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Having a serious George Michael moment at two am.
#we're having serious family problems#the kind you should call the cops about if you trust the cops#instead i called my dad#i have never asked him for anything#not in like thirty years#and i begged him to come as soon as he can in the morning#i can't be the only adult here anymore#and my abusive dad who has religious delusions is my only option#and for literally the first time in my entire fucking life he's coming to help me#i think i scared him with my crying#i don't think he's ever seen me cry in like the last thirty years or so#i am terrified though#so I'm listening to George Michael because he and Elton are the most comforting music i can think of right now#maybe I'll add some Madonna to this playlist#anyway everything is hard right now and i truly don't know what to do when the systems society has in place for this aren't an option#and my cats are like an hour away#i really might delete this later#I'm just so upset???#i needed to write it out for a third time in a third place
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began playing halo and cortana is probably my new best friend
#lonescribble#i might delete this later cuz its so rough but i really like her#in my head while playing im like fuckkkkkk i wish metroid games lowkey had a quirky qhite girl talking at samus the whole game…#halo#cortana
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My first tumblr post aa throws this unshaded mess at you and runs
#fnaf#fnaf sb#dca#daycare attendant#moondrop#moon fnaf#moon security breach#moon x y/n#moon x self insert#my art#hdbdhwhdbhss#im not used to posting#and i also dont really like my art#but i felt like i could share this#SORRY FOR THE TERRIBLE PROPORTIONS BUT IM FAR TOK LAZY TO FIX#the hearts r so sappy lamsmksjdjd#might delete later tbh#this is very low effort excuse me#lems silly stuff
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Dutch Miku based on @demilypyro post, lol
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Local grump caught smiling
#📸#the rest of his day is ruined#kanan jarrus#ezra bridger#star wars#rebels#swr#caleb dume#fan art#artists on tumblr#illustration#keelidraws#it looks stiff but I wasn’t really using a reference so a win is a win 🤷♀️#might delete later
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This pen looks nice.
#wandee goodday#wandee goodday the series#wandeegooddayedit#yak x dee#yakdee#great sapol#inn sarin#tobelle#lextag#rinblr#userbon#userspicy#uservid#mjtag#tusermona#uservix#userpharawee#usersasa#userrlaura#mygifs*#ngl i don't really like how this turned out. the font is weird. idk how to make this kind of sets I'M SORRY#i wanted to try anyways :(((( i hate it here :((((#might delete later
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Never finishing this but I really like them 👉🏾👈🏾
#roy harper#dick grayson#roydick#dickroy#arsenal#red arrow#nightwing#are they lovers? WORSE#I just love that they can get very ugly but then again they’ll be there 4 each other if they need it no matter what#they’ve been through so much together#and they know each other so well they can help each other in ways no other can#but can also destroy each other like no other can#they make me SICK#i might delete this later#we’ll see#dc#dc comics#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#im really struggling to draw again#Im considering opening requests to see if that kicks my ass out of artblock
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one of those nights
#small vent#lately I’ve been questioning things a lot#and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over#and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things#sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person#the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes#and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it#but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me#which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to#maybe it’s the aroaceness in me idk#it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner#i’m sorry#I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent#some more light-hearted things hopefully soon#delete later
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2/2
#THERE ARE YALL HAPPY NOW. I DOUBT SO#persona 5#persona 5 royal#akeshu#shuake#akechi goro#goro akechi#persona 5 protagonist#persona 5 joker#akira kurusu#kurusu akira#ren amamiya#amamiya ren#p5r#might delete later dunno i just really messed up anatomy n stuff here#liz art
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Sorry I seriously can't stop thinking about "Jimmy please hidef". This is bad and incomprehensible but. What is hiding gonna do for him Joel. Are you frantically throwing just whatever out there. Is it upsetting that you couldn't do anything last time and you can't do anything this time and really have no room to tell him what to do regardless because he's not an ally? But you want him to survive, you want him in the top 10, you want him in the top 5; at the very least, anything but for him to be the first one to die, and he plummets to red this early. Are you worried? All you can do or think of is to tell him to hide? In some impossible space in which he can't be hurt? Are you scared?
#and now the moral distress of being legitimately frustrated at Jimmy and not for him. next episode will be interestinv#interesting*. oh boy. sorry again I dont really know how to verbalize shit but this is making me feel and hurt a lot#god damn it why does that stupid rushed line really do it for me. his desperation for Jimmy not to die#who says that. “jimmy please” ok. reasonable. but what kinda response is it to tell him to hide... pain#might delete later#blabber#smallidarity#trafficshipping
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Get up nerdy prudes, it's Halloween!!!
#i'm so proud of this cosplay!!!!#also hello it's ma face :>#grace chasity#cosplay#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#also#i posted the first picture on my insta story#and angela saw it!!!!!!!!#so now i'm happy!!!#if i'm insecure i might delete this post later haha ha#i honestly just really like the pictures i took so i wanted to post them#lea's random thoughts#fun things i made
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(wip) trying to get back into the swing of things
#wip#terracottaart#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#might delete later#rambling session: i've been truly so busy lately that i haven't had the chance to make art for myself#which has made everything i draw incredibly stiff and uninspired-- so im now trying to stretch some of those old muscles again orz#i really hope to make some wild life art soon!!! but i have kinda have to remember how to draw again lol#another block i have with art is also the pressure i feel to make a “masterpiece” every time i draw/post#so im trying to get better with that too u_u#kore's yapping
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So like………………. what was the point of Round 6?? 🤨
#this is an honest question btw#because at this point i really don’t fucking know#if ivan sacrificed himself for till and that’s supposed to be till’s driving force for r7 but then it ends up being a detriment instead#and mizi is what ends up motivating him then pray tell what was point of the sacrifice??#they’re literally proving ivan right and i’m not a fan of that#we’ve been calling him an unreliable narrator for a while and while i still think that’s true to some extent#ivan may have a more of a point than we thought he did#but whatever#i don’t know#it feels empty? to me??#not sure how else to say it#sorry if this is all over the place#im rambling#also sorry if i sound like a hater (i’m not i promise)#idk yall i just really don’t know what ivan’s purpose was plot wise right now#might delete later#*deep sigh*#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage round 7#alnst round 7#alien stage spoilers#alnst spoilers#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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ah yes, the sweet sting of rejection from a billion dollar corporation who believes that "action stories don't appeal to romance audiences", welcome back my old familiar friend
#personal#lauren writes things#this was the EXACT problem I ran into with my gay outlaw story#and why I was just like FINE IT WON'T BE SCRIPTED IT'LL BE A BOOK#(and I mean who knows if it'll sell as a book)#(but it was NOT selling as a podcast)#how do I tell these companies that there's a whole website of people who love both action and romance#how do I explain that these people pull ships from the barest two second looks in action movies “aimed at men”#it's the conflation of romance = ladies and action = men for me#that's what really makes me roll my eyes#companies being like 'sorry lauren we just don't think people really into romance are into action'#HI I'M SITTING RIGHT HERE YOU'RE TALKING TO ME#my favorite movie is mad max and most of what I read is romance#I play violent action video games and I have a pathological need to ship#we exist#and we are legion#ANYWAY#might delete later#lauren says things
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I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying
#I wanna REMEMBER THIS!!!!!!!!#its helpful for me to keep in mind#not failing. learning#learning. learning makes failures into something worthwhile#grimacing as I repeat this to myself#text post#delete later#idk saying it cause it made me be like heh. nice#so idk might make someone else be like hm... nice#so LAMGOMSAGKLSAJGALKGJASLKGMSALKGJ#there is not much thought behind the things I post there's just not really much thought in general#honestly that is not true#I overthing everything. on account of the anxiety#but it's all good#speaking of the doc gave me an anti anxiety med on top of the adhd thing#so that's cool#seems to be working though..#she told me I could up the dose and I might do that in like a week if it feels like hrmm#I asked for all the instructions about starting stopping upping lowering or changing the time I take things#cause yknow. those things matter and I like to experiment to figure out whats best for me#this has nothing to do with the post#also they messed up my order again#i only got 180 books#bro theres 120 more#where are they#give me my books!!! please!!!!!!!1#I'll wait til tomorrow#its possible they just didnt fit on the truck. thats completely reasonable
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i see a lot of new interest in blender, or people learning blender due to interest in corporate clash, making their own renders and stuff... which i find extremely awesome and i love it
i have a tip for you though, before you render, i recommend setting the view transform to standard instead of the default filmic - youll get a much more game-accurate result with better contrast
(before/after)
#i hope this helps somebody out there - i might delete later since its not really toontown related#boring: filmic is moreso for realistic renders / HDR#and has also been deprecated since around 4.0
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