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wavepriism · 10 months ago

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#priismart #vocaloid #hatsune miku #wowaka #this is a little late but i really wanted to draw something wowaka related this year #i still miss him so much

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waggle100 · 2 months ago

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Gryz tonight tied his point total for all of last season 🥺

#former bruins #ok he still has no goals #and do not perceive his +/-#the move is doing him well at least offensively to bounce back #i still miss him so much

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spinsterennui · 27 days ago

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Taking down the Xmas decorations and tree today, and it always makes me so sad. I don’t know why I love Christmas so much, but I do. The time from mid October to Christmas is my favorite time of year, and I wish I could just keep repeating those months instead of having the rest of the year lol. Hoping that next year I’ll be living somewhere where there is actually a fall season instead of extended summer, and where there’s snow even if it’s not necessarily a white Christmas.

#christmas was especially hard this year without ollie #we had a special personalized welcome mat made last year #with lk and ollie on it #and i can’t bear to throw it out #but it was also too sad to use it so it’s still in the closet 😢#i still miss him so much #he was my kitty soulmate ❤️

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neonpigeons · 2 years ago

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someday if someone held my head in their hands and pressed their forehead against mine. I think that would fix me

#my dog won't even let me do it to him 😔 my cat used to. and he would purr so loudly #i still miss him so much #ari speaks

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mermaids-and-dastardly-deeds · 8 months ago

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#tw talking about my dead dad #it was my dads birthday on the 11th and this was the the first time in 9 years that I didnt dread it #it didnt define my day and make me so depressed i couldnt function #i still miss him so much #but recently i read through all of our messages #and he said so many times how proud of me he was #which is something i always question #and i think it really did a lot for my healing #he would be in his early 70s now which is absolutely fucking wild to think about #but it seems like every time i miss him and think of him #an eagle flies by to let me know hes there #grief is just so wild #like it never truly gets better (at least in my experience) but i've learned to live around it #to realize that i was a brand new baby adult when he died and i just powered through the first 6/7 years of grief #because i wanted everyone else to not worry about me #because to me strength could only be found burried in stoicism #but now i let myself cry about all the things #and its more healing to cry and know i'll be fine than to hold it all in for everyone forever #i miss my dad and i can cry about it and that doesnt say shit about who i am or my strength #and i dont have to wallow in it to prove how much it fucked me up either #idk man #growth is wild and beautiful and hard and grief is the same

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watchingwisteria · 1 year ago

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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.

#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know #im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie #or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them #snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book #that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #tbosas #lucy gray baird #not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration #but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause #like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time #he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets #and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets #he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved #but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall #he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires

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fenmorre · 8 months ago

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happy birthday techno!!! we miss you

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#i miss you so much king you literally saved me and my brother's life #he was there during my hardest times even though I only got to talk to him for a little through skyblock </3 #i hope that skyblock cake is still fresh for you king #technoblade #technoblade art #techno art #technoblade fanart #techno fanart #birthday #fenmorre art #digital art #digital drawing #fanart #digital illustration #illustration #technoblade25

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all-night-looong · 1 year ago

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times like this i wish i could talk to my ex

#its been wild not having him to talk to these last few months #i still miss him so much #so many things remind me of him and its like been instinct to always message him or send him whatever post that reminded me of him #wtf

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livsmessydoodles · 9 months ago

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still a menace

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eydilily · 3 months ago

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took a stab at arcane style pearl and etho :J

this was supposed to be a quick(er) study but i ended up coloring it anyway !!! i personally prefer the original grayscale version over the colored ones (especially etho);;

#pearlescentmoon #ethoslab #hermitcraft #life series #this was fun!!! ive been having so much fun trying out new things #pearl definitely leans closer to cc!pearl but like . her face is right there and shes gorgeous why change anything #but i am also not a realism artist whatsoever so ... i tried pearl i love you #boo at my boring etho design #i need to think of a better mask design for him but head empty still #eydidraws #my art #mcyt #hc #trafficblr #also fun to paint again #i miss rendering ive just been doing flats

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tiniest-hands-in-all-the-land · 2 months ago

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Carry me home

#final fantasy xiv #ffxiv #final fantasy 14 #ff14 #haurchefant greystone #haurchefant x wol #haurchewol #ffxiv wol #ffxiv spoilers #heavensward spoilers #final fantasy xiv spoilers #tinydraws #let me know if i’m missing any spoiler tags #tagging seems like it would be an easy and straightforward thing but also. i’m stupid.#anyway i choose to believe that Rowan carried him back to the manor #even if someone tells me otherwise i will not believe them #also i choose to believe that these two had it bad for each other #neither of them said anything but everyone could tell lol #haurche specifically was very Not Subtle in his displays of affection #and Rowan for the most part picked up on it #not everything cuz she's still in the midst of working on accepting any amount of companionship. but like. most.#and went ‘honestly.... if i told him i liked him it would probably go well. We just have so much stuff to deal with; now’s not a good time'#and then the time came and went :’)#and Rowan went ‘Did….. did he know? Did he Know how much I loved him? did he KNOW???????’#and then she grieved behind closed doors away from everyone #and also tried to replace said grief by focusing a lil too hard on her duties #idk i’m still working out WOL lore but this is what i got so far lol #or at least in regards to haurche

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chalkscrub · 4 months ago

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(late) day 4: underappreciated oc. i looked through all my active ocs and i haven't drawn mumbojumbo balderdash in years at this point...my bad, little sock thing. it's largely because i'm more interested in my serious story ocs at this point, and mumbojumbo is from my developing kid's books era. and also i think my old style suited em better, i find them harder to draw nowadays

#my art #oc #mumbojumbo #my sock puppet dragon hydra beast thing #STILL think this could make a great kid's book character....i need to redevelop my missing socks book idea #wellyboot also comes from that book idea but he's just my guy nowadays. and also i have another idea for a kid's book for him #i have so much stuff i want to do....good lird #oc-tober #bweirdoctober

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lotus-pear · 6 months ago

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