#i need to stop reading comments on YT for real....

[maraune]

Genuinely, how are the Alastor takes from the finale SO. BAD.???

media literacy is truly dead y'all

[queenkatluv]

Impersonations

Hi, Kat here! Usually, I don't interact in the community openly. I do scroll through Tumblr, YT comments, Discord, etc whenever I get the time, just because I love to see how people feel about the series/episodes/characters. I'm no stranger to people pretending to be me/Davis/Reed on other socials. There's not much I can really do about it but spread the word and hope people will figure it out on their own! But what really surprised me was a certain account on TikTok. I won't be spreading the account as I don't want to ignite anything, though it would be relatively easy to find them once I describe the material they are posting. Someone has been impersonating Davis, not correcting people who think it's the real them (from what I can see in their comment section) and post sexually graphic material. Some of their comments are...questionable, some of them seeming to be sexually directed at minors or myself. Implying things such as 'liking them young' or finding sex toys in my bedroom. This in of itself is very worrying, and I would like to let people know that Davis DOES NOT HAVE ALTERNATIVE ACCOUNTS! SAME WITH ME! The fact that there are some people under the impression that Davis would behave like this is upsetting, and we have tried reporting this account/specific videos but have had no success. Hence why I'm trying to spread the word to not believe everything you see online! I'd also like to take a moment to be real here. I understand that as a person with a following online, I have no control over what people say about me or do with my pictures/persona in private. But the amount of accounts that I believe belong to minors openly sexualizing me is really disturbing to me. I realize there's not much I can do about that, and in all honesty I don't mind characters I portray to be sexualized (as long as they are adults) but it's very different when it's ME, MY FACE people are sexualizing. Maybe that's something I need to get used to as a micro influencer (haha) but it makes me uncomfortable. This is not me calling anyone out (aside from that one TikTok account owner, I hope you read this and kindly either stop or clarify you aren't Davis/it's a strange joke) but I want to let people know my boundaries. Thanks for reading! I'll go back to lurking!

[lukolathoughts]

Miss Nicola - supporting LGBTQI rights

Dearest gentle reader,

I have been itching to write a blog post now for a few weeks, but not really knowing where to begin. There have been frenzied weeks and days of activity, but then silence and the fandom meanders like a lost boat at sea. We are often rudderless without the reassuring presence of our ship captains - Luke and Nicola. This also tends to get the sub fandoms spouting nonsense claiming to have seen Nicola in Birmingham or some ridiculous crap. I didn't want to bother her by asking for a photo! No photo, no proof my friend.

I'll talk about me for a moment. I had a week from hell last week. There was something so upsetting for me to deal with, I couldn't go into work as I was crying that much. Try to explain this to your manager: that nasty comments on YouTube made you late for work. Luckily, she is an understanding person and I have told her about my YT channel. Saying some things out loud to real life people make me sound barking mad. But it is the price you pay for being public on YouTube. It also makes me an easy target. I am used to online trolls and people who hate me for saying that Jake is gay and believing in Lukola, but when the stab in the back comes from a supposed friend, it really is the ten of swords. My phone blew up that much, I opened my eyes that morning genuinely thinking Lukola had launched. My hope turned to ash, when I saw what was really happening. I share this with you all because, I have had to have a reckoning with myself the last week. My online life and my real life are not the same. My real life is way more important and I actually need my job, so messing it up because I've got people I don't really know online saying mean things about me, that are not true, shouldn't matter. But it still hurts. But I also realise, they are trying to stop me sharing and trying to ruin my credibility and reputation in order to send me off into my discord crying never to return again.

Well think again. No one tells a Sagittarius woman what they can and can't do. I am made of stronger stuff. Love will always conquer hate. No one puts Baby in the corner, and I will not stand for it. I have scaled back most of my online life now. It had helped me cope with the last year and losing my friend, but sometimes you have to go back into reality. I'm never leaving the ship though. You'll have to chuck me overboard and I'll still jump back on like Rose from Titanic. "I couldn't go, Jack! You jump, I jump, right?"

Anyway, enough about me. Let's talk about Nic. I love Nicola by the way and nothing I say here is a criticism of her or her choices. I see what you're doing though, miss Nicola. I said in my last blog that the shit would hit the fan when Jake has to start press for his new upcoming BBC3 drama What it feels like for a girl. I will admit I have not read the book. Regardless of who Jake is playing, it is reportedly an all queer cast, a queer director and at least one queer writer that I know of. Why would the director of an all queer cast hire a straight man in a homosexual role? If this show is as big as It's a Sin, that aired on Channel 4 a few years ago, then there will be press and a lot of it. There will be press from queer magazines also. Jake is currently in an awkward position, because some press believe he is in a romantic relationship with Nicola Coughlan, a woman who is also 14 years his senior. So, what will Nicola and Jake do?

Jake is holding onto his cash cow with both hands and Nicola needs Jake to continue to pose as her boyfriend to stop the media digging. But honey, they know. It was clear all the press at the SAG awards knew exactly what was going on and they were not afraid to say it. The 'happy ending' comment levelled at them directly by a reporter, had Nicola stunned and Luke smiling like all his Christmases' had come at once.

Nicola knows what is going on. She knows there is a deadline and she knows if she doesn't extricate herself from the narrative she is dating a gay man, she is screwed basically. What is she doing? She's getting out her, I love gays!! T-shirt, hats, scarfs, sunglasses, whatever. She is doing it. Look at me, I love queers! I love her for this and I already know she is an advocate for LGBTQI rights. She has a ton of gay friends. The fandom knows this of course, but do the general public?

At the Neutrogena event on 27th March 2025, there was a very tall drag queen doing some MCing. We know Nic loves drag queens and has been to many shows, so this is nothing new to us. I'm not being overly cynical that the drag queen might have been there for a reason, right? Neutrogena is a product that is targeted at women mostly for their skin products. What has that got to do with a drag queen? I just found it odd.

Next up we have Nicola's Pink Pony Club Post that she shared to both her Instagram stories and grid last Thursday 10th April. The song by Chappell Roan is synonymous with the gay community and one that Jake danced to at her concert last year in a pink cowboy hat. "You guys, remember when my old flat was a gay hotspot!" Nicola, posts 4 polaroid's of her looking fabulous in pink and lays them on a pink blanket. What made you feel so nostalgic, Nic? Or are you sending a message? Look at me, I have loved my gay besties for donkey's years. Prominent gay friends such as JVN and Jack Rooke commented all in agreement, that indeed, Nic's flat was the place to be. And, no I do not think Nicola is coming out herself as gay. Get real, she is supporting her friends and peers.

Then there was yesterday's selfie of Nicola wearing her black - 'I just wanted to say if you are trans and reading this, I love you and so do all my mates' T-shirt. There a few other details in that post that other bloggers such as @toriaaniin have covered beautifully, so I won't go into it here. My eyes sprung wide when I saw this post. I know she advocates for the charity Notaphase.org and I commend her for doing this, but two queer posts in a few days seems to be a lot for Nic, when lately she hasn't been posting at all.

There is also the male hairdresser Halley Brisker in her Opalex video on her Instagram, They make a big deal of letting us know he flirts with male makeup artists. Nicola is clearly good friends with Halley and it is an endearing watch. But to me this seems like a lot of overkill in the last few days for the general public to look at her Instagram and instantly know, yes Nicola does love the girls, the gays and Luke Newton. (FYI Halley Brisker is married to a woman and has children, but to the general public this conversation is implying Nic is comfortable with these conversations).

This, in my opinion, is setting the stage for the final act. I can see Nicola doing some sort of article or interview where she clears a certain narrative up. If you notice, Douglas has also been quite forceful again in implying certain things about Jake and Jake himself does not stop others from posting suggestive posts and videos of him. Nicola must remove herself from this mess in order to move forward with her own career and life. Hanging onto old connections are no longer serving her personally and professionally. Her engagement on Instagram is down by a lot, so I'm told and she is losing followers. She has done all she can career-wise for Jake now, he has to make his own way.

If this does not happen and we remain in this weird heteronormative bubble, I fear the press for What it feels like for a girl, will be a shit show. The truth will come out eventually and it will drag both Jake and Nicola down with it.

[katyspersonal]

i might be misinterpreting it, but i absolutely love reading your thoughts on miquella—they’re such a breath of fresh air compared to the "miquellester" bs i keep seeing on yt or any media, especially from some of the big lore channels that were starting to sound like those dumb redditors. like, why is the fandom so hellbent on reducing his tragic, complex, and nuanced story into "miquella is the most evil evil to ever evil in the lands between. hmph, poor mohg and his uwu blood cult dynasty"? it’s exhausting. i love his character, design and that beautiful ost, but i still firmly believe that mohg never beat any allegations, lmao—in fact, this whole “he was brainwashed/mind-controlled” narrative has stripped away so much of his characterization (but that's just me lmao). seriously though, i genuinely appreciate how much you expand on miquella’s behavior and role in both the base game and the DLC. it’s so refreshing to see someone dig into his complexity instead of parroting those ridiculous “miquellester” comments or the “mohg beat the allegations” takes. i cannot watch any lore video on mohg and/or miquella anymore without those stupid comments ruining it for me. thank you for offering such thoughtful insights—i might actually enjoy his character more now.

why is the fandom so hellbent on reducing his tragic, complex, and nuanced story into "miquella is the most evil evil to ever evil in the lands between

Because they're Berserk fanboys, next question.

OK OK sorry I had to lol fsdhfdh

On a serious note, sorry for being a bit late with the reply, as in this case I didn't know what to say; you sound very passionate about the topic (not a bad thing!), and I myself had several "stages" regarding opinion on these characters!

In fact, I do not post about Miquella nearly often enough to see how I could change someone's mind on him...? But only because I do not post about anyone often enough - I am cursed with "liking all characters" and relying on my friends, followers and dashboard to help me to "focus" x) So I also wondered whether you've confused me with some other blog at first? But regardless, you have strong feelings boiling up that I can sympathise with, and I'd still rather say something :p

You say this, but before SOTE and shortly after, I actually targeted different kind of fans - the other extreme who idealised Miquella to the point of being aggressive towards anyone with the "wrong" headcanons or opinions on this character! I affectionately titled them 'Twin Cultists' or 'Needy Knight Ledas' and condemned multiple instances of toxicity they'd never stop causing fdshfdhs Them believing in Miquella's nonexistent "character assassination" was not helpful: how can anyone see his tragic fall from grace delivered the way it is, and assume that Fromsoft wanted fans to hate him? If someone's response to the character not being so perfect is hate, this is their skill issue, not writers'!

However, first weeks after SOTE I myself felt disappointment I needed to digest, and made jokes about Miquella being Griffith. And I sure joined "Mohg beat the allegation" wave of jokes at first! But in my defence, I didn't attack writers or fans that loved the direction SOTE took, and my perception of Miquella (and of Leda too!) cleared fast enough from initial "shock" into what it is now!

Currently, I don't talk about people whose love for Miquella is toxic all that often, and switched "target" towards those who neglect the narrative and downgrade him towards evil, manipulative bastard that never meant the good things he did, huh? :p Clearly I am aching for discourse at heart? A warrior should remain ever-drifting, and this applies to drifting of targets. You (probably) don't know me, but I am like this about Real Things TM too, not JUST fandomry. It is a matter of addressing the unfairness itself, but there is never only one source of it, and you lock on one at the time! In fandomry context: before it were people who had strange cult-like obsession with Miquella and his sister too... now it is people who slander the characters and tell those who read the nuance that they're "coping". And, yeah, Mohg is weaponised in this regard unfortunately!

Mohgwyn Dynasty plans with Pureblood Knights, Bloody Fingers and kidnapped people like Varre already existed before Miquella's enchantment! None of this stuff is good! Understandable, considering Mohg's trauma, and being called for by Formless Mother that appears before those heavily traumatized? Yeah. But not good! Ansbach's whole point is that he was willing to fight Miquella over "dishonor" of mind-control, not because he.. what, turned Mohgwyn agenda into some worse direction?

It appears that Miquella charmed Mohg for the purpose of being put back into that cocoon and nourished into whatever links him with Land of Shadow now! Miquella benefited from Moghwyn's bloody antics (got to enter Land of Shadow), but not created them! They were doing this stuff before and Anshbach is not happy that Mohg's own designs and wishes got skewed by a charm! Designs that had to do with bloody sacrifices before Miquella got involved!

I am not sure whether Miquella charmed Mohg before for some reason and it later dominoed into him kidnapping him, or Mohg kidnapped Miquella on his own due to needing an Empyrean and Miquella saw an opportunity and seized it! Malenia says that he "will keep his promise", so I think there was some way Miquella had her know to not go looking for him and just wait! I am sure he didn't "want to be kidnapped" from the get-go though, because if that was the plan he could've just walked into Mohgwyn and charm him from the start instead of waiting! Just, no reason to play hard to get when so much is at the stake, okay?

And if being kidnapped by Mohg was not a plan, but becoming a God and promise with Radahn to join was, but Miquella was still around during Aeonia Battle (saved Freyja).. I think maybe embedding himself into Haligtree also worked for potential travelling into Land of Shadow? As long as he sleeps so hard in his cocoon he astral-projects and disconnects from his body, he is able to do it! Whether it is beside Malenia or Mohg doesn't matter. But empty cocoon itself can't have the same energy as whole ass tree to "boost" him... so, blood it is? Mohg and Miquella are funny in a bitter way in this regard, they're like if a guy tried to shove another guy off the cliff, but that first guy grabbed that second guy's legs before slipping so now they BOTH fell sdfjfdh

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All in all, both Miquella and Mohg deserve nuance and agency for both sympathetic motivations AND bad things they did! They are both very sad characters that were doing what they could in a broken world, but I can't see the story working if either of them was "just a victim" / "just evil". It is not my bias, it is just how evidence from the actual source material IS! Everything points towards the fact that Miquella was kind and caring @ Mohg was already doing madcult before the kidnapping, but Miquella had to turn the situation he found himself in towards his favour! Mohg was controlled into giving bloody sacrifices to him rather than the Eldrich God he worshipped, not into starting his cult, whereas the reasons Mohg ended up mad like this are more than understandable!

And I feel sorry for anyone who has to distance from theories and lore videos in the fandom because it is just bland or wrong take every other time tbh. Important part of engaging with the fandom is lost because many people have black-or-white thinking towards the characters! I don't think it is very hard to hold several things in the head at once.. We as fandom remember 200 item descriptions and placements to make our headcanons, so why it is harder to remember details about characters that prove their depth and complexity? Just don't despair since there are other accounts that will provide deep analyses on the characters! Follow everyone you find and your dashboard will become nothing but substancial and thoughtful talks, you won't have to worry about stumbling into bad takes anymore! It is kind of what I did x) *voice of a guy that doesn't check the fandom tag, Reddit or Youtube anymore*

[peachi-blossom]

do you only hate HH and HB because you're christian?

Ohh boy, this is going to be a long post.

Let's start with Helluva Boss first. I don't watch it because it's more vulgar. Not that I can't handle swearing, but still more vulgar. I'm more concerned about what I seen from other people who criticize Helluva Boss.

I did listen to some songs just to understand the context while looking at the lyrics as listed. Oh Millie, Vacay to Bonetown, Striker's Song, House of Asmodeus, Cotton Candy, Crashin' a Mutha***in' Wedding, Klown B*tch, 2 Minutes Notice, Just Look My Way (music video version), When I See Him, and Over You. What's interesting about 2 Minutes Notice is that it's supposed to be a one giant middle finger to bad bosses. You know who is the bad boss like Mammon in real life? Vivienne Medrano. She is the bad boss in real life. She burns out her employees because she releases each episode a month or two or three, doesn't pay them a lot of money they needed, doesn't credit the animators, and plays favorites on her employees. Oh and by the way, Spindlehorse outsourced animations from overseas studios.

As for Hazbin Hotel, I hate the show not just because I am a Christian, but because of the controversies of Vivienne Medrano. I see other Christians make videos about the show during its premiere by just showing the 2 minute clip. I was like "That's not enough to convince other people to not watch it, you need to watch the show to if it is satanic." So I watched the pilot, read the prequel comics, watched the ADDICT music video, and finally the show itself.

The one comment that my caught my eye is from ec2003.

I replied to him back because the "Heaven being a lie" irked me so much.

Then I made this post why the "Heaven being a lie" part in episode 6 irks me so much

Then I replied with the same message.

If Heaven is actually a huge lie this whole time, then there will absolutely be NO SALVATION for everyone Christian and non-Christians and they will only be going to Hell after death.

What's worse is that there are KIDS watching HH.

Now for the fandom, I don't hate the fans of the show who are sane. I just loathe the behavior of the stans in this fandom and Vivienne Medrano...

The fandom drove Shay to suicide and one fan drew on TikTok who drew CSEM (child sexual exploitation material) of SOMEONE'S REAL LIFE YOUNGER BROTHER BACK IN 2022.

This fandom is the absolute worst fandom that I ever seen in existence.

[jeonscatalyst]

Hi I'm new army for about 2months now.

I love all bts members I just can't choose betwn them.

About a week before Are you sure? Aired I got into jikook. I got my friend to subscribe me to her disney+ account just so I can watch it downloaded weverse, downloaded an app to watch run BTS, ITS and BV. I knew of them bt never listened to their songs, I missed out on so much I'm really mad at myself for that coz I didn't get to see jikook develop to where they are now, didn't get to witness this beautiful relationship. Can you perhaps recommend me jikook blogs, sorry English is not my first language, can you tell me why there is not so popular jikook accounts on yt and insta bt there is teakook I was just wondering. I got tumbler and x just for jikook. I'm not so good with social media bt I got all that just to get to know more about jikook and bts. I really like your blog very helpfull and sorry for this bt how do I make that I don't get teakook blog on tumbler I read something now I get alot of it. Sorry for if it's inconvenience for you

Hey anon, welcome to the fandom. I hope you’ve enjoyed it here so far. I think it’s ok that you only recently found BTS and Jikook. I think you find them when you need them the most so don’t worry too much about parts of their story you didn’t get to witness in real time cuz you can always catch up plus they still have a future to make more beautiful moments that you hopefully will be able to witness in real time.

I would recommend you check out @stormblessed95 blog as a baby ARMY and jikook lover. Her blog has alot of information that will help you know not only Jikook but BTS better. There are other amazing blogs on here like @akookminsupporter @nightswithkookmin @jiminieloved @kanmom51 all these blogs are great imo as they have alot of detailed posts about Jikook as well as links to watch real content (some of them).

I wouldn’t know too much about Youtube because ever since I left my baby army era many years ago I rarely ever go to youtube looking to watch analysis videos or edits of any ship. So if you are looking for jikook youtubers I unfortunately don’t have any to recommend but I would appreciate it if some people can leave some suggestions in the replies :) I think you would most likely find more popular or bigger taekook youtube accounts because the number of taekook shippers are way more than the number of Jikook shippers imo so on almost every single platform you fall on you are sure to be swarmed with them. Unfortunately when you start watching or consuming some taekook content and interacting with them like leaving comments or likes, or searching them, the algorithm starts pushing more of them them your way so you can curate your timeline and block certain keywords to avoid getting more of taekook content. Everytime you come accross any content you don’t want to see you can just block or click on “not interested” and eventually you will stop getting them. Also avoid liking, commenting or searching for them if you do because doing that tells the algorithm that you like seeing them. You can do the same thing for tumblr. You can block any taekook blogs you don’t want to see or just click on “not interested”. Once you do this enough you stop seeing them. There are so many other amazing Jikook blogs on here (I unfortunately can’t list them all) but I also really love @hon3ymo0n @mimikoolover @causesciencethatswhy @bangtannism @goldenhickeysandramen @humanuser0613 @jm118jm @roo-bastmoon i’m missing so many amazing blogs I follow and constantly interact with but these are the few I could think of, off the top of my head. You can also follow member focused accounts to get to know each member better. Avoid solos though, avoid them like a plague and the way to tell someone is a solo is by paying attention to how they talk about other members.

Hope I could be of help anon and don’t worry it wasn’t an inconvenience at all. You can dm me if you need more help💜

[polaris-stuff]

Okay, this is the fourth time of me rewriting this comment.

And i am gonna try and keep it short ( I failed I am so sorry) . As this is about the Heart to Heart with earth.

Feel free to ignore this if you don't wanna talk about it anymore. If you said something about , I've been trying to put my feelings on this out for a while and it's just not working. (it's also now 4 am, )

I came away from the episode feeling like it was a good episode. Where the characters talked about why they were deciding not to help moon for different reasons.

I thought for most of them it was in character, even if I don't fully agree. I could see what the show was trying to do.

And then i see a lot of people agreeing and being really hurt by the episode. Because they feel like everyone is aboning moon. And leaving him in this vulnerable space.

I feel like i missed something. As to me. the celestial family isn't fully aware as to truly how bad Moon's mental state has gotten.

I have a feeling that (Sun and Lunar, more so then earth) Are taking moon's last words as face value ( wanting to bring solar back for ego/selfish reasons, and not because he truly breaking down)

(I also think monty still hasn't fully filled them in either that moon seems to be thinking he isn't real but I could be wrong!)

I think they'd be behaving otherwise if they know the true depts. they wouldn't wich is why this sucks so much. Moon is driving people away, actively sabotaging his own help.

I sit here wishing i would understand that hurt. I honestly truly do. Maybe because i have the feeling that they will help even if they say now they won't

maybe because i really hope sun isn't gonna make the same mistake as moon.

Maybe i am i giving sun, lunar and earth to much credit, and to many excuses.

I think...in the end. I don't think them refusing to help moon. Is them trying to hurt moon (even if that is the outcome) . But is taking care of themselves as they are all also still not in a good place?

And maybe because i genuinely can't see what they can do for moon to help him. As they offered him help but he refused or actively lied on how he was doing. So I don't get what help people want them to provide for moon at this moment. ( besides not leaving, but can you be there for someone that doesn't want you there?)

I dunno if i am making sense. trying to talk my feelings out is always hard. And I think for the first time I am on the other side of most of the people I usually agree with and respect a lot ( you being one of them ) . So I feel a bit lost and weird about it as to why my view is so different.

( I am honestly hoping Sun will see Moon having hallucinations, and at least will set something up so moon is never alone in that cell like he was. I feel like he thinks, he first needs to stop moon. And then when that is done. He can actively think on what to do next cause offering help first ain't gonna do it)

I am sorry for leaving this long ass comment in your inbox. I truly hope It didn't come off as attacking. AS it wasn't meant to be. Just a fellow TSAMS fan. who was in their own way very confused and hurt i guess and feels a bit alone in their reading of the story?

And trying to understand why people see this a an attack from the celestial family on moon. Or a active decision...instead of .. a series of what is gonna be a slew of bad decisions from everyone involved.

-Noffy.

Alright, I understand your point of view, don't worry about it, and actually, this is a YT series on VRchat so I shouldn't be so mad about this either yk JAJA

Ok, the thing is, the family doesn't know what's happening to Moon, that's right, they have no way of knowing what's happening to him because Moon pushed them all away and lied to them, now, the thing is that Earth knows. Monty told Earth that Moon had a psychosis episode and found him hitting the ground, that Moon could no longer tell what was real from what wasn't, so Earth knows that Moon is in a HORRIBLE mental state. And idk, but if you know that a person is in a state where they can no longer perceive reality correctly, I don't think the best response is not to help them.

Also, I'll highlight Lunar going from "I really don't care" (although he should care, we're talking about Moon, one of his brothers) to "fuck him" which is just weird?? The whole family was with Lunar and supported him when the thing with Eclipse happened but Lunar just does not care when something happens to another family member ??

I'm 100% sure that Sun will help Moon, it's more than obvious that Moon will get out of this situation, but the way the family is handling it is so strange to me. Lunar, Earth and Sun have every right to not want to continue dealing with problems but this is also partly their fault.

Since Solar died no one was with Moon because "Moon was busy", so Moon was alone in P&S with Ruin whispering in his ear and only Lunar went to see him a couple of times. Sun began to hang out more with Earth and Lunar, and Moon was left completely alone. "Oh, but Moon never said he wanted them to come with him! They can't read minds!" Yes, and that's true, but If everyone was aware that Moon and Solar were basically running around together every day, and everyone was aware that Moon was the one who had the worst reaction to Solar's death, the logical thing to do is to spend at least a couple of hours with him, right?

And yes, Moon lied about how he felt so this is also partly his fault for wanting to hide what was happening to him. But Monty is also to blame because he also hide it.

We are at a point where we have been shown that all the hallucinations that Moon has had are created by her consciousness out of guilt (in the same way as Sun when the BM thing happened), Moon regrets the things he said to Earth, Moon wants to stop, Moon wants to go home and apologize, but he can't. He thinks his whole family hates him, that no one wants him in daycare.

Also, I understand that Earth is hurt but she also isn't trying to understand Moon's feelings now that she knows everything Moon has been going through. Now she knows that Moon is going through the worst time of her life and she just decides not to do anything about it because "Moon said a couple of hurtful things to her." (things Sun warned Moon would say to push her away and things that worked).

I feel like of all the people, the only one who has a little more reason here is Sun, and, interestingly, Jack and the computer, who have done more than Earth and Lunar.

I think that now that he is locked up and unable to teleport it is a good opportunity for everyone to talk to him, a really serious and good intervention.

Sorry for the long text! And thanks for the ask and support! It really helped me let off some steam, hehe

[asksoldieron]

SO-34: Crises Averted! ...?

If there's a lot of engagement on this, this post is liable to get real long, beware before you expand.

No art, but I am working on it and I will add it retroactively. I hope.

Welcome to the Engagement Lounge, for Happy Wanderer (263|34) an instalment! Short comments can go in the replies, but there's a 475 character limit. Longer ones will need a reblog. Remember to @asksoldieron if you're reblogging someone else's reblog, so I can see it too!

Happy birthday, Erik! A gift from me to you - You have successfully backed away from a closer association with David, despite having some sympathy for him/it! For Now.....?

In Tin Soldier, and by extension Soldier On, the gods play favourites. Erik's mother had that sort of relationship with a god who is now very interested in her son, but Erik hates that guy, maybe even worse than David. A lot of gods like Erik, but David likes him, and his proximity to Hyacinth, a lot. The kind of mutual sympathy that Alba had with George is not a one-sided thing, Erik would have to like David too. Erik isn't easily won, but David's not one to stop trying...

And, of course, Erik slid into an altered state of consciousness while unsupervised, but we seem to have dealt with that... If not the fallout from having to deal with his whole family's constant anxiety, and especially his uncle's. Erik would reorder his priorities if he knew the stakes, but they don't want him to know the stakes until they're safe at home. They're getting closer, but I still see two more six-packs of unwilling vacation in the near future.

I had slightly too much birthday, so I certainly hope this is legible! I'll proof-read it if I get up early enough!

This one has music too! Here's the YT video for the original - good luck to your adblockers!

[dojae-huh]

Inkigayo in Tokyo, Day1, part 2

I stopped on Doyoung's solo. Ateez were next.

It is important for a group to have its own colour. This way it can stand out and avoid rivalry with other groups by attracting their own audience (that won't be interested in others anyway) or by providing a change (for multistans). I remember Ateez' debut video with their pirate concept. And the MV with hats, of course. Can't say they continued the success of catching my attention with anything else.

Looking at their performance on this show, I can see the appeal for their fans (the group has "a vibe", certain members stand out). However, they still feel kind of middle level, like the groups from Kingdom. Maybe it's the lack of money and expensive choreographers. Maybe because of self-producing? (Do they do it?) To be honest, I can't really compare because I didn't see a lot of SuJu, but that's the group that came to mind. I don't know, the vibe of animators/idols from variety shows? They entertained but didn't command the stage. I know SuJu are kings of the stage, I compare with the colour of the way fans are entertained... if it makes sense.

Ateez got a bigger ovation after the first 2 songs than when they appeared (as there were more NCTzens than anyone else in the venue). The audience liked them.

Hm, Ateez are only 2 years younger than 127 as a group (debuted in 2018). There is a big difference in how they bear themselves on the stage though. Less like seasoned pros. And they did a lot of tours, as I understand. On the other hand, I guess it makes them more relateable and "approachable", more cozy for the fans.

Oh, it was not the smartest move for their main vocal to sing during their ment after Doyoung, heh. He did OK, but the difference in level was felt well. Non-fans weren't too impressed. Maybe the 3d, most challenging, song would be enough. Looks like it was his birthday, so he was given the spotlight by his group. Ateez left the most energising (and well known?) songs for the finale. They also brought out backdancers. Which was "loud party" smart. Still, you need to like the guys to give them some slack and enjoy the performance as that of friends and not professionals. The Japanese gg was more impressive in that regard for me personally.

Finally, the ending the show artist - NCT 127.

One thing SM does reeeally well is mixing music and preparing special entrance tracks for shows. 127 stepped on the stage like bosses for real, heh.

What SM isn't very good at is stage clothes. The brown outfits for this show were meh. Took points off the star appeal, made neos sweat too much (most took off the jackets in the end). Doyoung also had to re-pin the hems on both legs of his pants during the ment several times.

The swag was ON.

Award shows and music live shows are becoming pretty important, I think. With fans watching everything on YT, ignoring anyone who isn't their group of choice, only award shows allow for other groups to have a chance to show off themselves, for a viewer to make comparisons, decide be impressed or not. We are used to quality in NCT (even have the audacity to nitpick), but it becomes even more apparent when 127 performs side by side with others. Then you get comments like "I had the show on the background but then that one soloist started to sing and I had to tune in. What's his name?".

Plus, it is not hard to hide behind an MV or even a music show performance. Make up artists and directors with cameramen will do their magic. Being on the stage and projecting energy to a whole venue is different. Strong groups look even better, more impressive.

Heh, hyungs know better how to control their breathing than Wishies. 127 were not as out of breath during the ment.

The ment was, as usual for all groups, slow paced and not too entertaining, however neos were relaxed (which is attractive, reads as confidence) and were good at cheering each other, giving reactions and exclamations. Such small things make a ment livelier, at times funnier.

Used Inkigayo to advertise all their solos, fashion appearences and concerts, heh. Flex.

"Sunny road" didn't get into any of Japanese albums (as there has been zero since Awaken), it still found its place and role. It's not just a gift for Japanese fans, it also a good number for shows in Japan as well. It's very good mood inducing, upbit. And neos go around the stage to cheer everyone in the audience as well.

Doyoung didn't forget to leave final comments for the audience before the next song, like "if you know the words, sing along" and "it's karaoke section now, isn't it?". It really helped to make smooth transition, keep the contact with the audience. It's why fans say 127 turn award shows into 127 shows (it's not just their inner NCTzens talking in them), they really capture the attention of the venue.

It was funny, how on the backtrack Mark said "TY!" (here goes TY) and then rapped Tae's part, heh.

Three very energy-demanding songs in a row is impressive. And Jaehyun really takes care of his arms and sharpness of movements now. He didn't do Tae's swirly fingers when he was in the front of Kick It formation, heh. The motion was created and copyrighted by Taeyong.

[ask-serendipity-sky]

Even they are kinda chill with vmin. The only pair they have hate for is Jkk... then maybe yoonmin because of Yoongi's bullying tendency.

As they don't care for ships at all.. they doesn't really have a problem with tae nor vmin unless Tae stans drag Jimin, which again applies for every member and their ships. Personally I'm living like that lol. I'm a jkkr and if jkk moments happens I'll be happy and enjoying it, with other jm ships too.. otherwise I just concentrate on Jimin. If Jimin have moments with other members I'll be enjoying that. After Vmin talked out their issues.. I absolutely don't have any problem with tae. I'm here for Jimin and Jimin only.. so if he's very chill with a member then why tf should I hate him for other things he does ? He can do whatever he needs and Idc.. as long as Jimin doesn't too.

Idc for other's solo contents nor their ships or how one ship affects another lol. Majority of it are shipper theories, one shipper projecting their feeling to one member/ a ship. And idc for the conspiracy theories of solos too. If I see a real issue I'll talk about it, otherwise nope. I don't have intrest in speaking about same thing over and over again either. JK getting push is his thing, when it happened affecting LC ofcourse I was angry but now that LC's tracking is over no matter what push happens its not affecting Jimin nor his fans.. so why should we even be bothered about it ? Damage is done months ago, no use about beating the same dead horse a million times. So I developed a thick skin towards JK's push too. Regarding ot7s too.. they treat Jimin like an outside.. it's like asking to support Jimin to blackpink Fandom lol. So I decided to only mingle with people who genuinely care about him and work together with them. A so called ot7 doesnt want to post about him? Fine.. you do you, Jimin has his own fbs to update about things. I won't get upset seeing a blink dragging Jimin.. just like that I started treating otee7s hater Fandom too. So I stopped getting upset when they does wierd stuffs regarding him, they are haters so there's no need to expect anything from them.

I've a JM concentrated yt channel with almost 12k subs, it's 90% Jimin, 8% Jkk and 2% bts posts. As I'm applying same policies there too I really don't have much negativity in comments. It's so easy to manage a channel, which has 1m+ videos, myself than getting into shitty circles with shippers and toxic solos. It's so peaceful while updating on my channel with everything related to JM than to read posts/ comments on diff platforms. I'm here for only Jimin and entertainment so why tf I should ruin that experience lol

As long as im getting my Jimin contents and he's able to release stuffs peacefully nothing matters to me. Being invested in other things, is only making things so complicated as if it's not already.

Tbh the best thing I did 🙂

Anon,

You have a perfect kpop life! I wish I had your chill, for reals. But for that I would need to be reborn into a new person lol

I'm glad you've found something that works for you. It sounds like a perfect approach to Jimin and the things that surround him.

You should share your YouTube channel if you are down!

Thanks for sharing

[royaltrios]

night + brilliant interior fic notes

i know i started this fic at work but i barely remember the idea that prompted it. i think something about me finding it attractive for kyouji to buy meals for 19 y/o satomi and satomi putting on some weight bc of that must have been it

because of my long-standing kink for mimicked domesticity when real domesticity is not an option (for either societal or personal reasons); ive always enjoyed the idea of the extra weight/healthiness that comes with settling down with someone, of allowing someone to look after you and your meals. with kyosato here theyre not together and they certainly havent settled down, but kyouji can still affect satomi in that way by taking him out to eat and sending him money for meals. it seemed to me like exactly the thing he'd do, indulging himself by being secure in the fact that satomi's body is subtly changing because of him. i actually found a kyosato doujin with this premise like two days ago so im not crazy in thinking this way

years of writing fic for fantasy or historical settings this modern-day stuff was really freeing. i feel like i scattered way too much about my day to day life around this fic. all ill say for certain is the indian place the three friends stop into in the first chapter is completely based on my favorite indian restuarant off aoba dori in sendai (bollywood dance number yt playlist on the tv and all) also, i had a lot of fun with mana and maruyama in this. mana's way more of a diva than i remembered. i had to go back and edit some of her dialogue after re-reading famires chapters because i wrote her too nice-sounding lol. i was particularly happy with maruyama's drop bears comment (look it up i promise its good).

i needed the first chapter from satomi's pov for the context of what he'd ended up doing with the money, but wanted the scene in the hotel where kyouji's touching him from kyouji's. i agonized for a second over making it have switching povs throughout the whole, then i remembered the old trick of splitting it into two chapters, tagging it multiple pov, and assigning one chap to one character. authors who can make the former work have my utmost respect because i dont think ive ever done it (intentionally) successfully.

on that note i had a lot of fun actually spending time in both their povs. for satomi's in my notes i had the tone i wanted for his side as: "introspective, meandering, empty" and kyouji's as "obsessive, short sentences, simple" despite that i wanted neither of them to acknowledge to themself what they actually feel for the other. with how emotionally stunted they are, it was not hard lol. i actually ended up enjoying writing kyouji's a lot; touching on yakuza business and also hes such a weirdo. i like trying to get into his head. whenever i find myself struggling i just picture his creepy smile really hard:

also, its hard to write in kansaiben in english lol. i know the standard is to translate it as like... southern-us sounding? which the official translation for karaiko doesnt do funnily enough. i kind of lean into how the rgg localizers do majima, lmfao, because ive always thought it worked really well. i also read いやはや熱海くん while making final edits to this which got me thinking about other ways to take it when writing in english

i originally planned a much less satisfying ending, because it fit the overall mood i was going for, but then i realized i just didnt want to write that and so i changed it to end on a note that was a bit less serious-feeling. even though the main incident remained the same. i thought it fit better in that kyosato to me will always wander back to their current state because theres no where else for them to go. even after kyouji sticks his fingers in satomi's mouth they just go back to pretending like nothing happened. i did want to keep satomi crying out of frustration though, like when he was a kid, and have kyouji not attempt to confront why he might be. i think a lot about satomi's "he would always laugh when i cried" but from his note at the end of the manga.

another planned 5k fic that ended up being 11k. such is life. multichap can be so fun though especially when people comment on the first that theyre looking forward to the conclusion, those comments motivated me a lot haha.

[can-i-be-your-blue]

Do you guys ever feel like defeated?

I tried to talk to my mom about attention spans and school stuff where it was hard to learn things bc we were crammed with work with so little time. I commented on a yt vid to someone and was trying to read it to my mom and she seemed to Agitated by me trying to read and explain and said she has to do stuff and I was like ok go do in, in such a sad let down tone and she's quickly said read it and I had said no go do what you need to do and walked off. Is then scoffs bc I wont read it now, like that's why I don't talk to you about anything bc u act like this when ever I try to talk to about anything I like, have a passion or my opinion and stance on anything bc you show such disinterest in what I try to share. It hurts that she doesn't even try and wonders why I don't come out of my room bc you argue with me about everything. I have a tendency to clench and vibrat my jaw when I'm very nervous and emotional on something and every time I try and talk about something like that I do that. Honestly I thing the notation of mothers hating their daughters get more and more real everyday I feel like, love my mom but it just hurts to know she doesn't really care. She always tell me to stop complaining, sick it up and stop being dramatic, I'm just telling you what's wrong so if I'm acting weird that's why not playing a victim about it, that's why I don't talk to her or tell her anything bc she make a fuss about.

If you have kids, please just listen to them, try and make time for them and validate their opinions, rights and wrongs of this world. Kids look up to you for validation and approval for things and even a little disinterest and rejection kill their drive and passions for things as they see it as not worthy or useless. I loved drawing but when I showed it I was give little to nothing weather it be a blank face or a quick "it looks good" be for they moved on and it killed my passion for drawing and I don't do it often or ever really. So just try and be a safe place for them or get them one such as Therapist or an animal

[creat0r-cat]

Markiplier x Teen!Daughter! Reader - Streaming Troubles

Requested by azullluna

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“Alright, so if we go down this hallway and to the left, there should be the exit..” You mumbled to no one in particular, your character roaming a haunted hallway inside of a horror game called “123 Slaughter Me Street”. The chat of your youtube livestream was rather slow today. There were plenty of people watching, over 6 thousand people, but it wasn’t as active as it was normally. 

Maybe you weren’t seeing how fast it actually was. It was raining outside which seemed to slow the world down, and you were playing a horror game, making you hyper sensitive to every moving thing in the room within your peripheral vision. It really wasn’t the most ideal or relaxing environment, but that was fine. It was a horror game stream so why in the world would it be relaxing?

As you finally found the exit, your chat began to go absolutely nuts, comments flashing by faster than you could read it. Comments like, “BEHIND YOU!!” and “OMGOSH (YT/n) LOOK OUT!” being the most common which made you confused as you entered the lit doorway inside the game. “Chat what are you-”

A loud shout and the feeling of two hands grabbing your shoulders made you shriek and thrash around, consequently falling out of your chair and onto the floor. There above you, laughing with his hands on his knees, was your dad, Markiplier. “HAHAHA! The look on your face was priceless!” You got up, smacking him lightly on the arm. “You’re lucky I finished the level, otherwise I would’ve killed you.” 

Mark smiled, looking at you with an innocent look. “Aww don’t be like that. You know you love me.” Returning to your chair, you smirked and let your hands rest on the keyboard and mouse. “I don’t know.. I think I’m starting to shift more to hate than love.” Mark let out a dramatic gasp, his hands flying to the back of your chair and shaking it as he exclaimed, “But (Y/n), hatred to the dark side leads! Has Star Wars taught you nothing??” 

The chat was still thriving with the many viewers shouting compliments, hellos, and proclamations of love to you and Mark, as well as laughing at your family antics. “Anyway,” your dad continued, watching as you start up the next level, “I got some Chick-Fil-A while I was out and I have some food for you if you want it.” 

“Oh heck yeah I want it. Thank you! I take back what I said about hating you.” Mark laughed as he left the room and came back a moment later with the bag of deliciousness, followed closely by Chica who stared intently at the delivery. “Alright, see you after the stream! Love you!” He said, waving behind him as he left the room.

“Love you too!” You paused the game, opening up the bag and sorting the food on the desk before resuming. Looking back at the stream, the stream of comments hadn’t entirely died down from their Markiplier high. “Oi, chat, stop calling my dad hot.” Taking a bite out of a waffle fry, you started a new level.

-timeskip a week later-

“No, Alcina Lady Dimitrescu would never be a vessel for someone so unworthy as Eva! Already perfect is what you were trying to say! Already the pinnacle of evolution! You could literally do no better than what you already have so why would you even need a vessel for Eva?” Announced Mark as he played through Resident Evil Village.

As he continued his rant, a knock came from the door. “Dad! She’ll be a fine vessel. It’s not like Lady’s alive or anything.” You called, opening the door to the room. Yes, you knew he was recording but decided to mess with him. “No! Shut up! You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Stop lying to yourself! She’s dead, she’s not real, and she’s not coming back!” 

“First of all, she’s not dead, she’s just in my pocket in the form of an inanimate crystal statue. Also, I could say the same thing about some of those fictional boys you love so much.”

“At least my fictional relationships won’t try to kill me as soon as they see me.” 

“Listen, we have a very complicated relationship! You wouldn’t understand our love.”

“Yeah, yeah, whatever you say.” You promptly left the room as Mark rolled her eyes. “She doesn’t know what she’s talking about, chat.”

-timeskip the next day-

You were once again streaming live on YouTube, this time playing Fall Guys. So far you had managed to score two wins out of the seven rounds you played thus far. During a break in the game, you once again saw your chat go nuts with excited greetings to your dad. Turning around, you noticed Mark frozen in place, as if by not moving you wouldn’t notice him. The two of you stayed in that position, your interlocked gazes not breaking for about a minute. 

In his hand was a small box of mocha pop tarts.

“Breaking your diet again, are you?” You said, crossing your arms as Mark started moving again, hiding the opened box of pastries behind your reading pillow and some stuffies in front of your bookshelf. The box was perfectly hidden on the lower shelf. “Don’t tell Amy.” He simply said, exiting the room.

The chat continued to move quickly, people spamming messages like:

“Don’t worry! I’ll never snitch on you 🤫” 

“I LOVE YOU MARK!!!”

“Even when binge eating poptarts, he’s still friggin hot!”

And “MARK PLS MARRY ME!!”

Yes, this certainly wasn’t uncommon when he appeared in a stream, but it did get annoying at times. “Chat, calm the heck down and for heaven’s sake stop calling my dad hot!” 

“An interesting comment section you have here.” suddenly came a comment from Mark in the live chat, making it blow up once again with the praise and nearly undivided attention from the excited viewers.

“(sigh). This is gonna be a long stream…” You grumbled under your breath as you continued the game.

-timeskip later that day-

Mark was relaxing in the living room when You walked downstairs, sitting down on a nearby couch. An awkward silence filled the room, the two of them not daring to break it or even look at each other. The pressure began to build with every second that passed till it reached a breaking point when a female voice entered the scene with the sound of a closing door.

“Mark, (Y/n)! I’m here!”

“I’M GONNA TELL AMY!!”

“(Y/N) NO!!!”

[lotusmi]

Hey beautiful I mean I just saw your success stories from YT & I really wanted to ask how did they experience the void especially how did it feel when the woke up because I am someone who doesn’t know how it feels to wake up in the void & that’s the reason why I am struggling to enter the void because I can’t identify it! So my question can I talk to them?! I comments or Tumblr?!

Why would you assume you fail for this or that reason? To be honest, I guess what would help you is to ignore having to "force" the feeling by trying to make yourself feel like other person did. Everyone is different! I have saw people who entered the void and were terrified, other were blissful. But really? Does it matter?

When we speak of entering in a state, most of you don't understand that the feeling is not something you pressure yourself to feel. It is more like deciding. The feeling is acceptance. You are looking to force your feeling when you should have been accepting you already are.

Another point is that most of you read bloggers saying "enter the state of the desire" and when their desire is to enter the void, then they would be like "uggg but i did not entered so I can't know what is the state". Again, you enter in a state by decision. You say you are and that's it. Maybe the feeling won't come at the right second, but even tho, it is done. I also want to say that you don't need to force yourself feeling SPECIFIC. Like "I feel like I have mastered the void", because if you had, how would YOU feel?

Everyone is different. It can be relief, happiness, you can feel pround, you can feel powerful etc.

So when you want to enter a state, you don't have to do a ritual or so, you just have to indentify as if, and identifying is not forcing, but accepting by having to decide you are right now. And look, this is not "faking you are".

Why we say we are right now? Because our world is only a reflection of our imagination, this makes our imagination our real reality, and in imagination there's no time, past, future, present but NOW. If you are remembering or wondering something, you are living it NOW in imagination. So if everything is NOW in imagination, you are/have NOW your desire.

And if the world reflects imagination, then the world will reflect you being now that which you are identifying yourself as having and being WITHIN.

Stop thinking there's something that makes you struggle, for if you always assume there's something that makes you struggle, you always will find something to make you struggle. Focusing in "problems" or so is to be aware and "accept" them as real. They are not. ALWAYS CHANGE SELF.

So if your awareness is "I NEED TO SOLVE THIS OR THAT" change it to "IT IS DONE" and let it go, since it is done.

also, if u still feel like wanting to ask ppl in youtube, you can do it.

[frosnpls]

hey ignore that i like, spent multiple hours hunting down an active blog of yours, have you seen the new dhmis and opinions if so? -bill bill

Hello I know you said to ignore it but where were you looking for me? I'm genuinely Very Curious about that -- but anyway though,

Oh My God.

To be honest getting to watch all of it was entirely worth the Six Year Wait. I've seen a few people saying the pacing was awkward or whatever but honestly I think it was perfect. It was everything it needed to be.

[SPOILERS FOR DON'T HUG ME I'M SCARED AHEAD I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO A READ MORE ON MOBILE BUT YA'LL'VE BEEN WARNED. ALSO THIS POST IS JUST LIKE, REAL LONG. SORRY]

We got so much from it. I was NOT expecting the episodes to be twenty minute features and I did actually say when we started watching (my friend group had a lil watch party) "I wonder how they're going to fill that entire runtime?" But that did it so well. The decision to have the episodes expand the theme rather than just stay on one particular beat worked out so well and yet the episodes still stuck faithfully to the theme they were on and it was just, so well written.

I love that they've given Harry (I made a post about this the other day I'm being stubborn and still calling him Harry I don't CARE) so much more personality, like, they really built up to it in the YT series but they didn't get the chance to explore it as fully as I think most of us would have liked to see because the majority of it was in the last episode. The fact that he yells so often in the show is so fun and the parts where he gets annoyed about something trivial (like the fact he was looking forward to doing nothing or when he got jealous about not being dead) make me so happy like. He's a guy. He's a guy with thoughts and feelings he's REAL. The freakout when they were in the car and he so desperately wanted there to be something, anything else just like. Fucked me up. He knows it's not real and that life isn't meant to be like this and he needs out but it's the only life he HAS!!!

I loved the comedy in it! They've kept the brand of humour from the youtube series but it feels like, actually a little more unhinged in places?? Idk how to put into words ig, it feels different in a way that I can't really put my finger on. It's still very unexpected, but it's not as rooted in just. Violence and gore, I guess? Like it is but not in the same way. Idk. I don't know how to say it. The 'electric chair' joke made my partner LOSE IT and my friend group keeps saying "OK, Stop." at every comment that could be taken as even a SLIGHT insult. I think one of my favourite ones was the bit where Stain starts existing and Yellow goes "eurgh, claymation" sbdjfj

The plot overall was just. Encapsulating. They've kept the elements of mystery that made it work the first time around and turned it up to eleven. We were SCREAMING at the scene with the shredder. I'm begging they get a second season because you can't just do that and leave it there forever. That would be so much.

One thing in particular that I found interesting in episode 6 (aside from, y'know, everything) was the part where Yellow can see the puppeteers and they're dressed like the background. I mean obviously the implication is that they're always there but does that mean that the teachers are entirely just fabricated by someone? Again I mean the obvious answer is yes, by possibly Lesley, maybe even someone higher than her, but. Y'know. Why are they there???? Are the puppeteers aware they're in a show or is Lesley (or someone else) forcing them to do this as well?????? They saw that Yellow was looking. They know he knows. FOR THAT MATTER, the fact nobody ever noticed the staircase in the kitchen until Yellow gained higher consciousness and was able to see the kitchen from a different camera angle is genius. They've never seen the stairs because it's usually in the missing wall for the camera. Of course they haven't. That's their fourth wall.

OOH OOH OOH something ELSE I found interesting is how the train guy had Lesley's name written on him. When I first noticed that I assumed it was his name. I'm thinking about rewatching to see if the name pops up anywhere else and I just didn't notice it. She's such an intriguing character -- the idea being that she's. Essentially their god. She did all of this. At least the main cast. We're shown there's a floor even further than hers, and it blends in with the wall. The fact it opens on it's own would say to me that she knows it's there, but what if she doesn't?? Who's above her?? Did something create her in order for her to create them?? I NEED to see up there. I HAVE TO. And anyway, why is Yellow one of her favourites - and why does she let so many bad things happen to him if that's the case? In fact, why does she let so many bad things happen at all? Is this all just for her amusement? Is she being manipulated by someone else to be that way?

There's not a doll of her in the dollhouse, because assumedly from her perspective she is the higher being and doesn't need replacing. There's something above her but she doesn't know that. There's also not dolls of the big and bigger boys, though, despite their room still being in the house after her and Yellow fix things. So did she not make them? She has to be aware they're there. She can't just think there's two completely uninhabitated rooms in the house. I'm fascinated. It's literally all I can think about.

So in summary -- yeah it was alright I guess.

[t-lostinworlds]

So for the youtube thing if you want to you can do a calling him Daddy for 24 hours prank thing? Or maybe just write a small blurb, please? I have seen videos like these on youtube and honestly would find it hilarious if Tom was featured on it and where he doesn't have a daddy kink so he gets embarrassed. Just a little blurb will be okay too!

Ps. I love the YouTube Channel series! And your writing!!❤

Stay happy and stay safe!💫

TH’s YouTube Extras: Calling Him Daddy Prank

a/n: i’m sorry that this is a bit late again hun but gosh you’re too sweet, thank you lovely! you stay safe too hun ❤ this was written quickly too, was going to post this an hour ago but i fell asleep while proofreading so i’m sure there’s typos still ahaha. hope you enjoy!.

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"I'll go sit first. Give it a few minutes so he won't get suspicious," Harry whispered, grin mischievous as he clicked record on the camera he had on hand before treading towards the dining area.

Pranks have never been your thing, well, aside from the simple jump scares. When it's something you have to plan out or have to act thoroughly in, then it's always a pass. But as you got lost in YouTube, you stumbled upon a video of a woman calling her man "daddy" to see his reaction. You thought it would be hilarious to do it with Tom, especially when you already know he doesn't like to be called that, at all.

You're purely doing this for the laughs, to see that cute blush of embarrassment—or that pointed grimace of annoyance—that coats his face whenever he hears the word.

"Morning, Harry," you hummed as you walked in minutes later with a fake yawn.

"Morning, Y/N."

Tom was sitting at the head of the table, eyes on his phone while he sipped on his morning tea. He gave you a brief glance and a tender smile before his eyes were back on his device, probably reading an important email that had him and his mind properly preoccupied. You stood behind your man once you reached him, leaning down to wrap your arms around his broad shoulders, giving him a light squeeze as you hummed,

"Good morning, daddy."

Tom choked on his tea.

You bit the insides of your cheeks to stop your laugh from escaping. He set the mug down with coughs to clear his throat, turning his head to gawk up at you with his brows deeply furrowed, skin already dusting pink. You only smiled innocently in return, placing a swift peck on his cheek before pulling away completely and disappearing to the kitchen, not giving him any chance to confront you about it.

Tom looked at his brother across the table with a frown set on his lips. "Did you hear what she just said?" he asked, to make sure if he heard you right or if his brain was playing games with him.

Harry tore his gaze from his phone, seeming clueless when he shook his head no.

"Hear what?"

***

You were now sitting in between Tom's legs, your back against his toned chest as you're both sprawled on the grass outside, all of you lounging under the afternoon sun.

"I need a snack," Tom announced, tapping your shoulder so he could stand up, dusting his sweatpants once he did so. "Want something love?"

You gave Harry a discreet glance, checking if he was recording before saying, "Just water, please daddy?"

Tuwaine and Harrison's eyes widened, Harry hurriedly shooting them a discreet look, silently telling them to stay quiet as he gestured towards the camera. The two boys got the drift real quick as they acted like they hadn't heard anything.

Tom visibly shivered, looking down at you with a scrunch of his nose as the crease between his brows deepened, skin turning red from the tips of his ears to the apple of his cheeks.

"Thank you, bubba." You beamed at him innocently, throwing in his favorite pet name to reel it back before he gets suspicious.

You looked too sweet and adorable that Tom could do nothing but roll his eyes. "No worries, darling," he sighed, head shaking as he retreated back inside the house to get you your water without another word.

***

Camera unnoticeably set up on the coffee table, you sat down on the living room couch and waited. As expected Tom came in soon after, never being able to be far from you for more than five minutes.

He sat himself closely beside you, a lazy smile on his lips as he wrapped his arms around your form. You were quick to catch on that he was in a mood, brown eyes slightly hooded, his touch hot as he gave your waist a squeeze. He was about to dip his head to litter your neck with kisses but with the camera right across you, it wasn't exactly ideal to allow it. So, you said the word you know would put him off.

"Daddy, no."

Tom physically cringed as he swiftly pulled away, arms falling limp with his face twisted in a proper grimace. "Stop that," he said firmly, voice laced with annoyance.

"Stop what?"

"You know exactly what," he growled lowly, raising a brow at you in pure warning.

"I don't think I do, Tom," you said naively, flashing him an adorable pout and a tilt of your head to match.

Tom was about to say something when Harrison suddenly walked in.

"Mate, can you help me with my table for a sec? It's wobbling and I can't figure out why."

"Yeah, sure," Tom muttered, narrowing his eyes at you before getting off the couch and following his best friend.

Once he was out of sight, you dropped on the couch with a hand over your mouth, unable to hold your laughs anymore as you shook your head in utter amusement. You sat back up with a loud sigh, shooting the camera a thumbs-up before reaching over and turning it off.

***

Harry had set up a GoPro in the kitchen when Tom suggested he was going to cook dinner tonight. You left him alone with his task for roughly about ten minutes, just to make sure his mind was clear from you calling him daddy for the past couple of times.

He was peeling some potatoes when you emerged in the kitchen, your hand landing on the small of his back as you rested your chin on his shoulder.

"What're you cooking daddy?"

Tom flinched, eyes screwing shut as he blew air out his nose, your cue to step away slightly.

"Okay, that's it," he hissed, dropping the metal peeler on the marble with a clang as he turned to face you fully, arms crossed over his chest with his hip resting on the edge of the kitchen island. "What are you doing?"

"What?" You furrowed your brows at him with a small frown, feign innocence crossing your features. Tom shook his head at you with a dark chuckle, tongue clicking against the roof of his mouth.

"Don't act all innocent on me now, Y/N," he scolded, and with the glow in his eyes—as if him calling you by your name isn't enough—you know he was getting annoyed. "You've been calling me that since this morning, even in front of the boys and I've had enough of it. You know how I don't like that word in that context."

You pursed your lip to stop your smile. "What word?" you asked.

"The D word," he grumbled, shooting you a sharp look.

When you said he didn't like it, you were truly serious about it. Tom being unable to say it himself just goes to prove that point.

You tilted your head at him, a teasing smile erupting on your lips as you purred, "Daddy?"

Tom ran a hand over his reddened face as he growled, "Y/N, I swear—"

You burst out in a hearty laugh, Tom's demeanor changing from annoyance to downright confusion.

"Say hi to the camera Tom," you giggled, pointing towards the corner where you can make out the red blinking light. Tom whipped his head around, eyes landing on the small black box, one he didn't notice given that he was a bit busy.

Tom's whole body slumped when he turned back to you, slowly leaning forward until he was able to wrap both his arms around your waist, forehead landing on your shoulder so he could hide his face.

"I hate you," he groaned dejectedly. "I knew it had to be some kind of prank since we've already talked about that word."

"I couldn’t resist. Your reaction is just priceless whenever you hear me call you that word," you teased, Tom pulling away with a pout.

Escaping his grasp gently, you went over to the GoPro, holding it up so both of you were in shot. "Ha, got him! Until next time guys!" You waved with a bright smile, Tom doing the same but with less energy and a roll of his eyes. You turned the camera off and placed it on the counter before walking back to your man.

"But you do know how I liked to be called, right sweetheart?" Tom hummed, eyes darker, voice lowering a few octaves as he wrapped his arms around your waist firmly, moving you back until you were trapped between him and the kitchen island.

"Yes, I do," you breathed out, hands resting on his shoulders as you felt your body tingle from head to toe. Your bottom lip got caught between your teeth when Tom raised a knowing brow at you.

"Yes, what?" he prodded with a husky growl, eyes holding yours with that certain intensity, a familiar glimmer, one that always makes you submit so easily.

"Yes, sir."

"Good girl."

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