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chobunz Ā· 1 day ago
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Who in enha mtl enjoy giving head/who you think would be the best at eating šŸ±
ngl this one was kinda hard cs i feel like all of them would rlly enjoy giving/receiving head but i (tried) my best nonnie !! >_<
pair: legal line 慊 f!reader | warnings: smut, oral (f. rec), d/s dynamics, fingering, overstim, edging.. i mightā€™ve missed smth but its 2 am and iā€™m hella sleepy soooo
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eating you out is heeseungā€™s favorite pastime. that boy practically lives between your legs in his free time. he could be having a bad day and he swears that giving you head is the remedy to cure everything. i think sometimes, heā€™d bring you to his studio and ask to eat you out when heā€™s having trouble with his creative flow/when he needs some motivation, idk heā€™s just kinda silly like that lol. plus heā€™d look all cute while heā€™s begging to and looking up at you with the most precious doe eyes, asking for one (1) single orgasm to get his brain going. just really loves knowing that he can always please you with his mouth, often getting hard to the thought of the view youā€™ll bless him with while heā€™s down there. proudly obsessed with your pussy and would do anything to get to taste you on his tongue <3
jake is theee pleasure dom. eating your pussy just makes him feel good along with you, getting a sense of accomplishment after making you cum a few times with his tongue only. often has wet dreams of like.. just eating you out. wakes up and makes it his mission to make you cum as many times as he can using his mouth. i think heā€™d be very strategic (?) with how he eats you out, wanting to figure out a way to make you feel the best you can which leads to many sessions of him just experimenting and observing the way you react to him ?? results in jake ā€˜accidentallyā€™ teasing and edging you for what feels like hours, feeling mean when you whimper and deciding to reward you with anything you ask for. youā€™ll have to speak up though or heā€™ll just continue his teasing ! ><
jay is just very sexy idk, i feel like heā€™d love giving you head a lot. the feeling of being sandwiched between your plushy thighs turns him on badly, loving all the praise he gets while he licks and sucks you to your liking. i think heā€™d also very much love when you use his mouth to get off.. like hips pushed up against his face when you get whiny and desperate. or maybe heā€™s in a different mood and would lightly tap your clit with three fingers when you squirm below him as a warningā€” it depends tbh. i put him here because i think heā€™d like using his cock the most to pleasure you, often getting up from your cunt to fuck you because heā€™s also very desperateā€¦.. T-T
sunghoon mainly uses his hands to get you off. prefers being hands on with you. like he loves to taste you but i think heā€™d definitely also enjoy fingering you more because itā€™s more intimate in a way (?) like he gets to kiss you and feel your hands all over him while you moan into his mouth.. itā€™s heaven for him he thinks. he just loves how you feel cumming around his fingers, kissing the temple of your head when you cum for the nth time that night despite you constantly begging for his cock thatā€™s pressed painfully against your side. he gets you to quiet down with his other hand, covering your mouth because only heā€™s allowed to hear you like this. sunghoonā€™s main goal is to make you squirt with his fingers so heā€™s determinedā€¦
jungwonā€™s the type to get pussy drunk, then would try to manipulate you into believing youā€™re the one whoā€™s needy when heā€™s literally the one acting like a starved man. his tongue lapping at your pussy and moaning into you with his arms locked around your thighs to keep you in place. i think that eating pussy isnā€™t something he does as often because of the way he loses self control, which is why i put him here on the list. but even when heā€™s pussy drunk, jungwon is pushing your limits by making you cum over and over despite your pleas to get him off your overstimulated clit.
sunoo will give you anything you want. i can picture him with a very spoiled, bratty sub, whining about wanting to be eaten out and complaining when he gets up from being buried in between your legs after generously giving you orgasm after orgasm. heā€™s always eager to please and doesnā€™t waste a second to give his princess whatever she wants !! like he wouldnā€™t even punish you for being super bratty, just listening to what you ask of him and allowing your hand to push him into his place <33
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i have a lot asks like these in my inbox so iā€™m gonna try n get thru them all as quickly as i can + i like doing short stuff like this to help me ease back into writing again ! also, if you wanna send me a short request like this feel free to ^_^
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kingofbodyrolls Ā· 3 days ago
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heyyy hii !! do you have any recs on jimin focus fic blogs & any recent jimin fics? thank you in advance šŸ’•
Hi sweet anon! šŸ«‚
I do! And sorry for taking so long to get back to you, I know itā€™s only been like a day, but it took some time to compile this for you, anywayā€”onto the list and my recs for you! āœØ
Jimin focused fic blogs:
@writtenwhalien - just *chefā€™s kiss* pure talent (she also writes for other than Jimin, but she has a lot of Jimin fics). Link to her masterlist [here] + more of her Jimin fics [here].
@chimmy-licious - reads and reblogs a lot of Jimin fics!
@moonchild1 - not really Jimin focused, but I mention them because they have a vast library for all the members, but hereā€™s their Jimin Library.
@chim-chimmie - writes for all the members, but has a long list of Jimin fics, and alsoā€”the writing is just *chefā€™s kiss*. Hereā€™s a link to Krisā€™ masterlist [here].
@luaspersona - mentioning Lua because she has a big library (Jimin specific here), she also writes and her masterlist is [here] Her writing is also super amazing and just UGH LOVE (she has one of my favorite Joonie fics!!!).
@jiminniethemarshmallow - I cannot forget my girl Mae!!! Seriously, I think she was one of the first Jimin blogs I discovered back in the day. Amazing. Just, another *chefā€™s kiss* and the link to her masterlist is [here].
@jimilter - writes for all the members, but their Jimin section is MASSIVE and the writing is another *chefā€™s kiss*. Link to their masterlist [here].
I think thatā€™s all. At least from the top of my head. Iā€™m so sorry if I forgot someone (please forgive me) šŸ˜­
Recent Jimin fics that I havenā€™t read yet, but I know are great because they are written by amazing authors:
A Loverā€™s Redemption @writtenwhalien; I still havenā€™t read it, but BOY do I want to! Also, itā€™s an ongoing series āœØ
If Only It Was You @oddinary4bts; wah, still havenā€™t read it, but anything my queen Ella writes is just GOLD.
Almost Romantic @kookiewithluv; canā€™t wait to read!
Shit Happens @smoljimjim ; I know this has a named reader, but please give it a chance! I havenā€™t read this one yet, but everything else from this lovely author is just so good!!!
Recent Jimin fics from authors Iā€™ve never read from before (I did a search YAY), but the plot seems interesting:
Innocent @anotherbtsffwriter; the plot seems really interesting and Iā€™ve added this one to my trl!
Foreign @anotherbtsffwriter; again, cool sounding plotā€“so added to my trl.
If Snow Decides to Fall (series) @pjmmania; HELLO?????! Why have I never seen this one before??? LIKE. I donā€™t understand? It seems really good, so itā€™s added to my list and itā€™s a Christmas story too, I think???
The Only Exception (series) @heartforbangtan; again, I must be living under a rock because I havenā€™t seen this beforeā€”but Iā€™ve seen the author! Sounds amazing and is added to my list.
And just because I just released a Jimin fic of my own, Iā€™m dropping it here. So if you havenā€™t read it yet, and fantasy is your thing, I have a merman story with Jimin [here] šŸ’œ
I hope thereā€™s something for you on here to dig into, anon šŸ«¶
Happy reading šŸ’œ
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sitp-recs Ā· 20 hours ago
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Hi Liv, I loved the hidden gem list that you did in the past. I discovered so many new authors thanks to you. I love going back to my all time favourite authors but I also love discovering new ones. Would you or any of your followers have any hidden gems recs ? Could be long or short fics. Thank youuuu
Iā€™m so happy to hear that! The hidden gems series is very dear to my heart and probably my favorite project. I started a s2 back in 2022 and have a few lists saved in my drafts, maybe I will revisit them in the new yearā€¦ weā€™ll see! I found some additional rec posts that might interest you here, here and here. I havenā€™t read much this year, but if youā€™re looking for new-ish works Iā€™d highly recommend the fics below, and also my reclist for the h/c fest. Iā€™m sure my followers have more recs. Enjoy! šŸ’œ
Train Song by @fw00shy (T, 1.2k)
"Imagine: An extended summer vacation," Ginny said when she first pitched the trip to the group. "Fine," Hermione said after only a moment's hesitation, to which everyone cheered, because everyone knew she was the only one who could figure out how to make the Hogwarts Express fly.
All I Think About by @skeptiquewrites (T, 4.5k)
Sometimes all it takes is one perfect late summer night in June.
mind the gap by @cavendishbutterfly (E, 5k) - MCD
The first time Draco died was by far the worst. Once Potter started living with him, it got better.
everything you should say by icarusinflight (E, 7.5k)
They're not friends. But when Draco offers help, Harry takes it.
Tarry, Tarry, Wait For Me by @toomuchplor (E, 8.5k)
"I can't ask it of you," Draco says, quick and awkward, "I just thought you should know, I thought you needed to know, but none of this is your fault."
Seasons by @greattemptation (E, 9k)
Seconds pass, and itā€™s like he can see Draco worrying the sliver of glass in his heart, looking for a way to press it out, to expose the wound to the sun. Itā€™s life; Harry can be patient.
Necro-romance by @thehoneybeet (E, 9k)
The first time Draco kills Potter, it's by accident.
like a scratch on the roof of your mouth by @eleadore (E, 9k)
Two weeks into the new year, Draco Malfoy saves Ron's life in a spectacular fashion.
coyote ugly by @garagepaperback (E, 10k)
One night, every month, Harry is a coyote. Malfoy has a silver tooth. Sometimes, he cuts Harryā€™s hair.
draco malfoy's substitute murder service by @oknowkiss (E, 10k)
When Harry joins the Curse Breakers shortly after his twenty-fifth birthday, heā€™s surprised to find himself assigned to the Department of Creatures, Cryptids, and Associated Calamities.
When the Flood Comes by @academicdisasterfic (E, 10k)
Nine years on from the war, Auror Potter is upholding the Ministry of Magic's rule of law. Senior legal counsel Draco Malfoy is challenging it.
Wobble Week 2023 by @moonflower-rose (E, 12k)
Potter can't keep his hands off himself. Draco can't look away.
With Hands Full of Dusk by @corvuscrowned (E, 15k)
Harry thought he'd found what he was searching for after the war. But as the quiet life he's earned begins to unravel at the seams, he finds himself searching instead for an elusive, mythical creature found only in lore and legend - with none other than Draco Malfoy as his companion.
Rich Friend by @sorrybutblog (E, 18k)
As far as Harry can tell, Draco Malfoy is still rich as hell. Heā€™s just not a wizard anymore. Featuring: Draco Malfoy trying to make it as a Muggle pop star, Harry Potter as our confused and horny hero, bad driving, good music, and the mysterious magic of falling for someone.
Waking Up Slow by @sweet-s0rr0w, @ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm (E, 22k)
'Twas the night before Christmas, although itā€™s July / Dracoā€™s a shopkeeper, no-one knows why / Thereā€™s hiking and witch caves, freak snowfalls and more / Bad Christmas jumpers, nosy neighbours galore / Narcissaā€™s here too, butā€¦ somethingā€™s amiss / And whatā€™s in those chocolates thatā€™s making them kiss?
Sun Thief by BlackRose532, @floydig (E, 28k)
Or: Harry beats up a pimp and isnā€™t sorry about it, Draco deals black market potions, and theyā€™re shagging. Again.
Truth to Materials by lately, @toomuchplor (E, 54k)
In which Harry learns to appreciate art and other pleasures of the flesh.
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poetry-protest-pornography Ā· 2 days ago
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kpop sampler
my dear @auriette was asking about my non-skz kpop feelings, and i have so many of them, so i thought it would be fun to make a little playlist.
i'm sticking with the 10 link limit (which is v hard) but if you also have a lot of kpop feelings, please rb with a song/group rec of your own!
in no particular order:
The Rose (k-rock)
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i love them. They are super funny on social media, and their music is incredible. Screaming this song at the top of my lungs fixes me a little every time. Woosung is also a soloist and he's amazing.
WOODZ
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This song gives me the shivers.
He also has a cover of Hype Boy that is A+
The duality of man.
I think WOODZ is vastly underappreciated, and i wish more people were as into him as i am.
Ateez
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i know i already talked about them a little bit, but i have to do it again because i love them. just a bunch of insanely talented, stupidly hot weirdos. i love that they're all nerds who make legos together and that everyone but hongjoong and jongho have zero concept of personal space. wooyoung and san are medalists in the kiss your homie olympics. (woo is also bffs with changbin and also yeonjun from txt)
i'm still obsessed with this song and this MV. the ateez lore is very intricate and this is basically cinema.
TXT
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insane dance skills, super talented, great music. it was hard to pick which song of theirs to include here, but this is defintely a favorite. def check out devil by the window" also.
they collabed with the jonas brothers and anitta and both songs were incredible. yeonjun just released a solo album. more talented goofballs. i love them.
OnlyOneOf
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i am obsessed with OOO. they are incredible. they do most of their own choreo, they committed to making their MVs queer af and include messages of acceptance and support for the lgbtq community in the notes for all their videos. they paired themselves up and talk about kissing each other casually.
and they back it all up with high concept MVs, insane choreo, and great music that will absolutley get stuck in your head. picking a song was hard, but this choreo is too iconic
Hwasa
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i am obsessed with her. she is also in mamamoo, who are great, but i am currently absolutely obsessed with her cover of lunch. but this song which is a pretty direct call out of the rampant body shaming in the industry is so much fun.
KARD
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kard is the only mixed gender kpop group i know of, and we need more.
they are all adults, and their music and MVs are, too. killer dancey tracks. their friendship is a lot of fun.
BM is also a soloist, and has some very explicit horny songs that don't bother with the (barely) innuendo that kard plays with. he's also hilarious on SM, and on the daebak show
Enhypen
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they're just good. i love a concept album, and they killed it with this.
Evnne
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i love them.
they were all on boys planet, and i love all the groups that formed from that show (i was going to cheat and make a whole playlist of bp groups, but i'm just going to share this one and i'll make a whole separate bp post)
this video and song are just so fun, and they're so good, and i wanted to yell about them.
(all the boys planet boys are also stray kids levels of obsessed with each other, which i appreciate --zb1 is probably the worst-best about this, but they're all super close)
oh gosh only space for one more... ahhhh who to choooose
Blitzers
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this is just so much fun
no one really sounds like blitzers. the horns and big band elements are wholly unique and fit surprisingly well. they are super talented and clearly having a good time with what they do, and it's just a good time.
I hope you like at least some of these songs/groups!
(Now, to play by my own rules and not add another ten in a reblog unless specifically asked to do more!)
Please add your favorite kpop/krock groups to share the joy of good music that we can all be super normal about together!
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vinelark Ā· 1 year ago
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Fav deaged tim fic recs? I feel like Iā€™ve read them all so I was wondering if you had any recommendations, thanks!
hello! i actually haven't read a lot of de-aged tim fics yet (though boy would i love to). 95% of the de-aged tim concepts in my head are from kicking silly (or angsty) ideas back and forth with my friends and the excellent tiny tim comics they make. so you probably know this niche better than i do, but here are two fics i really liked! šŸ„°
Little Overlooked Dreams by Lunette3002
a sweet oneshot where 10 y/o tim gets to (re-)meet the bats and learns he's part of the family one day. i especially liked damian in this! and the detail where tim sometimes talks to himself in robin's voice was both cute and heartbreaking.
The 90s Are Back! by RedWritingHood
i rec'd this one on my reverse robins list, but it's worth linking again because it's such a fun (and funny) twist on a de-aged tim plot. reverse robins tim in his sort-of-back-with-the-bats antihero era gets de-aged back to his robin era, meets his many new younger siblings, and still manages to annoy his older bro damian while he's at it. mostly shenanigans, a little bit of angst, and many quotable lines to be found within.
also please look at this art too, it's so cute
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azure-clockwork Ā· 4 months ago
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How Does it Feel to Read Classic Sci-Fi?
Orson Scott Card: Two of the most interesting books youā€™ll ever read if youā€™re willing to look past a handful of things. And then you find the planet of Chinese people who worship having debilitating OCD. And the Mormonism. And the fact that the author is wildly homophobic and ought to read his own books.
Robert Heinlein (or at least the Wikipedia Summaries): I guess thatā€™s a neat conceptā€”oh, itā€™s a sex thing. Um. Gotcha.
Ray Bradbury: Man, I gotta read this thing for class huh. Well hereā€™s hoping itā€™s good! *three hours later* oh. thatā€™s why heā€™s famous. this will stick with me forever and I will never look at the phrase ā€˜soft rainā€™ the same again. christ. And then repeat 3x.
Isaac Asimov: Wow, this is such an interesting concept! I wonder how the exploration of it will influence the plot! Wait, hey, are you going to add any characters? Any of em? No like, with character traits other than ā€˜robot psychologistā€™ and ā€˜autisticā€™ and ā€˜womanā€™? None of em? No, ā€˜detectiveā€™ isnā€™t a character trait. Those are all just facts. Aaaand now Iā€™m bored.
Ursula K. Le Guin: Hah, get a load of this guy! Heā€™s never heard of nonbinary people before. Lol, what a riot; how dumb do you have to be to comprehend that these people arenā€™t men *or* women actually? Oh, wait, whatā€™s happening. Oh shit, it was about society and love and learning to understand each other? And now Iā€™m crying? And perhaps a better human being for it??
Andy Weir: Alright, this guyā€™s a really good writer. Funny, creative, knows so much engineering stuffā€¦ooh, a new book! ā€¦I guess he canā€™t write women. Well, he wouldnā€™t be the first sci-fi writerā€¦ooh another new book! And itā€™s more engineering problem solving andā€”wow. Itā€™s not just women he canā€™t write. Please stop letting your characters talk to each other.
Lois Lowry: Oh, I remember this being fun when I was a kid! Wouldnā€™t it be fucked up to not see color? ā€¦upon reread, it would be fucked up to have your humanity stripped away, replaced with a tepid, beige ā€˜happinessā€™ for all time. Yeah.
Tamsyn Muir (let me have this ok): Haha, ā€œlesbian necromancers in spaceā€ sounds fun. Lemme read this. Oh wow, yeah, this is right up my alley. OH GOD WHAT. NO. FUCK. OH SHIT WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING AND WHY IS IT REFERENCING THE BOOK OF RUTH AND HOMESTUCK BACK TO BACK!!! AHHHHHHHHH!! Now give me more please.
#Late night book reviews with Bluejay#Not really#and itā€™s 1pm#If youā€™re curious which books#or just wanna read another essay:#Card: Enderā€™s Game and Speaker for the Dead are good* and the rest is Fucking Bonkers. Xenocide is the one called out specifically#Heinlein: Stranger in a Strange Landā€™s Wikipedia page but my understanding is itā€™s not the only book Like That#Bradbury: short story ā€œThere Will Come Soft Rainsā€ will fuck your up; double if you check out the comic. See also ā€œAll Summerā€¦ā€ and Ā°F 451#Asimov: I; Robot is the specific ref but also its sequel novels where youā€™d more expect real characters and not just fact lists also#Le Guin: Left Hand of Darkness specifically but also I just love her lmao#Weir: The Martian then Artemis then Project Hail Mary#Lowry: the only stuff of herā€™s Iā€™ve read is The Giver Quartet but I was shocked how good it was upon revisiting. Damn. Thatā€™s pointed.#Muir: Gideon the Ninth and its sequels. Theyā€™re so good. Read them. You will be confused by book two. Thatā€™s on purpose. Theyā€™re so good.#Yes donā€™t come at me for my tag formatting; 140 chars isnā€™t a lot. You try getting all three Bradbury titles in there#Also the lack of commas is an issue#Anyways I would rec basically all of these if you like sci-fi save for SiaSL (havenā€™t read it) and all of the Enderā€™s Game/SftD spinoffs#Also if you do wanna read Cardā€™s work pls get the books 2nd hand or from a library. Or via the 7 seas. His money goes to homophobia :(#But most of em are good and all of em are classics for a reason (save for Muir who really should be lmao)#Also also donā€™t come at me for including Weir; heā€™s one of the most popular sci-fi authors AND came up in the discussion that prompted this#As did everyone else except Muir because that one is actually just self indulgent.#I worked so hard to tag the first few things such that it would be clear there was an essay beneath the tag cut#Anyways tags for like actual categorization n such:#orson scott card#robert heinlein#ray bradbury#isaac asimov#ursula k. le guin#andy weir#lois lowry#tamsyn muir
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stevethehairington Ā· 9 months ago
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okay but i need ALL of the fics that take place during crozier getting sober. like i feel like there is SO much potential here bc it is THEE biggest turning point for him! esp with regards to fitzjames and their relationship. like fitzjames seeing crozier's choice to sober up as this huge defining moment, one that ultimately and unequivocally earns his respect (back, really, because he DID have respect for crozier at first, before he met him. and now he sees that that respect wasnt misgiven, not really). and like the way this choice is what causes the first crack in james' mask around crozier! ugh it's just DELICIOUS.
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umbrace-rambles Ā· 4 months ago
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Does anybody have any manga, manhwa or manhua recommendations that are not the same top 20 most popular you see everywhere? Preferably obscure gems if u have them
I am not bothered by horror/dark/fucked up stuff so that's a-ok
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repotting Ā· 4 months ago
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people who don't normally read sci fi have such bad taste in sci fi šŸ˜­
#which makes sense because they're there despite having no attraction to what makes sci fi sci fi#but it's funny because they're always so excited to give their recommendation#and it's always like. ready player one or bobiverse or the locked tomb or something else horrendously tacky#like it's either awful marvel style quipping or something painfully twee that thinks it's deeper than it is a la Becky Chambers#and you have to try to be nice while they rave about some of the worst writing a mainstream publisher has put out#that only counts as ā€œsci fiā€ bc it's in space or whatever#the other option is they like some military shit linked to a video game about how some genocide is necessary#don't get me wrong I read mostly bad sci fi and I'm aware good sci fi is rare#but it's like you had taco bell exactly once and someone's like 'any good Mexican restaurant recs in this town?'#and you just HAVE to respond with how good your dorito taco was and it's the best Mexican food#and in this scenario you don't even know enough to say ā€œhear me outā€ you don't know other restaurants even exist like it's never occurred#to you to look and after that one dorito Taco you never had any interest in having Mexican food ever again#and yet. if someone is talking about Mexican food you just have to bring up you ate a Dorito taco one time and everyone should have one#how it's the best Mexican food in the world#also tumblr stop saying books are good just cuz there are lgbt people in them challenge#one time i asked for ppls fav sci fi nobody's heard of and fully half the replies were Becky fucking Chambers btw
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tana-draws Ā· 4 months ago
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my brain is so fucking stupid. I was bullied in fourth grade, my friends were like ā€œactually erm we donā€™t want to be friends with you :/ā€œ on the second to last day of eighth grade (even though we were all zoned for different high schools and would never see eachother anyway). And because of that my brain is, as my therapist and mother (two different people,) theorized, ā€œhyper vigilant for any perceived social ostrichaztionā€. The thing is itā€™s fucking stupid about it. Sure it has the generic ā€œuwu your friends probably hate you secretlyā€ thing.
But it also. Like: Iā€™ll see a post that is somewhat negative towards a thing I like or a trait I even remotely identify with (including stuff as vague as ā€˜nervousā€™ or ā€˜writerā€™) and Iā€™ll be like ā€œyeah that makes senseā€ or ā€œI donā€™t agree but I also donā€™t careā€. But then my brain will repeat the negative phrase on loop for like a week. And will trigger physical reactions (crying, shortness of breath, etc) in response to it. Iā€™ve actually had public panic attacks over things I give 0 shits about because my brain is a fucking helicopter parent.
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malaierba Ā· 7 months ago
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Crying over Kinniku and Iromatsu, cry with me @ the "Karamatsu dies and becomes a ghost and does his best to pretend he's still alive" fic (linked as a source)
#Osomatsu-san#mr Osomatsu#fic rec#Karamatsu#so everyone knows kaijuumatsu is the greatest thing since sliced bread to me#thinking about (spoilers) Jyushimatsu realising that he's looking at his dead brother and that the expression he's looking at is the same#expression of surprised terror that Karamatsu wore upon death and that that was the last thing he felt and Jyushi feeling so afraid that he#had to leave the room and KARAMATSU'S HEART BREAKING WITH EVERY STEP HE TOOK because all the saw was his little brother#(the brother that lets him baby him the most too and gosh Kinniku are so tight they vibe so well together) being afraid of him????#i feel ill ILL going insane#and the iromatsu one-sided argument oh my god#Will there ever be a more superior trope than Ichimatsu getting mad at Karamatsu for lying and keeping things from them. i don't think so.#i just think of the pizza skit and how focused Ichi was on Karamatsu revealing his honest thoughts about his stupid his siblings were being#and i think of them in highschool and how it's hinted that they were close until ichi made popular friends and imagine being Ichimatsu and#looking at the ghost of your brother and remembering a time when you were his only confidante and also struggling to remember when was the#last time that he hauled your drunk ass home (one of the few remaining moments of brotherly caretaking that you allow from him as an adult)#AND I FEEL SICKKK I FEEL ILLLLL I'M SHAKING AND CRYING SUDIWHDKWKDJD AAAA hell#((it's such a good fic please read it. please be as abnormal about the IMPLICATIONS as i am too))
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crossbackpoke-check Ā· 1 year ago
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V random but Iā€™m in my Brockpetey feels could I listen to your 46 60 playlist!!
of course!! the first playlist i mentioned in the tags is actually not mineā€”it belongs to ash @notthequiettype and is a soundtrack to their wonderful fic Lake Rules (go read it if you havenā€™t already!!! highly recommend!!!)
annnd this one is my personal brockpetey vibes playlist
happy listening!!!
#liv in the replies#sadcanucksfan#also!! ash if you want me to unlink/untag please let me know and i will!!!#this one got bumped up because itā€™s currently relevant (i just posted brockpetey content) the rest of them will be scheduled in the queue šŸ«”#if i donā€™t do it now i will lose all links and ability to find things#as for my brockpetey i have zero reasons for any of the songs besides minnesota. itā€™s all vibes no thoughts.#minnesota to me is the quintessential brock petey song topped only (but really equaled) by charm you (also by samia)#like minnesota i would love to say is a joke but i really heard that song for the first time YEARS ago and went oh my fucking god.#iā€™m going back to minnesota huh#and then CHARM YOU??? AN ACT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST ME PERSONALLY????#youā€™re telling me thereā€™s the lyrics ā€˜kissin you would be like kissin on the USAā€™ & ā€˜flying while iā€™m lying that i hate LAā€™ & itā€™s not 406?#(addition that i wasnā€™t gonna tell you but i have to tell yā€™all because itā€™s relevant to Me. samia is so so so so good live.)#(also i havenā€™t added it to the playlist because itā€™s sad but kill her freak out has narrative potential as brockpetey. also????#theyā€™re all somehow petey pov to me. sometimes people just get assigned bands in my head for no reason & i think samia is peteyā€™s vibe band.#BESIDES bbno$ which is canon lmao. spiritually petey is a samia song to me i guess idk why either sorry but kill her freak out#is a (seemingly you know how i am) unrequited brock/petey for when brock got his gf. thank u for your time i hate it too just listen to it)#also no statements about my music taste i will cry. if you hate it donā€™t tell me if you have recs do tell me#although i do have a joke playlist compiled of all the songs brock has been screencapped listening to because. why not. itā€™s fun and also#has that man ever listened to a single lyric in his life. what the FUCK is up with your chill playlist bud none of those songs are chill.#lovingly. ripping my hair out. the amount of times he listens to fast car like???? girl are you okay.#anyway this is ur reminder i miss stalking people on spotify let me see your music taste cowards.#ALSO#IF I THINK TOO LONG ABOUT PETEY IN MINNESOTA I WILL LOSE MY SHIT SO I AM NOT JUST KNOW THAT I CLICKED THE FIC & SKRTED I CANā€™T HAVE EMOTIONS#if i did not have someplace to be at precisely 7:50AM i would be having a full breakdown please believe me.#oh also ALSO bonus points if you figure out what the numbers in the name are :)
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ctl-yuejie Ā· 1 year ago
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coming in with mildy old grievances
upon letting it rest a bit, boston's ending in ofts still doesn't make any sense.
him and nick splitting? fine. him making out with beam knowing that this is not what nick and him agreed to? maybe? idk, the writing makes it seem plausible at least.
but the point being that he is left alone since he was a bad friend?
would only make sense if he wasn't shown to have genuine affection for nick and (uncharacteristically) grovel at his friends feet.
if we are to believe that the ending makes sense because his one (unforgivable) mistake was to not value friendship, why does the show take the time to have him panic about getting found with top by mew in the shower, keep it a secret, admit his affections for nick to himself, be down on himself after his friends shun him and ask "why am i always an asshole to the people i like" and then fully lose all his prior demeanour to try and honestly make up with his friends?
if he's supposed to be a stone-cold bitch who has no affections for anyone else whatsoever, why would he degrade himself like that? especially send photographs to this "friendgroup" months later from new york as if he still needs them and their approval to feel included?
this might bring back the slut-shaming discourse for the umpteenth time, but if the punishment by the narrative was supposed to make sense solely due to him being an asshole of a friend, things don't quite add up.
(and i don't think there is a way that this is not cruel, even when everyone else - sans nick maybe - is acting quite in character, e.g. Mew not only not forgiving him - fair - but being cruel about it by feigning that he's okay with Boston staying in the group...actually, this is going to be too much to put in a bracket, so:
Mew had his revenge (disproportionately when you ask me, but that is neither here nor there) but I do understand that he doesn't want to be friends with Boston anymore. However, he did basically force Boston back into working on the group project. It was only after the Atom thing (where both him and Ray knew that there hadn't been any SA or at least didn't actually care if there was) that Boston was out of the group again. And when Chueam offers to let him back in, Mew suddenly is like "well, you cannot decide that by yourself". Yes, Mew can change his mind on wanting to have Boston around but it doesn't make his behaviour any less cruel. Nor does Chueam not apologising and Ray not caring at all how Boston has become austrasized for the thing he did not do (I cannot overemphasize how Mew did let Boston back into the group - even if it is just for the project - since he called them even to some degree) make them any less shitty friends. And they clearly do not care about hurting him when they smell blood during the new years party that Boston fucked up with Nick.
Is there a difference between being cruel to a friend and being cruel by sleeping with his partner? that's sth everyone can decide for themselves.
but it absolutely gives less and less credence to the justification for his treatment by the show being that he's "just an asshole and a really bad friend".
and to call it a good ending since he meant to cut all ties before moving to new york anyways? only makes sense if it wasn't shown as a change in how he does things that he wants to try and date nick until then. which was a really interesting turn: someone like him wouldn't change to be monogamous but trying to not sleep with people for a few months? could've very well been possible as well as an interesting thing to try as someone like boston. but if we are to believe that he truely doesn't care since he plans on leaving, there would be no reason to try and get his friends forgiveness nor send them a present from new york afterwards.
the others do feel in character, but with the emphasize on the casual slut shaming they do (while it is a conscious theme of the show) and nick even going as far as saying "maybe you are the type of person who should roll alone" (instead of: we just don't fit but that doesn't mean people like you have to be alone) it really doesn't feel like this is about him being an asshole in general at all. queer friendship - despite what the title might infer - hasn't been a central theme of the show. which obviously is up to the writers. but the personal vendetta that seems to have seeped in against someone who was like Boston feels a bit disappointing. if anything, it makes an otherwise interesting show feel very inconsistent and carries the unfortunate side-effect of making the audience feel like this show meant to say some disparranging things about "sluts".
even in the constraints of the story the writers clearly set out to tell, there was a much more interesting and compelling characterization left on the board in favor of moralising in the last minute on not being a slut.
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riggerbison Ā· 1 year ago
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so...heartbreak weather by niall horan sandray pov ray song or heartbreak weather by niall horan sandray pov ray song? šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜ŠšŸ‘€
gonna be honest never heard this song so had to give it a listen on my way into work. after hearing itā€¦i instantly added it to my ofts playlist (really needs to separate it out for the couples but i also never pictured finding 400 songs that fit the vibes of the show šŸ™ˆ) because YES this is so sandray coded from rayā€™s pov!
likeā€¦
all of my life I've been sleep-walk living
running around the same bars I've been in
it can be so lonely in this city
but it feels different when you're with me
the perfection šŸ¤ŒšŸ½
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yo9urt Ā· 2 years ago
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#mine#i still have a crush on my coworker -_-#we talked a lot today i got to know him more and we're getting like rly friendly with each other its really nice#but i URRRRGHH#also on thursday i asked him for music recs because i need them and he was like well what do u listen to#which is such a good question for him to ask and i peeked at his spotify when he had it open and he had like 50 billion playlists with#different genres and i was like !?!??!? what does this mean#but i didnt ask#anyway i was like ummm indie rock and other stuff#and we talked more about genres and stuff and then he was like u should try her's#and i was like oh i know her's harvey is one of my favorite songs and he was like i didnt think u would know them thats cool#but also harvey is (was) the only song by them that i knew so i took that recommendation and 1 or 2 others home with me and i was like ok#and i listened to songs by her's (thats the title of their first album) and it was surprisingly good#but also because music is my secret love language its hard to listen to some of the songs and not immediately think of him#and today heĀ  urrrrgghh he just looked cute he had like a shirt under his work shirt that was kinda cute and he had this jacket he came in#wearing and wore it when he left too and it was like denim and i thought it was normal rough denim but i brushed against it while i was gett#getting ready in the bathroom and it was SOFT and i was like WHAT#also he smelled good again he pisses me off because he smells good every time he comes in and its like how are you doing that#and periodically over the last several days ive run into smells that are a little similar to whatever he has going on#or ill hear a voice that sounds vaguely like his or yesterday when i was out with my friends i saw a guy who looked kinda like him#and i just feel insane im like 9@*UL>$??@?#also i forgot to mention this but he looked very handsome in the denim jacket and it pissed me off#and we got to talk so much today and its like AUAUUUARGG. and at the end of my shift he was about to clock out#and i had just clocked out and i was going to refill my water and then leave and he stopped me#and he was like what shifts are u working next quarter and i was like uhhh blah blah blah#and it turns out we probably will not have shifts together which sucks especially because the reason we knew each other#at all before january is because we had shifts ''together'' (not really but we bumped into each other frequently) in the fall too#so its like. wtf. wheres my consistency. why cant i keep seeing my favorite coworker at our job. fuck this gay earth#hes fun to talk to too like he has a lot of silly strange and interesting stories and hes just like nice and fun and always says goofy shit#i feel like hes the type who just makes friends easily cause ive seen random customers talking to him too and hes just like kinda chill and
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homiro Ā· 3 months ago
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#all weebs should be legally required to read about japanese imperialism both inside and outside the country that is now labeled as ā€œjapanā€
Couldn't have put it better if I tried, prev.
The Ainu have not intentionally forgotten their culture and their language. It is the modern Japanese state that, from the Meiji era on, usurped our land, destroyed our culture, and deprived us of our language under the euphemism of assimilation. In the space of a mere 100 years, they nearly decimated the Ainu culture and language that had taken tens of thousands of years to come into being on this earth. ~Kayano Shigeru (1926-2006) Our Land Was a Forest: An Ainu Memoir
#book rec#important#ainu people#indigenous peoples#ainu mosir#kayano shigeru#i've also read this book#if anyone wants it and can't access it let me know and we'll figure it out#the author literally did want as many people as possible to read about the ainu#and he's passed on in 2006#back to the land of his ancestors and the kamuy no doubt#the kamuy must have received him well for everything he did and how hard he fought to preserve what was left of the ainu culture#and language#but it hurts so much to know that he was one of the last living native speakers of the language#i don't even know if there are natives alive today or if the language is only taught as a second language in ainu mosir/hokkaido#but it's good that they're making an effort to teach it which was what he wanted#homiro said some shit#i'm very passionate about this and hope my phd project is acceped because i want to write about them#but not in a pity kind of way but rather in a resilience kind of way#yeah#the speech he gave to the old lady who helped him translate a yukar had me bawling like a baby but it was what made me want to do it#and think that pity is very colonial like positive post-colonial ideas or something like the poor peoples who were abused#instead reparations should focus on preserving the culture and giving rights to the peoples#like... the ainu were only recognised as an ethnic minority and an indigenous people of the japanese nation in 2008. let that one sink in.#and it was because of UNESCO and UN pressure to preserve these cultures and give rights to indigenous peoples#so yeah#weebs really need to learn about the culture and history of japan and the japanese empire#and also not think that the ainu didn't fight much like the native americans they also fought but that was before the meiji era#because one thing ppl need to understand is that people get oppressed by colonisers when they resist oppression with all they have#if the wajin/shamo/japanese didn't have guns they'd have been crushed and for that i have resent my own ancestors
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