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possibly-pasta · 9 months ago

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i want to stop hurting people just by existing. i want to help. why can’t i ever help people? no matter what i do, i can’t seem to affect any real positive feelings for people. i seem to only bring people pain. i just want to be good. o don’t want to hurt anyone. please i want to stop hurting people. i feel disgusting. i feel so so disgusting. i want to puke but i have to go to work.

#i really feel like shit #i don’t know what to do #i have no information #i don’t know what’s going on #it’s scaring me #what did i do???#i was just having insomnia and on my phone #my british friend was awake so i was texting him #i feel so gross though #was that wrong?#i think it must’ve been #i should just be shot #and then i’ll stop hurting people #by existing #it has spoken

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plagalkey · 3 months ago

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ENERGETIC ⚡️

you make me feel so high

#atsuoikage #haikyuu #oikawa tooru #kageyama tobio #miya atsumu #oikage #atsuoi #haikyuu!!#they are not any specific member i just chose based on shot composition and vibes #so pls dont come at me saying u think so and so should be X member instead of Y member #I just want the vibes of them being on a competition show like p101 and then debuting together bc i think them being the JP members tgt #would be very sweet and help bridge some animosity or rival tension that exists like they are competing but also #they feel solace in eos presence being from same culture same language etc #tobio looooooves oikawa HAHA hes sooo starry eyed over him... tobio calling oikawa hyung im gonna kill myself #atsumu and oikawa get close maybe after iwaizumi gets eliminated maybe earlier/midway in the show? bc tsumu understands what it feels like #to suddenly pursue ur dream alone.. samu maybe trained with tsumu at same company but quit before they even enrolled on the show #atsumu being the mediator whenever oikage bicker LOL #oikawa being stressed af and snapping at tobio and tobio is so sad tsumu is like there there... ill go talk to oikawa hell come around itok #ats comforting oikw like telling him to ignore the netizen / bad edit etc and calming him down slowly and getting oikw to apologize to tobio #also tobio crawling into oikawas bed in the dorms to sleep with him at night and oikawa wants to complain but likes cuddling... deep downLOL

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doctorsiren · 10 months ago

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I have an idea (concept sketch that I will make a more refined version of in the morning since it is midnight)

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wtfforged · 9 months ago

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#i just like when the tables turn and its sanji whos annoying and picking on zoro #imnot even gonna put a caption man im going to sleep #goodn=bye. leaf me alone. i dont want to look at these fucklechucks anymore. i hate them #get away from me #i always struggle with both of their hairstyles. especially sanji. i should shave him bald im sick of you im so fucking sick of you #okay image-crunchinator 5000. hit me with your best fucking shot. you better make it count. you better kill me in one shot #edit: it did. orz #wtf... art #one piece fanart #roronoa zoro #zoro #sanji #sanji black leg #can be these if u squint ->#zosan #sanzo

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blue-jos10 · 5 months ago

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‘wow dr minyard how are you so calm and patient even with the insane ones?’

‘i’ve had practice.’

#impressive amount of skill juggling premed with andrew and a murder case and neil fucking josten and kevin mf day and the mafia and #this man has the patience of a fucking saint #patients will tell him the most unhinged disturbing questionable things and he’d go damn u should my brother’s man #stitched up a shot man in the middle of the hospital waiting are because it was urgent and he’d done it twice before w neil #handled alcoholism with such professionalism you’d think he worked in a rehab center (he helped kevin w his addiction)#i’d love to see the cases he can handle with unnatural ease just because of the insane fucking college experience he acquired #i’d write something surrounding this but i can’t write and i don’t have enough med knowledge #i love aaron minyard btw in case you couldn’t tell #aaron minyard #the foxhole court #all for the game #aftg #neil josten #kevin day #tfc #andrew minyard #twinyards #blue's bs

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bixels · 8 months ago

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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.

#also idk how to tell you this but even if it were true. wealthy children potentially sacrificing their educational careers to protest is #a good thing actually. idk how to tell you that caring about people from other nations is good #personal #“this war has nothing to do with most students cuz nobody's getting drafted” idk how to explain to you that we should be angry #that our tuitions of 10s of thousands of dollars that we pay every year for an education is being used to fund a genocidal campaign #also the implication that if you go to a uni institution you are automatically privileged by participation no matter your bg #i didn't /want/ to go to this school. i was supposed to go to a school with an art/animation program. but i realized my immigrant #parents have been working their whole lives to get me here. and turning the opportunity down would be a disservice to their sacrifice #this is getting into convos of “what 2nd gen kids owe their parents” which is different for everyone but. yeah #i just get pissed off at seeing people misrepresenting student bodies as “wealthy” and “privileged” and “elite” when it's such a blatant li #i remember a year ago a friend told me they can't fly home to hong kong for winter break because the plane tickets are too expensive #so they have to find temporary housing around the area #last quarter for a film doc class my film partner made a doc on a small group of marxist grad students from india discussing praxis #during a rally a few months ago in response to police presence the coalition invited palestinian students to speak about their experiences #and lead songs and read poems they wrote. these are STUDENTS. are they elitist too?#this is not to disregard my own personal privilege either.#this whole narrative's just to rationalize a lack of empathy to me. seeing a 19yo student get shot by a rubber bullet and your first #reaction is “HAW! HAW! bet richy rich didn't see THAT coming when she put on her terrorist hood!”#newsflash. these big uni campuses are HAUNTED by the violence of past protests and revolutions and police brutality. we know.#why do you think these coalitions have been making reinforced barricades at record speed

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flownwrong · 9 months ago

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CALLUM KEITH RENNIE as Captain Rayner in Star Trek: Discovery

#when you see this and think what the fuck is that colouring and why this weird selection of moments please consider this:#i cannot gif #also you should see for yourself how yellow (and/or dark) those shots are #(not an excuse lol i've seen people colour much worse with much better results)#and i am also not sane about ckr so i don't choose moments that would look cool in an edit #it's not an edit #it's not even a gifset #it's just me going ahhhhhh! over a guy #thank you kindly for your patience #star trek discovery #callum keith rennie #rayner #c6d #fwgifs

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wontonhasradsocks · 1 year ago

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#dcmk #detective conan #dunno what chap it was but its from when uh #conan gets shot and he's talking w heiji at the hospital #n heiji's just like yeah idk man if my ass got shrinked i'd tell kazuha so maybe u should tell ran about your whole thing #and conan's like hmm. perhamps i shall.....#but then haibara pulls up and gently pushes him back into his little repression cave n_n

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blondie-drawings · 9 months ago

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#miles yelling this sloppily at like 1am to everyone in Quark's after a night of darts and shots #the only irish-english relations im interested in #star trek #deep space nine #ds9 #st: ds9 #miles o'brien #julian bashir #miles x julian #o'bashir #???? IS THAT THE SHIP NAME?? it SHOULD be #anyway. deep space yaoi.#o'brashir #IS THE SHIP NAME. JUST FOUND OUT #jiles #IS ALSO THE SHIP NAME. I HAVE BEEN TOLD.#GOD

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old-skyguy · 1 month ago

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The silly stupid alien show about ghosts that steal your cock and balls just pulled the most gut wrenching, poignant shit possible and portrayed it so artistically and meaningfully what is even life.

This was MASTERFULLY done. The visual and environmental storytelling, the subtle foreshadowing, and inject those motifs into my fucking BLOOD.

Ho. Ly shit. Good fucking lord.

#dandadan #dandadan episode 7 #ok so it should come as no surprise that i grew up on paranormal stories about ghosts aliens cryptids urban legends the whole nine yards #acrobatic sara sara is one japanese urban legend i don't see portyayed a lot. it's a bit nore obscure so when i saw they included her #i was IMMEDIATELY hyped.#but this episode #they did something so different #so unique #this is what i love about adaptations of urban legends you can do so much with them put so much meaning into something so underdeveloped #and what they did with that concept. holy shit.#they took a baseline legend about an underrated woman yokai - something that there are plenty of - saw her gimmick #and just shot it out of the motherfucking park.#it made me insane and then it made me cry so hard i gagged im dead serious.#the art in this show has been beautiful so far but never has it meant as much to me as it did here.#i love these characters so fucking much.#i need to read the manga. please dear god someone tell me where i can read the manga for free.#acrobatic silky #dandadan spoilers #dandadan acrobatic silky #dandadan aira #aira shiratori #if you hate aira shiratori genuinely fuck all the way off.

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sorryiliketoscreenshot · 1 month ago

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「 The Deviant Hunter 」

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einaudis · 3 months ago

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1.01 | 2.07

#Interview with the Vampire #IWTV #iwtvedit #iwtvsource #tvedit #tvgifs #filmtvcentral #filmtvedit #cinemapix #adaptationsdaily #Louis de Pointe du Lac #Lestat de Lioncourt #mine*#mygifs #tv*#iwtvmine #IWTV 2 #I was supposed to make this last night but I was so tired. I'm definitely glad I waited until today because that 4th gif was something else #I wanted the whole shot but it just didn't fit. so yeah. he's talking about Louis though so Louis should be the focus of the gif 🤷🏻‍♀️

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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thoughts on hellfire gala charles? i’m obsessed with that design

Design Wise if we mean the one by lucas werneck, theeen...... i have no clue im divided on it honestly LOL

i like the halo idea, im just not sure im totally sold on the whole execution...

ive always wanted to draw it tho so. have a scribbly if you may :)

bonus cause i need to hang him up like a set of keys

#xmen #charles xavier #professor x #xmen comics #krakoa #snap sketches #take a shot everytime i draw a mfer reaching for the camera. hes projecting his period cramps onto me is that why ive been suffering lately #but yeah idk. im not sure exactly what makes me itch about it its just noootttt my favorite. BUT ITS NOT BAD just not my favorite #if we mean the Other yellow gala outfit he wore that matched eriks .... i think i like that one a lil more #nvm i just looked at it and the collar bit still makes me laugh bro what IS THAT. its still cute tho. i think. needa look at it more....#ill have to draw THAT design some day. with erik preferably. but thats for another day #anyways. should i eat? i should eat. if at least leave my room so i can pick up a package #ohhh but im not hungry ..... maybe ill have dinner later at least

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scramratz · 1 year ago

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#my fav anime #took me like 3 hours just making the crt effect #analyzing retro anime #I should be put down #t shot #hrt #transmasc

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yrsonpurpose · 9 months ago

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Henry is royal, yes, but he’s also paralysed by his own fear of not being loved. — Nicholas Galitzine // Hunger Magazine

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tarabyte3 · 2 months ago

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(Click the images for better resolution!!)

I took my own high-res Bridglar screenshots, including some of the little background details I haven't really seen in the tag or featured outside of all the lovely gifs out there (look at John clocking Henry in the middle of the fire and how they moved closer to each other before getting separated 🥺😭), and I figured I would share some of them. Because I know there are plenty of people out there still making collages and whatnot in 2024 and I know how great it is to have screenshots, so feel free to use them all you want! (Plus it's nice to just scroll through a post and 🥹😢 at them when the brainrot strikes)

#bridglar #john bridgens #henry peglar #harry peglar #john lynch #the terror #the terror amc #click for better quality #this show is dark af #i did my best therefore no one should criticize me #i'm currently using the zoomed in shot of them parting ways from episode 2 as my phone wallpaper #i might make a part 2 because i took just...so many screenshots #this is what i do when i'm sick lol

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