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hi guys my worst scenario has arrived and i'm definitely stuck into a writers block. i've tried writing seb +18 fic, oscar, lewis and george's series and i'm definitely blocked when it comes to writing those stories. the only fics i'm less uncomfortable writing are goodbyes are bittersweet and history series, but still i'm not happy with the writing i'm doing
idk if it's bc i've been going thought so much stress and anxiety lately or i don't feel comfortable with my writing, but when i sit to write it's a waste of time
any recommendations or anything? bc i even have due dates of posting once a month oscar and george's series 🙁
anyways here you have sebu i met him a year ago yesterday and i miss him a lot
#someone help me pls#i really wanna write#writing is supposed to help me with anxiety lmao#not being able to write stresses me even more#vee's ted talks
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I’ve gotten further into the chapter! Sadly not as far as I would’ve hoped. I may be a bit silent on here this week. All of my exams are—well, this week. But, the good news is that after May 5th passes, I’ll have all the time in the world to write and answers asks!
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can sum1 give me the most detailed sodapop crack/angst fic outline n I’ll write it?🙏🙏🙏pretty please?
#I really wanna write#but I js need sum1 to tell me exactly what to write heh#and not just a one sentence idea#I need a whole damn plot plan#no pressure but it would make my day <33#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#sodapop curtis#the outsiders sodapop
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Hi everyone, so I know I was supposed to come back from my hiatus this month, but there were some things that came up so I won't fully be back to posting but I will from time to time! I will also be closing my requests until further notice, if you send a request while they are closed then it will be ignored. During this time I will be working on both angstober and kinktober!! I also have a few fics in the works that should be posted within the next few weeks as long as I get the time to write!
#﹒⪩ 𝐊𝐀𝐘'𝐒 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 ⪨﹒#i really wanna write#but so much shit just keeps piling up#like someone fr put me outta my misery
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Tagged by @frankenjoly yayyy
RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
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okay so first off, i don't have a WIP folder but more like a WIP notebook because i write all of my fics in Microsoft OneNote (i find it easier than an actual folder but i am starting to consider using a folder)
also most of my WIP titles often end up being the final titles
anw, i present: WIP titles (this isn't all of them btw, but some of my favorites that i really wanna finish when i find the time)
Ranposano:
a place for us
a less than ideal realization
in which hotaru-chan has a fever
paper rings
diagnosis: cuddle deficiency
Xiao/Yelan (yes i uh ship them; i don't publish these tho, only show them to some friends who ship them as well):
the adventures of xiao and xiao-cat
sibling bonding (ft. the four dead yakshas)
affection
hair
valley orchids
#ildi posts#ildi tags#tags#i miss writing#i really wanna write#when will i find the time AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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wanting to write but having no energy to write
wanting to support others & read their fics but having no energy to read
wanting to be social & interact with mutals but having no energy to be social & interact with mutuals
that’s where i am rn 🙃
#𓂃﹏ . chanson de sirène#i barely have energy for anything rn#i hate it#i really wanna write#i have a really good idea that i wanna write so bad#but just#can’t
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when I have motivation to make and create but can neither:
Make
Create
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My muse is alive and kickin! Give this a little likey likey if you want me to slide in those DMs and plot/discuss stuff!
I can be a bit shy and I want to be respectful to those who aren't interested in any new threads rn. I totally get it.
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Im all caught up on my asks and finishing the drafts- give this a like and I will toss memes at you
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actually the only thing in cql that i want explained is how jiggy got his hands on king théoden of rohan's sword
#i kinda wanna write the crackfic#jin guangyao#the untamed#cql#king theoden#lotr#lord of the rings#the discourse that REALLY matters
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tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY
#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!!#also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now..#opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗#r.txt#the haunting of hill house#ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book???#i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the#next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it....#also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist??#hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for#you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨
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so uh- send me some of these asks (put 🦷 before it so ik what it’s from) and as always please don’t hesitate to send me your most heartbreaking angst ideas i love angst omg
30 angsty dialogue prompts
"Why don't you ever listen to me?"
"I fucked up."
"They told me you left."
"I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was."
"Where did you go?"
"Don't touch me."
"They're lying to you."
"Are you hurt?"
"I don't know where we are."
"Why are you still here?"
"Don't listen to them."
"Look at me."
"Why would you say that?"
"I'm not going to hurt you."
"You heard that?"
"I didn't mean it."
"This can only end one way."
"You look like hell." "I feel like it."
"You don't remember me?"
"I don't know who you are anymore."
"This isn't what it looks like."
"Do you trust me?" "I don't know."
"Just a little longer."
"Swear it to me."
"This isn't right."
"I don't know how much longer I can do this."
"I can't protect you."
"I can't believe I didn't see that coming."
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
"You can't tell anyone."
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#i guess this is my way of coming back?#i really wanna write#but just angst#no fluff#the outsiders#dallas winston#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#two bit mathews#johnny cade#steve randle#i swear if you only give me johnny asks i’m gonna cry /hj
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Another day, another NO DAMN PROGRESS WHAT THE FUCK
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vi who sleeps in nothing but a pair of boxers/plaid pants (coz she runs super hot)...good luck trying to get any sleeping done next to allat ( . 人 . )
right. we are so back (i say, as if i've fucking gone anywhere except or being chronically online here writing vi fics) but pls put ur hands together for the original shirtless sleeper vi anon; our one tru savior who spawned all those topless vi hcs
18+, nip mention, college roommate!vi cinematic universe
vi, who runs super fucking hot all the time, sleeps in nothing but boxers or boy shorts, always kicks the blankets off the bed. before you got together, you'd sometimes find her passed out on the couch in the living room, snoring, her shirt rucked all the way up, her abs out on full display, on hand thrown over her head, the other dangling off the edge of the couch.
you've had to wake her up more than once, tug her over your shoulders, and half-drag, half-walk her to her own bedroom, dumping her on the bed, coaxing her into a semi-normal sleeping position before tucking her in.
but the next morning, when you'd wake up to check on her, you'd always find her somehow with all the sheets thrown off her (even in the dead of winter), and her shirt magically discarded somewhere on her floor, her torso bare, her nipple rings glinting in the morning light seeping in from the cracks between her eternally closed blinds.
sometimes, you'd linger over the sleeping shape of her, a stupid little indulgent smile on your lips as you sigh and walk back out of the room.
now that you're together though, it's even worse (and by that i mean better) bc she's a cuddler, you know she is. and she loves wrapping herself around you when she sleeps, digging her nose into the nape of your neck if she's big spoon, or just curling herself over your body, her leg thrown over both of yours, one of her arms looped around your middle --
except she's a human furnace, and in the summers, you've already got the ac blasting, but somehow its still not enough, and you always wake up in the middle of the night, skin sticky with a thin layer of sweat, trying to get some air. but when you try to roll away from her, she'd always whine and chase you, pull you back tighter into her arms, nuzzle against your cheek and mumble something about not leaving her.
"vi -- i'm not going anywhere, i'm just sweating --"
"mm... turn the ac up more..."
"okay, but you have to let me go first."
"mmm.... don't wanna..."
but the fact that her tits are rubbing up against your arm, her nipple rings cool along your skin -- you shiver, and she chuckles.
"can't be that hot if you're shivering like that."
you groan; she sounds way more awake now than a second ago. fuck.
"j-just -- lemme go turn down the ac --"
"don't -- i'm comfy." she locks you into her chest, her nose pressing into your cheek as she ghosts her lips over your skin. you can't help the tiny whimper that squeezes out of your throat.
you've got a quiz tomorrow (technically, later on today since it's like 4am in the morning) in fluid mechanics and you really can't be losing sleep like this but --
vi's already shifting, twisting you towards her, cupping your cheek to turn your face. your lips meet and you know it's a lost cause to try and resist.
"c'mon pretty girl -- spread those legs for me -- gotta work up a sweat first if you wanna cool down after, right?" she says as she tugs your legs open with one of her ankles hooked over yours, keeping your leg pinned beneath hers as her free hand slips beneath the waistband of your panties.
needless to say, you don't get much sleep for the rest of the night. you still manage to make it to your fluid mechanics class the next day, and the quiz goes... okay. but your ac bill is really really way too high that month.
#⛈ monsoon season#vi x reader#arcane x reader#vi smut#arcane smut#college roommate!vi#lmao this au is really just becoming like the fucking avengers universe on this blog huh#i love it tho no complaints here; but i do have other aus i am Thinking (TM) about and i wanna write about them soon#vi x you#arcane x you#vi arcane smut#vi x reader smut#arcane x reader smut#x reader#♨ steamy#arcane#lesbian#wlw fanfic#why is college gf vi such a menace and where can i get 14 of them thanks
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I interrupt my zelda posting with caitvi because Arcane changed my brain chemistry
(ight, now i go back on hiatus! If you want to see my sketchbook which I WILL be posting until the day I wither, check out patreon! Now excuse me as i crawl back into my warm little den)
((Im also currently significantly more active on my instagram posting commission work, if you wanna see it :0))
Edit: ah dang it the hyperfixation’s set in.
#critdraws#arcane#caitvi#sketchbook#these lesbians will be the death of me#lesbians#caitlyn kiramman#violet arcane#vi arcane#garden of ozymandius#arcane vi#arcane caitlyn#arcane caitvi#domestic#i wanna write a fanfic post canon s2 where ekko recruits vi to help plant trees in zaun as caitlyn struggles with the energy crisis with th#e dissolution of hextech#i think that would fix me actually#but im busy with coms! alas!#is anybody gonna talk to me about HOW COOL CAITLYN AND SILCO ARE FOILS#big coats. machinations. life partners that serve as their moral compasses#loss of an eye from somebody they were close to#anyways i like s2 a lot#i recognize theres a myriad of stuff wrong with it too but i REALLY like s2 aah#arcane spoilers#language tw
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Someone give me the motivation to write something 😩😩😩
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