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Sometimes I start writing fics I'll never finish because what I really want is to wax poetic about death and dying
#i start writing fics and then suddenly were talking about parasites and thr evolution of fish subpopulations#so i dont really want to write the fic. i just want to talk abt ecology topics :-/#so everything is out of character bc i dont care enough to write well and so i resolve to never finish the project#even tho i think the ideas r neat and i think with 100% certainty that no one else is gonna write the fic bc im#the only one who wants it#writing takes too much time and id rather b drawing#i say as i spent another day of my spring break rotting in frustration and not accomplishing anything#fun or productive. ugh. i just want to write terrible poetry. how embarrassing.#unrelated
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gtober 2: mask giving muse some new objects to play with. the mask be tragedy, but the face behind it is certainly a comedy
#i spent too much time on this but i dont care#i lvoe this so much#im happy#gt#gtober 2024#gtober2024#gtober#sfw gt#g/t#giant/tiny#giant tiny#sfw g/t#g/t community#ollie doobles#handheld#g/t handheld#gt community#gt fluff
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im nothing if not predictable
#femurs art#furry art#pathologic#artemy burakh#whatever i spent too much time on this. ill main tag it idc#i realized i was over rendering half way through and decided to give up because i dont care#this was supposed to be a sketch i dont need it to look good#maybe ill draw a clara + daniil furry at some point but idc dont count on it
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the red scorpion 🦂♥️ ( ig | twt | fb )
#if yall can like and comment on this on instagram (link in caption) too id appreciate it <3 maybe tag bez on the comments too if u want#sooo many mistakes on that aprilia bike but i spent too much time on it so im gonna include a close up of it#im still here (bez's red and black bike and suit combo during barcelona test) if anyone cares#i loved it so much i had to lock in for this fanart#my fingers are cramped bc of this btw lol i dont have a pen for my tablet so i just fingered this shit#marco bezzecchi#bezzecchi#mb72#fanart#motogp#my art#motogp art#eobsinj#digital art
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hi, i joined tumblr again just to geek out about how much i LOOVEEEEEEEEEE twisted wonderland. it has given me the will to survive so here is my first silly contribution that i spent way too much time and effort on i apologize. it's the haunted house pictures because i am the most original person ever. it brought me happiness so its a win for me.
#twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst#twst wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst shitpost#twst funny#i dont remember how to tag#seriously i spent way too much time than i care to admit on this
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happy belated birthday to the devil that cursed my dick
#whb#whb satan#what in hell is bad#cliff png#spent too much time on this the sketch dump i wanted to do will have to happen another time....#missed a detail on this also but i dont think no one is gonna notice or care...its gonna bother me tho#but this is already late bc i wasnt feeling well...atp its gonna count for my birthday pic for myself too so hbd to me#alright im scurrying back off (＞＜*)ノ~~~~~
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I'm so heavily anti-advertising that all pitches sound goofy silly to me/I can never take them seriously, so I have no idea how I'll manage to to advertise my game even if I do finally finish it soon-ish lol...
#Especially how so much modern media advertising is like... getting people excited about random tropes and stuff like#''Do you love enemies to lovers? Do you love sad stories that make you do a heckin CRY? Do you love big stupid dumbo muffin cake#sinnamon roll babies who are too good for this world? Have you ever wanted to read a blah blach blah" whatever stuff and it's like#... i cannot type that... I couldnt do it.. I couldn't even think of how to do it ghbjhbjh#I am such a literal person... Like I love when an advertisement is just like 'This product works well. Look at it. Buy it if you want. Ok'#You know what makes me want to read a book or watch a show or play a game? Reading a detailed plot synopsis or the full wiki page#for it and then deciding 'yeah I wouldnt mind sitting through seeing the events I just read about happen in more detail' lol#OR aesthetics. since I do often watch things JUST for the set/costume design. Sometimes I will watch stuff literally#just because I saw a picture of a costume in it that looked really cool and I want to sketch costume looks whilst watching#But aside from appearance like... little bullet point break downs of things that are in a story just ... do not do anything to me at all.#And i just hate 'selling' things to begin with. I don't want to have to convince people to like something.. they should just... like it...#LOL.. like.. just be born liking it. just like it automatically please. Dont make me beg to you like a weird little freak. So many commerci#als seem weirdly desperate and manipulative. Like those Truck/Car commercials that will have like a freaking dog crying and#a war vet in a wheelchair with the american flag in the background and a family hugging around a christmas tree or some shint and its#just like oh my GODDD... shut UPP.. you could literally not be MORE blantant about just trying to prey on peoples emotions to build#some sort of fabricated positive association with your product/brand.. begone.. Or brands having their own twitters where they post#~~relatable content~~ as a means of shallow audience endearment GGGRR..... ANYWAY.. hhrgh...................#Maybe that's something I can ask playtesters I guess like.. I feel like I don't know my own audience very well because I am not#much of a media person?? ironically.. Like I do enjoy MAKING media. But I've never been in a fandom. I've never read fanfiction. I've never#spent much time in those spaces. I've just never really had the inclination and don't personally derive much joy out of stuff like that#(since I'm already so focused on my OWN world and projects its like.. hard for me to even find the time and mental energy to expend on#others). Even when I finish a movie or game and really like it.. I just kind of like...move on? and don't really dwell on it much? At most#I will get into the worldbuilding of a piece of media and read the wiki for a while or watch Lore info or critical analysis videos. But I#never really care for or attach to the characters or the plot itself very much. So I feel like.. the way my brain works. I'm just not as#good at approaching things from that angle? Kind of like how if you're a lifelong vegetarian whos never eaten meat - you might#struggle to write an ad for fancy brand of steaks bc you'd be like... idk what meat eaters are even looking for? whats the selling point??#Which I'm not saying that I wouldn't play my own game. i AM definitely the audience for it. But it's more like.. I would play it for my own#very niche specific reasons that I think are different from what MOST people might want to play it for. So I need to somehow#tap into the minds of the Majority who play things for Normal Reasons than pure lore collection or whatever lol.
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I hate the development of clark and lois's relationship I hate it! They went too hard on clark lana and then put no effort into actually taking advantage of the chemistry between clark and lois and building their relationship past their fond antagonism -- they totally just rest on the fact that everyone knows clark and lois are meant for each other in the lore and it pisses me off!!
#sv rewatch#same for clark and lex tbh like clark spent most of season 7 umming and ahhing#and then they come together at the end in time for lex to find out his secret and try to kill him to 'save the world'#the relationships on this show are criminally underdeveloped and repetetive#yes i AM expecting too much for a 2000s show in this year of 2025 i dont care!!
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one more day of overtime in a row and im actually gonna commit a crime
#BROTHER IN CHRIST I DONT FUCKING WANT TO STAY UNTIL MIDNIGHT IN HERE BECAUSE IM NOT MENTALLY DERANGED LIKE YOU ARE#JUST BECAUSE YOU SPENT TOO MUCH MONEY BECOMING A RESEARCHER AND YOU HAVE TO GET EVERY#PENNIES WORTH DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO DRAG ME IN IM JUST HERE FOR THE DOLLAR I DONT#WANT TO DO RESEARCH IN THE FUTURE#anyways i dont have food and by the time this shit will end the only cheap store nearby will be closed and i will#have to go to waitrose (for non uk - expensive posh store)#anyways im filled with anger because i dont have time to do my hobbies nor to write my essay#this is a cry for help#please god smite my supervisor and make him realise I don't care about the science
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good thing sora doesnt ask questions
#kingdom hearts#kh3#i cant believe nomura killed them#fun fact i dont know what nomura looks like and was too lazy to look it up for a shitpost#doodles#shitpost#sora#not tagging the winnie the pooh characters#good the winnie the pooh kh worlds are always so good but 3 is like. mmm#but still 'im trying to think of a way where you dont have to leave me' was so good actually#<- thats probably not the quote but u get the idea#i have no comments about it in 1#in 2 it was so good#with 3 idk if this is intentional or not but it feels like its a bit about sora like. growing out of it#like hes older now theres so much serious stuff going on#now it feels like a waste of time instead of time spent with friends#yknow yknow?#like. it feels like growing up and realizing you dont care about the stuff you used to anymore if that makes sense#i hope if its in kh4 they have a plot continuing w something like this#was talking to my sister about it and i said something like. i hope kh4 is about reconnecting to things you used to like#like rediscovering the joy in things you decided were childish#idk this is a silly little shitpost about how nomura took a bunch of the cast out back with a shotgun#but also this is like. the one opportunity im gonna get to talk about this world so!! yeah
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fuck the new year, everyone say happy birthday ichiban kasuga!!!!!
#rambles#yakuza liveblogging#my 2024 was pretty shit overall but im glad i spent much of it falling down the yakuza rabbithole#ive been in desperate need of a story-heavy series to sink my teeth into since my ffxiv fixation has cooled off#and yakuza perfectly fit the bill- got a hell of a lot of bang for my buck too#and while much of the fun of the yakuza games comes from the characters & drama & humor etc some of the themes hit home#y7 & y8's themes were particularly well-timed for me personally#'rock bottom doesnt have to be all bad' + 'as long as youre alive its never too late to change' are pretty poignant ideas for me rn#even more so now than when i first played them back in feb/march#as i just had a birthday that increased my age to a number that i dont much care to think about#but i just need to keep reminding myself that it literally does not matter how old i am#all i can do is try to become who i want to be in the present#i will always wish i'd done it sooner but that regret will only ever get worse the more i stall#and it isnt worth agonizing over the time i've wasted up until now because there's literally nothing i can do about it#anyway. my expectations are low but here's hoping 2025 isnt aggressively awful
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I think the annihilation movie is solid albeit flawed and at times really fantastic BUT now having read the book, while I largely like that the movie and book have so little to do with each other, being able to compare the two now did make me realize how much less interesting marital problems stemming from infidelity are compared to marital distance stemming from an inherent difficulty to emotionally connect with other human beings despite one's persisting loneliness
#when i watched the movie that was the weakest part i found#the relationship between the main character and her husband. i thought too much time was spent on it#and the affair plot felt a little tired. i dont think its impossible to make it interesting but i didnt care for it here#the book had a more interesting relationship between the biologist and her husband i found#more thematically relevant too. although i guess adapting emotional unavailability into film is. difficult#particularly in a current usa film industry that doesnt seem that interested in dialogue?#i still enjoyed a lot of the movie tho. but MAN the biologists character in the book was FANTASTIC#but i like when adaptations are really different from their source to the point of being separate#its like . fuck yeah. two things!!!!
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Stayed up too late and now I’m scared
#I’m fine. I’ll be fine#I’m gonna dieeeeee I will be behind on school work!!!#actually anxiety canceled it’s now time to be a bitch#not even really but this person I went on a weird date with I thought it’d be chill if we stayed friends and I straight up don’t like them#first date was fine. we talked a lot and they spent the night BUT we didn’t have sex or even kiss#we cuddled in the morning a little but that was also weird. since then I have not loved our hangs#I feel like they aren’t nice Enough to service workers and make weird judgy comments and the last time we were out their backpack was sooo-#in the way of the staff at the restaurant and it didn’t need to be and they just like let their hair get EVERYWHERE and it’s nasty#I showed up 20 mins late to our last hang#I barely text them back and it’s ALWAYS them reaching out first and I do one text responses#but they just texted asking to get drinks on Sunday if I’m bored. NO? also I think they didn’t let me pay on the first date#one of us has to or it’s not a date to me. we take turns or we’re not even friends#and we’re not really friends the hangs are not that fun like maybe I’m just too much of a sweetheart but. the conversations are dry#its like coworker talk to me. that’s not fully true it’s sometimes more interesting but it’s also so nothing#whatever I could communicate better but I think I’ll just ignore the text bc the only thing I want to send rn is ‘busy’#I wish they would drop it but also that makes me feel kind of hypocritical as someone who tries to reach out to people a lot#also for those who don’t know I almost always fuck on the first date - the fact that they came home n we didn’t have any sex?#we even talked abt practicing safe sex so we acknowledged that we both have it. we just didn’t. I dont wanna with them but still how boring#‘if you’re feeling bored n wanna get drinks again or smth’ shut uuuuup!!! i don’t know you and I don’t respect your time!#they deserve better bc i literally don’t care abt them or respect their time. like if i were them id drop me.#thats not negative self talk or anything either i just have been a bad friend cuz I don’t care. so go talk to sm1 else!
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really need to sleep but. I just feel too happy :'3
#mole talks#i accidentally spent way too much time playing and having fun today :[#i drew so much and didn't revise for my spanish speaking exam#now i will walk into school tomorrow and probably not get as good a grade as i could've#but honestly i just dont caree. im good at spanish its gonna be alright#they can never take me down. im just too much of a silly individual to be taken down#wow normally i can't sleep because sadness but right now i can't sleep because happiness#sigh . shakes you chews on you#(affectionate)
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#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers#literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live#so you may be subjected to some nonsense#that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings#the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass#the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that#the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check#im joking of course dont quote me on it#jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well.#'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me'#also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml#jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated#a character with many moving parts im sure#there were a few things i did not care for#namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion#i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense#i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on#all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family#so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me#which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean#i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest#uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him#andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck#two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other#the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier#but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited#uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably#pedestrian#not necessarily in a bad way#it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters
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I had a totally normal reaction to someone commenting on Tithe's CharacterHub profile this morning.
#art#hux noise#ocs#webcomics#comics#memes#i spent too much time doing things but i dont care#i am now FREE from these thoughts haunting me#tithe
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