#i need to work on horror more tbh
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Working on my own tadc horror au... with a side of experimentation stuff cuz i can never truely escape that trope
I need to come up with an actual name for this au
Feedback and/or ideas much appreciated :]
#tw bugs#my art#the concept is caines an evil guy who likes experimenting on players who enter the digital circus#something like that#poor ragatha got bug-ed#honestly shes not that creepy?? but maybe thats cuz i like bugs#i need to work on horror more tbh#i still rlly like how she came out tho#pomnis just entered and caine has yet to find her ig#rags tryna keep her from a similar fate for as long as she can i suppose#jax is next#dont got many ideas yet but ill roll with what i DO have in mind#tadc#the amazing digital circus pomni#the amazing digital circus art#the amazing digital circus ragatha#ragatha tadc#ragatha#pomni#pomni tadc#tadc horror au#tadc fanart#tadc au#for you
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where did your colour go?
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#bbh is so SAD#cant wait for his depression#god i love colours#every time im like 'yeah no ill definitely work on my lineart next'#'yeah i need to get a handle on values'#and then i go do more colour bullshit#and im living my best life tbh#not much to say about this one either except for Ow @ every stream he's done lately gucking. ow.#im having SO much fun#scheduled post#<- lets see what horrors are waiting for me by the time this posts lmao#shape sketches#shape draws
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What's your field of study? Are you in academia or industry?
academia, babey!
I'm an evolutionary ecology microbiologist, currently writing a PhD in parasite population genetics! it's neat!
#the Horrors (academia)#tbh ive worked in industry and. it is Not ethical science. the money is nice but NONE of your work is your own.#industry exploits your valuable knowledge for the sole purpose of capitalism. dont go into industry. Starve! them! out!#your knowledge and expertise is worth So Much More than that.#<- i have Opinions about industry. sorry. ignore if u disagree. each according to their needs etc etc
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"You wonder how much of your body could really be considered ‘you’ anymore. [...] Maybe the dawning panic in your brain is the only thing that is you, because the rest of your body aches and shifts uncomfortably within its stunted frame when your brain wants to recede back into it."
#body horror#monster oc#original character#oc art#recall draws#my ocs#laid out in lavender#oren kawaguchi#primrose path might need its own tag eventually tbh#anyway yeah i felt like doing some rlly rlly weird body horror art w oren bc we all need a reminder he isnt actually an axolotl#hes something much much worse#the quote is an excerpt from the illustrated novel im currently working on. yknow. primrose path#hence why it may need its own tag eventually#and loil will get an extended universe tag#bc i AM writing this its just rlly slow going and im unsure how far itll go atm?#but anyway this art!!! took forever and was a pain to do all the little details but glad i did bc i love it#i need to do more weird gross art
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What is your favorite kind of thorki fanfic? Everyone knows that you read them
okay okay so imagine all the terrible popular fanon tropes that get attributed to Loki. Now hand them over to Thor and do them well—!
#blanket statement answer is gonna be bottom Thor#intersex Thor is just so special to me btw#also I think people need to put him through the horrors more#there’s a distinct lack of Thor noncon#can’t people marry him off to some cruel OMC ruler for peace treaty reasons for a while#warprize Thor is better than vice versa on principle#give him gold jewellery seriously what is all of Asgard’s gold even FOR if not for that#I think most of the Loki fanon tropes work better for canon Thor if done right tbh#so just switch it up >:)#also yknow inexperienced Thor just hits different fr fr#same way an overtly salacious Thor does#people just ignore he has daddy and mommy issues too and that he’s less well adjusted than Loki despite having friends#Loki at least has his moral compass and a line to draw at the start of Thor 1#Thor just has nothing he just does whatever is expected#thorki#Thor/Loki
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People complaining about practical effects that look unrealistic in shows and movies are on such a different wavelength to me we might as well be different species. It's neither a show or a movie, but I was watching Vita Carnis the other week, and there were so many comments on the "mimic defense instructional tape" about how they shouldn't have shown the mimic costume for too long because it looked wonky and flawed so it wasn't very scary, and I genuinely felt like I watched a different video from everyone else. Did it look wonky and unrealistic? Yes, but I fail to see how that took away from the video. If anything it made me like it even more
#it made it a bit creepier imo especially when you consider that mimics are just that. mimics. something trying and failing to look human is#a gret concept in horror and the costume looking wonky helped me believe it more tbh#i just don't understand how practical effects looking unrealistic take away from the experience for other people. like i watched the bela#lugosi dracula and all the practical effects made it so much better for me. or for example since y'all know i have saw brainrot. saw is a#franchise that has always heavily relied on practical effects and it's part of what elevates it for me. in fact whenever they do cgi they#tend to look much worse. this isn't me saying you should never use cgi btw i think it can definitely be good and work well like in jurassic#park or something. but i don't understand this need people have to only use practical effects if they look realistic i just don't#cat rambles
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I’m incredibly rusty drawing guts but this was more a copic test on my new sketchbook than anything. Song gave me a couple ideas but I went with classic intestines. Don’t really draw edgy art anymore but I miss it and want to get better at gore stuff tbh.
#dragonscratchart#vent#vent art#gore#tw self h4rm#scars#cw guts#cw body horror#cw gore#pretty therapeutic tbh and I FINALLY found my working gelly roll pen#I need to practice inside anatomy more#eventually want to get back into making more Candy/fruit gore stuff#please ignore the hands tho i was working without reference lol#sushi soucy#Spotify
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look maybe this is cringe or something but god what i wouldn't give to be a professor who teaches film, literature, and a few courses on the intersection of digital culture around media through a sociological and creative lens
#is fandom studies cringe? maybe so but also with the rise of fandom culture becoming less insular and more mainstream#we need to treat it as a mainstream topic and that includes not only examining the history there#but discussing the inherently messy elements of it#let me write a goddam thesis on migratory slash fandom or what it means to be transformative when it comes to work#fandom is a blessing and it is a curse and i want to teach it#and then ill teach a course on like. fucking horror movies or some shit#queer horror literature and film and the modern era#tbh id also teach a bitching course on the mystery box show - let me teach a course on lost's legacy on modern television or something#just let me get to stand in front of a room and academically analyze shit and read papers and engage with people#yeah ill write my silly little novels on the side but also....
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...did the teaser just give me the renewed energy to tackle the hanahaki one shot idea for the flowers prompt on my Izzy bingo card
I think so
#text post#before you ask izzy and who: idk for sure yet wksndmfng#i have ideas for izzy/stede or izzy/roach thus far for this one but can't decide which is gonna work better#leaning izzy/roach tho bc just. i can't say more or i spoiler the fic idea completely but it is Delicious and Horrific bc to me#hanahaki will always be a horror trope first and a trope abt love in any way second#now i need my joints muscles and stomach to agree to let me work...or i just need to pop an edible early tbh#bc right now even ✨holding my phone✨ hurts wildly!#but I'm stubborn and i need to write abt pirates kissing and stuff. it's for my health!!!
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can i access the tunglr on work wifi but not discord. insane
#toy txt post#apologies in advance. nonzero chance this means i liveblog The Horrors. of slogging thru work#and or also liveblog. my own going insane over tryimg to remake character playlists now that the characters have evolved enough#that i look at their og playlists like.......what was i thinking#mostly. mostly Bytte#its just#hard to find things that match Bytte or Headloose or both of them and their. fucked up little dynamic both tonally and lyrically?#like in theory i Want to put Shakiras She Wolf on Bytte's playlist. its so iconic and In Theory. it could match. i could force it#in practice........god i dont even know how to expkain how it does not fit Bytte like....tonally and probably not even lyrically#i love bridge city sinners sound and a lot of their lyrics and would love to put them on both playlists but like lyrically and subject wise#theres just.....not much that fits?#i might be willing to try to explain Why It Doesnt Fit if i had more time ? and wasnt just typing in between printing labels..idk#and defining what doesnt work and why might in turn help me find more stuff that Does#i think i need to listen to a little more uhhhhhh. megan thee stallion? is that how u spell her name? for bytte. unsure. its so tricky#like half the shit on her playlist like only a couple lines in the song Really vibe w me idk#i actually just. remade her playlist completely the other day and im less mad at it now but it still could use a lot of improvement#theres not a good like.....flow between the songs? ig?#need to. figure out headloose now also.i think in fairness when i made Bytte's playlist i still hadnt really developed her as a character#much at all yet? idk#im not As Mad at either of Headloose's playlists theres just a bunch i need to add and reorganize and prolly need to trim? and tbh i prolly#need to just honestly make multiple separate playlists for all of them like i did for Suki....#that will be similar and have plenty of overlap but have different nuances for the different eras of their lives#like. idk maybe Bytte needs to just have a Separate playlist for how her approach to and relationship w her sexuality evolves between#how she is as a human and. warlord. and then ig after she is w headloose which#is after she decides to become a demon but before shes fully transformed cos shes not dead yet so the evolution there is still#more subtle until she turns fully. and headloose gets 1) better at controlling the shapeshifting and healing factors and#2) Headloose getting more fucked up kinks. i guess. or learning more of his own fucked up kinks. or whatever#and the influence that has on her as well AND ALSO her like. lowkey toxicity in any attempts at long term rships#due to being a woman in a weird position in a point in history where we probably didnt have a word for aromanticism#...im out of tags. how does this happen everytime
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i miss making horror games :(
#personal#would you guys kill me if i started making dumb little horror games#i already have one... but i need to work on it again tbh. fix everything that's wrong with it#i actually have more than one i have. four. i think. five if you count the group project game i made#summer plans... bones game dev era...#if i can still remember what all my old code does WEHGJDSGHJDFG
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i come up with ideas based on the most random things because wdym i just rambled on about fucking fingers and decided,,,, heh,,,,, yeah. this is a good idea. well i mean i do think it IS a good idea but also like in hindsight and out of context i do think its totally fucking stupid. angel92 ahh post 💀💀💀
anyways i was thinking about mtt and fingers and which ones they would lose as a result of being with eachother but then that also means that i'd have to give specific meanings to the fingers (ughhhh,,,,,) ok lets see. pointer finger would represent precision and clear vision because you literally use it to specifically gesture to things. middle finger is like ughh vulgarity and hatred because its the middle finger. the ring finger (heh! i already spoke about this one because of the myth that its connected to the heart and also holds wedding rings) represents love and the pinkie represent promise (PINKIE PROMISE!) and the thumb represents basic functioning and interpretations (because the thumb helps us literally hold things and also thumbs up and down shows your view on things)
i think if i just tack this idea onto the other post about ring fingers then it would be kinda unrealted + plus too long SO ITS GOING HERE. all the mtt are missing ring fingers because i said so. dust is missing an index finger because if the trio break up he's the only one that wouldnt have anywhere/one to go. also he'd struggle to smoke and i think that horror would always complain about him smoking so it'd be like horror's still kinda there warding him off from smoking even though he's not there anymore. horror would lose his middle finger because he'd probably be the most agressive against kist in mttpoly and now without them there he's kinda chilled out. but also the agression and spark isnt there and now he's stuck in plain old boring regular horrortale again which isnt all that fun,,,, even if dust an killer sucked fighting was a way to pass time. but horror would never admit that. and i think killer could lose a thumb (ill be fr im just running out of fingers to use here. next thing yk i'll start talking about TOES) and then he'd struggle to hold knives normally now. he literally can't hurt others the way he hurt horror and dust (but also that could also mean that killer just has to come up with more creative ways to main. or also his reduced actions could result in him causing less trouble and therefore having less threats. depends on if killer wants to be a bit more knife happy or just chil,,,,,, you KNOW i gotta go with the knife happy idea mtt NEVER get a break and if they do i immediately forget about it)
dude imagine them with all these missing fingers 💀💀💀 that shit would lookd SO weird
#triglycercule's on a BIT of a roll coming up with ideas#i dont particularly know why tbh i guess i've just gotten over this slump of not having ideas#i already have 3 other decent ISH ideas in my notes app i should probably figure thst out#and then of course i have my ever growing pile of drafts on here#i cleared some of them out so now i have 40~ but thats still a SHITTON of ideas ive yet to post#on the other post ive yet to post i got too fucking into the idea#like WDYM the mtt would all just COINCIDENTALLY lose their ring fingers#its a cool idea tho..... just seems a bit unfeasible to me but whatever everything is impossible snyways#i have summer homework due on tuesday ive yet to do i should REALLY probably do that#and a test im 90% sure im gonna BOMB on monday. its the EIGHTH DAY OF FUCKING SCHOOL AND A TEST#i havent even gotten used to doing HOMEWORK again and my bitchass math techer is giving us a TEST.... smh old people#anyways mtt have 2 hands all so they can beat eachother up#polyamory solves everything but the solution isn't all much healthier than if the trio just fucking stayed ALONE 😭😭😭😭#ugh i need them all to kill eachother SERIOUSLY and then they feel bad but also satisfied about it but also bad but also#what would that feeling be like as a word. what word would that be (asks killer because he doesnt know shit about emotions$#they are NOT doomed by the narrative but ALSO NOT soulmates in every universe (debatable in my head)#but instead they were never meant to be together and because they were never meant to be together they simply dont work#but just having that constant even if it hurts and you hate it and everything it stands for when you've had nothing that understands you#is just kinda like. damn. okay i might stay like this for a while#they are not doomed by the narrative they are doomed by each other#gawwwdddd i love mtt so much..... mttpoly..... they were mesnt to be#but didn't you just say they weren't??? ok MAYBE but its because theyre all such terrible fits thst they were meant to be#they all match eachother's freaks in a way that no other utmv character can. mtt gets mtt#the mtt have so many parallels i really should make a graph or something#they all have scary faces!!!! kinda. killer with the chara scary face#horror with his black drooly pissed face and i guess dust's shadowed out face could be scary#but i think that face would be scarier if there were realistic human eyes peeking out but wtvr#anyways all have scary face what else. theres so much more its not even funny they seriously are meant to be together#if always together in fandom art and writing and other depictions then why not poly??? why not TOGETHER together??? why mtt seperate???#tricule rant
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Like I know we all love making ADHD seem cool but like, don't forget it's actually a disability? My ADHD is bad enough I've nearly been evicted for forgetting to mail the rent check to the property manager, I've forgotten to pay the utility bills and had my water or power get turned off or had to pay fines bcs I missed a credit card payment. Once I was supposed to cat sit for a friend and I lost the house key she gave me but didn't realize until she was already out of town, and she had to call the apartment office to get someone to give me the spare so her cats would have food for the week. When I'm unmedicated I can't even get myself to shower half the time, forget eating or cleaning. Before I started living with my fiance I'd just like, not eat for days because I didn't have anyone to remind me to eat or go buy me food. I've forgotten to turn the stove off so many times and ruined kettles and tbh been DAMN fucking lucky the house didn't burn down. I've done stupid, impulsive shit that's nearly gotten me KILLED. I can't remember to close the shower curtain reliably even through my fiance points out every single time I forget, and he's almost out of soap rn bcs for the last MONTH neither of us have been able to remember to order more once we get out of the shower.
I've had such bad memory my entire life that to this day someone suggesting I forgot something because I simply didn't care enough is a legitimate trigger that, in the worst cases, makes me have a breakdown.
I get that for some of you this is just something that makes studying hard or you forget to take a pee break when you're playing Minecraft or whatever, that's still a valid struggle and you do deserve help and understanding, but like, ADHD is a disability. It's disabling. It's not impossible to improve and learn coping skills, meds help a lot, there are great accommodations out there(LIKE CLEANING SERVICES), but not every case of ADHD is the same, and a lot of them are pretty ugly ngl, and just because you managed to do something doesn't mean someone else is gonna be able to manage it too, or that they're being lazy for struggling. And that obviously doesn't mean ADHD people have a free pass to never work on themselves and make everyone cater to their every need or whatever, but we do deserve some understanding when we explain that our disability is actually disabling in ways that aren't palatable to you. So like, idk, maybe don't immediately recoil in horror when you find out that someone with ADHD can't keep their house clean. And for fucks sake don't ridicule them for it.
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when the allegory cements itself and now u gotta revise everything else through the lens of that allegory...
#i needed to rework act 3 of the werewolf au anyway so at least i have direction for that#but oof#my fun little werewolf au horror story has turned into:#'here's an examination of how religious institutions/cults perpetuate and enforce violence against women -#- both in and outside of aforementioned institution/cult'#which shouldn't be a surprising place for it to have ended up but it does mean i need to be careful about how i handle and frame things lma#whining wombat#anyway. off to let some chicken marinade. do a little bit of reading for funsies. and hopefully return a little later this evening#to work more on the werewolf au#tbh i think this is one of those fics i'm gonna have to actually complete before posting the rest of it#hell. act 1 needs some edits/revisions because i'm not entirely happy with it
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'I should really stop starting new projects' I say starting yet another project literally nobody asked for, myself included
#my posts#this gets no tags. it goes directly into the void and also to the followers who are here for some reason#anyway i started working on a joke analog horror style thing for Kriptid. kill me actually#for anyone who doesn't know/recall them: that one Jailbroken Kris that thinks they're a creepypasta#they're more stupid than scary and i want this to reflect that while also still being a little unnerving#the art for it is coming out great! no you can't see it. (yet)#it'll eventually be an ask/rp blog but i'm not expecting many rp blogs to touch it lol#so it'll probably just be asks tbh. (they're deeply meta and kind of a brat)#are they dangerous? not really. but they're good at pretending they are!#valid to throw them in a lake. stupid wet dog roadkill idiot and they don't need to breathe anyway#anyway runs away and leaves my screaming into the void
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definitely not old
Aaron Hotchner x Reader
A/N: Did I create an extremely improbable scenario just to suit my need to create another highly improbable scenario? Yes. Do I care that it’s unrealistic? No. Please forgive any typos/ grammatical errors.
CW: suggestive content, but not explicit (like 15+?). Use of y/n one time. (Technically this would probably warrant one of those hostile workplace environment seminars like they had for Derek and Penelope. But it’s funny? Idk this isn’t serious.) Sassy Hotch. Crack plot tbh.
Also I know the timeline doesn’t really make sense, because JJ is a profiler and Emily and Rossi exist, but I imagined Season 1 Spencer while writing this! I guess it’s 2005? Btw I do not know how tapes work, so just pretend it makes sense please. This is so unserious.
Summary: reader wife and Hotch are private people; the BAU team is nosy. Spencer is just constantly in the right place at the wrong time.
Enjoy!
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The screen in front of you depicted horror - just not the kind the BAU was used to. The UnSub had confessed to leaving a message in an old tape. He had already been arrested, but you were all hoping it might contain something that might help the conviction stick. Only he was extremely paranoid, so not only had he left the message in a code, but he had spliced it into a tape he thought people were least likely to watch. His p***. It was the last thing to do for the case and everyone was trying to help. You all sit at the round table, and Spencer shifts in his seat, clearly uncomfortable. Derek laughs at his shyness and Emily laughs at the very unrealistic movements. She and JJ tilt their heads at the shape the two on the screen have put themselves into.
“That does not look comfortable”, JJ mocks.
The words are out of your mouth before you think. “Trust me it’s not”.
Everyone at the table snaps their heads to look at you.
“Damn Mama”, Derek laughs. “Who are you doing these moves with?”
You try to hold back a laugh. You were not ready to share about your sex life with your colleagues, no matter how close you were. Plus you’re pretty sure Aaron would not appreciate it.
“That is inappropriate workplace conversation”, you say, pausing the video. “And you’re going to miss the next series of code”, you tell him, trying to get him to revert his attention back to the video. Emily grins at your attempted evasion.
“We already got all the code. She just doesn’t want us to tell Hotch she’s capable of all that. Doesn’t want to make the old man feel bad”.
“He’s not old. He’s only 5 years older than you”, you remind her. She puts a hand on her chest in mock offense like you’ve stabbed her. You roll your eyes. “And this is still inappropriate”.
“So it wasn’t Hotch”, Derek laughs.
“You’re just annoyed because you haven’t tried it yourself”, you deflect, moving to sit next to Spencer who seems to actually be doing his job.
“I’ve seen her do yoga and she’s very flexible, so if she couldn’t do it I don’t think you can”, JJ tells Morgan.
“Oh you have no idea what I’m capable of”, he teases, which earns laughs from around the table. “I’m better than the old man for sure”. They all start laughing and talking about you and Hotch.
You roll your eyes. “Wasn’t old in bed last night”, you mutter under your breath. You startle at the sound of a book hitting the floor and see Spencer’s bright red face. JJ, Derek and Emily look over in curiosity at what they might have missed, but you ignore them, attempting to give Spencer an apology for making him uncomfortable. He moves to drink his coffee in an attempt to avoid more of the conversation. Only he chokes on it because Hotch enters the room.
“Have you finished working out the code?”
Everyone’s heads snap to him - JJ, Emily and Derek wearing matching grins. Hotch eyes you patting a coughing Spencer’s back.
“Are you alright?”, he asks.
“Yes! Good! I’m good!”, Spencer squeaks, afraid Hotch is going to ask him why he’s so nervous. Aaron looks to you for some answers but before you can tell him it’s nothing, Spencer suddenly stands up.
“Got the code! Going to call the local PD. DA is waiting”, he warbles before you all watch him run out of the room. Hotch turns back to the rest of you.
“Well then that wraps it up. Go home now, get some rest”, he instructs. Everyone starts packing up. You and Hotch walk towards the door when he realises there’s only 6 of you in the room.
“Where’s Dave?”, he asks.
You’re about to tell him Rossi went to the bathroom when the Italian walks back in. Rossi immediately notes the paused video.
“Wow that looks uncomfortable”, he remarks. Everyone smirks in your direction. Hotch snakes an arm around your waist and looks at the screen. Then at you.
“It was, wasn’t it?”
He smiles at the jaws dropping to the floor.
“Good night everyone”.
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A little bonus scene:
In his office later:
“You heard us talking before you came in the room didn’t you”, you question your husband. He was so private, he wouldn’t have said something like that otherwise.
“They called me old”, Aaron grumbles, but his tone is amused. “Just wanted to shock them a little”.
You make your way over to his side of the desk, pulling him to stand up beside you.
“Well Agent Hotchner, I have to tell you, there’s been some speculation about your performance”, you taunt. “Care to prove them wrong?”
“Last night wasn’t enough proof?”, he laughs raising an eyebrow. You run your hands up his chest and behind his neck, pulling him close.
“The results were inconclusive”, you tease. He grabs your hips and traps you between himself and his desk, his mouth trailing kisses down your jaw.
“Well I can’t have that kind of speculation going around”, he murmurs into your skin. Your breath hitches from the sensation of his lips on the sensitive spot on your neck. But instead of continuing, he pulls away and meets your eyes in a conspiratorial grin. “We should do an in house evaluation as soon as possible”.
You open your mouth to reply when the door swings open, Spencer finding you sandwiched between Hotch’s thighs and your blouse rumpled. His mouth drops open and suddenly all 187 iq points mean nothing when his brain loses function.
“Oh- I- um- sorry!”, he manages before running away. You stare at the slammed door then back at Aaron and burst into giggles. He drops his head to your shoulders and sighs.
“I feel like a teenager”, he groans.
“At least you don’t feel old.”
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Bonus bonus:
Still in the conference room:
“I want to go back to 10 minutes ago when I didn’t know this information”, Emily moans.
“I think I need 5 more minutes before I can form a coherent thought”, JJ laughs in disbelief. Spencer walks back in.
“I finished my report. Where’s Hotch and y/n? Can we go home?”
“Probably doing it in his office for all we know”, Derek mutters.
Spencer’s brows furrow in confusion. “Doing what in his office?”
Rossi raises an eyebrow at Emily. “Is this kid serious?”
She shrugs back at him.
“Spence, Hotch says we can go home. But you should probably report about what local PD told you before you go”, JJ tells him.
Spencer nods and makes his way to Hotch’s office. The rest of the team watch him walk away.
“You think we should have told him to knock before going in?”
“Probably.”
The sound of a high pitch yelp and the slam of an office door echo down the hallway.
“Oops.”
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thank you for reading :)
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#criminal minds#bau team#aaron hotchner#aaron hotch x reader#aaron hotchner x reader#emily prentiss#spencer reid#derek morgan#jennifer jareau#crack fic
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