daring darling - a salaar / varadeva playlist
tracklist and selected lines below the cut:
i’m your man - mitski
“I’m sorry i’m the one you love / no one will ever love me like you again,”
nfwmb - hozier
“i’d wanna be felled by you, held by you / fuel the pyre of your enemies,”
mouth of the devil - mother mother
“come back with me / back to when we were young,”
monsters - hurricane bells
“wait ok you've got to look before you go / deep into the darkness where I hide,”
bring us down - the luka state
“what goes always comes back around / you say we're no good for this town,”
darkest heart - ajj
“break all my bones / break all my laws / show me your darkest heart,”
i’m so sorry - imagine dragons
“i’m so sorry,”
pet - a perfect circle
“don't fret precious I'm here / step away from the window / go back to sleep,”
there will be blood - kim petras
“there will be blood, you're gonna die,”
shut me up - mindless self indulgence
“i can't wait for you to fuck me up / in a minute, minute, in a second,”
dana-den - bloodywood
“i won't bow to the beast, never make peace,”
peacemaker - green day
“call the assassin, the orgasm, a spasm of love and hate / for what will divide us?”
seize the power - yonaka
“i got power in my hands, and it's yours for the takin,”
dead ringer - des rocs
“hold my cigarette while it's lit / and let it burn you, baby,”
baby - bishop briggs
“yeah he's fuckin' crazy but he's still my baby,”
empire & the sun - the moth & the flame
“you're the voice that calls me home,”
creatures in heaven - glass animals
“i’m only really me when i’m here with you,”
geyser - mitski
“you're my number one, you're the one i want,”
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tell me about scene toast i need to know abotu scee ne toast n!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he reminds me of late 2000s early 2010s like pop party music like millionaires and ke$ha and stuffs so when i think of the british disco incident i just imagine a slightly younger version of toast all decked out in his scene rave outfit w the stunner shades and kandi bracelets and a checkered tie over a tshirt and his hair all straightened w feathered extensions and hes with his wife mary and his emo childhood friend ghost being all like RAVE TONITE W MY 2 BEST FRIENDZ IN TEH WHOLE WORLD~~! and then he accidentally kills his wife by schmovin too crazy and making her go into cardiac arrest. this changed him forever and made him abandon the whole scene raver thing for good but he still listens to shitty 2010 pop music and drinks hard a lot of times but also hes been permanently changed and he honestly cringes when he looks at old pictures of himself back then. despite the resurgence of scene and scene-adjacent fashion in recent years he claims to find the whole style rather garish and trashy. i guess you could say he suppresses his wild side these days. it slips out again when hes on macaroni or whatever.
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Song Association and Redacted Ships (Pt. 2)
doing this again because I can >:P
David x Angel: Intolewd by Matt Maltese
"I was doing fine then I met you"
Vincent x Lovely: Old with You by grentperez
"Any moment the world could fall right down, but at least I'm fallin' with you."
Sam x Darlin: It Ain't Wrong Loving You by HONNE
"Yeah, cause we just click, it's plain and simple
I wanna both be in this for the long haul"
Elliott x Sunshine: Never Be Alone Again by Jacob Collier
"I'm holding on to this moment, cause it made me fall for you."
Geordi x Cutie: When I Look Into Your Eyes by khai dreams
"I have my problems but I can't make them yours too."
Avior x Starlight: Astronomy by Conan Gray
"As much as it seems like you own my heart, it's astronomy, we're two worlds apart."
i wanted to do more, but i don't have playlists for the other kids :(
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How I entered the void so easily after 1 year of trying
So after 1 year and half of trying to enter I finally did it and I am so mad because it REALLY IS SOOOOO EASY and tbh if in this post you are looking for any sort of validation or info you smart ass already know then please REMEMBER THIS : entering the void is extremely easy. You just have to do it in a way that resonates with you.
Personally for me since I had adhd I couldn’t just stay still and affirm for 1 or even a few for 10 mins. Not just because I was lazy but because just repeating “I am in the void” for so long gets me tired and makes me think of the void more and you actually don’t want to think too deeep about it. I couldn’t wake 3 hours prior and then affirm or even have the patience to do the psych k, yes I was extremely lazy back then and unpresistent but one thing that helped me even backed then was THE ALPHA STATE MEDITATION !
You just have to find what works for you, find a method technique whatever you want to do that doesn’t seem like a chore. So In a post back then I found on @gorgeouslypink acc talking about doing the alpha sate meditation and I tried it back then and I felt really relaxed and it was a good feeling but like I said back then I was realllly lazy so after a few mins I stopped. Then many months later passed and I was still looking for anything and everything on the void. Then just like two days ago I came across another post which was pretty simple and the technique I used was called the DISTRACTED TECHNIQUE.
All there was to do was the usual you get into a comfortable position and then she said to use the alpha state meditation and used the one gorgeouslypink recommended. So I used it and then what she tell you to do is to just think of anything else just get distracted basically and this WAS SO GOOD 4 ME because back then I had adhd so it made it harder to concentrate on just affirming and so yeah I just thought of random things and then at some point where I was completely distracted I felt my body like lift up 😭 if that makes sense I just can’t clearly describe it. It felt really like a shift and I was like ‘panicking’ in a way but I wasn’t actually panicking I just kinda became aware what was going and then I got scared a little but I just relaxed shortly after. Also my fan that was making like a loud noises was coming in an out and then I only hear it in one ear and then I didn’t hear anything and I just stayed there wondering if I reached the void and i actually was!!! I didn’t feel my body it felt like I had no body at all and it was pitch black just like how I imagined the void to be. For a few minutes I just stayed there feeling the most surreal peace I have ever felt. I needed that peace fr 💀.
So then I affirmed for my desires all I said was “I have all my desired results from my subliminal playlist.” Then just to be extra sure I just said “I have everything I want.”
At that point I got really excited and then I wiggled my toes to get out because I was too dam happy I needed to see all my shit the moment I wake up and then I slowly started getting out and when I tell you I cried for like a good dam minute when I woke up and saw how DIFFERENT. My room looked. I literally screamed onto my pillow. I was so dam scare and yet excited to see how I looked.
WHAT I MANIFESTED :
Desired body and face
Having silky straight tailbone length hair cuz mines was originally curly
And everything in my sub playlist
My desired boyfriend and guys I made him be like Gojo Satoru ( because we are all delusional over him 🤪) and let me tell you he is so tall, handsome, sexy and a literal god. He is so silly too 🩷
Moving countries I now live in ny
Never actually meeting my ex and all the people in my old school forget me and have actually never even met me. Like if u asked them about me they have never heard or known me before
Extremely rich rich like hella bands
Got rid of my anxiety and mental health issue
Plus +++
NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS.
Even if the circumstances seem to be eating you alive don’t mind that too much. Even if all seems hopeless don’t give up because you already know nothing can decide or be unless you give it power to be. So stop being goofy and take responsibility and DONT STRESS!! You don’t see God stressing do you. All he has to do is blink and whatever he wants to happen, happens. Plus a lot of confidence came from non dualism that I owe a huge thanks to @trynafindbarbiee she really said it like it is !!
YOU GOT THIS ML 🩷🩷🩷🩷
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