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haven’t posted in a hot min been so busy but ugh my brain isn’t braining and i’ve had a migraine for two days what should i write what should i write ahhhhhhhuuhhsudjsjsjsjsjsj someone pls help

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is it too late to start my xmas series,,,,, be honest

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green bean casserole ( izuku midoriya x teacher!reader OR your coworker is a terrible cook and you take it upon yourself to give him a lesson or two so he doesn’t embarrass himself at the work potluck ) ( lately my bf and i have been really hooked on abbott elementary and although i v much strongly dislike thanksgiving, i wanted to do a little teaser for this izuku x ua teacher trope since i’m much more warmed up to the idea of him now than i initially was, like that’s actually MY baby and i’m proud, also strong believer in izuku can’t cook trope !! )

p.s. your next text was risky, something along the lines of cooking both your dishes for the next event while he sat and looked pretty in your kitchen, you looked up and briefly made eye contact from across the room, finding your coworker blushing madly, he sent back a question, you find me pretty?, and then you were the one blushing while you furiously typed, faking that your stomach was suddenly acting up too and how it must’ve been those lumpy mashed potatoes you had earlier, before ducking out of the room like a coward, did you really just say that to him?

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teacher x teacher fic, very slow burn, very abbott elementary, yearning, fluff, angst 🫣 thoughts…?

having deku sensei thoughts…

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having deku sensei thoughts…

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aizawa fic where reader is eri’s caretaker and slowly starts taking care of aizawa to the point where he gets attached to her presence 🫣 three parts, mayhaps ? yes ? or yes ? speak now or don’t because i’m gonna do it anyway 🤠

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loss of my life ( k. bakugo x reader, anxiety, depression, mourning, stages of grief, character death mentioned, some self deprecation OR your boyfriend laments the loss of his life and struggles through the reality of being the one left alive ) ( and what if i was feeling sad ) ( i’m actually so sorry omg xx ) ( play loml by taylor swift if u want this to hit extra hard </3 )

The sky was crying.

Katsuki Bakugo disliked nothing more than the rain, the whole concept of it made him feel extremely weak— useless. Not only did the heavy downpour make it harder for him to produce sweat and therefore harder to use his quirk, but being drenched made everything much slower and heavier, so cold and lifeless. He never understood what you liked about it so much.

Not until he was sitting on a bench, tears and rainwater blurring his vision, the two liquids blending together and making it hard to distinguish whether he was crying. He tilted his head back, letting the water pelt against his skin as he finally released his breath.

For a moment… it almost felt like the clouds were doing all the hard work for him, he didn’t even have to cry. A sudden crackle of thunder snapped against the sky, screaming so he didn’t have to, angry for him over life’s injustice.

He didn’t understand it. And then he did.

He could understand why you’d sit at the window for hours, staring out at the rain with a serene look in your eyes, your whole body at ease.

The text cursor blinked up at him mockingly as he remained frozen, looking at his phone, your contact pulled up. It was still favorited on his phone. He hit call after a few seconds, letting the other phone in his hands (one he paid for solely so he could keep doing this) go on and on, the special ringtone you’d picked out specifically so you’d know it was him calling played out. Over the speaker he heard it… your voice.

“Hey! It’s Y/N, I’m off saving the world right now so leave it at the beep and I’ll call back… or not ‘cause I hate phone calls… unless you’re my boyfriend… I’ll text ya! Okay bu— beeeeep.”

The recording cut off before you could fully say bye in that signature cute way that was simply so you, it was more of a buh-bye, with you dragging out the final vowel. If anyone else had said it that way he would’ve found it annoying, told them to speak normal. With you… well, he thought anything that you did endearing.

He wished he’d been strong enough to save you.

His finger twitched, and before he knew it his whole hand was shaking. He stared helplessly at it while his heart went haywire inside his chest.

Dying… he was definitely dying. He was dying and he would get to see you again—

“Kacchan?”

It was overwhelming. The tightening in his chest, the sense of nostalgia washing over him, the longing he felt for someone whose blood had run cold months ago.

A familiar voice broke him out of his reverie, Katsuki looked up to meet green eyes.

How he wished they were yours… he’d often get lost in the world behind your eyes, picturing where life would lead the both of you, together.

“What are you doing out here? You hate the rain.”

He was crying.

It was obvious to his childhood friend, even with the rain trying to disguise it. Izuku Midoriya knew him like the back of his hand, and he knew how much he was hurting with your loss.

“I know you don’t feel like celebrating right now, why don’t we go back inside?” Deku continued,“I’ll walk you to your room.”

He’d rather be in yours… a room now empty, it used to be filled with all your things— books, knickknacks, posters on the walls, photos you’d force him to take that he secretly loved being in because it meant you felt he was worth remembering for years to come… he used to love spending time in your dorm if not only for your scent, being enveloped in it made him feel warmer than he’d ever known before…

“She’s gone.” He finally spoke.

You really were gone. You weren’t coming back. You wouldn’t appear once more someday, jumping up from behind him to yell “sike” and laugh off just how good you’d gotten him. You’d never hold his arm again, or force your freezing cold hands under his shirt. Never text him from across the classroom how much you missed him despite having spent the whole morning in his room, getting ready and taking over his whole bed with your makeup. You wouldn’t whine about making the wrong shoe choice for the day and wait for him to begrudgingly let you jump on his back for him to carry you back to the dorms. He’d never hear your annoying laugh again, or stare at the little mole you had under your left eye. The days of flushing in embarrassment when you forced a bit of pda on him in the hallway before class were gone, and so were your secret moments behind closed doors. There was no more holding back, he was crying again.

He wouldn’t see you again.

Izuku gulped, frowning deeply,“I’m so sorry, Kacchan…”

He looked up, eyes somber.

You were the loss of Katsuki Bakugo’s life.

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need to get back into the groove of writing but i’m so overworked rn and just burnt out from being an adult plus i’m sick, really wanna write smth for izuku though so if y’all have requests pls hmu also really wanna write momo or jiro fics !?

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okay but why do the mha girls get zero love on this app i need some momo fics and like i thought we all had a crush on jiro and what ab mina?!?!? pls someone send me some fics

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cat distribution system ( s. aizawa x reader, slow burn, coworkers to lovers trope OR you and your coworker send cat photos back and forth while flirting mildly ) ( this is literally shota and reader being cat dorks, part two me thinks :p )

p.s. after leaving you on read, a simple thumbs up to acknowledge your text, aizawa showed up outside your classroom with a bag of lunch from your favorite restaurant, his way of apologizing for his rudeness the other day, you ate lunch together in silence before hizashi interrupted with cries over his lack of lunch (of course aizawa had gotten him some), it was all sort of perfect in its own way, until it wasn’t…

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made a kofi ! it’ll be linked in my pinned post in case you guys ever feel so inclined to support dis poor girl

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next post— a silly goofy smau for aizawa or an angsty, sad bakugo fic ?

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me when my workweek starts up again in a few hours but i’d rather be working on my fics (╥_╥)

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posted my masterlist finally !! been meaning to organize my page forever, this took me all day lolll, it'll be pinned as well dw, along w my tiny introduction, also also you may spot some drafts i snuck in there, have a lot of ongoing works for you guys ((: be readyyy <3

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masterlist

katsuki bakugo

playing house

after getting you sick, you boyfriend makes it his personal mission to take care of you, and you can’t help picture what living together would be like due to the domesticity of it all

this is me trying

your day at work was less than ideal, your confidence took a significant blow by the end of your meeting, and yet somehow your boyfriend always has all the right words to cheer you up

try again

just because you asked for permission to use his given name didn’t mean you were quite ready to actually use it, nor were you ready to accept the implications that came with it either

midnight haze | midnight dreams | midnight rain | one more night

fear and anxiety bring on a new bout of insomnia, and you weren’t the only one, it just so happens that three nights later… baking, binging, and bakugo were the only things soothing enough to get you back into bed after midnight

twenty something

you were never too big on birthdays, it was just another day, or at least it was up until your new boyfriend entered your life, he made it his goal to show you everything you were missing, spoiling you and reminding you just how much you deserved

pancakes for dinner

coming home from a tiresome day at the hospital required an immediate nap, you weren’t expecting to wake up to get lavished in the best way by your pro hero boyfriend

sweet treat thief ( smau )

the cookie jar was empty and you were going to get to the bottom of why your boyfriend hadn’t made a replacement, those were the rules, after all, whoever had the last desert baked the next batch for the tin, you happened to be blind

taste | please please please | good graces | dumb & poetic | juno | short n’ sweet | ( idk how many chaps actually lmao )

inspiration strikes once your relationship comes to the light and your fans are upset with your taste in men, you might just have to take to music to explain why you owe no explanation

loml

eijiro kirishima

box hair dye

self doubt clouds his decision making, but your boyfriend thinks it’s time for a change of hair, and you decide dyeing yours along with him might make the transition a bit easier

decode

a secret admirer? in retrospect, romantic, but after a while it becomes frustrating when they won’t reveal their true self, so you gather your friends to plot a way to unravel the mystery

anything for you

your boyfriend was one of the most emotionally intuitive people you knew, he somehow always managed to lift your spirits and put a smile on your face when you were down

always been you

how much more obvious could you be? when your crush takes it upon himself to assume you like his best friend, you’re left with no choice but to spell it out how much you liked him

izuku midoriya

green bean casserole

shoto todoroki

coming soon

denki kaminari

electric touch

the boy you liked wasn’t the smartest, not for lack of trying, but he was definitely a little more gullible than the average person, luckily his lack of smarts landed you a confession

hanta sero

strange you never knew

when your date cancels on you last minute, your best friend takes it upon himself to not only be your stand in to the pumpkin patch, but to also make this your best date yet…

shota aizawa

you’re my weakness ( smau )

the legal side of things are finally taken care of, and eri is free to finally settle into your home, the adjustment period is easier than you thought it’d be because your husband can’t say no

cat distribution system ( smau )

keigo takami

wish on an eyelash | 11:11, make a wish

he’s a hopeless romantic and loves finding beauty in all of the little things, wishes made with coins tossed into fountains, on shooting stars across an inky sky, blowing the dandelions into the wind, lucky time, and eyelashes over your shoulder, their rules were sacred and so was the love granted by your wish

touya todoroki

coming soon

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angel ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ ! 22 ! bnha blog ! mostly write fem reader ! requests open, but v slow at responding, rules ! requests may go unanswered depending on my inspo + what is asked ! masterlist ! buy me a coffee ! vanishingstarrswp !

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requests for touya pls i wanna write some todofam shenanigans and soft content so bad

touya todoroki is my boyf <3 yUppp