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"Vi was the real Jinx" "No Hextech was the real Jinx" "No Jayce and Viktor were the Jinx for creating Hextech"
Arcane fans are all so fucking stupid and y'all deserve this stupid ass show. If this show had even a modicum of intelligence its thesis statement would have been that institutional oppression enacted by Piltover against Zaun was the real jinx and rot of show, finally giving rise to a monster coming to Jinx them back and be the reckoning for all their sins. Instead they give us that fuckass idiotic episode 7 that attempts to pin all the blame on Hextech and pretends like the horrible conditions of Zaun and cruelty of Piltover didn't already exist long before Jayce and Viktor cranked that damn crystal. Not only that, they go and martyr Vi which just gave the lowest bottom of the barrel members of this fandom a chance to accuse her of being the "real" jinx. This show is unserious garbage and its moronic fans deserve it.
#i thought i was done ranting about episode 7 but i'm not#it's so fucking stupid and it's maddening to see it get praised as the best episode#it was garbage. utter garbage. take off the timebomb shipping goggles and see how they brushed aside all the themes of class oppression#and pinned the entire tragedy of season 1 ON HEXTECH. because of fucking course magic was the fault of everything. magic is the Big Bad.#nothing else. definitely not the council or the enforcers. magic needs to go. not piltover.#vi isn't even my favourite character but if you accuse either her or jinx for being at fault for everything you're a fucking cretin#enjoy your garbage show. god i wish i knew how ass this series was going to be so i never would have gotten into s1#vi#jinx#ekko#jayce#viktor#arcane s2#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane critical#arcane season 2#arcane netflix#piltover#zaun#league of legends
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in regards to the constant dismissal of his aroace identity, i hate it when alastor 'fans' say and use the excuse: "he's fictional, he won't get offended."
like, you're right, but it can and will offend us.
when you see yourself being represented on screen, of course you'd feel enthusiastic about it — representation allows individuals to see themselves reflected in the media they consume, validating their identities and experiences. but when so many people take that representation and decide to disregard and discard it, it is so fucking frustrating. we finally have another character to be part of the tiny amount of representation we have, but then people don't even care about how much it means to us? like yeah, alastor won't get offended because he's not real, but it frustrates and annoys us. do you realize that it's also technically invalidating the aroace community? that you're invalidating our feelings? imagine feeling like you're finally being seen because your orientation is finally being represented in media, and people just decide to blatantly ignore, discard, and invalidate it.
media has such a powerful influence on real life, representation being a prevalent factor of it. there are numerous posts that dictate how people went to watch a movie/show or read a book just because a character depicts their identity in it — obviously, being represented is an incredibly uplifting and validating experience.
which is why seeing an aroace character in a popular show is so meaningful to us because we live in a world where romance and sex are literally everywhere and prioritized above all else. (and it's pretty obvious that alastor's on the repulsed end of the spectrum, but even if he wasn't, at least make an effort to acknowledge his sexuality instead of continuing to portray him as allo; aroace folks can be in relationships but it's not going to be the same thing with allos' experiences.)
any and every representation matters, but why does that seem to stop at people under the aroace spectrum? like y'all can't even let us appreciate the scraps of representation we have. we barely have any, so are we really that dramatic for being upset at how people easily disregard and dismiss our identities that are being depicted on screen just like that? is it truly wrong of us to want to defend and maintain the little representation we have?
#like imagine if i asked you ab your fav character and then i said i hated them and proceeded to insult them#wouldn't that irritate you even just a bit and maybe even come to their defense?#like why would you be offended when they're not even real lmaoo#they're fictional and won't get offended but if you love that character then YOU might feel offended and maybe even defend them#ok now take that situation and put it into this context#except it's much more meaningful bc it's about representation#just a random thought#i'm not against shipping him or finding him attractive (bc same LMAO) or the fanart btw#i just hate it when people use bs excuses to justify their obvious dismissal & indifference towards aro/ace rep#like at least acknowledge his identity :((#sorry for the long ass rant and if some parts don't make sense i'm not in the best mood rn lol#and i've been wanting to get this off my chest for a while#didn't know double standards were a thing when it came to representation....#but here we are#alastor#aroace alastor#aroace#asexual#aromantic#asexuality#aromanticism#arospec#aspec#alastor hazbin hotel#aromantic alastor#asexual alastor#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#aroacespec#queer
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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dude i know now why larry is so shippable
larry is just...a dude
some guy
like ofc not some guy is a gym leader and elite 4 but you know what i mean
he literally perfectly contrasts EVERYBODY
HE'S A FUCKING ANOMALY THAT MAN
IN A WORLD FULL OF ANOMALIES, WHIMSY, AND ENERGETIC AND PASSIONATE CHARACTERS, NORMAL BECOMES THE ANOMALY
HE LITERALLY STANDS THE FUCK OUT AND FROM EVERYBODY
HE DONT WANNA DO MORE THAN WHATS REQUIRED, HE JUST WANNA STAY IN HIS LANE FR BUT EVERYBODY IS LIKE "HYAA AAA BATTLE WOOHOOO POKEMON" LIKE
CMON
he's so fucking SHIPPABLE ITS KILLING ME
HE'S SO NORMAL, HE'S SO DONE WITH EVERYTHING
larry x kabu? larry x rika? larry x hassel? larry x brassius? larry x saguaro? larry x katy? LITERALLY EXTROVERT/ENERGETIC/PASSIONATE X INTROVERT/DONE WITH THIS SHIT
larry x geeta? enemies to lovers guy who doesnt wanna do it anymore x boss who's trying to trigger his character development arc to his annoyance
larry x grusha? fuckin guy who doesnt have passion anymore x guy who got his passions stripped from him by an accident
larry x volo? guy just says "ok just pls make sure to come home by 9" when his s/o is like "im going to reach god and remake the entire world as a whole"
my god people
LOOK AT THIS MAN
LOOK AT HOW SHIPPABLE HE IS
USE IT
#shitposting#neurodivergent rants ass off and dies#pokemon#larry pokemon#pokemon larry#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon rika#pokemon kabu#pokemon geeta#pokemon katy#pokemon saguaro#pokemon hassel#pokemon brassius#pokemon grusha#pokemon volo#volo#i threw volo in there just to prove my point
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Is there a cat who you think had an unjustified death that you’d redo to be more satisfying or just undo the death entirely?
Sandstorm and Leafpool's deaths are the first and worst offenders that come to mind. Bumble is an obvious one, but I'll let Bumble's Official Representative tell you about how awful her death is.
Sandstorm dies by an infected wound, unremarkably with only her grandson around so that her death can motivate him and solely him. This was done A) so that they could pad out the SkyClan/Kin twist for the readers who hadn't read Firestar's Quest or any of the SkyClan books and B) in Kate's words to "thin the crowd":
And like, I get it, thin the crowd, ThunderClan is huge...but that's an arc one major character, that's Sandstorm. This is a book, a narrative, and Sandstorm essentially dying just so her lame ass grandson can get some short-lived inspiration is a bad ending to this character's story. It's just disrespectful to such a major character and it shows how little the authors think of their female cast, even one as prominent and important as Sandstorm. It was done solely for Alderheart's arc and it's honestly not even satisfying in that regard. It's bad writing.
Mind you, the Kin twist doesn't even last that long, any reader can smell BS a mile away. There's no reason Sandstorm couldn't have gone out fighting, pretending she was playing along before revealing the truth. Bad writing all around, disrespectful to the character and her legacy, just shows off how disposable the female cast is to the authors if it means giving their male protags a temporary arc boost.
Leafpool dies in Squirrelflight's Hope, a book in which you think will center the sisters in the narrative, as that's what the prologue sets up, but is actually about Squirrelflight and Bramblestar's awful relationship drama. She dies in a rockfall trying to save Moonlight, gets sent to StarClan where she is berated and yelled at and nearly sent to the Dark Forest before accepting her death. Afterwards, her children take shots at her once she's dead, awesome.
Like there's bleach in the wound when it comes to Leafpool's death. She is not killed in a mainline series, she's killed in someone else's super edition in which she is not even the focal part of the plot! Her own death is not even about her, it is a quick berating of Leafpool before it turns to Squirrelflight (and mind you, Squirrelflight's trial also sucks, it's bad the narrative seems to think she's done something wrong, but there's a big difference between how the two are treated). At her own funeral, Jayfeather takes a snipe at her for, uh, lying to protect him and blames Hollyleaf's death on her:

what does this mean?? what are you talking about??? she tried to kill leafpool over the lie, she died protecting ivypool????
And then!! That's not even the end of it!! Crowfeather, the cat who abused his son to the point it drove him to train in cat hell, blamed it on Nightcloud, took continuous shots at Leafpool purely to hurt her, and more not only gets an entire super edition in which everyone, including his dead mommy and his dead crush, comes down to teach him how to be nicies, the narrative rewards this development with deputyship. He is a light in the mist, he reconciles with his son, and he now continues to torment me with his continued relevance in the current arc (do not @ me i know and it hurts).
Onestar, a character with far more autonomy in what he had done, a leader with a law that essentially allowed him to be a dictator with no resistance just, uh, has to think really hard on his life for his trial. He just reflects on his life and Tallstar, idk after fucking off for five minutes is like "oh yeah you feel good now about what you did? yeah okay come on in bro :)"
The books are so painfully uninterested in Leafpool beyond reminding the reader of how awful they think giving her children a safe life was. She dies in a book that's not about her, given a trial when does who have done more get less, and her ex, her counterpart in a sense, is consistently given an insane amount of favoritism in how he's constantly offered chances to be angry, be forgiven, reconcile, and more. There is a massive difference in the autonomy (in-universe) that Leafpool is given versus her sister or Crowfeather or Brambleclaw.
There's probably more that I could find, Warriors looooves anticlimactic fridgings for its female cast, but these two came to my mind first. Character death in a series like this is good, but the authors are so...boring, offensively so, in how little they want to do cool and meaningful deaths with some of their long-lasting and impactful characters. Leafpool drives multiple arcs, she is the center of them, and yet they are so painfully uninterested in her. Sandstorm has been there since book one, she is a legacy character. Graystripe dies at the claws of the big bad in TBC, Ravenpaw is given an entire book about his passing, Dustpelt dies protecting his Clan in Bramblestorm's Storm. Sandstorm dies of an infection, to thin the cast (ineffectively) and give her grandson temporary angst.
#deer rambles#wc spoilers#tbc spoilers#leafpool#sandstorm#this turned into a long ass rant these deaths piss me off#character death is awesome. a satisfying or cool death will be talked about for literal years#this shit just sucks#i gotta start being better about tagging i cant find SHIT on this blog#and my squilf's hope live read is broken up?? into like. two separate tags??
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nothing so aggravating as seeing people claim what Hades did was just a misunderstanding because he ''loved Persephone too much''. like i don't know about you, but it's pretty hard for that to turn into building a town based on slavery and later getting a girl and assaulting her (even if it's just implied, he still at least had to pretend to do something like it, because his goal was to make Persephone mad).
#blah blah gods can't really be expected to have human morality whatever#he's still a shit person#and i'd say it's not really implied even#it straight up happened. there are still so many innuendos in the show even if it was wayyy heavier pre broadway#the gods in general are complicated in their morals#hades built his town because by now he probably just sees mortals as expendable#that is probably true of all the gods inluding persephone#idk. like of course hades can be soft with seph and everything after the story. that is probably true and not really contradictory of canon#but i just can't bring myself to ignore everything else. what he does with the workers? how seph even agreed to stay with him after what he#did to eury?#they both probably don't even see mortals as full people. as much as seph cares about the world and the people in it she's still not immune#to that mindset either. hell she still charges the workers for the binocular machine. she profits off their suffering DIRECTLY#she's very hypocritical and it feels realistic to someone in her position#i can't really blame her for much because i can imagine how horrible she's had it#but at the end of the day she's still very privileged and not very aware of it#hadestown#esparrago post#sorry for my long ass rant i will shut up now#sa mention
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He's my man, we're hand in hand, to hell and back and I love him like nobody else can.
Edit: sorry I was so freaked out about the spider um so
Song is He's my man by luvcat
Also this was awhile ago and I wasn't that good at drawing Ford yet (still not great) pls don't look at his face 😞
#my art#hiiii <3#bill cipher#human bill cipher#billford#gravity falls#ford pines#dude i just saw a big ass fucking spider crawling around on my bed#i fucking lost it#why god why#its just somewhere in my bed???#took the mattress and box spring off and didn't find it#good sign i hope#my stupid fucking cat is losing her shit#shes chasing her tail#dude ur a CAT stop#itd be funny if she would stop catching me with her claws#if ur reading this#im so sorry for ranting abt a fucking spider and dumbass cat
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i cannot begin to tell you guys how much i hate this charles grey fucker and his ugly face and ugly hair someone fire his barber. why is he always here. can he fuck off for once with his annoying ass chipmunk voice and his annoying ass chipmunk face.
#if charles grey has zero haters im dead#yana kills off agni but keeps HIM alive???#biggest flaw in book of atlantic was when the zombies didn’t rip apart this guy#book of murder would've been so much better if he was the one murdered#charles phipps is calm tho#but i fucking hate this guy with his btec jellyfish hair more like a jellyfish washed up on shore#dare i say i hate season 2 less than i hate this guy#because at least season 2 was entertaining#yeah it was a shitshow but it was entertaining#this guy brings NOTHING to the table#this is just one of my irrational hatred of a character for no solid reason i just don't like him#i dont need someone telling me why i should like him#because i never will#i dont care what he serves to the story#i hate him purely for personal reasons#ugly ass hair and ugly ass face#yana PLEASE kill him off#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitpost#kuroshitsuji manga#black butler manga#charles grey#rant
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I don't know why I even have to call the Flug on my last post "chubby" that's kinda just normal weight the more I look at it. like 5lbs above maybe. since Flug is canonically underweight.
this is what he should look like in my dreams😔
#well quite a bit more in my dreams#but yk#when you google for comparison images of what “skinny; normal; chubby; overweight; obese” etc looks like#they put images of women who look like they are at their perfectly normal weight at “chubby”#so I'm a little bit confused by that#idk if that is based on medical or societal standards#I know I have a preference for bigger bodies as is#but if that is a medical scale I swear there is no way that is true#the “normal” pictures look slightly too thin to me!#coming from a person who has never been over 100lbs btw bc my body refuses to gain weight and it's a pain#(I'm very short)#absolutely ranting my ass off#rmao
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Is the Mr. Men & Little Miss franchise sexist? - An informal essay by a fan
(tl;dr summary is listed at the end of this post)
A while ago, I was going through my strawpage (which you can find here) to uncover some submissions that were collecting dust over time. While most of them were about how I was doing, or silly headcanons that the Mr. Men and Little Miss characters had, I came across one that I think needed more than a silly and lighthearted response from your's truly:
"Do you think Mr Men and Little miss is Sexist?"
For those who don't know, the Mr. Men and Little Miss franchise is a British children's literature franchise that contains simple, shaped people that embody certain attributes, such as happiness, luckiness, or forgetfulness. The creator of the series is Roger Hargreaves, who created the first Mr. Men book, Mr. Tickle, in 1971. The book series is still being written today by Adam Hargreaves, Roger's son.
Meanwhile, sexism is defined by the prejudice, discrimination, or stereotyping towards a target sex, typically towards women. Because sexism is a more sensitive topic than many people realize, I will do what I can to approach this subject manner in a more sensitive and serious matter.
I will be writing this from my own perspective; as someone who's identity doesn't relate to being either male or female, and as an avid fan who is viewing the franchise from a critical lens for the sake of this essay. Keep in mind that I'm not an expert on sexism or how women should be portrayed in media, so you may take anything I say below with a grain of salt, and I highly encourage you to do your own research on the subject to form your own thoughts and opinions.
If you're looking for my answer, I honestly don't think that the Mr. Men and Little Miss series is sexist. For one, almost all of the relationships between the male characters and female characters are strictly platonic. Even in Little Miss Valentine's book, a character meant to embody a holiday all about love, includes friendship as one of its core themes. The only instance of romance I gathered from actually reading and looking into the books is between Miss Shy and Miss Quiet, and even then I'm pretty sure it's only implied, based on their interactions.
I've seen a lot of people criticize the series for some of its more negative stereotypes towards women, using more malicious characters, like Miss Naughty and Miss Trouble, or more incompetent characters, such as Miss Helpful, Miss Late, or Miss Scatterbrain. I would've agreed if it were the 1980's, where there were significantly less female characters than male characters. However, some people should consider that there's also many malicious male characters, like Mr. Mischief, Mr. Rude, and Mr. Mean, and many incompetent male characters, like Mr. Clumsy, Mr. Forgetful, and Mr. Wrong. Plus, within these past few years, we've had some more positive female characters, like Miss Brave, Miss Inventor, Miss Sparkle, Miss Hug, and Miss Fabulous, so it definitely balances out.
Although, there are a few decisions the franchise makes for its books and series that does make me raise an eyebrow. For example:
I saw another post on tumblr earlier that criticized how infantilizing "Little Miss" sounds, especially in comparison to "Mr. Men". I do agree that this isn't really the best way to label female characters in the series, as I think something such as the "Miss Madams" could've worked just as well. I don't know how much the Mr. Men and Little Miss franchise is willing to rebrand this name. They've renamed a couple of their characters in the past due to offensive terms (Miss Plump to Miss Greedy, and Mr. Uppity to Mr. Snooty), but I'm not sure if they're willing to remove the "Little" in all their female character's names any time soon. Maybe in another world, they could be branded as the "Little Misses and Little Misters" or the "Mr. Men and Miss Madams".
Miss Brainy, who's just simply tired of everyone asking her questions, has her book end with her nearly getting mauled by a lion. To be fair, neither Roger or Adams wrote this, but... What exactly did she do for a lion to appear on her walk before trying to eat her? She could've learned something like how not everyone was as well educated as her, and that she could learn to be more patient with them. At least Mr. Clever, a character known to be obnoxiously smart in his own book, learned to be humble when he couldn't answer subjective questions. The whole lion thing just felt entirely random.
Little Miss Late, at the end of her book, ends up having a more fulfilled life by cooking and staying at home with Mr. Lazy. On one hand, this does enforce some gendered stereotypes from the 1950's, where a woman is supposed to cook and stay inside for the man in the house, and if you know anything about the 50's, well... It wasn't a good decade for women, to put it simply. On the other hand, there are some women who actually don't mind cooking and cleaning for the men in their lives, and if that's what makes Miss Late happy, who am I to judge?
Just some of the treatment that the female characters get in the Mr. Men show. Because the producers of the show wanted to market it towards boys, they cut a bunch of the female characters that were in development, and they even removed a prominent female character in between seasons simply because the executives didn't like her. They've brought in more characters in season 2, more female characters than male, but they don't utilize any of them as they do the cast they had in season 1. I personally would've loved to see Miss Bossy have a shouting match with Mr. Stubborn or Mr. Rude, or even Miss Curious take Mr. Bump's role in the "How do they do it?" segments of season 2!
Even despite these gripes, I honestly don't think that the franchise itself is sexist. It had many different books, shows, music, and even a musical throughout the years, and they were all written, directed, and produced by several different people with different perspectives and biases.
If you're a woman, or fall under the transgender and nonbinary umbrella, and you've engaged in any Mr. Men media, I would also love to hear your thoughts on how the Mr. Men and Little Miss franchise treats its female characters. It's always great to listen to other people's voices who differ from yours, as it provides different perspectives into the conversation.
tl;dr: no, i do not think its a sexist series. i can see why some people would think so, but i personally dont think it is.
#ive been tempted to include something abt how most of the female characters are feminine & almost all of the male characters are masc but i#didnt know where to squeeze that in#if you ask me tho i think there should be more girl characters kicking ass & chewing bubblegum#& more male characters giggling and kicking their feet as they talk with their besties on the phone#but thats just me#mr men#mr men show#mr men little miss#the mr men show#tmms#dooble moment#does this count as a rant? idk#ive actually thought abt doing this for a while & honestly im glad i did#i got a lot off my chest about this subject & im glad i got around this tbh
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Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira and Kaidan Alenko-Oliveira - ME3 (3/?) "What would I do without you?" "You'll never have to find out." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#dailygaming#otp: you’re real enough for me#i've got shenko on the brain this week so i'm back with more gifs :) carlot this time baby!#this set is just a little bit important to me since carlot was the first thing i ever made gifs of :)#and it's cool to see how different soph looks in the like... year it's been since the last time i made gifs of it#how much closer i've been able to get her to the version of her that exists in my head and put that actually in game. it's nice for me :)#ANYWAYS - THE RANT (as usual)#the reason why soph doesn't have a lot of banter is because her brain fritzed out when kaidan showed up in infiltrator armor :)#that's the set she always wears so her brain started making dial up noises when he showed up with it on :)#something something thigh holster arms and definitely ass#conversely kaidan also flipped his shit when showed up in thigh high boots and a leather jacket#it's just the spider-man pointing meme of them losing their shit at what the other person is wearing and trying to focus but failing#kaidan's little nickname comment is because she has a very specific nickname for him that she always uses :)#it's bússola :) compass in portuguese since that's what she got her little tattoo behind her ear for :)#i've always hc'ed the citadel DLC as after TRW. this is probably pretty soon after it with cat-6 wanting to move in during recovery efforts#and something something soph chops all her hair off during her recovery for undisclosed reasons#anywho carlot isn't the most canon since they meet up earlier together and dom is the one they meet on the carlot but i love carlot so :)#we're going to pretend that kaidan is carrying her cobra since giving him his eagle was a pain in the save i used for this lmao#i’ll stop using the tags as my canon TEDtalk space now :) have a good day like always friend 💙
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dude Scar (from the lion king) has such a loser ass origin story. oh the girl didn't like you back? boo fucking hoo. that is no justification to BETRAY YOUR BROTHER WHO YOU GREW UP WITH AND HAS ALWAYS LOVED. she liked mufasa more than you, cry about it. IN THE OG LION KING, U WE'RE THE C*NTY GAY UNCLE AND NOW YOU'RE SAYING THE REASON U EVEN BECAME SCAR IS CUZ A GIRL DIDN'T LIKE YOUR ASS?? you're not twelve. but also, scar is a much better name than fuckin Taka or whatever the shit it was before
9/10 movie, would watch again, banger songs cause my music taste is broken.
#mufasa#it was a good movie#a bit too much allo shit for my aroace ass but yknow#it was still a banger#also taka he didn't fuckin betray you#he fell in love#and im being told you can't control who u fall for#like there's other fish in the sea#or other lion on land i guess#fuckin worst origin story but go off king#z0n3d0u rants#abt a movie they watched
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hold my hand. we're getting serious. (and maybe emotional?)
honestly, as the year comes to a close, and with all the shit that's gone down, it hits me every december. how much has changed. how much i've change, the people around me. who i've lost, who i've gained. (can you tell I watched tommy's newest video and paused like near the end to write this?)
it just. it hits me like a brick sometimes. i'll watch tubbo, or tommy, or any other creator, and i just. i don't tear up, but i go into some sort of state of shock that things have truly changed. did it take me two years? yeah, maybe. but i remember being a dumbass kid in quarantine, roleplaying as c!schlatt in a stupid ass dsmp roleplay server, making stupid jokes, playing minecraft horror maps. it hits me that those days have changed. i remember watching the exile arc. hell i remember watching fucking lmanburg being founded, the war, the trials, all of it. the end to that disaster of a beautiful symphony. or something poetic.
i guess i just. i dunno. i guess near the end of every year, i get emotional. or, not emotional, but nostalgic. because in all reality, the dsmp shaped me in a way i don't think anything ever has. it got me into writing, into gaming, it gave me a light in a dark tunnel. it gave me friends who i'll remember forever, and even if i don't talk to them to this day i don't regret spending nights on calls and falling asleep on those calls. in some ways i feel like c!tommy, i won't forget my roots, and i won't regret them either. they shaped me into who i am. i love the dsmp, i think a part of me always will even years into the future, even if somehow, someway, i forget, a part of me won't.
i won't say the dsmp wasn't flawed. it was. but i think that's why i love it so much. the fandom, the creators, all were flawed. but i think that's why, i, we, loved it so much. because it was as flawed as we were.
anyway. that was my ramble. take my pre-new years ramble with a grain of salt, or reminisce with me. i won't ever mind the company.
#dsmp#dream smp#off topic apollos rants!#late night thoughts#late night rambles#ooof. dsmp thoughts hitting deep.#i should be a gay ass fucking poet.#<- notice my completely different vibe like right now.
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“Why’s he call you Darlin’?”
on my knees begging my brain to stop trying to associate this song with Sam
#(it’s too late guys i’ve already added it to a couple playlists. i can’t help it)#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted sam#redacted darlin#rp audio stuff#Seven’s Blorbo Songs#music stuff#i fell down a rabbit hole of music videos on YT last night and decided to give this song a chance based on the title obviously#skipped through all the exposition just to quickly find out if i liked the song or not#and as soon as the first line came in i went head-in-hands at my desk bc i just Knew it was over for me#i hate that i like it#it’s very repetitive and giving strong Modern/Mainstream Pop-Rap-Country vibes#but i’m not too proud to admit that i eat that shit up on occasion#‘You’ve been beatin’ ‘round the bush so much you’re knockin’ off the leaves.’ goes kinda hard tho i’m ngl#‘ole boy in a Ridgeline and i drive a Chevy’ would Sam be a truck elitist? hmm#i doubt it. i see him as too practical-minded to care about brand names and shit like that#like irl i think it’s very silly. and perhaps a little questionable to hate on a ‘foreign’ vehicle. but i don’t even like trucks at all so#insecure country boys and their obsession with big trucks are ruining the road for us regular people that just want a normal ass car#but i’ll stop before i go off on a rant about america’s transportation problems#anyways. i can separate reality from fiction and i love the image of Sam in a beat up beloved old truck. cliché as it may be#getting back on track. my POINT was that the song doesn’t even necessarily fit Sam’s vibes i just. can’t undo the association#been trying to think of a way for it to fit him but that would require Darlin’ to be cheating on him and i don’t like that thought#like i love some types of angst but cheating isn’t one of them#i could view it through the context of being directed at Alexis bc i already hate her lmao but once again it doesn’t fit in canon#and i don’t know how i feel about the thought that he used to call her Darlin’ too. though it’s very possible. mmm angst#not that it has to fit with canon for me to attach a song to a character. certainly not! but i need to make it work in my mind Somehow#and i can’t even come up with a good HC to make this fit. the idea of Jealous!Sam is fun in theory but idk if i’d like it practice anyways#tldr: does this really fit canon Sam? meh. Is it forever tied to him in my mind anyways due to the use of the petname Darlin’? absolutely.#anywho. one of these days i’ll open this app to do something other than vent post or yap abt rp audio blorbos. but that day is not today!
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okay rq i know that there is a HUGE debate on ai art because yknow... honestly fuck ai but can we please and i mean please talk more about how bad ai writing is? it is exactly the same situation as ai art but its gets so much less attention than art and its kinda pissing me off. because writers who poor their heart and soul into something spend hours upon hours writing and plotting something, just get thrown to the side by fuck ai and it sucks because the stuff that it writes isnt even good. its not good because theres no human emotion or feeling behind it, ai cant truly describe what it feels like to be lonely without it feeling cold and desolate. ai cant describe what it feels like to stay in bed under warm covers. it cant describe the joy of marriage or getting a cat for the first time. people can. yet people are the ones who made the ai in the first place and made it take credit for others work. i hate ai writing and i feel like it should be talking about more because it genuinely hurts writers.
#fuck ai#anti ai#anti generative ai#fuck generative ai#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#ao3 writer#writeblr#creative writing#eternal rants#ALSO DONT GET ME WRONG ON AI ART#I HATE IT#but i do feel like that side gets more attention than the writing#and its because 'oh well i dont wanna write my essay'#like stfu#get off your ass and write it already#or 'well no one writes what i want to read and i dont have time'#ever heard of finding time? the ao3 curse? not ever author has time to write but still does so anyways because they enjoy it#you generating ai slop undermines their effort
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Happy Kagepro Day!!!
#kido tsubomi#seto kousuke#kano shuuya#kagerou project#kagepro#choco art#last thursday I was like “oh shit. I don't have anything ready for the fifteenth”#And then rushed to make these#there are a few things I'd like to change or adjust on some of them (like the colors on kido's) but aside from that I'm pretty happy#seto's was the hardest. first I kept trying to daw a bird for the silhouette window thing#but I kept erasing it because I wasn't happy with it#then I was flicking through my screenshots of his song's video and realized "wait. What if the tv him and little him are sitting on is the#ilhouette? Then I kept the birds but put them in a circular pattern in a way reminiscent of how the scissors and knives(?) were around him#in certain shots (btw. does anyone have ANY idea what the gossip he was getting from that bird in his introduction was?)#The background I wish I had done more with but I was drawing a blank on ideas so... the outside of Mary's house it is#kano's - in contrast - was the easiest.#I was like “his silhouette's a cat. the background will definitely be a reference to his song.”#Honestly the masks were the hardest part because it was a little difficult to get good pics of any other than the red-eyed mask#Also something looks off about him to me but I wasn't about to fight the picture so I didn't fiddle with it too much before inking#maybe his face just translates into my style weirdly#not much to say about Kido. Except I really wish I did the equalizer bars differently and will definitely be changing that if I ever get ar#und to making these digitally. Also#I'd alter the shades of colors I chose for the music staffs but that bugs me a lot less than those fri#cking equalizer bars#did I really just go on a whole ass rant about my decisions in these drawings?#I guess I did. Whoops?
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