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Me and my partner making Reb and Vodka deco lighters (mine is complete) and I'm also working on a KMFDM one. I'll probably turn mine into a gif set for stim boards or what-have-you

Enjoy a snippet!

[ID: A disposable lighter that has had beads glued on. They are predominantly green or silver. Mismatched letter beads spell out "vodka." There is a pop tab glued to the lighter, as well as several skulls, a green spiral, and six star beads; some are green and some are translucent. End ID]

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she’s a 10 but she runs a disturbing tumblr blog which makes her an 11

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Happy 4/20 to everyone else wishing they were sharing a blunt with the boys

I’ll smoke one for the lives lost and traumatized and another for those idiots.

Stay safe, everyone. Smoke ‘em if you got ‘em.

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Don't ask me why, but getting booped as a Columbine true crime blog is rather humorous.

I'm sure the boys would have loved to see this day

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there is an insane amount of antisemitism floating around right now.

i just want to say:

this blog loves and supports jewish people.

this blog does NOT conflate the israeli government, or the atrocities it commits, with jewish people.

this blog is disgusted with those who use or express antisemitism.

this blog knows that if someone needs to invoke antisemitism, they do not actually care about helping palestine or the palestinian people.

this blog will do its best to insure that it remains a safe space for all.

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someone: hi

me: did you know the narrative that school shooters in the US are all bullying victims is false and originates from inaccurate coverage of one of the most infamous school shootings, the columbine shooting? in reality the columbine shooters were reactionaries who isolated themselves deliberately and followed an ideology that positioned them "above" the rest. so, a lot of school shooters are actually ideologically motivated rather than revenge motivated. no one knows this and the media paints these murderers as victims. do you want to know what the columbine effect is? also I have a lot to say about "stranger danger" as a conservative fear campaign to promote the isolated nuclear family

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what happened on eric’s birthday? didn’t they rent a bowling place? like what happened

im assuming you mean his last ever birthday, so heres what i know from 04/09/99:

apparently, eric had his birthday hangout at a bar & grill near the mall with dylan, chris morris, nicole markham & cory friesen. later that night, eric, dylan & robyn anderson went bowling. eric also had gotten a birthday cigar for a present.

from the rocky mountain news: “the amf bowling alley dimmed the lights and brought in a DJ from midnight to 2 am. eric loved the disco lights and rowdy music and camaraderie he found at rock n’ bowl. he was there most friday nights. only this night, many of his pals had early morning saturday plans. only two people made it to the bowling alley, dylan and robyn. dylan wouldnt let eric down, he wouldnt let him be alone.”

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1/20/99 - 'This Shit' p. 26,414

the infamous foot fetish entry from DK :)

This shit again. Back at writing, doing just like a fucking zombie. Lately I can’t change my mind from the fucking deeds of zombies. Earth, humanity, HERE. That’s mostly what I think about. I hate it. I want to be free . . . free . . . I thought it would have been time by now. The pain multiplies infinitely never stops. Yet [?] I’m here, STILL alone, still in pain, so is she. The thing I have concluded is that fate [kolovrat] will decide when we should be together. [kolovrat] decided when our existence started, it should end the same way, with us unknowing, in limbo. I love you [redacted]. Always have, will. The scenarios, images, pieces of happiness still come. they always will. I love her she loves me. I know she is tired of suffering as I am. It is time. It is time. I love her the journey, the endless journey started, it has to end. We need to be happy to exist truly. I see her in perfection, the halcyons. I await endless purity. I exist as less than nothing without her. –O. my humanity, –O. I don’t know if I should call her, or wait for [kolovrat] to act. Yet, calling her is a state of humanity. I’m forever sorry, infinitely, about the pornos. My humanity has a foot fetish & bondage extreme liking. I try to thwart it sometimes to no effect. Yet the masturbation has stopped. I’m sorry [redacted] . Always I feel the [?] happiness here, thinking of her for brief moments. That’s how I know the everything is true.

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buykleboldsbmw via waybackmachine

the car was originally listed on Ebay before being taken down, so the owners made their own website. it was made in 2006 and has since been taken down. most of the pictures on the website are dead links but these two were salvaged

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Transcripts of Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold’s rampage in columbine’s school library.

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dylan's weight loss is one of the least talked about yet most disturbing aspects of Columbine, in my opinion. it shows how agonized he truly felt. 37lbs in a matter of months is absolutely monumental. E-C made a good post on this back in the day. you can see here that his jeans are hanging off of him. his hair also got quite wiry at the end of his life, which was could almost certainly have been attributed to malnutrition.

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“Hopefully, death is like being in a dream state.”

— Eric Harris 

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