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bucketinyourwalls · 2 years ago

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Shoot to thrill, play to kill

Too many women with too many pills, yeah

Shoot to thrill, play to kill

I got my gun at the ready, gonna fire at will, yeah

#call of duty #cod #cod mwii #mwii #alejandro vargas #call of duty fanart #los vaqueros #postal 4 #to any unfortunate soul that sees this im srry #i promise im trying to do good </3 #also hii cod tumblr :D #hopefully u enjoy my shit since i'll probably start posting more CoD a lot <3 #also try not to question the lyric choices #it took too long to choose smth and im not proud of it 😔

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monotone-artist · 3 months ago

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some idw redraws

#i spent way too long trying to figure out sonic's quills #monotoneart #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #silver the hedgehog #sonic idw #ive read the first 2 volumes of idw so far. theyre such a delight :]#i do kinda rant below about my 2 sticking points so far (specifically about team dark in the metal virus arc) so uh. sorry #omega not caring about shadow when he gets zombotted kinda bugs me ngl #like bro that's ur teammate yall did so much together do u not care abt any of that.#sega give omega more personality than just ''kill eggman robots''#and the way the others talk about shadow and say ''oh he doesnt care im surprised he cares''#...well sonic says that and i... guess shadow could come off that way to him. ehhhhh.#i would think sonic would understand his deal though.#''oh more people saved means less zombots to deal with'' what!! it's more than that!!!#guy made a promise to protect the planet!!! that would include the people!!!#more people saved means just that: more people saved!!!#he's a ''the means justify the ends'' kinda character but that don't mean he's heartless #rouge girl u should know better!! you're like one of the only people he talks to relatively regularly!!#takes a deep breath. ok im good now. everything else about idw so far is cool. i love whisper n tangle.#cant wait to finally get to surge and kit #OH YEAH ALSO i watched wild robot and it was so extremely good. i cried <3

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itissadbutitsmy-artblog · 1 year ago

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lemongrab (Starts vibrating so hard i explode)

i do think pb is calm now but i dont think she likes wizards. i dont know. i dont know. and i saw how she treated lemongrab, she didn't really like him either. like. you all saw that. peps didnt want to see that he didnt want to think about it at the time, how they were treating the actual literal heir to the throne and also just how they were treating this man, he didn't realize. he didn't. and now. and . dont .get me talking about lemongrab. or i will talk. for ever

pep: you ate your brother lg: lg: you won't have that problem pep: i could eat you lg: try it

#says shes better but you know. pep can tell theres something going on. theres something Wrong #she insists hes not doing anything wrong and she supports him!! but he can TASTE it. in there. in her words.#lemongrab is not a very gentle person but he is kind. and he is a father. and he wants so badly to be a good sibling.#adventure time #distant lands #lemongrab #peppermint #digital #lemon kids #well one of them. im sorry he looks so much like larry in some ways.#this is the first time lg has called pep his sibling hes like (mid meltdown) IM YOURWHAT..... <3 #long post #its so tall.#i need to stop drawing ppl on benches. until i learn to draw benches.#she always knew peps was a magic user but it was more of a background Hes An Adult He Does What He Wants thing #and now he needs money for schoolbooks. so he has to see that Look in her eyes. im making it weird arent i #sorry pb fans im really mad at her about lemongrab and it poisons every interaction i have with her character #she really is trying. i promise. you just wouldnt know it from talking to lemognrab or pep.

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bunnyreaper · 1 year ago

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PLS PLS IM BEGGING UPDATE COLLARS AND CAGES PLSSSSSS IM GONNA CRY THE CLIFFHANGER OF CHAPTER 4 PLSSS UPDATE IT

no

#okay but seriously #im sure you didnt mean to be rude #but im genuinely struggling so much with my physical and mental health #i can barely use my right hand at all #and some days i push myself through to try and write and you know what??#it makes my wrist worse #and yet every day i sit with this guilt and pain bcs im not doing enough #not writing enough #not good enough #and its not like i have my usual outlets to relieve stress #so yeah #ill update at some point i promise #its coming #but i literally struggle to physically type because i have one hand and one finger #and then wrist pain #and shoulder pain #and i was just SICK #like im trying my best i swear <3

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xxplastic-cubexx · 18 days ago

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Magneto would love lumpia meanwhile Charles would have his Bibingka and Puto Bungbong hehe

Happy Holidays!

asks that remind me my bitchass friend kayla promised to make me *puto two years ago and she still hasnt

*puto is a filipino rice cake i do know it also means 'bitch' in spanish we do not have to address that thank you

#snap chats #'snap is the disclaimer necessary' every single time i mention 'puto' i get people clutching their pearls yes it is necessary vjAVKJ #LIKE I GET IT. CAN WE TALK ABOUT RICE CAKES NOW im hungry ...#kayla always gets beef from me but esp with puto and i only mention this when it was promised two years ago #cause SHE will always bring it up like 'oh yeah i still have to make you puto' bitch just forget it ive made it three times since then 😭#PUTO ISNT EVEN HARD TO MAKE LEGITIMATELY YOU JUST MAKE THE BATTER AND PUT IT IN THE SHIT AND STEAM IT #add a slice of cheddar on top if youre feeling especially nasty .... its so good .... anyway ..... rice cake ... i love it ...#i havent had bibingka in so long tho im PISSED. you know what else is really good tho cassava cake .. thats not rice but. lol #i never get to have filipino food on account of my mom hating cooking anything that isnt tiramisu knock offs #she really doesnt make filipino food she hasnt for years. my dad always does tho ..... whatever ....#i could always cook it myself of course. yeah... im lazy ill admit it you got me 😔#oh my god no you know whats great for the winter tinola I LOVE. chicken tinola so much #funny enough i learned how to make it when i was in the hospital from a filipino girl 🥰 we did not speak anymore after that interaction.#Also funny my fam and i were just talking about getting lumpia for christmas since theres like one (1) filipino place vaguely near us #'you guys dont make it??' on account of the fact im too lazy to make wrappers and no store near us sells any no <3 #i did make lumpia myself once tho when we Did have wrappers after drivign out an hour to an asian market once #not to brag but they were pretty delicious ..... anyway ..#oh my god fuck me theres this like. speaking of rice cakes again JALKJKALJ theres this one with this delicious coconut sauce #BIKO IT'S BIKO its literally glutinous rice steamed in banana leaf with latik. UGH SOOO yummy ..... i dont have banana leaves anymore tho :#OH YOU KNOW WHATS ALSO GOOD FOR THE HOLIDAY lechon. that was my fave part bout goin to my dad's christmas parties #they had this big ass pig and i loved the ear .... crunchy as hell and so good 🤤 i havent had it in at least a decade tho..#now im hungry. and homesick. 'homesick for yoru dad?' homesick for my dad <- literally just saw him #well i get to see him again thursday :) goin to the doctor... gonna get my medicine again life is gonna be SO good !!!!!!#i have rambled far too long . happy holidays my friends !!!! do try to make puto this season ... very simple and very tasty .......

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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mr. hi

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku ishin #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #like a dragon ishin #yoshitaka mine #toshizo hijikata #snap sketches #my wrist feels a lil better so of course i said 'i should devise a way to draw in a way that wont shatter my limbs'#i keep flip flopping with this goddamn pen i promise i just cant decide if i want translucent lines or not #when im trying to draw lighter it def helps but idk if i'd like how it'd look for comics #thats my main thing i feel like i need two different pens for comics and just drawings like these #IDK my main goal is to not put so much pressure on my hand since thats my biggest problem #i did p good in going light this time around but again idk how ima do for more 'focused' drawings #since this really was the truest form of sketch/doodle #idk. anyways ima go think of drawin a third comic to that masada| shit BYE

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autism-corner · 2 days ago

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i need to remember that i can become gayer if i pass my exams, which is a bigger motivator than just not wanting to redo them next year

#i told myself that i can get my eyebrows pierced IF. i passed all my exams last semesterr. which i didnt :3 #i only failed like 2/6 which given the mood i was in during that entire time is GOOD.#but yeagh the promise of allowing myself to look cool couldnt pass the exams that time so were trying againn o7 #and tbf i do think these subjects are easierrr but also. i deserve it.#if i dont pass all of them this semester it goes over onto the next BUT TTHEN.#id have to wait a while bc i am NOT piercing them over summer break when ill probs be camping for 3 weeks.#even during our canadatrip this summer i got too scaredy of my transverse lobe that i already had for like 6months soo =3=#i dont wanna do that #ohohhhhh i am already scaredy of it easily rejecting bc my transverse lobe left so early butt i think i can do proper management this timee #aka. fidgeting less and not. sleeping on them. :3 #im so good at piercing care /s =w=bbb i totally am not currently having trouble with my 1year old second lobee :3c #whatevereee..#anyway. its 12pm lets actually get started on this studying thing and not use tumblr as an avoidant <3 save mee #sillyposting

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beepject · 2 months ago

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oh wait

so the random looking pillar egg thingies in the s2 map were because of mephone4 having the shimmer egg inside of him????

#i think I'm stupid. sorry I'm not good at theorising #im trying to make do until act 3 comes out im so impatient #hash tag sos #anyway. ART SOON I PROMISE I PROMISE #rambles

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girlcrushau · 10 months ago

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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

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indestinatus · 1 year ago

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why is life so hard

#for those who dont know i'm retaking med exams #because i didnt pass them last year #and im just so... sad #because it's never easy #why do all my friends get the life i dreamed of? and i stay here #1) i dont have a job 2) i live with my parents #3) my twin sister has a fianceé and lives in another country for gods sake #can you name a bigger disappointment? my TWIN sister #rock bottom. again.#i promised i wasnt going to let my emotions play such a big part again but #i just cant #it's inhumane #i do everything i can and i'm still dumb and i can't fix this #and it's not even that hard i'm just not good enough for this #sorry i needed to vent urgently #yes it's all i've wanted and all i've dreamed of #so i'll keep trying but wow. it breaks my heart #i studied so hard. for so long. i did everything i could. it's such a hard lesson #sometimes it's not enough #sometimes it doesn't happen because I physically can't push past my intelligence #i'm simply not intelligent for this #i know i'm victimizing myself but wow i wanted it so bad #i spent days dreaming about it and nights studying #and to see friends get positions i wanted just breaks my heart #always watching never participating #yes i've learned when I was 13 i was way less intelligent than my sister but still #this was such a different path from hers and i still couldnt do it #now i have no idea what to do because it's a fortune every year to pay for these exams #and i dont know if theres anything else i could do #sofia rambles

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shidoukanae · 6 months ago

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drawing for a scene in the TME light novel (specifically, Paris helping out Lyla!!).

I drew this scene immediately after I read it because oh my god of all the things I was expecting from Paris's first introduction, him lending a (unneeded) helping hand to Lyla was NOT what i thought his first introduction would be like

#ik the anatomy for Tyrone is kind of fucked up but drawing this exact pose like what I saw in my mind is hard TwT #TME LN #the mighty extra #Lyla de Belliana #Tyrone de Belliana #Paris Valerian #i had to reread this scene like 3 times but hoo boi do i ADORE the way Paris appears in the background #i have a feeling im going to adore the light novel version of him lmao #so far he reads as being a trickster and i LOVE tricksters #not that he isn't technically a trickster in the manhwa canon but based on the tiny context in the LN he's mischievous af #i haven't read past this part yet but im wondering if Paris helped Lyla because of Fian #or if he helped Lyla because of Helene #because i can see him helping out Lyla due to knowing she's important to Helene #and there's a possibility he's already met Helene and is allied with her #or he's acting on behalf of Fian #which makes less sense in the context of the light novel than in the manhwa bc there's literally no suggestion Paris would know that Lyla i #Fian's “fairy” and therefore he has no reason to help her #so im putting my bet on him helping out Lyla either due to a promise with Helene or because he wants to get on Helene's good side #(and ngl i kind of hope for the latter)#(tho this scene alone made my brain go “okay but what if Paris adopted Lyla as his little sis in law”#because #you know #he resembles IRL!Lyla a lot and i think it's easy to mistake them as siblings if you put em side by side #which would be funny if that's intentional but i do not think so)#also on a non-Paris related note Tyrone gets an interaction with Helene in the light novel and i actually enjoyed it #the manhwa ignores the fact these two are fully blood-related but seeing Tyrone be scolded by Helene really gave them the feel of being sib #and i like how there's a little more depth to him in the LN than in the manhwa #like how he's trying to study the laws and being a political diplomat #i still like him the least of the named Belliana siblings but he's a little less one-note here and im enjoying that lmao

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forgotten-daydreamer · 7 months ago

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Took twice the max dose of melatonin before the final revision for tomorrow’s exam, I’m shitting my pants and I genuinely don’t know anything as thoroughly as I should but if I sleep less than 4 hrs before it I just know I’m gonna do even worse somehow