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tealottie Ā· 3 months ago
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mercurymacaroons Ā· 3 months ago
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arrives 15 min late with a latte
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#yosuke hanamura#persona 4#cool now that its done i can ramble in the tags#fellas im surprised hes here and done#did not think that was gonna happen#fuck i forgot smth#eh ill fix it before i make my print#anywho i might make more i might not who knows not i#yukiko is the next one i have half an idea on but also i have some shining nikki designs rattling around with my sole braincell#i also made a shadow alt for the back but idk if i like the mouth so yall arent gonna see him#also i need to find a gold foil guy that does odd sizes and like moq of 1#bc i wanna do this in gold foil#and its tarot card size bc im dumb as hell#but i want a print for my wall and i know sure as shit no one else will want one hence the moq of 1#my heart wants to make the whole major arcana for p4 but my past completed works says Ā°ā€ā‹†.ą³ƒąæ”*:ļ½„ š‘›š‘œ Ā°ā€ā‹†.ą³ƒąæ”*:ļ½„#so whatever gets done will get done#also im gonna reblog this a lot bc i put in too many hours to get a singular note by me so like if you dont wanna see it block me lmfao#if you have any hot takes for future cards please share with the class bc i only have ideas for yukiko and a full cast she does not make fr#so uh yeah yeehaw#idk what else to ramble about but like cannot believe yosuke fucking hanamura is the first chara to get a completed piece in 5 years#im not fucking kidding#the rest were all quick graphite or abandoned#hes not even my fave in p4- thats naoto protag chan kou and nanako#boys lucky to hit top 5#he just kinda crawled into my affection like some kind of sad pathetic creature idk how it happened either#maybe hes overprocessed now that im looking at it#nope i looked too long this is it this is how he is#ill do better by the women i promise
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James Fox and Dirk Bogarde on The Servant (1963) Dir. Joseph Losey (P. 1/3)
- "You won't get many better than me, you know. What do you want? An old hag running around the house, getting you up in the morning at the crack of dawn, telling you what to do? My only ambition is to serve you. You know that, don't you?" -
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shepscapades Ā· 5 months ago
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Um. Ok. Still reeling from the fact that bbno$ is canon in your universe and produces music. What
(Also I loooove your dbhc au!!!!)
bbno$ is also a hermitcraft watcher I would know weā€™re super tight
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supernovaa-remnant Ā· 9 months ago
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Lā€™manberg, Nationalism, and c!Dream
Okay, I know itā€™s been done to death, but Iā€™ve been reading Benedict Andersonā€™s Imagined Communities for a class which talks about nationalism as an imagined community, so nationalism has been on my mind. And, of course, my mindā€™s natural progression was to start thinking about Lā€™manberg and nationalism again. So, without further ado, hereā€™s my post on Lā€™manberg, Nationalism, and how that played a role in c!Dreamā€™s story arc.Ā 
(Also, I havenā€™t written an essay in ages, and I havenā€™t done analysis in ages, so please cut me some slack lol)
Itā€™s under the cut because this is a very, very long post (3.2k words long, in fact). (you can also read it on google docs if you'd prefer).
What is Nationalism?
To start this all, we need to take a moment to step away from Minecraft roleplay to actually talk about nationalism itself. Since I know most of you are here to hear about the Minecraft roleplay aspect, Iā€™ll try to keep it as brief as possible, but it is very important for context. Iā€™ll bold (and color) the main points if you just want to read those before skipping down to the Lā€™manberg section, but youā€™re more than welcome to read all of this.Ā 
To understand nationalism, you need to understand a bit about how it came to be, which requires a bit of knowledge about the transition from pre-modern to modern times. In general, this transition is often thought to have occurred in the mid-18th century during the Age of Enlightenment and during the time when a lot of revolutions were taking place, such as the American Revolution and the French Revolution. But itā€™s important to note that there isnā€™t really such a clear cut line of when this transition from pre-modern to modern times happened, and, in many ways, this change is still occurring to this day.
The most important aspect of this change to think about in the context of this post is in terms of religion, though I will also briefly talk about the shift from dynastic rule to democracy. I want to start off by briefly talking about this because, in many ways, nationalism has taken on the role that religion held in pre-modern times. (Side note: this isnā€™t to say nationalism replaced religion, but the widespread role of religion in peopleā€™s lives today is different than it was in, say, the 14th century).Ā 
In pre-modern times, religion gave people a sense of belonging, and this idea of belonging is something Iā€™ll come back to, but, for now, you should know that nationalism gives a similar sense of belonging. I wonā€™t get into too much detail about why Anderson specifically says this is a sense of belonging to an imagined community, but it basically comes down to the fact that youā€™ll never know everyone in your community (whether that be religious or national), but you still feel a sense of belonging to the collective.
ā€œOkay, Stella, very interesting, but you still havenā€™t defined nationalism.ā€ Alright, alright, Iā€™ll define nationalism, which requires me to define a nation. In Andersonā€™s words, from page 6 of Imagined Communities, ā€œit is an imagined political communityā€”and imagined as both inherently limited and sovereign.ā€ I want you to take a note specifically of it being inherently limited and file that away for later.Ā 
I said I was going to briefly discuss the shift from dynastic rule to democracy, so Iā€™ll do that now. So, a couple things about these dynastic rules with centralized power: firstly, it was believed that the monarchs had some sort of divine right to rule from God (see how this ties into religion?), and, secondly, a lot of borders were less defined the further you got from the centralized powers. Obviously, with the shift from pre-modern to modern times, both of these things changed, bringing the idea of giving power to the people, and also bringing more concrete borders.
Anyway, moving on. Nations are imagined as inherently limited because no one imagines one nation as encompassing all of humanity. Yes, in modern times borders are very concrete and defined, but it goes beyond thatā€”in a personā€™s mind, nations are limited because there are always people who do not belong to the nation. Itā€™s not often thought about, but with a sense of belonging comes exclusion. The entire concept of belonging comes from the idea of being with people who are similar to you, and this implies the existence of people who are so dissimilar that you donā€™t belong with them, and, thus, they donā€™t belong with you. It can easily become a double edged sword, I think; there is comfort in belonging to a collective, but it can be all too easy to fall into an ā€œus vs themā€ mentality, which is going to be an important point moving forward.
So, how does this all relate to a Minecraft Roleplay?
Lā€™manberg and Nationalism
Onto the fun stuff! Minecraft Roleplay! Obviously, Lā€™manberg is a nation, so Iā€™m sure you can already see how nationalism is going to play a role, but letā€™s get into it. First, though, Iā€™d like to give a minor disclaimer that not everything is going to fit perfectly simply on account of the fact that the DSMP takes place in a very sparsely inhabited world, and, honestly, that alone makes governmental structures of any kind really interesting to look at, but I digress since itā€™s not the point of this post. (It also means that nationalism as talked about in this post isnā€™t really an imagined community like Anderson claims it is. From a meta standpoint, you could say this sense of nationalism actually leaked into the audience itself, but in the story itā€™s not really an imagined community).
The DSMP starts out as a world with no borders and no governmental structures of any kindā€”it starts with no nations. Rather, the DSMP in itself is a cohesive community to which everyone belongs. Itā€™s not a community like nationalism, nor is it a community like religion, nor is it an imagined community in any way. As previously stated, the DSMP is a sparsely populated world, and, at least at the start, everyone knows each other or knows of each other as an individual. This sense of belonging is more akin to a group of friends than anything else, which I think makes the introduction of nationalism especially interesting.Ā 
c!Wilbur. What a guy, am I right? He shows up to the server, and he brings with him capitalism and the idea of monopolizing resourcesā€”thereā€™s an interesting post to be made about that, Iā€™m sure, but not the point of this oneā€”and, most importantly, he brings with him the concept of a nation. Heā€™s putting up borders, putting up walls, and essentially dividing a place that used to be united, citing Lā€™manberg as an independent country, which is does not include everyone in the server (itā€™s limited), and which is separate from the DSMP and essentially is its ā€œown serverā€ (itā€™s sovereign). Sound familiar? Yeah, itā€™s āœØnationalismāœØ
Iā€™ve seen posts talking about the fact that Lā€™manberg was specifically satirizing nationalism, and though, despite my efforts, I couldnā€™t find these posts (if anyone has them please send them to me! Iā€™d love to re-read them and link them in this post), I do think itā€™s true. I think thereā€™s a lot to be said about Lā€™manberg from a narrative and meta standpoint, and I think thereā€™s a lot to be said about the fact that c!Wilbur was always written as a villain in the story (and not just during the Pogtopia arc, despite popular belief), but I canā€™t get into it all in this post. So, what I do want to do is come back to the concept of belonging and how that always comes with exclusion, and I want to talk about the ā€œus vs themā€ mentality.
The reason I say Lā€™manberg is satirizing nationalism is because it takes these facets of nationalism to the extreme. Itā€™s not just a place made to give people a sense of belonging which in turn creates exclusion; Lā€™manberg is a xenophobic nation, and I would go as far to say that its founding was based more on exclusion than inclusion. That is to say, the exclusive aspect was not just an unfortunate yet inevitable side effect of creating a nation. From the very start, Lā€™manberg was founded on the exclusion of non-Europeons, and, more specifically, the exclusion of Americans. Sapnap actually originally wanted to join, but he was denied because heā€™s American. Lā€™manberg wasnā€™t ever some place accepting of anyone who came to it, and it wasnā€™t a place to be free from tyranny, but letā€™s get into the idea of Lā€™manberg going against tyranny.Ā 
The ā€œus vs themā€ mentality is already extremely dangerous and something to be wary of, and itā€™s something I think we should constantly be checking ourselves on, but Lā€™manberg takes that to a further extreme. I donā€™t want you to think this point is completely separate from the point I made before, because they do very much connect to each other and are intertwined. Nations are limited. This means there will always be people who donā€™t belong to any given nation. Obviously, in this case, members of the greater DSMP do not belong to Lā€™manberg. (I think itā€™s also helpful to remember that c!Wilbur specifically didnā€™t allow dual-citizenship; c!Tubbo initially wanted to be a citizen of both the greater DSMP and Lā€™manberg, but that wasnā€™t allowed, so in the end he became a citizen of only Lā€™manberg).
But, this wasnā€™t just a case of the greater DSMP being separate from Lā€™manberg. No, they were tyrants that Lā€™manberg was escaping from. c!Dream was a tyrant that Lā€™manberg was fighting against. Itā€™s taking the ā€œus vs themā€ mentality to an extreme of ā€œwe are the righteous good guys fighting against oppression and tyranny, and they are the tyrants trying to oppress us.ā€ It sure sounds like a noble causeā€”and you can always count on c!Wilbur to spout pretty words that convince people to play on his termsā€”but is that really the case? In a place that previously had no nations and no real defined hierarchy of power, how could tyranny exist? As I said before, the DSMP previously was more like a group of friends living in a commune than anything else, and tyranny doesnā€™t really seem applicable in that context, does it? This is c!Wilbur spinning a narrative that is going to continue to affect the SMP all the way to the very end, and itā€™s also what places c!Dream and c!Tommy on opposite sides from the very beginning, by establishing that extreme ā€œus vs themā€ mentality.
(Oh, it should also be noted that the ā€œus vs themā€ mentality very often leads to the dehumanization of the other side, so keep that in mind for when we get to c!Dream).Ā 
(Also thereā€™s something to be said about the Lā€™manberg revolution being heavily based on Hamilton, which is based on the American Revolution, which was a very key part of the transition from pre-modern to modern times and how that relates to nationalism, but this post is already getting long enough).
So, yeah, Lā€™manberg was satirizing nationalism. And, ultimately, Lā€™manberg was never good for the server as a whole.
c!Dream and Nationalism, even in the wake of Lā€™manberg
Ough. c!Dreamā€¦ :( oh he really did walk the path laid out for him by c!Wilbur to the very end, didnā€™t he?
Listen, everything c!Dream does on the server is ultimately tied back to the founding of Lā€™manberg, and, in turn, to the introduction of nationalism to the server. One of c!Dreamā€™s primary goals is unity (or, specifically, the unity and simplicity of the server from pre-Lā€™manberg times), and this is antithetical to nationalism, or, at least, to the extreme form of nationalism that Lā€™manberg brought. Because nationalism brought division, and division brought conflict, and conflict brought death (specifically canon deaths). And, well, we all know how much death is a motivator for c!Dream.
(Also, there is something to be said about the start of nationalism and nations on the server not being framed as a good thing in the narrative, how it was satirizing and criticizing the concept of nationalism, and thereā€™s something to be said about how the narrative agrees with the group of anarchistsā€”the Syndicateā€”who push against the idea of nations. But, well, thatā€™s also a post for another day).Ā 
Now, obviously, unity is not c!Dreamā€™s only motivationā€”actually, I think weā€™d all agree that the thing that motivated c!Dream the most was fear. But, a lot of this fear does tie back to Lā€™manberg and the narrative built by c!Wilbur. So, letā€™s for a moment take a look at how this narrative affected other peopleā€™s perceptions of c!Dream.
Remember how I said the ā€œus vs themā€ mentality often leads to dehumanization? Well, well, well. Listen, this is dreblr. The dehumanization of c!Dream has been talked about to death, but thatā€™s because itā€™s always relevant to his character!! And Iā€™m here to say that this dehumanization started all the way back during the Lā€™manberg revolution when c!Wilbur labeled c!Dream a tyrant. Obviously the dehumanization of c!Dream is incredibly apparent with the revive book and in Pandoraā€™s Vault, but this is not a post about the box, unfortunately (Iā€™m sorryā€”I know we all love the box here šŸ’”).
c!Dreamā€™s dehumanization started the moment he was labeled as a tyrant and the moment he was labeled as the ā€œenemy.ā€ He became the ā€œthemā€ in the ā€œus vs themā€ mentality that was adopted by Lā€™manberg. Heā€™s the oppressor they need to defeat, and heā€™s the monster that needs to be slain. And this is important because this never went away. Even after Lā€™manberg was gone, the concept of nations and the concept of ā€œus vs them,ā€ never went away! c!Dream was still the enemy that needed to be killed! And, over the course of time when Lā€™manberg was still around, c!Dream lost pretty much everyone. Everyone was turning against him, people were using attachments against him, and people wanted to kill him (New Lā€™manberg was planning to execute him under the false pretense of a peaceful celebration!). And, yes, he did plenty of bad things during this time (namely exile), but I think we should also remember that most people did not know about what happened during exile at this time. They wanted to kill him because he was powerful and dangerous, and he wasnā€™t with them so he was against them because thatā€™s the narrative Lā€™manberg createdā€”if theyā€™re not with us, theyā€™re against us.
Everyone was against him, and he was spiraling (pushed further by the existence of the revive book) to the point that he commissioned the build of a giant, obsidian, inescapable prison and he locked himself in there with the hope that it would protect him and save his life. (ā˜¹ļø) Obviously that didnā€™t work like heā€™d hoped, butā€¦ wellā€¦Ā 
As I said before: none of this stuff went away even after Lā€™manberg was gone. The concept of nationalism didnā€™t magically disappear from the server just because Lā€™manberg was destroyed. Nations kept popping up. The server kept splitting itself into more pieces and factions, and it all became so convoluted. I think itā€™s important to remember the population of the SMPā€”they donā€™t really have enough people to make functioning governments, yet they keep trying to make nations, anyway. Theyā€™re following Lā€™manbergā€™s footsteps. Theyā€™re chasing this concept of nationalism.
Obviously this affected everyoneā€™s lives, but it really did ruin c!Dreamā€™s life. The introduction of nationalism is what causes c!Dreamā€™s life to essentially start falling apart. I donā€™t want to rehash stuff thatā€™s already been said a lot in dreblr, so thereā€™s a lot about c!Dreamā€™s motivations and story that Iā€™m not including, but I want to bring our attention to a certain line c!Dream said in the finale streams: ā€œWhy canā€™t things be simple again?ā€
Because things were simple before all this! It was a group of friends making a home!! They built the community center because the server was meant to be a cohesive community of friends. There was never a need for nations or governments! It was just a group of friends making a home together! And then it all became so convoluted, and there were nations when there didnā€™t need to be any, and people were being divided into sides and being divided into ā€œusā€ and ā€œthem,ā€ and it was so irrevocably different from what the server started as. And I donā€™t think c!Dream ever really figured out how to accept that it was irrevocable :( and even he himself was blindsided by the story crafted by Lā€™manberg and by c!Wilbur, to the point that he didnā€™t even fully understand his own goals! Because he (and everyone else) got so used to nationalism on the server and factions and conflicts and ā€œusā€ vs ā€œthem,ā€ that he didnā€™t even realize he just wanted things to go back to how they were :( oughhhh c!dreamie :((
Sorry to devolve into emotions at the end of this, but itā€™s not an academic paper, so I think you should cut me some slack. Itā€™s just :( ā€œI donā€™t ever want to be aloneā€ because with nationalism comes exclusion and it eventually brought c!Dream to a point where he was so, so alone and :( He makes me so sad </3
Anyway, the reason the DSMP didnā€™t end with c!Dream dead at c!Tommyā€™s hands is because that was never the point of the storyā€”that was the narrative Lā€™manberg was trying to spin, but that was never what the story was actually about. It took up until the very end for them to break free from the story of Lā€™manberg.
(And, itā€™s been mentioned many times before, but thereā€™s a reason this was never able to happen until c!Wilbur was removed from the narrative. c!Dream and c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are absolutely crucial in each otherā€™s character arcs, and you canā€™t really understand any of the duo relationships without considering the third (says the person guilty of writing c!Dreambur fanworks without always thinking about c!Tommy lmao, but hey at least itā€™s not analysis, right?) but thatā€™s also a post for another day).
I never really know how to conclude things. Iā€™m kind of worried Iā€™m forgetting stuff, and I apologize if I did forget stuff, but Iā€™ve been working on this for, like, 4 and a half hours and am getting tired lmao. But my main points are that Lā€™manberg was satirizing and criticizing nationalism, that the concept of nationalism stuck with the SMP until the very end, and that the concept of nationalism from the beginning set up c!Dream to be the villain (and, really, this is largely in part because Lā€™manberg from the beginning set up c!Dream to be a villain, and I donā€™t think you can feasibly separate Lā€™manberg from nationalism). Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk! Feel free to ask questions and discuss further, and I will do my best to respond lol.
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hinaliix Ā· 2 years ago
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cinammonelles Ā· 4 months ago
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(guy who is normal about traveler abroad voice) hey man how's it going
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squisheebugdoodles Ā· 5 months ago
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Okay Here Is The Problem: everything costs money and yet money is something that i just literally never have. solution? kill the idea of money so that nothing costs anything Please. i'm so tired
#despite making more money w/ my commissions than ever before this year#i am still. not able to save up literally even one (1) single penny of it bc of bills#i have to make like 600 every month just to break even at like 5 dollars in my acct#please i am so fucking tired#i want to get myself things and do shit#i want to buy things for archie and jack's dog and for the house so that things are better for all of us#i want to be able to afford snacks more than once every three months like if i maybe want a bag of chips#instead of saving up for three months and going 'yeah okay 5 dollars for a normal sized bag of chips is finally worth it' ?????????????????#why the fuck are chips so expensive that is potatoes and spices and like all of it is automated hello?? what are we fucking paying for?????#ANYWAYS.#i am just fucking. Tired#due to recent events I was like#'okay how much are dog treadmills.... oh. i see. i will never be able to afford that even after three years saving. got it'#there are five hundred fundraisers on my dash (BARELY hyperbole) every single day and everybody needs help#so i COMPLETELY get people not having a ton of disposable funds this isn't me complaining about that i'm just.#i wish that i sometimes had money so that i could MAYBE save anything up or y'know. have ANYTHING to show for it#bc right now i am working full time at this job (commission/freelance artist and adopt maker etc) and making like maybe 4 dollars an hour#which is great bc when i started i was only getting about $0.11 an hour but like. that's still not. Good. For all the time i put into it#but due to circumstances and situations this is about all i'm physically and mentally able to do here and i LIKE doing commission but it's#not really. getting me anywhere and i just want to afford things finally.#i'm 27 and everything i own fits in one room and almost all of it was gifted to me for free bc i couldn't afford to get it on my own#delete later i'm just so tired man
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alyona11 Ā· 1 year ago
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I colored Tisiphone and Johnny
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queeraak Ā· 2 years ago
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hey again
i haven't been super active lately, but it's because i finally got an apartment! i'm not homeless anymore. the downside is that my deposit being split up means that i don't know if i'll be able to pay my rent and phone bill at the end of the month (with absolutely no money for food or necessities). i get paid next week, but i don't think my paycheck is going to make it at all, due to having to take less work days for school, and taking money out for food. my situation won't be as bad after the next two months when my deposit is paid for. i am trying to get assistance for this but i have a very limited amount of time.
i'm going to be re-linking my k*-fi for donations in the replies, and i'm still also doing emergency sketch commissions for anyone who donates over $15 (i decided to move it up from $10 since i don't have a lot of time to draw), ask for details if you would like one. i also accept tips on here if that is faster. hopefully i won't need to have this notice for very long, as i might have time to get a better job after this (i'm still being paid a dollar less than every one of my coworkers despite multiple discussions i've had with my managers and higher ups. :))
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makingshortstorieslong Ā· 6 months ago
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Rest in peace, Blackie.
She was only mine for 2 years after being my grandparents' baby for 12 but she was the best roommate I ever had and maybe the best I ever will have. My grandpa named her Blackie (and her friend "Orangey") when she was a street cat he was feeding. My grandma named her Bebe when they brought her into the house. I called her "Cat" and "Babes" and "Blackie" and "Blackie-baby" and "Bebe." She liked to have her cheeks brushed and to sit in the same room with me while I studied and sometimes to play fiercely with a ribbon for about five minutes before calling it a night, and after she warmed up to living with me she used to wait at the bottom of the stairs until I would go up to bed so she could curl up taking up most of my pillow and purr me to sleep. She's been living with my parents the last two years and was probably 18 or 19. The last time I saw her was last August and I'm not shocked that I won't see her again but I will continue to miss her as I already have been doing. I saw her on a video call before the end and my brother gave her a forehead kiss for me. I used to always kiss her right there. Goodbye, baby. I love you.
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risingsunresistance Ā· 9 months ago
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imagine this has literally anything to do with the resistance anniversary
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odysseys-blood Ā· 9 days ago
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its amazing to me when someone says that digital art is just cheating like no all we changed is the medium i still do all the work. and also physical materials are expensive and we both know ur not trying to pay me enough for the material, time, and finished product so lets stop the whining
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digitalcactusblog Ā· 12 days ago
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Top 5 drinks? ā˜•
i am about to confess. i am a terminal water-drinker SKFJHG i'm not super into sweet things and don't mind the taste of just plain water? so i don't often have any beverages at all, so this list is about to be the most hyper-specific list of beverages known to man šŸ˜‚
hot water: i would argue this counts as a drink, because most people i know don't drink hot water, i'm just very chinese lol. it's nice! feels less shocking to the system than cold water. i do not like cold water.
taro bubble tea: truly the most bestest of bubble teas. it's purple! it has edible tadpoles! yum. idk unpopular opinion though, every time i get it from a place where they actually serve legitimate taro inside their taro bubble tea, i hate it. i want the artificial stuff that comes in powder form, that is probably like 90% sugar by weight
there's this corn juice that T&T sells that's really good. is also probably 90% sugar by weight. corn!
okay i have to admit that i do like the starbucks coffee cappuccino frappuccino whatever stuff that comes in the sealed glass bottles that you can get. again, definitely mostly sugar and milk by weight (i am not a hardcore coffee person. i'm not even a coffee person really), but they taste really good. i haven't had one in years and i'm not about to break that streak now! but i do remember really liking it.
another asian beverage, there's this pineapple beer stuff that is mostly non-alcoholic (the alcohol % is super low) that is really good. ALSO most DEFINITELY 90% sugar by weight, i swear it tastes kinda like caramel and nothing like pineapple. still good tho!
#asks#i swear the pineapple beer stuff used to be better though#like now i can taste this caramel-y aftertaste to it#which is fine it's not bad but it's not what it used to taste like#so i demoted it to 5#i don't like ANY other starbucks thing and esp now i refuse to go to starbucks#but for some reason those glass bottle boys are like. littol treat. somehow very good.#might just be that i have really low standards. in college i used to drink coffee strictly for the caffeine#so i would make the most godawful concoctions known to man#little bit of cheap instant coffee in a mug lot of hot water a bit of sugar to make it a little less caustic to swallow and voila#you now have a recipe for Olive's Caffeine Beverage From Hell: Also Known As Coffee Question Mark?#or i would dump some grounds into a french press and drown it in hot water#then walk away and forget about it for an hour#come back and pour out my cold garbage into a mug and microwave it#add sugar. serve.#yes it still had little bits of coffee grounds in it always. it was disgusting. do not do this.#oh maybe more cursed though is that with the french press method i'd always make way too much#so i would take the extra stuff and put it in the fridge for later#where it would ofc undergo the microwave + sugar treatment#again. don't do this.#and i hear you asking 'olive. why not add a little milk. please. at least don't drink it black and cursed with the ghost of sugars past.'#to which i reply: the grocery store we went to in college only had big 2L things of lactose free milk#and that was way too much milk for me to drink before it went bad#and also. more importantly. if i added milk to the mug that was less caffeine water in the mug therefore not enough caffeine.#and look at the above recipes. this was bad coffee EVEN with milk. i did not want to be drinking it either.#usually i would end up shotgunning the last 25% of the mug of cold sugar caffeine water because i would've forgotten it for an hour by then#how did i end up talking about this#ANYWAYS thank you for the ask!!!! :D#would recommend trying the above beverages in the list#would not recommend trying cold sugar caffeine water
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dissociache Ā· 1 month ago
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Just received a $12,700 hospital bill from the worst and most traumatizing ER visit of my life from last month l m f a o o o
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yoshistory Ā· 1 month ago
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I really feel like that video of the woman who's trying to figure out if the woman she's talking to online wants to buy one of her cheesecakes or not when I'm talking to this dude who wants to adopt Rascal
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