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Part something of maybe 12 of the wheel of smut for my mutuals. I was on a roll and wrote like half of them immediately I think and now I have the other half.
This is for @namine-somebodies-nobody we like never talk but I see you in my notifs all the time and I love you sm. Bc of the prompt this is more modern time.
Prompt: him finding a horny posting blog that you run
Isaac knocks on your door. "Hello?" The door gets pushed open and he peaks inside. "Where is she?" He steps inside holding a small stack of books.
There was something she was looking for and so he pulled a few books from the library. He sets them on her desk and glances at her laptop screen.
It was on a site he hasn't seen before. He only meant to glaze over the words but then he was stuck reading it.
It was some kind of social media site from what he can tell, but it also seemed like a blog. The more he read the more he could feel his face warming up. Next thing he knew he hit the down arrow key and started scrolling through, barely noticing that all of these posts were by the same person.
Oh to ne pinned down and mercilessly fucked like caught prey
A day where I don't wake up with a cock prodding at my cunt is another wasted day
Wake me up by rubbing your cock against my pussy, slide it up and down, softly groaning in my ear as precum leaks from your angry tip, excited to slip into my wet hole.
Not to mention the sexual images. Some of the gifs he comes across are full on porn.
He keeps reading. He can't look away. The next is much more erotic than the last. What are you doing on a site like this?
The sound of the door being pushed open doesn't snap him out of it.
"Isaac? What are you doing?"
He jumps and starts to panic. He quickly turns around, his face quite flushed. "N-nothing! I-I brought you those books!"
He's so not good at this.
You see your laptop open and realize what he saw. You rush over and quickly close. "You weren't supposed to-"
"I didn't mean to look, I'm sorry!"
You're both in a panic. Your face starts getting warm as well. Neither of you are sure of what to say next. How do you explain that to him? How much did he read? What did he read?
"I-I have some things to do," Isaac does an awkward side step towards the door. Was he really going to act like he didn't just read that? "I will see you around dinner."
Isaac finally leaves the room, closing the door. You open your laptop again to see what he could have read.
"... He's going to think I'm a whore."
Isaac goes back to his room and sits at his desk. He has been teaching himself how to fix modern phones and has pieces all over his desk.
He can't concentrate however. Some of those posts keep playing in his head.
Pull my hair and fuck me til I pass out. Then keep fucking me
I love it when you grab my head and make me choke on your cock 💖
If you don't leave marks when you choke me, it isn't real
Did she write those? But he would never be that rough with you. Are you cheating on him?
"No! She would never. She wouldn't," his voice trails off as he rests his head in his hands. Maybe he isn't enough. Does he not please you enough? "Do I need to do more?"
More of the posts go through his mind, trying to imagine you and him in the scenario
Fucking her like she's only there for your pleasure and nothing else
Is that really how she wants to be treated? There's no way he read that right. There's no way-
You're a fleshlight, why would you need a safeword? I'm giving you what you want.
Actually there's no way he could treat you like that.
"Ugh!" He pulls his hair slightly and tries to relax. "Maybe...maybe I can try something. Maybe meet her in the middle somewhere."
He gets worried about him not being enough for you. He feels that he is disappointing you. The longer he thinks about it the more flustered he gets. He should just talk to you about it. Clear it up. But that's nerve-wracking.
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You get nervous when Isaac doesn't show up for dinner. Normally you wouldn't think twice about it, maybe he just got lost in his work. Does he not want to see you now?
You prepare a plate of food for him and go to his room. You don't bother knocking on his door and just push it open.
"Isaac? I brought you dinner," you come in with a tray and bottle of rouge.
He is still at his desk, his back away from you, still working. "Thanks. But I'm not hung-"
Before he can finish you set the tray on the desk, being sure it doesn't set on any of the pieces he has laid out.
"Of course you're hungry," he just doesn't realize it. You sit on his bed.
You both sit there in awkward silence for a few moments.
"About what you read-" now you get cut off.
"Is that what you are.. into?" He doesn't know how to word it. He's so bad about talking about this.
"I...I mean. Sort of," you look down. You might like it but it feels different to talk about it.
Isaac sets his tools down and turns to look at you trying to figure out where this conversation is going.
"You think it's gross, don't you?
"N-no! No no no!" He would never admit that anyway. He finds it a bit odd but if you are into it he would never say that.
Instinctively, his fingers twirl through his hair. You know what that means and you're trying to fight out how to get out of this conversation.
"Do I not do enough to... satisfy you?"
And now you're deeper into the conversation.
"No you do!" You quickly answer. You don't want him to get the impression that you have to think about it. "It's just that..." Now you are playing with the hem of your shirt. You're both nervous about this. "..but I would like to try new things."
"New things?"
"O-only if you're comfortable with it though!"
You don't want to make him do something too wild at first.
"What kind of things?"
You pause. What are some of the less kinky things you want to try? Which ones would he really be open to?
"Maybe pulling my hair. Choking. Biting me more," your voice is quiet. You talk about these things online with no issue so why is it difficult with your boyfriend.
You can tell Isaac is trying not to have much of a reaction. He knows these aren't even 'kinky' things. Sure he can bite you, but won't you pass out eventually? Pulling your hair doesn't seem too bad. But choking you? He's not sure he can do that. How is that enjoyable?
"I can try those," his voice is also quiet. You're not sure if it is because he's shy or unsure.
Feeling satisfied with how the conversation has gone, and not wanting it to get worse, you get up from his bed, taking a few steps to get closer to him to kiss him.
"Eat some dinner, okay?" You glance at the plate you brought him with the rouge alongside it. "Goodnight, I love you."
He kisses you back. "I love you too, goodnight."
He lets out an exasperated sigh once you leave.
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A few days pass since that very awkward conversion. You've been a little more cautious about how you leave your laptop. As uncomfortable as that may have been, you can't imagine if it was anyone else who found it.
But now Isaac is being a little more rough with you. His build might be small but maybe that vampire strength theory is true.
His door quickly shut and he has you pinned against the wall, kissing you. His hands are under your shirt, all over your body. Your hands are doing no different to him. Trying to get his shirt off.
One hand reaches down grabbing your ass. You press your body into his and moan in approval. His other hand grabs you and before you know it he's picked you up.
Your arms drape over his shoulders, your lips never parting until he drops you on his bed. The front of you feels cold without him against you, but you both quickly start to undress.
Isaac gets on the bed, getting between your legs, going back to kissing you. While you hold his face in place, he squeezes your tits.
It's not like he hasn't done this before but he feels as if he's trying to be rougher. In general he often forgets you aren't as fragile as you may look.
You can feel his tip, you try to move your hips like you're trying to get him inside you. One hand leaves your chest, dragging down your skin until it reaches your hips. He pushes you back down into the bed, holding you so you don't move.
You can't help but whine. You spread your legs wider, showing that you're desperate.
Taking the invitation he slides into you, both of you moaning. His thrusts start soft until he gets comfortable. Then he quickly gets faster and rougher.
That is not unlike him, but what you want is his hand around your neck. You didn't bother trying to ask, not yet anyway.
You try talking between moans. "Isaac.. p-pull my hair."
"How should I..?" He tried not to slow his hips down while he thought about how he's supposed to do it. Grab a fist full and pull? Go closer to the scalp? Top of the head, base of the neck? He's making this much more complicated than it needs to be.
You don't want to use words. Too much right now. "Like this," you smirk and grab hair at the nape of Isaac's neck and tug it back.
Oh that cute moan he made ignited something in you. You comb your fingers through his hair and tug it more, to show him how it's done of course, no other reason.
His cheeks were flushed. He's embarrassed to have moaned like that. But now he tries it on you. You exaggerate a moan to get him to do it more.
It's just that you have so much hair that he isn't sure if one place is better than another. He manages to grab hair from the back of your head and tugs it to tilt your head back.
You truly moan more that time. He seems to have an idea and grabs your hair in a way that he can tug your head to the side.
With his thrusts still keeping pace, he buries his face into your exposed neck to bite you. You moan louder and your hips buck up into his.
"Isaac!"
His grip on you tightens as he drinks your blood. Your blood is so addictive. He pulls his lips back and bites you in another spot, only taking a bit of blood from each wound.
Your moan was louder the second time. Then he did it a third time. He really wants to leave a mark on you.
The third time did you in. You don't think you've ever cummed so quickly.
Even after tightening around him, Isaac keeps thrusting into you. He licks each of your bites before letting your hair go.
You couldn't be bothered to try to get him to choke you this time. One step at a time.
He holds your hands to the bed, thrusting deeper. You felt like you could pass out from all those bites, but you didn't want him to stop. You forced yourself to stay conscious.
"I-Isaac," you whine is name, trying to reach up for a kiss.
He closes the gap, kissing you roughly. You can taste your blood on his lips. He lets your hands go to be able to touch your body, being rough with where he grabs.
You start to rock your hips with his to help you stay awake, any movement helps. Isaac starts moaning into your kiss.
His thrusting is getting rougher like he's getting more desperate. Your kiss breaks.
"Ahh- Fill me," you moan.
In moments his cum spills out into you. He bites his lip, not wanting to be too loud, but moans still spill out.
As his movement come to a stop, you both begin to pant. He looks at the bite marks, hoping he didn't hurt you too badly. Those marks were going to be there for a few days, and deep down you were hoping everyone would be able to see.
Your eyes flutter, finally wanting to pass out. Isaac gets off the bed.
"Let me get you something to drink."
He went to grab his clothes but you grabbed his arm to pull him back onto the bed
"Nooo," you whine. You hold onto him as if your life depended on it. "Stay."
Isaac puts his arms around you, rubbing your back, getting you to fall asleep in moments.
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#i started this may 8th#why did this take me so long? no clue#but i haven't been able to write anything to be fair#not from lack of ideas no#lack of everything else#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#ikevamp isaac#smut smut smut#i also want sure how to transition from 'the talk' to smut so there's that#i feel like you don't want to see his search history after that convo#love that i finished this in time for Arthurs birthday jfjfi
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Reverse de-aging AU where Damian goes from teeny tiny 8 year old assassination machine to 6’4 grown ass man.
He can throw Jason around like a rock and everyone’s sweating piss. Even better if he retains everything and he’s still regular Damian mentally.
Bruce has a Jason 2.0 except GRUMPIER. He’s not sure how he can explain pushing a giant brick shithouse on swings and carrying him around to the media.
“Damian, please let’s stay inside until we figure how to turn you back.”
“I’m legally not required to respect your parental guidelines and orders anymore, so, I’ll do what I want! And I want to drink alcoholic beverages!”
He tries one sip of Jason’s beer and chokes so hard he cries.
Jon is VERY concerned about this random man picking him up from school and demanding they have a playdate. He blasts him into a building, naturally.
#Damian: what job may I acquire with a 8th grade education and no work experience?#jason: cop#damian: I’d rather slit my throat. I’d rather be something respectable. l#he starts working at batburger and Bruce is STRESSED#damian wayne#bruce wayne#dc comics#jon kent#text post#batman#text#dc#batfamily
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I've read that Dream's eyes look like a lake surrounded by night, the stars reflecting on its surface. I thought that what if all of Dream's loved ones think about him whenever they see a lake at night.
I've never been the same since.
#it's actually from the 8th volume which I started reading today!#it's a paraphrase of one of the sentences in the first chapter#from my translation because english is not my first language#so it may be different from the original#the sandman netflix#the sandman comics#the sandman#dbda#dead boy detectives#dream of the endless#dreamling#death of the endless#calliope
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but i mean if kr can do it, then i-
#this is vee speaking#i quite literally got home yesterday and sat my ass down to draw him LMAO#my feed was a bit of a mixed bag of reactions tho lol#like i had a few people on my feed saying they might have to start coming to terms with a direction hypmic is taking they don't rly like#and it's a sentiment i have seen growing since the bp albums i think and maybe even earlier when the leaders rather quickly made up#one fan i saw was wishing to go back to the vibe of the 2nd drb and 8th live hype and they're a fan who likes to analyse kuukou#so they're wanting content to overthink and instead are getting gooner material and i may be big on both but i get it lol#hypmic probably needs to lock back in lol it's been too long since EVERYONE had food for thought and not just like bb rei and fp stans lol#maybe the thirst trap is kr tryna signal everyone to come back since they're announcing daddy canon is back--#hm??? kuukou has nip and belly button piercings in my art???#well whaddya know he sure does wow!!!! that's pretty based imo LOL#vee is arting
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i always forget how short marky is compared to everyone else.....
#what makes it funnier is dhes is not even that tall. literally only 5'7#5'8 on a good day#today i'm working on zip tie's death scene (hence...... marky)#then i have a roadkill scene to do & a red scene#& that might be it#i may........ do one more after that but i've already made 6 scenes so the edit is getting pretty long#i wanted to do more stuff with the side characters but i realized that most of their arcs are only loosely planned#& i don't want to make anything & then change my mind about it later#so i decided to only make scenes that are totally 100% set in stone in the story#i also wanted to try to include some lore about the actual apocalypse & how it started but i just don't know if i can make it fit#i'll probably need to do more than one of these types of edits tbh#which is fine actually bc these are kind of fun#this post is probably just gonna be about the main 7 plus cricket#cricket is like... the honorary 8th main character to me#my lil sad guy#rainyrambles
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reminders of the passage of time moodeboard
#my blog is in his last year of middle school. he'll be off to high school next year (at least I think so..? 13 yrs old is usually 8th grade#at least from my experience. 9th graders are usually 14. 10th are 15. etc. etc. and then you're in 12th grade#and graduate high school usually 17yrs old.) ANYWAY.. wow he is so ancient..#maybe he's still in a preteeny early teen emo phase or something.. I hope he gets some black and white striped armwarmers and black eyeline#r for his birthday. Maybe an MP3 player of course. Though because I don't really like most alternative music and he is my son he's actually#not allowed to listen to metal or pop punk or emo rock whatever stuff. I open the mp3 player and pre-stock it with only#disco and funk and classical music. he can have a little chiptune or techno stuff as a treat (sometimes emo adjacent maybe more#scene. I think a lot of scene kids were into that more.. emo's weird eccentric brother))#Also he starts taking iron pills his 13th birthday because he's probably incredibly anemic just like me#so on and so forth and et cetera (I'm just being silly.. I am not pro-controlling your children down to whatmusic they#listen to or etc.etc. lol)#THOUGH I love that it's in january... january is one of my favorite months if not my favorite. yeeaaay#just such a nice cool month. I like that it's the start of the year mostly and that it's sometimes snowy here. Like where I live nov - dec#isnt really actually snowy?? You always associate those winter Months with snow but I think snow happens later on this coast#so it's more like Jan - March or even april sometimes. Though that may just be climate change lol.. But it's cool that Jan is winter AND#ACTUALLY snowy. plus the Beginning Of Year vibes and energy.. hrm... nice nice.. ANYWAY#AND this is not even my first tumblr blog. I had a different one before it I think..#evviilll to be on one website for so long lol.. Very thankful that most websites I used to use as a 10 year old or whatever#are now defunct. There's something weird about how humans are just creating endless streams of words and pictures and all of this stuff#and it just goes out into the void and stays there long after the person themselves has forgotten it. not even like 'oh no what if i said#something bad!!' but more just the general sense of.. people create so much more ideas than they can actually hold in their heads. nobody#remembers exactly word for word every post they've ever made or etc. It's like parts of yourself that you've externalized and then fade awa#from you but they're still you but they're not so you just have little snapshots of yourself in time floating around entirely unbenknownst#to you. like making clones of yourself and then forgetting you did so but every once in a while going 'shit... there's clones out there..#of me and I don't even have track or awareness of them anymore.. what an odd concept..' etc. not EXACTLY like that ghbj..you know what I me#n.. or maybe you dont.. hrmm... ANYWAY#I am just now slightly recovering from my most recent mysterious illness spell and etc. so I would like to post more again and mAYBE even#do a costume if I'm being ambitious.. but after so many times of being randomly stricken by problems I'm now fearful of ever being too#hopeful lol.. always like 'I would like to go to the grocery store tomorrow! .... MAYBE.. if i CAN.. possibly... NOT getting my hopes up'.#etc. etc. etc. every statement has a caveat and a backup plan and so on and so forth and such is life.. anyway. happy birthday evil tumblr
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Every Tumblr user ever: I hate tiktok so much I wouldn't get near it with a ten meters pole
Tumblr every three days: Here's a brand new way we tiktokified your perfectly fine Tumblr this week
#Rant incoming feel free to ignore this#:(#Read the new @/changes update and I want to throw up.#What's going on seriously they were handling this website so well up to like a month ago.#What do you mean people who create an account after May 8th won't get a dashboard as default... Are you insane.#Did you hit your head or something#What is going on????????#“Some folks will start getting access to certain badges based on different actions/accomplishments” with all due respect. Kill me right now#What is this???????????????? This is even worse than all the recent stretching and highlighting on mutuals / followers.#I don't follow anyone leave me ALONE#Like seriously someone really needs to remember Staff that the best part of Tumblr is the low competitiveness–#that literally every other social lacks. They used to know back in the day???#And now it's all “Here's who follows you (((and by evident extension who doesn't)))”. Have you considered I DON'T WANT TO KNOW#Next update they'll hit you with a “follower count / likes / following is all public now btw 😊”#and that's going to be the day I'll disappear from the entire internet once and for all#Tbh I think I'm going to write some very polite but strong worded submission to staff or something.#I know chances are they won't even read it but things are so bad I don't want to leave anything untried#random rambles
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uh. the normal amount
#skye's ramblings#THAT TIME. IS MUCH LONGER THAN EVEN I WAS EXPECTING. UH. NICE#ibis says i started on the 8th n i know i finished it ON ray’s birthday so. a week <3 this is because i am SO fucking normal about ray#genuinely may be the longest ive spent on a piece that wasn't animated. i love ray the normal amount. yeah dont... dont even worry abt it
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also heard the dates of my exams today and if all goes well i will be done by may 24th... that is so close ????
#salisha speaks#then ill get my diploma in the week of july 8th#so i can basically start working after may 24th slay....#GRWAHHHEJEJWK everything is going so fast now idk how to handle it
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i think i wanna start taking a couple college art classes at my local school but aslo i want to throw up when i think about leaving the house but also imagine me regularly leaving the house with the intent to make art and learn and be passionate about art with other students and like ppl my age in general like i could make art friends
#the course starts on January 8th i think and then goes to sometime in may but like. imagine me in an art class.#technically its an acrylic painting course and a pottery course but id love to do either or both#omg you can go back and edit your tags on tumblr on a laptop wtf since when
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According to 6 different serious health/psychology pages I have BPD, do you think that means I should see a therapist?
#i've been thinking about the possibility for a while but never looked up symptoms because i was scared#and now it's starting to get out of hand so i finally did even though i originally didn't want to be officially diagnosed#for various reasons like the stigma in society and my health insurance knowing so all my future doctors will go back to their#'it's only psychological stop being so dramatic you're not actually sick' shit and invalidating me and my health problems in the past#some of them straight up refused to write a sick note for school when i actually had the flu back in 8th grade#so that's one reason why i don't want any mental illnesses to appear in my medical record#plus the cost factor because i'm not sure if the insurance would even cover everything but i might end up paying for it myself#if it means the health insurance won't be informed even if it's probably a lot of money#but in order to get therapy i need to get diagnosed by a professional so once i read into it a bit more i'll figure out how to tell my mom#and see if i'll call this one therapist in my town who apparently treats psychosomatic disorders#i'm sincerely sorry to everybody i've talked to recently (aside from casual fandom chatting) who may have noticed me behaving kinda shitty#advice is greatly appreciated because this hit me like a train and i don't fucking want this. like at all#i thought my switching between depressed and anxious and angry and empty and hyper was just. idk something else but not That#mel talks
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guys did i ever tell u abt my bestie in 8th grade. we were so fucking close genuinely attached at the hip and then we went into ninth grade and covid, and then i saw him again at senior hoco and it was great and then i saw him at senior prom and it was fucking nasty he ain’t even greet me even though we hung out w the same group of people the whole night.
#it frankly wasn’t that bad. he didn’t like. push me off the boat or anything#however i had such a miserable start to prom. twas salt in the wound.#he just overnight hated me. very sad !!!#there’s other things that happened that i’m omitting solely because i ramble a lot.#like. not to try and make myself look good- i’m not excluding anything i’ve done#the only interactions we had over quarantine were me reaching out like hi i hope ur doing wellll#it was literally between hoco and prom. he decided he haaaated me.#silly tho ! bc when i came out to him (in 8th grade) he just popped off abt how he could never like a trans guy#which was very odd.- hey did i ever mention that people used to always say i was flirting w their older brothers.#when i was like. in elementary school. and didn’t understand what that term even meant.#may b he thought i was flirting thats smthn that’s crossed my mind before. but i don’t think so#bc i had explicitly told him that i had crushed on him wayyy prior + currently wanted the best for him#but thought he was a loser (affectionate) and did not want to date him now we were besties. and told him this like#months before coming out. and besides y would u make someone coming out abt their perceived crush on u ?#if that was his train of thought. very very odd. but again i don’t think that was the case .#an e ways. so sillies !!!!!#just thinking abt that. i wonder if he got into the college he wanted to go to…
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i know generational gaps are bullshit because i told a coworker that i graduated high school in 2018 and she gasped in horor and went "i was a middle schooler..."
we are both gen z!!!
#shared generational experiences are memes lmao#may as well be gen alpha to me#gen z born after 2005 i do not relate to you im so sorry :)#anyway. feeling existential. i was an 8th grader reading bandom fic on wattpad TEN YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!#i started listening to kpop TEN YEARS AGO!!!???#i know i was born in 2000 and am genuinely not even a little bit old but GODDFUCKINGDAMN DO I FEEL LIKE IT#this interaction liteally happened like 4 days ago and i cant stop thinking Abt it. best years are behind me yadda yadda yadda
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THE SOLDIERS OF HALLA was released 14 years ago today!
#i've decided to start making these kind of posts for the anniversaries but i forgot tpor on the 8th. sorry to her#not my fault so many of these books were published in may
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so to do my testing i need a state id but to get my state id i need a social security card bc i lost mine so im waiting up to 15-20 days for social security to send me a verification number in the mail so that i can apply for a new social security card and then ill have to wait for that to get to me and then i can go get my ky id and hopefully not get in trouble for taking so long to get my id changed and THEN i can schedule my ged classes. and by then ill probably have finished my math and science ged readys which is good and ummm i think thats all. itll prolly be a permit rather than a state id so i can work on learning to drive since we have a nice Not horrible car . and then ill know how to drive which will be helpful to me even if it takes me a while to actually own a car... but itd be helpful to Be able to drive yk. even if i am quite late... and once i get all of that done then thats like finally finished and then i can get a job again and start saving up money for when i am ready to move out...
#and once i am Making money again ill feel better going to the dr for all of my stuff bc my mom says itd be covered by insurance but im#rly rly paranoid abt there being copays or something yk . so id like to Have money jic since i currently have. 3 dollars at all#but yes. and im rly lucky im able to live with my family bc like. they wont Make me pay rent they might ask for help which ill gladly do bc#1. yk and 2. i have been living here free of charge for almost a year 3. even all that aside i want the kids to be able to keep living here#and also be able to eat so idm helping with groceries and the mortgage or whathave you... and itll all be cheaper than paying rent at my#own place anyways so i can build up a good net AND ill have money to start donating again bc i hate not being able to donate it makes me#feel so useless. that was the best part of living in wa was that i Had money to be spending and donating was one of the like. bc i have a#lot of hangups abt money so pretty much spending any money made me feel sick and i had to punish myself for it BUT donating bypassed that.#not that the benefit of donating is that i can spend money without feeling bad but it is something i Want to do because i want to be able t#help however i can . obviously. i am rambling now but basically yes im excited to have a job again#idt ill have money to get people gifts this year for xmas Which sucks but hoooooooopefully i will have a job by february.......... dependin#wewill see how it all works out. im hoping february bc thats the start of the 1st wave of bdays. well . technically january is but thats My#bday so it doesnt count.... bc tag feb father mar weeman may. and then lamp sep and mother oct and i couldnt get either of them gifts and#Yeah i feel evil#BUT!!!! next year i will be able to afford everything all of it ill have money and a job and i can get ppl gifts i love buying ppl gifts#even tho im bad at it i fear. bc i dont have much experience last year was the first year i got to buy xmas gifts for everybody... and bday#for some even :] but ya. ive loved buying gifts since 8th grade which was the first time i was able to buy gifts for my friends bc my dad#gave me his credit card for the dc trip. bc we were on kiiiiind of difficult terms in 2018 LOLLL. so he was doing pretty much anything to#get me to talk to him again the perks of having to go to court against your parent. and also girl that restraining order was meaningless bu#whatever i cant think abt it or ill get kinda mad so were moving on Oh im cramping that sucks okayyyyy. anyways. YES so thats your connor u#date i think these tags are gonna get cutoff in a major way. wait nvm i only had like 22... ok well ending it here goodbye my diary
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I keep telling myself “I’ll just take a nap and do the important things when I have a little more energy” and I started that ideology a year ago and wouldn’t you know it, I still haven’t done any of the important things 🫠
#I have been unbearably exhausted for a year#a literal year#well no… more than a year#this current rut started on may 8th of last year I remember it exactly#uuuughhjsicnekdidbiwkx
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