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bucketinyourwalls · 2 years ago

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Shoot to thrill, play to kill

Too many women with too many pills, yeah

Shoot to thrill, play to kill

I got my gun at the ready, gonna fire at will, yeah

#call of duty #cod #cod mwii #mwii #alejandro vargas #call of duty fanart #los vaqueros #postal 4 #to any unfortunate soul that sees this im srry #i promise im trying to do good </3 #also hii cod tumblr :D #hopefully u enjoy my shit since i'll probably start posting more CoD a lot <3 #also try not to question the lyric choices #it took too long to choose smth and im not proud of it 😔

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monotone-artist · 1 month ago

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some idw redraws

#i spent way too long trying to figure out sonic's quills #monotoneart #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #silver the hedgehog #sonic idw #ive read the first 2 volumes of idw so far. theyre such a delight :]#i do kinda rant below about my 2 sticking points so far (specifically about team dark in the metal virus arc) so uh. sorry #omega not caring about shadow when he gets zombotted kinda bugs me ngl #like bro that's ur teammate yall did so much together do u not care abt any of that.#sega give omega more personality than just ''kill eggman robots''#and the way the others talk about shadow and say ''oh he doesnt care im surprised he cares''#...well sonic says that and i... guess shadow could come off that way to him. ehhhhh.#i would think sonic would understand his deal though.#''oh more people saved means less zombots to deal with'' what!! it's more than that!!!#guy made a promise to protect the planet!!! that would include the people!!!#more people saved means just that: more people saved!!!#he's a ''the means justify the ends'' kinda character but that don't mean he's heartless #rouge girl u should know better!! you're like one of the only people he talks to relatively regularly!!#takes a deep breath. ok im good now. everything else about idw so far is cool. i love whisper n tangle.#cant wait to finally get to surge and kit #OH YEAH ALSO i watched wild robot and it was so extremely good. i cried <3

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itissadbutitsmy-artblog · 10 months ago

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lemongrab (Starts vibrating so hard i explode)

i do think pb is calm now but i dont think she likes wizards. i dont know. i dont know. and i saw how she treated lemongrab, she didn't really like him either. like. you all saw that. peps didnt want to see that he didnt want to think about it at the time, how they were treating the actual literal heir to the throne and also just how they were treating this man, he didn't realize. he didn't. and now. and . dont .get me talking about lemongrab. or i will talk. for ever

pep: you ate your brother lg: lg: you won't have that problem pep: i could eat you lg: try it

#says shes better but you know. pep can tell theres something going on. theres something Wrong #she insists hes not doing anything wrong and she supports him!! but he can TASTE it. in there. in her words.#lemongrab is not a very gentle person but he is kind. and he is a father. and he wants so badly to be a good sibling.#adventure time #distant lands #lemongrab #peppermint #digital #lemon kids #well one of them. im sorry he looks so much like larry in some ways.#this is the first time lg has called pep his sibling hes like (mid meltdown) IM YOURWHAT..... <3 #long post #its so tall.#i need to stop drawing ppl on benches. until i learn to draw benches.#she always knew peps was a magic user but it was more of a background Hes An Adult He Does What He Wants thing #and now he needs money for schoolbooks. so he has to see that Look in her eyes. im making it weird arent i #sorry pb fans im really mad at her about lemongrab and it poisons every interaction i have with her character #she really is trying. i promise. you just wouldnt know it from talking to lemognrab or pep.

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bunnyreaper · 1 year ago

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PLS PLS IM BEGGING UPDATE COLLARS AND CAGES PLSSSSSS IM GONNA CRY THE CLIFFHANGER OF CHAPTER 4 PLSSS UPDATE IT

no

#okay but seriously #im sure you didnt mean to be rude #but im genuinely struggling so much with my physical and mental health #i can barely use my right hand at all #and some days i push myself through to try and write and you know what??#it makes my wrist worse #and yet every day i sit with this guilt and pain bcs im not doing enough #not writing enough #not good enough #and its not like i have my usual outlets to relieve stress #so yeah #ill update at some point i promise #its coming #but i literally struggle to physically type because i have one hand and one finger #and then wrist pain #and shoulder pain #and i was just SICK #like im trying my best i swear <3

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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mr. hi

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku ishin #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #like a dragon ishin #yoshitaka mine #toshizo hijikata #snap sketches #my wrist feels a lil better so of course i said 'i should devise a way to draw in a way that wont shatter my limbs'#i keep flip flopping with this goddamn pen i promise i just cant decide if i want translucent lines or not #when im trying to draw lighter it def helps but idk if i'd like how it'd look for comics #thats my main thing i feel like i need two different pens for comics and just drawings like these #IDK my main goal is to not put so much pressure on my hand since thats my biggest problem #i did p good in going light this time around but again idk how ima do for more 'focused' drawings #since this really was the truest form of sketch/doodle #idk. anyways ima go think of drawin a third comic to that masada| shit BYE

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beepject · 4 days ago

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oh wait

so the random looking pillar egg thingies in the s2 map were because of mephone4 having the shimmer egg inside of him????

#i think I'm stupid. sorry I'm not good at theorising #im trying to make do until act 3 comes out im so impatient #hash tag sos #anyway. ART SOON I PROMISE I PROMISE #rambles

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girlcrushau · 8 months ago

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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indestinatus · 11 months ago

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why is life so hard

#for those who dont know i'm retaking med exams #because i didnt pass them last year #and im just so... sad #because it's never easy #why do all my friends get the life i dreamed of? and i stay here #1) i dont have a job 2) i live with my parents #3) my twin sister has a fianceé and lives in another country for gods sake #can you name a bigger disappointment? my TWIN sister #rock bottom. again.#i promised i wasnt going to let my emotions play such a big part again but #i just cant #it's inhumane #i do everything i can and i'm still dumb and i can't fix this #and it's not even that hard i'm just not good enough for this #sorry i needed to vent urgently #yes it's all i've wanted and all i've dreamed of #so i'll keep trying but wow. it breaks my heart #i studied so hard. for so long. i did everything i could. it's such a hard lesson #sometimes it's not enough #sometimes it doesn't happen because I physically can't push past my intelligence #i'm simply not intelligent for this #i know i'm victimizing myself but wow i wanted it so bad #i spent days dreaming about it and nights studying #and to see friends get positions i wanted just breaks my heart #always watching never participating #yes i've learned when I was 13 i was way less intelligent than my sister but still #this was such a different path from hers and i still couldnt do it #now i have no idea what to do because it's a fortune every year to pay for these exams #and i dont know if theres anything else i could do #sofia rambles

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shidoukanae · 4 months ago

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drawing for a scene in the TME light novel (specifically, Paris helping out Lyla!!).

I drew this scene immediately after I read it because oh my god of all the things I was expecting from Paris's first introduction, him lending a (unneeded) helping hand to Lyla was NOT what i thought his first introduction would be like

#ik the anatomy for Tyrone is kind of fucked up but drawing this exact pose like what I saw in my mind is hard TwT #TME LN #the mighty extra #Lyla de Belliana #Tyrone de Belliana #Paris Valerian #i had to reread this scene like 3 times but hoo boi do i ADORE the way Paris appears in the background #i have a feeling im going to adore the light novel version of him lmao #so far he reads as being a trickster and i LOVE tricksters #not that he isn't technically a trickster in the manhwa canon but based on the tiny context in the LN he's mischievous af #i haven't read past this part yet but im wondering if Paris helped Lyla because of Fian #or if he helped Lyla because of Helene #because i can see him helping out Lyla due to knowing she's important to Helene #and there's a possibility he's already met Helene and is allied with her #or he's acting on behalf of Fian #which makes less sense in the context of the light novel than in the manhwa bc there's literally no suggestion Paris would know that Lyla i #Fian's “fairy” and therefore he has no reason to help her #so im putting my bet on him helping out Lyla either due to a promise with Helene or because he wants to get on Helene's good side #(and ngl i kind of hope for the latter)#(tho this scene alone made my brain go “okay but what if Paris adopted Lyla as his little sis in law”#because #you know #he resembles IRL!Lyla a lot and i think it's easy to mistake them as siblings if you put em side by side #which would be funny if that's intentional but i do not think so)#also on a non-Paris related note Tyrone gets an interaction with Helene in the light novel and i actually enjoyed it #the manhwa ignores the fact these two are fully blood-related but seeing Tyrone be scolded by Helene really gave them the feel of being sib #and i like how there's a little more depth to him in the LN than in the manhwa #like how he's trying to study the laws and being a political diplomat #i still like him the least of the named Belliana siblings but he's a little less one-note here and im enjoying that lmao

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snowandnilio · 7 months ago

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New RP/¿¿Collab?? idea!

I made snow the leader of the falling dead angels.

The middle one is snow!

The dark teal bear is Luina!

And the little wolf one is Rila!

[Color of blood meanings]

Red:regular blood.

Orange:Hot Lava.

Yellow:Happiness.

Green:Normal poison.

Purple:Dangerous poison.

Blue:Sadness/Blue death.

Light blue:Bright death/Terrible death.

Light yellow:Bright light death.

[what does this (name) mean?]

Hot lava:Blood that burns enemies/themselves terribly.

Happiness:Those who forced to drink it or who are drinking it normally, normally it would feel like taking happy pills. But after drinking it, you'll be happy for a bit then die.

Dangerous poison:Turn into a blood made monster and die in a painful way.

Blue death:Die in a sad painful way after drinking it.

Bright/Terrible death:Drinking the blood while looking at the sun will cause a very painful and frightening death.

Bright light death:Same as the other one before this. But instead. You die in a way far more painful and disturbing death.

It does effect those have this blood. But only if they choose or are forced to drink it themselves.

[What happened to those are falling and why?]

Their heaven only accepts those are have died by natural causes or died from allergies.

But for those are killed by their family members? Those ones are the dead falling ones.

Why are they called 'dead' falling? Because once their falling. Heaven gets their guards to throw one spear at them as they fall.

Causing them to 'die'.

But luckily snow catches them before they hit the spikes below.

They have a hole in heaven where the falling ones go.

But for those are curious and fall accidentally? Those are left there in the spikes.

Snow doesn't and can't accept those who fall accidentally.

Ever since he was the second falling one. The first one. The leader. Made him the leader if there any more falling ones.

Snow was once heaven's favorite leader. He loved taking care of the children. But ever since those who were killed by their families.

They later found out that snow was killed by his brother. So they sent him down.

Then threw a spear at him. He screamed in pain. But they didn't care.

Since snow was the second one. There was more.

Snow had keep an eye out for anymore. While Sanalia(Leader of hell) healed those who brought back.

[Why doesn't heaven those who are murdered by family members??]

Helia(Leader of heaven) doesn't want to accept those who were r-ped by family members.

When they found out that their first best favorite leader, snow. Was r-ped by his male family members and friends. They didn't want that in heaven.

So they sent him to the dead falling world.

[Are Sanalia and Helia friends or enemies?]

Sisters and enemies. Sanalia was the most favorite one. Whilst Helia was doing her best to be the second favorite. But since Sanalia never wanted to be favorite. She put herself into the falling world. She made it. So she's the ruler and queen of the Falling world. Most of heaven called it 'hell' for the falling ones. But Sanalia and snow never liked it.

[Will heaven accept the falling into heaven?]

Only because some of them are best friends, sister, brothers, Cousins. Any family member of any sorts. Only the falling can into heaven to see them. The angels have to send letters notes with a small kiss for the forehead.

[What else does heaven doesn't accept there?]

Ppl who killed themselves.

(The things in order to be in this rp/¿¿Collab??)

Age:14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24. [NO ELDERLY PEOPLE!!]

Gender:All. Especially nice and kind males.

Sexuality:All! Everyone is accepted! Be who you are♡!!

[what's not allowed]

Pedos, Zoophilas, Rapists, etc.

Age:30's, 40's, 50's, 60's. etc.

[What ocs are free?]

You can make your own! And you can choose which one you want your oc to be in! (Heaven or the falling world)

Jake is my gf and I'm snow!

Any power is accepted, and you can always make up any blood color and call them whatever!

We also accept artists, and if you don't have any gacha game then it's ok! Even if you don't have roblox then it's ok♡!! You can always just send me art of a character you want! I can make it for you♡ :]

Im normally never on tumblr that much because I'm either trying to focus on what to do or when I'm on tumblr then I'm mostly checking if anyone posted anything, and I'm mostly on my account- I always used to be on home and looking at posts but since it's mostly turned into tadc or other things, I've stopped going on that and js posting stuff, or I'm usually on wattpad and writing a pt/chapter for a story. Or I'm js usually bored and post randomly- but I am always grateful for what I have and get!

And also please don't steal others art/ocs. It's rude. And don't be mean to others.

Also, sorry that I don't have discord, but I will be getting tiktok when I'm 16! And if I am able to get tiktok by then, then I'll make sure to pin it with my pinned post! I'll js edit it in anyway-

Also! Please make sure that when you see those who mean to others! Please report it to me, thank you. And please make sure that if your a male then please be nice to the others!

And don't lie about anything to anyone!

And please make sure to comment or text me if you wanna join! And it's ok if your late on replying or busy most of the time!

And if you don't want to join, then it's okay, I don't force anyone to join things like these anyway! I js wait patiently anyway-

And I'm always grateful for what I get, so if there's a small amount of people then it's alright! And also, if I swear or talk or say random things then I apologize. I like to talk if it's a bit a quiet sometimes- and I only swear if I get mad at something small- and I always get distracted by something and forget what I'm doing or what I was gonna do or even told to do something- also, I don't normally do what I say I'm gonna do or if I'm told to do something then I don't do it-

And also, if I randomly start venting to you then please stop me. Even if I mention my older brother then please change the subject- if not then I'll be able to stop myself-

anywa-

That'll be all for now.

Have a wonderful day/night/evening and Stay Safe my dear darling snowflakes! *hugs*

#Remember. Your not being forced♡#Join whenever you want♡#Ignore the rest of these below these two-#*spins in a circle*#*stops spinning* I feel dizzy-#*spins again*#WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE3EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #my arms hurts from typing-#I don't feel good-#Anywa-#I see stars!#They look so pretty!#I wonder if that means that I should drink water-#Too bad- I don't wanna get up from my be-#I got water.#Im having more bc tastes good :3 #I'm bored-#I'm gonna go make something random and post it on my yt/tumblr!#✨️✨️I'm gonna make a video✨️✨️#Im kidding!#Everytime I say or promise something #I never do it-#Like that time I said I was gonna continue to write pt4 of that one story on wattpad-#Gonna go learn Morse code!#I wanna see if any of you will guess what I said!!1!!!1!1!!#Tbh- I completely forgot what I was posting-#Nvm! Um- if you saw all of these please try to ignore and forget about them-#Idw get rid of these tags bc in my eyes. There's too much-

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forgotten-daydreamer · 5 months ago

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Took twice the max dose of melatonin before the final revision for tomorrow’s exam, I’m shitting my pants and I genuinely don’t know anything as thoroughly as I should but if I sleep less than 4 hrs before it I just know I’m gonna do even worse somehow