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Do you think Boba would ever fall for someone who is shy but can bring out the sass once in awhile once they feel comfortable? And maybe who is quite sensitive? I don't know. I keep looking for Boba x reader fics for different types of readers and keep coming up with the same themes which are often quite triggering for me. I am in a writing slump or I'd try to write it myself, but I think maybe I just misunderstand him. I know this is fandom and fun, but I also care about the character and want to get him right and maybe he just doesn't care for someone like that. What are your thoughts on the kind of people Boba would love?
Alright my beloved anon, I have been sitting on this ask for a bit because I really wanted to give it some thought and give it the answer it deserves 💖
In short, yes! I totally think Boba would fall for a shy person, and the sass when they open up would be a bonus for him but definitely not a requirement. I write sassy/bold/loud and proud readers because that's how I am irl but by no means is that the only type Boba would go for. My thoughts on OT!Boba and Daimyo Boba below the cut.
Ok so OT!Boba is much more rough around the edges than he is as an older man in TBOBF; he's driven, angry, and one big ball of pressurized emotion during the Empire era. He the best of the best and he does everything to make sure it stays that way, guarding his reputation with as much ferocity as he goes after his bounties with. He doesn't bother giving energy to things like "love" or "feelings," preferring to work out his frustrations and tension with a (preferably) nameless partner who feels the same. Anything else is too risky, too soft, too vulnerable. He's a lone wolf by choice.
HOWMSTEVER, when he comes across of his highest-paying repeat client's quiet daughter (just choosing for pronouns, def can be gn), he's struck by you. The way you move, quiet as a whisper and soft as a sigh, unseen and unheard by the ruckus around you. He notices you though, he sees you. And he knows you see him too, your watchful eyes flitting over him beneath your lashes when you think his helmet is pointed elsewhere.
You make him curious. Curious as to why a quiet little thing like you would so much as glance his direction twice. He pushes the thoughts away time and time again, but they refuse to be banished, coming unbidden to him in his bunk or during the long hours in hyperspace. What thoughts are swirling in that head of yours? Do you sneak looks at anyone else? Is your voice as sweet as he imagines?
It's nonsense really, he tells himself. You're just some girl, a tender flower who shies away from the sun. He would crush you, break your leaves and trample your petals. You're not made for men like him... so why does he watch you bloom under the moon's light, gentle and perfect? He would only be your ruin.
But oh, what it would be to be the one you blessed with inner light, to be the one who you found deserving of everything you kept to yourself. Maybe even be the one you trust. He certainly doesn't deserve it but, maybe, one day he could.
Boba aches for a balance to his tipped scale. That might look like an outspoken, smart-mouthed partner to match his fire with their own, corralling his blaze by channeling his pent up energy into them. A sun for a sun, a tandem orbit instead of careening through the galaxy.
Just as likely, however, his sun could be balanced with a silver moon, reflecting his light back on him and mastering his violent tides with undeniable, quiet strength. This partner might seem small or nonexistent in comparison to him, impossible that they would attract his desire. That is surface-level thinking--just because the moon goes through phases where it wanes and disappears doesn't mean it doesn't exist. In fact, while the sun sets, the moon never does, it's always there if one pays attention.
I think OT!Boba would admire and find himself attracted to the way a shy, sensitive partner is able to feel and experience their emotions in a way he does not allow himself to. Furthermore, as a man of few words who is in his own bucket more than anything else, he would understand solitude in both its necessity and its pain. There would be a learning curve if the two of pursued a relationship and Boba would undoubtedly hurt your feelings as he tries to learn to navigate his own, but ultimately, the two of you would find reward in each other.
ALRIGHT now onto Daimyo Boba. He's older, wiser, and more keyed into his feelings than his younger self even if he still has a LOT of work left to do in that department (my green tincan man is bunch of repressed emotions walking around in beskar and I love him ok). No longer is he a lone wolf fighting his way through the galaxy, now he's found his pack, his tribe, and he's able to open up to the possibility of having someone at his side.
Now, just as before, that person could be a fiery and bold or reserved and more delicate or anywhere in between. What I believe the theme here is his partner's sense of power. Whether that partner already feels a sense of empowerment or needs support to find it, Boba wants his cyare to appreciate everything that they are and will nurture his partner. It gives him pleasure to care for another, to be in a position to give rather than take, restore rather than destroy.
He is strong man, confident in his power, and wants the same for his partner. The sassy ones need a soft place to land and the shy ones need place to shine, and whichever end of the spectrum his beloved falls on, Daimyo Boba will happily provide them a safe haven.
I hope this coherent and what you were looking for anon 💕 for a shier, sensitive reader fic, I recommend @thirsty-boba-fett-posts Princess Saga series. It's beautiful and touching and isn't one of those stories where the protagonist is "fixed" by becoming an extrovert, but rather focuses on the character's growth and healing.
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#i pondered this for literal days#thank you for the ask bb 💖 i truly enjoyed answering this#i could talk about boba forever 😭#boba fett#zwei writes#ask
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anyone with adhd and/or autism have part of their brain that constantly tries gaslighting itself into thinking that you aren’t actually autistic, that you don’t have adhd? i’m so tired
#not using gaslighting as a buzzword believe me#every day of my life i ponder if i really have adhd and my girlfriend is just like#literally everyone can tell you are#it’s very consoling#personal#actually adhd#actually autism#do ppl still use those tags
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My understanding of Jason Todd's age;
Jason dies when he's 15, 4 months before his 16th birthday. He is dead for any number of time; it doesn't count towards his age.
He's resurrected; he is in a coma for 1 year, then catatonic for another. He is then put into a Lazarus Pit. (These 2 years are practically useless, as he doesn't remember them and they contribute very little to the story. They could be condensed to 2 months and it would change basically nothing.)
He trains for about a year. You can then give him 1-12 months of prep and planning time before his debut as the Red Hood, and the story of UT(R)H, at which point he would be mentally 16-17, physically 18-19, and it would be (--) years after his birth.
#my dc posting#jason todd#dc#red hood#i havent read lost days so idk abt the timeline between lazarus pit and debut as red hood#and this isnt strictly about following canon as close as possible. just how i view it in my head#which makes the fandom treatment of the tim vs jason titans tower fight so funny to me. theyre like the same age bro#btw i refuse to take anything about jason somehow growing up/maturing while dead or catatonic/in a fucking coma#like i'm sorry but i refuse to count when he was a literal decomposing corpse ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i also just find Teenaged Crime Lord funny. your boss tells you not to deal to kids (he's 16) (don't worry about it)#<- to be very clear that is not in an infantilizing way. i am 17 and i can very confidently say i am old enough to be held#responsible for my own actions#it's tragic he is so young but it doesn't absolve him of his bad decisions. such as the Murders#i like jason's age cus it's actually really easy to make him comically young#make him die at 14. very short period between resurrection&lazarus pit. 1 year of training. your 15 year old son takes over the criminal#underground. wyd?#<- anyway these are just some scattered thoughts. ponderings and wonderings and musings. if you disagree w my timeline i'd love to hear it!
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continuing my daily tired doodle tired posting streak (i dont know if this will be daily but so far it is... tf2mblr has been kind to me so you get my art)
i got my hands on $2 and immediately started crafting the worst loadouts known to man . my scout and demoman are furries now, spy is too depending how you wanna slice it (but hes more of like a monster to me)
i might draw my pyro later because hes quite cute :) i tried doodling my scout but i couldnt really get it right, so ill have him under the cut if youre curious about him
blehhh i cant draw birds ell oh ell
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 medic#my artstyle changing for literally every post this past like 3 days im un tears oh my god pick a stlye bro#im just not gonna address the flutterkrieg btw#youre just gonna have to ponder on that#anywyas im tired cuz i was up talking to people on a mc idle server for like#6 hours straiht... 12 am to 6 am#thats the most ive encountered of the regular tf2 community#they were actually pretty chill for the most part#like i was really surprised?#im probably gonna eat breakfast and than like honk shoo#so like gn guys lol#edit oh ym god this is my 5000th lost holy shit#everyday draws
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While I completely agree with not being able to romance Scourge until way later in the game - it only makes sense that way - I still think it’s a crime you can’t ATTEMPT to flirt with him just one (1) time during the class story. For instance, when he talks about still remembering sensations and emotions from before he was Wrath’d. Or perhaps when he talks about ‘properly’ training any potential children the player might have.
I just want to try and flirt and have Scourge immediately, unequivocally shut it down. I want to see that cool stare harden for an instant and hear the flattest, slap-in-the-face “Don’t.” And that’s it. There’s no other flirt option, it’s never brought up again, just one try and an instant rebuff.
#kem rambles#makes me ponder on whether or not cas ever INTENTIONALLY flirted with scourge tho#i’m thinking not tbh#because by the time he worked up the nerve to try it he already knew it was futile#and he didn’t want to risk their relationship as it was#gawd i love pre romance cas/scourge#cas so desperately wanting scourge and knowing it literally cannot happen#so he settles for this warriors bond type of mutual respect that’s threaded with both agreement and antagonism#and it’s agony but it’s better than NOTHING#scourge already has the ‘feel nothing’ covered so cas is like ‘i’ll carry it for both of us and maybe one day i can share it with him’#cas would rather be burned by his longing and know it’s there than pretend it doesn’t exist even when he knows it’s pointless#otp: we choose our own fates
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You know, I think what i fear most about all these soulless Disney remakes is that one day they'll take Hunchback of Notre Dame, one of the strongest and most daring Disney movies ever in its depiction of showing the dark sides of religion without demonizing faith as a whole, and that they'll take Judge Claude Frollo and either make him "sympathetic" or way less extreme than in the original, since Disney is nowhere near as ballsy to do something like directly criticize religious extremists anymore, I think, and that would just DESTROY the great impact that movie's messaging had.
That's not to say I have anything against sympathetic villains, but Frollo is one that was so strong BECAUSE of how awful he was and the position he held, and that fierce kind of villainy should NEVER be changed in his case imo. Very strong teaching moments in there for kids.
#Not that any kids these days are watching Notre Dame or anything 😂 But yeah.#Hunchback of Notre Dame was literally the movie that helped make it click for me that my parents were NOT very good people actually#Kids need these kinds of movies to help them learn when they're being manipulated for the worse#and it would be a shame if this strong example of that were given a crappy half-baked shlop of the original story#It wasn't Little Mermaid specifically that got me thinking abt this bc Ursula was actually still decently evil in it#But more stuff like Cruella and Pinocchio#Well anyways. I'm sure this has been pondered on in much better ways already. I'm just ready to fight someone if they dare change Hunchback#May be the only situation that being a financial flop might be good for it lol hopefully Disney will leave it alone rather than crap on it#In a shitty remake I mean#Frollo is a goddamn legendary untouchable villain and I just KNOW a remake would ruin him#Wow sorry for the random and completely irrelevant rant but I just feel VERY strongly about this lol#OP#Disney#the hunchback of notre dame
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ohh so itz one of Those days for me today huh.
#days where i ponder What if my friends and also literally everyone ever all Hated me due to the Valid reasons for hating me.#and then i spend so much time contemplating 1) what i would do if Everyone hated me and how i would explain myself in various situations an#places. what i would say how people would react what i would do in response etc. and then also 2) i contemplate and recontemplate my belief#over and over even tho i Know by now how i feel. because What if my opinion changes and i realize i was wrong before. and i finally arrive#at the perfect answer that feels Right and Good and True and which i could adequately explain to anyone and convince anyone of itz Rightnes#and Correctness. like thats not gonna happen thats not an answer that Exists can i chill out and focus on my classwork pleas.#i mean actually i have gotten some shit done. but i have More to do still. and i should work on more things instead of Contemplating and#Feeling bad over and over in ways i knooowwww will not lead me anywhere new. but what if they do!! what if i stop thinking about things and#then one day i would have had some realization if only id thought more but i didnt!#like come on. theres more productive things i can be doing with my time than going back and forth about this. pleaseee. this will not lead#to anything new can i Please do something useful and not bad-feeling with my time instead#but also i should not avoid uncomfortable thoughts just because they feel bad.. itz Important to be uncomfortable sometimes in order to gro#hhhhhhhhhhhh. this has been my brain all day whenever im not sufficiently distracting myself with conversation or school work.#imagining and running through scenarios of what would happen if various strangers and friends found out and disliked me for some things#is Not a good or productive use of my time rn. i need to focus on not failing any classes Please
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guys normal school is crazy bro
#like idk ive kind of had like a mental image of how public high school is#bc of media#yknow diary of a wimpy kid big nate calvin and hobbes literally any movie/tv show ever#but idk if im coping yet#they have school picture day#and my first thought when i heard that was#american public high school is just a clique at this point#anyway im gonna go get on my yellow school bus and take it to the big brick building so i can put my books in my locker and then#head over to homeroom whilst pondering who i will sit next to at lunch#like cmon man you get what im saying right?#three pigeons in a trench coat
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i have an orange cat who is extremely quirky (not bonkers bc he is somewhat skiddish but like… something is off yk?) and he has a habit of sitting on top of anything and everything and one time i woke up to him sitting on top of my shredded presentation handouts bc he was making biscuits with them
#… he’s literally a comedian so i cant even be mad#he’s double pawed too so he opens cabinets like a pro#i literally catch him on his hind legs looking through the cabinets for food#ive always come home to an entire loaf of bread on the floor#cat toof marks n paw prints in every slice#he also like sentient ?#but like more so than the average cat#like he stares at his reflection in the window all day#pondering#and stares at shadows inquisitively#but like don’t get me wrong bro is not smart shizheiejs-#is a philosopher with zero common sense#can tell u about the other realm but not this one#he also has face markings that look like a mustache :)#adore teh car
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this blog might turn into a How To Get Revenge On a Cheating Ex stan account
🤷♀️ sorry not sorry lol
#pom ponders#how to get revenge on a cheating ex#maggie dallen#bailey tucker#zack myers#bailey tucker x zack myers#bailey x zack#zailey#that's what I'm going to call them#look this book has taken over my life#every second of the day i am thinking about it#and thinking about zailey#do you think maggie wrote it knowing that it would become someone's hyperfixation#literally the worst time for me to get a new one of those but oh well!#we can't control what makes the serotonin
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Forget throwing my phone at this point, straight men make me wanna throw my whole ass self into a lake
#the sexism????? rampant#i have to deal with so much “the wedding is YOUR day” rn#like why do they not get that putting the pressure of EVERY major decision on you is like bad?#(and then low-key complain about the choice you do wind up making I'M OVER IT)#also just the other general str8 guy things#sorry wedding planning is just. i want to explode. i just wanna have a nice time but i have to balance everyone's desires:')#like i was just pondering what to put my TWO WHOLE BRIDESMAIDS in and he was like “i thought we weren't having a wedding party!”#so i was like okay fine we won't#and he's like “well don't jump the gun let me see if i can find people bc idk if my friends will come”#when his friends already told us they would and he has more friends than me#and he's like “well we really need to get going on planning!!!”#when he has done nothing and i have planned the photos picked the venue picked the date made the budget...#...looked at hotels looked at flights picked the restaurant AND I've started dress shopping. so literally everything so far#why do men want to just show up. like do you even wanna be married???? why don't you care about planning SJHKCODJNSKBDKWI
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i watch the same 4-5 miguel edits everyday before bed does that make me a psycho.......................
#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com#they literally repeat in my head on a loop almost all day#KFDJFJDKFJ send help :D#thinking and pondering about that man yet again#will i ever be released from the shackles that is miguelito (i dont think i want to)
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finished watching ghost trick.........
#*sees ppl every so often telling everyone to play ghost trick for like years* okay i get it guys 🙄 but it cant be THAT good#me a couple days ago: ok maybe ill finally check it out#~one playtrough playlist later~#[EXPLOSION] [when the smoke dissipates i am lying dead on the ground in a family guy pose]#they werent lying....... these ghosts DO trick.......................#adding this to my list of medias that go hard#txt#ALSO can i just say that i looooooooove the art direction of the game?!!#whoever was in charge of character design animation and all that stuff youre all literally crazy (affectionate)#the ost isnt on spotify tho... fucked up#anyway so many thoughts. i will be pondering
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posted october 13 2011
#trey parker#from facebook#I JUMPED WHEN I SAW THIS!!!!!!! NEW TREY PIC NEW TREY PIC#from the bom times no less!!!!! i think we have another couple pics from like this exact day#this is one thing i literally adore about him is the fact that for how much he wants to appear provocative etc hes actually. so so nice#and always has a moment for a fan picture 😭💗#it warms my heart#i recognize that shirt but wtf even is the context because thats not anywhere near bom still... hmm i ponder#anyway cute. cute cute#im in love
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ooooouuughhh applying to booth at a con.......... pondering................ yearning..............
#a friend of mine is running one in the town i went to school........#bestie..... i might just do it#i literally cant sleep cause im thinking too hard about the details of what would happen if i actually did#like#how i would get the prints#business cards#how i would set up my booth#how it would affect the general con-going experience#i think i would just do on one of the days..........#im thunking ttrpg stuff#since i am very nervous about getting hit with the copyright hammer#and giving people the ability to book commissions at the con.....#as well as some original art#OUGH#PONDERING#.txt#im gonna do it#like ABSOLUTE WORST CASE#i dont get a spot#and that's literally fine
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twitter showing me art of some random, shirtless, buff old man implied to be a king:
my predictable ass: sigh. retweet
#joie ponders#i dunno. but like. in my mind there's very specific genres of attractive fictional men that i'm (for some reason) horrendously down bad for#and these days it's literally just that. buff old kings.#(i mean there are other types im down bad for rn but to me it's hard to say what exactly it is)#(but i will say it 100% has to do with an extremely specific facial structure)
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