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#OH MY GOD#i like stefan sm#hes gr8!!#at least atp#idk i feel like the rug has to be pulled lol#like hes too nice and too into me and im too into him#god is not this nice#like i was like a picnic would be nice w geocaching and i was doinf some planning#and i just. he makes suggestions n is researching and is helping plan#like sorry WHAT!!!!#hes putting in... effort....#holy fuck#i probably sound so stupid#like this is the bare minimum#lol#idk whst the bare mimimum is#i think my ex tried but i just really did love him more than he did me#i think he grew an attachment and just couldnt be bothered w the work anrelationahip is#anyway lol#saw memoir of a snail in yarraville was sick as#highly recommend the sun theatre#was so cool#cant wait to go back
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all the best artists, lyricists, authors were terribly depressed and i dont want to lose what fuels my art im scared i wont be able to put in that rage and sadness in my work but i wanna get better but all of my favorites are/were suffering with severe depression too
#mental illness#i probably sound so stupid#but this is how i feel#the medicine dulls my feelings#i dont know myself without my depression#i have has ideations since i was nine
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In COSMODE (CoStume MODE Magazine Edition 9, 2011), I was rather excited to find not only a Kyubey plush pattern I had seen once before, but also a "Candy Witch" Wormlotte hand puppet pattern I had never once seen before!
I hope I can get off my butt at some point to get around to making them sometime soon lol
#pmmm#magia record#madoka magica#pmmm charlotte#kyubey#magireco#pmmm wormlotte#this will sound stupid but I was sitting on this post for a while cuz I really want to be the first person to make these#but it'll probably take eons so I've graciously decided to just post the post now
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What kind of sound are Theo's... noises... intended to be? Snorts? Mouth sounds? Choking sounds? Stuffy nose sounds? I feel like I imagine them as a different thing every time I read them lol
Almost all of the above, really! Nasally grunts, snorts, whines, growls, guttural noises that sound like he's clearing his throat or choking on his own air... Theo makes all manner of noises. Not on purpose.
His "noises" are unconscious vocalizations most of the time. They're akin to vocal tics. The utterances are louder, more pronounced and more frequent the more stressed he is. It takes quite a bit of effort and discomfort to suppress his noises once he feels the urge brewing (if he even catches it in time, because most of the time he isn't even fully aware that he's doing it). He does his utmost to keep them choked down, but to his embarrassment, some grunts and gags always slip through.
Also, often his laugh can sound like "a noise" since it can be more of a gargling wheeze than a proper expression of mirth. His smoking habit hasn't helped the, er, phlegminess of its sound.
A counterpoint to his common stress-sounds is his habit of making quiet humming noises when he's feeling contented and relaxed. He only does it when in exceedingly good spirits - so as you might imagine, he hasn't had much cause to hum in many years.
#usually not mouth sounds though - more nasal/throaty sounds#i originally labeled this drawing but it crowded things so... clockwise from top left -#whining/whimpering#his weird guttural/throaty/choking type sounds#nasally snorting and grunting (he does this one a lot)#growling and snarling (usually only when he's really pissed)#humming (only when he's happy and comfortable)#and giggling like a creepazoid in the middle#he has a fair bit of difficulty speaking the way he'd like to for someone with such a motor mouth#he used to be a terrible stutterer when he was a kid too#at least he managed to train himself out of that - for the most part (he still does stutter now and again on particularly troubling words)#theo#asks#amaranthine#my draws#sorry more information than you probably wanted but as usual i have too much to share about every stupid detail of my toys
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(Apollo Justice trilogy spoiler warningā¼ļø)
I know Emaās popular for being a hater, but I think itās neat how she feel like one of the warmest, kindest characters in the franchise too.
Like, she always lets people use her equipment and teaches them how to use it, or straight up GIVES it to them if she has spares (which is probably just a byproduct of her love of forensics but hear me out), she considers people she knows through work like Apollo to be friends to the point where sheās actually hurt by him not wanting to talk to her when they meet again in SoJ, itās subtle, but she empathises with him over the loss of his parents, and the way she consistently refers to him as a ākidā (even as late as the SoJ credits) and a newbie honestly feels more irritating-older-sisterly than patronising in an offensive way. Like affectionate teasing. It doesnāt take much to convince her to let you perform informal investigations either ā especially when her friends are involved, sheās often sympathetic to the people she arrests, she was surprisingly forgiving when Apollo both lost an entire corpse AND almost set her on fire within, like, an hourā¦ she offered to share her Snackoos with Phoenix when an investigation wasnāt going so well and advised him to take a break even though they were technically on opposite sides, said she was proud of Apollo even though sheād only known him for a case and a bit at the timeā¦ and she has such a friendly smile! I donāt know, she just seems really nice and chill despite her grumpiness.
#This may be a me thing I might be ānanditafying my blorbosā as no one except me says#ema skye#ace attorney#AJ trilogy Spoilers#anyway I care herš„ŗ she is. Nice science lady#itās always so comforting to see her at crime scenes as well#this feels like the equivalent of walking up to a cactus and trying to hug it what am I saying#Edit: WHY DID I SOUND SO UNSURE ABOUT THIS I MEAN DUH THIS IS LIKE GOING#āUm guys I think maybe Phoenix Wright is an attorney?? Iām probably wrong thoā¦.ā#I have no idea why I was expecting people to disagree with me smh#I edited it out it was stupid
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Hi! I don't know if you've done this already but will you do dialogue prompts for close friends who start having feelings for each other? Thanks!
List of āso likeā¦ Iāve got the feels for you. now what?ā promptsĀ
āThis song reminds me of you.ā āā¦Itās a love song.ā āYeah, exactly.āĀ
āI think I might need to be hospitalised for possible heart abnormalities, or possibly cardiac arrest.ā āWhat, why? Are you okay? You look okayāā āNo, because my heart keeps beating the fuck out of my chest when Iām around you and I donāt know what kind of disease Iāve come down with and frankly, Iām really scared.āĀ
āYouāre looking a lilā different these days.ā āDifferent how?ā āI donāt know, I justā¦ You look less shitty?ā āā¦Wow. Thanks a bunch, thatās greatly appreciated.ā āNo, I didnāt mean it that way, damn itā Iām not the best with dishing out compliments.ā
āIs it just me or are things a little awkward between us lately?ā āWhat do you mean, nothingās awkward between us. Like, at all! Weāre, like, super cool buddies. What could be awkward about that?ā āEverything about that was awkward.āĀ
āIs it weird that Iāve been wanting to hold your hand lately orā¦?ā
āSomeoneās been slipping notes into my locker and theyāre so, so sweet and I wish I knew who has been doing this.ā āOh, yeah? Thatāsā¦ Thatās very nice of them.ā āTheir handwritingās a little suspicious, though. Familiar, you know? They look kind of like yours.ā āā¦Oh. Well, uhā¦ That canāt be.ā
āWho do you like?ā āā¦You know them very well.ā āUsually thatās not a very good sign but with you? Thatāsā¦ Thatās a great sign. Is it me?āĀ
āYou asshole, youāve stolen something of mine. What the hell? Who gave you the permission? The audacity.ā āWhat did I steal?ā āMy heart, dumbass.āĀ
āYou know, on second thoughtsā¦ Iā¦ We could be pretty good together, I think. I donāt know. I could be wrong. Or I could be so fucking right that we end up getting married and I whisk you away into the sunset and to our foreverland. The choice is yours.āĀ
āOkay, fuck, Iļæ½ļæ½ļæ½m not flirting for fun. This isnāt me being friendly, either. Iām flirting for real. Iām flirting to get cuffed. And frankly, I want to be cuffed by you.ā āā¦Oh.ā
#the asker probably wanted something fluffy and less stupid sounding but i donāt live to deliver apparently#so iām sorry lmfao#prompt list title is inspired by twiceās āthe feelsā#go give it a listen! <3#this song has me DEAD everytime#i MISS THEM CAN THEY COME BACK TO SYDNEY#otp prompts#prompts#dialogue prompts#writing prompts#friends in love prompts#idiots in love#idiots in love prompts#fluff prompts#friends to lovers prompts#confession prompts#request
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All For One should have stayed on the sidelines as a character after Kamino. His evolvement in everything after that significantly weakens the story. Building up Tomura as his protĆ©gĆ©, framing him as the next symbol of evil, and then pulling the rug under everyoneās feet, is the worst writing decision Hori has ever made. In concept, All For One failing at passing the torch to Tomura is good, because it directlyĀ parallels All Might and his mentorship to Izuku. Unlike All For One, Toshinori was aware the younger generation needed to take up the mantle. All For One is a selfish and controlling person, it makes perfect sense for him to be unable to give up his power to someone else. But in execution it falls apart the moment All For One continues to force himself upon the narrative, continues to serve as the big bad. All For Oneās inability to pass the torch and Tomura as a main antagonist can co-exist without weakening the themes of the story. Ā
Like, imagine how cool it would have been if All for One was destroyed by Tomura after he tried taking control over his body and mind. Tomura realizes his master is holding him back from achieving his full potential and his goal, the thing he literally lives and fights for. Triumph over his master would be Tomuraās final step to becoming the new symbol of evil and his self-liberation. Then, he would truly be free of everything holding him back. AFO, the puppeteer, the man always one step ahead of everyone else, would be conquered by the very same person he molded ā he planted the seed, but at last, what grows is out of his control. In a sense, he would be punished by the story for failing at passing the torch and Tomura would be cemented as the final antagonist, and his journey would feel satisfying.
All though, I see why Horikoshi didnāt write it like that ā cause that would require giving Tomura actual autonomy as a character. Something he actively avoids doing every chance he gets. Itās easier to have a character who is crafted to be evil by one powerful bad man before he was even born, than to portray an abused child failed by a fundamentally corrupt society that values consumerism over actually helping those in need, who ended up in the hands of the powerful bad man because the child slipped through the cracks of said society. MHA conveys to the viewer that there are no bad systems, only bad people within the established systems.
Tomura couldnāt own his conception, nor his heroic goals, not even his abuse. Nothing ever happened to him because of society as a whole or because life is cruel and merciless. It happened because Anime-Satan said so.
#mha critical#bnha critical#this probably sounds rambly and i can format it and phrase some sentences better but i needed to put my thoughts out#im surprised hori didn't write a scene with afo rubbing his hands together and giggling#"young tomura check out this neat multiple player game...is it called āleague of legendsā#it's genuinely ridiculous#Izuku and Tomura's parallels were also ruined cause of this#Tomura and Eri's parallels too#decay being overhaul is so dumb im losing braincells just thinking about it#mha is definitely the most story of all time#When i make the point about All Might im ignoring his dumb iron man suit cause its honestly less egregious than afo's entire existence#still stupid tho#i need this thumb aizen wanna be GONEE
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ćæćÆćå£äøå¦ę³ by @yushi_Ma1 ā»Translated and typeset by me
#wonderful precure!#wonderful precure#precure#komugi inukai#iroha inukai#yuki nekoyashiki#mayu nekoyashiki#another layer of the joke is probably that the obvious chant for mayu is 'riri-riri' (lily lily) but mayu's stupid#obviously those notes above the chants weren't originally there#but i felt like i needed to show that 'fure-fure' actually DOES mean something#since japanese doesn't have a direct equivalent to the 'hu' sound they use the same sound as the one for 'fu' so 'hooray' sounds like 'fure#and 'rin-rin' is meaningless#so i just put notes over 'wan-wan' and 'nyan-nyan' for consistency even though they're more well-known
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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ā· Archmage Tethry Ikos ā·
#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#digital art#DnD#dungeons and dragons#homebrew#ttrpg#orignal character#ocs#my ocs#drow#Tethry#Setting: Heim#I wasn't sure about posting this with no context because this guy has a LOT of context#but i have no idea how to sum things up in a way that a) won't be an essay or b) sound fucking stupid#so uh#enjoy this purple man i guess?#I'm still trying to figure out exactly how to design that cloak cause it has some importance#but i just wanted to get his face down on paper#so here he is#Archmage (regretfully)#Professor of arcane dialects#and reluctant global posterboy for 'modern' arcane advancement#I'll maybe probably talk more about Tethry and his role in this setting later but yeah#i have no idea where to even begin
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little rant, came to the realization today that when I eventually get married my mom definitely will not go. I donāt know why that hurts as much as it does. Iāve always known, like Iāve known for years and thought that I internalized it, but itās just becoming more of a reality. Iām not even close to her but wow it sucks :)
#me begging my parents to just not vote for Trump went about as well as one can expect#as someone who isnāt even a fan of Kamala but terrified at the idea of another Trump presidency#not even like with me in mindā¦but mainly my brother#how do you as a parent of a disabled child decide to vote for a man who said that all Americans with disabilities should just die#how do you look him in the eyes after and say that it was the right decision#like the homophobia Iām used to at this point and itās painful but knowing that not even the ableist shit is enough to stop it#Iām just very sad and exhausted and as much as I wish I personally had different parents#I really wish my brother had parents that were able to put him first#Iāll probably delete later today Iām just so sad and itās a very painful thing to be grieving as stupid as it may sound#itās also 10x more challenging wanting to just cut them off forever but losing my brother in the process idk#I look at people with parents who are either not voting or voting blue and arenāt crazy homophobes and I wonder what that is like#like she wonāt be there for dress fittings or anything and Iām not even like engaged but damn
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trying so hard not to get upset and say fuck it and delete my tumblr
#the reason iām upset isnāt even anything to do with tumblr#iām upset bc of my mum and this house and just#idk i know iām being emotional but iām honestly struggling right now and i can feel my mental health getting fucking worse#and iām just like haha who would even care if i leave#idk i probably sound so privileged to other people people probably think my problems are so stupid haha#i just hate this house itās not a good place for me to be right now#when my mum just has random little outbursts and blames me#and then decides oh you know i offered for you to stay here rent free? oh and how i pay for the food#yeah well now you have to pay rent and iām also not going to feed you okay!!!!!!#anyway.
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i wonder when anyone is going to tell the league (in Battle Addict au) that straight jackets are actually pretty bad at keeping people actually restrained when they can think clearly hruoiehgboerhg (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivuuJxX1hXg (when praciced, its even easier to get out of than shown here lol)) but this au is incredibly interesting! fascinating looking at how the public reacts to things in the extreme and how the people who they target suffer for it, and how much misinformation is spread. really got me curious how they sped their time and how this effects emmets mental state. it cant be easy with everyone acting like hes a monster. and while ingo doesn't get the majority of the attention- if must be so hard to see his brother suffering like this. and im sure he isn't spared so scorn as well. really really fascinating- and a verrrry clear reminder of what people used to think mental disorders were like and how people with them were treated.
Funny thing: thatās partially why thereās some minor edits to Emmetās straitjacket. Thereās a narrow bar that his arms have to slot through, as well as a set of belts tied to his upper arms to keep them from moving too far from resting position. Homeboy weaseled out of the first one after like two weeks and they said "ok do it again this time mf" and handed him the new one.
The league would probably put Emmet on "leave" (house arrest) if they saw him get out of another one/realize the strait wouldn't work. That is probably what's keeping him from breaking out more than the actual jacket is.
As for mental state,
The household is certainly seeing more absences and mental health days. The worst part about the diagnosis for Emmet is that everything he used to enjoy has lost its worth because any time he sits down to study, he's just proving he is crazy and battle obsessed. He forces himself out of his old habits but he doesn't have anything to fill the void so he's stuck in a perpetual state of being exhausted and disinterested. Ingo may or may not be subconsciously picking up these beliefs as well
Thank you for your ask! Took a while to respond cause of school, but I do hope to outline more about their lives and habits when I get free time. I gotta run though, so see you guys later ^^
#submas#submas au#au#ingo#subway master ingo#ingo pokemon#nobori#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#Elesa's straitjacket is easier to escape with one layerā but the secondary restraint keeps everything locked in place#League straitjacket would probably have a few loopholesā but it's honesty more uncomfortable than anything else#oh speaking ofā Elesa's straitjacket works better on Emmet because of the mental blockā just like the threat of leave#he wants to be grateful and not damage the garments + they're more comfortable so he's fine to not try as hard#ALSO I should really sketch the magazines/photo edits circulating the mediaā one conflict in the plot is Ingo finding them on sale#at a pharmacy/convenience store and bringing them home to discuss with Emmet if they should bring it up with the League/Court#not to mention friends/coworkers bringing up posts they've seen and asking if they're trueā there's probably a stupid amount of rumours#probably many instances of paparazzi catching pictures of them and just coming up with bullshit to make the image sound more interesting
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hey guys . for absolutely no reason at all
(1,2,3 LāR)
#fear and hunger termina#marina#art#ouuuahh if you have suggestions also let me know#entertaining the idea of fngr charas on corpse paint . particularly samarie#but chpll roan has inspired me a lot so i just thought itd be cool to venture to incl a bunch of other colors too#ik this probably sounds stupid af to some people like ofc it isnt restricted to b&w colors only but lul i was afraid somehow#the options are not particularly creative . im just chilling
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Why the fuck are people on Twitter upset about nonbinary robots. Transformers are aliens, why would they follow another species gender binary based on reproduction when they don't even reproduce sexually. If anything, ALL the robots should use they/them.
#liz blogs#transformers#i need to finish earthspark#conservatives won't survive when aliens come to earth#imagine going to another planet and trying to translate pronouns#but either theres more than two or theyre not based on reproduction#how do you figure out if youre a glerp or a blongo or a dee when you dont even have a yundle#and guess what else. if the robots all have one gender. and they use different Earth Pronouns#that dont line up with - in conservative terms - the pronouns they Should have#guess what. all the robots are trans now.#this is probably fucking incoherent i just woke up but man i hate when people think the universe revolves around humans#smash the gender binary to pieces#i write this from an angle to shit on their stupid argument i know nonbinary people can use gendered pronouns as well#the point is its hard to translate. frankly we also deserve big macho bots picking she her because it sounds nice#and little femmebots picking he him because it sounds cool and they want to seem Tough in earth terms#hasbro hire me i love robots and I'll write a transformers show so good it'll make conservatives literally explode
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why did someone on telegram just dm me asking if im not sick of being hyperfixated on woy after a year
#n they deleted their acc so i cant message them back š#it sounded mean but its probably a joke#it must be a joke cuz the only ppl who have my telegram n know im a woy fan r nice#probably#but im kinda ššš#like what does that even mean#funny asf if ifs a joke tho i totally fell for it#but like bro what if it isnt ššš#the only hate i ever got was some kids being racist under my redraws on tiktok#n it wasnt even directed at me#but also wow :33 someone cared enough to track down how long ive been a woy fan for :3#this is so stupid#pbj#idk why im posting this on tumblr this was supposed to be my art blog or whatever man#imagine they read this this gonna be so awkward lmfao
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