#i really miss my dog
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hi, hope you're okay. *kisses forehead*
hi friend! i am... well, okay is relative. i know i have been m.i.a. for months here and in fandom discord and there are a lot of reasons for that. general summation would be that my dog died, i had to get surgery, i have been sick in other ways, and the depression/anxiety spiral resulting from all of that has basically sucked me dry and turned me into a desiccated husk of a person who lies on the couch and cries 99.9% of the time.
it has also vacuumed any and all creative mojo out of me so that i am even struggling to get done the story for the upcoming hellcheer zine that i'm a part of, so 50% more fun there, too. i'm managing to keep up with rl work (in a high stress position) and that's about it, which i think is also not helping the situation but like, money. money is good to have, as is health insurance.
this feels like such a bummer response but it's more like i'm in this limbo of feeling shitty, but not shitty enough to tip the scales one way or the other, if that makes sense?
anyway, all that to say, i hope YOU are good and that fandom is good and that one day my motivation and will to engage with other human beings returns from the war.
#bsc diaries#darcylightninglewis#personal#woe is me personally#writing it all out like that does kind of put it in perspective#i really miss my dog#i have been fostering other pups tho
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The only reason to become a necromancer
Reviving the pets and people you so dearly miss.
Thanks for coming to my TEDtalk
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Okay I need to post this bc I'm very excited
I'm flying to Tasmania in the morning to see my parents for our birthday week (we all have our birthdays within a week, it's lucky)
But I get to see my Dad, who I haven't seen since October, and our family dog, who I have missed immensely since moving away in December. I also get to see my mum, which means more than I was expecting bc I lived with her for so long but it has been very hard being apart
I'm very happy and very excited
#mine#shitpost#family#happy post#wholesome#idk i miss my parents#i really miss my dog#i wasnt expecting to miss mum this much but it's been really hard being away from her#im used to not seeing dad bc he works away a lot#and we didnt really see him for about three years bc covid and his job#so im always excited to see him#but mum has been a constant and not being near her kinda sucks?#idk#australia#i really do love my family
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Does anyone else have a crackling/popping sensation in their nose when they cry? I couldn't find anything about it on Google, so I'm wondering if it's just me and why. Also, my ears keep going back and forth between feeling blocked and popping when hyperventilating. It's really painful. Why is my body like this
#I really miss my dog#I don't know how to cope with this#My lungs hurt from sobbing and hyperventilating#but that part makes sense#also how do I stop crying#it's been an hour
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nowhere like our places.
#i give up trying to crop this either its too blurry or too zoomed out#i realllyyy really like the idea of them going to extremely ugly places#they claim it and make it their own as hangout spots#dark and gritty my beloved#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#soukoku#skk#chuuya#dazai#bsd#bungo stray dogs#illustration#i missed you
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Teaching how to seek.
This will perpetually remain a sketch, so let me share it. It would get lonely otherwise.
#dca#daycare attendant#fnaf moon#moondrop#vanny#fnaf vanny#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#fanart#anyway.#a sketch is all I have#miss hyde here teaching her bestie mister moon how to be mister seek#not for her though#I was really into the mood for a “moon as the hare's favourite puppy hound dog who fetches the [redacted]”#unfortunately my internship has turned my motivation to zero so.
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Misc Werehog magma doodles
#werehog#sonic the werehog#sth#sth fanart#chip#tw blood#cw blood#its not really all that much/v cartoony but playing it safe?#its there bc a. wanted to draw blood and b. its actually chili from a chili dog incident. very sad. quite tragic really#been playing unleashed again and i gotta say. i remember now why i loved the werehog levels so much but why i struggled#being able to tear into a horde of enemies as sonic is FUN (day and night). my favorite move is picking guys up and throwing them at others#unleashed my beloved. professor pickle i miss you every day <3#higher effort drawings coming Eventually. when theyre ready
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We're so sskkback :')
#Crying a little I can't believe Harukawa really went for the black / white colour scheme... I'm printing this all over my room.#All over my house if I must#ryūnosuke akutagawa#atsushi nakajima#sskk#shin soukoku#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd ch 120#sango harukawa art#mine#BSD SPOILERS#Not gonna miss that one
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I am so normal about them
#listen i had a couple of horrendus weeks and whats better than super self indulgent art to light up thw mood#these are actually based on a looooong convo i had with the friend who got me into watching yyh#something about post canon future youko#when shiori dies at the ripe age of 120 yo or smth#and youko acting like a domestic animal makes me feral#they be the happiest murder couple look at them eeping covered in blood at the bottom#missing some other things like big dog youko zoomies but i lost the interest in drawing at some point because i really wanted color em#this wasnt supposed to see the light of the day like mostly of my self indulgent stuff bc they re for myself but i feel generous (?)#they have 292 different skin shades because using a semi transparent brush and constantly neglet colorpicking first makes the job tricky#digital art#csp#clip studio paint#yyh#yyh fanart#yyh hiei#yyh kurama#youko kurama#shuichi minamino#hiei x kurama#hiei jaganshi#hiei#kurama#kurahi#yu yu hakusho#yuyu hakusho#the og convo was actually more bittersweet and i could i have material to draw angst but this is supposed to be comfort art so#ending the yap#i should stop yap under my posts#pick your fave mine is hiei poisoning himself with the seed
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Is it bad that I want to see more of that Were-Doc Au?
the people love mad scientist turned big wet dog
#back to the future#bttf fanart#bttf#marty mcfly#emmett brown#doc brown#have this silly little doodle while i cook up some silly big doodles in the meantime :]#aaaand i have just realized i missed a line where doc's other shoulder should be.#whatever. no one notices these things except me lmao#you're not the only one wanting more weredoc hahaha. looks at my 6 other weredoc asks. plus the several ideas i came up with myself.#at this rate doc will appear on this blog more dog than man#anyone who wants to take this au and run off is welcome to as well! maybe you can come up with some science jargon that makes more sense#right now the backstory is he had a bit of einstein's dna for ???? and then messed it up so badly he turned himself into a dog#how? no clue. not even he knows.#kit does an art#weredoc au#just realized this concept is like. the inverse of that au on ao3 where marty used to be a dog LMAOO#havent read it just glanced at it in passing but i think that's really funny
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I have finally returned from funeral travel. I feel tired and empty. But someone was at least happy to see me.
#hi klaus#i hate leaving my kitties even though I have a really good house sitter now#they all missed me so much#the dogs too#ive been mobbed by animals all night
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actually Hothead Rick's Morty is Slick Morty that he found and adopted because he didn't actually fall to his death yeah anyway
#rick and morty#hothead rick#slick morty#citadel of ricks#i really missed an opportunity on my drawing not adding the dog tags but next time
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Last bit of fanart I drew of these two before I went to bed yesterday: Pupjan and Cätrijä from memory :3
#idk I just really wanted to keep this creative streak going#and I missed drawing my silly boys with silly ears :'D#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out#dog!bojan#cat!jere#pupjan cvjeticanine#jere pawhönen#hehe they have their own tag now xD#mine#my own art
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drawing a bloodied Chuuya is very therapeutic
#was missing art with a red color palette… some time soon I need to do one with green#every time I see Chuuya I feel like there is not enough blood on his face#I really hoped vampire Chuuya would change that but oh well guess I have to draw it myself#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd fanart#bsd#my art#now that this is finished I need something else that can occupy my brain and stop me from thinking
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hands ✨
Y’all really liked human Donnie from the last post huh?
#yippee kinda really happy to almost be back to my house#went on a quick college visit trip and I miss my dogs and family#bouta start marching band too!#rottmnt#save rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#save rise of the tmnt#unpause rottmnt#rise season 3#rottmnt fanart#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#unpause rise of the tmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie fanart#rise donnie x reader#rise donnie#rise donatello#rise doodle#rise donatello x reader#donatello x reader#donnie x reader#rottmnt x reader#rottmnt donatello#hand practice#done in a car
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depressing life stuff below
My fiance and partner of nine years had an affair with a much younger woman (subordinate at work) and kicked me out of our home a bit over a month ago and god I really miss my pets. I should be getting Felix back in a week and I hope he's okay. Pretty heartbroken all together. Nine years is a long time
#i think theyre moving in together#idk#i just know im being rushed to get stuff out#i should be able to get the dog later though#i hope#im gonna really miss our cat#thankful to my friends for taking me in so im not living on the street#venting i guess#might delete later
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