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Italian Mav is still not leaving my head so imagine that when Bradley and Jake will have their first kid (whichever way this kid comes to be), they will call Mav nonno
Go give your nonno a hug, baby
And Mav would be all how is my bambino/bambina? and the word would come out naturally for the first time since Bradley was a toddler
#itd be Bradley's idea and Jake would love it and encourage it#ice would be gramps or just pops#if we go with an icemav scenario#also italian mav is now part of the trans rooster fic#mavdad#hangster#i need to go back to work bye#italian mav
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😈wears prada
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#raphael bg3#Raphael#raphael the cambion#Prada 2012#I lost my patience you probably could tell 🧎♀️#I need to go back to my commission work#bye for now raphy
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not my best work but also like. who cares. woe explosion be upon ye
#jimmy solidarity fanart#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#bamboozlers#scar gets his own piece once i finish all my. work due. very soon#wild life smp#wlsmp#wild life smp fanart#trafficblr#i was waiting for grian pov for SO LONG to figure out where he exploded them#life series smp#my art#this isnt like good but also like#we all have our off days and i was working on a doomed thing from the start#if i make another one like this that looks better ill go :)#but until then i need to draw the tragedy#grian was so mean for killing jimmy#something something the canary wasnt in its cage so he had to put it back#he needed to fix things since clearly jimmy wasnt dying of natural causes#so he just took it into his own hands#enough rambling bye
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THE BEATLES at SHEA STADIUM, 1965 New footage from the Now and Then short film
#ok i need to go back to work fack#i did what i could in the time i had#bye!!!!#the beatles#mine#george harrison#john lennon#paul mccartney#ringo starr
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wait why am i only just now realizing that all these danny phantom crossovers where he ends up in a universe of some other series via a portal or whatever are just isekai
why am i only now realizing like 80% of isekai ive ever read is just danny phantom fics
#kostek original#i mean the % is a rough estimate#there might be many more things ive enjoyed that are isekai and ive never realized#... do i have an isekai problem perhaps#so many of my favorite series are isekai#like futurama#or yonderland#.... can you say gravity falls has an isekai subplot with ford traveling to different dimensions#and bill cipher to ig???#wait spiderverse is also isekai#ok you know what i will go mad if i continue this train of thought actually i need to get back to work bye
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what i wish people would also explore more when it comes to Percy is the other side of his feelings about his mom about family and his childhood but this fandom is too afraid to paint Sally even in the slightest bad light (even if it's not bad just acknowledging her flaws because she's a human being and not perfect) that no one will touch on that subject. like yes Sally is the best mom but she also isn't and that's the thing! She isn't perfect! but she tried her best but her best still got Percy hurt and it isn't her fault at all but that's the tragedy of it. i want Percy's feelings about this explored. how he grew up with a loving mom but an abusive step father. how his step father would humiliate him and call him stupid but then his mom soothed him and told him he's not the things Gabe calls him. how Gabe would hurt him and Sally would be there to make him happy and loved but at the same time she stayed with him. i want Percy's feelings explored about how he knows his mother loves him but her absence still hurt him. she would work so much to have money to raise him she did that for him but at the same time it meant Percy was left alone or with Gabe. Sally gave up so much for him, she sent him away to protect him but at the same time he was sent away from his mom. she's the only parent he has because his father is absent and Gabe is not actually a parental figure at all but she's also often absent in his life too and that must have left him with such mixed feelings because it's not all black and white! Sally's love protected him but also hurt him. Percy loves his mom so so so much but there's also this deep-seated bitterness and hurt and anger he never let himself feel and then the guilt for having those feelings because his mom loves him he knows that and she gave up so much for him and she married a monster that abused her to protect him, he knows that but it doesn't make it hurt any less. the mess his emotions are because he knows his mom suffered for him and did it from her love for him but he still desperately wishes she never married that monster that he wouldn't have to have the childhood he had with him that he wouldn't have to live with the trauma he was left with. this all is exactly what makes their relationship so fascinating and also heartbreaking.
or the idea of Percy having weird mixed feelings after Estelle is born because that's his little sister and he loves her with his whole heart and would do anything for her and wants only the best for her but there's also this little jealous monster deep down that wonders why she gets to have a loving mom and a loving dad and a happy normal life but he never got that. why does she deserve it but not him? why couldn't he have that too? doesn't he deserve that too? he was just a child too so why why why??? and then the guilt of feeling that way too it makes me want to scream. emotions are fucking messy and they can be really ugly and they can make you hate yourself and there's no way Percy's feelings aren't a mess when it comes to this and i want to see it explored so badly!
and with Sally too! her feelings about Percy because she did so much and tried her best but sometimes unfortunately your best isn't good enough and it still got her beloved son hurt and she hates it and feels so guilty but she just has to live with that but she can't help to wish it was different. that their lives would be different. better. normal. she can't help but to wish she didn't have to do the things she's done, didn't have to suffer so much just to protect her child. can't help to wish she didn't have to worry so much, didn't have to be so scared about Percy, didn't have to be terrified that one day he won't come back home to her, that she won't be able to hold her son anymore because he will be gone, she just wishes he didn't have to suffer so much, she just wishes and wishes and wishes
and i just wish people weren't so afraid to explore this because it's so heartwrenching and yes if you want something do it yourself but unfortunately i cannot write nor am i able to handle this topic in a way it deserves so i am left only with rambling about it on here thank you
#i am not trying to victim blame or anything i love Sally and she did her best and didn't deserve any of the crap life gave her#but there's just something so tragic about the fact that she married a vile man and suffered abuse to protect her son#just for her decision to hurt him anyways just in a different way but the only other option would probably be Percy ending up dead#so she can't really truly regret it but she just wishes those weren't their only options#that she didn't have to do this just so that her child could stay alive#thinking about it makes me go feral#they had no choice but to suffer there was no way for their lives to be without this much hurt and trauma and it's terrible#and they didn't deserve it but there was so much love too#but the horrible thing is that that love just wasn't enough to save them from all that pain and i need to be sedated bye#percy jackson#sally jackson#pjo#hoo#percy and sally#percy jackon and the olympians#whatever you do don't think about a six years old lonely Percy sitting in a corner waiting for his mom to come back home from work#and he knows she loves him but he misses her so much when she spends so much time in work and that hurts#don't think about a ten years old Percy being sent away to a boarding school and he knows his mom loves him#but what if she's sending him away because he's just too much? or not enough? and what if she doesn't want him anymore?#and he knows that's not true but what if?#i'm thinking it#okay i think that's enough
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This is still so funny to me. Why did I draw him like that.
#I mean I stand by it. I think he absolutely pulls out This Look whenever he needs to guilt trip sans or undyne#and it works every damn time#and undyne gets so mad she has to punch a hole through a rock or something#sans probably eventually just finds it funny#it works on flowey too but papyrus knows to use it sparingly on him or he'll never hear the end of it#girl what the hell an I talking about I gotta go make coffee and get back to work#putting him in the michael wave for save keeping#bye#seeing my handwriting up there w/ everyone else's was so humbling. why is my handwriting so atrocious
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bowling pin dennis 120x120 transparent background. for your discord use.
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#idk why I can't make coloured version like the moment it's in photoshop it's black and white#and lunch breaks stopped 20 mins ago I need to go back to work bye#I'm very sorry for this but what do you expect me to do??? leave this along????#dennis reynods#iasip#iasip s16 spoilers#it's always sunny in philadelphia#hy speaks#nothing
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idk why but the trope where character a changes the routine or something in the daily life of character b and character b complains and gets annoyed at the new addition and then suddenly one day character a gets genuinely upset and stops doing said thing which then makes character b all ☹️wheres the thing i miss the thing but has to pretend they want it back and is only doing it for character a’s sake when we all see its just them being in love or whatever is something i fucking LOVE to see?? every time???
#this is so specific and yet#do u know how many times ive seen this and every time i love it???#its like someone who hates change but is willing to change for someone. their happiness overpowers they uncomfortable feelings and it#suddenly feels as though they have lost something so precious so beautifully character a that they need it back.#girl how many shows do this lets see:#merlin#with merlin’s chatting and smiling and arthur missing it and being audibly upset when its gone#semantic error#when my red man stops fucking with him and he just goes :((((#30 but 17#with everything she does esp with the plant and the home itself and going to work ugh#destined with you#which im currently watching now and up to episode 7 but these bitches are both whipped withojt realizing it#there are 1000 other examples of this and i love every rendition#okay thanks for coming to my ted talk at 5am bye#their uncomfortable * english what is it#tropes
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I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess
This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.
I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕
Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.
The video is still on YT.
#Anywayyyyy#The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD#So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY.#Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃#I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks#and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why?#STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed#So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy#But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries#Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated.#But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼♀️#Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break#Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now.#OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!!#I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹)#Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS#There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE#🇵🇸
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so insane that x-men evolution was a show and now its over like what the fuck man... come back .....
#snap chats#sorry im still thinkig about it#mostly the maximoff twins .... quicksilver my silly son you rapscallion ily .... but i love all them charas ahHHHHHHGEA#UGH ITS SUCH A GOOD SHOW I DONT CAAARRRREE I MISS IT SO MUUUCH#going back to Last Night tho i was talking to kayla's friend who's My Friend Whyd I. Say It Like That.#and i just mentioned i watched evolution and he was like 'oh yeah i remember that as a kid ... that show was good ..'#girl it wasnt JUST good. it was great. not perfect but when is anything ever it was perfect enough for MEEEEEE#is this me coping because im stressed about health stuff Maybe#its nothing serious dont worry ts just me wanting my prescription ...#ive been without my medicine for like seven months and ive been starting to miss it#'prescription for what' oh you know ;) i need my affirming care please help#BUT thats for me and my dad to figure out. shoutout dad FR#ok bye i have work i should be doing 💀💀#i kinda wanna get a snacky snack from downstairs but ... hm .... ill be over it oncec i drink this pot of tea
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this post was sponsored by @forestlovesyou
#and the brainrot channel of the csillagközi buzibár (i dont take responsibility for what may come out of those words when translated)#ghosts art#SAYER#SAYER podcast#SAYER ai#dr young#i lift the AI designs from mothcpu with minor modifications !!#occasionally throwing the SAYER tag a shitpost as im slowly cooking up some bigger stuff like breadcrumbs to pigeons#btw this post has been a part of my ''SAYER does stupid shit with its hands when talking'' agenda . thank you#(i have another thing that represents this better btw . that ones a ''just wait there while i get a larger gun'' scene redraw'')#anyways! buh-bye. going back to my chambers . i just got home from a camp (where i worked as a counselor) so ! i need my beddy bye
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recent sketches
hhhello been inactive for a while so have some sketches i've done recently XP
changed the way i draw the little guy
a friend had this hc that during chapter 27 edgar wasn't really taking care of himself so his hair got longer . then zarla confirmed it
thing i banged in like 30 minutes instead of going to sleep . this is from @metamorphmigus and @cherry-207's au , btw
lolol that's literally all idk why i thought i had more things
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#scriabin#zarla s#skybound serenade#uh um#i don't have anything interesting going on in my life rn tbh#just that i'm currently working on a collab XP#and i'm so super happy because well some stuff#i llllove this fandom#also mmm new sidefics#hair on end made me so sad and it doesn't even make any sense#it's mostly because i kin edgar a lot and i'm going through something similar but#overall great sidefic oouugghh#i'm trying so.hard not to explode right now i'm sorry idk what else to ssssay#ssssoo sso mcuh stuff going on i swearr i SWEAR#aside from that uh#again i'm having trouble getting myself to draw recently#need to wwork on the askblog but i also have some ideas i want to work on#nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn also i'm back to being absorbed by ai chat apps#well that's all . bye#sunny's art
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#i’m still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now 💕
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you can see my heart burning in the distance
#artists on tumblr#art#oc#digital art#procreate#my art#zhu#📢 Hello On This Beautiful Zhusday In Zhune Happy Birthday to Zhuzhu (He/Him) I Love U Zhu (He/Him)#zhu: ma my rOoTs???#me: your man thinks they're cute.#zhu: oh!!! okay 🥰#do not ask me where i found the time 2 do this over the last week on top of job + cleaning + car maintenance + work + getting MY roots done#+ cleaning more + ''career'' + annual apartment inspection + job again + packing for my annual pilgrimage back to LA#just know that my back hurts.......... and that vacation q starts tomorrow.............#anyway enjoy i am never* painting anything ever* again ever* amen thank u#* til december when i get 2 redo tian's so i can put them next 2 each other in my mental heart-shaped locket like they aren't there already#i will say that it's very apt tian got the shitty painful hilarious first try and zhu got [ checks notes ] composition#ok bye i need to go asdgjgds
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I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.
That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.
I hadn’t realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! It’s another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.
I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!
#personal data hacking is my passion#someday I’ll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now#including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and#trash away as soon as I’m finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later#I’m so proud of that#you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works#we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments#anyway I’m gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze#love you all be back soon bye mwah!#add to journal#trauma evolution#my Waffle House index#this is going to be a fun new tag I’m so going to have fun with this and I bet it’ll be a helpful example reference for other people too#more than just for future me!#so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance#are able to and going to yes keep getting better#long many-milestone path-journeys of potential#like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting#stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish!#a gift. all this time I didn’t think I’d have and have been living anyway is such a gift.#knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still can’t FEEL or IMAGINE that future#time yet. also a gift.#the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift.#breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift.#such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing I’ve ever known before. all of it all of it#all of it. gifts.#gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry!#mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down 💛#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#my poetry
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