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outer-edges · 2 years ago

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it's insane how one terrible forty five second interaction can ruin the next entire day. anyway. i guess time to consume maximum amount of fluff and scroll through tumblr ad nauseam to try and take my mind of things.

#mattie gets personal #fucked up real bad last night #wasn't paying attention while walking #ended up walking by a bunch of harassers and for the entire time it took to walk by they were just being terrible #and now my anxiety is off the fucking charts #un fucking real #and i actually feel so bad because my friend followed me thru it #and the only reason we were going that way was because she was letting me lead #but i was just running on autopilot and NOT paying attention to our surroundings #and i should not have been responsible for that #by the time i realized what was happening like turning around would've been the same distance as just powering thru so i tanked it #but still #fucking terrible #i apologized to her so many times but i just feel like such an idiot #i'm just like #i never usually have to deal with that #because i'm typically paranoid as fuck and also look like teenage boy usually #but yesterday i was NOT paying attention to anything and also was in a very revealing outfit because it was a music festival #some dude followed me earlier in the day too #he only stopped when a guy friend i was with shouted at him to leave me alone #cuz obviously me telling him to fucking leave me alone didn't work #anyway. this is one of the reasons i dress like a teenage boy #not just the gender thing #this is the worst i abused the tags but no one reads these and i need to like put this into the world but not have it be consumed ukw i mea #cuz it's so normal i just like haven't had to deal with it before

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numberonetacostan · 21 days ago

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Obliviously fruity vs excellent gaydar (inspired by @justin-chapmanswers's last stream lol)

#inanimate insanity #ii taco #taco ii #oj ii #ii oj #payjay #implied payjay #ii mic #mic ii #loomy's memes #loomy's art #i think salt turned him off of romance so hard that he just didnt really think abt his sexuality #then he woke up next to paper one day and was like “oh shit”#and then went on about his usual business #everyone thought he was gay but in the closet so they never said anything #but he was actually just oblivious to it until he wasnt #his coming out was literally just “salt im GAY leave me ALONE”#he didnt make a big deal out of it and everyone else knew so they all just moved on #other than salt but yk #and taco can sniff out a fellow queer from 2763 miles away #she wins many bets thanks to this #mostly bets with nickel #hopefully this isnt too crunchy #trying to embrace the suck so i can have fun #embrace the suck!!!!!! i can do it!!!#*explodes*

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vaguely-concerned · 5 months ago

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the relationship between the chantry and the mortalitasi in nevarra is SO fucking funny. the carefully politic and civil syncretism of it all. the ‘I’ll refrain from scratching your back to bloody shreds if you refrain from scratching mine :)’. left hand politely averting its eyes from whatever the fuck the right hand is doing merrily up to its elbow in entrails because it usually knows what it’s doing I guess. speak softly, and have an army of the restless dead ready to go banapants horrorshow bonkers if you don’t get to tend to them. We Receive: being able to keep doing our goth thing mostly unimpeded. You receive: us not raising the great majority to protest your unwelcome meddling. render unto the chantry what is the chantry's and unto the watchers what is theirs (or, with all possible courtesy you understand, else…)

#dragon age #nevarra #mortalitasi #a watcher's work is never done #The maker may take the souls but someone still has to care for the graves #the necropolis is such a trump card for the nevarran mages when you think about it -- try to annul the mortalitasi?#soon you'll have some VERY unpleasant things starting to come up from underground and no one who knows how to deal with it #that place has grown and been built upon itself for like a thousand years at this point hope you're good with surprises with no guide #it's not grey wardens in a blight levels of immunity granted but it's up there. thedas realpolitik hits different idk what to tell you #the idea that the ‘higher dead’ are the original souls lingering after death must be getting spicily close to heresy right #even more so than the mortalitasi usually get I mean #Poor Cassandra. Imagine being born a jock among goth nerds no wonder the religion got to her #if her parents had lived she could have been a hotheated dashing noble getting in righteous duels but instead. her uncle. alas.#I jest but I really am so interested in seeing more of nevarra to understand even more of where she's coming from originally #I'm visiting my wife's folks for the first time I'm really excited :) (I do think my adaar would find it fascinating actually so. sry cass)

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autisticaradiamegido · 7 months ago

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day 192

a break from artfight for some good news! i have finally scheduled a surgical consult to have my enemy (read: uterus) removed. this is a bit of a scarier prospect than my breast reduction was, but i think it will be an equally impactful quality of life improvement when all is said and done!!

anyway those of yall who have been here since the beginning may remember me posting through that whole process so i figure why stop now.

#day 192 #year 5 #it me #cw gore #cw blood #cw... anthropomorphic uterus?????#hysterectomy #anyway much like the tit surgery this is both gender affirming and ALSO fixing a health problem that has been gnawing at me for years #never been confirmed but we suspect i have pcos and the usual medication regimen for that hasnt been managing things very well #SO suffice it to say my periods are logistically and mentally extremely fucking difficult to manage #always have been but since my thyroid problems began about a decade ago they've become horrible AND unpredictable #frankly im fuckin sick of it and going on T for the 6 months i did gave me SUCH a nice break from it all #that as things have started back up it has been made EXTREMELY clear what a huge burden i have been dealing with this whole time #basically i dont want to go back on T right now im happy where im at. BUT. the thought of having to have periods like this #for like 20-30 more years is rapidly becoming un fucking bearable #SO. we yoink that thang asunder

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maythedreadwolftakeyou · 4 months ago

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deep in the mines of solavellan playlists on spotify trying to pick a few songs to steal and wow do i not belong here. i’m sorry but a breathy woman crooning over 3 notes at 15bpm is simply not gonna do it for me

#i need lyrical cohesion but ALSO a real melody and instruments please please please. just let me have a reasonable bpm #who ARE all these all-caps artists on spotify i’ve never heard of before but who all seem identical #im beginning to suspect it is some sort of scam or industry plant deal #anyway sorry i am usually a lover not a hater but boy. i know i have diff music tastes than most of fandom #but the gap is so much wider than i thought #ramblings #no offense to anyone who likes that sort of music but i sure don’t #at least we can all agree on Howl. thank u florence for everything you do for this fandom #solavellan playlist

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whatisforlunch · 5 months ago

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blinks another jack drawing while i suffer in roblox free draw

#borderlands #handsome jack #my art #me cross-posting as usual but never linking back #i need to draw him more so i can draw his hair easier cuz i hate this fuckers hair sm #also hi incorrect markings i do not have the patience to deal with roblox to fix it

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candycatstuffs · 1 year ago

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Doof 101 was THE superior post pnf timeline and had the most potential for continuation actually

#and thats how i know theyll never bring it up again baybeeeeee #</3 #the kids in school pulling their usual nonsense???#doof as a high school science teacher????#vanessa candace stacy and jeremy all in high school together???#perry having to come there lik every day to deal with whatever insane thing happened?????#stacy distracting candace for him????????#the insane thing happening at the high school resulting in the clean up of whatever the kids did at their school?????#also norm should b a student in the high school too i think #it all literally writes itself we couldve had it all #phineas and ferb #candys pnf posting #anyway sorry to b insane i havent even gotten to this episode yet

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evie-doesnt-write · 2 months ago

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It is SO funny to me when people try to justify their top-or-bottom preferences in canon like girl I promise you can just read whatever makes your dick hard<33

#like one thing to talk about why you prefer that and canon examples in good fun #and another to be like… idk how to explain it but ykw i mean #in the same vein as trying to overcompensate in order to not fall in ‘harmful troupes’#also in the same vein as the everyone switches arguement (not me i’m a sadistic top)#*argument #girl there’s no such thing as reading/writing switch for moral reasons #personally i do usually read fics where my fave bottoms (there are some characters who are exceptions and i’m never opposed to seeing them #top. like very few characters i see as strictly bottoms)#because i personally want to fuck them #and that there’s comparatively less works where the top is written in a way where they feel interesting and sexy #i also don’t care if the character would have a particular kink #so long as it is sexy to me #also preferences change when dealing with specific ships but at that point i am out of the picture. putting the fujo cuck chair away #and instead taking a notepad and a pen to take notes like they’re insects in a jar to study #like when dealing with like otps where i fuck with both characters. i have no preference.

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lesbianredhoodedmercenary · 2 years ago

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so about the new ishmael ego

I like her. I could say more but that would be another post. Look at the background. This part specifically.

There's a private beach roped off here. It looks pristine compared to the polluted waters Ishmael's boat is in. Hell, the water is green over here.

Makes me wonder if sections of the lake are roped off for nest-dwellers only. And these beaches are kept clean, meanwhile on the other side of the ropes, the beach seems to be an industrial waste dumping ground.

#limbus company #i live near the great lakes so in the summer we'd go to lake michigan a lot and. the people who own private beaches do rope them off.#and would also dump their trash on the public beach #and even when they put trash cans on the beach the people who had private beaches would dump so much that they'd usually be overflowing #IF YOU'RE RICH ENOUGH TO OWN A PRIVATE BEACH USE YOUR OWN TRASH CAN #especially if you're going to yell at any children who go a foot past your fucking “private property no trespassing” sign #i harbor a great deal of spite for people who own beach houses or lake houses #like yeah i bet you have a second house that you never shut up about. i get it you have money.#... i think these random unrelated rambles in the tags are just a feature of my original posts now

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orionsangel86 · 2 years ago

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Good morning to Neil Gaiman, who just gave me a small panic attack for liking my meta post where I proclaim Hob Gadling is a queer romantic and that the show should lean into his relationship with Jim as a trans man and imply that he comes across so lovely in the show because Dream has a crush... 👀

#the sandman #hob gadling #i always assume he'll never find my stuff #so when he does its like aaahhhh!#i am usually very against creators seeing my meta #but thats cos ive spent 7 years in spn fandom #having to deal with creators taking the piss and treating fans like shit #being in gaimanverse fandom is a refreshing change #even if the thought of neil reading my meta is terrifying!

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fisheito · 6 months ago

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hiya l'il-- medium?...large?? Assorted Sizes-Guy

oh thanks! i could always use more spices-

. what am i supposed to do with this.

#surrounded by henchmen (smaller Me's) i peer reproachfully into my inbox #2: ...get him pregnant?#*slaps 2 upside the head* you absolute GOON he's ALREADY pregnant we can't get him DOUBLE pregnant #2: well... why not? if creatures can have two uteri then i don't see why--#Me: *drags my hand down my face* yes i know but. just. dont #3: Picture this. your snake wife is so full and round (because who knows how many snakelets are in there)#3: one day he has to stop working much earlier than usual. u kno. cuz of the MASS. and he starts getting insecure about his body changes #3: so he touches his tummy . looks up at you with those big eyes and murmurs 'am i... unsightly like this?'#3: and u whisper reassurances to him while kissing his face #3: then u promptly rail him on the nearest comfortable surface to erase any doubt of him being unattractive #Me: ..............WHAT THE FUFK?#3: *shrugs aggressively while maintaining eye contact*#Me: NO. pregnancy isn't even our kink. why are we-#3: not YOUR kink maybe #Me: *incredulous stare* how the-- you know what . Go to the timeout zone. i'm not dealing with this today #4: the ask says 'snakumo' though. Wouldn't he be in snake form then...?#3: so? THIS CHANGES NOTHING.#Me: GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#3: *rolls eyes and mutters while walking away*#5: who's greg?#4: dude you can't be serious. if WE know the meme then YOU know the meme #5: i'm serious. i haven't been online in 16 years #4: look. when you wonder if sex will hurt baby top of head-#Me: WHY ARE WE DISCUSSING THIS?#2: because we are currently engaged in a circle of ppl squicked by pregnancy... who must make pregnancy jokes #4: it's all about the joke potential ya see. gigglemaxxing #Me: *massaging my temples* i'm not ready to be a father. i never will be.#6: KNOCK HIM UP AND EAT HIS EGGS SO U CAN KNOCK HIM UP AGAIN. NO ONE SAID YOU HAVE TO BE A FATHER !#3: (muffled from a distance) HELL YEAH BROTHER #Me: SHUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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odysseys-blood · 5 days ago

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its probably just a design choice to make them look more similar but i wonder if there is smthn more to why no.1's horn is cut just like mammon's bc i doubt they would have traded them but its the same horn on the same side thats gone so is it just a coincidence or...?

also im sure they will but i hope he and kesi come back sometime soon if not in ch8 theyre fun...idk why but i think i like no.1 just a bit more that mammon he's v cute to me

#whb spoilers #whb #i hate having no clue whether to chalk smthn up as 'things done bc it looks cool' vs 'things that will be relevant and will be on the exam'#bc i rly hope it to be the latter tho usually its the former #alao i should have expanded on the trading thing but i figured if there were a reason why both did it like that #it could be for an agreement type trade. bc kesi and no1 are obv working for mammon #but how i have no clue and mammon did originally have a deal w/ kesi but not exactly w/ 1 #and yknow often both parties to an agreement trade smthn to accept the terms of non-written ones #so idk just a thought but not one im banking on #though theres still no explanation for why mammon cut his besides he did trade it for smthn he wanted #so theres that #also they never keep up w/ lore but potentially that would mean its also a recent agreement since their horns grow in 10 year intervals

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carefulfears · 2 years ago

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mulder not owning a bed is such a minor character detail that’s encompassing of practically the entirety of who he is, which is so crazy honestly

#chris carter’s faustian deal etc etc #he does not ever stop he does not ever rest he does not ever sleep #he does not allow himself a moment’s comfort or affection or softness #and the thing is that you don’t even know he doesn’t have a bed at first #you just kind of notice that you never see him sleep #unless it’s on the couch in his clothes with the tv on #but then they kind of poke fun at it #like van blundt’s ‘where do i SLEEP?’ in his apartment #and the first ever peek into his bedroom in s6 #that he does have one #it’s just stacked floor to ceiling with boxes #and it's so strange and unusual that it stands out in a way that makes you HAVE to clock these things about him #that he usually can try to hide in a well placed joke or reassuring smile #behind a shut door when there are lamps and blankets and framed artwork in the main room #he’s so outwardly kind and gentle that you don’t see it at first #the extent of how self-punishing and driven mad with guilt he is #until the show opens a door and almost points and laughs

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sukusweetsb · 6 months ago

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I think.. this is so embarrassing but so funny. I'll just put it in the tags.

Post warning for me being a nonbinary afab person. Those who get it will get it.

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 1 month ago

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I agree that we educators need a place to vent about our jobs, online places as well… but I draw the line at recording yourself interacting with a student who is clearly disregulated. I don’t care if you can’t see the student and can only hear their voice; you are recording their voice during a vulnerable moment. That’s almost on-par with autism parents recording their autistic children having a meltdown. I don’t care how much of an asshole your student is; you don’t do that.

#educators of tumblr #Is that a tag #parapro #I never disliked a video so hard in my life #Like yeah I sometimes talk about my work on here; but that’s different #If it’s something bad at work I’m stressed over I’ll only vaguepost about it #I had a student who really really disliked me and I admit I disliked having to deal with them as well #but I did not post anything about them on the internet because I’m a decent human being who doesn’t talk shit about children #and I most certainly did not record them #And even when I say something about a student I keep their pronouns vague and the story is usually fun or interesting #with a focus on strategies I used to help them deal with a difficult situation so others can use them #or just because the story was cute #or to talk shit about other educators— I have no integrity in that regard other than integrity to the children #And I will gladly call someone with much more seniority than myself out in front of the kids and other teachers if need be #Done it before; can and will do it again #Everyone likes me so I can get away with being extra blunt in such cases with minimal consequences

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eclaire-went-bam · 10 months ago

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something really funny to me about my mom really thinking i wanted to become a therapist because i'm taking psychology & have like 2-3 psych books

i would genuinely be The Worst therapist i simply wouldn't be able to care about any of my patients . i would believe i am better than my patients . it would be a circus .

#cluster b #npd #bpd #i just have a special interest in psychiatry. sociology mostly. i'm Only in this class for the sociology #even then i disagree with a lot of things in psychiatry #have been dealing with mental health systems since i was 9 and all it has done is make me absolutely despise it all #i get the feeling she thinks i'm a “i'm so inspired by the treatment i've recieved that i'm gonna pursue this career path!!” on the contrary #i feel like if i became a therapist it'd be a moral failing on my end because of how much i've hated this system #if i became a therapist i would hate every minute of it for numerous different reasons #it's saying a lot to say ive never once considered becoming a therapist when i consider everything else from animation to archaeology #also when i say i have “low empathy” i don't mean “oh i can feel empathy in multiple situations it's just a very minor amount” i mean #that it's rare for me to have empathy. i cannot even reliably experience empathy with my ep or fp and when i do it's usually very minor #i'd be better suited as a brain surgeon before being in charge of somebody's mental health 💀💀💀

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