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narsicen · 3 years ago

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College au!—straykids edition

small A/N side note: yES, so i was like “why not make my first headcanon?” right and yeah here we are. so i want to be able to let you guys know that you can request headcanons like these or under the same au! but with a different group! so yeah enjoy! this will be split into 2 parts sincE it wiLL gEt LONGGGG. enjoy!

genre: fluffy stuffy, college au!

warning: nothing aside from math and some jerky students/profs.

word count: about 2-4K (for all)

GN y/n!!! x skz!!!

Bang Chan

sweetest college bf out in your campus like WHATTTTT???

you ask yourself how lucky you have to be to gET soMEOnE LIke hIMMMM bC HSIHISIJf

anyway (sorry)

so basically would wait for you at your department’s building, like just outside the door of your building bc aparently the student council won’t let other students who arent in your course to go inside (</3)

he loves to give you his signature smile and like get giddy whenever he sees you bc he thinks youre the sun of his life like he will get tired (even if he naturally alrdy is) like super tired if he doesnt see you. :(

whenever you come out of your classes he would straight up hug you and then just ask you if you want something to drink something or some ice cream.

he’s majoring in bachelor of arts in music prod. program (fancy i know)

anyWAY so he sorta got invited to be in fine arts but he follows his heart and lets just say some people (not his parents) really disscouraged him to go to mUSic

BUT WE HAVE YOU AND THATS NO MORE PROBLEM FOR CHAN

you supported him ALL THE WAY and that just made him fall deeper in love with you

hes the type to be obvlivious to others asking him out because he literally cant see himself with anyoone else than with you and just think theyre joking or being nice. (JHDIJFHHWDJFJD)

like he would just focus on you (not in a possesive like creepy way) he just thinks youre amazing and shiz and he loves you for that and he supports your gut feeling bc he has that much faith and hope for you

i swear if you break his heart

anYWay

he LOVES LOVES

to just dress up in sweats everyday and you ask yourself how he can just go to a fancy dinner with you with a hoodie in his bag “incase” it rains he said but ended up wearing it over his casual fit

but you love him anyway

so you have to come to his dorm every once a week at least to keep him in check bc lbr (lets be real) he literally would choke on like idk cereal bars for breakfast lunch and dinner bc thats the easiest he can find in his cabinet

you open his cabinet and its just cereal bars

HE KEEPS THIS DINO PLUSHY (the one like his drawing) AND HE LETS YOU TAKE IT WITH U DURING EXAM WEEK BC HE KNOWS HE CANT SNEAK TO YOUR DORM AND THEYRE STRICTER SO THATS LIKE HIS SPECIAL AGENT TO COMFORT YOU

and we all know you just love to hug it and just take a breather

his scent is so comforting to you can you not

you once identitfied it as home so when you went to his hometown to visit him when he was on a leave, you sniffed the air when u got in and u said to him

“this doesnt smell like home..?”

“what does home supposed to smell then?”

‘Your colone or something”

and he just found that so cute and comforting idk dhhfkjshkcs

hE lOVES to eat what you cook because iT WAS YOUR PASSION TO COOK WTV THE HELL WAS IN YO FRIDGE

but you took up what your parents wanted bc you stated to yourself “mom and dad will get sad if i dont take this :(“

what a pure soul you are omg

anYWAy

so YESSS but you also realized you get hella tired when you do cook for a long time and youre more like booksmart or something (youre just so used to studying and reading a bunch of books)

but chan asks you to cook anyway because he doesnt want you to lose your passion and you appreciate him sm for that

even if your pancakes be crusty as hell he’d appreciate it bc bro he hasnt eaten real food in like weeks, months if you will

and he just gives you such a sweet smile when he eats

omg

and then he just showers you in compliments

okay but like he loves to show you his finished music/work because you're so down to earth he gets inspiration from you like dang bro

AND YOU LOVE HIS WORKS

as you should tho

so he gets all shy and giddy bc hes worked so hard on it and he cant wait to show his prof.

lowkey wants to write songs about you

which he has done but he couldnt bring himself to tell you about it or make the beat like EDMs or somethng

he like uses soft instruments if you get me

crying idk how to explain

but he like plays the guitar for your songs, ukelele or something

just sweet stUFFF

and its always about how you saved him from choosing the bad decisions and getting caught up in people’s dirt that they throw at him

omg

he gives you his hats

no hoodies bc thats his babies

i mean youre his no.1 baby too but he loves his hoodies okay

and you dont mind

hats can be of great use and you don’t need to be suspected to be dating the campus bf

yea they labeled him as campus bf

just bc hes so-

bf material

like u touch his hair, bf material, his hood, bf material, face, bf material

yeah but they never get to the third one bc you only get to do that

did i mention he invites you to watch his swim meets? cuz yes

DID I MENTION HE SWIMSSS?//S/S/D/S;D;DLFF

he’s like part of the varsity before but quit bc he said he enjoys swimming but he doesnt want it to be his passion, its just something he enjoys and he wants that in his heart only.

NO but during hIS VERY FIRST SWIm MEET that WAS like the first ever time you saw him w/o a shirt since hes shy all the time and you just realize how buff he is and you kind just went: 😀😄😀 for a sec but lbr you tried to make him feel better abt how he looks since hes shy or sum and you end up making him rlly flustered but you did your best HDHOSHD

and omg when he saw you in the crowd with a board that said “milky skin bang chan!” (yes a love so beautiful plug in bc i love them all sm) HE LITERALLY COMBUSTED LIKE IT GAVE HIM MORE MOTIVATION, STRENGTH AND HE JUST BOMBED THAT SWIM MEET, MANNNNNN and when he saw that he placed gold medal omg he was so happy and he looked at you in the bleachers

and you were jumping up and down saying his name, hes never been so happy <//3

omg then when he gets interviewed how he felt when he won

he was like so gidddy and all bc he saw you behind the camera guy witth your board and all and he couldnt contain his giggles

like omg ???? </3 ????

*just giddy chan noises*

Lee Minho

omg i love him SM DNKFSDKJFKJSD

HAUFHJHFE

DHFJSHDFJKS

okay ill stop

so the kind of guy to make you walk to his dorm and not like pick u up

as the devoted minho lovers we are, we do it anyway

but dw when you get there he makes sure to dress up his cats for you bc like omg their other parent IS COMINGEGGGDG TO VISIT HRHEJHF

such a soft boy when alone stop

would get shy when he does something for you

like gives a sheepish smile

but then insults you

in a loving way

“you fudging suck <3”

“i love you too <3” <— you btw

thats what happens

and we STAN BC ITS MINHO

anyway, he’s the writer for the university’s paper or something

and he always goes to the bulletin part and writes

“take care of your pets”

andd FUDGING PUTS LIKE HIS SMOL DRAWINGS OF HIM AND SOONIE DOONGI DORI

but no one knows that

sO yeah but yOU DO and you just gush to yourself how hdkjfhksjdjk AMAZING HE IS, and he would just roll his eyes at you for thinking like that bc he says hes nothing special amd you just want to slap him and love him for the rest of your life

and you make sure he knows u love him

sooner the school made him leave his cats in his home (like in his hometown) and not in the dorms and he felt sad bc he misses them sm for like a week or a month and he really just wanted to cling to you because

but he didnt go for that

and you had to initiate it first andd he was so grateful for that. like all his life he just had his cats to go to to, his fam and stuff but he realized how lonley he gets in his dorm and all.

and bro

you just love him for being so open to you bc every since yall met he just turned his shoulder to u and you coudlnt get anything out of him and when you started dating omg he just slowly found his way out of his shell and he realized not every hand that reaches out to him will hurt him or is cold and he touched your hand and it was warm and he called hit home </3

FUDGE MAN

SDOIFOSDKJSDFL *crying*

anywaY

hes a dancE maJORRRR ofc

but then he was like “no”

because he loves dance,, its apart of him and he wants it to just be his other safe haven when youre not there, so he decided to take up to be a doctor

a vet

yes

so he can take care of his cats and other animals (mainly cats)

but you know

and you realized HE HAD THE BIGGEST FUDGING HEART AND YOURE SAD BC HE NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO EXPRESS IT COMPLETELY AND WHENEVER HE DOES HE NEVER FINISHES BC ITS THAT MUCH AND YOU VOWED TO STAY RIGHT HIS SIDE TO LET HIM FINISH TALKING ABT HIS DREAMS AND SHIZ IN HIS HEART </3

he loves to just take walks on the campus at like around 10-11 pm not 12 because he says its time for him to feed himself some midnight snack

and hes the type to look everywhere for anyone who might see you guys and then hook his hand with yours and squeeze it lightly like hes BEEN WAITING TO HOLD UR HAND ALL DAY

omg im literally having tears stream my face rn

HES SO DOHKJSHDKJHSD

and then he talks abt his lessons and hes so thrilled to learn about cats and stuff

and you just cant help but stay silent and just look at him with the most adoring gaze ever and he just says

“what are you looking at ?”

and like in a defensive mode and u tease him abt it

“our cutie minho!~” or sum shiz and try to pat his head and he kinda freaks out or something and like slightly push you away and dramatically say you could have killed him

and you two just tease each other until you have to walk him to his dorm

yeah you thought youd be walked to ur dorm? yeah no we live in minho’s world

BUT

AS YALL GO ON WITH UR RELATIONSHIP HE SUGGESTED TO WALK U TO UR DORM ONCE AND WAS KINDA SHY ABT IT BC HES NEVER DONE IT BEFORE AND HE HONESTLY JUST WANTS TO BE THE ONE TO SAY BYE TO YOU AS YOU GO IN YOUR DORM BC HE SAW THAT GUYS GOTTA DO THAT TO THEIR S/O OR PARTNER AND HE WANNTS YOU TO FEEL SPECIAL BUT HE’LL NEVER TELL U THAT AND JUST REASONED OUT TO BE

“i heard from the council theres a psycho on the campus”

not original, kinda dumb but you just accepeted it bc you rlly dont wanna walk like half the campus back from his dorm to yours bc bro thats shiz scary in the dark and then its cold and u feel like someones watching

but its just youre anxious lol

and you gave him a little peck on the lips when he said bye and he made a face after you finished but went ahead and gave you another one on your forehead before saying bye fr and going to his dorm

he did a little dance when he was on the camp ground near the front of the entrance of the univ. an threw a penny into the fountain like hes acting as if he was so gracious to gift the fountain a penny after he just won the lottery or something

i wont say what u did bc we know you were like screaming inside

and that started becoming a habit and lets just say the creativity when yall leave each other some kisses to last for the night, </3 like these days he’d give you a peck on the lips the next few days, a little kiss on the nose or sum and a big hug </3

anyway

so minho would also have to tutor you in science (bio obv) you had some science program in your course that year or something andd you struggled with biology

as the doctor he is, he helped you with some

and you didnt ace the exam

he got you a cat shaped ice cream popsicle tho

wanna know why? he said that you would be too hard on yourself and he saved his scolding later and eventually after you finished your ice cream you guys went to study in the library

and guess what instead oof minho studying for his project

he tutored you in math

we hate math here yall

and he kept such a smol smile everytime you got it right and he realized how much you did your best to figure it out and he was so patient with you like he was so nice

but he did sigh like everytime u didnt get it right and it made you feel bad so you said to let it go its fine but he pushed on it bc he doesnt want you to suffer on your own when you study on your own.

UGH MOM I LOVE HIM

he calls his mom to talk to her about you and then talk to her cats about it, and then calls his dad to talk about his school and you also

he doesnt go like “MOM DAD, SOONI DOONGI DORI I LOVE Y/N” yeah no he like subtly talks about you and its so endearing for his parents to see his son to have found someone other than his cats and like it shows how much he admires you and you literally give him a smile everyday and he started thinking smiling for someone is the most romantic thing because he used to think its tiresome but now

he thinks smiling because of you, at you and for you is somethig only the heart can give

literally shut up im crying

“so son- how was your pro-“

“i had to teach Y/N instead of doing the project”

“ did you two have fun though?”

“*rapidly nods head* yeah and they told me all about _ *keeps talking*”

Seo Changbin

look at him and tell me he doesnt seem the type to have the biggest pecks in the game and is emo

dude he radiates flowers and everything nice on top

HAJDHFIJSDHJHDS

i fudging LOVE THIS BOY

hes the type to be everything emo but his personality is so beautiful

and you love him for that

he wants to be a detective

SO YEAH

its kinda like being in the police side and all

but he kinda wants to be like a DP or someone who catches deserters in the army but then the has an undying love to be a detective so yES

and you support him bc bro everytime he solves a case he gets so into it and its so - HJFHKDSJFSDJK

pls dont ask me why i think he’s wanna be a police or a detective or somethig i just get the vibes and all fhvisdijvds

OMG HES THE TYPE TO JUST COME TO YOUR CLASSROOM AND HAS HIS RESTING B FACE AND THEN WHEN HE COMES TO YOU HE JUST STRAIGHT UP USES HIS TINY VOICE OR SUM

like absolutely loves to embarrass you

like dont get me wrong hes a gentle man would defo pull ur chair out for you and all

BUT HE WILL NOT HESITATE TO TEASE U LMAO

but he says sorry and does a tiny exaggerated pout when you rlly get mad and dont accept his small apologies, he would most likely be sulking if you don’t accept it, (like in a joking kinda way yk) but he knows he prolly went far HE WILL NOT HESITATE TO RLLY SPOIL YOU like in a good way, but he also knows you deserve a proper apology and not just things so he will say sorry a bunch of times and try his best to make it upp to you

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LITERALLY HAS ONE OF THE DARKEST CLOSETS OUT THERE (aside from chan)

but he has this one pick shirt somewhere in the dark sea of black despare of his closet, yes he bought it jusst bc you asked him to match one day while going to the school fair once.

at first he didn’t wAnt IT at first bC it “rUinS” his aesthic and you tried your hardESt that whole week before the fair to let you guys match and when you guys met at the front gate there he is wearing that pink shirt with a bright smile on face and he admits its pretty “cool” and you had “i told you so” rights that day

you had it recorded

HDKFHKSDHFLKDHS PART OF HIS DARK PAST ALL IN AN ALBUM YOU KEEP IN YOUR PHOTOS

let me just say

the time at the fair and you suggested you guys go to the haunted maze for fun

he literally shook in his boots, he looked at you with wide eyes and just shook his head rapidly

and you just teased him abt it so he had to defend himself but failed to do so because he got dragged to the maze anyway

when you guys got out

he was literally clinging to you for dear LIfE, like he cant let go of your hand, would hug you every once in a while and yeah basically soft binnie </3

and the rest of the boys clowning him for being sacred in the maze

when you guys got home omg, he doesnt sleep at his dorm at certain days since his fam wants to play monopoly nights with him

he obliges bc he wants to see them lose (JKJKJK BYE) no but fR he goes bad home bc he’d secetly miss them </3

hes so cute i swear HDKFKDKJDH

he aLWAYS ALWAYS asks you to accompany him whenever he goes somewhere, the libraray, the cafe, home

like no kidding he asks you to sleep over like right after school and just drags you to come with him to his family dinners sometimes and game night

HIS PARENTS AND SIBLING/S LOVE YOU LIKE SM, you seem to have a charm for making changbin do his chores at homee or something so they love you JJHFJDF NAH BUT THEY GENUINLY THINK YOU GUYS FOUND EACH OTHER AND ARE LIKE THE MISSING PIECES TO EACH OTHER AND THATS SO FUDGING CUTE

like one time his sister spam called him to have you over, and he didnt bring you out of spite and he reported back to you saying he swore it was like he saw the heavens for a second

HEHJFKJSDFH YOURE BASICALLY PART OF THE FAMILY AND ITS SO NICE TO SEE HOW THEY LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS THEY LOVE THEIR AMAZING SON

like yall would go on picnics and they would spend more time with you than with binnie, he didnt mind bc he was just happy you were welcomed to his family, he just used it as an advantage to get cuddles later SGFHJGFSJKLFSGJK

he goes out of the country a lot since he was invited to a special university and he feels rlly bad since hes like a year older (just a year calmz down) and hes gonna graduate soon and he has to leave you for a bit

he considered breaking up with you since you guys wouldnt have enough time with each other and he couldnt just leave you without an explanation so he told you abt his worries

and you tHANKED literally EVRYYONE anD everything that he decided too explain it to you and not just leave you

and as the loving couple you guys are that is amazing beautiful life changig inspirational amazing never been done before never the same, you guys worked it out

he does visit many times and this one time he came back with his big ass muscles outta no where and you just 😧 like you were shOCKED

you prolly choked on air the moment u saw him like YOU LOVED HIM BEFORE AND YOU ALWAYS WILL but BRO

literally the only glow up that mattered and all he did was gave you that smile that you see in the gif

you go away, didnt tell me what the hell you doing, come back looking like this and just smile like youre innocent

im just gonna say you were thankful before and after DSHKJSDHJK

BUT YOUVE BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE FOR HIS DREAMS ITS SO HHVSHGJSHFGJH like he was genuinely so thankful to have you and you were thankful to have him too </3

yall just make me sick like its so endearing that i had to blow dry my eyes so the tears stop

you guys text and video call all the time but the timezones are so messed up its hard to meet

but changbin, being the man of your dreams, he made it work, got the night schedule for his classes so when you get out of classes and want to just talk and unwind, BAM hes up and ready to be husband material- ahem i mean your boyfriend

he loves to see you at the airport when he lands back at home and just goes to run up to you and hug you like bear hug

he's gotten ginormous HDFLSDLSD

but sometimes hes had the shizziest year and lowkey just wants you in his arms or to be in your arms, he will hug you when he meets you, lift you up a bit and twirl you

like he gives 0 hecks abt his bags, just drop and run

his first motive is “hug y/n” and his second motive is “kiss y/n” and his third motive is “be with y/n”

thats it

hes a smiple guy and you best give it to him

he loves loves loves when you give him a nose kiss when he sorta lifts you up when you guys first meet at the airport

and that just made me want a changbin

:( omg no he would tell you how much he missed you and how lonely he was waiting for your call when you guys be cuddling and he’d pout slightly and when you give him a little kiss that pout just turns into the sweetest grin and omg i want a changbin

would definetly talk to you about how much he wants to just stay here and be with you for the rest of his life and how hee promises to take you to a vacation that you deserve because lbr group projects and social interaction (except with binnie ofc) sucks

like bro 6-8 hours or more of being with humans suck, you have a big allergy for humans sometimes

but 365 days with changbin every year is literally all you need to cure your allergy <3

doesnt rlly have other hobbies aside from loving you and being the best boy out there </3333

actually i feel like he’d be one of the vocals in Chan’s music projects bc they besties wbk, AND WHEN CHAN GETS FEATURED ON THE SCHOOL’S WEBSITE FOR HIS SONG AND YOU HEAR CHANGBIN

you run to your phone, call him and straight up JUST GUSH OVER HIS VOCALS HEFJSDFHJKSDF AAAAAAA AND HE’D LITERALLY JUST BE WAKING UP BYE AND HE’S JUST SMILE AT HOW MUCH YOU ADORE HIM LIKE HE JUST FEELS SO LOVED AND CARED AND HE VOWED AT THAT MOMENT, HE WILL NEVER LET YOU GET LONLEY EVER AGAIN AND HE REALIZES LIKE AFTER ALL THIS AND ALL HE DOES TO JUST BE IN HIS DREAM HE REALIZES THAT HE’D WANT YOU TO APART OF HIS DREAM TOO </3

HE WANTS TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER BC BRO YOU PROLLY DISRUPTED HIS SLEEP, BROKE HIS EARDRUM BUT DUDE HES NEVER FELT SO HAPPY TO BE WITH SOMEONE and manz just excited to be able to grow old with you </3 literally loves you to the moon, to saturn, to pluto, to the ends of the universe and back

“where do you want to go after i finish my course? ill take you anywhere and everywhere!”

“don’t you have to work though? your job is to protect people not be a tourist guide.”

“yeah but then it’s you!”

Hwang Hyunjin

so like not to be dramatic but i would die for him

sorry

aNYWAYAYYA

so FINE ARTS KINDA BI-

hes actually really into art and he just loves to draw and paint a bunch of portraits, scenaries and yk all that, he loves to dance but he kinda considered it like minho, a part of him and his heart but its defeated with art

hes really passionate about art and he really really wants to pursue it

and you SUPPORT HIM WITH ALL UR HEART AS THE KING/QUEEN/ROYAL YOU ARE

you guys actually first met when you were touring around the fine art’s department with another student, and you guy accidentally bumped in the entrance of the art room or art hall

and you guys have been kinda awkward since then but likeeee you just couldnt get him outta your brain for the next few weeks (months)

and one day you decided to paint something for fun or draw yk you were just stressed and all, you saw him painting a beautiful flower and he looked up at you midway into painting it/coloring it, and he was just awestruck and he just admired you for a bit there (you did too so lolol) and he gave you a soft smile before inviting you to help him maybe with his work

turns out the flower painting was for his girlfriend (</3) and you kinda faltered bc you wished it was you in the place of his s/o and not some girl but then its not surprising he had a gf. sad sad for y/n BUT then he explained how much he wanted to dedicate this to someone, but he never straight up mentioned his girlfriend, he was just unsure of his relationship then since her activities been real sus

and you felt so bad because bro he admired his feelings (not some typo it means his feelings of liking someone or something) and the genuine feeling of being on air when youre in love and he just couldnt imagine it so he paints it to describe his feelings

bro shut up so eventually the girlfriend was cheating on him bcause her reason was like “he only cared about his paintings” and that HURTED HIM bc bro youre out being an indecent human and hes here trying to devote paintings and his feelings to you but you just go say he didnt think you werent worth enough and that rlly pained him

you guys eventually started dating after a few months (nearly a year) you stuck by him because lbr youre glad he left his ex but you were sad that he had to go through such a thing when he just wants to share his love and passion with someone else </3

and when i say the happiness he got every SINGLE TIME he sees you, think about you, mentions about you JUST YOU HES SO HAPPY TO BE HERE WITH YOU AND ALL THAT. HE JUST LOVES YOU AND HE REALIZES HE DOES DESERVE BETTER

and he thinks you are that “better” ,that he deserves or needs

literally shut up im bawling my eyes out

HE PAINTS FOR YOU!!!!!!

sis so like you realized all the paintings he’s done for his ex was all part of his past and for his ex forever, and he wants to let you know his feelings arent just recycled from his old relationship, he makes it the best and the most effort to give you new paintings and literally the cutest meanig behind it stop

hes so in love with the idea of love and hes so inlove with LOVE and you admire that someone that went thru hELL before and has been silently just drawing lines to say how much he feels just for no one to see, was so - JUST AMAZING like he amazes you EVERY TIME. like he would say before “i want to dedicate this to someone i really love…. like my gf” BUT NOW HE WOULD TELL YOU WHEN YOU VISIT HIM IN THE ART ROOM “i want to dedicate this to you.” AND WE ALL KNOW IN HIS HEART HE SAID ‘… you, the person i love the most.”

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA END MY SUFFERING

he would actually have stains on his face, arms and all that all the time and it makes you giggle every time you meet up with him like outside of the univ. and he just defends himself to say that its called the hard work of an artistic artist or something and you just love his dorky side </3

no bc he’s literally the campus crush, when i said campus bf for chan i meant it, but WHEN I SAID CAMPUS CRUSH FOR HYUNJIN, THEY MEAN LIKE CAMPUS HUSBAND

LITERALLY EVERYONE IS HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HIM

like as they should tho

and you cant help but find yourself wanting to just be in the shadows and get hyunjin when its dark out, after classes bc 1, youre irrelevant (thats what you think) and 2 you just feel like someone is bound to make you feel as worthless and make you want to think twice about really dating him bc he could deserve “better”

SIS YOU ARE THE BETTER FOR HIM

but he would notice this and he couldnt do anything abt the attention he gets sometimes but he would always come back to you like all the time, and like hold your hand oor something like he just wants to show you that even if he might get someone better in the future, you’re the best he can find now and he wants to make sure you know you arent irrelevant and you deserve to be loved too, and that you two are meant to be (lbr he’ll think youre the best he can find ever so yeah)

like it dont matter what zodiac you guys are and what folktale that says you guys are cursed, he loves you and you love him, and you both swore deep down that you would wanna keep that fire going for as long as you live

he would love to just cudddle with you after a long day at the art room and he would say hes stiff or sum and you’d overreact and try to tell him about all these types of stretches or offer to give him a massage or something omggg and he would just laugh at you but then come clean about the solution of just being with you cures alot of his pain, emotionally and physically

and you just felt so warm inside after that, (you still insist on giving him one since idk as the loving s/o you are, you dont want him in pain)

he’s dramatic but hes always like that with you, like thats just you two’s inside joke and its so warming how he wouldn’t dare show that side of him to anyone else because you deserve to see all the folded sides he keeps.

just shows how special you are (shedding tear drops)

he strives hard to make all these painting or drawings and shiz for your birthday/ anniversary/ etc. and you just have to accept the fact that encouraging him and making sure he knows hes talented is a full time job and you voluntarily took it.

but he spends so much time just loving being in love with someone like hes just a hopless romantic, loves the idea of love, being in love and shiz and he’s just glad to call you ‘his love’ yk it just replaces everything with the blank place holder of just “inlove with “”love”” “ yk that word suddenlyy just became you.

dates are not his thing like date planning, he’s rusty at it, last time you two went to the same art room you guys met in and he just gave you a tour and then paint with you

but you loved those moments anyway, you get to see your boyfriend at work and you get to see his thoughts just paint out into a beautiful picture, and where he doesnt have to have trouble expressing why he feels like this or why he feels like that, he can just be plain and open, like an open book for you to freely read and its like his way of saying all the things he hesitates to say.

when he told you about the time his seniors before him told him he should have just been a model or ssomething instead of an artist, he’d do better with that pretty face of his, you swore to hunt them down for discouraging him like that, but you couldn’t help but just soften at him

like he’s been through so much with all that and he had to strive his way into a new field he’s entirely new at and he just wants to express a different type of feeling in his art rather than just showing up at a studio for someone to paint him or just strut around with new clothes, sure that paid more, but art was where his heart found it’s home.

and you loved that part of him

(you loved every part but yk)

the feeling of finally knowing what the other person hass been going through, just right when they open up to you and you get the honor of being the person they choose to tell was probably the happiest moment of your life,

it just feels like a different type of intimate you know?

literally an honor.

and one time while you guys were on a date watching corpse bride together

and the line where victor said “pardon my enthusiasm” and victoria responded with “I like your enthusiasm”

yeah that was the two of you, like hyunjin would shy away from telling you what he really loved about art and how he expresses his art to others, you would always ALWAYS try to tell him how its beautiful and all that, he wont believe you of course but the thought tha you always try your best to tell him he did a good job and that you’d always openly want to share the interests and thoughts he had while making it, you wanted to show him you were patient enough to wait for him to show you the things he loved to paint or the thoughts that came to him while making the art piece.

just over all loving annd waiting for him to come out to you.

idk he may seem outgoing and all that and expressive outside but i feel like hes just a shy quiet boy inside that half of the time doesnt know how he’s feeling when he’s alone with his canvas, his canvas was his only best bud to share his inner thoughts and secrets yk

and yEAHHHHHH it seems so repetitive but rlly he JUST LOVES YOU

Like in a healthy way ofc

You guys also take Time on the weekends to clean his paint brushes and shiz and let me say the water fight you guys have- shfkjhskjhfhjdskj omg a mess

LMAOOOOOOOO but no it’s just all fun and throwing wet paint brushes at each other and just laughing then dreading to clean the mess

He doesn’t cook for u

Lol you thought

You guys cook together!!!!!!! He does the rearranged of the dinner plate and you cook

Teamwork at its finest

Sometimes he would just be your assistant and its so cute how him (being the tallest out of you two) just cluelessly handing you a bunch of things you ask and then curiously looking at what you’re doing

Crying

Or sometimes he’d cling to you by back hugging you while you make a sandwich or something and </3 you wouldn’t have to worry abt the cold when making your sandwiches. </3 ugh

Got him a cake once and he just knew you drew the art (?) on the cake with frosting, it doesn’t look like it considering your minor being fine arts, but you showed your best with the frosting

It had “to artist: Hwang Hyunjin,,,,,,, happy birthday!” And a little drawing of you two and kkami </33333

UGHHHHHH and he just loves the fact you consider him an artist when no one ever took him seriously

Even his professors, (no we know he’s got beautiful art and no one can deny it but its for my au I’m sorry </3)

But yeah and he just fell for you even more by that

He did the same for you and decided “I’ve watched them make sandwiches all the time ill make art it of it”

So yes

He made art out of it

Literally

He got the bread and carved it out and shiz then did it with the rest of the ingredients

Fanciest looking sandwich you’ve seen in your life and there was the calligraphy of happy birthday my love in ketchup and you just didn’t want to eat it

WHO WOULD WANT TO EAT SUCH ART

A MONSTER

Yeah but he decided to guilt trip u into eating it and it worked

</3 curse the puppy eyes of kkami and his

But yeah just a goofy dorky loving couple that is both each other’s biggest fan </3

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I haven't been caught up with your stuff for a while, but about a year, maybe 2 years ago I got really invested in your Campfire au (sorry if that's not the right name for it I know it's not an au anymore). anyway, your character Vee really caught my eye, and your story got me to go out to my local woods for a walk, cuz that's something at vee likes to do. and I found myself always itching to go back after that. I kept going on walks. even in the winter, and I hate the cold, and bugs, and I wasn't very in shape so it was hard at first. but nothing came close to making me feel calm and safe in my own head as going out into the woods and getting my hands covered in dirt. I listened to those character playlists you made for them, and it got me into music. I never really understood listening to music before, but idk... the way the songs formed together to draw a picture of a person. It really caught my attention. and now I make playlists all the time. and now those are the two things I do. to feel calm and safe in my own head. I go for a walk and I listen to music. and yeah those are two simple things, someone had probablyve suggested them to me before. But idk. connecting it with a character spurred me to actually go out and do it. It's been a really rough year or so since I discovered those though. I don't wanna trauma dump and stuff in your asks cuz this is just me telling you your work really touched me. but let's just say I stopped going on walks. I moved away from that forest I always went to. i stopped seeing old friends. and for a long time I forgot how much the smell of wood and hand drawn stories brought me back down to earth. a bunch of things happened and I ended up moving back near that forest. It still took me a long time to go back to it though. Today I read a story, about different characters, it touched me the same way yours did, with relationships that felt real. It reminded me about walking through the woods and friends I could trust with anything and being grounded and content. So today I went back out to the woods for the first time in a long time. I listened to songs that i heard for the first time in those playlists you made about your characters. It was just as calming as I remembered. It made me feel safe and comfortable with myself. I hope this doesn't weird you out or is too parasocially. but I just felt that you should know this. I truly treasure the gift of inspiration your art has given me. I know in the end it's me who takes me out to the woods when I'm stressed, but I dont know if I ever would have gone out there if it weren't for your charming characters. I think i will continue to go out to these woods, dig my hands in the dirt, collect the rocks i find, listen to music, engage with art, and read stories. Thank you again. I wish you the best.

im gonna be fully honest with u i saw this ask in the middle of the night yesterday and i thought it was a dream bc its just so sweet HDHDNDHNDKHDND

but oh my god. oh my god you have no idea how touched i am

this is so sweet. i am beyond words ngl. you have no idea how happy it makes me feel that my art has kind of helped you a lil bit during a hard time. I am very happy that you managed to find a happy place of sorts and came back to it <3

im sending you lots of love anon. <3

#ask

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carpisuns · 4 years ago

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Hello!!!!

I love drawing and I always try to improve!! But I''ve been losing motivation lately because I try to draw stuff that might be pretty easy for other artists but I struggle with them A LOT.

I KNOW I shouldn't compare myself to others if it's gonna demotivate me but I just can't help it! I see other VERY talented people draw AMAZINGLY and feels so impossible to do and it makes me feel like I don't know how to draw at ALL

I also tried digital art but I don't get how people do it. Maybe it's because I don't have the best app? Most of the better digital art apps aren't free so I'm only limited to the free ones.

Plus I draw with my finger on my tablet.

And I installed a digital drawing app on my laptop but I suck at it. HOW DO PEOPLE DRAW ON A LAPTOP???

I just, need some motivation? And maybe some art tips?? I struggle THE MOST with fingers/hands and well drawing bodies. When I look at something and try to draw it exactly how it is I can do it! But drawing whatever I like (without it being a picture in front of me) is a HUGE challenge for me...

I'm really sorry to bother you... But you seem really nice so I felt like I could ask you that hehe

Have a great day!!

i totally feel you. im in the exact same boat! idk how other people perceive my skill level lol but i struggle A Lot! it takes me a lot of time and effort to get my art to a point that i feel okay about sharing it. even stuff that seems simple probably took me a while haha. and i know that feeling of looking at other really amazing artists and feeling kind of crushed that you can't be like them. it's really hard not to compare and get down on yourself. but since you're gonna be comparing anyway lol try to compare your work with your old work, to appreciate how far you've come! that helps me. i have some EXTREMELY cringey art still on my blog and you really don't have to go that far back in the tag to find it alskdfjaljsfd like stuff that im SUPER embarrassed about now but i can't bring myself to delete them bc it's kinda nice to be able to go back at say, "i was really proud of this drawing when i made it but wow, that is. Terrible. u know what u call that? ✨growth✨"

the truth is, there will always be people who are better than you at art, and that's ok! don't sweat it. art of various styles and skill levels can still be enjoyed. and you will only get better! my advice is to not put too much pressure on yourself. improvement will come naturally as you just keep drawing and try to have fun with it.

it's also helpful to keep in mind that you are not the only one who struggles or feels inadequate. i'd venture to say that most artists feel that way, even popular or highly skilled ones! recently an artist that i really admire and consider the biggest art goals told me that their finished drawings have many layers of sketches and corrections and experimentations underneath. art takes effort for everyone, even your art senpais! ofc, certain things will come easier as you get better, but good artists are always pushing for improvement and expanding their skills so you'll probably always feel a bit out of your comfort zone and it's good to try to develop a healthy mindset about growth/development now

hahaha i used to draw with my finger on my phone too before I got a drawing tablet. i prefer digital art because i totally abuse that undo button lol but it's fine if you prefer traditional art! i know some really amazing artists who do a lot of paper and pencil drawings—@tizzymcwizzy comes to mind!

Lol I also struggle with hands and bodies and I also have a super hard time drawing from my imagination! So I don’t 🤠 I use references for like every single thing I draw, and if you have to do that too, that’s ok! In fact, using refs is a good thing. Hopefully someday I won’t have to rely on them quite so heavily but using refs is always good practice! That’s how you learn what things look like and how to draw them lol.

Well as usual I am simply Rambling lol!! Hope at least something in that was helpful 😂 (can you see why I am not cut out for twitter 🙂 DHJSKS)

Best of luck, u got this! Be patient with yourself, keep drawing, and enjoy creating! You are awesome 😎👉👉

#anon #ask #art tips #drawing #are there big gaps bt the paras for everyone else too #idk what’s up with that lol #positivity

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keii · 4 years ago

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Random long update post about my life i guess? LOL

Been enjoying messing with tamagotchis lately!!! I’ve always wanted ones with a colored screen, so I caved and bought some Tamagotchi On and it’s SO fun! Like, I just play with a lil pixel friend and can marry them off. It’s a commitment, but also, easy to just take a breather from my day to see how they’re doing and then continue working on whatever I was doing. I also downloaded the MyMeets thing bc I kinda want to try and make my own pixel bg bc wouldn’t that be cute??? Would also want to commission Poo for one as well bc I always liked their pixel works. I’ve also wanted a Sanrio Meets one, but they’re SO expensive, so I’m going to wait a bit before buying one. I really want to marry Sanrio meets tamas to my On and I think it would be cute to see. The blue one is technically my fiances (though I’m the one that mostly looks out for it) and the other one is mine. I named my first tama child Denjitchi, after Denji from Chainsaw Man bc I read that a couple weeks back and FELL IN LOVE. I really love the characters and world, and it’s how I felt with Dorohedoro, where the world seems so dire? But the character relationships are so fun and you get attached to so many. I also really love how it’s violent, but also fun??? Not only that but the concept fo their abilities are weird in a cool way, the devils are kinda freaky too and I love that. Also love the entrance of the Darkness Devil and the name itself made me laugh bc u know. LMAO-- I like the sense of dark humor it has. After that, I made sure to preorder both Denji and Power nendoroids bc I love their relationship the most! I wonder if there’s gonna be a part 2... I need it, after the heartbreak I experienced with Aki...

I also figured out how to buy nijisanji goods, so I caved and bought chronoir kuma rubber charms and they’re so cute, I don’t want to take em out of their plastic-- I have no idea where I want to hang these either bc I don’t want them to get dirty or lost bc they’re expensive. I also preordered two Kuzuha nendoroids from different sites (bc they have different preorder bonus LMFAO) along with Himawari nendo bc I like her too and I swear nendos NEVER really caught my attention before, but for SOME REASON goodsmile started coming out with REALLY good ones that appealed to me and now I find myself wanting a new one every month??? Smh, calm down!! Anyway, Idk why I like vtubers-- something about watching someone with a cute anime avatar just doing something so mundane such as playing video games or singing is a nice comfort to me ever since quarantine happened. Like not only that, but all the Holostar goods I ordered months ago are all finally being shipped and idk where the heck I’m gonna put those either LMAO.

Hmm what else, in February, I got a instax printer thingy and I’m having fun testing out how my art works look on it! I think it would be cute to make personalize polaroid pics for others too as a commission, though I’m a lil hesitant atm because it’s kind of hard to not have the colors too washed out. When I was testing it on Kii, I had to bring the brightness down along with increasing the saturation and contrast just so that his colors wouldn’t be so washed out!

Besides talking to close friends, I’ve been keeping mostly to myself on social media, not even posting art everyday, which is nice, but also social media has skewed my relationship with art where if I’m not posting it, then I’m just wasting time. I’m still trying to get over the fact that I’m not just an artist and that I’m allowed to venture out into new things and work on projects myself without having to post every single detail about it on the internet. Every since I graduated university, I shifted from just drawing all the time to having more time to find more interests outside of art. Sushi and Poo convinced me to do journaling as well, so I started that in February and it’s been fun to write down unfiltered thoughts, even though it’s a mess, along with making random spreads. I enjoy being able to still be creative without having to post it, you know? I’m still trying to find my flow when it comes to balancing commissions and my own projects and interests-- I have to keep myself accountable with my own schedule.

There are so many things I want to do, but it’s easy to feel so overwhelmed that I end up not doing any of it at all and reverting back to whatever I’ve always done. I enjoy immersing myself in my work, my projects, my interests. I want to do that, but at the same time I do need to be active on social media from time to time because I still need to do commissions. I like sharing my work to have that connection with others, I just don’t like the pressure of trying to upkeep an audience or anything that social media culture pushes onto people. I guess that’s why I still like tumblr because I can just post whatever and not care too much lol. That’s all I can think of from the top of my head in this convoluted, messy, post about my life (I say this as if it's not some essay or some shit lmao). Nothing really eventful tbh??? Just been doing my own thing and then I would have weekly voice calls with Sushi and Poo and then catch up to other friends once or twice a month.

Hope everyone else is doing well~

#x #just a lil update on my life eheh #this is still a personal blog and ya guess i just wanna get a lil personal but not really? LOL

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aresrl · 3 years ago

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I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

#genshin request #genshin matchups #genshin #genshin impact

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lunatens · 4 years ago

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interview tag <3

tagged by @cha-lan hehe thank u lan!! i love these games <3 and it’s so fun to get to know u more!!

rules: answer questions and tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

tagging: (not 20 blogs lol) @cutiejoshi @ggulovebot @allegxdly @mikwrites @icecreamscxups @noniesgirl + anyone who wants to :p

name/nickname:

luna is what i go by on here!! when i first started my blog i didn’t rlly wanna share much personal info lol, but most of my irl friends know about my blog now + i just don’t care so if you’re curious my name is erica :p you’re welcome to call me either name, i just keep going by luna bc it feels more familiar n comforting on tumblr + most people on here know my as that anyways!! anyways that was a long way of saying my name’s luna/erica (+ my dad calls me ricky as a nickname hehe)

pronouns:

she/her !

star sign:

pisces sun anD pisces moon :0

height:

5′10 or i think 178cm?

time:

it’s 2:04pm as i’m writing this altho who knows when i’ll finish this lol (edit: i am finishing this at 5:22pm a couple days later oops)

when is your birthday:

march 6

nationality:

canadian!!

favourite band/groups:

seventeen, stray kids, ateez, got7, monsta x, shinee, txt, bts, day6, lucy, itzy, loona

favourite solo artists:

taemin, woodz, park jihoon, sunmi, eric nam, jonghyun, key, jackson wang

song stuck in your head:

9 to 5 by dolly parton bc i gotta storyboard + animate to it for a school assignment :3

last movie you watched?

how to train your dragon!!

last show you binged:

i don’t really have time to binge shows these days :(( but i’d say the last one that was close enough to a binge would be the umbrella academy!

when you created your blog:

feb 6, 2019!

last thing you googled:

‘face muscles’ for an anatomy drawing assignment and i rlly hated looking at those pics

other blogs:

@ericast is where i post some of my art! mostly just my svt fanart lol but if anyone wants to see all my art it’s on my instagram @/erica.s.t :p

why i chose my url:

lol luna = my name and then ten was my ult bias at the time i made my blog! (i still love him)and then idk i just added an s on the end bc it sounded nicer that way

how many people are you following:

249

how many followers do you have:

approximately 1.2k which is always like :0 how lmao ty all so much

average hours of sleep:

either 4-5 hours or 10-12 there is no in between

lucky number:

i dont think i really have a lucky number, but the number 12 means a lot to me because it was my jersey number for most of the years i played volleyball!! so like from 2012-2018 (then in college i was #2 until covid ruined everything boo)

instruments:

i played the piano from when i was like 7 to when i was about 14 i think? and in elementary school i played the alto sax and i really really loved it, i hope i can pick it up again one day!! + i used to play the ukulele a lil bit

what i’m currently wearing:

my pj pants of alpacas with hats + an old shirt from a volleyball tournament

dream job:

honestly i would love to be a youtuber that’s like what i daydream about lmao. but my real dream job is to do concept art for animated movies!!

dream trip:

i rlly would love to go to south korea with my sisters one day...pls lol but a realistic dream trip i’ll hopefully get to do this summer is a road trip to my family cottage with my friends!!

favourite food:

skjfjfjsjwjwj sushi never disappoints

favourite song:

rocket by svt. superior song always fave song will never change my mind 10/10 so happy it’s back on spotify

top three fictional universes you’d like to live in:

ooooo ok i mean i do have to say the harry potter universe bc i do really love the world so much and would love to be a witch. also definitely she-ra and the princesses of power!! etheria is so pretty and magical :3 and finally hmmm maybe i’d love to live in the httyd world bc would i hate being a viking?? yes but pet dragons would make it so worth it

#i have so many tag games to catch up on lol !!!!#they’re so fun uugghfjjfjdjsjs i wish school wasn’t so bUSY #ty again lan!!!#tag game #interview tag #lan <3

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madmaddyenby · 5 years ago

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hi yes maddy being mushy time under the cut

first !!!!!!! @literaltrashy !!!!!! I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE MY BEST FRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weve had our bumps in the road, but like, that really only brought us closer and we learned more about eachother from it !!!!!!!!!!!!! ur a really cool person!!!!!! n i know u worry abt what ur friends think abt you alot and just know i think the world of you !!!!!!!!!!!!!! u are a !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! great person n i love you sm !!!!!!!!!!!!! im glad to have known you for over a year now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love talking abt headcanons with you !!!!!! love u!!!!

@xx696hewwoismymiddlename696xx JOSH. YOU YOU. GREAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR ART IS AMAZING!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR PAINTINGS!!!!!!!! U ARE VV TALENTED!!!!!! OK IT MIGHT SOUND WEIRD BUT i love the way you type??? its kind of lowkey comforting for some reason??? I DO NOT KNOW WHY !!! BUT. you are a great person!!! and friend !!! and i vv much appreciate you for that!! also i am vv interested in the concept of ur fnaf au thank u

@nessie-97 HELLO SIMONA. you are a great human being !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur vv sweet !!!! i absolutely adore your art n designs!!!! they are so fricking cute !!!! I CAN NOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH !!!! UR ARTSTYLE IS JUST SO FUCKING CUTE. I love all your versions of the fnaf characters !!!!! they r very well made and i cant wait to see more of your designs !!!! u are super cool to talk to !!!!!! i honestly wish we talked more bc u give off vv good vibes !!!!

@foxybroz hewwo !!!!!!! sawyer !!!!! fun fact, aparently ive been following you for a year now !!!!! wish is vv epic ngl,,,,,,, its weird that our first time ever really talking was only in christmas!!! anyway!!! YOURE A GREAT PERSON !!!!!! u give off all the good vibes!!! ur art is vv nice n i love ur head anons !!! i wish we talked more dude !!!

@confused-nightwatch TOBI. HELLO. UR SUPER COOL. I LOVE UR ART AND HEADCANONS THEY ARE VERY NICE, i love how your shading is !!! its very soft and i love it!! u vibes are vv nice cool but also a bit intimidatinG HJSDFK,,,,,, but ur a cool person !!

@freddyz-teeth nana!!!!!! You are,,,,,, super talented,,,,,, honestly I've looked up to you for a while, since of seen your art an au. Your au is just so ???? Interesting!!!!! And it makes me happy to know I can call you a friend!!!! with all this stuff going on just know, you don't deserve that shit!!!! Ur a really chill person n I love ur vibes

@ros3freckles ok FIRST, ur username is so hard for me to remember!! i always think its r0sefreckles for some reason???????? but no its ros3freckles,,,, anyways jay,ur a vv great person !!!!!!

@faztokenz ANDY !!!!!!! HEWWO !!!!! UR SUPER COOL !!!!!!!!!! YOUR VIBES ARE GREAT !!! JUST LIKE YOU !!!! UR A GREAT BRO !!!! ur super nice n helpful!!!! im happy to know you !!!

@bunnyworme rowan !! you !!! ur vv cool !!!!!!! i love ur art !! ur style is vv unique, not only how you draw but how you color as wel!!! it stands out a lot !! and i can always tell that a peice of art is yours !!

@starcastergay hello jake !!!!! i love your art style !!! u seem like a vv chill person !! i love ur designs!! they are all very well done !!!! sorry idk what all to say but ur a cool person !!!

@necrophobiiaz savvy!!!! heyo !!! youre a nice person!!!! very much so !! i love your art alot, and i know how hard you work on those peices, htey all come out very good. you are so freaking talented !!!

@baldisfieldtrip BAT UR SUPER COOL AND NICE HI I LIKE TALKING TO YOU !!! weve literally been mutuals for 2 years now !!!!! TWO Y EA RS,,,,,,, thats!!! so much time !!!!!! i cant beleive weve only started talking to eachother recently !!!! youre a super nice person !!! and i love ur jokes !!!!

@trashytrashuwu TRASHY 2.0 !!!!!!! i love ur art n designs !!! u should totally post them more !!!! they are all vv good and i love them ,,,, u are,,,,,,,,,, very funny

@princeofheartz ur my dad, ur my dad. boogie woogie woogie!! wish i talked more to you but im babie and afraid

@i-suck-at-username-s hi yes !!! weve been mutuals for a long ass time by now !! suprisingly, i didnt even know you had an art blog until recently !!! and im super glad i found it bc ur super talented !!! i love ur designs

@rainy-day-afton HI,,,,,,, cinna,,,,,,,,, u are a very sweet person,,,,,, and im glad i know you !!!!!!!! like you are very sweet,,,,,,, youve helped me out with a lot of my stuff, and i cant thank you enough for that !!! also, ok but whenever you call me those sweet names like sweetpea or sweetie i get all happy !!!! it just makes me super happy aa,,,,

@ghostlesbigum heya ema !!!! i love ur ocs !!! and ur designs in general honestly !!!! you yourself are a very funny and chill person !!!! i love your art, its super cute !!!!!!! uM,,,, im not sure what to say honestly?? youre just a super cool person !!!

@honk-honk-crispy-corn honky !!!!!!!! i love ur art so much !!!! and u have a huge personality that i love !!!! you are vv passionate when it comes to ur friends !!! which is very nice !!!

@waluigi-the-wobbuffet it took me fuckin forever to remember ur username bro what the hell !!!! i love ur art !!! and even though i have no clue abt what the fandom ur in is about its very nice to see you so passionate abt something !!!!

@renillabean hewwo !!!!! ur a vv cool person !!!! i love to talk abt headcanons with you !!!!! and i love ur headcnaons and ocs !!!! i love seeing ur art in the chat whenever you post, and i love seeing ur headcanons in the chat as well

@pren-rb i dont know you all that well personally but !!!!!! weve been mutuals for a WHILE,,,,, and !!!!! you seem like a really cool person!!

@bostonlobstah hewoo !!!!!!! i love all your art of the kids !!! they are all so adorable !!! your art is very nice, and i remember the first time i saw it i was like,,,,,,,, dude thats.... so NIC E,,,,,,,,,,,

@venus-doe hey uh!! i hope you dont mind me tagging you in this !!! but like. you are a super nice person and--- i love seeing whatever you post, wether it is a reblog, art or whatever !! its always nice !!

@kitkat-the-snacc eddie !!!! i know we dont talk as much as we used to !!! i wish we did but,,,,,,,, im vv glad to have met you !!! i love ur art !!!

@sansundertalespisskink ok so !!! i dont know you very well but !! we “met” via jake reblogging from you all the time,, ur username always stuck out to me because, its hilarious and it just stuck !!! so eventually, after a while i followed you on there !!!! u seem like a really cool person !!

@arcadecabinetz last but certainly not least !!! blair !!!! i love ur art !!!! a whole lot !!! u are vv talented !! im!!!!! ur super cool !!!!! and you defintally deserve more recognition !!!

that is all i am tired if i forgot you i love u

#i might have forgotten ppl but.............if i follow u and u follow me? i love u #YES YOU. i KNOW WHAT UR THINKING' they arent thinking abt me :( \ YES I AM #if i follow u i probbly love u #sorry for the @'s btw !!! aa #26 ppl. im AAAAAAAAAA #i had too write 26 things for ppl bc i was afraid of leaving ppl out aa #i love yall alot

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juuheizou · 5 years ago

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i may have went a bit overboard with choosing numbers. i just love those asks a lot. here they are: 4, 9, 13, 23, 28, 34, 36, 38, 47, 49, 51, 53, 63, 79, 83, 84, 97, 99

ash your overboard numbers are the best thing that ever happened to me dw about it tysm!!

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

i’ll drink it black/plain if i really want a caffeine fix and have nothing to put in it, but i have a big sweet tooth and i like it w sugar and/or flavored syrup, and milk is nice but not a requirement

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

yES. i love to sing. like really love it. not to be emo but music has always been therapy to me. i was in a choir too for abt 4 years, and did some talent shows/open mics, and would really love to be in a band or something someday. i sing and hum around my house all the time

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

when i got home from work and laid in my bed for almost an hour straight (i’m running on critically low spoons ok don’t judge me) peachie followed me into my room as he always does when i get home, and hopped up and sniffed/licked me as he always does when i get home, but this time he stepped up onto my torso and laid down on me and we cuddled for a long time and it was v nice :)

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

listen to music and nap, maybe draw/write/do something creative if i have the spoons

28: sunrise or sunset?

sunset

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

i don’t really remember the stuffed animals i had when i was v young, but when i was 16 i found this cute little stuffed giraffe at a thrift store and just had to have it. it’s not called anything. i tried thinking of a name and all i ever call it is ‘my giraffe’ but its a big comfort object of mine and i keep it in my backpack in case i need something to self-soothe with. i love stuffed animals and highkey want more

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?

idk probaby like... velvet acid christ or some weird edgy ebm band like that. bc i am just CHILLIN and idk what i’m doing but i still like knives and blood and stuff

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

the list would be so long if i listed all of them, so imma just pick one and rant abt it a little. it really cheeses me off when ppl question u on irrelevant, personal stuff that i don’t wanna share and they don’t need to know. idk like the guy that helped my roommate move knew me for a few minutes and was immediately asking what i did for work, how many hours do i work, am i going to school, am i planning on going to school, why am i not in school, and i’m like ‘none of ur beeswax stranger.’ stuff like that. maybe its just bc i’m a v private person irl and have always been the person ppl share things with while not knowing much abt me, so it just seems unnatural and honestly intrusive when ppl i’m not all that close to start asking me personal stuff that i don’t readily share, esp when they get all pissy that i don’t wanna tell a stranger, my landlord, my coworker, etc a bunch of stuff they don’t need to know.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

fried onions in any kind of breading. they look so crispy and delicious, then u bite into them and onions.

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

love it!! usually i’ll download the mp3s bc i’m broke, but when i can get them, i love having an album to hold and i love the little notes and lyrics inside the case and it’s just great. i haven’t bought a cd in a long time though bc money. the last cd i burned though was that ‘caress of steel’ one that i was so excited about

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

person: my mom. song: idek the name of the song or what verses are from which songs, but she played and sang patty griffin all the time so whenever i hear one of the songs of hers that i would hear so many times growing up i think of my mom

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

all of them but heathers. beetlejuice was ok. didn’t like pulp fiction but i might have liked it better if my pretentious film bro brother didn’t talk it up so much. for all it’s flaws, though, i love rocky horror and have it on dvd so i can watch it as much as i want

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

ehh i like to be able to find what i want, but my bookshelf is a mess and so is my music library and i just... don’t do anything about it. not successfully anyway

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

irl not much cute stuff happens to me, but i thought it was v sweet when my homie @nipnaap drew me a suzuya for my birthday last year!!

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?

i like one-eyed doll’s album art a lot, both the drawn covers and the ones w photos. they just look super artsy and cool. sinister also has nice album art, which is not something i often say abt death metal bands, but its really well-drawn and the color schemes are cohesive and i like it. idk i like bands w kinda ugly album art lowkey, but those are the most consistent producers of album art i like.

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

i want tattoos all over my fricking body. i’m not gonna go into a tattoo shop and breathe my pathogens everywhere during a pandemic seeing as enough ppl in my area are already selfish enough to do that, but i hope to get my first one soon.

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

istp, libra, gryffindor

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

honestly i don’t have the foggiest idea lately. i’ve been kinda having a problem w any music really making me feel much. am i in a depressed spiral or do i need to listen to more music, who knows?

send me some cute asks!!

#sorry for the late response #i had to go to work before i had time to answer it yesterday and then i slept through most of my evening when i got home #and honestly i have no explanation for today these just took me a long time to answer #i wouldn't have it any other way though i loved answering all your questions!!#answers #ash

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kylecoopers · 6 years ago

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i’m also stealing this from @bastianlis and @westcfsalem bc quite frankly i’m aLWAYS down to plot and while i’ve tried my best to reach out to everyone, i’ve gotten a little swamped in messages and i think i’ve missed some people. so, in hopes of reaching out to new members and characters i may not have plotted a lot with, here are some plots i think could work for my babes.

key: plots that are in italics are uber wanted just bc i think it’d be good for growth or just fun to play out !!

kyle cooper. resident sad boi, will agree with you if you try to bully him. kinda over life. trans and proud and pan and proud! avid dog lover, will only accidentally sleep with your ex and feel terrible about it for the rest of his life. rooms with his hubby who’s not his hubby sonny in audax and sonny’s his front man in his own little drug scheme where he sells his adderall so they can afford weed n stuff. really sweet, just wants to make people happy and v v selfless tbh. will die 4 u but will sacrifice u for a dog at the same time. not to be trusted for this reason alone.definitely true good or lawful good like i have no idea which one. definitely uwus and owos unironically. kermit the frog is his fursona even tho he’s definitely not a furry, he just says he is so another furry feels comfortable and if ur reading this u know who u are. intro | secret | pinterest | spotify playlist

wanted connections: more antagonistic plots tbh. like give me enemies, give me physical fights, give me him sticking up for his friends since i know he won’t stick up for himself. ex friends that he’s lost along the way. give me more bad influences too who keep him out too late and let him make out with random people in parties during his transitional phase, give me the people he’s making out with. childhood friends are a must too, he grew up in new york and was in the suburbs for a little while but in the city for the other half. and honestly a LOT of people who are getting their supply of adderall from kyle and sonny bc like that’s their secret and there’s none bc we just recently decided it was gonna be an active thing they’re doing. and some more friend plots are always wanted but he lowkey needs his own little emotional support friends for when him and sonny are being useless gays and can’t just tell each other what is going on.

nicole woods. a hot motherfucking mess. will ghost you, collective heartbreaker and occasional other woman. honestly a coward, terrified of her own feelings so she’s always doing dumb shit. chaotic neutral. current roommates with the only person she is 100% selfless for and will kill 4 her or indira tbh. an effortlessly bitchy person, doesn’t know how to keep her mouth shut and will tell you what she thinks if it doesn’t have to do with her feelings. proud wiw but will fuck guys, probs is the top regardless won’t lie, 5′3 and full of fury.

intro | secret | pinterest | spotify playlist

wanted connections: she’s notorious for ghosting people and collecting hearts so having more people she’s fucked over is kinda a need. maybe more enemies like, she has some but she’s probs not number one in terms of how liked she is in lockwood. give me more flings too; she’s biromantic so she’d go any way. maybe a partner in crime she does fuck shit with. she’s from baltimore so she might not have any childhood friends but maybe some friends she made over the internet that ended up going to the same school as her? her stepsiblings are still connections but i’m always down for cousins n such. also hookups n stuff idk if i said that but it’s always welcome.

maple wolfe. the love child of fleetwood mac and hozier’s music tbh. aloof and kinda loner-like, can be found usually drawing somewhere in a quiet place or doing assignments out in the open. probably painted a school mural with a few art friends. used to roommates with tati but now lives in potentas alone. true neutral, really just stays to themself. can be a little too cunning and observant, keeps mental notes on people and tries to figure out their weakness in case they need it. probably wanted to be a forest nymph growing up and when that didn’t happen they were like “well fuck it ig” and went into art. can be kinda short in terms of talking if they’re not comfortable with you but if you bring up the right topics they’ll ramble for hours with thought-provoking conversations and debates about simple things such as who’s the best artist from certain eras and why the only reason things seem bad is because we see everything nowadays. also probs lowkey the epitome of the raven poem by edgar allen poe.

intro | secret | pinterest | spotify playlist

wanted connections: honestly some flings would be cool and maybe some exes because they’re a cutie. some people they maybe grow close to, maybe people from virginia who they know if there’s even anyone here. and potentially a connection to their secret; someone who was related to the person involved or knows of it for that sweet angst or someone who’s father was the cop on duty that night. art friends who painted a mural with them in memory of tati or something. honestly i’m down for anything w/ them they’re just easy to work with.

jasper beaumont. grade a dumbass, amazing singer, probably has a soundcloud tbh and he wouldn’t be ashamed. doesn’t give a fuck about anything, has mommy and daddy issues, the guy you should bring home if you wanna piss your dad off. honestly loyal as fuck to his friends but once you cross him, you’re done. deals with his issues w/ his fists and is just a violence drive person but he won’t hit w/o warrant. coulda been a comedian, definitely had a vine account that got some sort of traction. will fuck anything that consents and has a pulse. fuck gender norms and will show up to events in whatever the fuck he wants. pronouns are he/him and they/them so pls use correctly. his secret is tba but !! be on the look out ;))

intro | secret (tba!) | pinterest | spotify playlist

wanted connections. hook ups, ride or dies, people he’s taken the blame for because baby boy does lowkey have a huge crime sheet. people he cheated on, people he cheated with, people he was the other man to, flings, exes, way more antagonistic plots, maybe some bromance bc i mean bros. maybe somebody he knows from l.a or people he knows from high school? he was around tati for that. a roommate too! he lives in fidelis

#water:ooc #SO ok nobody asked me to do this but it #it took me all all ALLLLL day to do #so i would appreciate it if u guys looked at it #and feel free to hmu w/ stuff if we have or haven't plotted like i don't mind

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flannelshirtandjeans · 6 years ago

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how do you ART so good? like i was trying to come up with an actual specific question to ask you bc you're The Good At Art, but i can't because, well, there's SO MANY things you do well and i wanna know ALL your secrets. well ok i don't actually want to steal your secrets because that would be rude and mean of me, but like, seriously, do you have any advice? regardless, thank u for taking the time to read this! & i hope u have a nice week!

OH FRIENDE. I don’t know! :D Or like I kinda know but also don’t, so hope you’re ready for some advice that won’t get anyone any kind of good quick but like. the ida way. (Also please do steal all my secrets please I’m not an art dragon who guards her secrets furiously I’m a giving dragon who wants art people to have fun and learn from each other.) I’m the kinda ‘make work fun’ kind of a person who grows slowly but has a lot of fun on the way. xD I’m the epitome of fake it till you make it.

So. what I kinda did was find that thing I love drawing (f.ex. my own ocs! or a npc from a vidya game!), and draw nothing but that same thing for like five years.

because you know. repetition is the mother of all learning or something. >___>’’’’’’ -sweats-

I also drew nothing but dogs as commission for like a year. I hated it. It didn’t make me a better artist, except maybe in the patience department.

Sometimes I sucked, and suck! I post it anyway because there’s such a thing as sucking confidently and learning from what mistakes you recognize you made! But also not letting them stop you from producing content that you can still slap somewhere visible and sometimes get nice validating words on! Or don’t! But don’t throw it away either until you have too many files or papers to comfortably store. You need it for seeing how far you’ve come! Sometimes you can draw that thing AGAIN later and it’ll be cool! Like so (even the newer version is a couple of years old):

I also do a thing where I just. look at things. Look at them real hard but kinda idly (without looking like I’m staring if it’s a person). Like I’d sit in the car and daydream about how I’d brush stroke by brushstroke paint (as if I’m that deliberate) that cloud that I see through the window screen for HOURS. Can I do it in practice? NO! But in my dreams it’s awesome and I did learn Something! Take photos to use for reference later and never use them! You just have lots of pretty pictures in your camera then!

Sometimes you can just paint a whole picture in your head if you feel like. It doesn’t make a picture on paper! But it’s still practice! Really weird practice but it’s also fun!

Speaking of references - references are great! Use them! When you have the patience! Otherwise use them and then don’t use them when you’d need them a lot. Look at people’s elbows or how their arms and legs work and stuff them in the passive reference bank. VISUAL MEMORY. Mine sucks, just so we’re clear. My horses look like cows when I use visual memory. My dogs look cats because I live with a cat. But that’s okay! They can be like that until I need them to look right and get the references I need.

I have. so many thousands of screenshots. for reference. I never use them unless I’m drawing a NPC I’ve never drawn before or can’t draw for the life of me without looking directly at them. xD Like Ellie!

Read advice. Think on it. Don’t implement it if it doesn’t feel like your thing or just because someone told you to. You’re allowed to throw away advice and tips that don’t work for you. Like for a long time I read about clean lines and line economy and how they’re superior and how THIS is how you make them, and just went ‘I like my chicken scratches thank you’. I did end up with a lot cleaner lines eventually but I got there MY way and found my way to enjoy them! Like sometimes!!! you’re not ready for a certain piece of advice maybe, like skill-wise, or maybe sometimes you just disagree, period? At the time I did not have the skill or something something for lines like I do today (which still! aren’t super clean! and that’s okay!)! And I still like the chicken scrithces a lot, like that’s a style on its own! Scribble away confidently! If you find a new way to do things eventually and evolve in your art, that’s great!

Stabilizers are great! Like really nice!

Use colors that you like. Use colors that you like together! You’ll find the stuff that you think looks nice and will find new ways to combine them to make them EVEN BETTER.

Try out art tutorials sometimes just for the heck of it if you think they look promising. Sometimes you learn cool things!

Get ideas that are Ambitious. never doubt for a second your ability to at least TRY! When you go ‘I for sure can’t’ you stop trying things that seem to be above your skill level but may actually not be.

My art motto and motto in general is ‘of course I can’ in a lot of aspects. It sounds cocky but it also gets rid of the threshold where I teeter and just end up not even trying.

If something doesn’t work, try a different style instead of forcing it. When I get frustrated with lines, I end up painting everything. When “realism” (very loosely lmao) frustrates me, I draw chibis for three months. When you go back, you’ll find it tends to work better already.

Let yourself be lazy if you want to be and can be (i.e. are not working on a commission, for example). Everything doesn’t have to be super polished and correct when it’s just for fun.

OH! Important! FIND THE TOOLS AND PROGRAMS AND BRUSHES YOU ENJOY, but don’t be afraid to experiment! I paint in Medibang Paint Pro and use like THREE brushes, but mostly just two really. But also sometimes taking other brushes and seeing what they can do is super fun!

Also adjustment layers are your friend. I usually end up painting with too little contrast or too not saturated for my likes on the first try, and adjustments can really help with that! If there’s a tool for it it’s not cheating!!!

leaving something unfinishes is better than not trying at all

Recognize your flaws! Work on them when you have the time but you don’t have to become great at them right now immediately! There’s so many things to learn, it’s okay to take your time and do things in order that happens to work for you!

Um. idk that’s it? Draw a lot and have fun doing it and don’t feel bad when you don’t because progress happens even when you take breaks!!! I SWEAR. It’s called training your eye!!!

oh and also also: try drawing some moles or body hair or some stitches on a visible seam. I can’t even begin to describe how often that fools people into thinking that my art has more detail than it actually does.

Uh. If you want some more like. detailed advice just ask, I may know what I’m doing and have answers or may not. xD

#replies #long post #I'm. a disaster artist but I have fun nd I don't care if I'm slow to progress #I'll get where I want eventually.#and I'll celebrate all my victories along the way #Anonymous

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franeridart · 7 years ago

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Where you going for a shark girl and lava boy mirror for the kids

Nope, they were based on Bakugou and Kirishima themselves. Now the real question is, has Horikoshi based Kirishima and Bakugou on shark boy and lava girl? That’s a question I got no answer to, though.

Anon said:That smiling Sero... my heart... can’t take it. You contribute so much to the BNHA fandom... I appreciate you, I appreciate you so much. Thank you, it’s great, all of it is so good

I wouldn’t say I contribute much at all, honestly lol just doodles, but I’m glad you like them! :D

Anon said:Jeez-la-wheeze

...?

Anon said:The comic strip of Baku exposing Kiri's black roots made my day. I now use it too cheer me up.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! glad people are still somehow finding that one hahaha

Anon said:I'm. So. That comic w the kids was so lovely it's one of my fave things EVER I love how u portrayed them it was so so perfect but. I ran out of tags for the first time bc I was rambling about it so much. That's. how much I love it bless u for my life jfghjghfj

;O; thank you so so much!!!!!! I’m super glad you liked it that much!!! ;A;

Anon said:I LOVE SEEING THE KIDS HELL YEAH

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D glad to hear that!!!

Anon said:I feel like That one meme comic would fit the Baku and Kiri fam well the one where someone would swear and the other person with cover the ears of the innocent with a >:O face then the innocent would swear and >:O would beat he crap out of the peep who taught them

Lmao but to be fair considering how Mitsuki is and how Bakugou turned out, I would find it hard to believe if at least one of the kids didn’t end up swearing haha

Anon said:Hi!!! I love your art so much and I just want to wish you happy holidays!!!!

Thank you!!!!! I hope you’ll have great holidays too!!!

Anon said:I really like the kid characters you created they are really cool! (In your opinion which kid is closer to kiri and Baku? I have a mini head cannon about it but I would like to know your thoughts!!) I would love to see more of them when ever you feel in the mood to draw them!! :) love all of you work you are consistent and talented and I really enjoy checking your page to see all the new art you post!!

Thank you for liking them!!!! And hmmmmmmmmmmm let’s say that Mako’s closer to Kiri and Tai to Baku, but not by much - a bit because Mako’s a high energy type of kid and Kiri has energy to spare always, a bit because Tai is the quiet type and Baku’s good at keeping him busy and entertained with things in his comfort zone, but also because back when they adopted Mako Bakugou was... really scared he would fuck it up so Mako ended up growing closer to Kiri first, and because when they adopted Tai Baku was the only one he for sure wasn’t gonna accidentally hurt with his quirk so he grew closer to Baku first. Bakugou’s also better at keeping calm and working out what’s the problem when the kids cry (surprisingly) (Kirishima more often than not ends up crying with them) so since Tai gets easily overwhelmed he seeks him out often - ah well, in general they’re all really close, but, yeah. This is how it is.

Anon said:Were those Kirishimas scars???

They were! I came up with the design after he got hurt but before Hori implied he got no permanent damage, so Rappa’s fight influenced it!

Anon said:YOU DREW MORE KIDS OMG IM FUCKING DYING. IM CRYING. YOU MADE MY NIGHT. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THESE KIDS YOU CREATED AND THIS AU I'M SO GLAD TO SEE MORE OF THEM THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YOU'RE A BLESSINGGGGG!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Anon said:I did ask how the kids were doing!! Yay I love seeing them! They're great!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! glad to know I didn’t imagine that ask then hahaha

Anon said:I just noticed that Bakugou is playing with Kirishima's foot in that one photo where he's just talking to help keep Kiri's mind off Bad Shit, and omg it's the cutest fucking thing I've ever seen? Just how adorably comfortable and casual they are together and gahhhhh I love them so much

;O; glad you caught and liked that!!!

Anon said:not to be controversal but uhh do you like mp100 or are you full bnha :0

lmao I’m the furthest thing from full bnha you’re gonna find anon, I’m in way too many fandoms honestly, I just happen to always end up drawing bnha lately lol I did post a couple of mp100 things before, tho they’re p old by now :O

Anon said:Consider - minamomojirou

I still don’t understand minamomo tho :O

Anon said:Dude I'm like...legit in love with your art style it's so GOOD it makes me wanna stare at any of your drawings for like. My whole life

*sobs* thank you so much???? ;;;;;

Anon said:The sad paramores make me sad. ;-;

I’m sorry ;-; (.......... that was sort of they purpose tho :0)

Anon said:Idk if this is weird or not, but I love how you draw feet. Like they looks so nice? And I just??? Is it odd to think someone draws feet nice?

I don’t think it’s odd at all! Thank you!!! :D

Anon said:i have a hc that kirishima is from a foster home and at some point fatgum finds this out and is like 'this child is mine now ' and adopts him. he even gets permission to come to the dorms and ask kiri for permission only to watch the mofo cartwheel down the hallway and crash into a wall yelling 'IVE GOT A DAD' happy hugs ensue

That a good headcanon!!!! A pure one!!!! A warm one!!!!! We do know he’s at least got a mom, tho :0

Anon said:Your art always puts a little smile on my face and brightens my day up! Thank you for sharing it with us :)

!!! Thank you for liking it!!!!

Anon said:Hello! I'm not sure if you remember, but a couple weeks ago I asked you about your process making comics! I finally had time to sit down and draw following a similar procedure you described, deciding to start drawing my ideas out on a huge canvas like you do, and I'm AMAZED at how much easier it is to draw on a huge canvas rather than trying to figure out how to lay out panels on individual smaller pages. Thank you so much for explaining your procedure, it helped me out a lot and I-- (1/2)

-- ended up making a comic that I'm actually pleased with for once! (2/2)

OHHHHHHHHHH you’re most welcome!!!!! I’m so glad to hear that actually helped you out!!!!!! :D !!!!!!!

Anon said:The way you seem to have so much fun drawing has inspired me to start drawing, too! I'm pretty shit at it atm but I keep thinking about this thing you said one tine about how it's awesome how one creates something out of nothing when one draws (no matter what the drawing looks like), and that helps me go on! So!! Thanks!!!!!

IT’S TRUE!!!! IT’S AMAZING!!!! YOU’RE AMAZING!!!!!!! I hope you’re having as much fun with your art as you can manage, anon!!!!! *O*

Anon said:Your bakusquad doodles give me life, who do you consider to be the Squad Mom out of the lot?

.....................it’s Bakugou, isn’t it (and thank you so much!!)

Anon said:Ah! I love all your art (even the fandoms I'm not a part of and all your OCs!) I also really like your headcanons and opinions so I have a quick question: Do you have any specific or persisting (as I'm sure it could change a lot) headcanons on what the BNHA kiddos will look like as pros?

I don’t, actually! :O I do hope Aoyama will do something about the lack of redirectors for his laser to his hands, and I ALSO would love for Kaminari to get some close-range weapon (anything metal would work for him, really, but I’ve been thinking tonfas lately 👀), but aside from that I’m all up in Horikoshi’s hands! I hope he’ll make me see cool updates to Bakugou’s costume with this new arc, actually :O didn’t get to see him fighting all that much, during the license exam!

Anon said:Hiya! I really like your art and all, and since I'm on mobile, I normally save it in my phone. Is that okay? I don't repost it anywhere at all! I just like keeping it so I can enjoy your art. I really hope you don't mind because I never claim anything against of or use it for unnecessary stuff. Thanks!! 💞💞 also I really love your art like yes

That’s fine by me!!! Thank you for liking my stuff enough to give up archiviation space in your phone for it hahaha

#fran answers #there's short talk about the krbk kids in this #writing it out here more for myself to find it later really lololol #anonymous

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gukiee · 7 years ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNGKOOK: 365 Reasons why I LOVE him

Hope you’re ready for this because I’m about to word vomit my love and adoration for Jungkook for 365 bulletpoints straight

first of all what isn’t there to love about him:

his cute soft gentle bunny smile

the way he takes out (specifically the right) earpiece when hes singing

his lower lip mole

HIS SINGING VOICE

like the way his voice can go rly low and raspy but then also really high pitched and whiny and squeaky im literally in love

HIS LAUGHHHHH when he starts laughing so hard he starts clapping and throwing his whole body into it

or how his giggle starts off quiet but then it gets rly high pitched and squeaky

but then he laughs so hard that no sound comes out and it gets rly low and he gasps in between laughs its so cute :(

the way he chooses to use formal language with his hyungs out of respect even when he’s been told multiple times it’s okay to speak comfortably

the way he works so hard at ABSOLUTELY everything he does

like how he wanted to get good at bowling so he went almost every day at 2am DESPITE promotions and a busy schedule and practiced for months to improve

the way he hums in between his words when hes thinking and makes this like? “kahhhehh” sound in between when he’s not sure what to say next

his big brown beautiful eyes and the way they’re so big and sparkly :(

his silly personality when he’s rly comfortable and starts getting absolutely wild and fools around with his friends

the way hes finally starting to open up and become less shy and now has friends outside the group he speaks to regularly

THAT TIME HE WENT TO BURGER KING AND ORGANIZED ALL HIS TRASH WHEN HE WAS DONE

hes just rly? respectful and thoughtful and always puts people before himself

how he worked SO hard on his Begin solo stage and KILLED IT WITH THAT FOOTWORK

speaking of solo stage RAINISM was.... well I think if you follow this blog you know how I feel about rainism but ya... killed it

mmmmmmmm his voice in classroom ideal

and the belt chain

that one time the members pranked him for his birthday and the manager yelled at him for messing up the choreo (which was part of the prank) and said something along the lines of “do you think you’re so perfect you don’t mess up?” and he got rly quiet then when they revealed it was a prank he cried because he thought he was letting everyone down

acts tough and sexy but is really a big softy

cries when his hyungs are struggling

like when taehyung’s grandma died and they spoke about it on stage and he started crying

or when he started crying when they won their daesang because he said he was so overwhelmed with thankfulness and wanted to make us proud

or how he cried during the epilogue tour because he “wants to be our singer forever”

I just rly love how passionate he is and how he rly cares so much about making others happy

always says hes okay even when hes not because he doesn’t want to burden people and want to put them first and not worry them

bought music equipment to get better at making music because he had a hard time with Begin and wanted to practice more

is always practicing SOMETHING to get better at

his thiccccccc thighs oohohohhhhhhh booooyyyyy do I love those thic thighs mmmmfmckkk

the way his body moves when hes on stage

his soft hair :( whether its straight across his forehead, parted, curly, pushed back, straight, wavy idc black brown blond pink highlights red purple it could be any colour and any way and i love it all :(

his big manly hands with those long dainty fingers

HIS DIMPLES!!!!!! WHEN HE SMILES RLY HARD AND HE GETS ONE RLY PROMINENT DIMPLE ON HIS LEFT SIDE AND HIS CHEEKS CRINKLE A LITTLE BIG AND SINK IN SDHFGJK

his scar on his cheek :’)

the scar on his arm by his elbow

his long lashes

the veins.......on his arm..........and hands..........and in his neck lmmmmcmmmfmckkcki 😭😭

the mole on his neck

and cheek

and the beauty mark on his right nostril

his puffy pink lips that are always so soft

that meme dance he does u know the one with the hands and that facial expression

how extra he is it’s one of the things I love so much about him because hes never afraid to be silly

that time literally HOPPED IN THE OCEAN, PULLED OUT A HUGE ASS FISH, THEN WORE IT FOR A TIE SDFJGKHK

his cute lil tongue

that sexy angry expression he gets where he fcking furrows his brows and his eyes get hooded and they his brows crease heavily in the middle and he makes that snarl and his nose crinkles fghdjk

when he laughs and he gets those little creases by his eyes omgfg

how he brushes his teeth when hes nervous

how fidgety he is when he’s been sitting for too long

the way his mouth hangs open when he’s focused and thinking about something

memekook

the way he takes the time to learn english and is constantly asking rapmon if he did it right and practices lots

how on Run!BTS when it was revealed that the spy wouldn’t be able to eat he said “that’s not fair” even though he knew he wasn’t the spy

the way he always sniffles from his rhinitis

how he sleeps with his mouth slightly open

really quiet and sweet vs really loud and goofy

“g2g guys 😂😂😂 lol”

“safety first, safety second, coolness third.”

“we’re all going to end up going to hell anyway”

his love of lamb sewers

his love for army !!! he really does everything in his power to show us he loves and cares about us and gets really emotional when talking about it

how damn strong he is like holy fkcing hell can we talk about how he rolls backwards into a handstand

how he takes the time to cover english songs to help improve his english and give the fans content even though he could be doing something else

how he goes out of his way to be daring and pushes himself

speaking of daring, how fearless he is and how hes really not afraid of many things, like how he has no problem going on roller coasters or bungee jumping n pushes himself to the limits

how when he laughs his eyes and nose do the thing (u know the thing)

his long pretty eye lashes

how dainty his wrists look when he wears thin bracelets

and when he wears rings on his index and pinky fingers

his thin ears with those hoop earrings

H E L I X P I E R C I N G

that one run performance where suga played piano and he solo danced

his fashion style

his love for overwatch

the Dope police uniform goodbye

the fact that he still managed to graduate with special honour awards despite the busy schedule of being an idol

and how he spent a CRAP TON of money on dinner for his hyungs after

his drawing skill

the lil bruises on his legs :((((

how at the american concert he seen people being pushed in the pit and asked rapmon to tell them to stop and was signalling for them to stop pushing

also idk if any of u have noticed this but he has rly nice nails??? like theyre literally perfectly shaped

his appreciation of IU (my queen)

and his love of justin bieber

running around with the flag tied around him like a cape

Iconic fish as a tie (like he for real just WALKED INTO THE OCEAN AND CAUGHT A BIG ASS FISH WITH HIS BARE HANDS)

how he gets really emotional when talking about/to the fans and starts crying

n the way his nose gets red when he cries

that “i’m not sure about that” head tilt he does sometimes

how when hes trying to perfect something he asks a million questions to make sure hes doing it right

and practices DAY N NIGHT

HIS VOICE IN CLASSROOM IDEAL

THE GLOVES IN CLASSROOM IDEAL

how he bought everyone burgers during flower crew (cries over that show bc i cannot believe how dirty they did m boy)

how he was so visibly upset/embarrassed when they were rude to him like i rly cry

the look he gets of pure concentration when hes monitoring himself behind the scenes of a music video,

the way he says chong jojun balsa 😩😩

his strong ass calves ghjkdfgv

his cover of “if you” during masked man n show little n shy he was :((

goes from cute to s*xy to meme all in 2 seconds

how he pauses in between chews n smacks his lips a lot when he does

and when something is really good n he closes his eyes momentarily and does that headshake

the mama performance where he hung suspended in the air despite having hurt himself doing it but was committed to doing a good show

his skin no matter what condition it is

with makeup

without makeup

flawless

with flaws

tanned

pale

and the little bumps he gets when hes rly stressed out

how hes said that hes really shy and is better at expressing feelings over text

his over the top “boy version” of the russian roulette dance

in fact his over the top everything

his big bulging biceps.............

pretty deep ass collar bones

how he plays with his hair when hes nervous

the way his bottom lip puffs out when hes chewing

and how he nods when hes really enjoying something hes eating

nochu come thru

that performance where he took off his jacket n showed off his big ass biceps and effectively destroyed my whole existence

when he was playing with puppies and was giggling all over the place saying “this isn’t for you it’s mine” when it tried getting his coffee

how he was scouted by 8 different entertainment agencies but picked bighit because he thought rapmon was cool

and how he travelled all the way to Seoul from Busan at 14 and was probably HORRIFIED and scared but did it anyways which is extremely brave

and how hes continued to work hard from that day on

his love for the arts like photography

is always interested in learning new things like the drums and guitar and english

that dramatic ass video he made for yoongi’s birthday which was literally just him self promoting himself and making fun of yoongi lmao

how he used to wait until everyone was asleep to shower because he was shy

and how he would go out in the middle of the night to go eat by himself or wait until people were asleep to eat because, again, he was really shy

his spotify playlist and how its full of just soft, calming, gentle, romantic songs

like he has a damn Pocahontas soundtrack song

how sometimes he just ???? shoves things in his mouth??

like? an entire microphone? or a birthday hat? or an entire piece of paper?

more recently a fan??? like a whole handheld fan??

or the time he covered his whole face in sticky notes

or when he was eating during an interview n was so hungry he literally ate the entire wrapper and didn’t realize

that thing he does with his lips where he sucks them in and licks them a bit and his cheeks crease a bit

the way his knuckles and finger tips are always a little more red than the rest of his fingers

how he rubs his eyes when hes sleepy

his long lashes

the way he looks in a tux/dress shirt/tie

okay how he looks in anything tho lets b real lmao

how hes still nervous to sing on stage

how the other members said it took them SO long to get him to sing in front of them because he was super shy

the way he constantly licks his lips

his long thanks to at the end of the albums where he usually needs 2 pages

how he looks when hes observing himself after filming

switch from cute kookie to rude jeon to memekook within 2 seconds

his sensitivity to smells

his love of victorias secret fragrances

and his love of makeup

not afraid to admit those things!!!

his vast collection of white/black plain tshirts

and his timbs which literally look good with EVERYTHING

all his piercings

how he said he was happy people liked his new piercing and wants more but won’t in fears people won’t like it :(((

speaking of which how he stopped wearing his favourite pants because people said they didnt like them

literally does everything for the fans

how he comforted that fan crying during that fansign :((

put his hands in the fans hands!!!

booping their nose!!!!

so interactive with fans!

that one time he was walking alone and seen a group of guys covering Boy in Luv and stayed and even clapped for them

stopped to take pictures with fans when they asked

that time he fell asleep standing up in the middle of the airport and had to be woken up to keep the line moving

always listening to music !

his playlist is so calming and relaxing and honestly he has some of the best music taste ever

that huge ass cameo backpack he always carries around with him

“the golden closet”

that time he hid in the dark during a music video shooting and was the only one not scared

how he gets rly quiet when he isn’t able to do something the way he wants and is scared of disappointing ppl :((

his meme-y twitter videos

his cute ass toes

like he really has some nice ass feet

listen i hate feet but his feet are so clean n pretty n soft looking

and his little nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when he said he wants to meet someone and hear bells like in Your Name

his love of anime

and webtoons

JUSTIN SEAGALL i cant even believe him sometimes

how he literally always has bruises on him everywhere ???

when the boys were having a snowball fight and he came out with an arm full of snow n just demolished them lmao

during that one run episode where they were at the arcade playing the racing game and he was driving with one hand on the wheel sdgfhjdkf

AND when he was playing that power/hitting game and he hit it so hard he literally hurt himself but tried to play it off

his bareface!!!!!!!!!!! ik i said it before but like!!!! i love it so much!!!!

how he flips his hair and runs his hands through it

that time during BST where his shirt ripped and came undone and he still danced right through it

then he got rly shy and embarrassed after ghdkfgjh omg

the way he looks in baseball caps

yelling “WOOHOOO” “YAAAAAAAHHHHH” while on a rollercoaster like pls hes so cute

“i’m done”

“OH MAN HOLY SHIT” *cue jin choking*

“Hawt sauce”

that handstand flip thing where he flew forward and his hat came off and he yelled after

screamo/rock music thats all im gnna say abt that

THAT FACE HE MADE GOING DOWN THE WATERSLIDE DFGHKFJ

rolex watch like 😪 this fancy guy

when jimin ignored his high five and he pouted like a big sucky

SPEAKING OF WHICH THAT TIME THAT HE PUT HIS HAND OUT FOR JIN TO PASS HIM SOMETHING AND HE GAVE IT TO NAMJOON INSTEAD AND WAS DENIED SO PUT HIS HAND ON TOP OF IT AND PULLED IT BACK INTO HIM

his special individual relationship with each member

like how tae and him have an unnecessarily long handshake

and how he says he likes hoseok’s bed because it smells nice

when he smacked hoseok’s ass SO hard that it echoed through the room

plus how he says he likes to touch the boys butts backstage when hes nervous (????)

master of girl group dances tbh

“He is a very dangerous guy”

how he holds microphones at the very top sdfgkjd

hes admitted to being hot blooded

his low alcohol tolerance

like im convinced he fcked some shit up and thats why they dont really drink as a group anymore

When he was still in school n someone asked him how his test went and he literally laughed

able to fall asleep everywhere?

when he couldn’t eat donuts n he kept smelling them and groaning

the way he rolls his underwear up in a ball when he washes them

laundry expert

like loves laundry???

husband material tbh

literally breaking his phone all the time

like hes always dropping it and smashing it

yet he still doesn’t wear a case on it

like the time he chased one of the members and it smashed onto the ground after falling out of his pocket and he still didn’t stop because he was dedicated

or the time he was just sitting and it literally fell out the back of the chair lmao

During For You performance where he went to sit down and he MISSED

when he was playing with a balloon during a fansign and he hit himself in the face and his hat fell off

“oh my gawd”

“are you guys having fun” “oh my god x100000 followed by dying seal noises″

how awkward he looked during AHL like he knew it was trash

when he did an aggressive flying kiss and almost took hoseok out in the process

how he said if he isn’t working himself to death he isn’t working hard enough :(

how he doesn’t use fabric softener for whatever reason so his clothes are always a lil stiff

the fact that he got his face scar from fighting over the computer with his brother

lowkey emo w/ his screamo/punk music

the way he pushes his tongue against the inside of his cheek

how he always cleans the bowling ball in between each turn

and the way his posture is so perfect and his leg goes out behind him

how is ears are always a lil red at the top

how he lets the adjuster strap on the back of his baseball caps stick out instead of tucking it into the back of the hat

wants to be a tattoo artist in 10 years???? mmmmm

or own a duck meat shop??

“I’d rather die than live without passion”

“We’re BTS and we’re soooo good!”

the fact that his favourite movies are Your Name and Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

the way he fights bugs

the way he hates bugs except for cool beetles

scared of the microwave blowing up (poor bby omg)

PERFORMANCE KING

like honestly his stage presence?? is unbelievable

his acting (idc what anyone says I think it’s cute)

the fact that he rly.... still laughs at fart jokes lmao

nods when hes talking

the way he makes “hm” sounds n clicks his tongue when hes thinking

how hes nice to people even when they treat him horribly

that thing he does with his hand when hes singing where he kinda sticks out his index n thumb and kinda shakes his hands around to the song and the notes

the way he crossed his fingers as they were announcing the top social artist award

his barefaced selcas

his selcas in general

any picture of him ever

okay just him but thats besides the point

throws his whole body into his laughs

or throws his head back

or nods his head when hes laughing too

that one video where hes pulling jimins hair back and is laughing really hard honestly thats my favourite video every i think but i say that about every video

like he literally fell over thats how hard he was laughing

even his finger nails are beautiful

that one picture during that interview where his hand is hovering over the girls shoulder hdfjgn hes so cute

the way he said “good morning everyone” in that one vlive wow

that photoshoot with the pimp coat shfjkdf

how when hes smiling or laughing really hard he gets a rly toothy grin and his mouth opens a little bit so theres a gap

and how he sucks his lips in and gets those dimples when hes trying to stop laughing or smiling and compose himself

how he looks in all black oooohhh my god

like when he wore the leather jacket n the all black and the jeans with the one rip wow

AIRPORT FASHION

way he covers his nose when he yawns

how when he speaks from his heart his voice gets softer

never misses an opportunity to be extra

like in the gayos or run bts where he’ll be all quiet but as soon as an opportunity comes he jumps on it

Staff member accounts have mentioned him helping clean/carry things for them without them asking

he never complains despite all the expectations on him

always striving to always better himself

when he was playing darts and he kept getting them in the centre and he was doing flips and throwing them behind him lmao

when he was trying to reenact speed skating and did that weird thing on the ice omg

naruto run.......

how he looked in the spine breaker mv (u know the part im talking abt)

how he looks up when hes thinking and his eyes shift slightly

“What’s poppin?”

how sometimes he has a double eyelid and sometimes he doesnt

the way his lips pucker out a bit when hes talking

how he threw that opening pitch at that baseball game

and the shy little smile he gave after

n how he practiced his posture before hand

and HOW HARD HE THREW IT

how in the 4th anniversary video he gripped his coffee with both hands

and took little sips

n shook it around in his hand :’(

how soft he looks when he wears open zip sweaters n a plain tshirt underneath

okay but when he randomly broke out some beat boxing

how he rubs the back of his neck when hes thinking about what to say or is nervous

or how he rubs the tops of his legs when hes talking to distract himself

that time taehyung was trying the bottle flip challenge and it took him awhile meanwhile guk comes out n does it in minimal tries

during the muster dvd when he just broke that thing over his head like an animal

when he randomly breaks into dance

that weird squeaky voice he makes when hes imitating jimin

the smug look he gets when he does something RUDE

or when hes showing off lmao

when he was jamming out with headphones on and then took it off and it was justin bieber n he looked so proud and excited

or that one video he took of himself with the mask on in the car and he was barefaced and the sun was covering half his face and his hair was blowing in the wind so gently fdghjdrtkfg

when he was imitating taehyung in that fur coat and was being extra as all hell lmao

when he tucks his shirts into his pants ghsjdfgx (i cant remember if I wrote this already)

how he’s helped with the chorus on SO many of their songs

the way his mouth twitches to the side when hes eating and trying to move the food around

the way the bridge of his nose is always a little shinier than the rest of his face

god i really love his nose and how his nostrils flare out a bit

the way he REALLY listens to people when they talk

like really listens he will put his whole body and soul into listening to you

you can physically see it on his face that his expression changes as the person talks showing that hes actively listening

how he nods and makes complete eye contact

and shifts so that hes facing you

hes just always paying attention to everything and puts so much energy into the things hes focusing on

how his leg steps in front of him when he pitches in baseball

because he puts so much force into the throw

how competitive he is

but not enough to be a complete sore loser

and how hes even started not caring about winning as much

and just having fun

how he blinks slowly and puffs his lips out and clenches his jaw a bit when hes sleeping

or the way his eyes delicately flutter shut when hes fighting how tired he is

how he crosses his arms when hes standing idly

or crosses his hands in front of him overlapping each other when hes waiting

how patient he is and how he never pushes people for things

and is delicate with peoples feelings

then there was bon voyage oohohhh boy okay

so when he and jhope were snuggling hardcore

same with him and v

so basically hes rly snuggly and loves cuddling its confirmed

and in the morning when he woke up and moved his head and his hair was literally ALL over the place like a peacock lmfaoo

the look on his face when he was told not to pack all white shirts

and then he looked at his closet and realized its all white lol

that jumpsuit :(

how he was good at surfing???

like good at everything he puts his mind to

how excited he was when he won being able to eat the entire sandwich and not split it

AND HOW HE SET OFF AN ALARM IN IKEA BY GOING OUT THE EMERGENCY EXIT

how he said his heart felt weird after listening to namjoons message and said he was really sad :’(((

how his voice sounds in that new cover

and those quiet hums

and how he takes a big breath before words

yet its still so soft

and you can literally picture him closing his eyes while singing

hes the most hardworking guy in the entire world

and even when hes super busy he STILL makes sure we’re satisfied and puts us before anything

i love how his hair colour has stayed the same through a lot of comebacks

because every comeback its still just as cute

and hes still just as handsome

the way he intertwines his fingers together sometimes

or puts them behind his back when hes talking (maybe I said this already)

his long breaths after a long practice

his dance covers

how he was shy during that vlive with hoseok and said he wasn’t good at freestyling but he still did his best

wow

i just really love every single little thing about him

hes the most wonderful man on the face of the earth

and I appreciate him to absolutely no end

#armiesnet #bts #jungkook #jeon jungkook #bangtan boys #bangtan #mine

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jjinomu · 7 years ago

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how did you get into editing pmd models? you're super good at them, and i'm considering taking it up. i was wondering, how/where did you pick it up?

oh boi oh geez where do i even begin omg (long post so i chucked the rest under the cut)

first thank you for your compliment hehe i really appreciate that!! but hmmm well- i started editing pmd/pmx models like aaaaaages ago i dont even remember much but generally for most beginners, lots of people tend to recolour (i mean i did it too when i first started hehe shout out to my zatsune model edit of animasa miku phew gud ol’ days) which is totally okay especially if you’re just figuring out how like colours/textures work and the whole material panel/subsets/i’m saying-weird-terminology-that-you-probably-don’t-get-yet pretty much all the tools and what they do that’s totally okay hehe once you poke around it for a while, you’ll get use to which tool does what and that’s all gud (i recommend getting the english translated version of PMDeditor (or PMX- i use PMX) because that’ll save you a lot of time (i use the japanese version because i’m weird and dumb and i’m still trying to figure stuff out myself to this day)

after that phase of recolouring (normally i wouldn’t recommend staying in this for long like, i recoloured 1 model and moved on straight away HAHA) at this point one of the most common and main styles of editing for starters is taking editable (or ‘legal’) parts from other models that allow editing (make sure stuff is editable before you do anything or you could get in trouble), and then piecing it together to form your own cool new model edit yeyeye, there should be plenty of tutorials how to do this and how to avoid glitches with joints/physics/bones and stuff so if you want, just hmu privately and i can quest for some for you, but it shouldn’t be too difficult to find!!

usually lots of people generally stay in that area of editing which is totally chill as well, with practice and constant improvement you could like reach some good levels of work from just part-editing itself, ive seen it happen many many times!!

otherwise the other option you could go down is what i generally do nowadays for editing- and that’s i guess, ‘modelling parts’ (which is what most people call it) or ‘meta-editing’- it involves pretty much, chucking a base into an external 3D program to build clothes/your own parts and then re-rig it entierly again in PMXeditor (i’m a lil tired asf but i have a tutorial tab on my tumblr page where i go more in depth on this and where to start if this is what you wanna do) thoUGH keep in mind, it’s probably best you get use to using PMX and all the terminolgy and such before anything or else it’ll be like what whAT WHat

personally i think that this ‘meta-editing’ method is almost the more easier and safer route, though when you’re starting out it’s like ‘MmMM shit’ but trust me it’s…. imo it’s easier than part-editing (because i used to do that too) mostly because 1. you just make your shit rather than find it (sometimes some parts aren’t even ever made) and 2. you avoid breaking rules completely because heck ur doing it 100% urself wat are rules (aside from obviously your base model’s rules haha)

i forgot what else i wanted to say um

oh yeah well- this is like the basic of the basic explanations, i need you to be more specific if you want me to teach you stuff but the least i can do now is give you a brief overview?? but das it ehe

otherwise some tips i’d like to mention as well which have nothing to do with the actual practice, are as follows:

#1 tip: that i donnn’t think i’ve ever preached on this blog before but i might as well start bc it’s important!!! try ur best to remain humble/modest watever- honestly i think….. if you start thinking you’re some God level editor or watever that’s when…… improvement kinda halts……. so even though it might be kinda ehhh, be a little harsh on yourself- you’re your own critic and it’s better to recognise your faults before someone else points them out for you (because that can hurt heaps, but i mean if u hate urself first nobody else can amirITE AMIRITE i’m kidding don’t hate urself)

i, for one am always very horrible to myself with my edits- like i dislike a looot of them which is actually kinda terrible LMAOO so i don’t recommend like hating everything you do because that ruins the fun- and sometimes it might even push you to stop entirely (i’ve known friends that have quit because they couldn’t get it right etc.) as long as you realise that whatever you do currently isn’t going to be as great as what you do later in life, then you’re like guranteed to improve no doubt about it- in a way, you’re not putting any limitations on yourself so you can grow from that! just continue to persevere, some people don’t improve until a looot later and some people improve like within weeks- so don’t let that get to you either!!! i’ve been doing this shit for like ages and i still am not as good as like actual modellers because i’ve just…. been too comfortable and improved only as an editor askdajsk

#2 tip: do not compare yourself to others especially when you’re first starting out- i’ve had…… quite a number of people compare themselves to me which is….. to say the least……. quite uncomfortable for the person you’re comparing yourself to??? because you gotta keep in mind how long people have been doing stuff (like this is my 6th year and literally everyday i’ve opened up PMX or metasequoia and i’ve toyed around for at least an hour) and idk just try not to compare yourself- because i know it’s kinda difficult not to but trust me, try to walk your own path you can create your own shit without necassarily comparing- unless you’re comparing to improve yourself whiiich leads me to my #3 tip

#3 tip: do not be afraid to mimic styles or toy with styles, i mean do not claim a certain style as your own that’s a HUGE nono, but it doesn’t hurt to like attempt to mimic someone who you look up to, and their style in order to help you improve and find your own style!! i personally mimic artists (rather than MMDers/editors) when i do my edits and then i started to develop my own kinda style??? like i still do a lot of imitation ‘edits’ which are those anime edits you see every now and again (like my yoi models or my binan models) and that’s fine!!! i think the most improvement i’ve ever had in terms of face-editing and stuff have come from me trying to imitate art of others (instead of just blindly going for my own style from the getgo) and this goes for drawing too!!! hell i still ‘mimic’ styles whenever i do any edits that have already an art design for?? i like accuracy first and then i play my style into it later and that’s totally cool too!! as long as you correctly credit and don’t claim as your own, you can’t really go much wrong (unless the person is like hey? can u pls stop? then ya don’t HAHA) i once had an incident back when i was a baby editor where i,,,,,,, kind of recreated someone else’s style of model edit line into like a different model style (in this case it was LAT so that’s how long ago it was) and then redistributed without their prior permission and ya that was bad don’t do that HAHA

and ya that should be it, i wrote this like 60 years ago and it’s been sitting in my drafts and i totally forgot about it until today so i hope that helps ya out!!

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