also to clarify i do not mean wendell and liv i mean specifically vic ethanol and kingskin
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i would much rather have a cohesive outfit vs a super elaborate one for the sake of being elaborate.
both yunli and jiaoqiu have outfits that fit their themes and roles - yunli's has roots in actual tang dynasty dancer designs and jiaoqiu's clothing being more uniform-esque given his position as an actual counselor makes sense. i do see the point that they're both five stars but also, i think hsr designs for both 4 and 5 stars have had similar levels of care and design so the distinction between the two - at least design wise (and tbh sometimes kit wise) is much smaller than most other games.
either way, super excited for both!
#;ooc#//i think i'm still a little disappointed when it comes to the somewhat lack of cohesion when it comes to wuwa outfits given that pgr had#//some banger designs and so much of it is being taken away bc of the cn fandom among other issues#//and tbh at least on twitter im really disappointed in frankly the casual ra/cism that pops up sometimes when it comes to the xianzhou#//it's one thing if you're disappointed in the luofu story but to attribute it to other things completely unrelated makes u a real shithead
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part of the problem is that a lot of hugo's politics are really well thought out & considered & good but then some of them are like. entirely vibes-based to the point of feeling muddled & inconsistent & even straight up Bad sometimes. which is annoying
#sometimes it's like he's just saying things. chewing it over in real time but not getting anywhere really. which is frustrating when you've#just been immersed in a really deep & serious point he's carefully made & laid out just before#<- e.g. this section of revolt vs insurrection has some good points ig & could be interesting if it was actually grounded in some sort#of idk. political theory or something. but instead he spends a lot of it just falling back on ~vibes which sucks Especially bc#sometimes that 'sense' misleads him i think! and he ends up wandering closer to certain reactionary ideas than he intends#like he starts w this really banger bit basically making fun of the bourgeoisie opinion on violent uprising but then?? kind of ends up#doing that a bit himself by the end? not to mention that tbh i think the whole distinction he's trying to make here is kind of bogus anyway#it really feels he's trying to soothe his like lingering bits of conservative discomfort around this sort of armed uprising#by sorting it into a 'good' 'type' while maintaining a 'bad' 'type' for anything he's still not comfortable with#<- i wouldn't phrase that quite so harshly except i still think his bit on 1848 is annoying & this sort of goes hand in hand w that towards#like. actually actively working against the values he's trying to strive towards. y'know.#it's like you can see genuinely him intellectually trying to come round but he has still not let go of these#sort of like. instinctive conservative bourgeois discomforts in his subconscious. if that makes sense#thoughts#<- also the take on caesar & alexander & columbus etc. 😑🚬 i'm tired#kind of funny though bc sometimes his characters (i.e. like the amis) come across as having more clear grounded discussed well#thought through political opinions than he does. lol. it's like he saw the vision but was struggling with it personally at times#les mis
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cryptic spoiler for what im writing rn
#ive kind been sleeping on venus in overdrive tbh it's really got some bangers#i wish he'd gone a little less pop with it. if he did live versions/rerecorded versions w more of an... edgy? feel#like he did w 80's songs on the greatest hits... alive live album i think it would rise to one of my all time favorites#i consider every alive version of songs better than the studio versionshis guitar and vocals are better. especially dont talk to strangers#like what's victoria's secret? and i'll miss that someday are rlly good but just feel like something's missing and more of an alive feel#would fix them#title track is fine as is tbh it's got enough going on doesnt feel empty at all#time stand still is the huge exception tho it would be actively worse w the alive treatment. it's kinda too light and empty but in a way#that's appropriate and works perfectly#but sadly i don't think he'll overhaul any of these he doesn't seem very fond of venus in overdrive?#none of it makes it into his set lists and it's underrepresented in his recent big hits compilation album#he def loves rocket science so many of those on big hits. im hoping he'll do some kinda rerecording and that's why it's been taken off#spotify... shock/denial/anger/acceptance wasn't on spotify for a hot minute until he released a 20th anniversary deluxe version this year#i also think a stripped down/acoustic version of rocket science would work really well#sorry i smoked weed and got really autistic abt rick springfield apparently
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A little late BUT I got my 2k done for the two-hours-ago yesterday :'D I'm still on track wooo!!!
#I'm rapidly approaching the FTEs and Special Event chapters#There will be two FTEs per case and one Special Event#So that's only three chapters before the Murder; investigation; and then trial#I'm VERY nervous writing those because it'll be my first time writing those things I think#BUT THE FACT I'VE MADE SO MUCH PROGRESS MAKES ME SO HAPPY TBH???#I'm very excited!!!#How fast can I get Case 1 done........ How fast can I move on to Case 2???#Then to 3 and 4#fdkngjkgndfk#I will say that like#While Case 1 is by no means bad for Twins AU it IS like#the least... inspired???#Cases 2-5 are going to be bangers and case 1 is more like a warm up#And then case 6...... oh my god /case 6/#I really wish I had discovered this method of writing earlier in the year orz#Might've been done with Twins AU by now#but also some of my best ideas came later in the year so I'm also glad I didn't#still!
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God. Maybe I'm just really character-brained rn but Godzilla by Blue Öyster Cult..... so Mojo-core
I mean. "History shows again and again how nature points out the folly of man"... Other than that lyric going hard as fuck, is that not lowkey what Mojo was going for with wanting to overtake humans as the dominant species in the PPG movie
#and also listening to that song has made me realize that mojo would probably rly like watching the godzi.lla movies with me 🥺#i dont take abt it a lot but im a HUGE godz.illa fan!!!! bith old and new films!! (but especially new hehe)#i feel like mojo would somehow find a way to relate to godz.illa's plight and make it abt himself 😂😂😂#creature mutated against its will lashing back at humanity... except mojo destroys townsville cuz he's just an asshole 😂#like he cant even pretend he's tragic and tortured. ur just a dick idk what to tell ya#but yeah tbh i put that song on my cherry coading playlist (that i WILL post someday!!) just thinking it was a banger#and then i listened to it again and i was like. wait#ruby rambles#💜: loving you's a felony
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crazy that there's a high chance we'll likely be getting z-a news in just a few weeks...
i'd love if we got a little glimpse of the gameplay or at the very least the starters/regional variants (or the new megas? but something also tells me that they'll try and keep those secret to surprise us on release day)
but i'm honestly mostly curious about what time period it's taking place in since i've seen a lot of different arguments. i'd personally prefer if it was the past since i think there's a lot of room for potential world-building since kalos, although poorly executed in the original story, has some of the most fascinating lore in the entire franchise in my personal opinion, so regardless i think we'll be taking a second look at the kalosian war, the origin of mega evolution, and of course, my man zygarde given that it, too, was very underutilized in x/y.
on that note i can't wait for diantha's evil prettyboy ancestor to try and kill us with the power of death incarnate
#tbh i could go on for a while about the potential ...#namely with the box legends because they're all inspired by the guardians/animals that inhabit the world tree in norse mythology#- which happens to be a huge interest of mine (i even based the setting of my book around it) so i have a lot of thoughts!#i'll be very happy if xerneas and yveltal gets more love too because they're kick-ass concepts for legendaries#and there is genuinely so much you can play around with the life/death motif. the possibilities are endless.#i want to have faith that the main reason they're actually DOING pokemon z after all this time is to make the chief gen 6 experience.#and in terms of story-writing specifically they've been meting out absolute bangers recently so i think it's safe to say we're locked in#if anyone has any additional thoughts feel free to let me know. now that we're verging on a potential news wave i'm so unfathomably excited#riley rambles
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Honestly would love to try writing again but I don't think I would post it anywhere.
#i actually think its because of my mutuals putting out banger fics lately i've been kinda getting the itch to try it myself#i actually wrote two small pieces on here ages ago (if you remember them you the real mvp) and they were like. fine ig#but idk i wanna try it again#if i did post it would be on tumblr only tbh#i have a very specific scenario for captain au i want to write out#captain au's ultimate goal is a comic but comics take too much time and energy and i don't have a lot of energy atm#but there's a scene in hatanaka's palace that i want to write out really badly#especially after playing royal again recently#it would be the scene where the thieves encounter hatanaka's cognition of riku#i think cognitive selves are a little underutilized in the game post the second palace so i kinda wanted to go a little crazy with it#but we'll see lol i have very little experience writing so idk how confident i'd be in posting it#idk why im making this post even lol ig i just feel like talking#this blog is in a sense my diary lmao#hope y'all are having a nice day anyway. its cold here.
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Normalize not making a good PV for a voca.synth song
#lodia sayings#music tag#i made a song which i think is a banger tbh. but i will Not have energy for the PV#i really wish making PVs was not as normalized in the voca.synth space in particular although thats just how the music industry is generall#like PVs are cool and all but im here for the music#that being said lyric videos are a human right imo so i will forever keep making my videos into lyric videos.
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when will aup sidestories return from war and stop leaving me bitter about how the main story ended
#lumensis' characterization & death + the revelation of ludgers desire were extremely anticlimactic#700+ chapters of building up only to have the resolution forcefully/hastily crammed into. what. 2 and 1/2 chapters?#and am i supposed to care for his relationship with his mom when it didnt come up in 99% of the novel?#tbh it had *many* opportunities to come up but the author wanted to keep ludgers desire as mysterious as possible#and so it lost its chance to have any emotional buildup#well other than the implications of regrets which were frankly a bit oversaturated in the novel#(again. what happened to the 'show dont tell' principles)#honestly even occasional flashbacks to ludgers mom teaching him about all kinds of myths and lores when its relevant#would have helped in this aspect plus showcased his growth and development over time even when its off screen#(doesnt make his vast knowledge look like it conveniently came out of nowhere)#while also greatly enhancing the world building of his game breaking 'real magic'#anyway i think ludgers reconciliation w his mother would have been more impactful if ludgers past life came up more often#hell it would have done wonder in exploring his depth if we are going with framing his past lifestyle as a flaw#the thing about ludger as a character is that his past (in both worlds) is much more interesting than his present#bc its the only way we can see how he mentally changed in comparison as his changes are nearly non existent in the present timeline#(a part of the reasons why ludgercaseys relationship over time is an appealing topic is that it showcases both of their changes)#(reading about a protagonist who has no mental changes over the course of the story is no different than watching... a nature documentary)#im still v salty about how we never get to see arpas and bettys reconciliation btw#so do emotional closures between ludger and other characters#those are literally the meat of the story that would be worthy of their own arc#sayren why the hell did you rush through them and put them off screen#in the end instead of proving that he has finally learnt his lessons by confronting his emotions ludger chose to run away from it yet again#even if we are to assume that is whats gonna happen post epilogue why is his change accomplished by a goddamn last minute timeskip#(that is also lowkey a failed suicide attempt in disguise)#instead of what could have been... idk... a banger novel named aup#good christ#rant
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Some covers make me think how much progress I've made in a (relatively) short time
#video#like woah its only been a year. insane#bonus points if you recognize the song btw. absolute banger im in fuckin love with it#you've Not heard the first two chromatics(?) btw#i dont think i ever made them public! not here at least#back then i wasnt sure if i was gonna stick to the whole fnf cover thing so theres a lot i havent shown of my early stuff#my very early covers dont sound that good anyway you arent missing much :v#listen. i had to learn how to make a chromatic while also learning how fl studio works AÑLDSFKMDS#(i still dont know that much tbh 💥)#but you have no idea how overjoyed back then. when she first starts Singing. it made me reminiscence when i started utau covers#the joy of starting something new and things actually working
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