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seadem-on · 4 months

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#i have a high fever #i started taking meds yesterday #i slept with a huge duvet despite the temperature being mild to warm #i was shivering and my hands started to get numb #i feel better today but I think I have an ongoing infection as I feel my temp rise again #on top of that it seems I cannot find any pleasure in attempts to carry out activities such as visiting new places and eating out #i don’t know whats up with me #therapist pls help #personal

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moeblob · 5 months

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Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos

Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)

#fe three houses #sylvain jose gautier #also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain #regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy #i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be #esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed #and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins #just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering #truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved #they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start #instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing

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sapphicsnzs · 6 months

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my allergies have been so bad the past two days and my nose has been buzzing

#snz blog #snz kink #snzblr #self obs #i had to take allergy meds yesterday and today and i usually don’t start them until may #like i’m so itchy and my nose is red cause i keep rubbing it #i’m also babysitting my friends cat and he sheds so much i don’t think that’s helping #i can’t be mad tho cause he’s the sweetest boy and he just wants some attention

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iero · 7 months

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Gonna start charging my family members when they tell me to 'Just calm down!' when I mention how bad my anxiety is, I swear to God. Like, pals, if I could do just that, I would! I'm cured! Thanks!

#personal #I've started taking the maximum amount of my anxiety med as I'm allowed starting yesterday.#And it's an 'as needed' med. Like I hope my doctor knows the past two-ish weeks have been an 'as needed' occurance.#The only one who kept quiet when I mentioned it is my aunt and that's because she's on a Benzo for panic attacks. She gets it. Bless her.#When I go to family get-togethers I always deal psychic damage. It never fails.

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faarkas · 14 days

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september quickly becoming the month of the 😀 emoji

#hil.txt #i have to start taking my blood pressure when i get home bc i’ve been stage 1 hypertensive every time my grandpa makes me test my blood #pressure LOL #today it was 135/88 i think and that’s uh. not so good. it might be related to the fact that i had a cold brew earlier.#but yesterday it was like 134/76 iirc and that’s like. barely better #but it rly freaked him out he was like UHHH THATS TOO HIGH FOR YOU ARE YOU FEELING OKAY and i was like IM FINE IM FINE #IT WAS PROBABLY A MISTAKE ITS OK (😬) and he was like idk about that 🤨#sigh. i want to be home with my cats so bad. and the dog. mostly eric GIVE ME MY COMPANION RIGHT NOW #my mom said he’s been surviving valiantly but he misses me ;__________; (he falls asleep on me every night at 10:30. clockwork. and if i #stay up he just sits and waits for me to finally go to bed.)#anyway i have not been this stressed out in a long time we r thriving sooo hard #earlier grandpa brought up my uncle and how he kermitted the other year and i told him we had his ashes and he lit up ;_;#anyway. i need to go home and take my meds so fucking bad. and play dinosaur game. GIVE ME THE NEW DINOSAUR MAP RIGHT NOW #just one more week………. 😭

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toastsnaffler · 19 days

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feeling very weird today 😖

#today & yesterday are the first tjme since i started medication like 4 months ago that ive slept in hours past when i usually take meds #probably juat bc i havent been sleeping enough so mt body is trying to catch up now i dont have thr pressure of work #but not taking my meds at their usual time. is making me feel straaaaange #i dont feel all that sick just rly Weird. anyway took some immediate release so that should kick in soon #tomorrow i need to wake up at 7 and take it then like usual or i fear my routine will becoming permanently Fucked.#which cannot happen bc i have to work!! full time!!#god i rly want to fall back asleep but thats the fucking devil talking ik ill feel so awful but no meds working yet im so tired #the struggleeerrrr. forcing myself to go eat something brb #.diaries

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shinyevie · 24 days

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I'm getting #medicated again

#i forgot to mention that yesterday. i started taking my new meds yesterday and today im a little bit extremely scattered all over the place #reading is a lot more difficult for me right now 👍🏿

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thats-a-lot-of-cortisol · 25 days

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Using my brain like a metal detector to figure out what the FUCK it wants to do

#*shakes brain* what do you want??? food isnt working acnh isnt working weaving isnt working #im gonna fucking riot #im understimulated but just listening to a video feels OVERstimulating #i get bored & tired two minutes after starting a thing #but i want to do SOMETHING #i was in bed almost all day yesterday b/c i couldnt get myself to do anything else for more than. like. an hour at a time #or maybe less (it felt like less anyway)#i do NOT want to do that again #if my new meds dont do anything to help istg (im not gonna do anything im just gonna be upset)#depressions a bitch and i hate it!!!#im tired but i got a good amount of sleep the past few nights so its not from that??? i know its the Mental Illness but. still #i do NOT want to just take a NAP all DAY i want to DO things when im OFF from WORK #is this what it was like pre-meds??? b/c if so HOW #i legitimately dont remember #personal #jay rambles #mental health cw #depression cw #im. so fucking tired of this shit if the new meds do the thing where it makes things worse for the first few weeks #im still not gonna do anything im just gonna be upset about it. and there's a real chance i wont be able to work full hours #which i cant afford atm #i MADE SURE i had enough food for lung and i havent had half of it b/c i started and my brain went “mm no you're full actually”#(i very distinctly am NOT full. but now it has a bad Mouth Feel and im going insane)#(gonna try knitting next to see if that works)#food mention

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shirogane-oushirou · 2 months

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trying my absolute damnedest to avoid the urge to start working with my freshly-glued fabric hair pieces and just. let them dry overnight. like they SEEM fine to touch but... play it safe dummy....

anyway. hie. back in plushie hell. this fabric sheds like a motherfucker <3

#glued my patterns onto thicker paper and cut it all out yesterday and today #and started doing the pieces that need to be glued #bc 'sewing two pieces when both sides are visible' unfortunately isn't viable w plushies at this size u_u i tried u___u #(if i have it in me to make a fumo after i finish the smaller ones i might try again tho since that'd be bigger...)#but yeah. got a bigger lap desk and found an inclined pillow in a closet for posture so hopefully i won't run myself ragged again #from shrimping so hard ksjndkfjnsd. still might take a long while tho... i have doc visits almost every day this week LMAO #and some med tests i'm nooooot excited about. so. when i get home from them i might just browse online all day idk!!#though in that case maybe i can do a bit more reblog catch-up hghghghgh ;;;;#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]

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mossy-covered-bones · 6 months

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Wild how much more tired i am when im medicated. Not even just right after i take my meds, its All Day. Like i never thought i was that hyperactive, but its… its Significant

#im switching to taking my adhd meds at night bc they make me sleeby af #and ive been like. up and down all night since i started them so i could use the sleep help #so i havent taken anything today and even though ive barely slept i felt more awake than yesterday on the same amount of sleep #sev rambles

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hamartia-grander · 3 months

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Hey did you guys know if you don't eat all day and also take adhd meds and then drink a mixed vodka drink you get drunk super quick like after like three or four sips. Did you know that. Don't do that.

#Luckily I was w family but like.#And NORMALLY I would be like YEAH NO SHIT STUPID HEAD. BUT!!! couple things happened #I slept through my alarms -> had to rush to pick up my sister -> had to pack and then rush out the door -> remembered to take my meds!#-> but I forgot to eat -> my meds made me not hungry so I further forgot to eat -> I was promised it wasn't strong (it was a lie)#-> not really my mom's fault she didn't make it and thought it was just a shot but she tasted it and was like WOW that's strong... Woops...#-> I took a few sips and felt like I was lightheaded and then the feeling didn't go away and in fact it got worse and I started #feeling like I was gonna pass out but also like I was fine but also like I was spinning #I of course started freaking out which made it worse #I was okay within an hour but damn it sucked I never want that to happen again #Also this happened yesterday lmao I'm fine now

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moeblob · 1 year

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Hello! I'm here with ~another~ text post!

I unfortunately had assumed "ah yes, The Anxiety" has been my problem recently but in fact, no. It was The Depression! (or a combo, super likely!) Due to this, I will be taking a brief mental break from posting art here. The break may be three days, might be a week. Truly a mystery even to me.

I will be drawing daily so when I return I should have multiple pictures to show off which I will separate in posts by fandom. Drawing really helps calm me down unless I get to the point where it feels like a performance obligation which it currently feels like.

I appreciate your patience and I hope to be okay enough to be back soon.

(also, my ask box on this blog has been disabled until I return)

#moe talks a lot #not art #i feel like a take like some random mental health week every year but hey it helps take pressure off #and if i dont have to worry about pleasing everyone then i start to doodle more - at least in the past #sorry for all my anxious tags yesterday i just kinda like uh #dont have the energy to do much except think so my thoughts kinda spiral outta control and zone in #on like one silly little topic and one silly little comment ive gotten in the past #and if you follow me on twitch and see me start streaming yeah thats to get a social aspect in shhh #i like streaming doodles and it really relaxes me which means i might stream a fair amount while i recover #tfw you try to treat Your Anxiety with medication and it doesnt really work bc its not anxiety issues #but its a med that makes you mellow so then your depressed and mellow yeah thats been me lately oops

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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I can’t believe that exercise really does do numbers for your mental health. that’s kinda fucked up omfg 😔

#to think yesterday I wanted to *** so so badly #and today me and my family went on a walk #my nieces picked some flowers and let me hold their sweaty lil hands #I did some yoga and stretched my back and arms #and I just felt so relaxed today especially after how low I had gotten yesterday #I’m also taking some natural meds and I think they’re helping a lot too #that’s so fucked up bc why does exercising and going outisde really work #I wanna start regularly going on walks but i know someone isn’t gonna want to go w me every time #and I get anxious walking outisde by myself after my dog got attacked some years back :(#but on those days I can get on the treadmill and sunbathe maybe!!!!#sorry i’m rambling #okay time to read before the sleep meds take me out ^_^#—in store chit chat! 🍫

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iero · 2 months

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I don’t know if I should be super thankful and feel loved or just be annoyed that my mom, grandmother and my aunt have all been texting me EVERY DAY since my psychiatrist appointment asking me if I’ve taken my meds.

#personal #I am thankful and I appreciate them caring but every day…?#I did appreciate yesterday’s messages though because I almost forgot.#It’s like on work days I always take my meds on my lunch hour. On my days off it’s just when I remember.#I need to start setting an alarm I think.#I also don’t have the heart to tell them to stop because I know they mean well.

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sudokuplayer · 4 months

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i'm so angry and heartbroken and i think this is all i will ever be

#no it's not pms :( Jeremy is still missing and i haven't slept well waiting for him #it's getting so cold too #all my ''''progress'''' this year means nothing to me #also my sister is here because she didn't have to work yesterday and today and my brother video called her not knowing she was here #and when she picked up he was all cheerful and happy and it sounded like they video call often #(he texted me only a few times when he moved to the north and not a single time since he moved to Argentina)#and when he realized she was here he sort of got quiet and asked if i was around and she pointed the camera at me which always makes me sic #so i didn't look or wave and i didn't say anything and he said “she's got he headphones on” and my sister said no lol and it was awkward #then she told him we are all sad about Jeremy and said me in particular #i've been so sad and moody and angry #i can't do anything because of this anguish i feel #can't read or watch movies because i can't concentrate #i watched the emperor's new groove the other day to cheer up a little but it made sad #nostalgia doesn't work for me when i'm down like this because i see through it lol and i remember i spent my whole childhood scared #i remember i was certain something bad would happen to me (and it did but not as tragic as what i was scared of)#i'm rambling. i should be journaling instead #...#Keanu is with me now and i can't even look at him without tearing up because i start thinking about Jeremy #it's so cold and he's probably hungry. if he's even alive #the cats are all i have. i spend more time with them than with the only 2 humans i can interact with without throwing up (mom and sister)#you know how they say cats mirror twhe personality of their humans :( Jeremy is exactly like me. my mom and siblings used to joke about it #he hides when people come over to the house:( he pees himself when strangers touch him :(#we have the vet come over so we don't have to take him out of the house #and the vet is the only person he's forced to see. he pees himself when she touches him too #i can't stop thinking about how he's doing if he's still alive because he gets scared so easily and he's so anxious #i'm so angry because i should go outside and look for him but i can't even picture myself out of this house #i feel so betrayed too. because one thing is my stupid sick head thinking there's no amount of therapy or meds that could work for me #but why is my family listening to me when i say these things. why don't they get me lobotomized or something #maybe it is a bit of pms #📓

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imwritesometimes · 7 months

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nothing like waking up and immediately having horrible migraine aura followed by a horrible fckn migraine to just completely derail all the plans you had 😖

#last week was very very VERY stressful & busy and a lot of my day to day shit fell to the wayside #and yesterday was really good in terms of getting back to normal! I was like hell yeah crushin it!#and then I started getting the tell tale pre migraine headache last night and I was like I'll take meds to combat this now! try and prevent!#lot of good that did me! haven't had the aura shit in a while fckn doozy of a day had to scrap everything and crawl back into bed #feel slightly better? vision still isn't uhhhh... like I wouldn't drive rn lol but at least it's a little better #head is still fucked but it'll probably be that was until tomorrow #god I hate this I know it's from the massive weather change coming gonna rain for a week straight 😞#and because I'm so fckn old now AND have nerve damage my whole body is just FUCKED from going back to cold ass weather #I did find out today my brother and I experience different migraine auras though which was interesting #still can't wear my glasses tho so lmao def can't drive or do practically anything at all 🙃#just now able to look at my phone (only apps in dark mode fck u tumblr for being one of the only apps that has dark mode)#can't even brainstorm on fic which is killing me I can only sit like a potato and just exist #brain cannot imagine things only pound pound pound #erin explains it all

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