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Rossi Nonthakorn as NIGHT —LOVE SYNDROME III, Episode 2
#love syndrome 3#love syndrome iii#love syndrome the series#rossi nonthakorn#lovesyndromeedit#thai bl#thai drama#bl drama#bl series#night is the only thai bl character i've ever seen with a gold theme#everyone else is wearing silver#and idk why bc gold looks so good on warm skintones#more gold in my bls pls#anyway poor night#he lost his parents in a car accident#and now the same almost happened to his brother :((#the third gif though ughhhh i'm so sorry he's looking so pale#but some of the scenes are so desaturated#i really tried but ughhh#by pharawee
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I’ve been losing my mind over these guys recently
#transformers#humanformers#decepticons#Starscream#skywarp#thundercracker#Soundwave#shockwave#wavewave#seekers#a lot of these are unfinished cause my iPad started overheating 😭#idk how actual pilot uniforms are supposed to look- tbh I just worked off one ref image + some from top gun#I don’t really want it the fits to look too similar to any existing uniforms cause I’m not trying to imply anything#anyway- thundercracker has honestly turned out to be my potential favorite??#I’m not sure yet cause I basically love all the main decepticons but fr it might be thundercracker#but it’s okay- I don’t HAVE to pick one fave I suppose#ughhh transformers has been such a nice change of pace from mk cause what is even going on over there??#I’m only excited for the t1000 and I’ve been DYING waiting for him to be playable#terminator 2 honestly in my top 10 movies and t1000 in top ten villains tbh#Robert Patrick did such a phenomenal job it just hasn’t been topped#but yeah wtf is even going on in mk?? like who the flying fuck asked for Conan??#but anyway I should probably actually draw either prime or tf one#I just love g1 so much plus the designs are literal squares it’s so much easier 😭#I’m also just attached to who whimsical it is? such simpler times#I think transformers tries to hard to be dark and brooding sometimes#which is my main criticism for how Optimus is in prime but that’s a whole nother conversation#I will say though prime did a good job of converting the dark bayverse designs#and making them fun an appealing to look at#doodle#my art
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the cutest little bag of nerves 🥺
#he was this 🤏 close to forgetting to put those headphones on#the bbc live lounge performances always seem to really get him#forever thinking about that humbug era one where he’s visibly shaking#and so focused on looking down at the lyrics he tries to grab the mic stand when it isn’t there 🥺#ughhh#it makes my heart ache with love for him knowing how many times he's been so nervous when performing and still given it his absolute all 💗#ffs why do i really want to write a milex fic about alex and stage fright now 😭#alex turner#arctic monkeys#sias era#alex vid#lulu posts
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Let's all put on our thinking caps and see that there is no actual evidence that iskall didn't do anything but his own word. There is, however, massive amounts of evidence that he did.
If you follow me and support iskall (or stress), unfollow me. The bullshit tantrum he just had and the amount of people there are supporting him is actually disgusting. If you genuinely believe him, you need to look up manipulation tactics. He is going to use his fame to get people to trust him, just like he did to his victims.
#mcyt#hermitcraft#iskall situation#iskall85#'waaa they only gave me an hour and a half accounting for time zone differences to show up to an online meeting!!'#'I had to leave immediately without even trying to defend myself because they turned on me immediately!!'#'they definitely weren't trying to hear my side of the story and my quitting definitely didn't cement that I did it!'#SHUT UPPPPPP#he talks abt how hermitcraft is actually all two-faced and how they immediately took the victims's side instead of their friend for 8 years#and in the same sentence says they tried to set up a meeting to discuss it???#you're actually insane if you believe his bullshit#im just really pissed off at the amount of people who are defending him. there's a whole ass google doc of evidence against him#PUBLICLY AVAILABLE mind you#he's upset he got caught and is going to try to do anything and everything to cover it up#he wasn't 'cancelled' he was called out for being a fucking asshole#anyway im gonna stop before i get even more worked up#ughhh this is why i left the dsmp way back when
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requesting america in a cessna....or america and canada playing hockey :)
They're not exactly playing hockey but they got their cute uniforms on.
#Ty for the request I loved both of them!!!!!#hws america#hws canada#aph canada#aph america#hetalia#hetalia world stars#hetalia axis powers#na bros#mattie wasnt ready to have his picture taken#my art#I tried a couple doodles of America in the cockpit but idk man im really bad at drawing vehicles sob sob#i also tried some actions shots of alfie and mattie but ughhh idk man this is all i got hahaha
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Currently one in the morning, but I watched a movie and thought the ending scene would’ve made a great g/t scene-
So basically these people were getting sacrificed to this ancient god because they thought if they didn’t sacrifice someone then they would destroy Earth (and in the movie they did but I had a better idea for some angst) instead of the giant god accepting the sacrifice he decides to take care of the human that was shunned away and put out to the side as a sacrifice.
Of course the human thinks they’re going to die but the god is just trying to make them comfortable even though they’re huge and powerful compared to them. The human runs away at any chance as the god tries their best to take care of them without really knowing basic human needs so they have to ask the terrified and anxiety-ridden human so they can actually keep them alive but the human is too afraid to speak. Ahhh we love terrified tinies
Idk I just really like this idea and I might make a one shot of it later on but I thought it was a cool idea!
#G/t#G/t writing#g/t thoughts#g/t angst#giant/tiny#im really hoping i can actually make this-#Cause the movie was so good and gave me that amazing idea#Also it was a horror movie but whatever we can change a lot of things around-#I’m definitely writing this sometime later though#Just the thought of an all powerful god taking care of someone so much weaker and smaller than them is just UGHHHH#So angsty when the human tries to run but can’t because the god can always catch them easily#the human thinks they’re playing a game of cat and mouse and is fighting for their life when all the god wants is to ask if their hungry#Just so many good angst ideas-#Ughhh I need to write these down#I’m going to brainrot on this all night now#love you guys ❤��
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head in my hands... girl dad taiju...
#☆— yapping#this is all venus and vicos fault#goddd i can't it's been on my mind for hours now#little chunky baby with the biggest softest cheeks#so so cute but she's so naughty... always tries to climb on furniture#and also up taijus leg sometimes#the cutest little smile too ughhh#also i think... she'd come out with like 4 hairs on her head#that's all taiju right there tho ik for a fact he was a bald baby#i luckily was not i was born with a full head of hair#ughhh and he's a little soft around the edges now too#also vico and veens fault#still strong and muscly but with a bittt of chub#little baby lovesss grabbing onto the soft plush of his stomach and he scowls playfully at her and she just giggles as he pulls her up and#away from his tummy before she reaches up with chubby fingers to poke his face bc she thinks he just looks sooooo funny like this#tokyo revengers#shiba taiju#watch me never shut up about girl dad taiko bc he's so ughhhh need really
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that feeling when you buy cute clothes online just to put it on weeks later and find out it's not for your body type 🤡
#oof#got a really cute dress as a gift from my boy#i literally just tried it and i look SO WONKY IN IT 😭#don't know if anybody's going to relate but ughhh#my expectations were through the roof man ☹️
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why did i do this
#new expressions challenge#darik and caira#it darik#brookriver art#im going to chew my arm off#pokemon mystery dungeon#except not really these portraits are all 45x45 they wouldn't fit#i tried doing them smaller but i'd have to crop out the top of his head in order to be able to do his eyes#i'm sorry caira i can't do this again you're going to have to go portraitless#ughhh if the madness carries a little bit further and i'm compelled to make walking sprites for him i could possibly use that for something#artwork#pixel art#YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHAT POKEMON HE USED TO BE
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If I don't tell you now
I may never get the chance again...
🚨 SUMMER OF 51’s (2024) 🚨 ⮑ Day 2: Intentions
#emergency!#summer of 51's#johnny gage#roy desoto#randolph mantooth#kevin tighe#johnny & roy#squad 51#if i don't tell you now#ronan keating#oh my god i finally finished this 😅#this is a vid i had only just started before the summer of 51's prompts were given#and when i saw day 2's i thought this vid would work for it#so i tried to get my butt in gear and get it done lol#a few days late but i got there!#so this is of johnny having the intention of telling roy how he feels for him#but always ending up not doing so#got the idea from that last scene in the 'greatest rescues' episode#the way it so looks like johnny wants to tell roy he loves him but then backs out#ughhh my heart#and you're basically seeing throughout that roy expects/anticipates johnny saying it too#because obviously he feels the same ☺️#i hope some of you enjoy the vid#i really loved putting it together and getting to share it ❤️
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since when am i now sex repulsed (?) fuck my life
#silly's ventposting#like yeah getting triggered while sexting with random people. annoying but makes sense#BUT COME ONNN FICTION WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SAFE#hopefully it's just my current mood and not a new thing I'll have to live with#it's hard to find gro0ming fics without sex involved :(#it should just be my current mood. like most of the time fiction doesn't really get to me#so that's good i guess#but ughhh i spiralled out of somewhat-hypersexuality so quickly#like yes i wanted trauma and i basically wantwd this i guess. BUT COME ONNN I DIDN'T WANT MY WANT TO COME TRUE#though at least this is still the better than the lack of motivation. like decreased executive functions and whatnot#sigh#guess i finally did get too silly#and somehow i STILL want to worsen this and omfg why am i seriously planning that why why why#(but I won't go in detail bc that'd be a separate post. and anyways don't wanna end up promoting that shit by accident sob)#remember kids your trauma is valid and kick your brain every time it tries to tell you that it's not!!!#and also you don't need yo get shit done before you “run out of time”. you can still get just as much valid trauma as an adult!!!#that's probably not a good pep talk thing for most ppl but hopefully someone reading this is fucked up in the same way as me q-q
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called my boyfriend cause he hadn't been replying to my messages properly and I got anxious, and we talked and I cried and he apologised and promised to try do better. so then I sent him a message to thank him for listening, and he read it and just never replied. so now I wanna cry again
#look I know he's sick so that means he wont be putting as much effort into this#but I thought the conversation went really really well#and now I feel neglected again ughhh#and he knows this bothers me and normally really tries to reply immediately#i just. I dont know what to do any more I don't wanna have to constantly ask for attention#when I see him live? sure. I don't have to#but I haven't seen him in a week cause I've been away#i need a hug :(#mine#s
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i don’t like being right about the persona 5ification of persona 3
#like i said so from the first trailer i’ve been pushing it out of my mind but it really is like they tried to make p3 into p5#i’m still gonna be excited. i love minato. but the rest of it worries me so much..#theurgia being like solo showtimes#the new dorm activities being things you could do in p5#they want minato to be joker 2 and i played enough of the p2 duology to know that’s a terrible idea#ughhh. its all the little things that make me wish we never got a remake if it’d be like this#changed my mind won’t delete this one
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For me, Deku is not a crybaby. He doesn't cry at every little thing. There tends to be a distinct difference between him crying openly over something that makes him happy:
And trying (sometimes failing) to hold back tears when he's sad.
And this is not only an important distinction, but also much more interesting! Especially because we see it ever since he was five years old, desperately not wanting to let his mom in on how devastated he was--and in fact, I think that moment is exactly what this behavior (the sad behavior, at least) goes back to. (The happy just seems to be the Midoriya genes, lol.)
There's an argument for an All Might factor in this. That All Might saves with a smile, and Deku's already thought enough about that that he thinks that a smile is the only really appropriate forward-facing emotion to show, but I don't really think that's the case.
Honestly, it's on Mama Inko. We find out that Inko saying "I'm sorry, Izuku," instead of "It's okay," or something to that effect really affected him. She demonstrated that something about him wasn't okay, and that it made her sad, and that was the beginning of Izuku internalizing that he can't inconvenience others with his negative feelings, because that will just make them feel worse.
Flash forward: that's exactly the mindset that leads him to go it alone in his vigilante phase. He can't make anyone feel worse over something he should be able to handle internally. And, with One For All, there shouldn't be anything that he can't handle internally. He's only beginning to undo this mindset for the first time ever upon coming back and trusting his friends to take some of the mental load from him.
I even think that's the mindset that allows him to explode his own bones for the sake of mastering One For All. He can't inconvenience All Might, he can't fail, and he already has years of experience of hiding his own pain and deciding it's not important.
In characterizing Deku in fic, I think this is an issue he'll go back and forth with for the rest of his life, and it's why I believe that he'll continue to have poor communication issues. Really, I think it's a feeling most of us have to some degree and that we go back and forth on as well.
@animaatra
#headcanon#super varying quality in those images my bad#no mama inko hate here i do think she was trying her best#parents have no idea what moments are gonna traumatize their kids lol#i really tried to not undermine this in my most recent bkdk fic but#i think i made him communicate better than i think he does ughhh#deku
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#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#Zoenne#LOVE#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#this ep is so heavy on showing how much they really want to communicate with each other#to clarify things to UNDERSTAND ONE ANOTHER UGHHH#it's one of my fave things about them tbh#it makes me go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#no really how sweet is that they ask each other difficult questions all the time#his expression when she says he made her feel worthless :(((#and what I love here is that#at the same time Zoë tries to be tough and says he didn't hurt her she allows herself to be vulnerable in front of him#when she asks if the reason why he acted that way was because she didn't want to have s-x#and Senne may have lied about V*ktor but he's being so honest about not wanting to be a jerk anymore especially with/to her :')#also when he answers that wasn't the reason he finds it funny that she thinks that bc it couldn't be farther from the truth but when he sees#she needs reassurance he stops and says 'no' again#this time firmly#oh and before that too#Zoë questions about being just a 'one night stand' to him and says she's not smart enough to understand that wasn't what he meant and#he's like BUT YOU ARE#SMAR SEXY STUBBORN#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#they are so special please#I love my babies#s2#2x04
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i know everyone goes thru life at their own pace etc etc but it's sooo embarrassing to be 20 living w my parents w no job not even in any college classes bc my brain is broken
#buzz buzz#LIKE... i know need the time to recover and i would never think less of some1 in my same position but im still like. deeply ashamed lol :)#i tried to go back to school last year and it just set me back even more bc burned out again and had a mental breakdown over TWO CLASSES#so im forcing myself to take a year off and like go to therapy#idk im stuck feeling stagnant but not wanting or feeling able to actually move foreword UGHHH#sucks man#AND LIKE LOGICALLY I KNOW IM STILL REALLY YOUNG AND I LITERALLY SHOULDNT WLRRY ABT IT BUT LIKE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GONNA BE GRADUATING SOON#AND ITS LIKE WHAT THE HELLLLLL EVERYONE STOP
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