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wavepriism · 6 months

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#priismart #vocaloid #hatsune miku #wowaka #this is a little late but i really wanted to draw something wowaka related this year #i still miss him so much

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frankensteinmutual · 5 months

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#i still miss him so much #i can't believe he's gone

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neonpigeons · 2 years

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someday if someone held my head in their hands and pressed their forehead against mine. I think that would fix me

#my dog won't even let me do it to him 😔 my cat used to. and he would purr so loudly #i still miss him so much #ari speaks

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captawesomesauce · 2 years

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Thoughts at 10am...

Fun fact, I sometimes slip up and call @all-the-w-ness Mystic. After 20+ years it’s habit that when someone knocks something off the counter, or does something dangerous, or is just standing in the way while I’m trying to cook... I yell “Mystic no!” or “Mystic Move!”

It takes a heartbeat to realize it’s W not Mystic because honestly, they act so much a like!

#thoughts #w #relationships #I still miss him so much

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mermaids-and-dastardly-deeds · 4 months

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#tw talking about my dead dad #it was my dads birthday on the 11th and this was the the first time in 9 years that I didnt dread it #it didnt define my day and make me so depressed i couldnt function #i still miss him so much #but recently i read through all of our messages #and he said so many times how proud of me he was #which is something i always question #and i think it really did a lot for my healing #he would be in his early 70s now which is absolutely fucking wild to think about #but it seems like every time i miss him and think of him #an eagle flies by to let me know hes there #grief is just so wild #like it never truly gets better (at least in my experience) but i've learned to live around it #to realize that i was a brand new baby adult when he died and i just powered through the first 6/7 years of grief #because i wanted everyone else to not worry about me #because to me strength could only be found burried in stoicism #but now i let myself cry about all the things #and its more healing to cry and know i'll be fine than to hold it all in for everyone forever #i miss my dad and i can cry about it and that doesnt say shit about who i am or my strength #and i dont have to wallow in it to prove how much it fucked me up either #idk man #growth is wild and beautiful and hard and grief is the same

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watchingwisteria · 10 months

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listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded mfer happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.

#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know #im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie #or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them #snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow!#but then shes gone…. for a while……#and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book #that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #tbosas #lucy gray baird #not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration #but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause #like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not.#snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time #he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets #and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets #he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved #but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall #he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires

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fenmorre · 4 months

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happy birthday techno!!! we miss you

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#i miss you so much king you literally saved me and my brother's life #he was there during my hardest times even though I only got to talk to him for a little through skyblock </3 #i hope that skyblock cake is still fresh for you king #technoblade #technoblade art #techno art #technoblade fanart #techno fanart #birthday #fenmorre art #digital art #digital drawing #fanart #digital illustration #illustration #technoblade25

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all-night-looong · 11 months

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times like this i wish i could talk to my ex

#its been wild not having him to talk to these last few months #i still miss him so much #so many things remind me of him and its like been instinct to always message him or send him whatever post that reminded me of him #wtf

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livsmessydoodles · 5 months

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still a menace

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lotus-pear · 2 months

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mourning black and the death of ideals

#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here #finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain #stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening #about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral #a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief #him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee #and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him #asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind #fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering #i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back #i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws

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fluctuating-fixations · 2 years

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Happy birthday Stephen Sondheim

#I still miss him so much

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months

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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.

(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #a-qing #jin ling #wen ning #jiang cheng #“Hey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questions” Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for “Most improved in rank”.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene #But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)

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lazylittledragon · 2 months

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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:

i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???

#ramble #sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well #if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD #he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE #like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one #holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do #and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that #idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything #also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore #so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks #also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently #also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this #again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable #if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time

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dootznbootz · 3 months

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Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".

#Idk something about how he's just as much Penelope's son as he is Odysseus'. And how people just focus on his missing father #And Odysseus. the dad he's often compared to. says something entirely differnt.#Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #my headcanons #penelope of ithaca #telemachus #odysseus #idk I'm fightin a fever right now :') I'm very sure this isn't even grammatically correct but yahoo!#epic the musical #odyssey #the odyssey #tagamemnon #I don't plan to write Penelope comparing him much to his dad often. She only does so when Tele wants/needs to hear it.#She realizes “okay. you're trying too hard to be in your dad's shadow. you're Telemachus first. you're our legacy second.”#he's still affected by others' talk though ;~; (grandparents used to call him the wrong name and such

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skunkes · 2 months

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