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secret-moonstruck · 12 hours ago
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PURITY SIGN | L. HS
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Weekly challenge: Contamination (secret-moonstruck & callmemonster68)
— Pairing: Heeseung x fem!reader | (Masterlist)
— Synopsis: The personification of purity also carried a curse. Heeseung was supposed to protect her but ended up committing the greatest sin in that kingdom by contaminating her body and soul, making her impure.
— Genre: smut, fantasy, drama
— Warnings: unprotected sex, mention of death, curse.
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Among all the elves, Y/N had the saddest fate.
Since before she was born her destiny was defined, she had the power of purification, she was the personification of purity. But the problem is that she was also cursed, she couldn't touch anything or anyone because would contaminate its purity. 
If she became impure, her curse would be released, everything and everyone she touched would be swallowed by darkness.
This made her life lonely, she couldn't be around other people, the only time she could leave the temple where she lived was when she had some purification ritual to perform. The only person he had contact with was Heeseung.
Heeseung was supposed to protect Y/N, from a young age his mission was to ensure that nothing or no one contaminated Y/N, the purest being in that kingdom. It wasn't difficult, she lived isolated from the rest of the world. 
Their work became difficult, when over the years, as they grew, as they became adults, each being everything the other had, their feelings began to become more and more complicated.
Y/N and Heeseung's days were a mix of joy, torture and sadness.
Joy because one was everything the other needed, every little thing they did made them happy, from the moment they woke up, when they went for a walk together, when they were simply relaxing in each other's company, when shared a meal, when they smiled at each other happy to be together, when they watched the stars before going to sleep.
Torture because even though they spent every moment of the day together, they couldn't touch each other, even when they were so close, just a few centimeters from each other, they had to avoid contact.
Sadness because every time they were about to give in, even a small touch, they had to move away. Fate was cruel to them, placed them next to each other, but built a barrier, a line that they could never cross.
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It was just another ordinary day, Y/N picking flowers in the woods or playing with some animal that came across there. Meanwhile Heeseung who was sitting on a big rock watched her, admiring her joy, he couldn't stop smiling as he saw her smiling as she filled her hair with flowers she picked, or how she ran after a rabbit happily, how she looked so pure, and it made his smile disappear, pure… he hated that word, hated how that little word drove them away.
Heeseung tried to convince Y/N that they should go back when he noticed that the weather was changing, they were too far away, they needed to get back before it started raining but Y/N didn't want to go back.
When the rain started Y/N finally gave in and agreed to come back home. As they ran home Y/N was happy even though she was soaked, she wasn't running to escape the rain she was running because she was happy, she didn't know why but she was feeling very light, free, even though it was a day like any other. 
When they crossed the large gates Heeseung continued trying to make Y/N be careful because he was afraid that she might fall down the stairs that led to his house. And that's exactly what happened, Y/N's heart sank for a brief moment as her feet slipped on the step, closing her eyes waiting for the fall, but it never came, instead she felt something she had never had before, a warmth, a comfort, that even though I had never felt it before, it seemed so familiar.
She slowly opened her eyes, afraid that she would discover that it was an illusion, that the sensation would disappear, but no, it was real. 
The moment Y/N slipped, it didn't even take half a second for Heeseung's arms to be around her body, protecting her.
As soon as Y/N looked into Heeseung's eyes she saw the panic on his face, not only that she had almost fallen, he had touched her. He committed the greatest crime and sin that could be committed in that kingdom. He knew he should let her go immediately but his body was frozen, he should let her go but he couldn't, his mind was completely filled with confusion. There she was, in his arms, how could he let go-there? How many times had he thought about what it would be like to touch her, feel her, and there she was. 
When his mind thawed, he quickly pulled her away, ensuring she was safe and well, but creating distance between them.
- It's too late Heeseung. - Y/N took his hand, making him go up the stairs. - “Nothing and no one can touch Y/N ​​or your curse will awaken.” That's what has always been said since I was born. You touched me, or me did I touch you? It doesn't matter, it's already done. Any contact was prohibited. Since we have broken this rule we have nothing left to fear.
Heeseung tried to pull his hand away from hers, but she continued holding firmly. Y/N knew that the moment she was even briefly touched, she was condemned, as soon as they found out they would order her death, she would become a risk to everyone.
During the rest of the short journey until they arrived at the house he remained silent, not knowing what to say, he was overcome with guilt, and I'm afraid, what would become of her? He was afraid of losing her. But Y/N was calm, in fact for some reason he didn't understand, she seemed relieved. 
Heeseung's body automatically stopped when they arrived in front of Y/N's room. But she still holding his hand made him enter.
- All these years were torture, knowing that even though I loved you, not even a simple touch could exist. Why is the act of simply touching your hand so wrong? - Y/N turned to Heeseung without ever letting go of his hand, her eyes fixed on his. - You know what's going to happen to me, don't you? This is our last day together, after that my existence will be considered a threat to everyone, they will not allow me to continue living. 
- No Y/N, it doesn't have to be like this, we can leave, live in hiding I can protect you.
- You know it's not possible, the moment I was born they marked me, so they could track me anywhere.
Y/N moved away from him a little, before releasing the ribbons that held her dress together, exposing her shoulder, to remind him of her mark.
- I don't want to leave with regrets. - She got closer and closer to him, she released her dress, the thin fabric was heavy and wet from the rain, she let it slide down her body with each step, Heeseung's eyes following her every movement as her exposed body approaches the from him. - I don't want my life to be this empty, I want you Heeseung, and I know you want me too. This is our only chance. Please don't let me go like this.
Tears ran down Y/N's face, her expression was a mix of sadness and desire. Heesung didn't hesitate, she was right, he couldn't let her go, not without showing how much he loved her, not without never having her, he hated that it had to be like this. He wanted to show his love in so many ways, but they couldn't enjoy their time together.
Heeseung closed the small distance between them, he pulled Y/N towards him, his hands touching her face tenderly, his fingers following every contour, every detail, until her lips, and then he kissed her.
A kiss covered in desire, in passion, years of repressed feelings being transmitted in that small moment between them. The feeling of their bodies finally coming together play, so long without any small touch existed, and now they could feel every part of each other, the more they could feel the more they wanted.
Heeseung's hands studied every part of Y/n's body while pulling her closer and closer to him, desperate to feel her. He picked her up on his lap, her legs wrapping around his waist as he carried her to his bed.
The kiss was interrupted briefly, while they were gasping for air, he released her onto his bed, and stopped to admire her for a small moment, not believing that it was real, there was the woman he had been deprived of touching for so many years, so beautiful, so soft, waiting to finally be touched and loved by him.
It wasn't long before his hands were once again traveling over Y/N's body, causing her to shiver as he felt and memorized every millimeter of her body. He wanted this moment to last forever.
- You're so perfect. - His voice filled with adoration as his eyes traveled from her body until he met Y/N's eyes. - I love every part of you. 
- Heeseung, please make me yours. - Y/N asked before wrapping her arms around his neck pulling him for another kiss that she wanted to engrave in her memory.
The kiss this time was more intense, covered by the heat that emanated from their bodies. The desperation they felt for this connection was too much for them. Heeseung moved away to get out of his clothes, Y/N hurried to finish removing hers as well. 
Time seemed to freeze for a moment as their eyes met, both seeing the desperation and desire for each other. Then as if time passed again they let their feelings take over, their lips joined again, while their now completely naked bodies were glued to each other, heat and desire covering them, their breaths heavy as Y/N felt Heeseung's lips trailing kisses down your neck.
Gasps spreading throughout the room as their bodies finally came together, moving slowly as if to savor the moment. Y/N's arms were firmly wrapped around Heeseung's body as he also hugged her, the movement of their bodies increasing, as the world disappeared, there was only them, and the certainty of how one was the other's everything.
While they wanted this moment to last forever, their bodies couldn't take it anymore, the pleasure filled them. going crazy as they exploded in ecstasy, as Heeseung filled Y/N's insides.
They were tired, sleepy, but they knew it was their last moments together, as they stood there with Y/N ​​lying on Heeseung's chest while he hugged her as if he could avoid fate.
- I need to confess something. - Y/N said, her voice shaking. - That moment on the stairs… it didn't make a difference, you touching me at that moment didn't change anything. The curse exists, but only something unclean could contaminate me, and that doesn't apply to you. You never thought or did anything bad to anyone, you are pure Heeseung. I already imagined this but I wasn't sure, but at that moment I realized, I could feel, that nothing had changed, I'm sorry for having carried this forward even though I knew.
- Does that mean you'll be okay? - Happiness covered his voice as he held her tighter in his arms.
- Unfortunately, it's not like that. That didn't change anything, but this did. I'm unclean Heeseung, my body has become unclean, I signed my death warrant myself, I'm sorry. I regret that in order for us to be together for a small moment I had to separate us forever.
- It doesn't matter, I know that we will meet again, even if it's in another life and then we can be together. You will be my Y/N and I will be yours. - He stated, he wouldn't live in a world without Y/N as soon as they killed her he would follow her.
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The day had barely lightened when Y/N heard them coming, she knew her mark was on them. would alert that his body and soul had been contaminated by the darkness of his curse. She kissed Heeeung's lips one last time, avoiding waking him, before getting dressed and accepting her fate.
There would be a big ritual, like Y/N normally performed them, needed go after at least 5 elves who had purification powers to get at least close to the Y/N power level. They feared that the moment they killed her her darkness would spread throughout the kingdom, so they needed days to prepare the ritual.
When the day finally arrived, Y/N fell into despair upon arriving at the great hall. 
- No. Why? Why is he here? He didn't do anything wrong. Let him go.
Y/N screamed when she saw Heeseung tied up and gagged on the other side of the room.
- Heeseung had a duty, to protect the personification of purity. Not only did he fail in his mission, he was to blame for defiling the purest soul in this realm. - One of the 7 elves who ruled declared.
- He's innocent, it was me. That's my fault. myself I decided so, only punish to me. - She begged.
- I am really sorry. You are a threat to this kingdom, and he is to blame.
The guards took the two to the middle of the hall, their swords pointed at the two. 
Heeseung and Y/N looked at each other one last time waiting for death. When someone intervened for them.
- That's not necessary. - Y/N recognized the elf who spoke, she had already seen her once, she had the power to see the future.
- Do you see something? - The elf questioned her.
- Indeed, Y/n's soul and body are no longer pure. But the child inside her is. They must live, the child must come into this world, she is the one who will protect this kingdom from darkness.
Upon hearing this Y/N immediately looked at Heeseung as the guards released them. They barely finished releasing him when he immediately went to Y/N taking her in his arms. Nothing needed to be said for her to know that his happiness was not only because they were still alive, but also because of the child that would come. 
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Y/N and Heeseung were allowed to live, but because of Y/N's curse she had to remain isolated, but now she couldn't even leave her house, Heeseung insisted that even if he ran the risk he wouldn't leave her, so the elves who were called to perform the ritual, they had to work on an amulet to protect him. When the child was born, Y/N's curse would cease to exist and only then would they be able to have a normal life, but they didn't care, they were happy to know that there was a future together that awaited them.
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irondeficientf3r0ck · 9 months ago
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read the delicious in dungeon manga!!
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ruraljew · 2 months ago
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finally digging into kashrut and man it's such a beautiful thing
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no1ryomafan · 1 month ago
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I keep posting so much g Gundam shit that it’s annoying because I didn’t expect to be this hyper fixated + I should be in bed but ohhhh I’ve been caught up by this realization that I’m only gonna put via a dumb discord screencap (please ignore my name)
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compassmili · 1 month ago
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I kinda really hate how I've been treated throughout my life
#Entire life of abuse and neglect and mistreatment only to always be told none of it happened. To the point where I really struggle with#thinking that I made it all up or that I'm overreacting or faking or playing the victim constantly#I honestly try my best to move forward and I want to be happy. I see absolutely zero point in wallowing. Others can if they wish‚ but I wan#to enjoy my life at some point. I think I've gotten better the past year- In great part of my dearly beloved- but it's still so#deeply difficult. Interactions so commonly feel like a trap and there is the perpetual sense of being watched and monitored#I often feel like a prey animal that is cornered and my only options are to take it in fear and die or to lash out and hurt the other party#I think I'm not as mean as others in this system though LMFAO. I'm not like Roxas who once compared a friend of ours to our parents during#an argument.#<- Not to say Roxas is a bad person. He's a severely hurt and traumatized kid who kinda only knows how to lash out to protect himself#Sighs. It's complicated. I do not wish to be someone angry like Roxas or Lexi. But they actually talk back and stand up for themselves. And#the system as a whole. Whereas I fawn and take it and then wonder why I always want to kill myself 24/7#I don't really know how to speak up for myself because it really feels like every single time I do (Or just voice an opinion confidently in#a group) it goes horribly wrong and people get upset and angry with me#And then people being angry at me causes major fucking spirals because it reminds me of my mother and then I start feeling like I'm going t#be fucking berated and have a metal crate thrown at me again 😭😭😭 Or get kicked out of the car or given the silent treatment etc etc etc#Which is a me problem I need to get over my fear of people being mad at me because it's an inevitable fact of life but. Hashtag severely#traumatized and still actively being traumatized by multiple parties#And also being in my own head and existing is very fucking harmful! Being in a mind that is so aggressive and destructive... It's difficult#to just 'get over' my issues‚ you know? So whenever they come up I try to just isolate so I don't cause any issues#<- Unless it's my histrionic stuff acting up. Then I'm complaining like hell because it feels actually fucking painful to not be receiving#attention during those breakdowns#Anyways! I kinda fucking suck and hate myself right now and want to kms. But that's how I am 24/7 so whatever#tw suicide#⛪️
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helpimstuckinafandom · 8 months ago
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Me starting another bg3 run where I will make virtually all the same decisions in mostly the same order as if there isn't different branching paths
#the horrifying idea of things going differently if i choose something different#my ass sitting here wanting other content for it as if i'm not actively refusing to make the choices to get other content#i've still only romanced astarion bro#i had my og. the EXACT copy of my og but durge this time.#began a karlach run to romance wyll and am still in early act 1 so nothing will happen for a long ass time#and i left that because i missed my paladin. the party feels incomplete without them bro#started a rogue/fighter run of one of my ocs retrofitted into the game.#but also am incapable of staying true to the character cause i'll miss stuff if i do and i need to do EVERYTHING explore EVERYWHERE#nearly couldn't get over the hurdle of having no strength and no speak with animals (so karlach and wyll gotta speak to critters)#then just started a sorcerer to try to really push myself to branch out. but all it did was reaffirm that being a spell caster sucks#no jump cause no strength no health no armour no decent melee. like motherfucker pick a struggle#luckily that oc is into music so sorcerer-bard here we come#but every single one of these bitches is good aligned#(and anything i SHOULD do different i don't cause there's still different varoeties of good but alas)#still haven't romanced another party member (but that's not ENTIRELY my fault!!!!)#my og/og durge was the same person i couldn't just romance someone else. they got with astarion i don't make the rules#karlach WILL romance wyll if i ever get farther in#my rogue/fighter oc is heading the baldur's gate for his boyfriend and they have an open relationship so he COULD fuck other people#alas he would never due to his own issues#BUT THIS WILL CHANGE#my sorcerer/bard (who is the boyfriend of the rogue. just imagining the plot as if he was on the adventure or rogue was in baldur's gate)#and he WOULD fuck other people no strings attached#so my goal is to fuck all potentially non-monogamous party members#so lae'zel shadowheart astarion#wyll is a slow burn so that's emotional depth we wouldn't put in#gale is king or monogamy (plus him and this character together would make the rogur pass the fuck out)#karlach is complicated because of the no touch thing? hard to say how much emotional depth ends up required there#meanwhile shadowheart has mentioned she does no strings attached hook-ups#lae'zel propositions you ten seconds in for a good tumble#and from romancing astarion i know fucking the first time seems like it'll just be casual hook up time and i needn't go further
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darklight-owl · 7 months ago
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Root? Yeah I've played a couple times. What faction do I play? I've mostly gone with the birds- NO WAIT DON'T LEAVE! I'M NOT A FASCIST! THAT WAS JUST THE FACTION I STARTED WITH AND I HAVEN'T LEARNED HOW TO USE THE OTHERS WELL! I JUST LIKE THE GAMEPLAY STYLE! IT DOESN'T REFLECT MY REAL LIFE BELIEFS! PLEASE!
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gods-favorite-autistic · 24 days ago
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Trying to think of what sea animal Fabian’s selkie form would be (I said seal in my first post mainly cuz I wasn’t sure if they could be other animals at that point my selkie lore is pretty rusty) I feel like shark would be appropriate for Fabian specifically but also if he inherited it from Hallariel I feel like hers would be more like graceful or something? Idk any ideas
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mira0000000-blog · 5 months ago
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Touched blender again yey
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ravenwolfie97 · 8 months ago
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oh baby we're so back
#so i had. a somewhat cracked idea#so i had made some genshin ocs for fun a few months ago#and ended up getting way too attached to one of them in particular#and i kept thinking like man drawing them is one thing but i would love to see that oc as like an actual character in action#without manipulating the actual game of course. cuz that can get you banned and i don't want that ;3;#but then i was like wait. i could just mock it up in blender#because i've used blender before. i had to use it for a couple years in high school for art and animation stuff#and then promptly never really used it again except once in college for fun and it didn't stick#but now i'm like. super pumped about this#i want my vision to come true and by god i will do it#at first i was gonna use the genshin models for base part and started by looking up how people import them#but then i was like. oh yeah i could just draw it and then plop that into blender and just trace that essentially#which i forgot was a thing a lot of people do kjlkjlkl#but like i still want it to be accurate? or close at least#so like idk this isn't something i'm gonna be finishing in an afternoon this will be like. many months of work#but i'm actually rly excited about it man#this isn't getting into the animation aspect yet cuz that. will truly be tricky. cuz idk if you can import that data or not#from genshin i mean. like just slapping those animations onto the character at first#i think that either isn't possible or is more complicated than i would imagine#like. how many bones Do they have. makes ya think#but anyway i can't animate if i don't have a model so i'll cross that bridge first lol
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suddencolds · 10 months ago
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hi hi vanessa! what anime have u been watching recently? looking for recs to kill some time (may or may not also be for fetish purposes ehehe)
Hi anon!!! This is such a fun question, and I'm sad to say you caught me at a time where I have a very boring answer to it T.T It's already late April, but I've finished a total of two (😭) animes this year. (So few, I know! I wish I had more to recommend you 💔)
Between work and everything else, it's just been a hectic time... (I also have a couple I have to get around to finishing 😭😭 I've been putting off watching the last few eps of J//JK s2, because the friends that I've watched the rest of s2 with have been busy. I also started Fri//eren back in January; I just haven't found time to get back to it 😵‍💫)
I did finish Cher//y Magic! 🍒 (Though if you're sending me this message, I feel like you probably have already seen it around?). It's such a cute, fluffy romance/slice of life, that—despite its fantastical premise—is actually quite grounded, imo... a very cozy watch overall <3
I've also been wanting to watch Shi//guang Dai//liren (Link Click) at some point! I was also talking about watching Sa//saki to Mi//yano with a friend (if you're reading this, hi!)
Anime-wise, I have nothing to offer you on the snz front 🙇‍♀️ I have been very bad about setting aside time for myself to watch things. BUT if you ever watch any of the aforementioned shows, and want to talk abt them with someone... or if you want to watch/read something with me book-club-style... please feel free to hit me up :D
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whosname · 2 years ago
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Happy Jujutsu Kaisen season 2 day! White haired idiots, am I right?
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sonicprim3d · 1 year ago
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It really can be a pain forcing Archie lore and characters to be canon complicit sometimes lmao
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planetamarte · 1 year ago
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oh god. art block but only about drawing human people
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everwalldigan · 6 months ago
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To anyone who thinks Bruce has a clear and consistent favourite child I raise you this: it is infinitely funnier for Bruce to have a complicated and elaborate “ranking” system of his kids that only he’s privy to.
Picture this: Batman, dosed with truth serum, gets asked as a gag from one of the goons holding him captive who his favourite bat-vigilante is and instead of giving a straight answer, he launches into this whole explanation about the ranking system and who’s in the current lead, who’s hanging behind, etc. At some point (this is a mystery to everyone involved) a whiteboard appears and he starts explaining his system like he’s a football coach before an important match. Out of nowhere he starts pulling out little cardboard cutouts of his kids and pins them to the board. At some point the red string comes out.
Jason hasn’t killed someone in a week? Automatically promoted to favourite. Tim hasn’t caused an international incident in the past month? Puts him a few points ahead that keep decreasing the longer he refuses real sleep (20 minute power naps don’t count Tim! Says powernap inventor Bruce Wayne). Cass gave him a hug this morning and wished him a good day? Favourite until he gets a call from dick telling him (without shouting!!!!) that he’ll be there for this week’s Sunday dinner. Duke accidentally scratches the Batmobile? Demoted to the “in trouble” zone (which, honestly, that’s where his kids spend most of the time in😭). Damian did not attempt to free all the animals in the zoo they visited? Favourite. Until Bruce found out he was just trying to conceal the cat hidden in his room that Bruce explicitly forbade him from keeping.
Dick arrives at the family dinner with a busted shoulder and a bruise the size of Texas on his face? Gets demoted so far down that even azraeil scores higher than him. He’s in the “in trouble” zone for a constant month after that. Oh one of them survived an almost death? Favourite for at least the next week. At least. Multiple people survive an almost death? EVERYONES the favourite. The least favourite is the growing grey hairs on his head.
The end of day results are decided by who bothers to wish him goodnight and if all of them have fucked up in some way the past week then Jon (Kent) becomes the automatic favourite until someone cracks a joke that Bruce actually finds funny.
The favourite child changes daily, hourly even, and his kids are aware this system exists and keep trying to crack the code but he always Knows and just smirks smugly.
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lyxchen · 22 days ago
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Shout out to all the things I would do if I just had more time to be creative and do big projects/more creative hobbies on top of my already existing hobbies. Really wanna make wallpapers for shows i like, really want to crochet or sew cute little dolls of my favorite characters or make little clothes for my stuffed animals. I really want to paint stuff on my wall or try out book binding or make a bunch of little zines or collages or birthday cards. I have the materials and the motivation and probably also the skills, I just don't have The Time
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