#i should probably delete this lmao
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okay last rb inspired me to Overshare with y'all so! fun fact about me! my older sister and I were Bad Kids and one day we literally smoked an entire pack of my dad's cigs (I feel like there's no way we were actually inhaling tho?? I hope lmao) while he was napping with my baby brother. like using the burners on the stove to light them, then we ran out of his cigs so we tried lighting socks on fire (didn't work), then moved on to papers we found. she had me hold them & told me when to blow them out but didn't tell me to SO my hand literally caught on fire and I got second degree burns. much later in life I learned we were burning fucking BILLS omg.
ANYWAY. that's the story about how I developed asthma at 5 years old babeeey
#my poor dad dude!!!#mans was exhausted watching a toddler and two Bad Kids while his wife was dying#idk why I'm sharing this but! i think it's kinda funny#my life is a joke and im the punchline#omg that also reminded me in middle school my friend gave me a pack of cigs and i literally smoked one in my bedroom#with the window closed.?? then ran ariund the house trying to make it not smell bc im a fucking idiot#i somehow don't have asthma anymore but phew what a dumb life#but omg can you imagine youre taking a nap with your 2 y/o & wake up to ur kid on fire????#i should probably delete this lmao#rAMbles
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if anyones wondering what the vibes in the archives in this au are in my head:
This random guy swans into the institute:
1) marked by so many of the fears you'd think he was collecting them,
2) Sneaks up on an Omniscient Avatar Of A God Of Fear, and
3) Baffles a harbinger of death because he Cannot See This One What
and he somehow walks out with a job because the afformentioned god of fear wants to know What His Fucking Deal Is.
Chaos Ensues.
#debated whether that should be a mechs hoodie or a grifters bone hoodie and in the end i thought the GB hoodie was a funnied visual#im probably gonna delete this#and redo it#i just. Needed To Get This Stupid Idea Out lmao#and also coz its late and like a FOOL i forgot tims scars lmao#archivist!gpt#gunpowder tim could be an avatar for the dark the desolation slaughter the buried hunt the end the extinction or the eye in this essay i w#hes has ✨️range✨️#my art#the-aurora-strikes-again#tma#i rly need 2 finish the magnus archives “:)c#im 90~ episodes in#i also wonder if he could catch out the not!them and the distortion and such. hmmmmm#in which case All Of That then later he accuses an archival assistant of Not Being Real lmfao#gunpowder tim#cw scopophobia
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Why do you think Hayley is at fault for the lack of development for Tyler and Bonnie?
I never said she was. I hate when some of you find my old posts and the point goes straight across y’all heads. I did say it’s unfair that the writers seemingly had no problem creating plotlines and showing them for a werewolf arc when it came to Hayley opposed to Tyler. It’s not like Michael Trevino wasn’t apart of the cast for 4 years by the time Phoebe Tonkin got her role. It’s not like Tyler and his family wasn’t an introduction to werewolves right? Get the picture?
I get it Hayley was intended to be Klaus baby mama. That was the plan and arc destined for her character and that isn’t an issue to me. The issue for me in relation to Bonnie is that again, Kat Graham was there for 4 going on 5 years by that point. Bonnie isn’t even seen in the same dynamics of desirability that Hayley (just like Elena and Caroline) received. Hayley got into the plot followed her selfish ass motives which is good for her. Then she got to have this great sex with another character that pushed her storyline further while lessening Tyler’s. Now, see Bonnie didn’t even lose her virginity by that point. Sex and relationships were far from her mind. Though Hayley comes in and immediately gets a hook up. Remember when Bonnie lost her virginity and she was in physical pain. Remember her other steamy sex scenes? Wait—but you know Hayley’s and her multiple relationships.
In short: none of it is Hayley’s fault per se as she doesn’t write the show lmfaooo. But I’m not going to pretend Phoebe Tonkin didn’t have some privilege (as other actors did) either.
#yall irritating as hell#and imma probably delete this 🖤#if Hayley is truly at fault for something it’s for not having boundaries with Jackson lmfao#he gets attacked for saying or doing things in relation to Hope as if Hayley wasn’t treating him like a backup option for Elijah 😭#her body her choice and she should love whomever feels right BUT lol bashing Jackson as if Hayley wasn’t continuing said relationship with#him? what was he supposed to do?!?!#Hayley Marshall#tyler lockwood#bonnie bennett#i could’ve complained about how Bonnie couldn’t even have a family member around for a couple eps and Hayley got multiple people she can see#as family but i didn’t lmao
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Why is it every time I want to hear a female share her opinion about something online, she's doing her makeup? It makes me so fucking sad I can't even lie... I want to consume content 99% by women, but I also want to avoid makeup and beauty content, so where does that leave me?
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Heathcliff and Hareton. To me
#This is why I love them so much lmao#Satoru Gojo#Megumi Fushiguro#I think I'll tag this way to make it coherent with DN and PH#I talk too much#Jujutsu Kaisen#I should probably delete this later#Or maybe not. Maybe I'm keeping this post#'of the two options he was the better one' <- literally Heathcliff and Hindley lmao#Heathcliff#Hareton Earnshaw#Hindley Earnshaw#Wuthering Heights#Sorry‚ I had to
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Way to Dawn and X-blade Particle effects comparison
I don’t know if anyone’s mentioned this yet, but I was recently watching a BBS play through when I noticed- Hey. The particle effects for the X-blade looked REALLY similar to Riku’s Way to Dawn. Like. Pretty much EXACTLY THE SAME, besides the color as they are fading.
I’ll post some images here for comparison
X-Blade effects, Vanitas fight BBS:
(Sorry for the awful image quality lmao)
Riku’s Way to Dawn, Kh2:
I can’t be the only one who finds that really really weird, no?
The end part of the animations does have some differences, but really only in color. Even the shape they form as they fade away is exact.
X-blade, Vanitas:
(Sorry Ven- it’s for science-)
These ones are an orange/yellowish color
Then for Riku’s Way to Dawn:
Kh2:
His start out a bit yellow at the center then fade to blue
They are also like this in Kh 3D
Some bonus images:
Vanitas Fight, BBS:
This is how I originally noticed the effects, because I got a good look at them down on the attack command panel in the corner.
And here’s Xehanort’s in kh3, when he has the X-blade:
I feel like his are a bit more red?
Anyways, yeah. That’s that. It’s pretty odd in my opinion. I also don’t think any other keyblades share these effects, either, but if anyone else finds anything then please post it lol
I had originally posted this in a discord server I’m in, and a few of the people there (including myself) theorized that it could be related to how the X-blade isn’t truly the final form of it’s“X-blade series”. That it’s like the “Way to Dawn” of its respective line, not having arrived at its final evolution yet, still on the path to get there. That’s just one interpretation, but I do quite like it.
What do you guys think?
#kingdom hearts#kh#riku#kh riku#vanitas#x-blade#xehanort#birth by sleep#dream drop distance#kh2#y’all I do not know how to tag this lmao#I don’t think I’ve ever used that many actual non-rambling tags before-#kh theory#I should probably add that as well-#I think this is good lol#oh shit I just noticed I could move tags around and not have to delete my entire thing to change the positions what-#I’ll do that from now on
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Why did you repost what I said on Bluesky,,,, do you agree with or am I being shamed
Scratches head. Took me a moment to understand what you were talking about. But nah I reposted cause i saw toffee’s art, forgot to click the thingy thing mebob to reblog directly from them.
#howlsasks#twinribbonz#probably should delete the repost lmao#repost directly from toffee#but if I ever repost anything any of yall say know I am not shaming ya
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honestly bold of me to be intimidated by the number of my drafts when my inbox looks like this
#I don't want to talk about it ok. I always think I'll come back to things later so I just. never delete anything from there.#it's easier to focus on just the first page or two of the inbox ok!!!!#but uh. yeah. if I ever lose smth u send me....... this is why :x#I....... should probably clean it out too once I get up the courage to do my drafts lmao#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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question. so me and my friends (not all) when we see someone who’s pretty we go ‘key sounds!!’ kind of as a way to be like WOAHH COOL PRETTY PERSON!! And most of the time its a feminine presenting person since the people in my friendgroup who say that are people who like women(sapphic btw)
and my friend (who’s a guy and is straight-to our knowledge) said thats the same as guys objectifying women and i need ya’lls opinions on that
we also say ‘muffins!!’ when we see a gender envy person since we like to come up with words for some reason idk
#its been making me think#which is good! like you should think about things everynow and then#just this confused me lmao#yes ik tumblr is not the best place to ask for advice#but i need advice so#yeah#thoughts in the void#will delete later#probably
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Continuing our battle royale for s4!
#charmed#charmed 1998#polls#my prediction is the evil enchantress hands down like no questions asked#but yall like the love interests whenever i include them so i GUESS finn has a good chance#but i also am partial to the oracle an ling melody the matthews and clyde#but if finn wins i stg im gonna delete my blog /j#i know that i keep including a few love interests each poll but thats only bc they're interesting in the episode#i still have forgiven no one for billy appleby winning the third s2 poll when charlene lillian and the genie were right there#also to whoever voted for justin in the last one i know you did that on purpose and i respct it but imma fight you lmao#(this is all joking for the record. i AM genuinely baffled at how the LIs keep winning these but it's a poll for a reason lol)#i wasnt sure if i should add in bob cowan or glen since they appear in multiple episodes and in two seasons#i did with sam in the s2 polls but he didn't show up as many times tbh? and had such a gap in appearance and presence#while they didnt#i may eventually go back and do more major recurring characters as its own thing and they'd probably make the list#but definitely tell me if you think they should be included and i'll add them into the next one if ppl think they count
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Just read a tweet that said "the only person who wouldn’t be afraid to speak about Palestine would be Seb, but unfortunately he is not in F1 anymore😔🥺"
be so serious.
#like that man is not dead he in fact has an active Instagram account#the celebification of international affairs drives me up the WALL.#like last week when someone made a TIERLIST about what drivers would support who in this#sorry but I feel crazy about it#this is SO not the point of everything going on#obviously. so I will probably delete this soon#like ok the sentiment of the tweet saying drivers and f1 should do more. sure!#but holy fuck lmao
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The thing the people don’t tell you about re-parenting yourself/similar gambits is that for bitches of a particular temperament (it’s me I’m bitches) it sometimes makes you so so mad when it works. Sold all my baby dolls in a garage sale when I was eight not because I didn’t want to them anymore but because I thought I shouldn’t want them anymore, and now the only thing that had me sleeping like a rock after fortnight of hells is this elaborate LARP so I can convince my central nervous system that there is someone in charge who a) wants to take care of shit and b) can take care of shit.
RSD emotional hangover making you too agitated to sleep even though you’re intellectually aware the conflict is resolved? Not anymore with the power of making dairy-free chocolate milk and listening to ten minutes of Dune on audiobook while reading alongside on your e-reader before you pass the fuck out.
Like you would think cringing into the sun* would keep one even more awake than the vague background radiation of little-T traumas (which has actually reduced after five years of medication and psychology appointments), but I guess it is really about quantity over quality. Guess one big cringe is less impactful than the relief from convincing the quivering little toddler that’s been left in charge of the sleep lever in your brain to come out from under the desk and do their job by putting up a sort of flimsy curtain so they can no longer see the wall of painting symbolising your mild disconcerting experiences
And I reference temperament when I know that my annoyance is in fact also a huge part to do with socialisation, particularly being primed towards abnegation + a fundamental suspicion towards adults engaging with things culturally associated with Children and Childhood, both of which are things I challenge on principle consciously/intellectually. But knowing that it’s completely harmless, and like hey I could be doing meth or something, does not change the fact that when I mimic the running commentary I do with babysitting kids Just In My Head To Myself and immediately become head-nodding sleepy, I’m instantly like “oh we respond to this and not a haunting amount of melatonin? cool. yeah. sure.”
(*Of course none of this is cringe when other people do it, as they are allowed to experience Quirks and Vulnerabilities in peace because they are Not Me. That said, when I’m not venting on tumblr dot org I do generally avoid calling any of this stuff cringe bc I am aware that caveating with “This only applies to me because I’m Not Like Other Girls (I’m Worse)” often doesn’t actually make the other person feel assured you’re not judging them.)
#whatever that post is that’s like#having a mother should be in the dsm and also not having a mother should be in the dsm#we’re running out of options here gang!!!#like fundamentally that is my annoyance I think#like I don’t want my mother having been sick/not fully recovered from her own trauma to impact something as ‘mundane’ as sleep#also there’s all the complexities of like I didn’t enjoy being a kid very much the first time around#like I wasn’t physically unsafe and I did have some emotionally safe adults like I can always have been worse#*it can always have been worse wow rip Freud you would have loved my typos#(actually he probably would have loved this whole thing lmao)#but yeah like Being A Kid was the worst part of that era of life if that makes sense#the fact the demonstrated solution is Tactical Childhood LARP is just like booooooooo human body do better#also obviously I worry that this sort of thing would impact my ability for have a partner or kids or w/e#but I also worry about that with everything mental health#I suppose the difference here is my many many thoughts about the infanalisation of women in general#and autistic/nd/disabled women in specific#but like if someone is marrying me - a research academic - thinking they’re getting a demure and malleable small bean#like they’re an idiot that’s on them lol#anyway#delete later#?#we’ll see how I feel#it me
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Doing duty roulette and just died in the most classic dragoon way possible... Used my jump back mechanic to jump out of an attack, launched myself right off the arena and into eeby deeby (they healer didn't say anything but I could feel their sigh....)
I was playing as red mage
#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#i feel bad for my healer but also i was laughing so so hard#even as a magic class i'm phys dps at heart it seems lmao#rambling#delete later probably#i really should make a side blog just for ffxiv so that my ramblings don't end up on my art blog...
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haven't left the house yet to undertake the phone swap bs that's likely gonna be done today, but fuckkkk am i dreading it so muchhhh--
#{|ooc post|}#likely gonna delete this later-- but for now i just needed to yell it into the void hhhh#i mean-- i'm trying not worry too much-- since i know they should be able to transfer all my stuff (or at least a majority)#but at the same time-- my brain hates change like this with a passion lmao-- (such as me dragging ass on moving to using my current laptop)#so like that's got me way more fucked up than it probably should--#in addition to being annoyed that i'll have to go and log in to a bunch of my apps again afterwards-- e A e''
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Hey, what's your opinion of slander? What does the underground in general think of it? Is it a crime?
"WELL, OF COURSE NOT! IT'S JUST WORDS!"
"BESIDES, IT'S SUCH A RARE OCCURANCE THAT GOING THROUGH THE TROUBLE TO CRIMINALIZE IT WOULD ONLY BE A WASTE OF TIME. IT'S JUST NOT DONE DOWN HERE!"
"IF SOMEONE WERE TO HAVE THEIR OWN WORDS TWISTED IN ANY OBJECTIONABLE MANNER, THEY WOULD HAVE TO BE A FOOL TO ALLOW IT TO HAPPEN IN THE FIRST PLACE."
#ASK EBONY#[just fyi- most asks will still be normal today! the Fool(s) will come later ;> ~7:50 or so]#[RELATED to that i have decided to only do 5 posts today bc i was lower on questions than i thought lol whoops]#[so the queue's gonna be a lil weirder. unless i last minute find another thing and delete all these tags lmao we'll SEE but probably not]#[this should be posting right when i get outta class regardless so pllbbthth whatever u get it buhbye]#WEEK TWO
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the best thing this hell site ever implemented was post auto saving —
#✘ — [ ooc ]#tbd#as someone who's house is prone to constant brownouts#it is very much appreciated.#because if i lost my progress on the thread i'm currently working on i would cut off my own limbs actually —#y'all remember the days of writing replies in google docs for this purpose only#i also still have like#12 text recovery extensions on my chrome#i should probably delete those —#BUT ANYWAY#i...didn't get as much done around here as i was hoping to lmao#between the bf's surgery and my birthday yesterday i was busier than i was expecting myself to be.#and also maddie's got me in a chokehold rn so i'm just like#hella distracted#BUT i've got a few more hours before i gotta get ready for work tonight and then i#have tomorrow off i think...but then i work 3 days in a row —#so tonight and tomorrow will be crunch time to fill the queue in prep for that.#but i hope y'all are having a good day today !!#drink some water ! don't forget to eat & take your meds ! i'm doing the same !!#my power just went out again i'm gonna be sick —
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