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possibly-pasta · 11 months ago

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i want to stop hurting people just by existing. i want to help. why can’t i ever help people? no matter what i do, i can’t seem to affect any real positive feelings for people. i seem to only bring people pain. i just want to be good. o don’t want to hurt anyone. please i want to stop hurting people. i feel disgusting. i feel so so disgusting. i want to puke but i have to go to work.

#i really feel like shit #i don’t know what to do #i have no information #i don’t know what’s going on #it’s scaring me #what did i do???#i was just having insomnia and on my phone #my british friend was awake so i was texting him #i feel so gross though #was that wrong?#i think it must’ve been #i should just be shot #and then i’ll stop hurting people #by existing #it has spoken

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lotus-pear · 1 month ago

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i love you royal trio (minus akechi)

#i was listening to the world we knew by frank sinatra while drawing this to inflict maximum emotional damage 😔#royal actually shot me fifty times in the chest and slaughtered my entire family #i’m actually inconsolable over the ending what the fuck do you mean akechi chooses to die of his own volition rather than be manipulated #god it’s just. his character actually makes me violent and insane. they’re going to drag me kicking and screaming to the psych ward #he never had an ounce of control over his life. not even once. he was CONSTANTLY being yanked around like a marionette #until he was disposed of as another pawn in shido’s plan #and then out of some cruel irony he was resurrected even though he did not want to be alive #for once in death he would have found peace—only for that to be taken from him too.#and bc he thinks he’s worthless and his life is so easily gambled away he doesn’t view it as a major dealbreaker when maruki brings it up #“do you really think something as trivial as my life should stand in the way of your decision?” yes you fucking asshole #what do you mean he’s literally fated to die in every timeline? definition of doomed by the narrative #there’s not a single version of his story that doesn’t end with him being slaughtered #GODDDDD he makes me violently ill i hate goro akechi so much he’s so fucking selfish HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT THIS DEAL IS TEARING ME APART #i was so tempted to get the bad ending just so that he was alive ☹️#he looked so happy. he was surrounded by people who loved and treasured him.no shido. control over his life. the ability to choose his futu #TEARS IN MY EYES MARUKI WAS THE ONLY VILLAIN WHO WAS LOWKEY MAKING SENSE 😭😭😭😭😭#my toxic trait is that i think maruki was right all along 😔#ALSO SUMIRE AAUUGGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#the survivors guilt literally eating her alive until the point where she gaslighted herself into thinking she was her sister. insane.#royal was so good bro i’m so glad i endured 200 hours of hell just to play it #terrible terrible ending with everyone going their separate ways and ren ending up in juvie for months #akechi actually being dead in the good ending is so fucked up 😭😭 i thought there was some way maruki could bring him back regardless #not ren hallucinating him in the last cutscene too 😭😭😭😭 “i still see your shadows in my room” ahh ending #persona 5 royal #persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #sumire yoshizawa #goro akechi #lotus draws

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theriu · 2 days ago

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It has just occurred to me that tumblr's mascot should be a tumbleweed. Think about it:

We're considered a ghost town by the rest of the internet.

Everybody has seen posts (tumbleweeds) from here even if they don't know where they come from.

Tumblr people can seem quiet for long stretches only to descend en masse on topics of interest.

(imagine this house is Dracula Daily or Goncharov)

And of course because it's only one letter away from tumblrweed!!!

#tumblrweed #tumbleweed #tumblr things #I can't possibly be the first person to think of this but by goodness I'm gonna give this a shot #actual imagery should of course be a cartoon tumbleweed with googly eyes #or just a regular real tumbleweed someone stuck giant googly eyes to #river rambles

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blondie-drawings · 11 months ago

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#miles yelling this sloppily at like 1am to everyone in Quark's after a night of darts and shots #the only irish-english relations im interested in #star trek #deep space nine #ds9 #st: ds9 #miles o'brien #julian bashir #miles x julian #o'bashir #???? IS THAT THE SHIP NAME?? it SHOULD be #anyway. deep space yaoi.#o'brashir #IS THE SHIP NAME. JUST FOUND OUT #jiles #IS ALSO THE SHIP NAME. I HAVE BEEN TOLD.#GOD

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plagalkey · 5 months ago

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ENERGETIC ⚡️

you make me feel so high

#atsuoikage #haikyuu #oikawa tooru #kageyama tobio #miya atsumu #oikage #atsuoi #haikyuu!!#they are not any specific member i just chose based on shot composition and vibes #so pls dont come at me saying u think so and so should be X member instead of Y member #I just want the vibes of them being on a competition show like p101 and then debuting together bc i think them being the JP members tgt #would be very sweet and help bridge some animosity or rival tension that exists like they are competing but also #they feel solace in eos presence being from same culture same language etc #tobio looooooves oikawa HAHA hes sooo starry eyed over him... tobio calling oikawa hyung im gonna kill myself #atsumu and oikawa get close maybe after iwaizumi gets eliminated maybe earlier/midway in the show? bc tsumu understands what it feels like #to suddenly pursue ur dream alone.. samu maybe trained with tsumu at same company but quit before they even enrolled on the show #atsumu being the mediator whenever oikage bicker LOL #oikawa being stressed af and snapping at tobio and tobio is so sad tsumu is like there there... ill go talk to oikawa hell come around itok #ats comforting oikw like telling him to ignore the netizen / bad edit etc and calming him down slowly and getting oikw to apologize to tobio #also tobio crawling into oikawas bed in the dorms to sleep with him at night and oikawa wants to complain but likes cuddling... deep downLOL

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doctorsiren · 11 months ago

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I have an idea (concept sketch that I will make a more refined version of in the morning since it is midnight)

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wtfforged · 10 months ago

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#i just like when the tables turn and its sanji whos annoying and picking on zoro #imnot even gonna put a caption man im going to sleep #goodn=bye. leaf me alone. i dont want to look at these fucklechucks anymore. i hate them #get away from me #i always struggle with both of their hairstyles. especially sanji. i should shave him bald im sick of you im so fucking sick of you #okay image-crunchinator 5000. hit me with your best fucking shot. you better make it count. you better kill me in one shot #edit: it did. orz #wtf... art #one piece fanart #roronoa zoro #zoro #sanji #sanji black leg #can be these if u squint ->#zosan #sanzo

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kizzer55555 · 18 days ago

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Welcome to the Restraint! (Restaurant)

Imagine Danny runs to Gotham and starts squatting in an abandoned old building in Crime Alley. Slowly putting some ecto into the place to claim it as his haunt (while recovering from the sudden loss of his old one). And he does the normal stuff to survive. Finds some odd jobs, often as a messenger, and is just surviving. Another thing he does is make his own food. It’s cheaper than takeout and he’s gotten pretty good at cooking (out of necessity instead of eating sentient hotdogs). Then he ends up accidentally taking in some street kids. Or more like they follow him home. He can’t just turn them away so he makes a meal for them and lets them stay the night then sends them on their way. And then it happens again. And again. And ok, so maybe he saved a girl from getting molested. And that older guy from getting his only good blanket stolen. And sure, maybe letting that poor pizza delivery guy rant was unnecessary but he looked like he was having a bad day ok? Pretty sure that kid with the scar is a meta too but…he needed a place to stay a few nights alright? It’s not like any of them stay permanently. Danny’s started picking up a few more odd jobs to pay for all the extra food he’s had to buy. Always keeping his place stocked. At least he doesn’t have to pay for water and a fridge, he just makes some ice (or melts it). Sure the water is cold, but it’s probbaly the cleanest water in Gotham. And then some of the people start paying. Like…actually paying in exchange for food. Not sure if it’s because of guilt or pity but Danny won’t look a gift horse in the mouth. And with all the money, he hasn’t had to take as many dangerous jobs. Soon, his little abandoned apartment became what’s essentially the closest thing to a legitimate restaurant in Crime Alley.

It didn’t look normal. The chairs and tables were more like old couches and stools pulled up to coffee tables and cabinets turned on their side. Although with the bulling becoming more like Danny’s haunt, the walls naturally started repairing themselves so at least it didn’t look like it was gonna collapse anymore. And ok…so Danny might have rescued a few feral kids who…weirdly have gold eyes. And possibly stopped a meta trafficking ring on accident. And look, these people didn’t have anywhere to go! And the apartment did have empty rooms. It was already known as a place someone could crash for the night (last winter the entire place was cramped with people. Danny had to break up multiple fights but they usually calmed down when he got there.)

One benefit from controlling a haunt is controlling the temperature inside so it was one of the only buildings with ‘heat’. But back to his…strays. So yeah…most didn’t seem like they could rejoin society…so he let them stay. And…they kind of became employees? Impromptu bodyguards? (Some of the golden eyed people almost felt like he was rangling feral ghosts again.) they came in all ages. A few kids, lots of teens, and a few adults. Same with the metas he rescued. They mostly helped deliver food to costumers. They even got a phone line working and could take orders. (Although the new…employees…also got more protective whenever a fight broke out.) With all the extra money he’s been getting he was even able to afford some medical supplies. A lot of his customers(?) came in injured and he tried his best to patch them up but now he could do more than tie some ripped clothing around the wound and use ice to numb it. He’s got bandages. And pain killers. Plus other medical stuff. He can even give someone stickers now! All that experience as an injured vigilante was paying off. Even Villains and goons start attending this place. The place was unofficially designated as one of the Alley’s ‘safe zones’ where no fighting takes place inside (the body guards make sure of it.) the metas and Talons are getting an identity for themselves, the street kids even get a job and a hideout, random people can go there for help or to pass messages, this place provides food, shelter, and medical care. No one wants it going down.

So yeah, welcome to the restaurant!

(I’m debating whether I want this to be the weirdest restaurant/safe place/truce area in the alley, or whether I want Danny to accidentally become a crime lord. Possibly both.)

Also, this place is called the Restraint because I keep misspelling Restaurant and I think Danny would do the same so the name stuck. (Or one of the kids spelled it when making a sign or passing around messages to spread the word of this safe place.)

So anyways, to add some angst, after Danny adopts a bunch of crime alley kids/villains they find out about Danny’s powers and that he’s a ghost, only they don’t know about Halfas so they think Danny is fully dead and this super kind guy who has been the only person to ever treat them like people…died. He died likely a long time ago and there’s nothing any of them can do to change that.

(And if the GIW dare to come into the alley, they better be prepared for the entire place to turn on them.)

#Dpxdc #dcxdp #Kizzer55555 ideas #I kinda like the idea of Danny also being able to cure joker venom #So like what could happen is a recent attack caused some people he knew to get infected #they came into the Restraint laughing while tears trailed down their face and they were gasping like they couldn’t breathe.#Danny can immediatly tell something’s wrong and can practically see their veins glowing green.#They had enough joker venom that it should be perminant but Danny uses his powers.#What he does is concentrate and phase shift them and ONLY them. Letting the venom fall through and splatter the ground with a hiss.#It’s the first time anyone has seen Danny use powers but everyone unanimously agrees never to mention it.#Of course. There are many people people who might then bring their loved ones to Danny. Hoping he could help.#You would be surprised how many kids are in the alley because their parents were gassed with joker venom #and the foster system wouldn’t take them. Or people who lost their jobs to pay for medical bills for loved ones.#So then an alley guy brings his gassed sister in. She had been in the hospital for 2 years now and he knows it’s a long shot.#But he has to try.#It’s harder than the fresh venom since the drug had been more absorbed into the girl. Danny has to really focus and it takes longer #But bit by bit he manages to separate the joker venom and her laughing soon turns to sobbing as her mouth stops smiling.#When he’s done the brother and sister are both crying. The girl is malnourished because it’s hard to eat while laughing but she’ll be ok.#Soon all the alley people start bringing in loved ones. It’s very subtle because there’s NO WAY they are exposing Danny’s abilities.#However people start noticing that joker victims have started to disappear from hospitals.#Danny is covered in scars from vigilantism.#He may or may not have vivisection scars.#Whether it was from phantom and he just escaped before revealing his identity or bad reveal is up to you.

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sorryiliketoscreenshot · 3 months ago

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「 The Deviant Hunter 」

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blue-jos10 · 6 months ago

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‘wow dr minyard how are you so calm and patient even with the insane ones?’

‘i’ve had practice.’

#impressive amount of skill juggling premed with andrew and a murder case and neil fucking josten and kevin mf day and the mafia and #this man has the patience of a fucking saint #patients will tell him the most unhinged disturbing questionable things and he’d go damn u should my brother’s man #stitched up a shot man in the middle of the hospital waiting are because it was urgent and he’d done it twice before w neil #handled alcoholism with such professionalism you’d think he worked in a rehab center (he helped kevin w his addiction)#i’d love to see the cases he can handle with unnatural ease just because of the insane fucking college experience he acquired #i’d write something surrounding this but i can’t write and i don’t have enough med knowledge #i love aaron minyard btw in case you couldn’t tell #aaron minyard #the foxhole court #all for the game #aftg #neil josten #kevin day #tfc #andrew minyard #twinyards #blue's bs

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robo-dino-puppy · 2 months ago

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the idea of home

#horizon forbidden west #hfw #aloy #seyka #aloy x seyka #seyloy #oh hey i had this in my drafts oops #couldn't think of a caption so i stole a soundtrack title #i spawned seyka in to take this #her weapons are SO HUGE lmao honestly i should have just given aloy back hers #took me FOREVER to get her to look at me when i was even moderately close and usually i'd be in a terrible position for any pose #i didn't actually choose a great spot for light/bg so i ended up doing the haze trick which is kind of boring and bland in a wider shot :/#ANYWAY. tl;dr not a fun time for me setting up the shot so i hope you enjoy it at least!#hfw npcs #hfw pc #(entity spawner)#(photomode mod)

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bixels · 9 months ago

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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.

#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is #a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good #personal #“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry #that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign #also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg #i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant #parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice #this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah #i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li #i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive #so they have to find temporary housing around the area #last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis #during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences #and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first #reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!”#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed

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flownwrong · 10 months ago

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CALLUM KEITH RENNIE as Captain Rayner in Star Trek: Discovery

#when you see this and think what the fuck is that colouring and why this weird selection of moments please consider this:#i cannot gif #also you should see for yourself how yellow (and/or dark) those shots are #(not an excuse lol i've seen people colour much worse with much better results)#and i am also not sane about ckr so i don't choose moments that would look cool in an edit #it's not an edit #it's not even a gifset #it's just me going ahhhhhh! over a guy #thank you kindly for your patience #star trek discovery #callum keith rennie #rayner #c6d #fwgifs

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wontonhasradsocks · 1 year ago

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#dcmk #detective conan #dunno what chap it was but its from when uh #conan gets shot and he's talking w heiji at the hospital #n heiji's just like yeah idk man if my ass got shrinked i'd tell kazuha so maybe u should tell ran about your whole thing #and conan's like hmm. perhamps i shall.....#but then haibara pulls up and gently pushes him back into his little repression cave n_n

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tarabyte3 · 3 months ago

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(Click the images for better resolution!!)

Link for part 2

I took my own high-res Bridglar screenshots, including some of the little background details I haven't really seen in the tag or featured outside of all the lovely gifs out there (look at John clocking Henry in the middle of the fire and how they moved closer to each other before getting separated 🥺😭), and I figured I would share some of them. Because I know there are plenty of people out there still making collages and whatnot in 2024 and I know how great it is to have screenshots, so feel free to use them all you want! (Plus it's nice to just scroll through a post and 🥹😢 at them when the brainrot strikes)

#bridglar #john bridgens #henry peglar #harry peglar #john lynch #the terror #the terror amc #click for better quality #this show is dark af #i did my best therefore no one should criticize me #i'm currently using the zoomed in shot of them parting ways from episode 2 as my phone wallpaper #i might make a part 2 because i took just...so many screenshots #this is what i do when i'm sick lol

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clairedaring · 1 month ago

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