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arrives 15 min late with a latte
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#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says Ā°āā.ą³ąæ*:ļ½„ šš Ā°āā.ą³ąæ*:ļ½„#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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James Fox and Dirk Bogarde on The Servant (1963) Dir. Joseph Losey (P. 1/3)
- "You won't get many better than me, you know. What do you want? An old hag running around the house, getting you up in the morning at the crack of dawn, telling you what to do? My only ambition is to serve you. You know that, don't you?" -
#the servant 1963#god i hope i managed to convey what the cinematographer had in mind#about how their power dynamic is reflected in their positioning relative to each other#basically why i made this gifset#also because james fox has a really pretty crying face#movie*#such an amazing movie#if you're able please give it a chance#also i love how every scene has a very pointed feeling thanks to both dirk and james' acting#their mannerisms around each other as the story progresses?? incredible#I could talk for hours about how tony canāt even hold eye contact on gifs 5&6#they both put their whole bussies into this movie and it shows#gonna tag this correctly later
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Um. Ok. Still reeling from the fact that bbno$ is canon in your universe and produces music. What
(Also I loooove your dbhc au!!!!)
bbno$ is also a hermitcraft watcher I would know weāre super tight
#For legal reasons this is a joke#Also my dad works at nintendo#ALSO THIS ASK TOOK ME OUT trying to put a straight face on at the coffee shop please#Bbno$ is a parkour sweat turns out <lies and slander /silly#I DIDNT EVEN THINK THAT XISUMA LISTENING TO THE MUSIC WOULD IMPLY THAT ITāS SO FUNNY FBJDGKBXFJHN#Goodness me brohter#Ask#brb-brained#Dbhc ask#Dbhc#Dbhc bbno$#THAT IS A JOKE TAG#Also the way I typed āhermitcraft watcherā and my brain supplied āāHermitcraft Watcher ššā can you tell I got 5 hours of sleep
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Lāmanberg, Nationalism, and c!Dream
Okay, I know itās been done to death, but Iāve been reading Benedict Andersonās Imagined Communities for a class which talks about nationalism as an imagined community, so nationalism has been on my mind. And, of course, my mindās natural progression was to start thinking about Lāmanberg and nationalism again. So, without further ado, hereās my post on Lāmanberg, Nationalism, and how that played a role in c!Dreamās story arc.Ā
(Also, I havenāt written an essay in ages, and I havenāt done analysis in ages, so please cut me some slack lol)
Itās under the cut because this is a very, very long post (3.2k words long, in fact). (you can also read it on google docs if you'd prefer).
What is Nationalism?
To start this all, we need to take a moment to step away from Minecraft roleplay to actually talk about nationalism itself. Since I know most of you are here to hear about the Minecraft roleplay aspect, Iāll try to keep it as brief as possible, but it is very important for context. Iāll bold (and color) the main points if you just want to read those before skipping down to the Lāmanberg section, but youāre more than welcome to read all of this.Ā
To understand nationalism, you need to understand a bit about how it came to be, which requires a bit of knowledge about the transition from pre-modern to modern times. In general, this transition is often thought to have occurred in the mid-18th century during the Age of Enlightenment and during the time when a lot of revolutions were taking place, such as the American Revolution and the French Revolution. But itās important to note that there isnāt really such a clear cut line of when this transition from pre-modern to modern times happened, and, in many ways, this change is still occurring to this day.
The most important aspect of this change to think about in the context of this post is in terms of religion, though I will also briefly talk about the shift from dynastic rule to democracy. I want to start off by briefly talking about this because, in many ways, nationalism has taken on the role that religion held in pre-modern times. (Side note: this isnāt to say nationalism replaced religion, but the widespread role of religion in peopleās lives today is different than it was in, say, the 14th century).Ā
In pre-modern times, religion gave people a sense of belonging, and this idea of belonging is something Iāll come back to, but, for now, you should know that nationalism gives a similar sense of belonging. I wonāt get into too much detail about why Anderson specifically says this is a sense of belonging to an imagined community, but it basically comes down to the fact that youāll never know everyone in your community (whether that be religious or national), but you still feel a sense of belonging to the collective.
āOkay, Stella, very interesting, but you still havenāt defined nationalism.ā Alright, alright, Iāll define nationalism, which requires me to define a nation. In Andersonās words, from page 6 of Imagined Communities, āit is an imagined political communityāand imagined as both inherently limited and sovereign.ā I want you to take a note specifically of it being inherently limited and file that away for later.Ā
I said I was going to briefly discuss the shift from dynastic rule to democracy, so Iāll do that now. So, a couple things about these dynastic rules with centralized power: firstly, it was believed that the monarchs had some sort of divine right to rule from God (see how this ties into religion?), and, secondly, a lot of borders were less defined the further you got from the centralized powers. Obviously, with the shift from pre-modern to modern times, both of these things changed, bringing the idea of giving power to the people, and also bringing more concrete borders.
Anyway, moving on. Nations are imagined as inherently limited because no one imagines one nation as encompassing all of humanity. Yes, in modern times borders are very concrete and defined, but it goes beyond thatāin a personās mind, nations are limited because there are always people who do not belong to the nation. Itās not often thought about, but with a sense of belonging comes exclusion. The entire concept of belonging comes from the idea of being with people who are similar to you, and this implies the existence of people who are so dissimilar that you donāt belong with them, and, thus, they donāt belong with you. It can easily become a double edged sword, I think; there is comfort in belonging to a collective, but it can be all too easy to fall into an āus vs themā mentality, which is going to be an important point moving forward.
So, how does this all relate to a Minecraft Roleplay?
Lāmanberg and Nationalism
Onto the fun stuff! Minecraft Roleplay! Obviously, Lāmanberg is a nation, so Iām sure you can already see how nationalism is going to play a role, but letās get into it. First, though, Iād like to give a minor disclaimer that not everything is going to fit perfectly simply on account of the fact that the DSMP takes place in a very sparsely inhabited world, and, honestly, that alone makes governmental structures of any kind really interesting to look at, but I digress since itās not the point of this post. (It also means that nationalism as talked about in this post isnāt really an imagined community like Anderson claims it is. From a meta standpoint, you could say this sense of nationalism actually leaked into the audience itself, but in the story itās not really an imagined community).
The DSMP starts out as a world with no borders and no governmental structures of any kindāit starts with no nations. Rather, the DSMP in itself is a cohesive community to which everyone belongs. Itās not a community like nationalism, nor is it a community like religion, nor is it an imagined community in any way. As previously stated, the DSMP is a sparsely populated world, and, at least at the start, everyone knows each other or knows of each other as an individual. This sense of belonging is more akin to a group of friends than anything else, which I think makes the introduction of nationalism especially interesting.Ā
c!Wilbur. What a guy, am I right? He shows up to the server, and he brings with him capitalism and the idea of monopolizing resourcesāthereās an interesting post to be made about that, Iām sure, but not the point of this oneāand, most importantly, he brings with him the concept of a nation. Heās putting up borders, putting up walls, and essentially dividing a place that used to be united, citing Lāmanberg as an independent country, which is does not include everyone in the server (itās limited), and which is separate from the DSMP and essentially is its āown serverā (itās sovereign). Sound familiar? Yeah, itās āØnationalismāØ
Iāve seen posts talking about the fact that Lāmanberg was specifically satirizing nationalism, and though, despite my efforts, I couldnāt find these posts (if anyone has them please send them to me! Iād love to re-read them and link them in this post), I do think itās true. I think thereās a lot to be said about Lāmanberg from a narrative and meta standpoint, and I think thereās a lot to be said about the fact that c!Wilbur was always written as a villain in the story (and not just during the Pogtopia arc, despite popular belief), but I canāt get into it all in this post. So, what I do want to do is come back to the concept of belonging and how that always comes with exclusion, and I want to talk about the āus vs themā mentality.
The reason I say Lāmanberg is satirizing nationalism is because it takes these facets of nationalism to the extreme. Itās not just a place made to give people a sense of belonging which in turn creates exclusion; Lāmanberg is a xenophobic nation, and I would go as far to say that its founding was based more on exclusion than inclusion. That is to say, the exclusive aspect was not just an unfortunate yet inevitable side effect of creating a nation. From the very start, Lāmanberg was founded on the exclusion of non-Europeons, and, more specifically, the exclusion of Americans. Sapnap actually originally wanted to join, but he was denied because heās American. Lāmanberg wasnāt ever some place accepting of anyone who came to it, and it wasnāt a place to be free from tyranny, but letās get into the idea of Lāmanberg going against tyranny.Ā
The āus vs themā mentality is already extremely dangerous and something to be wary of, and itās something I think we should constantly be checking ourselves on, but Lāmanberg takes that to a further extreme. I donāt want you to think this point is completely separate from the point I made before, because they do very much connect to each other and are intertwined. Nations are limited. This means there will always be people who donāt belong to any given nation. Obviously, in this case, members of the greater DSMP do not belong to Lāmanberg. (I think itās also helpful to remember that c!Wilbur specifically didnāt allow dual-citizenship; c!Tubbo initially wanted to be a citizen of both the greater DSMP and Lāmanberg, but that wasnāt allowed, so in the end he became a citizen of only Lāmanberg).
But, this wasnāt just a case of the greater DSMP being separate from Lāmanberg. No, they were tyrants that Lāmanberg was escaping from. c!Dream was a tyrant that Lāmanberg was fighting against. Itās taking the āus vs themā mentality to an extreme of āwe are the righteous good guys fighting against oppression and tyranny, and they are the tyrants trying to oppress us.ā It sure sounds like a noble causeāand you can always count on c!Wilbur to spout pretty words that convince people to play on his termsābut is that really the case? In a place that previously had no nations and no real defined hierarchy of power, how could tyranny exist? As I said before, the DSMP previously was more like a group of friends living in a commune than anything else, and tyranny doesnāt really seem applicable in that context, does it? This is c!Wilbur spinning a narrative that is going to continue to affect the SMP all the way to the very end, and itās also what places c!Dream and c!Tommy on opposite sides from the very beginning, by establishing that extreme āus vs themā mentality.
(Oh, it should also be noted that the āus vs themā mentality very often leads to the dehumanization of the other side, so keep that in mind for when we get to c!Dream).Ā
(Also thereās something to be said about the Lāmanberg revolution being heavily based on Hamilton, which is based on the American Revolution, which was a very key part of the transition from pre-modern to modern times and how that relates to nationalism, but this post is already getting long enough).
So, yeah, Lāmanberg was satirizing nationalism. And, ultimately, Lāmanberg was never good for the server as a whole.
c!Dream and Nationalism, even in the wake of Lāmanberg
Ough. c!Dreamā¦ :( oh he really did walk the path laid out for him by c!Wilbur to the very end, didnāt he?
Listen, everything c!Dream does on the server is ultimately tied back to the founding of Lāmanberg, and, in turn, to the introduction of nationalism to the server. One of c!Dreamās primary goals is unity (or, specifically, the unity and simplicity of the server from pre-Lāmanberg times), and this is antithetical to nationalism, or, at least, to the extreme form of nationalism that Lāmanberg brought. Because nationalism brought division, and division brought conflict, and conflict brought death (specifically canon deaths). And, well, we all know how much death is a motivator for c!Dream.
(Also, there is something to be said about the start of nationalism and nations on the server not being framed as a good thing in the narrative, how it was satirizing and criticizing the concept of nationalism, and thereās something to be said about how the narrative agrees with the group of anarchistsāthe Syndicateāwho push against the idea of nations. But, well, thatās also a post for another day).Ā
Now, obviously, unity is not c!Dreamās only motivationāactually, I think weād all agree that the thing that motivated c!Dream the most was fear. But, a lot of this fear does tie back to Lāmanberg and the narrative built by c!Wilbur. So, letās for a moment take a look at how this narrative affected other peopleās perceptions of c!Dream.
Remember how I said the āus vs themā mentality often leads to dehumanization? Well, well, well. Listen, this is dreblr. The dehumanization of c!Dream has been talked about to death, but thatās because itās always relevant to his character!! And Iām here to say that this dehumanization started all the way back during the Lāmanberg revolution when c!Wilbur labeled c!Dream a tyrant. Obviously the dehumanization of c!Dream is incredibly apparent with the revive book and in Pandoraās Vault, but this is not a post about the box, unfortunately (Iām sorryāI know we all love the box here š).
c!Dreamās dehumanization started the moment he was labeled as a tyrant and the moment he was labeled as the āenemy.ā He became the āthemā in the āus vs themā mentality that was adopted by Lāmanberg. Heās the oppressor they need to defeat, and heās the monster that needs to be slain. And this is important because this never went away. Even after Lāmanberg was gone, the concept of nations and the concept of āus vs them,ā never went away! c!Dream was still the enemy that needed to be killed! And, over the course of time when Lāmanberg was still around, c!Dream lost pretty much everyone. Everyone was turning against him, people were using attachments against him, and people wanted to kill him (New Lāmanberg was planning to execute him under the false pretense of a peaceful celebration!). And, yes, he did plenty of bad things during this time (namely exile), but I think we should also remember that most people did not know about what happened during exile at this time. They wanted to kill him because he was powerful and dangerous, and he wasnāt with them so he was against them because thatās the narrative Lāmanberg createdāif theyāre not with us, theyāre against us.
Everyone was against him, and he was spiraling (pushed further by the existence of the revive book) to the point that he commissioned the build of a giant, obsidian, inescapable prison and he locked himself in there with the hope that it would protect him and save his life. (ā¹ļø) Obviously that didnāt work like heād hoped, butā¦ wellā¦Ā
As I said before: none of this stuff went away even after Lāmanberg was gone. The concept of nationalism didnāt magically disappear from the server just because Lāmanberg was destroyed. Nations kept popping up. The server kept splitting itself into more pieces and factions, and it all became so convoluted. I think itās important to remember the population of the SMPāthey donāt really have enough people to make functioning governments, yet they keep trying to make nations, anyway. Theyāre following Lāmanbergās footsteps. Theyāre chasing this concept of nationalism.
Obviously this affected everyoneās lives, but it really did ruin c!Dreamās life. The introduction of nationalism is what causes c!Dreamās life to essentially start falling apart. I donāt want to rehash stuff thatās already been said a lot in dreblr, so thereās a lot about c!Dreamās motivations and story that Iām not including, but I want to bring our attention to a certain line c!Dream said in the finale streams: āWhy canāt things be simple again?ā
Because things were simple before all this! It was a group of friends making a home!! They built the community center because the server was meant to be a cohesive community of friends. There was never a need for nations or governments! It was just a group of friends making a home together! And then it all became so convoluted, and there were nations when there didnāt need to be any, and people were being divided into sides and being divided into āusā and āthem,ā and it was so irrevocably different from what the server started as. And I donāt think c!Dream ever really figured out how to accept that it was irrevocable :( and even he himself was blindsided by the story crafted by Lāmanberg and by c!Wilbur, to the point that he didnāt even fully understand his own goals! Because he (and everyone else) got so used to nationalism on the server and factions and conflicts and āusā vs āthem,ā that he didnāt even realize he just wanted things to go back to how they were :( oughhhh c!dreamie :((
Sorry to devolve into emotions at the end of this, but itās not an academic paper, so I think you should cut me some slack. Itās just :( āI donāt ever want to be aloneā because with nationalism comes exclusion and it eventually brought c!Dream to a point where he was so, so alone and :( He makes me so sad </3
Anyway, the reason the DSMP didnāt end with c!Dream dead at c!Tommyās hands is because that was never the point of the storyāthat was the narrative Lāmanberg was trying to spin, but that was never what the story was actually about. It took up until the very end for them to break free from the story of Lāmanberg.
(And, itās been mentioned many times before, but thereās a reason this was never able to happen until c!Wilbur was removed from the narrative. c!Dream and c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are absolutely crucial in each otherās character arcs, and you canāt really understand any of the duo relationships without considering the third (says the person guilty of writing c!Dreambur fanworks without always thinking about c!Tommy lmao, but hey at least itās not analysis, right?) but thatās also a post for another day).
I never really know how to conclude things. Iām kind of worried Iām forgetting stuff, and I apologize if I did forget stuff, but Iāve been working on this for, like, 4 and a half hours and am getting tired lmao. But my main points are that Lāmanberg was satirizing and criticizing nationalism, that the concept of nationalism stuck with the SMP until the very end, and that the concept of nationalism from the beginning set up c!Dream to be the villain (and, really, this is largely in part because Lāmanberg from the beginning set up c!Dream to be a villain, and I donāt think you can feasibly separate Lāmanberg from nationalism). Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk! Feel free to ask questions and discuss further, and I will do my best to respond lol.
#dreblr#dsmp analysis#dsmp meta#l'manberg critical#oh I don't know how to tag this š§āāļø#I think this is probably good but if you have any suggestions for tags to add please lmk o7#anyway spent like 5 hours on this lmao putting my time to good use obviously
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#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun maximum spoilers#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#I spent 20 hours on this entire piece and I lost 5 braincells in the process of making this please donāt flop#this is literally one of the only drawings that I put a lot of effort in and wow of course itās a vashwood drawing#I consider this my renaissance painting for the trigun community#I like how this came out though#given that I donāt know how to draw or color anything other than sketching silly little doodles#the whole time I drew this I kept on thinking about the finale of stampede and I donāt think Iām emotionally ready for the couch#anyways! READ TRIGUN MAXIMUM
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(guy who is normal about traveler abroad voice) hey man how's it going
#tai sui#å¤Ŗå²#had a tag saying everyone who can spot the cousins in the first one in less than 5 seconds gets a cookie#but i realised they show up clearer in the scan so everyone gets a cookie for free :) šŖšŖšŖšŖšŖ#the first one was supposed to be aerial perspective practice but then i noticed the tree trunks kinda looked like willows and. well.#please imagine the leaves in your mind's eye i had to erase them because the sketch looked too messy otherwise </3#the shiyong one was supposed to be a traditional piece but i fucked up big time while inking#moped around for a couple weeks#and finally resigned myself to painstakingly try and fix it digitally#i feel kinda insane for putting so many hours into such a simple piece but we stay sillyš#xi ping#xi shiyong#zhou ying#prince zhuang#traveler abroad#tai sui spoilers#my art#my tai sui art#š
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Okay Here Is The Problem: everything costs money and yet money is something that i just literally never have. solution? kill the idea of money so that nothing costs anything Please. i'm so tired
#despite making more money w/ my commissions than ever before this year#i am still. not able to save up literally even one (1) single penny of it bc of bills#i have to make like 600 every month just to break even at like 5 dollars in my acct#please i am so fucking tired#i want to get myself things and do shit#i want to buy things for archie and jack's dog and for the house so that things are better for all of us#i want to be able to afford snacks more than once every three months like if i maybe want a bag of chips#instead of saving up for three months and going 'yeah okay 5 dollars for a normal sized bag of chips is finally worth it' ?????????????????#why the fuck are chips so expensive that is potatoes and spices and like all of it is automated hello?? what are we fucking paying for?????#ANYWAYS.#i am just fucking. Tired#due to recent events I was like#'okay how much are dog treadmills.... oh. i see. i will never be able to afford that even after three years saving. got it'#there are five hundred fundraisers on my dash (BARELY hyperbole) every single day and everybody needs help#so i COMPLETELY get people not having a ton of disposable funds this isn't me complaining about that i'm just.#i wish that i sometimes had money so that i could MAYBE save anything up or y'know. have ANYTHING to show for it#bc right now i am working full time at this job (commission/freelance artist and adopt maker etc) and making like maybe 4 dollars an hour#which is great bc when i started i was only getting about $0.11 an hour but like. that's still not. Good. For all the time i put into it#but due to circumstances and situations this is about all i'm physically and mentally able to do here and i LIKE doing commission but it's#not really. getting me anywhere and i just want to afford things finally.#i'm 27 and everything i own fits in one room and almost all of it was gifted to me for free bc i couldn't afford to get it on my own#delete later i'm just so tired man
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I colored Tisiphone and Johnny
#my art#I put all my eggs in one basket (OC fanart based on a niche thing)#to get my reward (5 likes)#but honestly please like it I spent at least 5 hours on it š#wnaso#Tisiphone#john
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hey again
i haven't been super active lately, but it's because i finally got an apartment! i'm not homeless anymore. the downside is that my deposit being split up means that i don't know if i'll be able to pay my rent and phone bill at the end of the month (with absolutely no money for food or necessities). i get paid next week, but i don't think my paycheck is going to make it at all, due to having to take less work days for school, and taking money out for food. my situation won't be as bad after the next two months when my deposit is paid for. i am trying to get assistance for this but i have a very limited amount of time.
i'm going to be re-linking my k*-fi for donations in the replies, and i'm still also doing emergency sketch commissions for anyone who donates over $15 (i decided to move it up from $10 since i don't have a lot of time to draw), ask for details if you would like one. i also accept tips on here if that is faster. hopefully i won't need to have this notice for very long, as i might have time to get a better job after this (i'm still being paid a dollar less than every one of my coworkers despite multiple discussions i've had with my managers and higher ups. :))
#seth.txt#please rb if you'd like to it means a lot#now i must put all of this stuff away and clean despite having my final class assignments due in 5 hours#very happy about this place though it's pretty clean and i have no utilities. and a balcony#but i'm kind of afraid of the balcony
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Rest in peace, Blackie.
She was only mine for 2 years after being my grandparents' baby for 12 but she was the best roommate I ever had and maybe the best I ever will have. My grandpa named her Blackie (and her friend "Orangey") when she was a street cat he was feeding. My grandma named her Bebe when they brought her into the house. I called her "Cat" and "Babes" and "Blackie" and "Blackie-baby" and "Bebe." She liked to have her cheeks brushed and to sit in the same room with me while I studied and sometimes to play fiercely with a ribbon for about five minutes before calling it a night, and after she warmed up to living with me she used to wait at the bottom of the stairs until I would go up to bed so she could curl up taking up most of my pillow and purr me to sleep. She's been living with my parents the last two years and was probably 18 or 19. The last time I saw her was last August and I'm not shocked that I won't see her again but I will continue to miss her as I already have been doing. I saw her on a video call before the end and my brother gave her a forehead kiss for me. I used to always kiss her right there. Goodbye, baby. I love you.
#sorry not normally someone to do this on social media but I couldn't be there#and I know I've shared some photos of her with some of you and mentioned her every time I reblogged a black cat so I thought I should share#...I think I will put this in my black cats tag. Even though it's sad. Aud please kiss Marcy for me. Sophie if u see this please kiss Kaspa#anyway else with a black cat please give them a kiss from me#hey aud it's our cat!#pet death tw#I was trying to add audio I recorded of her purring me to sleep but it won't let me add it#I should go back to sleep. I've been awake for an hour now it's almost 5 am
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imagine this has literally anything to do with the resistance anniversary
#likely? no#but im still holding out hope. dante is still alive you gotta believe me-#i want shiny pig Now please put them back in im patiently waiting#i cant remember if the pigs actually come back for april or if they'll be back for the actual 5yr celebration#if they arent back by the 16th then im buying my fishing rod#tbh i might do that anyways i have 360m now#i wont need THAT much for the resistance#i still have 5 art of wars and i highly doubt any potential new accessory would be too expensive#the ring last time was just 2m#if they add another stage to it surely it'll just be like. 10m MAX#but im not gonna buy it rn i go to work in 2 hours :V no need to get hopelessly distratced before then kjhgf#chat#sb
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its amazing to me when someone says that digital art is just cheating like no all we changed is the medium i still do all the work. and also physical materials are expensive and we both know ur not trying to pay me enough for the material, time, and finished product so lets stop the whining
#cliffnotes/.txt#if i were 'cheating' it would take me like 5 minutes instead of the hours i put in.#leave those complaints for the people actually not doing anything and just typing in prompts and not me please
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Top 5 drinks? ā
i am about to confess. i am a terminal water-drinker SKFJHG i'm not super into sweet things and don't mind the taste of just plain water? so i don't often have any beverages at all, so this list is about to be the most hyper-specific list of beverages known to man š
hot water: i would argue this counts as a drink, because most people i know don't drink hot water, i'm just very chinese lol. it's nice! feels less shocking to the system than cold water. i do not like cold water.
taro bubble tea: truly the most bestest of bubble teas. it's purple! it has edible tadpoles! yum. idk unpopular opinion though, every time i get it from a place where they actually serve legitimate taro inside their taro bubble tea, i hate it. i want the artificial stuff that comes in powder form, that is probably like 90% sugar by weight
there's this corn juice that T&T sells that's really good. is also probably 90% sugar by weight. corn!
okay i have to admit that i do like the starbucks coffee cappuccino frappuccino whatever stuff that comes in the sealed glass bottles that you can get. again, definitely mostly sugar and milk by weight (i am not a hardcore coffee person. i'm not even a coffee person really), but they taste really good. i haven't had one in years and i'm not about to break that streak now! but i do remember really liking it.
another asian beverage, there's this pineapple beer stuff that is mostly non-alcoholic (the alcohol % is super low) that is really good. ALSO most DEFINITELY 90% sugar by weight, i swear it tastes kinda like caramel and nothing like pineapple. still good tho!
#asks#i swear the pineapple beer stuff used to be better though#like now i can taste this caramel-y aftertaste to it#which is fine it's not bad but it's not what it used to taste like#so i demoted it to 5#i don't like ANY other starbucks thing and esp now i refuse to go to starbucks#but for some reason those glass bottle boys are like. littol treat. somehow very good.#might just be that i have really low standards. in college i used to drink coffee strictly for the caffeine#so i would make the most godawful concoctions known to man#little bit of cheap instant coffee in a mug lot of hot water a bit of sugar to make it a little less caustic to swallow and voila#you now have a recipe for Olive's Caffeine Beverage From Hell: Also Known As Coffee Question Mark?#or i would dump some grounds into a french press and drown it in hot water#then walk away and forget about it for an hour#come back and pour out my cold garbage into a mug and microwave it#add sugar. serve.#yes it still had little bits of coffee grounds in it always. it was disgusting. do not do this.#oh maybe more cursed though is that with the french press method i'd always make way too much#so i would take the extra stuff and put it in the fridge for later#where it would ofc undergo the microwave + sugar treatment#again. don't do this.#and i hear you asking 'olive. why not add a little milk. please. at least don't drink it black and cursed with the ghost of sugars past.'#to which i reply: the grocery store we went to in college only had big 2L things of lactose free milk#and that was way too much milk for me to drink before it went bad#and also. more importantly. if i added milk to the mug that was less caffeine water in the mug therefore not enough caffeine.#and look at the above recipes. this was bad coffee EVEN with milk. i did not want to be drinking it either.#usually i would end up shotgunning the last 25% of the mug of cold sugar caffeine water because i would've forgotten it for an hour by then#how did i end up talking about this#ANYWAYS thank you for the ask!!!! :D#would recommend trying the above beverages in the list#would not recommend trying cold sugar caffeine water
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Just received a $12,700 hospital bill from the worst and most traumatizing ER visit of my life from last month l m f a o o o
#this was THE most neglectful and shitty hospital ive ever been to and that says a LOT.#they let me scream for 4+ hrs straight in the middle of the night and refused to give me water; only ice chips that tasted sour š¤”#anyway ofc im not paying that + they cant do a damn thing.#im just shocked and appalled at how this added up#5 grand was the ambulance ride and they didnt even put me on the goddamn gurney LMAO they just let me wail in pain on the fucking bench#the other things that rly added up were the most half-assed 'tests' and CT scans ive ever been administered#please keep in mind there were only THREE patients (i was one of them) in the ER bc it was midnight/1 AM on a Wednesday#the nurse's station was fucking BOISTEROUS with laughter though#they just let my screams echo through the halls for HOURS.#and eventually moved the poor lady next to me to another curtain partition on the other side of the roomš#i was so worried the nurses thought i was faking/crocodile tears for a while bc i very literally ran out of fluid to even cry out.#i fucking hate this system#i fucking hate this country.#thoughts
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I really feel like that video of the woman who's trying to figure out if the woman she's talking to online wants to buy one of her cheesecakes or not when I'm talking to this dude who wants to adopt Rascal
#JUST A YES OR NO OR ''I'M TRYING'' SUFFICES ......#BUT WHEN I ASK AND YOU GET BEWILDERED ABOUT IT I'M LIKE ..............#DO YOU WANT THE CAT OR NOT ... MY CAR DRIVES ALL THE WAY TO DALLAS ....#I'm just gonna make posters again and put more out for his adoption now#Literally if anyone has fallen in love with him in my time telling and showing about him. Please#And tell a friend. I will drive like even 5 hours out to deliver him to you. I'll make it happen
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