#i never want to touch this game again
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currently at tier 56/80 for the overwatch battlepass (4 days left) and im not convinced ill finish it tbh
#i was trying to do 4 tiers per day from when i started as that would have been enough to finish it by the end of the season#but then i skipped like two days and that made it so much worse lol#4 was such a nice number too because after i get through like 4 tiers worth of games WITH hella bonus xp from challenges im like.#i never want to touch this game again#even if the games are good and the people are nice#anyways the math currently maths out to me having to do 6 tiers a day which is insane#for getting like MAX 2k xp per game thats 30 games a day#subtract a small amount for daily challenges but its still not looking great#i play like 8 games if that and im like well that was cool. bye forever#i think my plan is to grind the fuck out of the weekly challenges when they reset#cuz they reset right before the battlepass ends#if i just do nothing else besides play this game for the like day or two that the challenges are out i can get some extra xp#simon says
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finished veilguard. i enjoyed it but it was also real bad. the highs were really high the lows extremely low. the only people they really made this game for was solavellans and it should've stayed as an ao3 fic
#sigh. anyway#to the fix its i go#honestly i think i wouldnt have had as much of a problem as i did if i was obsessed with some other faction that wasnt the crows#but they absolutely butchered them#lukas kristjanson.... why do u poison everything u touch.....#still LOVED lucanis and teia and viago tho and their potential will forever keep me up at night#+ i got lucky because i went into veilguard wanting to make a really purple rook so their characterization was real good to me#i will give the game a couple more runs probably#esp because. davrin's romance. duh.#AND i need to play as elio's twin to see what emmrich's romance is like#++ that ''secret ending''........................... what is it. it intrigues me#has anyone actually seen it?? the gaming guides i saw for getting it refuse to speak of it and i think it might be the achievement on steam#0% of players have gotten#sigh. whatever. im gonna go read eight little talons and the wigmakers job. maybe even replay origins to remember exactly what zevran#says abt the crows so i can make up my own thing from that#AND i will def be replaying inquisition. i better never hear anybody disrespect my girl like that ever again after this
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if nintendo announces splatoween i will finally finish grinding to get the shiver tableturf card sleeves (i'm only halfway there rn)
#i have not played tableturf for any substantial amount in a LONG time. i played for like 2 weeks straight every waking hour when#i first got the game cuz i wanted the card shark emote but then i almost never touched it again. i played a lil more after the dlc cuz of#spyke mostly but also the other new opponents but i havent rlly again since then#so i only have 15 level 3 wins against shiver when ill need 30.... im only rank 35 rn which shows u how little ive played after i hit 30 lo#mod shiver#mod speaks
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trick or treat!!!!👻👻
come trick or treating!!
lmao. uh! not probably what anyone was asking for or expecting from me but... have some lestappen? ig? wrote this for the fic who shall not be named and it ended up not fitting but it might be something somewhere later if i'm ever brave enough to write not-landoscar ever again...
Sometimes, Charles wonders whether it might not be easier on his relationship with Max if they never discussed their jobs at all. He’s not dense, he knows it’s not actually a possibility. It might be easier, though, Charles thinks sometimes, if it was. See, he’s had time to settle into the rhythm of Max, P1 and himself somewhere lower, but the sting of losing never really goes away. And it’s not that he wants it to. He’s never craved complacency, and Max would kill him for it anyway if he did, but the scales haven’t been balanced between them for a long, long time. Charles loves Max. He loves racing Max, he loves kissing the champagne off his mouth afterwards, and he even loves the bitter heat that every trophy in their living that doesn’t belong to him keeps burning in his gut. It’s not Max he resents, and Charles isn’t even religious, but there’s only so long he can spend as the anointed son of the Tifosi before he looks a little sideways at the universe when he hits each new spot of bad luck. It’s just like that. Max complains about things that Charles prays for on Saturday nights, and they love each other besides.
#answered#ask game#trick or treat#haven't touched anything all weekend other than a secret indulgent personal project that will never be published#so wip stuff is a bit tough rn#deleted lines instead !! honestly better than any lestappen i've ever actually published i think ?#sorry if you wanted landoscar!! feel free to ask again!!#also this passage aged poorly it was written before summer break though i think#lestappen
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i need to finish persona 5 but it also is maybe just a good watermark for my personal tastes in video games that I found that game so fucking boring in both the day to day stuff and the actual combat I put it down to play raidou 1 instead
#of all games. i like this game but i mean if you want to talk about gameplay getting stale. ....#I TRIED SO HARD I PLAYED LIKE 60 HOURS OF IT technically i stopped right at the start#of the arc everyone says is bad but i can't even blame that bc i mean i literally saved and quit my game the day that#sae is like WHY DID YOU KILL THIS GUY>:( and never touched it again lol . i dunno. i simply .. didn't gaf#but like why does nobody talk about this. why does nobody mention that p5 is an incredibly boring game. surely this should have come up
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Whomst in real life is going to romance me like a BioWare character would? 🥺
#that’s what I really crave like holy shit#even if I never touch DA: O again I will always think about Alistair and how sweet and soft the romance between him and my Warden was#I want something that feels that special and makes me that giddy#romance#okay to reblog#bioware#BioWare games#dragon age#dragon age: origins#alistair theirin#dragon age alistair#mass effect#liara t'soni#Liara#mass effect liara
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wip thing...
of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)
they mean the world to me
#bg3 spoilers#?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say.....#it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me.#i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee#i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable.#bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen#makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there.#dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it#augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH????#my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way.#Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3#I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE#AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY#grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear#truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol#if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life#being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer.#Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this?#For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online#someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this.#why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness?#What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...?#hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!!#i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful.#but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting.#I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself#I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing.#I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come.#Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......
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oh! oh </3 oh!! okay!
#he KNEW that apologizing in the nest was futile but when he thought riko was back he STILL APOLOGIZED#HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHO WAS TOUCHING HIM BUT HE WAS ALREADY APOLOGIZING#his genuine confusion makes me SO SAD#he’s been through so much but he's still like. so...innocent#his “normal” is so fucked up. he can’t even fathom how wrong the things that happened to him were#he knows firsthand that apologizing does nothing to break his fall and he's like... “is this a trick?”#like “what do you mean you’re not going to beat the shit out of me after i accidentally hit laila in a triggered state?”#“what do you mean there are ways to solve problems without violence?”#and him saying “i can't promise it won’t happen again” (lashing out when triggered)#as in: when it happens again i am expecting to be punished#as in: i will apologize if that's what you want. if that means you won't hit me. if it pleases you.#as in: but when it happens again-do what you must. i will deserve it.#he’s been hurt so often so badly that protecting himself is second nature#he has never been around safe people#his first instinct is fight or flight#his body is protecting him before his brain can catch up#and he obviously does not want to hurt them#but its so fucking HEARTBREAKING because he KNOWS he won't be able to control it when fight or flight kicks in#and if they are going to be around him it is inevitable he will resort to violence. it is all he knows.#but he still cares enough to prepare them for that reality#like. “i can't promise i won't hurt you again” and “i don't mean to” and “punish me as you see fit”#he's giving them permission to HURT HIM for protecting himself#tsc spoilers#tsc#the sunshine court#all for the game#aftg#jean moreau#the foxhole court#tfc
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So I decided to restart my animal crossing new leaf for the 3ds file completely but I didn't know that Tom Nook would OFFER TO BUY the entire town and let you carry over the money to the new town and it's hysterical because the mayor basically peaces out, cashes in on 30 million bells, changes entire identity, and accidentally becomes the mayor in a new town. There's a fanfic there but I'm too lazy to write it.
#rose and rambles#HELLO????#i did not know that tom would offer to buy AND I DID NOT EXPECT MY TOWN TO BE WORTH 30 MILLION BELLS NOT INCLUDING MY CATALOGUE AND#THE INTEREST I'LL GET FROM GETTING THE BELLS IN INCREMENTS#MAKING THE FINAL TOTAL CLOSE TO 39 MILLION#WOWZER#okay also i did think long and hard about this#like i never have restarted that town#but it was overrun with flowers and i wasn't close to any of the villagers but wolf link#and i can get him again#i needed a blank slate#i do this with farming sims all the time#i restart so often because once i get into late game i have no gumption and animal crossing *is* different#but i really needed that fresh start and it felt better to restart new leaf than horizons#but the funny thing is#i now want to restart new horizons more than ever#i just haven't really touched it since 2020#i never did the pumpkin growing thing im so behind#and every time i think about going back to it i just feel dead#but restarting new leaf has been so fun and refreshing#and its only end of day two BUT i have so much bells to burn on projects#so i can get the foundations of things like bridges and stuff right away and continue through my house loans more organically#idk i feel good#and i might prefer restarting horizons in the future with knowledge of things and#with all the updates already figured out#feels good#also my starter villagers in this new town are#fauna peanut eloise sparro and rooney and im so heckin thrilled#best line up ive ever had in the beginning
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Did anyone else have “Elon Musk Gets Twitter Ratio’d by Dave Jones aka Halsin” on their bingo card
#noelle posts#baldur’s gate iii#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#halsin#bg3 halsin#we are in a fever dream#also for a split second seeing Elon endorsing bg3 made me not want to touch the game ever again#yall know that phenomenon#when someone you despise is like “hey I like xyz too!#and it makes you want to yeet xyz into the sun and never interact with it again#lmao yeah
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alright i finished silent hill the short message it was peak and doesn't deserve any of the hate it gets but i made the horrible mistake of watching it late at night so now i can't stop crying thinking about my own childhood LMAO
#al post#i was really touched by this game like maybe even on the same level as sh2#it's too fucking real like uncomfortably real#especially with the whole social media/depression/toxic friendships stuff#but when it got to anita's relationship with her mother it was just way too real#anita maya and amelie were so interesting too i ❤️ toxic yuri#the live action scenes with maya were very reminiscent of the dreamy/stilted feeling of the fmvs in sh1#sakura head was awesome too i love her design even if the last chase with her was a little annoying#anita is a great and relatable protag she might be up there with james and cheryl for me honestly#just a beautiful and touching game but it's so raw. i never want to experience it again 10/10
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ok today's bug discovery: the fade-touched nevarrite ability that makes the target explode on death says it does 75% weapon damage, but im pretty sure it actually does 200%
#da#dai#i see the mistake they made. the property used for the amount of damage is property 2 and that's set to 0.75#but when it's called later it doesnt call the property it just calls the number 2. so instead of 75% it's 200%#not something im bothered checking in-game but once again ive just accidentally stumbled into a probable bug#tbf the whole point of what im doing rn (going through these specific files) is to make sure they do exactly what they say#or more so to understand the mechanics but that just ends up being 'make sure they do what they say'#so i kinda AM looking for bugs. but im still surprised when i find them. esp when they're completely undocumented#that said. if any bugs are gonna be undocumented they're gonna be random side mechanics that you use so rarely that you'll never notice the#like who's going around checking that fade-touched nevarrite does 75% weapon damage when you kill something? certainly not i#if anyone WANTS to test it they're welcome to but im content to just be pretty sure i understand what im reading#personal
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i love when games have the accesibility option of skipping certain difficult mechanics. easy modes, stress-free story modes, eliminating real-time needs or letting you focus on story rather than strategy, i think it's fantastic that the developers care enough to offer those options to people who might not be that good at that part of the game but still want to enjoy the experience.
mind you, i will never use them and you cannot make me use them, no matter how much i cry and complain about the game being too stressful or hard. but, yknow, glad to know they exist.
#that one game that let you get rid of the hunger-sleep-real time need mechanics so you could focus on the fun stuff#and even as a real time needs hater i would NOT use that (i never played again sorRY)#but yeah love that. will never touch it sorry too much ego i guess fkfjfjfk.#suzerain grabbing my hand gently: you can just skip the war mechanic yknow.#you can let the computer deal with it while you read and do your usual thing do you want that?#me crying throwing up but not letting go of my toy tanks: NO#according to jules
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having such a great time playing isat. i love timeloops this isn't frustrating at all not being able to make any progress this is so fun and enjoyable
You're just like siffrin <3
#sky answers#fr though isat sure is A Game ! I hyperfixated on it for 30 hours in one deranged like. 4 day straight gaming sesh and never-#-wanted to touch it again#i opened it for that screenshot edit and like recoiled /SILLY#One of my favorite games of all time. It must be experienced. It sucls to play a little bit
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ngl I actually wanted to do obx fanart but after getting s4 part 2 slammed in my face last week i've just felt so discouraged to do so
#outer banks my current number 1 enemy#i had so many silly whimsy fun drawing ideas but you know what? nah#what if i redraw the fallen angel painting (again)#and that's it#and honestly I have SO MANY thoughts and opinions but I simply don't want to get deeper into it#it's just whack#not touching it until IM OVER IT#until i can put obx in that media folder in my head with all the other shows where my favorite died - shows i still love despite it all#gonna GO BACK and play my game and watch OTHER shows instead#and pretend me watching obx and REALLY enjoying it never happened
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Guess who started watchin Dungeon Meshi today :3
I LOVE IT!!!!!
#Grim rambles#AJDDMDMD I LOVE IT IT'S SUCH A FUN ANIME!!!#I haven't watched a good anime in ageeesss man I'm usually too scared to touch em because of the dreaded fanservice or worse#Also I love the art style of it so much#AND THE ANIMATION??? SO GOOD#I think I binged eight episodes in a row help#Also ofc I'm a sucker for anything fantasy but again fear of seein things I really don't want to y'know??#the fact they cook and eat monsters reminds me of one of my fave games ever (Miitopia) which is such a wild comparison but if yk yk#like it scratches an itch in my brain that I never thought needed scratching#EHEHEE I can't wait to get back to watching it!!!
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