#i remember that day SO vividly

[blossoms-phan]

i had this thought while rewatching wdapteo 3 the other day and completely forgot but it just came in my mind again after seeing a video where someone asked them in a preshow (pre liam passing) if they think 1d will reunite and they were like “one day” i think it’s so funny how they genuinely had to consider the Implications of Dan posting doomed promo when the queen had passed away and that was simply out of the question/not the moment for it (understandable i guess large world event and platform as a British creator) but on the day that liam payne passed away suddenly and unexpectedly (arguably much more personally upsetting to many people including a large portion of dnp’s audience) they were like lalalalala here’s an american tour dump :) we’re doing the titanic pose :)

[emswift]

i wish i could go back to august 2nd, 2018 😭

[christakisbang]

chanlix moments i think about a lot (9/?) - Channie's Room Ep.59

[casmiick]

happy birthday babygirl

[altruistic-meme]

I talk so normally when the depression hits

i feel like shit but my sister is supposed to come over today to hang out. i think. i need to text her and cancel. but also i don't wanna just cancel on her like that. but also. i feel like shit. ugh.

[dear-ao3]

noooo that's my emotional support 5 seconds of summer ranking their own music twitch stream noooo

[flowercrowngods]

they tell you about school and they tell you about work and they tell you about taxes and responsibilities and ideals you have to reach. they don’t tell you about baking chocolate cookies from scratch at the ungodly hours of 11 at night and sitting on your kitchen floor while watching a home decor competition show while you get to munch on a cookie that tastes like the hot chocolate you used to make when you needed a reason to live as a teenager. they don’t tell you about getting to eat another cookie while you think about capturing this moment in a mason jar and shipping it through time to your younger self who gets scared so easily by school and work and taxes and responsibilities and ideals. your younger self who wonders if there’s still comfort, still good things, and if you get to claim them for yourself at some point or if comfort is always a question of dependence. they don’t tell you about that, when for years we do nothing but dream about moments like these

[ceasarslegion]

Speaking of like, supernatural fandom history, are Elvis songs just permanently tinted with Castiel's WWII AIDS death to anyone else? Do I sound like a lunatic when I say that or do we still remember the spn fanfiction juggernaut that was Twist and Shout (I Can Dig Elvis) on live journal dot com

[re-decorate]

happy 8 years to heathens :’)

[justarandomhelluvablog]

sorry sorry last time I'm talking about huskerdust tonight but does it fuck anyone else up knowing that Husk and Angel basically lived at the same time but were on opposite sides of the country. But also Husk went traveling. Like these two could have met while they were alive and wouldn't even know it. They didn't even know the other existed until they met at the hotel

Like I have. so many thoughts about this.

[marietheran]

looking back at the first days of the full-scale invasion on ukraine, I feel just a little baffled at my blithe confidence that everything would turn out fine within a week, and anyway we're not in danger... because it kind of wasn't true. putin certainly imagined ukraine would surrender immediately and if they did, it's anyone's guess where they would have stopped. but — there were military planes all over the sky, at the very beginning, and my classmates would grow tense and fear it might be russia, and I would go "don't be silly, it's nato reconnaissance". and I was right in that it certainly wouldn't start with bombings in the middle of the day, not this time either — but I was so sure our safety extended all the way... and it's strange now. of course, in the end I was right, and I just missed a few days of unnecessary anxiety, but...

and there were police vehicles stationed on every road too, in warsaw, friday the 25th. I still don't know why, what they were preparing for.

[mandareeboo]

I very much recommend watching Epic the Musical on Youtube.

I know a little about it! Mostly through animatics. I've heard all of "The Horse and the Infant" from ROTTMNT but all I really recall of it is the infant section I heard more recently in a LMK one. I've also seen "Get in the Water", male and female version, but I heard the female version first for an animatic of Hama that's now on Youtube (First link is tumblr, second is youtube).

Everything I've heard so far is a bang-up job! I just keep forgetting to actually check it out.

[kinneys]

Well I was right to be impressed by myself waiting 7 months between fics last time, as I then immediately wrote this in like 2 crazy weeks and spent many multiples of that time editing it + trying to give my wonderful beta @amanitaphalloides a break from bearing witness to my progressing insanity about this ship. In my [extremely limited] defence, technically I have only written canon divergency so far, so here is something fully canon compliant. Yes this has gone past the cry for help stage but what can you do. <3

This fic is 100% sex-as-character-study charting the relationship trajectory in canon. Epub with graphic cover here.

[bugwolfsstuff]

Grief is weird because its been 4? years and I didn't even like the guy that much, he called me lonely girl and threw tennis balls near by head during yard because I always sat against the repurposed shipping container that was being used as a shed on the grass but the night he killed himself I sobbed and screamed at god to save him while NF's how could you leave us? played and he is the reason I quit Christianity yet I didn't feel much until last year and when I passed his memorial last night on a walk one of my family members commented about how well kept it still is and my 9 year old sister asked about it I told her to be quiet and zoned out because we were both 12 that summer and 12 year olds aren't meant to die, he was meant to go to secondary school that year

[casmiick]

happy birthday babygirl

[autosadist]

when i was like 8 and failing my way towards developing a healthy identity i realized i had never said my name to myself alone before so i said "i am (deadname)" out loud and immediately had an anxiety attack