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â.・.: hygiene tips đ§´đ§ź
hiii! these are all the best hygiene tips that i've gathered from different sources over the years, not everything is 100% necessary to be consistent with, but its certainly good to apply them once in a while. lets begin! đ
LIPS:
taking care of your lips is exceptionally important, especially cus no one wants crusty dusty lips. ⥠use a lipscrub/ exfoliator maybe 1-3 times a week, as many times you need tbh.- diy recipe: sugar, coconut/oil, oil/vaseline, and honey. theres tons more recipes online in case you don't have all the ingredients ⥠apply! a! lip mask! before! bed! this ALWAYS helps me so much! especially since when i wake up i usually get crusty lips! ⥠apply vaseline through out the day so your lips always stay hydrated and soft. ⥠always carry a hydrating lip balm with you. this isnt a huge necessity, but its good to have one on hand in case your lips get dry <3 ⥠DO NOT LICK YOUR LIPS! you may think that it hydrates your lips and makes them less crack-y but licking your lips can actually make them a lot more dryer because your saliva contains enzymes that break down the skin on your lips which can lead to irritation and chapped lips ⥠drink water!! girl i'm not just saying that. go take a sip right now. drinking water is one of THE best things you can do for your lips as it hydrates them!
MOUTH/ TEETH:
ALWAYS brush your teeth, AT LEAST twice a day, obviously. ⥠did you know that most of the smelly bad breath is usually from your tongue? you can get rid of the bacteria that collects while you sleep by using a tongue scraper to get it off OR you can also simply use your toothbrush as an alternative and just brush down on your tongue. ⥠flossing! ⥠also, remember to change your toothbrush every couple months or whenever you start to notice fraying of the bristles.
NAILS:
take care of your nails girlie! they don't always have to be painted and expertly shaped, but its good to keep them clean. ⥠for a good clean/ washing, use warm water and mild soap to wash ur nails and scrub your nails gently with a soft brush (kinda like a toothbrush but don't use urs bc that would be nastyy lol) ⥠and remember to also take care of your cuticles- (its at the very bottom of your nail). push back your cuticles with either a cuticle pusher, or you could just do it with your nails, but NEVER cut them as that could cause an infection. pushing back your cuticles helps to create a cleaner nail plate, prevents hangnails, keeps the skin around your nail smoother, makes your nails appear longer and neater by removing dead skin cells, and more! also, apply cuticle oil/ lotion to keep it hydrated.
painting your nails: i LOVE painting my nails, who doesn't? here are some tips to get the best result when doing it. 1) clean your nails 2) shape your nails (using a nail filer) to the desired shape- almond, round, square, oval, silleto, etc. 3) apply base coat - (protects nails from staining + helps polish stay) 4) apply the nail polish! the best part right? you may want to do 1-3 coats of this to make sure the color is really there and not translucent. 5) apply top coat - makes it look glossy + lasts longer tada! we're done ! <3 i recomend listening to music/ subliminals or watching a movie or talking to a friend during this if u get bored. but honestly, sitting alone, painting your nails, soft music in the background and just getting lost in your thoughts and imagination is such a VIBE.
LASHES
⥠use castor oil or vitamin E on ur eyelashes before bed to make them grow thicker and longer! ⥠avoid pulling or tugging your eyelashes or rubbing to hardly ⥠you can apply vaseline to your lashes, but make sure that its only on the tips and not the roots of it as that can make ur lashes fall out
EARS:
when you're cleaning the inside, do NOT use a q-tip, you may think you're doing something, but it just pushes the wax more in. ⥠instead, in the shower/ after the shower, with your towel and GENTLY wipe the inside- don't apply too much pressure tho! ⥠also it's important to wipe around the ear as well- where the creases meet ur hair. there can be lots of dirt/ dust that collects so once in a while in the shower or with water, just wipe around that ear a bit- again, be careful!! ⥠lastly, also clean the outer bit of your ear, the earlobe- above & around the inside hole. again be gentle, your ear is a sensitive organ, and just use water to wipe around it carefully.
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad đ
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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I NEED MY NECK TO STOP TWITCHING I'VE HAD IT. I'VE HAD IT!
#it's been almost constant the last like 3 days especially at work and when i'm trying to sleep and it's driving me batty#and one side of my neck is now always sore bc my head mostly twitches to one side so it's the same muscle seizing over and over#For No Reason might i add.#i need to start actually going to bed on time bc it only gets bad when i'm sleep deprived but i don't want to be asleep at 8pm anymore i'm#over itttttt And my roommates had a Man in the house for like 2 hours and his voice was so loud and all sounds made in the kitchen or in the#bedrooms across the living room are perfectly funneled into the hallway that leads to my room#sorry that all my posts have been me complaining recently but work is tiring and demoralizing and i don't want to go back to school :(#and everything is so fucking expensive all the time#whatever. surely chugging coffee for the rest of my lunch will help the situation at hand đŤś#a post
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Things About My Jason
aka things that might weasel their way into details of stories one day, might not
your boy is clocking in at 6â4 + 3/4 inches and about 245 lbs (heâs the only batkid to be taller than bruce).Â
he cusses a lot it, usually doesnât correlate w anger or intensity its just how he expresses himself. heâll cuss at you sometimes but not at you and he tries his best to never do it out of anger.
heâs never said it out loud but he would drop all the vigilante shit for you in a heartbeat if you wanted him to (i think heâs also the only batfam member who would do that).
you have an agreement in place to never make any big decisions in the middle of the night/post patrolâthis came into place after a few too many bad nights had him coming home shaking and panicked about your safety and convinced he needed to leave you alone for good.Â
he kind of zones out sometimes, its bordering on dissociation.
you have a black cat, salem, thatâs been around since before you and jason had even met. his yellow eyes pierce you in a way that feels like heâs glaring straight into your soul and judging what he sees. he was suspicious of jason for a while but over time has come to love and protect jason almost as much as you.
he has a lot of nervous habits that have built up over years of stress and trauma. heâll often double or even triple check locks and cameras. his hand tends to go to where his gun holster would be, regardless of whether or not its there. heâs very conscious of your breathing, especially when youâre asleep, and when heâs stressed or upset heâll try to align his breathing with yours. he worries that you might get annoyed with how often he checks up on you, be it asking directly, texting you, or just looking you over to make sure youâre doing okay, that youâre happy. heâs also made a habit of standing directly behind you when youâre wearing anything short, especially skirts or dresses. Youâre not entirely sure if itâs intentional or not.
day to day, he runs on very little sleep naturally so heâs awake early goes to bed late. he used to not focus much on making meals that actually taste good and have thought put into them until he started dating you. he started catering his grocery trips specifically with you in mind and the things you might like. he actually prefers going on grocery trips and little mundane errands with you bc he had no idea that these tiny aspects of life could bring him so much joy and peace. he also buys you new towels and updates your first aid kit constantly, though the latter is more out of his necessity than yours. depending on his mood, heâll usually either take scalding hot or freezing showers.Â
heâs 100% down to let you decorate the apartment however you want, even if you move into his place. his only ask is that heâs left with space to put his books (of which ne needs plenty). if he had to choose, he probably likes a warm atmosphere best, in terms of like lighting and colors. heâs really just not a fan of anything that feels cold or impersonal like the manor can sometimes seem. other than that he doesnât really have opinions on it, whatever makes you happy heâll like. but heâll still happily go shopping with you to find stuff. but really thatâll just look like you saying âooh look at thisâ and him saying âgreat, lets get itâ at every single thing you pick up.Â
there are unloaded guns and ammo hidden around your apartment and also stocked generously in a closet or two. he cleans them regularly, you think he does it partially as a kind of stress reliever. before you he didnât have too much regard for his own safety, so he would sleep with one under his pillow.Â
he does everything he can to keep you safe and heâll insist on adding extra locks to the doors and windows, ones the landlord wont have keys to. yeah heâs paranoid so heâll keep the bed as far from the door as possible and is unrelenting in his insistence that you sleep on the wall side. if youâre too tired to move, thatâs okay, heâll gently move you over himself. honestly though, your apartment is just as secure, if not more, than any of his safe houses. as such, he absolutely can and will easily hack into the lobby security cameras to check up on things. if he has to go away for a while heâll send one of his siblings to stop by to check on you and make sure you're okay.Â
he prefers to wear layers, it makes him feel more secure and comfortable. he does like cutoff sleeves sometimes but only because you like them on him. aside from that, heâs usually not such a fan of showing much skin because of a) his scars and b) he feels exposed to attacks. he has so many long sleeved and warm clothes in his closet that he heavily encourages you to bundle up in some of them when its cold.Â
he goes through phases of bad sleep and they can vary greatly in severity. thereâs nights he just physically cannot sleep and this usually originates from intense anxiety. these are easier to ease him back from and some simple comforting will be enough to get him to at least try to sleep. most commonly its the nightmares that make it hard for him. itâll usually be a one-off that he just canât fall back asleep afterwards. the worst is when he goes through phases of frequent nightmares, like every night, multiple times a night. when that happens, he will do everything in his power to stay awake for as long as he can. youâve yet to find any techniques that hands down prevent or even slow the nightmares, but youâve been able to find some remedial measures that work pretty well.
kissing him helps get his mind off scary thoughts (but not joker related) but not just like single peck itâs got to be a whole session to really work. the one that works best is having a hand on one of your pulse points while you sleep, or directly over your heart. unfortunately this did lead to him to accidentally choking you after a particularly bad nightmare. he was absolutely horrified and removed his hands from you completely the second he gained recognition. he actually fully got out of bed and backed away from you. he wouldnât even hear you out about him not sleeping on the couch and continued to not budge on it for over a week.Â
him punishing himself like that made you feel extra bad because that had occurred during a round of the relentless nightmares and you were sure he was still waking up panicked constantly without you there to help soothe him. you actually know for a fact he was because every couple of hours the bedroom door would creak open slightly before shutting again like he was checking to make sure you were there and okay. you ended up having to literally lay on top of him on the couch and refuse to leave him for him to agree to sleep in bed with you again, although he was still not willing to fall asleep with his hands on you for a while.Â
he always needs it to be quiet when he goes to sleep so he can stay on alert which usually leads to him waking up to the littlest sounds, which is technically the point. if thereâs any kind of white noise heâll force himself to stay awake. if he does get woken up heâll go from 0 to 100 like that. he also needs the door to be shut, non negotiable, and really prefers the apartment to be colder > hotter. it also helps that youâll cuddle into him for warmth.
all of these things are things he did before you met, but heâd also developed some new habits after you got together. he used to sleep in the middle of the bed but now he absolutely insists that you sleep on the wall side so he can act as a protective barrier between you and any incoming danger. unless its after a rough patrol, he tends to wait to sleep until after youâve fallen asleep. he doesnât really have a reason for this, it just makes him feel better.
his relationship with bruce is complicated, of course. in my canon, the extent of it is that bruce didnât kill the joker, prevented jason from doing it, and has made many attempts to stop jason from killing at all. obviously itâs not the fact that batman wonât let anybody die that broke jasonâs heart, itâs that his father couldnât let go of his moral code for a second and avenge his murdered son. the resulting anger stems from so much sadness and grief over his own death and it caused him to isolate himself even further from bruce. on a conscious level, he wanted to be far away from him emotionally as possible to protect himself while still enacting his own kind of revenge towards bruce. and so yeah, he did try to kill batman a couple times, whatever.
on an unconscious level, heâd hoped that bruce would take the initiative to try to close the space between them and apologize, and while jason didnât know it yet: that was all he really wanted from him. inwardly, he still cares what bruce thinks and wants his approval and affection but its so conflicting for him. it also doesnât help that it took bruce such a long time to swallow his pride and even consider that he was wrong before he could apologize. a lot of negotiations had to take place before they could even begin to really reconcile.Â
about a year later theyâd come to a steady, solid agreement that mostly worked for both of them. jason was allowed to kill, but only within his territory in gotham and only under agreed upon circumstances. thereâs also a separate rule that jasonâs not allowed out on patrol when the joker is looseâit used to be a whole thing before youâd met and oftentimes several bats were assigned to keep him away. even with these guidelines in place, things were still rocky between them and jason had only just started to come back around the manor when heâd met you. honestly you and bruce meeting was a major step in this process and everyone could feel the shift.
his relationship with his brothers is different, but just as complicated. he kind of views dick as being perfect in spite of also acknowledging his flaws. in his head, its sort of like, in comparison to himself, dick had the perfect life with perfect versions of all the same pitfalls jason had to go through. he knows its not really fair to think of it this way, but itâs hard sometimes. all in all though, he does look up to dick a lot.Â
with tim, he thinks heâs a crazy rich kidâwhich, fairâbut also in a weird way holds a lot of respect for tim for not being afraid of him. realistically, the way jason showed back up and his relationship with tim started is insane, so its even more insane that tim was like âyeah, chillâ and that probably jump started their bond as brothers more than anything.Â
for as much shit as he gives him, he honestly feels really bad for damian and all the shit he was raised believing. he couldnât quite explain why, but he does see a lot of himself in damian, even past the surface level anger.Â
heâs not good at resolving fights, his mind tends to jump to the absolute worst and he assumes youâre done with him, you resent him, itâs all over. it was really bad at the beginning of your relationship when he hadnât even begun to consider that you love him half as much as he loves you. now, youâve been able to help him understand that you still love him, even when you fight, and fighting does not equal breaking up. however, he still has trouble taking initiative in making amends. not because he doesnât want to but more so because he feels vulnerable in ways that terrify him, having to acknowledge and speak into existence that heâd done something wrong feels like setting himself up to be exposed with no defense.Â
another part of him feels like he already hurt you and if he tries to remedy things with you, he could just make it worse. So for a while at least, youâll have to be the one to start the conversation, though not necessarily meaning you have to apologize first.Â
as we know, Jasonâs not immune to bouts of fear and stress. thereâs times when he panics and thereâs times when he has full blown panic attacks. the panic attacks are rarer, but much more severe. heâs known to lash out (especially when heâs not at your apartment) and has definitely broken a nose or two of people who got too close/tried to touch him. youâre not sure if itâs an intentional action or not, but he tends to claw at his skin or hit himself in the head when heâs very upset. after going through a couple of these with him, youâve compiled a thorough list of DOs and DONTs for these times. DONT hold his wrists, move suddenly, touch him without warning, or corner him. DO keep your touches light, words soft, rooms vacant of other people, and loud noises. slowly but surely theyâre getting less severe and overcome quicker.
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#Iâll probably do another part bc i have a lot of ideas that didnât make the cut#jason todd thoughtsâ˘#jason todd loves his gf#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you#jason todd/you#jason todd imagine#jason todd/reader#jason todd fanfic#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd x reader#red hood imagine#my canon#red hood x reader#red hood x you#red hood fanfic#red hood fanfiction#red hood x y/n#batfam imagine#batfam x you#batfam fanfiction
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Sanemi Shinazugawa standing up for you
Pairing: Sanemi x fem!reader
Word Count: 2,1k
Synopsis: You are used to no one believing in you, to get picked on by other corps member because you're a girl. Until one of them crosses the line and starts a fights. Until a certain someone stands up for you when no one else does.
Warnings: not proofread bc I have a gym date with my boy (in order to have a biceps as beefy as (y/n)'s lmao), reader gets reduced to being a weak woman when she is anything but that, bad girl energy, Sanemi being a cutie
âI canât believe they allowed a little girl to participate.â
âLook at her. Thereâs no way she survived the training of the former sound hashira, the serpent pillar and landed here.â
âProbably nothing but luck. Or she cheated.â
Donât listen to them, just focus on staying hydrated and eating enough for your upcoming training. It has always been this way. You, a girl in a world of boys against everything. Why is it so hard to believe that you are capable of doing what they do when two female hashira show them how itâs done? You work your ass of day in and out, stayed consistent for your whole life. Youâre always the first who appears in the morning and the last of them who falls into bed after practice. Nothing in life is given you for free, especially when it comes to strength. But apparently, they fail to realize this even after being a part of the demon slayer corps for quite some time.
âI bet she slept her way up.â
Your heart drops to the floor, eyes widen in sheer disbelief. You, sleeping your way up?
âYeah, maybe she aims to be the fourth wife of him or something.â
âSo thatâs why heâs always going easy on her.â
âI can hear you. Loud and clearlyâ, you finally speak up.
They are talking about you as if you are nothing but air, as if you wouldnât share the same air. Anger begins to rush through your veins uncontrollably. All this work only to be called the mistress of a former hashira?
âI couldnât care less about the existence of a woman who fucked her way upâ, one of them spits directly into your face.
âHow are your trainees doing?â, the white-haired men questioned while staring into the sunset.
âMost of them are trash. That one thoughâŚâ
Instantly, Sanemiâs gaze is glued onto Obanai who now sits next to him.
âReally? Youâve got one that has some balls?â
âA girl, to be exact. She seems decently skilled and Actually just transferred to your trainingâ, Obanai clarifies.
âI never heard of a girl getting through Uzuiâs basic training until nowâ, Sanemi replies while rubbing his chin.
A girl, huh? He canât put a finger on the last time he ever trained one. But if Obanai talks so highly about you, there sure must be something going on.
âSheâs got potential. Letâs just hope thereâs enough time.â
âInstead of lying around like the loser you are, try training next time. I donât need to fuck my way up, Iâm all good by my ownâ, you bark back along with straightening your shoulders.
Who does this guy think he is? Talking behind your back like that while you donât even know who the fuck he is.
âYouâre nothing but a weak woman, Iâm sure it was way too easy for you to wrap them hashira around your finger.â
You draw closer, his dreadful eyes piercing like arrows through yours. But you couldnât care less. No, this is enough.
âBold coming from a guy who obviously never touched a woman in his entire life. To be honest, I could give you one or two reasons for that. But itâs not my job to tell you what kind of loser you are. Now excuse me, the training session with the wind hashira begins soon and you definitely arenât worth being late to that.â
âWhy do I have to waste my time with those losers?â, Sanemi mumbles to himself while walking towards the campsite where all the trainees are located.
Or wait, didnât Obanai talk about a skilled girl earlier? Maybe sheâll last longer than that bunch of losers. While getting closer, his eyes fall on a crowd of multiple guys cheering and staring of what looks like a sensation in the middle.
âWhat the hell is going on over there?â
You manage to escape his punch just before he hits your face with full force, so unexpected that your eyes widen. Did he just try to slap you? In your face?
âAre you out of your goddamn mind? We are here to get trained and not to fight each other like animals!â, you roar at him.
Another dash forward, another failed attempt to hit you with full force while everyone around you starts eyeing you up and down. This must be a cruel joke, a nightmare. You joined the demon slayer corps to fight against injustice and to support peace. But in this very moment, you find yourself surrounded by your comrades who definitely try to hurt you.
âYou just have to play the smartest one, donât you? I donât give a damn about your little game. I will never respect a woman who fucked her way upâ, he jeers back at you.
You force yourself not to cry, to not show them how much their fucking words sting. All your life, you were forced to fight against those who wanted to see you suffer, does who didnât put trust in your abilities. Your neighbors, your friends, even your own family. Never more than a little girl with crazy dreams, never more than average with no one who believes in her.
âYou have no i-â
An enormous storm of air swirling around you catches you completely off guard and almost sweeps you off your feet. You arenât able to see anything anymore, let alone move. Fuck, what is this? Definitely not the power of that jerk from before. Your lungs feel like bursting under the immense pressure, chest so tight that you have to force air in and out. What on earth is this?
âThatâs enough. Who do you even think you are?â
When the storm calms down as rapidly as it came, you find yourself landing onto the floor with your knees just in time while everyone around you bumps into the ground head-first.
âS-she attacked me! It was her fault!â
Your eyes widen in sheer horror when you begin to realize who was responsible for this. There he stands with his katana in his hand, his white cloak still flowing in the wind.
And his dreadful orbs are set on you.
You try to scream, try to defend yourself, but all of the sudden you forgot how to speak. This is the wind hashira, Sanemi Shinazugawa. After all those countless sessions with Tengen and Obanai, it was your goal to get here, to impress him.
But now youâre kneeling to his feet while countless men point their fingers at you, claiming youâre the one responsible for this mess.
âSo, this was you?â, he questions.
There is no doubt in the fact that his ask is directed towards you. Not when he looks at you so serious with his hand clutched into a tight fist.
âI didnât mean to cause troubleâ, you finally press out.
Defending yourself is a waste of time. With all those men saying youâre the problem, your words mean nothing. All you can do is sit here and hope that youâre able to stay, hope that the wind hashira wonât send you back home like everyone predicted.
âYou have to be fucking kidding meâ, he mutters with low voice.
Itâs over. This is it, your final time at the hashira training. Even giving your best wasnât enough, apparently. Not when nobody believes in you except yourself. You should have kept quiet, should have ignored their stupid sayings. You furrow your eyebrows, wild eyes going hard.
No. You did everything right. No one is allowed to talk to you in such a manner, to say all those nasty things about you. It was the only right thing to defend your honor. There is nothing to regret.
âAre you really trying to make her responsible for this when I heard your dumb ass talking shit about her? You have some fucking nerve, lying into the face of a hashira.â
Time stands still, you donât dare to make a move while the crowd around you goes silent. Did the wind hashira really justâŚStand up for you?
âNow get lost, all of you brats. If youâd be as good at fighting as in talking shit, we would have beaten all demons already.â
He doesnât have to tell them twice. In the matter of seconds, the usual crowded area is deadly silent with only you and the white-haired man remaining. Your heart almost beats out of your chest, eyes now fixated on his back. Why would he even stand up for a stranger, especially a girl? Itâs probably best if you get away from here as well-
âNo, not you. You definitely stayâ, he instructs you after you take one single step forward.
You freeze right in your tracks. What now? Will he kick you out, send you back to your family? What if he didnât mean those words he said earlier, what if heâs not convinced that you are in fact innocent?
âListen, Iâm sorry about t-â
âYou really have some balls, dealing with a bunch of guys like that. My honest respect for that.â
 âWhat?â, you blurt out.
And there it is. The most breath-taking smile youâve ever seen, a smile that makes your heart and stomach flutter, that leaves you standing there like an idiot. You never actually believed in love, let alone to fall for someone. But the wind hashira, standing in front of you with his katana casually placed over his shoulders and his hand on his hip while smiling at youâŚ
Youâre lost. Deeply, completely, utterly lost.
âItâs clear that youâre working hard and I admire that. They have no right to talk to you this disrespectfully. Iâm the only one whoâs allowed to do thatâ, he replies with his charismatic low voice.
âThank you for standing up for me. For a second, I was pretty sure youâll send me back homeâ, you admit while avoiding his gaze.
Maybe youâre still able to prove them all wrong, maybe you will make it after all. The hashira training is your chance to finally show your true self. You grab the handle of your katana tightly. And you will do everything you can to use that chance.
âWhy would I send someone like you home when youâre one of the best corps members? These guys donât know shit about you and itâs clear that theyâre jealous. Donât listen to those people and keep up the hard work.â
The man in front of you definitely isnât the monster youâve heard of. The rough and loud wind hashira who has zero control over his emotions, who rejected his own brother. The man who means nothing but violence, nothing but trouble. No, that man in front of you is smiling at you, teasing you in order to become better. And youâll do everything to thank him for believing in you.
-one week later-
âYou canât keep her for yourself any longer. Apart from Kamado, sheâs one of the greatest chances the demon slayer corps have. Itâs Gyomeiâs turn to train herâ, Shinobu explains calmly, earning one of the deadliest looks ever from the wind hashira.
Truth is, he doesnât want to let you go. He wants to see you every day, wants to train with you as often as he can, wants to talk with you into the night. What is left when youâre not around except the effect you had on him, the admiration he holds for you in his heart? Sanemi thought heâd never be able to find love again, that no other woman would ever catch his heart. But there you are with your determination made of stone and heart made of gold.
âSheâs better off with meâ, he mumbles with a pout, not daring to look into the insect pillarâs eyes.
Itâs clear that heâs acting ridiculous. When it comes to gaining more strength and abilities, youâre definitely not better off by his side only. He canât just gatekeep you for his own will.
âDonât tell me you started liking herâ, Obanai comments dryly.
âSanemi, is it possible, thatâŚthatâŚâ
âDonât you dare saying thatâ, he warns the pink-haired girl opposite of him.
âARE YOU IN LOVE WITH (Y/N)!?â
âSHUT UP, I NEVER SAID THAT!â
âYOU DONâT HAVE TO SAY IT, I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES!â
âWHY? BECAUSE THEYâRE BLOODSHOT!?â
Him, in love with a woman? How ridiculousâŚ
Right?
He huffs to himself. Yeah, there is no denying in the fact that he fell a little too hard.
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yan nerd who gets put into a group project with you and some other npcs, as he calls them, not paying any attention to neither of them, rather going to practically sit on your lap and cling onto you the whole period.
yan nerd who annoys the other members of the project bc hes js there helping you, letting only you copy, and they could literally hear the down bad things hes whispering in your ear (hes doing it on purpose bc he thinks they want u and he needs those bitchs to back off)
"Hey (nerd yan name), why arent you helping us as well? We literally having zero fucking clue what to do." One of the members asked, scrunching his eyebrows together in confusion.
yan nerd who ignores them and goes back to acting cringy to you as you look as if hes holding u hostage.
yan nerd who is an absolute loser that prob has greasy fried hair, ofc he calls u his alpha and its him and u against the world.. uhm so! this is insane!
yan nerd who literally hyperfocuses on anything u like, making himself liking it aswell. Js so he can âaccidentallyâ bring them up in conversation, and see the way ur eyes lit up in surprise at the fact he remembered ur interests. Whenever you talk about anything you like, he quickly talks about it himself to make him seem more likeable to you,
yan nerd who in the middle of class, day dreams abt you literally with roses and hearts in background as you say "Your so hot~" (hes delusional pls..)
yan nerd who has had one gf but that was the start of his obsession with you and he was trying to stop himself with being obsessed
lets js say it didnt work bc when he was making out with his gf, he kept whimpering and moaning out your name...đ
yan nerd who tries to impress you with fun facts as he puts up his glasses up the bridge of his nose. Heâs the type to text you random facts throughout the day, just to remind u of him
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did u know that dogs have dreams?
I just wanted to let yk so when we have 10 kids, 3 dogs, and a cat together baby <33
yan nerd who over analyzes everything, every convo with u leads him to be in the dark of his room, smiling and delusionally think u need him in ur bed and that u def want him bc u looked at his lips for 0.01 secs
yan nerd who even practice conversations in their head before seeing Y/N again, trying to make sure everything goes perfectly. Though, whenever he go infront of you and actually try to talk to you, he loses all composure and says the first thing to mind. "Can u sit on my nos- I mean!"
yan nerd who lowk has rizz tho
âHey, did you know sea otters hold hands when they sleep, so they donât drift apart? Kinda like how I wouldnât want to drift apart from you, baby" He says looking at you with the most down bad eyes, rubbing your thigh under the table as you try to pay attention to the math lesson
"bro unhand me"
"If i do, will you bounce on it?"
yan nerd who, nvm does not have rizz
yan nerd who is a loser who spends most of his time humping a body pillow of u <333
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hello! may I request a subbot afab hawks x domtop amab reader?
idk what trope to pick bc I have so many ideas, but if you're comfortable with it, could it be a sugarbaby x sugardaddy reader AU? maybe with some praise and breeding?
feel free to ignore lol (love your fics btw <3)
â GUYS NEWSFLASH first time writing ftm character hahaha erm i hope i didnât fuck this upđ˘đ˘đđ (i lvoe dis requets)
something more â keigo.takami
â dom ! male.reader x ftm ! sub ! Keigo Takami
â contents : afab ! Hawks , use of pussy cunt clit and stuffâŚ. Sugardaddy reader , tooo much yap , hawks falls in love with u⌠er praising , a bit of breeding kink , u might get him pregnant actuallyâŚ, :( ending..
warnings : love NOT reciprocated sowwy
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Hawks waved flirtatiously at a guy walking by to try and get his attention, he scoffed after the guy payed no mind to him. He got a cigarette out and patted himself to try and find his lighter..where could it have goneâŚ
he felt a tap on his shoulder and he turned to see .. you. Took him a bit but he apologized and took the lighter from your hands.
âthank you..! uh where was it..?â he nervously, struggling to light his cigarette up.
âyou left it behind at the bar.â you took the lighter and lit it for the blonde.
âah..thank you..â he smiled looking away.
âYa know, youâre a pretty thing. I noticed you at the bar and was going to talk to you but I looked away for a second and the next, you were gone hahaâ you chuckled dipping your hands into your pockets.
âuh yeah sorry I wasâŚI just needed to take in some fresh airâ he seemed a bit more calmer than he was a second ago- he couldnât get anyone else to pay his drink. thatâs why he left the bar.
âmhh. well. I was wondering if maybe I could spend a night with you?â Hawks perked up and looked at you. You wereâŚ.tall and handsome..you had a nice faceâŚâŚ.
âsorry I donât go around andââ
You held out 200$ to him, waiting for him to take it. âhow âbout it?â you look at him and smirk.
one night..couldnât be bad plus, 200 dollars??
âalright then, mister.â He takes the money and smiles at you.
well thatâs how you met keigo. after one night you proposed the idea of being his sugar daddy and since the sex wasnât bad at all, and you paid good money, there was no harm!
overtime you guys became very fond of each other, you werenât just some cash pig to him, you were special. but to youâŚ..he was sure he was just a fuck toy for you.
you werenât that old, you had great looks so- why havenât you gotten a wife? or husband?? a great business guy like you wouldâve had someone special by his side by now.
âhey ynâŚwould you ever want to start a family at some point?â Hawks asked. He was sat on your large couch in small shorts and a loose top.
you looked at him and flashed him a smile. âsomeday, but not nowâ you were working on your laptop, you kept typing away.
âhmmâŚâ he stood up and walked over to where you were and sat next to you, cuddling your arm.
âwhatâs wrong, baby?â he hid his smile at the pet name. he shook his head and you chuckled.
the way you treated him was as if he were your special person, you always took care of him. his place wasnât so safe and it quite frankly- disgusted you⌠so you insisted he moved in with you. you always paid for him, got him what he wanted, in return heâd let you use him in bed for however long you wanted to.
not only that, but aftercare was amazing. you treated him like if he were made of glass, gentle with him when you bathed him, gentle kisses every now and then. he fought the urge everyday to tell you he loved you because he knew this wasnât that kind of relationship.
but he started to fall for you. badly. at one point he didnât really want your money anymore, he just wanted to be there for you and for you to be there for him.
it was about to be a year since you guys started thisâŚthing you guys had going on and he decided to be straight up with his feelings, just tell you. That anniversary or whatever, you took him out to eat like any other day and got him a couple gifts, he was extremely happy and confident things would go well. He was hoping that maybe you guys could be something more than.. this. I mean you already act like a couple! Thereâs no way he could be wrong..
you guys got back home drunk as hell, laughing and shoving each other around. There was absolutely no fucking way you didnât like this guyâŚ.then again you could just be the devil in disguise
your hands roamed his smaller body while you kissed and fought for dominance. He was losing himself in the pleasure, he had to tell you he just had to..
âuh- yn wait IâŚneed to..â you kissed his neck and sucked on it, he moaned under you and grabbed at your hair. he pulled you off and you looked at him confused.
âI just need toâŚt..tellâŚâ his words started to get stuck in his throat, nothing was coming out why couldnât he just spill it out.
âyouâre so cute Kei, babyâŚâ you sat up and removed his pants as he squirmed, propped his legs on your shoulder and kissed the inside of his thighs.
âahh..yn p..please let mhh..~â his back arched at the feeling of your mouth on his cunt. Maybe it was the alcohol in his system that made this all the more enjoyable, but he figured heâd tell you after you guys were done.
he pushed his hair back and gasped when you slid your fingers into his loose hole, all while lapping at his clit. He was crumbling underneath you, his hands pulling harshly on your hair as he squirmed and moaned at the pleasure.
âF-fuck! Iâll c..com..~â he bit his bottom lip, his lower half twitched as he came intensely, His hands letting go of your hair.
You sat up and prodded your cock at his entrance, teasing it over his sensitive clit making him flinch.
âwâŚwaitâŚno condo-..mmâŚ?â He looked so out of it and cute covering his cunt with his hand.
âwhatâŚdonât want my babiesâŚ?â you coo gently taking his hand off and leaning down into his ear.
âweâd make the cutest babies..â you harshly grab his hips and slam into him earning a scream from the younger male. He shouldnât have found that as hot as he did, heâs holding onto you and biting your shoulder as you violate his stupid cunt.
Heâs asking you to slow down as best as he can but you ignore him and continue to chase your orgasm. You almost completely stop when he whispers into your ear, an âI love youâ.
It sounded desperate and whiny, you sit back up, not looking at his face. You look down at your dick, engulfed in the blondes pussy, you push his legs closer to his face and grab his hands, placing them on the back of his knees.
He hold them tightly, so many thoughts running through his little head.
Did you ignore him just now?
Your big hands spread his cunt and you slowly push all the way in, a stretched out whimper leaving Kei.
âSoo pretty, honâŚ.arenât you such a good boy for me..â you smirk to yourself, your thumb rubbing his clit gently. You grab his legs and move them aside to finally look at his face again.
His face was red and sweaty, tears running down his sad face, droll peaking out of his mouth.
âYouâd do anything I askedâŚwouldnât you, dear..?â You caressed his face, wiping his dumb tears away. He just stared into your lustful eyes before slowly nodding and smiling.
âThats right, baby. Your pretty self belongs to me.â You tilt his head and begin to mark his neck as you continued to fuck into his twitching pussy.
Heâs losing himself, those dumb thoughts about you not loving him still lurked in his mind. Of course you love him! You love him so much that you want to start a family with him, take care of whatever he needs for the rest of his life. He loves you more.
Heâs all smiles and giggles that he doesnât realize that he agreed to letting you finish inside him, till he feels your hot semen shoot inside of him.
His smile slowly falls, his heartbeat speeding up.
ââŚyâŚynâŚ?â You sit up and pull out, grinning at how your cum spills out of keigoâs cute pussy.
âwhat? take some pills, dear. Youâll be fine.â You kiss his forehead ignoring the tears that fell from him as he touches his tummy.
âwhat was it that you wanted to tell me? Iâve got something I wanna say toâ you smile and lay down next to his smaller figure, heâs staring at the ceiling, you keep looking at his side profile waiting for him to answer.
âIâŚ.donât have anything to sayâŚâ he says tiredly. He finally looks at you waiting for what you were gonna say.
âHm..i met someone who could join us next time. Heâs real cute I think you guys could really get along! Donât worry though, kei. Youâre still my favorite babyâŚâ you smile, exhausted, you kiss the blonde one more time before pulling him into a hug.
ââŚ.whatâŚ?â
a/n; you guys rlly like hawks yâall are FREAKS (i love him more)
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I have such intense feelings for your bingyuan roommate au, itâs unreal. Binghe would be the BIGGEST green tea bitch/pick me girl but only towards sy, no one else. encountering lbh in the wild first and then experiencing him next to sy would be a fever dream of epic proportions. actual dozens of women would want to behead him and rip out his guts. bc lbh would ditch them on their birthday, an actual medical emergency, or anything critical at all just bc sy vaguely implied he was hungry (lbh now HAS to cook for him, it is not a want, it is a NEED)
And sy would be worse then evvvver, lol. âThatâs my little didi binghe, heâs so sweet and sensitive, girls are always breaking his heart :((( If I were his girlfriend Iâd get married to him next week and bounce on him silly style. Too bad no one will ever appreciate binghe like I do :(((((â and it is only after MANY of those thoughts that he realizes that he might not feel all that brotherly towards lbh
on a hornier note, Iâm at a toss up between thinking that lbh would bring his hookups/girlfriends back to his and syâs home and fucking them there (bc in lbhâs mind he canât cum right without the reminder of his gege⌠and what if gege walked in đ¤¤âŚ maybe lbh can get him to joinâŚ) or him absolutely refusing to let any of them so much as glance at his gege (no one should look at sy except him)
EXACTLY EXACTLY EXACTLY you get it anon.
It's literally like
Woman: let's have a threesome with your friend
Binghe: the idea sounds so appealing but I don't want some stranger getting his hands on him! I don't want to share him with someone who doesn't show him the love he needs. I'm the only one who knows him well enough to be in a threesome with shen yuan
Woman: thats sex. You're just describing regular two people sex. You want to fuck your best friend.
In my head for this au I imagine them as long time friends.. shen yuan found binghe getting bullied at a park or something when they were kids and told his bullies to fuck off. Then he listened to binghe cry about how he's so worried about his sick mom being overworked and begged his parents to hire binghes mom. With way better pay, hours, and work environment, her health improved a lot and she's good friends with shen yuans parents.
Binghe tells himself he acts like shen yuans guard dog because he'll always be grateful for what he's done for his family, but really, he fell in love with his Yuan ge at first sight the second he saw a boy standing up for him instead of ignoring his bullying.
Someone: say something nice about your best friend
Binghe: oh I have so much to say! He's so sweet and intelligent and adorably nerdy ! He saved me and my mom and-
Someone: say something nice about your girlfriend
Binghe: um..... uh ...... well.... sometimes she... hmm......
The poor women he dates. They'd go through SO much suffering trying to "fix" him and then when they finally give up after going through hell itself, they see bingge and shen yuan get together and suddenly the most negligent terrible boyfriend in the world is buying flowers and posting corny pictures on Instagram and proposing a few months into the relationship.
Shen yuan: I can't believe I managed to bag someone as handsome beautiful and loving as binghe. He wakes up at 6am every morning to get started on breakfast so he can feed me in bed. He's so attentive I worry I'm taking advantage of him. How did he get broken up with so often? No one appreciates people like binghe
Everyone else binghe has ever dated: I told him I got stabbed and he left me on read
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the aftermath of sex with rafe and youâre about to roll out to leave and heâs like âwhatâs going onâ and youâre like âoh you want me to stay?â
decided to use this request for bitchy!pogue!reader, bc i love their dynamic in my last drabble for them and wanted to see their relationship develop!! hope that's okay and thank you for the request!!đŤśđźđŤśđź
said it a million times, only stay with you one more night - r.c
pairing: bitchy!pogue!reader x rafe
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your breath was still shaky as you lay in rafeâs bed, staring up at the ceiling. the room smelled like sex and bad decisionsâthe same old combination every time you found yourself tangled up with him.
what the fuck had you done? again.
you groaned internally, rolling to the side and blinking at the mess of clothes on the floor. your clothes. you needed to get out of here, like you always did after. this was a routine by nowâfuck rafe, get dressed, leave before shit got weird.
but, of course, it was always weird with rafe.
he was your worst mistake on repeat, the asshole kook you swore you hated but couldnât seem to stop ending up in bed with. and you werenât entirely wrong. he was an asshole. that perfect jawline of his clenched every time he looked at you, like he wanted to snap orâsnap you in half, depending on the day. he acted like he couldnât stand you most of the time, and you loved it.
especially when you knew exactly where that frustration would end up:Â right between your legs.
you knew the deal. this thing with rafe was nothing but sex. pure tension. you loved driving him insane, loved the way his face would twist, how his hands would grip your hips with just a little too much pressure, like he had something to prove. but the second it was over, he always turned cold. heâd stare at you with that same lookâdisgusted, maybe even regretfulâlike he couldnât believe heâd let himself touch you.
and you werenât about to stick around for that bullshit.
with a sigh, you pushed the covers back and swung your legs out of the bed, standing up with a wince as your body reminded you just how hard he'd fucked you. the soreness in your thighs was a not-so-subtle reminder of how you ended up here, naked, in his bed again when you swore to yourself that the last time was really the last time.
you didnât even bother looking at him as you reached for your jeans on the floor, pulling them on quickly. you needed to get out of here before he started up with that whole âi donât even know why i did thisâ attitude, like you were the problem.
 âwhere are you going?â
you didnât even look back at him as you yanked your top over your head. âleaving. whatâs it look like?â
the bed creaked as he sat up, and you could practically feel his eyes burning into your back. âwhat the fuck is going on?â
you paused, one arm halfway through your top, rolling your eyes at his tone. now he wanted to act like something was different? âwhat do you mean, whatâs going on?â you shot back, sarcasm dripping from every word. ââm leaving. you know, like i always do after we fuck.â
rafe didnât answer right away, and for a second, you thought maybe heâd just let it go. but then he surprised you.
âyou donât have to go.â
you turned around slowly, narrowing your eyes at him. âwhat? you want me to stay now?â he never asked you to stay. hell, he was usually halfway out the door emotionally before you even got your clothes back on.
his face hardened at your reaction, that familiar pissed-off look settling into his features. âyeah, i donât know, maybe i do.â
you laughed, genuinely surprised. âsince when? you want me to hang around and play house after?â
âdo you always have to make everything so fucking complicated?â
you raised an unimpressed brow, âokay, i think you hit your head on the bedframe earlier.â
âshut the fuck up and get in bed.â
you froze, mid-laugh, becauseâwaitâwhat? rafe cameron, the king of "get out before i pretend you donât exist," actually wanted you to stay.
âexcuse me?â you blinked at him, fully expecting him to break character any second
he was unpredictable like that. one minute, he was treating you like youâre beneath himâlike you were the dirty secret he couldn't believe he kept hooking up withâand the next? he was saying stuff that made your heart do this stupid thing it had no business doing.
âget back in bed,â he demanded, like he actually expected you to listen.
âwhy? so you can flip back to being a fucking asshole in the morning?â
he rolled his eyes and groaned like you were the exhausting one here, âcan you justââ he hesitated, clearly fighting with whatever stupid thoughts were bouncing around that kook head of his. âjust come back to bed.â
and oh god, why did he have to sound almost...vulnerable?
you stared at him, fully aware this was a bad idea. the two of you didnât âdoâ feelings. shit, he barely âdidâ conversation after sex. this wasnât just out of character for him; it was out of this planet.
so you crossed your arms and tilted your head, leaning against his dresser like you had all the time in the world. âare you serious right now, cameron? you actually want me to stay? for what, a cuddle session? netflix?â
he gave you that trademark irritated look, tongue poking his cheek. âyouâre so fucking difficult.â
âyeah, well, youâre not exactly easy, baby.â
you smirked, half expecting him to snap again. but instead, he did something you never saw coming. he ran a hand through his messy hairâfull-on frustratedâand sighed. a real sigh. and then, in this quiet voice that was so unlike him, he said, âmaybe i just donât want you to leave.â
you felt your stomach flip. no no no. this wasnât part of the deal. you two werenât supposed to catch feelings. but the way he was looking at you, all raw and real for once, made your brain go foggy. you could leave right now. walk out, just like you always did, like a smart girl.
but something in his voice was pulling you back, like maybe this time was different. ârafeâŚâÂ
âjust stay,â he murmured, eyes locked on yours, and for the first time since you started this whole messed-up dance with him, you saw something in his face that wasnât anger or lust or annoyance.
it almost looked like...he cared. maybe youâd stay, just to see what this was about.
you werenât about to let your guard down completely. you werenât some naive kook princess. you knew how to protect yourselfâespecially from guys like him, because letâs be honest, rafe was a certified disaster in human form. and you werenât any better.
you sighed, running a hand through your hair. âif i stay, youâre not gonna pull some âi donât know why i did thisâ bullshit tomorrow, right? âcause âm not dealing with that again, cameron.â
he huffed, but there was this softness to it. âcan you just stay without turning everything into a fight?â
âturning it into a fight?â you raised a brow, incredulous. âthatâs literally your specialty.â
rafeâs jaw tightenedâagainâbut instead of snapping back like usual, he just stared at you. ââm not asking for forever, alrighâ? just one night. jesus.â
one night.
you could do one night, right?
you climbed back onto the bed, settling into the sheets next to him. it felt...weird. not in a bad way, just different. usually, youâd be out of here by now, shorts half-buttoned, sneaking out like some guilty secret. but this? lying next to him, clothes still off, in his bed, with his scent all around you? it felt more intimate than any of the wild, angry sex youâd had with him before.
âhappy now?â you muttered, glancing over at him.
rafe didnât say anything for a second. he just looked at you, like he wasnât sure how to act either. âyeah. maybe i am.â
it was bizarre, how different this felt from all the other times. there was no rush to leave, no awkward scramble to avoid the inevitable âi shouldnât have done thatâ speech. just the two of you, lying there in silence. you felt his hand brush against yours under the covers. it wasnât a big, dramatic move, just his fingers lightly grazing your skin.
it was such a small thing, but somehow, it felt... huge. rafe was the last guy on earth you ever expected to be soft, especially with you. but here he was, in this tiny, almost awkward moment, doing something that felt closer to intimacy than anything else youâd ever shared. what the hell was happening?
âyouâre acting like a human being. itâs weirding me out.â
he smirked, but it didnât have the usual arrogance behind it. âmaybe 'm just tired of being an asshole.â
you chuckled, shaking your head. âthat would be a first.â
he didnât fight back like you expected. instead, his hand moved a little under the covers, and suddenly, his fingers were really holding yours, not just grazing but actually intertwining with your own. you blinked down at your joined hands, feeling your heart flip-flop in a way that annoyed you. this wasnât what you signed up for, not even close.
but then again, when had anything with him ever gone according to plan.
âwhy are you doing this?â you asked quietly, trying to ignore how fast your pulse was beating.
rafeâs jaw clenchedâagain, with the jaw clenchingâbut this time, it didnât feel like frustration. he was thinking, actually thinking about what to say, and that alone was enough to make you nervous.
âi donât know,â he admitted, âi justââ He stopped himself, taking a deep breath like the words were hard for him to get out. âmaybe i donât hate you as much as i thought i did.â
that threw you for a loop. he was never this honest. you stared at him, eyes wide, waiting for the punchline, but there wasnât one. he wasnât smirking, wasnât trying to act like he didnât care. he just... said it. like it was the most normal thing in the world to admit feelings when feelings werenât even on the table.
âWow,â you breathed, genuinely shocked. âyou really hit your head earlier.â
he snickered, but it sounded differentâsoft, even. âYeah, maybe I did.â
âshould i call for a doctor?â
it was unsettling seeing him like this, not lashing out or shutting you down with a snide comment.Â
âyou donât always have to make everything a joke.â
your eyebrows shot up at that, the surprise clear on your face. âexcuse me? thatâs literally what we doââ you gestured vaguely between the two of you. âthatâs our thing.â
he just sighed, shaking his head like he was genuinely exasperated with you. before you could throw out another sarcastic remark, he grabbed you by the back of your neck, pulling you into a kiss.
his hand gripped the back of your neck with just enough pressure to hold you in place, but there was a tenderness in the way his fingers tangled in your hair. his lips met yours gently at first as if testing the waters, and the softness of it scared you. you were so used to him being all teeth, nipping, and biting, that this moment of quiet, hesitant intimacy caught you off guard. he kissed you like he was savoring itâlike this was something he wanted to remember.
his thumb brushed lightly along your jawline, as the kiss deepened, his lips pressing a little harder against yours, but it still lacked the aggression youâd come to expect from him. there was no desperation here. his tongue flicked against your bottom lip, gentle but insistent, and without thinking, you parted your lips, letting him in. your bodies stayed close, but it wasnât the usul closeness that came from lust. the slow, languid rhythm of his mouth against yours was intimate in a way that felt too personal.
rafe was kissing you like you were someone he cared about, like you were more than just another way to burn off steam. this wasnât what you two did. you werenât supposed to share soft touches and slow kisses. you were supposed to fight, tear each other apart, then fuck like it was the only thing holding you together.
when the kiss finally broke, you felt dazed, staring at him like you didnât recognize the person in front of you. rafe, however, didnât seem fazed. he just looked at you with those piercing blue eyes, still holding the back of your neck like he was afraid youâd bolt the second he let go.
âi meant it,â he said quietly, his voice a low, âi donât want you to leave.â
âi donât do this,â you muttered, shaking your head. âwe donât do this.â
rafeâs grip on your neck loosened, but his hand didnât move. âi know. just tonight.â
you closed your eyes, breathing him in. he smelled like sweat and sex and something that made your entire body hurt in a way you hadnât expected. maybe he wasnât asking for forever, but staying here with him felt like it could change everything.
one night and youâd worry about tomorrow when it came.
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What Are We Doing Step Bro? - Chris Sturniolo
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summary : after your steamy vacation, you and your step brother, chris, seemed to pretend nothing ever happened. that is, until you throw a party while your parents are away.
warnings : step sibling trope, spit kink, very slight breeding kink, choking, spanking, slight fingering, brief (f) oral, rough sex, etc
a/n : NOT INCEST SO GET OFF MY DICK AB THAT SHIT!!! they are not blood related in any way, so actually stfu thanks! this is also HIGHLY requested, so enjoy xx FYI i used taraâs pic bc thatâs the inspo for readers outfit
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It has been a few weeks since the little family vacation in which you and Chris had crossed certain boundaries in a profoundly sensual way. Neither of you have addressed it at all. When you woke up the next day, you were both dressed and on opposite ends of the bed. When he awoke, he didnât say a thing about it. You assumed he was pretending it didnât happen, so you did the same.
Itâs been hard, actually. Knowing what heâs like in bed and how good he can pleasure you, has you thinking about it constantly. Though, youâve never been bold enough to do something about it. Maybe you were just supposed to forget the whole thing.
So, you try your hardest. However, you canât help the lingering glances on him any time heâs in your presence, the squeezing of your thighs when he brushes past you, the clenching of your core when he innocently touches you. Oh, how bad you want him to strip you of your clothes and make you tremble in euphoria.
Both of your parents are heading out the door, as they've planned a small getaway, kind of like a second honeymoon. Doing so, leaves you and Chris alone, once again.
The two of you had planned a party, and you're excited for it. Maybe you can finally get intoxicated and let loose, forgetting about the dooming fantasies you constantly have about your stepbrother.
Chris had arranged for the alcohol delivery, while you had sent out the memo. He had mentioned, earlier in the day, that the two of you should get the last-minute supplies you would need; solo cups, shot glasses, soda, and a variety of things to snack on.
You open your chapstick, twisting the wheel on the bottom to raise the stick of lubricant. As you apply the moisturizer to your plump lips, your bedroom door swings open. Upon looking up, you lock eyes with Chris who halts in place.
"Uh-" He starts, pausing as his eyes take in the sight of your lips rubbing the product in. "Are you ready to go?"
You hum, nodding your head as you slide your chapstick back in your purse. You stand up, slipping your feet into your slides, and pulling the strap of your purse over your shoulder. You look over at Chris, who hasn't taken his eyes off of you.
"What?" You quip, raising your eyebrow.
A slight smirk pulls to his lips as he looks you over, enjoying the way your shorts hug your plush thighs and the way your small baby tee shows off your perky tits.
"What kind of chapstick is that?" He asks.
Your eyebrows knit together, "Cherry."
He's suddenly standing directly in front of you, his eyes boring into your face. You can almost feel his breath on your skin.
"I bet it tastes good." He speaks, his voice slightly raspy and low in tone.
Before you can respond, he's flashing you a grin and turning around to make his way out. You stand there, watching his retreating figure, feeling butterflies swarm in your stomach at the simple interaction. If only you had the balls to act on your desires; he'd be under you as you bounce up and down on his cock.
You swallow the accumulating saliva in your mouth, and take a deep breath, following Chris out. Heâs already making his way out the front door, so you follow in suit.
The ride to the store is silent, aside from his quiet music playing from his playlist. You canât help the sneaky glances you throw his way, admiring the way he so effortlessly looks sexy. The way he manspreads in his seat, gripping the steering wheel with one hand. You find yourself clenching around nothing as your breathing gets a bit shallow.
To retain the last bit of dignity you have, you use everything in you to pull your eyes from him, forcing yourself to look out the window and watch the passing scenery.
Little do you know, Chris is struggling with the same thoughts as you. Every chance he gets, his eyes soak in the way you lick your lips, just imagining them wrapped around his cock. The way you shuffle in your seat makes him think about how you would move as you ride him. Your thick thighs rubbing together, he just wants to shove his face between them.
The two of you head into the store, Chris purposely behind you just to watch the way your ass jiggles as you walk. Every time you turn around to make sure heâs still following you, youâre met with a smirk from him. You bite back a smile and continue with the shopping, Chris following closely behind you.
After the two of you buy everything you need, you head back home to set it all up. Surprisingly, Chris is actually putting in effort and helping you with everything. You thought for sure you would have to do it all yourself.
âCan you hand me that remote?â He questions after putting the led lights up.
You grab the mini device and pass it to him, biting your inner cheek as his fingers grasp yours. You look up at him, only to find him already looking down at you.
âWhat?â You ask, your voice barely audible.
âYouâre just really pretty.â He shrugs as if itâs nothing.
Your heart practically skips a beat at his words, your stomach fluttering with butterflies. You know itâs wrong to even feel such a way with him, but you canât help it.
You turn away with a slight blush on your cheeks, willing yourself not to smile like an idiot. Still, Chris canât take his eyes off of you.
Everything about you drives him absolutely insane, and he just wants to have you again. But, despite his deep infatuation with you, he continuously shakes the never ending thoughts from his head, knowing itâs probably something he wonât be able to indulge in again.
While Chris makes sure the lights and surround sound are working, you walk through the house, making sure everything else is set up and in good condition. Everything valuable is tucked away, and furniture is moved out of the way for partygoers to maneuver with ease.
âWhere are you going?â He questions as you head down the hall.
âEverything looks good, so I have to get ready.â
Without another word, youâre shutting yourself in your room. You immediately go for your closet in search of an outfit to wear. After a few moments of pondering, you pull it out and lay it on your bed.
You strip from the clothes youâre currently wearing, replacing them with what you picked out. You sit down at your vanity, ready to start your makeup and hair.
As you continue getting ready, you can hear people coming in and the music playing loudly throughout the house. Itâs okay to be fashionably late to your own party. You want to take your time, making sure you look your absolute best. Maybe your plan is to tempt Chris, just so you can have him once again while your parents are away.
After finishing up, you stand in front of your mirror to observe your appearance. Satisfied, you leave your room to join the fun.
The lights are out around the house, glowing and flashing colors in place of them. The floor vibrates with the loud music, the atmosphere filling with it and chatter from everyone inside. Thereâs people piled on the makeshift dance floor, a few people occupying the sofa, and people scattered throughout the kitchen with drinks and snacks in hand.
You hate that your eyes are instantly searching for Chris. Tonight is supposed to be the night that you forget about him, but you canât help it. Your actions and words contradict themselves, putting you in the biggest dilemma with your mind and body.
Coming up short in finding your stepbrother, you head to the kitchen to get a drink. There, you come across a few of your friends.
âY/N!â Asia cheers, bringing the rest of their attention to you.
âHey, you guys made it.â You smile, the four of you reciprocating hugs.
âOf course we did.â Liz chimes in, âYou look absolutely killer by the way.â
You grin widely, giving them a twirl, âThank you!â
Ash pours you a drink, handing it to you with a smirk on his face, âWho you tryna look good for?â
You and the two girls laugh as you shake your head, âPleeease.â
The four of you continue drinking and chatting, catching up on things youâve missed. Unfortunately for you, your mind is still stuck on Chris. You have yet to see him and itâs a bit of a bummer, but youâre forcing your feelings down with alcohol.
Youâve lost count of how many drinks youâve had, simply enjoying the feeling of being intoxicated. Itâs been quite some time since you were able to have fun like this with your friends, so you do your best to forget about Chris.
âWanna dance?â Ash asks you, grabbing your hand.
You nod with a smile, letting him guide you to the crowd of dancers. Your relationship with him has always been different. Youâve never hooked up, and there arenât any feelings, but you both get close and flirty. Maybe this would be a good time to get Chrisâ attention.
Ash pulls you close, placing a hand on your back. You hold your cup in one hand, wrapping the other around his neck. You move sensually to the beat before turning around and placing your back against him. And as if the universe is working overtime, the second you do that, you lock eyes with Chris.
Heâs sitting on the couch with his legs spread and a cup in his hand. He looks absolutely delicious with his black jeans, white long sleeve shirt with a black short sleeve layered on top, and his camouflage beanie.
His face is expressionless as he watches you dance with another man. He yearns to take his spot, being the one to dance with you like that. Itâs torturous for him, not being able to be close with you in the way that he so desperately craves.
no matter what i do,
all i think about is you.
even when iâm with my boo,
boy, you know iâm crazy over you.
You sing the lyrics, mindlessly directing them at Chris as you hold each otherâs eyes. His gaze trails over your entire body, turned on by your revealing outfit, yet furious at the thought of other guys eye fucking you the way he is.
He shuffles in his seat, adjusting his jeans at the crotch, already feeling a hard on coming in. He hates how easily you get him going, especially knowing that he canât do anything about it.
Watching as Ashâs hands roam your body, Chris brings his cup to his mouth and downs the harsh contents. Itâs becoming unbearable for him to see you like this with someone else. Heâs growing more and more frustrated, itching to put a stop to it.
So he does.
He gets up, walking over towards you. Your eyes widen the slightest bit, your head tilting up to look at him as heâs not directly in front of you.
âBeat it. I need to talk to her, kid.â Chris says, directing his sentence at Ash.
Ash lightly scoffs, âCanât you do it when weâre done?â
âNo. Get lost.â
Reluctantly, he does as Chris says, leaving the two of you alone in the crowd of people. Chris nods his head to the hall, silently telling you to lead the way. You make your way down the vacant hallway, Chris hot on your tail.
Just as youâre about to say something, he pulls you into his room and shuts the door.
âWhat are you wearing?â He asks, leaving you appalled.
âWhat?â
He throws his hand up, gesturing towards your dress. âWhat is this?â
You furrow your brows, completely flabbergasted, âChris, what the fuck? Itâs very obviously a dress.â
âWhy are you acting dumb?â He questions, incredulously. âThe fuck are you wearing it for?â
You roll your eyes and lean against his dresser, only for him to follow you. âItâs a party, I can wear whatever I want.â
âNo you canât.â He bluntly states, only to receive a blank stare from you. âTake it off.â
You choke on your saliva, your cheeks immediately flushing, âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â He bites back, crossing his arms.
Despite your increasing heartbeat, you shake your head, âYou canât just say that.â
âWhy not? Sânot the first time.â He casually shrugs.
Your heart stings a bit at his words, and youâre suddenly reminded of what happened last time. How he pretended nothing ever did.
âExactly.â You mutter, looking away from him.
He feigns a pout, grasping your chin and turning your head back towards him. âAw, are you upset that we didnât wake up cuddling? That I didnât buy you flowers and ask you to be my girlfriend?â
You forcefully push his hand away, now extremely aggravated with his taunting. Obviously, you know thatâs entirely off the table. Thereâs not a single chance the two of you could work together, itâs simply unattainable.
âYou donât have to be a dick.â You tell him.
He smirks, âThen just let me give it to you.â
Your face heats up instantly at the thought, and even though you want it so bad, you feel as if you need to turn it down.
With a shake of your head, you simply decline, âNo.â
âOh, come on. I know how bad you want it. You think I donât hear you moaning my name in your sleep? When you shower?â
You flush with embarrassment, putting your head down in an attempt to hide your humiliation.
âKid, Iâm not tryna make fun of you.â He gently speaks, âMâjust saying you donât need to lie to yourself.â
âChrisââ
âShh.â He cuts you off, running his hand up your thigh. âJust let me make you feel good.â
Your breath catches in your throat as you feel his fingertips graze over the fabric of your underwear. Part of you wants to stop him, but an even bigger part of you never wants him to stop.
Guess which part wins.
You suddenly grab a handful of his shirt and yank him into you, your lips smashing together in a heated kiss. As cliche as it is, it feels like time has stopped the moment your lips meet. This is what both of you have been longing for since the last time you were like this.
Chrisâ hands instantly wrap around you, engulfing your ass in a tight squeeze, pulling a low moan from you that he swallows with his kiss. Your tongues sensually dance together, gliding all around each otherâs mouths.
Your hands run up his chest and around his head, pulling his beanie off and throwing it for access to his hair. Your fingers run through it, tugging at the strands, eliciting a groan from him.
The kiss is feverish and sloppy, showing how bad youâve both been craving one another. Chrisâ hands slide up your skirt, gripping your ass even tighter than before, pulling you impossibly closer to him. Youâre both frantic with your movements, desperate to feel each other.
You walk him backwards to the bed, your lips and hands never leaving him once. Suddenly, he pulls away, his mouth moving to your neck as he tilts your head.
âFuck, youâre so hot.â He groans against your skin, his breath sending shivers up your spine.
You whine at his words and the way his mouth skillfully works on your sensitive skin. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding him flush against you as he sucks and nips at your throat.
You tug him back by his hair, your hands instantly dropping to the hem of his shirt. He helps you in removing it before doing the same to you, leaving you both topless. He groans at the sight of your bare chest, your perky tits sitting pretty just for him.
He takes them and squeezes them in his palms, your hard nipples rubbing against the center of his hands. You softly moan at the sensation, your hands gripping his biceps. Your skin burns beneath his touch, your center throbbing with need as your arousal soaks your panties.
âBeen waiting forever for this.â He admits in a low voice.
Youâre breathless from his touch, âWhat took you so long?â
âWanted to see if you would cave first, but then I saw you dancing with that douchebag and I couldnât take it anymore.â
Your hands meet his belt, immediately undoing the buckle and pulling it from his jeans. He unbuttons his pants and kicks them off, leaving him in his boxers. Seeing his cock straining against the fabric, youâre eagerly dropping to your knees, only he stops you before you can get all the way down.
âNuh uh.â He shakes his head, pulling you back up. âGet on the bed.â
Your eyebrows knit together in confusion, but you oblige and crawl onto the bed, sitting on the back of your legs. Chris palms himself through his boxers as he watches you, licking his lips. He joins you on the bed, only behind you rather than in front of you like youâd thought.
You go to ask him what heâs doing, only he pushes your head down into the bed, arching your back as he pulls your ass up. Your heart thumps in your chest, your pussy clenching in anticipation.
He audibly groans at the sight of your skirt barely covering your ass, your wet panties on show. He reaches forward, pressing his thumb into the wet patch, eliciting a whimper from you.
âAlways so wet for me, hm?â He teases.
You whine into the sheets, pushing your ass back for more friction, only to receive a loud smack in return. Your body jolts from the feeling, a stinging sensation running along your skin, before being soothed by his hand rubbing it out. His hands move to the waistband of your skirt, tugging it down along with your underwear, tossing both aside.
âGod, youâre so perfect.â He whispers, admiring the way your pussy glistens from behind.
He brings his hand up to you, dragging it through your folds. You canât help but push back into him, eager for more. He tsks, spanking you once again, causing you to cry out in pain and pleasure.
âNever learn, do you?â He shakes his head, squeezing the plush skin. âBe patient, or youâre not getting shit.â
âMâsorry.â You whine, your hands fisting the sheets beneath you.
Suddenly, his mouth is on you, his tongue gliding between your wet folds. The sounds of your moans are muffled with your face buried in the bed. He continues to lap at your heat, shaking his head back and forth, his tongue repeatedly swiping over your clit. His mouth wraps around your bundle of nerves, sucking on it as he presses two fingers into your entrance.
âOh my g-god.â You cry, your legs instantly twitching.
âTaste so fucking good.â He groans as he pulls away, his fingers pumping in and out of you at an extremely fast pace.
Your entire body feels ablaze as itâs wracked with pleasure. It takes merely seconds for your thighs to quiver and your toes to curl as your pussy squelches, your juices squirting out of you.
âFuuuck.â You hear him mutter.
He pulls his hand away from you, taking his fingers in his mouth to clean them of your essence. Next, heâs grabbing the base of his cock and rubbing it in your folds to coat it in your arousal. He puts the tip at your entrance and slowly pushes forward, watching your pussy squeeze around him.
Both of you moan as he bottoms out, and he only gives you a split second to adjust to him in this new position, before heâs thrusting in and out of you. Your mouth parts, lewd moans falling from it as he pumps in and out of you in such a rough manner.
âChris.â You gasp, feeling him continuously hit your sweet spot.
His thrusts are quick and deep, your walls gripping him tightly as he shoves in and out. His hands are placed on your waist to keep you upright as he drills into you. The coil in your stomach is twisting and twisting, your face scrunched in pleasure as you take him. A continuous âah, ah, ahâ sound leaves your mouth with every stroke.
Chris bites his bottom lip, furrowing his brows in concentration as he tries not to bust right then and there. Just the sight of your pussy sucking him in is almost sending him over the edge.
His hand wraps around your hair, tugging you up into him. Your back meets his chest, your skin sticking together as he continues to fuck you. Your eyes are squeezed shut and your jaw is slack. Your baby hairs are slick against your forehead, and your face is flushed.
His hand pulls your mouth open a bit more, his face hovering over yours. Your eyes open just in time to see him spitting in your mouth, and you canât help but clench around his cock as you swallow.
âSo fucking sexy, baby.â He groans, his hand wrapping around your throat and squeezing.
Tears well up in your eyes at the overwhelming pleasure of him abusing your cervix. You fall back down, unable to hold yourself up anymore. Chrisâ thrusts grow faster and harder, you walls going rigid around his cock.
The tightening in your stomach grows stronger before it snaps, and youâre cumming around his dick with a loud strung out moan. The pressure in your stomach soon dissipates as Chris helps your ride out your high. His thrusts fall sloppy as his orgasm sneaks up on him.
âMâbout to cum. Where do you want it?â He moans out.
âInside.â You force out, clenching around him. âPlease fill me up.â
His hips sputter at your words, and he groans as his cock twitches inside of you. âYouâre so fucking nasty.â
He spews out a few curse words as he empties his load into you, painting your walls with his milky cum. He slowly pumps in and out of you a few more times, before pulling out altogether and falling beside you on the bed.
The two of you are left panting as you regather yourselves, knowing you have a house full of guests you need to tend to. You look over at him with a small grin, admiring the way his cheeks are flushed a rosy color, and the way his hair is sticking to his forehead.
Before sitting up, you lean over and hungrily kiss him as if you canât get enough. You canât. He moans into your mouth, before reluctantly pushing you away.
âLetâs get back out there before I fuck you again.â He forces out in a breath.
You sigh, nonetheless standing to redress yourself. Youâll have to clean up later. You both start putting your clothes back on. Then, heâs at the door waiting for you while youâre still looking for your panties.
âChris! Whereâs my underwear?â You ask.
âHell if I know.â He shrugs, âHurry up, weâve been gone long enough.â
âWhose fault is that?â You retort as you look in the mirror, making sure you look presentable.
He smirks, smacking your ass as you walk out the door, âYours for being so damn fine.â
You chuckle, shaking your head as you swat his hand away. The moment you both enter the living room, youâre parting from each other in order to look casual as if he wasnât just balls deep in you.
You search for your friends, finding them talking to each other against the counter.
âY/N, where have you been? Iâve been searching everywhere for you?â
Before you can even think to come up with something, Ash is pulling you aside, âAre you okay, have you been crying?â
Your face heats up at that, clearing your throat, âNo, yeah, Iâm fine.â
He stares suspiciously at you for a moment before nodding. He goes to lead you back to the group and, only then, do you notice how drunk he is from the way heâs stumbling.
âAsh, what the fuck?â You mumble.
âYeah,â Asia begins, âHeâs had a lot to drink. Speaking of, um, youâre out of vodka now.â
Your eyes widen at that information. Before you can say anything, Chris has his arm around Ash, helping him stand up.
âHere, come on. Letâs get you some fresh air.â He says, guiding him to the front door.
You furrow your eyebrows as you watch him, before ultimately turning back to your friends to see what theyâve been up to.
Chris stops Ash at the door, turning him back to see you guys. He pats him on the back, before pointing over at you, âSee your little friend over there? Yeah, Y/N. Wanna know something funny? That entire time you were talking to her, my kids were dripping down her thighs.â
Ashâs head snaps over to Chris, his eyes wide, âWhat?!â
âYep. Shouldâve seen her, begging me to fill her up.â Chris grins, taunting the guy.
âYouâre not serious.â
Chris smirks, digging in his pocket. He pulls out your black lacy panties, dangling them in front of Ashâs face. Only then do you look back over them, and your jaw drops as the two look from your panties over to you, Chris with a sinister look in his eyes, Ash with eyes wide as saucers.
âOh my fucking god.â
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jjk men during no nut november
characters: gojo, geto, nanami, toji | fem reader warnings: 18+, smut, teasing, blowjob, masturbation, orgasm denial (just bc of the challenge) ty to everyone who voted for this! it ended up being so much longer than i expected. anyway, enjoy â it's that time of year ;)
GOJO...
talks big at first about how easy the challenge is going to be, but quickly realizes how wrong he is when november actually comes. it's natural, after all; the more he's not supposed to do something, the more it's on his mind. so he finds himself thinking about sex all the time, thinking about you. he recalls the previous times you've fucked, how good it felt to have his cock inside you without any stupid rules holding him back.
he ends up becoming soo fucking horny that it's unbearable, getting himself all worked up and finding any excuse to touch your body. "i want you... god, i wanna fuck you so bad," he says, stripping both of you down and pulling out his cock. it's nice and hard already, dripping with precum. just looking at it makes you turned on, too.
he thrusts into you and as soon as he bottoms out, the full length of his cock buried deep, you stop him there and ask, teasingly, "are you sure you want to do this? youâre not supposed to come this month, remember?" but itâs obvious that this is the limit of his self-control. you can already tell how badly he needs it, unable to take the sexual frustration anymore. "will you be able to hold back from coming?"
gojo whines, cock twitching inside you. he's so desperate and aroused and there's no way he's going to stop now that he's already gotten this far. ignoring your warning, he begins to thrust into you, moaning at how good it feels.
in the end, he only lasts a few days, which means he doesn't get any bragging rights about making it through NNN. but he has no regrets at all because now he can fuck you whenever he wants.
NANAMI...
manages to hold out for a while, but loses by the end of the first week. he tries his best, but he's weak and just can't resist you. at night, he would jerk himself off because he needs some relief but forces himself to go slowly enough to make sure he doesn't come. it doesn't help, though, because he only ends up more turned on, knowing that he canât fully give himself the orgasm he needs.
after a few nights of going to bed hard and aching, even the most innocent touches from you gets him all riled up. his resolve snaps when you wear extra revealing clothing one day, as if you're testing him on purposeâbending over to show your cleavage, wearing leggings that draw his attention to your thighs. you know he's lost the challenge when he reaches out to touch your your legs, trailing higher and higher until he's rubbing you through your panties.
you rock your hips against his hand, noticing the bulge in his pants, the outline of his hard cock. "are you going to do anything about that?" you ask, and his eyes darken. he's far too horny to hold back any longer, taking you right then and there.
"careful," you say when you notice him start to get close, whispering into his ear. "you don't want to accidentally come now, do you?" but of course that only makes him more aroused, knowing that he isnât supposed to be doing this.
"fuuck," he groans, thrusting into you harder and you can feel him pulsing inside you, a warning. "i c-can't hold it." he comes in you and it's so hot and filthy and you can feel his release dripping down your legs. but he doesnât stop until youâre also shaking and moaning, riding out your orgasm on his cock.
maybe next year, you'll both have more luck finishing the challenge.
GETO...
doesn't touch you at all. he's almost too good at keeping his hands off you, determined to win this challenge. it's annoying how composed he is at the halfway point, like he's completely unaffected by the whole thing. but just because he doesn't show it doesn't mean that it isn't slowly getting to him, too.
when the end of the month approaches, he's in constant battle with himself. on one hand, he's so close to winning the challenge; on the other hand, he's beyond sexually frustrated from denying himself for so long.
the day that his resolve snaps, you're eating a lollipop and decide to tease him when you notice him starting at your mouth. you swirl your tongue around the lollipop, licking, sucking, swallowing it down, all whole making eye contact with him. he's aching and hard in his pants by the time you're done and he makes you kneel on your knees in front of him as he pulls out his cock.
he says, "if you want something to suck on so badly, then show me just how good you are" and you're happy to do so. you do the exact same thingâlicking, sucking, swallowing him down. swirling around his sensitive cockhead, tracing the veins on the shaft. it's been weeks since his cock had any stimulation so it doesn't take much to get him to the edge. soon, he's thrusting into your mouth, hands tangled in your hair, moaning at how good it feels. "f-fuck, your tongueâi'm coming, i'mâ"
his cock twitches as he comes, spilling down your throat. heâs breathing hard. when his mind clears, he decides that it's worth it, even if he was only a few days away from completing NNN.
TOJI...
plays dirty the whole time. this man is absolutely ruthless. he teases you relentlessly, doing whatever he wants with your bodyânothing is off limits as long as you don't come. which means he can still touch you, finger you, eat you out as long as he stops before either of you orgasm. and he does this all with a wicked, sexy grin on his face, knowing exactly the torture heâs putting you through.
by far the cruelest thing he ever does is fuck you with his cock and stop mid-thrust just as you're about to come. then he pulls out and leaves you there, desperate and begging for him to go all the way. but he doesn't. he never does. and he repeats this every day for the whole month, constantly getting you worked up and keeping you on edge while denying you of your release. denying himself, too.
he says, "don't feel too good yet, baby" even when you're moaning and whimpering, begging him to finally give in. âp-pleaseâah, please toji... i don't care about the challenge anymore, let me comeâ"
meanwhile, his own self control is made of steel; he could be rock hard in his pants, leaking precum, but just knowing the effect it has on you is enough for him to ignore his own desires for now. he gets off on making you more and more aroused, pushing your limits to see when you'll break. and if you're able to last the entire time, he's looking forward to the payoff at the end, where he gets to fuck you hard, leading to an orgasm that's been building up for a month.
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pancakes for dinner ( k bakugo x nurse!reader, pro hero era, established relationship, just soft and pure vibes, down bad bakugo aka my boyfie fr, slight smut at the end, NSFW, minors DNI ) ( guysss iâve been so sick and iâve been suffering having to work still bc #hispanic we ainât eva allowed to call out )): iâve been wanting to write please please please x bakugo but havenât had the energy, meantime hope yâall enjoy this little fic <3 just wholesome mushy stuff for yâall but then it turned smutty at the end because why not lol also iâm pretty new to writing explicitly so pls lmk how it came out !! idk if i'll do that again lmao we shall see i guess )
You were exhausted.
Mentally and physically.
Work had been a tad overwhelming lately, with extra things being piled onto your already heavy workload after a big merger between two of Japanâs biggest hospitals, which in turn caused a lot of people to be let go. Not only had it been stressful wondering whether youâd make the cut or not after a âre-interviewâ, but when you learned that you had been accepted youâd also been asked if you could take on a few extra duties.
You had never been one to back down from work, always taking initiative and being happy to help any one of your coworkers that might need it.
Lately though, it seemed every single person needed help. Your coworkers, your patients, and if it wasnât those two then it was your boss asking if you could help her with management duties that had nothing to do with the extra work youâd been assigned to do on top of everything else.
You were sick and tired.
Your muscles cried out as you pushed your apartment door open and immediately kicked off your shoes, groaning as you bent down in order to place them onto the shoe stand. You were sure you heard your back crack as you stood straight once more to hang your purse and keys.
You didnât bother unpacking the lunch you never got time to eat, leaving the bag you packed it in tied up and in the fridge before heading into your bedroom and immediately shedding your scrubs. You hated doing skincare, but thought about how dirty your face must be after dealing with so many patients and dragged yourself into the bathroom to get it over with.
By the time you were finished doing everything, your body was begging you to lay down for just a minute.
A little power nap never hurt, you told yourself as you fell onto your bed face first and sighed. You hugged your pillow to your aching body and allowed yourself to relax for just a little while.
Though âa minuteâ quickly turned into three hours as the sun went down and the night sky pulled you further into dreamland.
You didnât hear the front door open or close, you didnât stir when your boyfriend started removing his hero equipment, much less wake when those heavy gauntlets he somehow wore all day hit the floor or when his pounding footsteps carried across the hardwood as he made his way to your shared bedroom to check on you.
You missed the brief smirk on his face as he found you lying on his side of the bed, on your right side with a leg propped up for comfort.
Katsuki knew how hard youâd been working lately with the merger between the two hospitals and how stressed it made you. With him working as a hero, he encountered many people that wound up needing to go to the hospital. On top of that, you also had all the other sick people that hadnât been involved in some villain attack. You likely dealt and saved more people in a single day than he did in a month, he knew this, he was proud of the fact, actually, and incredibly proud of you.
He was damn lucky to have you.
And for all these reasons, he was happy to see you rest for a bit.
Heâd often come home late and find that youâd already done all the cleaning around the house, as well as meal prep for both you and him, and still found the time to bake desert on top of making him dinner. You went above and beyond in all aspects of your life, often even calling and checking up on his parents when he hadnât done so in too long. Heâd receive texts from his mother scolding him and making sure he was taking good care of you the way she knew you did him, he swore you were the favorite and he understood why you were.
Everyone loved you.
He adored you.
Except he hadnât been doing his part as well as he should be lately.
And so, while you slept, he quietly changed into some loungewear before carefully shutting the bedroom door closed behind him.
He tried his hardest to be quiet as he went around cleaning up throughout the house, he swept, he steam mopped the floors (and prayed he didnât miss a spot), he did your laundry, took your work shoes and scrubbed them clean for your next workday, he took your old lunch and tossed it out before setting to work on preparing you something delicious for tomorrow.
Being in the kitchen was actually soothing for him, he liked being able to experiment with recipes and different things for you to try. He hated that he hadnât made the time to recently. He cooked enough dinner to pack lunch for both you and him, then last minutely decided that youâd definitely want something sweet when you woke up and pulled out the ingredients to make pancakes from scratch.
You liked it best when you had pancakes for dinner, not breakfast.
He was extremely pleased when they turned out light and fluffy just the way you liked them and he set out to cut up some fruit for you to put on top, making sure everything was ready before heading back to your shared room.
Katsuki was less quiet this time around, as he slid into bed next to you. He propped himself up on his elbow as he buried his fingers into your hair and gently scratched your scalp.
You were exhausted, and likely wouldnât have woken up if not for him leaning over and placing kisses from your neck all the way up to your ear. You felt his hot breath as he whispered for you to please wake up, which made you groan softly.
Youâd yet to open your eyes, but who else would it be? You asked,âKatsuki?â
âMade you food, baby, câmon, I saw you didnât eat your lunch, you gotta put somethinâ in your belly.â He explained as he removed his hand from your hair and lifted the material of your shirt to rub up and down your stomach, you felt him inch closer to your chest before stopping himself and tugging your tank top back down to your waist.
You turned toward him, quickly finding the divet in between his shoulder and neck to plant your face in. You were barely awake, not really comprehending what he was trying to say.
âMissed you.â You relaxed further into him.
âMissed you so much, sweets.â You felt him kiss your forehead,âHate to pull you from bed, but you really gotta open your eyes for me.â
You did as he asked, smiling as his face came into view, lit up by the soft light streaming in from the hallway. âHi, honey.â You managed to get out as he smushed your cheeks (cuteness aggression) and placed three kisses onto your nose.
You grinned as he said hi back and repeated that heâd cooked for you.
You beamed, you hadnât had his cooking in a while, but didnât exactly make a move to get up from bed. It wasnât until he revealed that heâd made you pancakes, that had you up in seconds.
He chuckled as he followed you down the hall, lightly smacking your butt as you happily made your way through the apartment. You turned to him with surprise,âYou cleaned too?â
âCourse.â He scoffed as he tugged on your hand and sat you down at your small table that sat four people max. âIâd do it more if you didnât always beat me to everything, I was thinking I should be doing a bit more around here anyway.â
âI can handle it.â You said, like always.
He rolled his eyes as he brought over the plate heâd prepared for you.
âI didnât say you couldnât, Iâm just saying you donât have to give a hundred percent every day, you know? You could give me thirty and Iâd be more than happy to give the remaining seventy.â He began to explain,âI wanna take care of you too, and that starts by you not doing everything.â
You silently watched him cut up your pancakes before placing some fruit onto them and drizzling maple syrup all over, he gave you tea to drink and pulled his chair closer to you while you ate.
He ran his fingers through your hair again as you told him all about your day before asking about his and what time heâd gotten home. He let you feed him a couple bites of food and you snagged a few extra kisses each time you lied and told him he had syrup on his face.
When you finished, he asked if youâd like a bit of real food, claiming he wanted you nice and full. You agreed, happy to eat what heâd prepared.
You were less tired now, satisfied with your belly full and sitting with your lover as he recalled a story about retrieving someoneâs lost kitten in a tree. You laughed at the classic save and felt your mental load becoming lighter the more the minutes went on.
After eating, the pampering continued.
Katsuki demanded you allow him to run you a bath, and he quickly made the bathroom up with a few candles. He set up a movie for you to watch on your laptop as he came into the room with you and offered to wash your hair. You requested he get in with you then, and he obliged quickly, taking his time when it came to massaging his hands through your hair and pressing kisses against your back at every opportunity. He held you against his chest as you relaxed into him.
You honestly started to get sleepy again.
And then it was ripped away from you once more as Katsuki led you to bed, not to sleep, but to have you spread out against the mattress for him to plaster his tongue against you and demand he get his dinner now.
âWanna take care of you.â Heâd said.
He quickly had you squirming and writhing underneath his touch and the feel of his fingers inside as he worked you until completion. He sung you praises about how hard youâd been working lately, telling you how you deserved this and more, as well as making sure you knew how good you always did for him.
âOne more, baby.â He begged.
One more turned into two then three, and by the time he finally lined himself up to your entrance you were spent. He worshipped your body, kneading your breasts and holding one of your hands back so you couldnât hide how flushed your face had become from not just his compliments, but from the way he fucked you.
âKatsuki,â You moaned,âClose.â Again.
âCum with me, baby, please.â
The movement of his hips was starting to get sloppy, but neither of you noticed through the haze. He whined in your ear as you latched onto his back with your hands and wrapped your legs around his waist, your walls squeezed him and he moaned one last time as he got lost in euphoria. He didnât make a move to remove himself as he pressed his sweaty forehead against your own and kissed your cheek and then your neck and then your collarbone, making a line all the way down to your bellybutton.
He occupied himself with making sure you stayed awake despite your eyes being closed as you attempted to catch your breath, he sucked hard enough to leave a few marks along your chest and before you knew it you started to feel him become hard inside of you again.
Your eyes snapped open as you gave him a look.
Katsuki smirked as he rubbed your hip and stole your mouth briefly,âGotta make sure youâre nice and full, baby, one more time fâme, please?â
âYouâre insatiable.â You told him.
And yet, how could you say no to him when he looked at you that way?
It was a good thing youâd taken that nap earlier, especially now that your body would soon be aching for a different reason.
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Ëââ§ę°á Silly Things That They Do ŕťęą â§âË Genshin Impact
⧠Silly (and sometimes annoying) things that they do, but it's okay you love them anyway <3
⧠Featuring ⧠Childe, Heizou, Kazuha, Kaeya, Venti, Kaveh, and Itto x GN! Reader (Separate)
⧠Content Warnings ⧠Some swearing
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⧠Childe
"Rise and shine sleepy head!" No further explanations needed.
He'll roll you up in your blankets for no apparent reason and then leave before you can escape the soft prison he put you in.
If you're going to jump on the bed he'll mf snatch the pillow and you fall on the bed itself.
When he's cooking he'll def shape the food into cute shapes.
He'd probably find something you're looking for and say he doesn't know where it is, but a while later will give it to you so you can praise him and give him a kiss.
Comes up from behind you and puts his hands over your eyes saying: "Guess who?"
Tells you to stay out of trouble when he's gone even though anything you do will never amount to the shit he does when he's working.
⧠Shikanoin Heizou
Kicks your feet under the table like he's a damn child.
Anytime he does something he expects a kiss as a reward.
He could literally open a jar you couldn't open and expect a big kiss and cuddles.
If you ask him to make you coffee he'll definitely make it!
You just won't get it unless you get up yourself because you only asked him to make it not bring it.
But if you ask him next time to bring the coffee he'll bring the whole ass coffee pot bc you didn't ask for it in a cup.
Will blame you for him waking up late on a work day when he's the one staying up late to work on cases.
Gets genuinely offended when you tell him no fried food bc it's not good for him.
He does a ">:(" and gives you one-worded responses for an hour.
He's not mad he's just the biggest tease to exist on Teyvat.
Start getting actually upset and he actually feels so bad and does anything to make it up to you.
⧠Kaedehara Kazuha
Comes up behind you without making a sound says "Hi." and scares the living daylights out of you.
If you catch him doing smth he'll use such poetic words you can't even understand to get out of the situation.
Starts spitting poetry out of nowhere.
It could be dead silent between the two of you and he gives you a romantic poem.
If he's cooking he will put food you do not like in there but hide it so well it tastes good to you.
While you're eating he'll stare at you like đ
Then you realized you fell victim to eating smth like brussel sprouts again.
If you're working he'll deadass show up in your office or smth.
Like how??
No notification from your coworkers and you js look up he's there.
Kazuha 10/10 horror movie killer material, silent footsteps, appears out of nowhere, unsuspecting, and has a sharp weapon
He knows so many cats like wtf
A cat comes up to him he pets it and says "Hi, cat name." AND DOES IT W SO MANY CATS??
⧠Kaeya
Okay I know I called Heizou the biggest tease but I changed my mind.
If Heizou is the king of teasing Kaeya is the all knowing, all powerful, all mighty god of teasing.
Flirts with you at the most random times.
Could be fighting some monsters he decides its the best time to try a new pick up line.
And it's always the best one's too, but he decides to save the horrendous ones for completely normal times.
He has no life.
With no cavalry to captain he can't be the cavalry captain so with nothing to do most of the time he's glued to your hip.
He'll play with your hair in front of someone no matter how many times you smack his hand away.
Claims he needs some random article of clothing on him fixed just so he can have your attention.
Y'know that thing where you bump your hip on someone to make them trip/fall over?
He does that.
If you stumble he'll act like he did nothing and turn the other way.
If you fall and it's hilarious he'll laugh before helping you up.
But if you fall and hurt yourself he'll actually feel bad and help you up and make sure you're okay. He's at your beck and call for the rest of the day.
He needs attention.
It's like taking care of a big cat.
⧠Venti
Also does the hip bump thing.
If you go to find him after he does some drinking he could be in the most random ass position ever.
Laying back down legs up against a building.
Passed out on some hay in a crate.
Sleeping under a bench.
You can't even be surprised anymore.
His feet are actually icebergs.
When he takes off them stocking things he puts his feet on you and your body temperature decreases by 20 degrees.
Styles his hair and yours in the most random ways.
If you wear makeup he took it once and ended up looking like a barbie doll got into a street fight and lost.
Sings you songs about the most random shit.
He turned milk and cookies into a song.
Meowing back at cats is normal.
But he barks back at dogs and really puts the enthusiasm in it..
⧠Kaveh
Plays with his food.
Moves it around on his plate to form shapes before he actually eats it.
Sometimes is drinking while he draws things and was painting once and ended up drinking the paint water on accident.
He spat it out and started rubbing his tongue while you and Al haitham were like đ¤¨
Thought all he loses are his keys?
Nah everything he's touched has been lost at least once.
He's still looking for some things that vanished into thin air.
He sometimes talks in his sleep.
Mostly about you, cats, dogs, and food.
He's actually so knowledgeable on beauty products??
You could be buying something for skin care and he snatches it and says "No."
"Don't buy this..." and yaps on for a good minute.
Then he'll go and pick up smth else for you and buy it for you and you're js left there shocked.
⧠Arataki Itto
This man is the epitome of silly.
He also cant whisper for shit.
Do NOT shit talk someone to him all of Inazuma will know within 30 minutes.
He has so many spare combs.
A backup comb for his comb a back-backup comb for the backup comb a back-back-backup comb for the back-backup comb and so on...
Don't give him hot sauce. Just don't.
Do NOT mess up his hair. He'll be ":(" the entire day.
He knows about lots of good food.
Can he cook any of this good food?
Hell no.
If you cook him anything he'll be so happy and eats every last crumb, would probably eat the plate to get all the macromolecules of the food.
(If he even knew what a macromolecule is)
If you make him something it's treasured forever and the only fingerprints on it are yours and his.
Definitely owns a diary somewhere.
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(SPOILERS) breaking down how obsessed Andrew is w/his sister bc he's a repressed lil liar and I'm going insane
This post got longer than I intended it to
1. He claims they don't spend enough time apart from each other to even begin missing her so he doesn't even know if he would, but just earlier in the game he was apart from her for probs like 30 mins tops to investigates some cultists and guess what???? He was already missing her đ
2. Says "I thought you grew out of this touchy-feely crap" when Ashley asks for a hug, but earlier when he was cooking dinner, he was the one with the inexplicable urge to "pull this broody bitch into [his] arms and force her to stay until she smiles" đ
3. Piggy-backing off the last screenshot: WHAT OTHER THOUGHTS, ANDREW??? yOU WERE JUST THINKING ABT HUGGING HER. WHAT DO YOU EVEN MEAN. THESE ARE SIMPLY INNOCENT BROTHERLY THOUGHTS ARE THEY NOT????? đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨
4. Bro just can't keep his hands off her. And everyone thinks Ashley's the clingy one jeez (lol the way he springs apart from her when Mom catches them is definitely definitelyyyy not worth analyzing. nope. not even when it happens a second time on the couch. nope. nooope)
5. What. What is he thinking here. Don't think I don't see those grey lil blush lines. Is this connected to my third point somehow bc like... đ¤¨đŹ Is "Andrew" is gonna start doing and being what "Andy" was too spineless and afraid of doing?? That's what the vow was partly abt right?? Does that includeâ
5. WHEWWW BOY that little flashback with his gf has so much baggage in it I just wanna dissect. His girlfriend's tryna have a serious discussion with him abt his weird sister for the sake of bettering their relationship bc she genuinely loves him, but he just gets caught up in fondly talking abt said weird sister instead??
6. He's awfully hesitant abt Ashley learning some independence, bc y'know what?? I think he doesn't really want her to stop relying on him. But what do I know y'know
6. Wants his gf to put tie her hair up in a ponytail, then when she refuses bc he'll pull on it, says it's just "how boys express their love". Well. You know who else puts there hair up in a ponytail??? You know who else's hair he's always pulling on and touching???
7. The voicemails in his gf's phone left by Ashley are heard by him in his dreams, and his dreams are a construction of his mind utilizing his memories, personal hangups, and knowledge of Ashley. The voicemails irl were left on his gf's phone, and for all we know, he never actually listened to them in person. Bearing this in mind... odds are the things Ashley's saying contain bits of truths he believes within himself, filtered thru her crude, hateful dialogue.
Here. I transcribed one of them...
"DO YOU THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME!? Just because you can fuck him and I can't? You think that's love?! Are you fucking delusional?? Cumdumpsters like you are just that. He will never love you. Not like he loves me. I am the only one. I am everything. I am the secrets you'll never hear. When he lies in bed at night, and when he needs someone to hold on to⌠It's not you he seeks out. It is me."
8. Claims Ashley's the one with the jealous streak, not him, but I think he's just as bad. The only difference is that Ashley's never given him reason to act on it since all she's ever wanted was him, but at the slightest mention of her gettin it on w/someone else, even as a joke, he gets mad. "OVER MY DEAD BODY!!" he says, when she's jokingly contemplating getting knocked up via the neighbor so an ambulance would come for her. "I wouldn't let them," he says, when she's complaining abt not being pretty enough for the wardens to bang her
9. Going hand-in-hand with that fact, he's intensely protective of her. Didn't hesitate to cleaver the warden who found her in the closet (probs didn't even BLINK lmaooo he chose VIOLENCE), and when the cake-stealing cultist insulted her just once, he stepped forward just like that
10. In their apt, when they were lying on the floor talking abt jumping off the balcony, he was really caught up in the "romantic" fantasy of them committing a double suicide and dying with their bodies entwined so irreparably by the impact they form one unified corpse "never to be separated!" and they get buried in the same coffin together. UM??? Bro fr thought he was the sane one of the two. That wasn't even true before the cannibalism and demon summoning đđđ
BONUS:
11. This might just be me, but his reaction to seeing the post-sex vision doesn't strike me as someone who's inherently opposed to the idea. Instead of disgusted, he was... flustered?? He acted like she walked in mid-guilty pleasure wet dream. This wasn't a "GROSS THATS INCEST" reaction which is... the most normal reaction to have. That's the face of a man that got CAUGHT bro.
He asks "we're not like that, are we?" and "why are you like this?" and questions the veracity of the vision, but he never actually explicitly denies wanting the vision to happen, more focused on Ashley and her reaction. He buries the elephant under the rug as fast as he can, bc yeah, it struck a landmine, but it probably wasn't a landmine for the reason Ashley thinks it is. I bet the vision just hit a little too close... :P
#the coffin of andy and leyley#coffincest#andrew x ashley#tcoaal#txt post#character analysis#andrew graves#bro is MESSED UP and I'm only scratching the surface#half of this post is analyzing his gf and I'm not even done man I didn't even mention how Julia is both a foil for Ashley and a lookalike#he both chose a girl completely different from her (mfer's compensating) and someone who reminds him of her
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Alhaitham x reader NSFW
Smuuuuuuut
HELP IM SO DOWN BAD FOR THIS MAN.
NSFW MDNI
this is from a poll I did a while back and never got to but now I am!! This guy goes from submissive to dom by the end god heâs so hot
ENJOY BC I LOVED WRITING THIS
Preview: "OhâŚi was tired before, but now you've got me so riled up haven't you? how am i supposed to sleep with all this energy? you'll help me get tired again right?"
soft pillows and cream colored sheets shifted as the tired scholar fell on top of them. The akademiya used to require little of him, but the recent promotion to acting grand sage meant that now he had a lot to deal with. the amount of people asking him questions and creating a loud atmosphere was too much for him to handle. it wore him and his ears out to the point he had to just leave, heading straight home to his shared apartment.
kaveh was on a job and wouldn't be back for a few weeks, meaning alhaitham could actually find rest in his room. you were there that day working on a project of your own in the living room. Both men had said you could come over anytime, so you usually took advantage of that kindness when things got too busy at your own place.
Seeing al haitham open the door and go straight to his room made you curious. the project was practically done, so you decided to follow him back there. it was unusual to see him this tired, as he worked to be anything but that, so you wanted to ask him if he needed anything.
quietly, you opened the door to the grey haired man's room and peeked in, calling out in a soft tone, "haitham? are you awake?"
that earned a lazy wave of a hand, which you took as a sign to come in. when you scanned the room, you noticed he had taken his headphones off and placed them on a nightstand by the bed. ohh...something was definitely up. al haitham told you in the past, when you asked why he wore them all the time, that he had very sensitive ears. Loud noises annoyed and overwhelmed him, so the noise canceling headphones helped. with soft steps you walked over and tapped his shoulder, getting him to turn his head from the covers to look at you.
"can i do anything for you to make you less stressed?"
"yeah..." the handsome man grunted, "would you mind massaging my back? Pretty sure thereâs a couple knots"
smiling, you let out a little huff before climbing up and over al haitham to sit on his lower back, your knees propping you up slightly. his jacket was already off on a nearby couch, leaving him in his plain skin tight top that very clearly showed all the muscles along his back. with your thumbs, you started pressing along his shoulder blades and wherever you felt there was a knot or a tense area.
he hummed when something felt good, letting out a bit of a grunt if you pressed in a really tense spot that needed to be worked out. occasionally, al haitham mumbled into the sheets, whispering things like, "mm...feels good there- maybe a bit harder if you can"
when you were pressing along his nape, continuing your expert work, you got an idea when glancing further up at his head. Those pink tipped ears were uncovered...and you were the only person he let touch them...
hand movements slowed on his nape and slid down his skin to suddenly press on his lower back and waist. immediately, his back arched up since it was unexpected, being a completely different pressure from what you had done so far. al haitham's hands reached back to grab yours out of instinct, but you moved your hands away at the last second. grabbing his wrist, you pinned them together on his lower back, putting weight onto him so it would be difficult for him to try to get up.
his face turned to the side as he tried to look at what you were doing. "what are-ahha-mm wait-"
as soon as he turned his face, you leaned down and started kissing those sensitive ears of his, nipping a bit. Alhaithamâs hips pressed into the mattress, and you could feel his fists clench in your grasp. it always made you feel giddy when the powerful and collected man was reduced to such a state because of you, squirming and trying to get more friction somewhere. Pretty grey eyelashes fluttered closed as he let you do what you wanted.
"plea-please more ah-" that voice started to break, the usual calm tone replaced with a more desperate one, something no one would ever believe the great acting sage would have. His occasional words were punctuated by a jolt of his hips into the sheets, making your stomach flip. Both of you knew where this was going
âHaitham, youâve been stressed ya?â You whispered lowly, pressing your lips to his ear. his voice was practically singing, moans and soft whimpers grew louder as you tormented his weak spots. Alhaitham knew he could probably break his hands away to stop you, but did he really want that?
he let out a particularly loud sound when you licked the outside of his ear, hips stuttered into the sheets under you. It was easy to tell that some certain fabrics were definitely strained in some places. he panted and whined into the pillow his head rested on, his lips parted ever so slightly. grey brows scrunched together every move you made with your tongue along his ear.
"itâs- so much- other side...mmm~ please..."
Who were you to deny that lust filled plea? Turning haithamâs face, his eyes were wild. They were hungry, begging, having one goal in mind. gently, you brushed grey strands away, accidentally grazing across his ear. a muffled whimper came from his throat and you came back down.
his face tilted up and lewd whimpers erupted from his mouth, pleas to let him feel you while you kissed his ears, desperate hips driving into the sheets. Large hands shifted around in your grip, making it hard to stay in one place over him.
oh it felt good for you too. your legs straddled his lower back that occasionally rose and fell with his hips, causing some friction between the fabric of your thighs and center. Whenever you yourself made a noise, the sound would vibrate to his skin, making him go crazy, so much so that al haitham couldn't take it any longer. he needed to touch you like you had him, make you the one under him.
the handsome man broke his hands away and flipped onto his back. after grabbing your lower waist, he sat up with heavy breaths. his mouth latched on to your neck, his tongue worked relentlessly over a spot he knew was sensitive, toned arms moving to firmly wrap around your figure.
"cmon now~ you wanted to help me relieve stressâŚplease let meâŚitâll feel good for you tooâ that dominant manner of his returned pretty quickly, but who was complaining.
"but-i wanted to make this about you, you've been so tired..." you retorted. It was true, but you also just didn't want to stop teasing him with his weakness just yet. while he was kissing your neck, your fingers came to caress his face, thumbs brushing over his ears. Those rough hands dragged down your clothes, eager to get them off after what you had done to him.
"alright then...touch my body. bare hands on bare flesh? i need you please won't you touch me more?" lustful eyes hazily looked up at you, little smile spreading on his face when you nodded. before he laid back down, alhaitham removed his skintight black top and threw it to the side, not caring for where it landed despite his usually organized system of things. he then laid down with his chest and stomach wide open to you, his muscular arms up and underneath the pillow he rested his head on. Your hips now rested right above his hard on, and those eyes swirled with a consuming want, green gleaming from his embedded jewel.
your hands ran from his prominent collarbone to the v line by his hips, earning soft groans that vibrated through his steadily rising lungs. the soft padding on his chest was warm, you couldn't help but play with it. He laughed once, still finding your attraction to his chest as curious as the first time you saw him without a shirt, although you were staring long before.
while you leaned in to kiss his sensitive ears, your hands continued to roam up and down his sculpted form. for a while you stayed, making him lose himself, until you wanted more. Fingers worked down his body hastily, starting to play with the lining of his pants.
"Yeah come on-hahâŚ" haithamâs voice sounded just as eager as you were, adjusting his hips for you to pull the fabric down enough. Slowly you set him free from the tight constraints, watching as his weeping cock throbbed when you pulled everything down. Your eyes stayed on his, catching his lips part when your fingers danced over his skin. Wrapping your fingers around the base, you gave an experimental squeeze. He jolted immediately, brows furrowing in pleasure.
ââŚyou get so sensitive when youâre pent up huh haitham baby?â You gave another drag up his length, feeling the bit of precum at his tip drip onto your fingers. Thumb came up to his tip lightly, swirling around the swollen head. Haitham grunted lowly at that, watching you like a predator. Settling back in between his thighs, you watched his glistening chest rise, giving a long stroke as his lungs raised, noticing the hitch in his breath.
Bringing up a hand, you licked the ends of your fingers, bringing them back down to start working him. You made a mental note to do this more often, watching him fall apart in your hands. Steadily you worked his cock, letting his hips give you a pace that he wanted you to stroke him with. Weeping tip continuously gave beads of pre that helped you to lube your hands, creating a soft wet sound every time your hands went up and down him. His groaning whimpers filled the silence with it, bed creaking softly in the background as well.
You focused on his tip a minute in, watching his eyes scrunch shut, stuttering over an inhale. âGod I needed thisâŚneeded you to help me de-stressâŚI thought about you doing this, but fuck~ didnât think Iâd get so addicted to it. Keep going come on a little faster~â
Speeding up accordingly, you let him buck into your hands. One hand worked his base in a sort of twist motion as the other swiped over his swollen head. His cock wasnât so big that your hands had so much room to work, but archons he had girth, and you loved when it slid in and out of you the most. This might be close though, seeing how much you affect him.
You could tell he was getting close by his breathing, chest rising as his head tilted up to the ceiling, eyes still trained down at your diligently working hands. âAre you close haitham? Want to cum?â
You got repeated âmhmmââs in whined response, making you speed up on him, feeling the muscles in his inner thighs against you tense. Leaning close, you bit the shell of his ear, and that was the final act. His hands gripped the pillow under his head as a sinful groan escaped him. His cock spit out rope after rope of pent up release, coating his toned stomach and your hands, reaching as high as his chest.
The shock of orgasm rippled through him, and it took a good few seconds for him to catch his breath. Bringing his hands out from underneath, they shot out to you. Rough hands grabbed your thighs and squeezed, head turning to capture your lips that were against his ear. The sloppy kiss consumed both of you, tongues swirling all over and in each other's mouths. Alhaitham tilted his head to fit with yours more, his tongue moving over the underside of your teeth and more.
calloused hands hastily glided under the shirt you wore and played with the landscape of your back, which made you groan into his mouth. he happily took it all in as his tongue ravaged your mouth. one hand was taken from under your shirt and put on the back of your head to push you into his lips more. the other hand moved a bit lower to your waist, bringing your hips to press you down onto him with passion.
Breaking apart, he sat up with you, smirk played on his god-like features. That look was deadly, and meant that you were far from done helping him. slowly, he put pressure between his still hard cock and your wet core. his hips rocked into you while he watched your face.
"OhâŚi was tired before, but now you've got me so riled up haven't you? how am i supposed to sleep with all this energy? you'll help me get tired again right?"
those sheets were well messed up when you two continued into the afternoon. you had worked his energy up, so now he had to expend it. it was a mess of lust and passion and neither of you could push away the feelings. no one would interrupt. it was just you two in the creaking bed long into the dusk hours.
Guys bye-
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married!soukoku aus where they always get married/engaged in somewhat unconventional ways every time
- just saying âok weâre married nowâ and thatâs that
- buying rings together and calling it a day
- writing their own marriage papers because they do not need any records of them, even marital ones
- saying their vows in bed a moment before they go to sleep
- ^ or whilst killing people together
- ^^ and being enemies
- ^^^ or marrying before becoming enemies, then treating dazaiâs betrayal to the mafia as a divorce contract⌠at first, seriously, then just joking about it and getting âremarriedâ
- drawing a line on each otherâs ring finger
- chuuya accidentally cutting dazaiâs finger exactly where the ring would go, and dazai saying that it means chuuya had proposed⌠so theyâre married now
- ^ trying to carve a âringâ into chuuyaâs finger but he says no and just gets his own ring
- âletâs marryâ âok, when?â ânowâ âokâ and so they were bound through life and death, and vowed to hate (love) each other till death did them part
- eloping from the mafia?? (so chuuya leaves, too)
- high school au and they marry on the rooftop of the school just for fun
- marrying before dating
- marrying on the verge of death (both of them are about to die)
- getting caught (or kidnapped) together, and the worst decision their captors made was to put them in the same room. so they make one of the captors the priest and the ring is taken from a grenade as they run away and let the explosions behind them be the symphony to the newly wedded coupleâ
- âmarryingâ as children (elementary school, probably) and one of them takes it seriously and to heart, so the other feels bad to say it hadnât been literal⌠and then they actually do marry
- ^ OD: âi canât wait till i find a beautiful woman to marry and die with ><!!â CN: ââŚi thought we were married, dazai?â *insert the most pathetic expression ever* OD: âwâŚwe were?â
- âchuuya, you have to say ââtill death do us part.ââ âwhy? death ainât got shit on us!â âi donât wanna be stuck with you even when weâre dead.â âasshole.â
- dazai breaking into the mafia after years, kneeling before chuuya whilst simultaneously avoiding the guards + other pm members who surround him, taking chuuyaâs hand, taking the glove off, and sliding a ring onto his finger then just. leaving. 100% to confuse chuuya and give him shit in the pm so they start questioning him until he manages to talk his way out of it (and later confront dazai about it)
- marrying whilst drunk and not remembering anything about it the next day
- marrying as an âactâ under enemy territory to catch them off guard, then attack
- ^ later being like âcan it just have been real so we donât have to deal with the cheesy shit again?â âbet.â
- lmao dazai proposing to corruption!chuuya only for the ring to be utterly crushed under his fingers before dazai turns him back⌠and dazai being upset about it so he doesnât talk to chuuya for a week
- a ring⌠made of bandages? just tying a strip on and being like âthere! now weâre married <3â âyou idiotââ
- putting a ring in chuuyaâs food but chuuya nearly ends up choking on it
- putting a ring on the otherâs hand when they sleep so thereâs no room for rejection⌠and when they wake up theyâre all confused like âdid⌠i just miss a couple years of my life?â
- âtruth or dare?â âdare.â âi dare you to marry me.â ââŚokay?â
- âarranged marriageâ but itâs actually dazai manipulating mori/or his parents into wanting to make him marry chuuyaâso that chuuya has no choice (he did have a choice bc dazai consulted him about it before, but dazai announced to their families that there had been no choice) and so they can do it technically with the parents/moriâs consent (they didnât want to ask like normal people)
- marrying through letters⌠penpals? âdearest chuuya, will you marry me? (enclosed is a ring, if you say yes. if not, send it back without an answer). sincerely, osamu.â âto osamuâ fuck yeah?? also this looks expensive as shit⌠its mine now!! â chuuya.â
- bribery that wasnât necessary
- ^ âiâll give you (thing) if you marry me.â ââŚi wouldâve said yes, regardless, but now that thatâs on the tableâyes please:3â
- pop star/singer au and popping in a âslug/mackerel, marry me!!!â whilst on live⌠knowing the other is watching
- long distance au and marrying on call, but they were both already prepared so they say their vows and present rings that theyâd had sent in mail to each other and put them on themselves
- ^ doing it late at night just for the fun of it and falling asleep amidst giggling and hushed promises to see each other soon
- college au and proposing at graduation !
- fanfic writers au and they slip in a âbtw if u see this, pls marry me chibi/idiot (depending on who it is)â in the notes, and later the other frantically texts them asking if they were being serious
- adopting a kid together and then, years later, realizing they never married
- forbidden lovers au but they marry publicly
- ^ that but royalty au and they propose in front of the entire kingdom/broadcast it to the world
- thinking theyâre gonna die: âfuck it, marry me, dazai!â âwhaâokay!!â
#i ranted a little too much here#might actually write one of these bc i didnt realize i had so many ideas#bsd#bungou stray dogs#osamu dazai#chuuya nakahara#dazai x chuuya#chuuya x dazai#soukoku#skk#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd skk#chuuzai#dachuu#bsd drabbles#bsd soukoku#bsd aus
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