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Randomly decided to hit up a party tonight i found out i got friends going to... heres hopign i can get a ticket at the door since they were sold out online 😱
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I love when I get to scout stuff in-game. it always feels very organic and interesting, and I'm so glad they brought that mechanic back in janthir. my commander likes doing it bc it gives him some time to himself and I love doing map comp so we're just winnin' all around here 🌿🌲🍄
I'm also obsessed with the new maps. a few screenshots below the cut!
#I have Many Thoughts about this expansion#I love it so much so far#perhaps I will compile a Proper Post going through things but I feel like my thoughts are still very much too unorganized atm lol#gw2 spoilers#gw2 janthir wilds#gw2 janthir wilds spoilers#guild wars 2#sylvari#mine#scourgescribbles#screens#azilab#this is a really fast and loose sketch but I needed to do SOMETHING
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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such
#yes I’m making all these posts in a row#it’s bc I’m obsessed atm#mypost#Bodkin#bodkin netflix#PLEASSEEEEE#WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT#CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS#STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM#. LIKE#OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS#AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT#IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf#WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the#lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact#GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW#other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES#BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh#. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy#hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh#ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always#blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think#another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why#would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig#into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more
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Okay I am gonna start putting doll stuff on @malacandoll !
This ones straight out the box, but I also like sewing doll/toy clothes + doing faceups+ wigs, and I also make my own dolls sometimes.
#bjd#doll#mal talks#especially these and bigger bjds that im more shy about tbh#i think my handmade dolls will still go on main often lol#i need to do a proper photoshoot with my slocotion doll I am enamored... they are downstairs chilling with vivi atm
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PICO HEADCANNONS 1
trigger mentions: school shootings, depression, anxiety content: slight fnf pico, ooc pico, jumbled writing, pico, pico, pico, mentions of nene and darnell, pico,
author's note: I haven't written like this since my quotev days LOL so i apologize that my writing is kind of all over the place.
(for context, the events of pico school happened in elementary because that's what the wiki says!!!!) 1.) Whenever something serious happens, Pico's instinctive response is always fight, never flight (or in his case, stand around in shock or hide). He only did so once, which was when Cassandra suddenly began to school up his classroom (during the opening scene). After that day, he couldn't stand the thought of dissociating on the spot again. He always forces himself to act. It's instinctual, which sometimes ends up with him being in a lot of trouble.
2.) Pico rapidly aged after elementary school. He lost his spunk and started getting serious mood swings. He already had anger issues before, but this is when it really began to develop. He didn't talk as much and kind of became a loner. He knew what happened was wrong, but it never fully hit him until the end of middle school. He never got an official diagnosis, but it doesn't take a scientist to see when somebody is going through depression, and Pico was obviously depressed. He gave up on completing school and college and everything else he fantasied about when he was a kid. But somehow, by the grace of god, he ended up finishing high school with barely passing grades and an even shitter GPA. 4.) I kind of see him more aloof and tense than what fnf depicted him as. Personally, I just don't see him being extroverted and all carefree. So, with that said, Pico isn't that much of a people person. He's pretty inconsiderate of strangers, but of course he's not going to be a dick unless someone is first. 5.) It took him a while to get used to being in crowds like malls and generally just be out and about again. It took a lot of Nene and Darnell to get it through his head that not every crowded place was a death trap for him. It was a lot worse when he was in high school, but like a year after graduating he got diagnosed with schizophrenia and was properly medicated.
6.) With that said, Nene and Darnell also practically forced him to get his ass out of his house and see a doctor. There was no way in hell they could convince him to get therapy (because men will do anything but go to therapy), so they opted with getting him at least medicated for his delusions. It took a lot of nagging (especially from Nene) for him to at least *see* somebody that could prescribe him something that'd help with his anxiety. He didn't think they'd do shit but come to find out, Meds... can actually help with his depression?? And his mood swings?? 7.) Pico doesn't have self-esteem issues. He actually thinks he's fairly attractive. And yet, somehow, that man is absolutely bitchless. 8.) No, but seriously, Pico needs major work done on himself before he starts dating again, and he knows damn well, too. His last relationship was with a blue-haired twink who was crushing on some bimbo and he was too mentally checked out to really care about him. Even now that he has a better mindset, it's still such a struggle for him to be vulnerable. Talking about his struggles makes him cringe, and besides that, he literally kills people for a living. Maybe if he finds somebody good, he'd change, but for right now he's just going to be independent.
#picos school#pico headcanons#this feels really short but i'm super tired atm and it's almost 11 LOL i need to go to bed#pico brainrot#fnf pico#fnf nene#fnf darnell#pico newgrounds
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So, tawog & lemon demon, anyone? (The quote on the bottom is a lyric from Subtle Oddities; it reminds me a lot of Rob & prompted me to make this)
(Also posted this over on instagram)
#personally random#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#tawog fanart#tawog rob#the fixation i have on this show atm is still going strong lol i need more people to talk about it with
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i genuinely have No idea when you sleep ive known you for ages and i still dont have a single clue of your time zone it is so bizarre to me you are basically a cryptid
This is so funny to me help,, I love the idea of being some mysterious cryptid,, always awake,,,
But ,, I’m afraid the boring answer is just I do Not Have a sleep schedule anymore. most of the sleep I get is from little naps I take throughout the day + night so im like,, always awake but somehow also always asleep
#kite answers#I feel like we've talked abt this before ?? maybe im making that up KFJHKFH but yeah the answer is my sleep is just fucked#if u srs wanted an timezone then pacific LOL (until uni is over at least then who knows where ill end up again :'') -#but for uni I am here...)#BUT timezone tbh means v little atm since... sleep schedule is broke </3#Ik its bad and I am going to try and fix this next year once this school term is over its just brutal right now#none of this which u needed to know but I like to yap sorry spicy KFHFKJH#:'p
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cracking open a new bottle of antidepressants on the same day as you crack open a new bottle of green hair dye sounds like a mental breakdown but in reality it's just me preparing for laundry day tomorrow
#ramblings#basically i want to be done with everything that produces more laundry before i have my laundry time#if i could go to the laundry room butt naked i would if it meant i could produce less laundry for the next laundry session lol#also i really needed to touch up my hair lol#and also also my last bottle of antidepressants ran out and those are the only ones that have actually worked and made me even remotely#close to functioning lol#legit i couldnt feel better atm as it is and a huge part of it is that i can actually function for once in my life lol
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I guess I never uploaded my unfinished Yoosung bday art I did last year... yeah... he deserves better.
#i still like this tbh LOL but it's on my pc computer instead of my ipad...#too lazy to go and transfer it atm#tbh i kinda like some of the old cgs of yoosung bc he looks less rigid.. like the one where he's laying in bed looking at his phone#the bday art he had last year wasn't bad! the art was still nice#but my god... no where near as good as the others HAHA#if cheritz needs a dedicated yoosung artist... me... i'm ready HAHA#art#wip#yoosung#yoosung kim#mystic messenger#mysme#mm#fanart#digital art#artists on tumblr#killamonart#bummie
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Ok game time which 3 series would you just DIE to get a run on ? I'm talking full creative control, can be as a writer or an artist + plotter if that suits your vibe best
My 3 are
Suicide Squad
Wonder Woman
Green Lantern Corps/Green Lanterns
(in that order)
#last one may wiggle around but i think thats mostly it. others i would want to do but if were talking full runs then this would be my picks#there are other things id ofc want to do though. a wonder girl (cassie) mini in addition to the ww run probably some superman stuff too#although idk him as well i do love him. maybe a mini there or even a prestige format book if i go crazy#would love to do a quick something with cass cain too ofc (me and the rest of this site lol). could probably figure out a plot to smth#longer if i thought abt it but would love to guest write a standalone issue or two for an ongoing of hers#what else would i want to do.... the sui sq and wondy are rlly the big ones bc ive thought abt that the most. glc ive thought about too but#to a bit less of an extent. ooh there was that bleez mini i plotted out during lunch once last year. think i had some sketches laying around#for that too.#who else would i do.... those are rlly the main ones atm. books i would write vs books i would read are definitely different though. there#are some pitches i would throw out but wouldnt know how to write at all i just know it could be done good somehow. like ik nothing abt#aquaman but i think its possible a wonder woman/aquaman story could slap#OR NO A WONDER WOMAN & SUPERMAN ONE I WAS JUST TALKING ABT THAT. dont call it that though ofc they should get a duo name in the same vein as#world's finest. and ofc 72848274 issues of bro time. anyways <33333333#also a not abt the rankings sui sq is higher than wondy which may seem crazy from a wondy blogger but 1. i do love them and 2. they need me#so much more. this subject is such an egofest for me bc ofc i think i could do everything perfect but like they need a good run soooooo bad#whereas id LOVE to do wondy but ik they would survive without me. anyways yeah <3#anyways on a totally unrelated not at all adjacent topic.... my askbox is always open btw 😘#also idk if my green lantern corps book would be called glc. may just hit the green lanterns vol. 2 bc who is stopping me really
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Just got a wave of affection for my horse OCs... as in, the random horses that appear in my fics
#they are all my babies actually#bushra buonamico metrodora vinh logi iss luna and solis. babies.#can't wait to come up with more lol#sorry i talk about my fics so much lol i've got nothing else going for me atm#i've been toying with the idea of writing a little more around tangerine & roc. like maybe a prequel or sequel or something#i just love that story and i feel like i wasn't done with it#i HAVE written a 'deleted scene' so maybe i'll post that hmm...? it needs all the context though.#takes place during act 3 when yusuf goes to see erasyl. it's just andromache and quynh talking and taking care of nicolo while he sleeps#ends with him waking up just before yusuf comes back. andromache and quynh are old marrieds.#that's it that's the fic in a bottle#maybe i just really want to write something that takes place in central asia okAAYYYY
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oo midnight beauty [opening the container] how romantic (stealing grapes)
#just me hi#that's a nice name for some grapes hfsh :)#they're so right btw these grapes are pretty..#dark and looking lightly frosted. kissed by moonlight even in the sun#also seedless!! i love purple grapes hfsh :3#concord are okay man ; i don't see why you'd Like the seeds but whatever fills your moat lol#//i have a mic atm (my sister's headphones she doesn't use anymore (mine now ehegh)) and i was playing around w/ them yesterday on soundtra#old audio on there. do you ever. do you. [lays down and stares at the ceiling]#i'm so happy. it's so cool how the present let's us enjoy the past hbhsv#cool cool cool [continues staring]#//m gonna work on bl.s today :)#i'm a bit nervous abt the whole thing not being up to my expectations but i'm a pretty finicky audience so we're throwing the critic's#opinion out hbfsh#//ouhhr i'm out of grapes... my midnight beauties...... eaten............#i can go grab more rn so 'm gonna go do that lol :)#maybe i'll pop back later!! who knows#i need to do some things i've been neglecting. ooo...#alrighty toodles :3
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HOLLY IM ALWAYS HERE!! I’m not always sure what to say but I can assure u!! I lobe Ur Little rants and blurbs about how ur OBESSED with ur SHOTO fic or Childe
How have u been! What have u been up to :0
i know haha you were not part of who i meant when i said “most people” :]
i can assure you, if you encourage me to post every last thought that gets into my brain on here, you will be hearing about more than just my current drafts or my absolute love, adoration and devotion to childe (who has taken over my mind, at this point he needs to become real or i shall never enjoy a sane life again jsjsh)
as for what i’m doing, i’m trying to get my life together, i got the grade for my thesis back this week so that’s one worry less i guess (there are still enough left, i can say that much)
#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡#‘you have bewitched me body and soul’ but it’s a fictional criminal#(fitting since i’m playing ikevil atm lol)#atp i just assume 90% of my asks are from you#most loyal person even though i’m not posting what you’re here for (modern scara lol)#i feel really bad about that btw#i wanted to maybe get a drabble going lately bc i feel like i owe the modern au enjoyers#but i opened my modern au draft and got immediately hit by exhaustion lol#i need to bring childe and scara back#and introduce [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] and [redacted]#i guess i had plans for [redacted] and [redacted] and a perhaps so many more too hshshsh#ugh look at me spoiling my fictional universe like that jshshsh
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Writing for me atm be like this:
and this
and also this
Oh and can't forget this!
Yeah writing has been going great recently......
#beckyu speaks#beckyu memes#beckyu snippets#brooooo me and writing atm been so weird lol#It's on and off writing sessions and I keep changing my mind on stuff lol#I also am starting to feel like it's been too long since I posted something which is starting to annoy me even though it shouldn't but like#also no? UGH it's hard to explain! Right now jornos kinda on like the back burner again because I really want to finish that chapter fic an#start posting it. But I don't to until it's finished but everytime I go back to work on the ending#I add like 100-500 new words a chapter and then the stuff I add I have to check makes sense for future chapters too and like I love that it#improves the fics quality but also I just wanna finish it! Curse my perfectionist needs writing this!#anyways if you read all this thank you. I love you and you deserve all the love in the world and many many lollipops <3
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What i think i love the most about the live action is just how much love there is? Yeah its different from the anime, but honestly....kinda better. I love how kind they all are, the strawhats clearly just love each other already, their own little family
#opla#crying screaming throwing up#i hope we do get to see more of their og personalities shine through#i.e. sanji being a bit of a hotheaded dumbass and zoro being a bit of a moron and nami being a bit more a big sister hahaha#but i love the opla strawhats so much man#i love that they highlight that sanji is inherently soft or that usopp really is charismatic or that zoro really is a snarky gay bitch lmAO#and like i ADORE opla nami#im so excited for chopper man... im watching the anime atm and he still isnt here yet ;-;#boku wa doctor tony tony chopper if you even care#god if they made everyone else hot can you imagine how hot robin will be!?!?!?#ugh....can you imagine how theyd tackle whole cake island with soft!sanji ....feelsbadman.jpg#i mean we have a LONG way to go before we even tackle the time skip....very apprehensive as yo how sanjis will be tackled bc girl...#lbr that shit was insensitive and transphobic af....#dont get me wrong....sanjis a fucking misogynist lmao....less so in the la...still there tho#god bless him...thinks hes just chilvalrous#anyway no notes on luffy he is literally perfect can do no wrong precious baby#if anything hes not as objectively stupid lol but like they only had 8 eps..you really can only squeeze in the most important shit#anyway i am screaming...dennis o'hare NEEDS to play eric the whirlwind if they utilise that shit#anywya thats my rambling for today lol
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Are there any Encanto projects you're working on right now?
Hi! This message is really sweet and honestly kind of made my day to come across in my inbox, so thank you for that anon!
I do actually have some Encanto projects in progress - I've been working on them for a long time (actually, years at this point) and honestly the biggest one has more than 300k words already written and mostly just needs editing at this point. I got really derailed in my fanfic writing over the last 1.5-2 years between a really rough job, spine surgery, and some mental health stuff unfortunately, which is why I never got around to finishing it.
I've been meaning to pick it back up again soon, but probably won't be able to tackle it for a month or two, because I just took a new job and am about to move across the country next month.
For that particular fic I even got as far as coming up with a title (Children of Wax) and writing a little draft AO3 summary for it:
The materials needed to rebuild a house and a family from the ground up are the same: patience and a willingness to do the work. What distinguishes the two is that there's a natural order to building a house. No walls can go up without a foundation. But putting a family back together? Well, Bruno was never good at doing things in order anyway. ***** Love is an action, forgiveness a choice. As Alma confronts actions of her own, each day is a reminder: many things may be given, but nothing is owed. ***** Ask anybody why Casita came crashing down and they'd say: they couldn't fill in all the cracks. Ask Luz, the woman tasked with restoring Pedro's portrait after it's rescued from the wreckage of Casita, and she'd say: duh, they tried to fill in all the cracks. After all, any idiot could fill a crack. But deciding whether a crack needed to be filled in the first place? That required an artistic eye, an appreciation for the beauty of ugly things, and an understanding that in imperfection there is truth. And what is art about, if not the truth? ***** An exploration of the many ways in which we can hurt, apologize to, love, and forgive the people most important to us.
Anyway, I'm hopeful that it will be able to see the light of day someday soon. It's a really special story that I've enjoyed working on.
#encanto#fanfic#children of wax#CoW#my own writing#for real though one of my first thoughts after deciding to leave my current shitty job is 'I can be happy enough to write fanfic again'#there is a very delicate level of sadness homeostasis I need to write fanfic#sad enough that I need to write it to cope#but not so sad that writing it doesn't help#Also I know it seems like it from the summary but this isn't a romance story#because we probably shouldn't let me write those lol#and related to other encanto projects maybe I can finally finish my Encantober Luisa project like 3289738947 years after I started it#to be fair that one got paused a bit because I got major writer's block and wasn't sure where to go with it. I need to think about that one#it'll get there it just needs way more brainpower than I can produce off the top of my head atm
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