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Lives were changed. Hearts were broken. Stoic professional man seems to genuinely care for his partner to the point of begging for him to be saved. Earth shattereing. A bit gay, even. Peak of romance, I dare to say.
#i think abt this daily now#who would've thought i'd like these two so much#but tbh not my fault oda dropped this bomb and i've been fighting against my demons#my demons being shipping lucci and kaku#one piece#rob lucci#kaku one piece#lucci x kaku
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m-magical girl wolverine?!! 😳🍓💝
#hes my babygirl#this is from last year but i still think abt it like. daily. so i had to recolor and post it once and for all.....#the world NEEDS to see this. my vision. my wisdom#i feel like he made me improve my art a lot bc now that i look at this i had to make so many changes lol#this one is still cute tho#i draw a bit differently now!! thanks logan for making me a better artist#best brainrot ever fr#my art#logan howlett#wolverine#marvel#x men#x men 97#artists on tumblr#tokyo mew mew#x-men#xmen#james logan howlett
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#i love that they used daryl dixon as the bg lmao#anyways! this has been a long time coming. the positives abt social media have been starting to stop outweighing the negatives for me#and rather than offering the connection to others it once did it has begun to feel very disconnecting to me in a way i do not like#i will still pop in occasionally i think if only just to post poetry or answer asks. but i will no longer be opening this app daily or#uploading my queue so when whatever's in there now runs out that's it!#I'll still be active on patreon. slightly less active on substack and medium. and wolfgang and i will still be doing the podcast.#but i need to take my time back tbh and this will help me do that hopefully. hope ur all as well as can be <3#tcp
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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????
#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from#and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one#anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right#and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk#also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr#(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it#(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous#thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!
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studio lan WHAT IS THIS
they just casually drop this on twitter with no context except for "summer begins"
LIKE... WHAT??? WHY ARE THEY IN A FOREST?? IS THIS THEM AS KIDS??? DID CXS AND LG SOMEHOW MEET AS KIDS AND DIDNT REALIZE??? IS THIS SOME POTENTIAL BACKSTORY STUFF FOR LATER???
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OR IS LU GUANG DEAD HERE INSTEAD OF BEING PEACEFULLY ASLEEP??? SO IS THIS NOT JUST A CUTE LITTLE ART THEN??? LIKE IS THIS ACTUALLY LU GUANG'S CORPSE OR AM I JUST INTERPRETING THIS WRONG-
but considering that this is Link Click and also considering the fact that this show does NOT know happiness, what IF???? AUGHH GJSHK OML LET THEM BE HAPPY STUDIO LAN PLS-
*stressful overthinking begins*
#plays overthink by fan ka#im not okay now#pls dont be dead in this art LG ur hubby needs u#i have enough ptsd from this show as it is and studio lan's all like “HERE TAKE SOME MORE!!!”#BUT LIKE#WHAT DOES THIS MEAN#STUDIO LAN EXPLAIN????#PLEASE???#IM SO CONFUSED#WHAT IF THIS IS SMTH REALLY IMPORTANT???#what if this is literally nothing and im just overthinking everything#like imagine this is just some random cute art they felt like making#and i'm over here in tears just thinking of all the angsty possibilities for it#but this is link click we're talking abt...#so#anything can happen#im pretty sure this is smth sad tho#but thats just me#being the angst lover that i am after all#BUT IS THIS SOME KIND OF FORESHADOWING????#I NEED TO KNOW#link click#shiguang daili ren#shiguang dailiren#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi
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One of my personal goals at the moment is not to box myself in when it comes to fashion. Fashion is important to me bc I was raised by a mother who refused to leave the house unless she looked the most elegant and classy she possibly could, and bc of her I also developed a taste for that kind of vibe. But I also feel like I play it safe most times and just want to experiment w things every now and then I think
#LIKE. i was into the 90s clean girl aesthetic before it became cool#and I’ll probably always default to the model off duty / basics / simple / classy & elegant vibe#this is my mom’s influence and I will never not love it#but I also really feel like experimenting w color and styles every now and then just for fun#no one will replace audrey hepburn / lily rose depp / princess di etc etc as my main style inspos#but!!! more experimentation. more fun. more color. more playfulness. i think that would be good for me at my age#it’s also what I appreciate abt gen z — I think one of the things I luv is how fashion is so central to us / our self-expression#and I want in on that#not even in an effort to overhaul my daily style or anything. genuinely just experimenting bc why tf not.#it’s why I’ve been trying to gravitate to fun and flirty and playful campaigns more and more even if it’s out of my comfort zone#simple is good. simple is my favorite. but I want to be more curious in general#p
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#homestuck#john egbert#badly drawn#day 18#kanaya#kanaya maryam#who wore it better#these two have v similar haircuts now that i think abt it#john and kanaya must go to the same hair salon#daily post
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Im just going to start headcanoning that empaths hate narcissists bc they can use their epic empath powers to sense the mix of our extreme self hatred and our superiority complexes and they got so intimidated by the sheer power that is this weird emotional cocktail any bone that supports mental health became magnetically attracted to the narcissist and then flew out of their body and attached itself to us
#i have no clue what this post is but ive been thinking abt how empaths refuse to empathize with narcissists#so now its what if they do but bc of theyre terrified of what we have to deal on a daily basis also emotions are now magnets#i actually have no idea where this went#im bored as hell#npd#npd memes#npd shitpost#shitpost#actually npd#actually narcissistic#actually cluster b#npd safe#narcissistic personality disorder
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Video: Table History: Burning of the Gaspee
Status: Public
Link: Table History: Burning of the Gaspee - YouTube
Date Posted: September 3rd 2021
#wttt#wttsh#welcome to the table#welcome to the statehouse#daily screenshot#wttt massachusetts#wttt admiral#wttt john brown#wttt jeff#wttt 1st mate#wttt RI 1#it's a big photo dump this time bc I LOVE this video#i feed off of the revolution energy this vid gives me/pos#add em to the list! admiral is a babygirl!#i agree with the theory is that i think everyone has is rhode island is john brown#tiny hc for this is Rhode went by john brown to smuggle even before the British became a problem for him#i'm also gonna do screenshots of the series fake origin stories that are gonna be lined up for tmrw and Friday#bc i forgot abt FOS until now and i feel bad so i'm gonna put it on my pinned post now
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Something abt Halloween and costumes or smth…I might make more if I feel 𐌔𐌉𐌋𐌋𐌙
#splatoon#callie splatoon#callie cuttlefish#marie splatoon#marie cuttlefish#marie kensaki#squid sisters#goober art#my autistic kids….#Bong Water and Hot Box#I think I made a joke like that already but idrc#ngl I have no idea how to make like..super uber cool and awesome Halloween costumes#so we have vaguely Draculaura core Callie and a Marie that looks like he dug in his closet and just grabbed smth random#but that’s pretty much how all werewolves tend to look in media anyway so like#same difference ig#I think the gloves don’t rlly match Callie’s fit all to well without the cape now that I think abt it….#im too lazy to fix it tho so WOMP WOMP#I wanna draw smth else now…#anywho I think that’s enough yapping now….#listen to Rabid Dog by Bad Waitress#fairly fitting I tjink#for Marie at least…cuz of like..the costume…yk….yeag….#do ur daily click#annddd#have a good#ψ(`∇´)ψ#<- it’s me Shadow…the DEVIL from the BIBLE!!!
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been thinking about this awhile .... my son made of slop
#pleasee say nobodys thought about this before#i go insane over this idea on the daily. goop boy#hoping this all makes some kind of sense i havent slept At all#to be clear hes still just as insane as flowey. if not worse now he has hands#i think hed like hanging around alphys but only cause shes the only one who'd be too scared to tell evryone a dead kids telling her#about his murders#i dont think he'd ever grow fond of her. he'd just get bored of actually physically hurting her#^ i also think he would blame her a lot. this is a thought i have abt canon flowey/asriel too#i think he would Need somewhere to place the blame and saying its alphys fault for making him would be easier than other options#alphys defense lawyer here dont get it twisted#ok enough rambling#uhmmmm#asriel dreemurr#dont really want to tag this it Sucks. but#au tag will be made if i draw him again trust#^#amalgam asriel
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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing#painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her#i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but#the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach#streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow#im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected#i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes#not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her#how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want#her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest#but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b#so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so#much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming#i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby#unrelated
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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its wild just realizing how much people have done and experienced and how prepared they are for what's to come when i am . very much not . lmao
#having my daily ''oh my god i need to change my program'' crisis#its just idk . i feel like im woefully underprepared for doing any of this kinda stuff when everyone around me already knows#what theyre doing and what they wanna get out of it. idk.#and i have a slightly better idea of what i want to do but i havent figured out how im gonna get there.#and idk.#we were talking about what we want to do with this line of study after graduating and the only thing i could think of#was that i didnt choose this specific field because of what it had to offer#i chose it because it was the easiest way to get out of the situation i was in for a LOT of fucking reasons#and now that im out i guess i can start thinking abt what i really wanna get out of all this. idk.#probably gonna need to wait till next semester anyway but thats fine. ive been waiting for this for 20 years i can wait a little longer#but idk i guess its just a little frustrating feeling so Behind everyone else.#but i guess this is what happens when u pack ur whole life into 2 suitcases to escape a high control cult. who knew!!!#its time for dinner and i crave my daily portion of chow mien. and then i will watch show 3 inches from my computer screen so i can see.#winter speaks#overall i am vibing. a little frustrated with myself but it cant be helped. i am vibing :]#personal
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On the topic of wanting to share my art though. Am I just making hella niche things for me and my dedicated interaction group whom I love and cherish or are the vast majority of strangers just not interacting with posts anymore. Or is my art not as popular as it once was because of my repeated art blog absences. Or is ygo just not as popular as it was when I first started using my art blog. Or am I doing something wrong with my stuff. Or
#i just think abt things tbh#i don’t expect ALL my posts to be bangers of course but sometimes I wonder#like. is my popularity growing dependent on the bigger blogs that used to reblog me#ramble#i like the reblogs and notes I get now don’t get me wrong. But sometimes I miss when tumblr ygo was hella active#like I was getting asks and stuff on the daily#and maybe that’s my fault for not getting into a bigger fandom and staying in my beloved ygo space#and maybe I’m just craving something that I shouldn’t go toward. maybe massive massive popularity is like Icarus style dangerous lmao
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really wish people would read blog rules more, it makes running blogs like this very low reward and you feel like a machine if people aren't commenting and aren't even abiding by one of the, honestly, very few and politely phrased rules i even have
#then i'm left trying not to respond like a bitch when the rules are there in the first place so i don't have to have negative interactions#with the people who come to this blog#like keeping it 100 you write for yourself but you write for ENGAGEMENT and COMMUNITY#and these days in fandom there really is no community#for any fandom across the board#people see something and move on#that's bad enough at killing fandoms#but the fact that a creator can have really only one super hard rule and it gets disregarded every day#day in and day out! and i really mean it this rule gets broken in my inbox DAILY man!#i write for a lot of small fandoms or smaller characters i love the characters i'm happy to do it#but i have an adult job. college. friends. family. my own original creative projects#and even if i don't respond to the asks where people are blatantly violating /again/#one of my FEW rules#it's exhausting to even see it !!!#it makes me not feel like a person#who cares what the girl behind the screen asked me not to do? right?? but i'm about done#i'm only at my breaking point because i've had this blog now for what three or four years??#and no matter how i phrase the rule people break it#no matter how many reminder posts#it's exhausting because it's an every day daily thing#idk maybe i'll feel better abt it in the morning but i'm getting exhausted tbh#exhausted as in this blog might be going BYE BYE i wont delete i think you'd have it up until tumblr goes away but i am getting pissed off#TRULY pissed off bc it's been years of me asking cmon now
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