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the increasing acceptance that i will probably never be financially stable enough to have money to save for another tattoo is making me increasingly tempted to just do my own stick and pokes again hmmmm
#i really shouldnt lol#to be fair the 2 i did a few years ago actually turned out sorta okay *i* like them lol even if they probably objectively look like shit#ive been saying for literally like 2 years now that when i have money ill get another one but i just get poorer and poorer lol#i only want line ones anyway and theyll only be small but alas its still way too much :')#the problem is that when i gave myself the last ones i was in a constant state of dissociation and had no care for my life or body so there#felt like no stakes. however now i *do* care if i gave myself an infection or ink poisoning or it simply looked shit lol#but also i so so soooo badly want the ideas i have :(#3 main ones i want are jgys hat with lxcs ribbon around it. nyanko sensei. the what matters is you not the state of you line from tgcf#still figuring out how design one for harrows marrow soup lol because it truly is the scene of all time#the 2 i did before are the nightvale symbol and phoenix wright attorney badge ehehe the 2 i actually got done properly back then are ra#ralsei deltarune and the omori lightbulb yay#the stick and poke kit i had before was only like £10 which is potentially affordable at the end of the month hmmmmmmmmm.......#i shouldnt but what if.........
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I know several other people have redrawn that one official cloudtail & brightheart art but i wanted to take a crack at it. Hire me harpercollins.
[ID: a digital painting of Cloudtail and Brightheart from Warriors in a semi-realistic style. Cloudtail is a fluffy white cat with blue eyes, and Brightheart is a ginger-and-white cat with one blue eye and heavy scarring on the other side of her face, including an empty eyesocket, shredded ear, and part of her lip torn away to reveal her teeth. The cats are facing towards the viewer, looking happy, with Brightheart leaning her head into Cloudtail's muzzle. They are in a field of tall grass with mountains visible in the background and a tree with a few leaves looming over them. End ID]
Original below the cut for comparison

[ID: a painting similar to the first one, but Brightheart and Cloudtail are drawn in a more realistic style, lacking expression, and not leaning into each other. Brightheart has much less ginger on her pelt and her scarring is reduced to a few scratches on her eye. End ID]
#am i a cat artist now??? ok whatever theyre fun#Mainly i wanted to fix brights appearance and make them more affectionate bc they Are Mates like one of the healthiest canon couples#also i guess its kinda hard to tell but i wanted to imply bright is lying down instead of being much shorter than cloudtail for some reason#But um. i also dont really like the style of the new english official art lol. the smudge tool fur...#And cats are super expressive irl like a realistic style shouldnt prevent cat art from looking expressive?? Anyway.#warrior cats#warriors#wc#brightheart#cloudtail#brightcloud#cloudbright#art#2024#I drew this in one sitting why did i do that
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#fop dev#fop dale#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#comic#The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why#I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that#He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him#Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying#I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you#is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway#Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic#He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL
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id probably have more success as an elden ring/fromsoft artist but alas, my heart still belongs to the legend of zeldas most unpopular villain, oh well..
chapter 2 rough draft is approaching 70 pages, im confident i can start painting it this week :3
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#its both a blessing and a curse to be like what feels like the only one who genuinely cares/draws demise lol#like if it was at least ganondorf!! he has multiple games and is pretty easily recognized#anyway .. i wanted to get the rough draft done today but the weekend just has fewer hours than the work week#so .... if i can get it done this week i might be able to start painting#if painting works that is#so if i can make that happen at least it wasnt a FULL year since i started to work on chapter 2#haha ... jesus christ its really been that long#i feel like i could really use one of those openly asking for motivation posts but i have done that one too many times i feel like#they have a limit how many times you can use it and i think i realized that too late so now im just#man i sure feel like shit but thats no ones fault but mine so i shouldnt be bothering anyone#nhdkgjvndfkjgndfjk
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Got to thinking about Decked Out being completed and Helsknight and Tanguish getting to play. I get the impression that Tanguish would excel (if very anxiously so) considering avoiding conflict is heavily incentivized in DO and the whole point is to kind of steal an artifact. Meanwhile I suspect Helsknight would lose his marbles not being allowed to fight back (as per the rules since replacing mobs is a massive pain). Still, maybe the challenge of it would still be good enrichment? Would either/both get competitive about it if given the chance?
I think Tanguish would be fantastic playing Decked Out II! He's quick and quiet, doesn't like getting into confrontations, and given his history as a thief probably is a decent judge of risk vs reward. He wouldn't struggle nearly as much in the lower levels as other people, because the blindness wouldn't affect him. And given wardens can't really decipher his smell from the sculk around him, I think he would have an easier time sneaking past monsters. Tango would find him frustratingly competent at his game ahaha. I don't think he would get very competitive, mostly because I think he would be well aware his runs are a cakewalk compared to everyone else.
Helsknight on the other hand! I have no! Idea! How good or bad he would do. I agree the challenge of it would be good enrichment. I think he would love the puzzle of trying to sneak and be nonconfrontational [though admittedly, I think "fun" for him would involve a lot of getting really, really pissed when he loses lol. You know when you play rage games, and you get angrier and angrier but also you've never been so invested in something in your life? That kind of vibe.] But I don't know if he would make it to the lower levels. He doesn't do suspense well, or being hunted well. The upper floors with ravagers I think he would eventually master, but crawling around in the dark while Wardens sniff him out would put him off I think? The power subversion would make him feel off-balance and vulnerable, and the blindness would unnerve him. I think he would end up being like Cub/Hypno/Etho, making the excuse that "really, if your deck is good enough you can win on the top two levels without delving THAT deep. It's fine!"
#rns asks#decked out 2#[squints] yeah i think that sounds right#ive gotten different versions of this ask a few times now#and how helsknight would play always stumps me#i really dont think he would like the lower levels#i get the feeling he wouldnt like playing horror gamess#hes too attached to the sense of control he gets from his physical proficiency#tanguish on the other hand is skipping and humming through the levels#doing handstands in the ancient city and figuring out how to climb on stuff he shouldnt#a very pearl-like runner lol
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was fucking with this arcane analysis until this guy went off on how silco and jinx’s relationship was inappropriate + it was likely silco was being predatory with their sole reasoning being because he’s Not A Good Man

#YOU. ARE. STUPID!!!#I guess. i guess if that’s how you wanna interpret it#their relationship is definitely Not normal and the way they interact is definitely intended to make you uncomfortable#BUT NOT FOR THAT REASON!!!!!!#am i wrong? Silco was a bad influence but i never got the vibe that it was malicious or that he had ulterior motives#he unconditionally adored jinx and rarely corrected her on anything#you can see that with how he basically let her shit at the docks slide#it’s not hard to believe he’d tolerate how physical/touchy she was. And it’s clearly intended to be innocent#yes it’s weird because she’s older but her whole deal is that she never really moved on from all of her trauma. she’s still childlike#yes they were awful for each other. he enabled all of her worst tendencies And she. kills him LOL#their relationship Was innapropriate. but not like that. not in that sense#they were codependent#i hate this kneejerk shit please ponder for more than 5 minutes#im being generous you shouldnt even need 5 minutes at most all you should need js 5 seconds
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valerio for 60min challenge
#dragalia lost#satsuhart#valerio#it was over 60mins but i wasnt really sure how long but it shouldnt have been over 90min...?#anyway the way i went from eh to AWOOGA @ valerio the moment he tied his hair needs to be studied#like i am so neutral-neg towards long haired men (women too actually but i mind it less w female chars) but the moment its in a ponytail i#i just think alt hairstyles are nice.. but i also just really... dont care for untied straight long hair i think its visually boring#anyway i totally forgot he got a spiral LOL i was checking his release date for something after drawing this and i saw it again#icr if i ever used him in endgame? but probably not bc i kinda suck at controlling stance users and its awful to let them ai...#i must have done kaleido with him tho... i did it with about half the cast#anyway did you know valerio has a little fang ? its so cute even tho it only shows up when hes being really emo about primia
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There is fragile peace in the hierarchy. Weapons remain sheathed. For now.
#my dog (my moms dog tbh) is the lowest in the household. she gets bullied. it shouldnt be funny but it is#anyways i was really surprised to see them sitting together#queue#animals#cats#petblr#cat life#catblr#cat lovers#cat#my cat#calico cat#calico#dog#my dog#dogs#dogblr#cute dog#dogs of tumblr#cats of tumblr#beagle dog#beagle#cute#aww#awwpics#lol#funny
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From Venom: Lethal Protector II issue #2
#venom#venom comics#marvel#marvel comics#venom lethal protector#lethal protector ii#i dont even think thats anatomically correct#like his ass shouldnt pop up like that right#someone just really wanted to draw his bubble butt i guess lol
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(oc wip)
attempting to paint a scene from the beginning of my original story stuff -im not gonna say i like it for some rough color placement so far bc it will surely curse it to not work out in the end-----
#ganondoodles#art#character design#wip#painting#listen i know the horns dont make sense yet its barely done#but also trying to allow myself to be rougher with the painting stuff bc i really dont need to force myself to render everything so detaile#i want the second chapter of destiny to be faster done than the first#THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ZELDA THOUGH#its my own blorbos im testing it on lol#anyway *hides*#(i know i shouldnt post wips bc it makes the final one not do well but i cant not do iiiiiiiiiit)
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in the future when haejoon comes back from work...
He helps eunyung memorizing his lines for his next show. its in a little theater from the neighborhood and eunyung likes it.
Eunyung was scouted and tried to be famous but it wasnt for him ; too much exploitation and humiliation, he was not respected. He couldnt keep his mouth shut while witnessing the unfair treatment of his comrades. The world of entertainment is cruel, especially in south korea.
Eunyung began to hate theater. He realized that being rich and famous just to make his parents regret abandoning him was not really productive, if it made him consider abandoning the only thing he managed to keep liking.
So he stopped, took an alimentary job (it pays better than being a rookie actor anyway). Now he plays in an associative theater as a hobby. they do unknown and strange plays that most people dont find interesting -but they have some success thanks to eunyung's previous popularity.
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Haejoon didnt understand why eunyung was throwing away his ticket at being famous at first. he was good at it, people were excepting him to do it, he could earn a lot of money. Just because of his horrible personality, eunyung was abandoning his dream ? he'll really never change.
But then haejoon went to see his shows in this little theater and he understood ; eunyung was having fun here. Haejoon did see how eunyung was miserable working in the entertainment industry. He thought it was normal, because everybody was miserable at work. Life is about finding its place, not about being happy. Happiness, it comes after, if youre lucky.
But here eunyung was shining. He enjoyed being here. That's what eunyung wanted. Haejoon couldnt really grasp that at first, but he began to enjoy going to his shows too.
Really thinking about what you want to do, not conforming to what you think people want you to do or say... eunyung could do that now. haejoon was a little envious.
He studied a lot because he didnt have anything else to do ; he went to a good university because he studied a lot ; he got a good-paying job at a reputable company because he went to a good university. What was the point of it ? he didnt know and he actually didnt care to not know. His mother would be proud, and that was the important thing.
But haejoon was happy when he went to see eunyung playing and that was good. he didnt always understand the plays, and eunyung would spent hours explaining to him the reason behind this light, this silence, this character's action. Haejoon tried to be interested in it ; he didnt always suceed. but he enjoyed seeing eunyung talking, and eunyung seemed to like explaining things to him anyway. Plus, he would often cook while talking, so if haejoon listened diligently he'll have a really nice meal after.
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( i think in the future haejoon wont really have an exciting life but a stable one, with good pay and a nice apartment. he goes by day after day without really knowing the purpose of it all but it is how it is.
eunyung will be the contrary. he's so happy to finally enjoy being alive that he wont loose his time in a place where he's miserable. he'll get by with shitty jobs, and he will find a purpose in doing as many fun things as he can.
I would really like it if they find a balance between them and live together. haejoon provides material comfort, eunyung provides excitement. haejoon is happy to witness the fun in eunyung's life and participate in it in his own way (helping him rehearse, lend a hand during the week-ends to set up the show scene). eunyung is grateful for haejoon to be here, to help during the months he's outta jobs and the rent is harder to pay.
they're not fairy-tale happy, but it's enough. the world isnt so menacing when they're together)
(id also love love it if both get involved in activism, so others in the future dont have to know whats it like to grow poor and ostracized. i really cant see haejoon doing that but eunyung i definitely can)
(im thinking and the dynamic will be something like, haejoon pays for most of the groceries and eunyung cooks. is it a somewhat sexist setup where long-haired eunyung is the wife and buff haejoon the husband then lol ? i also definitely see eunyung as dominant, choosing most of their mutual projects and the direction of their relationship. he also tops haejoon in bed and he enjoys making him cry. fortunately, haejoon loves to cry. outside sex, they hate hurting the other now though ! surprisingly, its a dynamic thats convenient for both of them.)
#no home#no home manhwa#no home wanan#eunyung baek#haejoon goh#eunhae#mine#another old drawing#i dont like coloring or drawing on the computer#but taking photo of pencil drawing is kind of ugly#plus theres oil stains lol#i wrote that without really thinking about it#i just wanted to post my drawings to keep the fandom alive a little longer lol#but well i shouldnt wait for people to give me thing#i can DO things too !#is it obvious i have a soft penchant for eunyung ?#and not for haejoon haha#i think adult haejoon will be really boring#saved only by eunyung flamboyance
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couple doodles of my dbxv2 character Quartz hanging out with her favorite instructor :)
it's been such a long time, i honestly forgot how much fun Raditz is to draw lol. definitely gotta do more art of him eventually
#my art#dbz#dbxv2#raditz#frieza race#dbz oc#quartz#i honestly LIVE for the small & silly/big & grouchy friendship dynamic. it is PEAK#this isnt ship art btw quartz is just Like That. very goofy & affectionate with friends. she also really likes hiding in his hair lol#WELL raditz if you didnt wanna get SNUGGLED then maybe you shouldnt have been so FLUFFY. didnt think of THAT one did you
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the colour theory thing drives me crazy because to me it should just be a fun lil thing- like oh you're a cool winter, so you'll probably suit x y z well! but most colour match videos i see are so like YUCK- You cannot wear *insert huge swath of colours and tones here* and I'm just like.... Shut up. Shut ya mouth.
#also to me it should be treated the same as like mbti or zodiac stuff#something thats fun and you might find things in that feel true to you or express something about yourself but dont treat it as hard#rules that must be followed. like do the colour theory thing and if you really like the suggestions than incorporate it#but if you like blue but they say no blue for you just be like lol nah <3#it also negates the fact that sometimes contrast looks good#like lee know seungmin and changbin are more warm toned imo so in theory silver hair shouldnt have worked on any of them#but i personally find concert videos and non-edited pics of them with those colours to be really handsome bc it bought the warmth in their#skin out more. it made em look more tan and they looked ~glowing~ as the people say#anyway this was gonna be notes on a post but i didnt need to do homegirl kpop pics like that lol
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marci live weekend updates: free practice would not be looking good 💔 but we all know it doesnt mean anything yay yippe 🩷
might be the first victim turn one takes lol that whole first section is just not made for him... thankfully the track has a couple long straights where he can recover. sprint quali soon dont make me look bad now boy
#i wanna get a liiittle bit technical with it...#cant for the life of me remember if hes a notorious under or oversteerer but for that near 360° turn i dont think it really matters 🧍♂️#i should really write down his writing style now shouldnt i lol#hazel.txt#marci#does anyone want a marci raceweekend posting tag#btw hes probably like. p16
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#im thinking abt buying myself a grocery store valentines plushie#the reason i even have to consider it is bc i have a veryyy tight budget lol im poor#and i dont wanna own too many things so i dont like just buying whatever#but it's also that... i have always had silly daydreams abt being gifted valentines plushies... but alas here i am at 26#and it has never happened. so like. it is stupid of me to keep being like omg no i shouldnt buy it myself#bc it will be more treasured when someone does#but um nobody does... and i cant see anyone doing that in like the close or even distant future#so if i want to i really should just buy one for myself why not#its not a waste to do that one time one year lol
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ITS MA BDAY!!! u know what that means 😼 🎈🎈🎈 to change it up a bit from last year, what are some of you guys' more niche/lesser comon hcs about lionblaze? Or ideas/aus?
I'll start! been thinking a bit about a 'medcat' lion au where he switches to one after a particularly traumatic battle. But after a few moons he just feels that he's not that good at being one and decides to go back to being a warrior. what does this contribute to anything? Idk but I have a lot of stuff going on around in my brain about it 😭
#Mostly stemmed from me thinking abt how i like the warriors turned med cat thingie#and then about how figuring urself out is a messy process and that going back on your decisions shouldnt be an obstacle to what you really#want to be#or something#something something being able to control himself during battles- learning that he really likes the action but particularly hates the blood#-shed. its good exercise! and hes a 'descent' teacher. when hes not busy being self-centered#plus he retains a bit of med cat knowledge as a lil treat#the bday part of this post was just an excuse to ramble LOL but pls talk about my boy lion in my asks if u want 🥰🥰🥰#ill answer em later after i get back from my classes!!!!#i speaku
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