#i need to babble one day

[beebundt]

hi I’m just stopping by to say I love blueberry she’s beautiful and I support all her rights and wrongs... have a lovely day!

THANK YEWWWWWWW !!!!!! she is my beloved bbygirl and i feel like i rarely post about her unfortunately so it means the world to me 🙏🫶🥺💕 !!!! she has so many a wrong and occasionally right w/ her.... thank yew for supporting her on this journey to un-improvement

[bonefall]

This AU is basically the Dungeon Meshi of Warrior Cats. This is a high compliment.

It's so funny, I get that a lot and I totally see it + appreciate it, but BB actually predates me being a fan of Dungeon Meshi! I've been getting that compliment since even before the anime dropped.

It makes perfect sense though. Dungeon Meshi uses food as a metaphor for communication across individuals, class, and most relevantly culture. It's something that brings people together, even when that's being addressed as a sinister thing when.......

Ah. No spoilers. You should go and read the manga to find out what I'm teasing ;)

I do something with a lot of overlap in BB. Food is an extension of the culture of the five Clans. I use it to characterize individuals too and as a metaphor for things at times (like Darkstripe's growth or cultural friction in Heartstar's Rise), but most of all, I try to emphasize the food as the product of the society that makes it. The biome, the diet, the behaviors of its chefs... so Dungeon Meshi and BB are naturally going to draw some interesting similarities.

Plus, Dungeon Meshi's a good ass series man, it's downright awe-inspiring. I hope I can make a narrative as satisfying as Ryoko Kui can, lmao. I love how much that girlie loves food

[wandixx]

I found my supply of Danny Phantom x Young Justice (cartoon) fanfic snippets, get ready for some stuff soon. I'm back in fixating on it

[fuwaprince]

👉👈 Hi friends! I have a long, serious post made just for you(!) that isn't full of spoilers, smut or mooning lawn gnomes. Please read if you can, this is a 💥 mutual aid request 💥

It has been a horribly painful and long while as most people following/keeping up with me know. and in a few days I'm going to be down $1500, which is basically all my fucking $

I can't afford Christmas for anybody, which sucks and I'm very sorry. I can't even take care of myself and haven't been, which also sucks and I'm very sorry

Landlords spontaneously raised rent on me more than halfway through this month as punishment for not getting to my house chores and not communicating, to be totally honest with you. I feel ashamed and awful about it but I didn't want to clean the place while multiple ppl living here had tested positive for COVID and kept walking around unmasked... I am not fully vaxxed because I've been too depressed to get any kind of necessary medical care done and I didn't want to catch COVID in the middle of my finals week for the semester. I woke up to being angrily and rudely bitched at first thing after the last of my finals (I passed at least). It wasn't a humanizing text. Fuck the mistreatment though. Rent is now almost doubled and it won't be lowered

There was no room for negotiation and I truly believe they've resorted to pricing me out of living here because the group of renters psychologically tormenting me wasn't effective (actually- putting a picture of my rapist on the fridge rly was super effective in getting me to isolate myself in my room all day and so was outing me as trans to the transphobic ass neighbors.... But I didn't and still don't have any place better to move out to, like the way they were hoping I would. Yes, I have looked and BEGGED btw)

I want out of here NOW, but I can't leave. I tried and had to come back because it was the best option. I can't afford to stay in a motel/hotel/BnB just to get away from them for a day or two during Christmas. I don't have any friends who I can spend the holiday with either. During the semester, I resorted to convincing classmates with keys to locked buildings to let me crash in them while they worked at night and I would leave before anybody showed up. Now that school is out, I can't do that. I don't have any family I can reach out to for support or friends who I can depend on for immediate help. I have been crying day in and day out for weeks. I have records of it posted throughout my blog. Literally crying for days on end. I'm being so fucking transparent

All that lump of text is to explain to whoever is out there, who might be listening and willing and able, to please consider helping me, if and ONLY IF able. I know times are tough and if you'd rather use your $ for other reasons or just don't have any to spare, don't sweat it and take care! 🫂

I've thought about what I could do for a long time and have helped myself how I can. It isn't enough. I've applied for so much assistance. Been approved and been sabotaged by my inhumane mom (who does not love me) via stealing my legal documents and letters and hiding them for months. My mind jumps to grim places but I'm clinging for dear life to whatever hope I have left that says things will get better. I wish I knew somebody with a business that I could work for. Part of me feels so fucking terrible for asking for help because I feel like a waste of all your resources. I feel like I shouldn't ask, like I really do not fucking deserve help, but there are friends online who care, who I know mentioned being interested in helping in whatever ways they can

So to the people who care to seriously me, I'm ready to accept it: please send me nice words to get through this and feel less alone. It feels pathetic to ask but I would love a nice letter. A nice card even. Kind words of any kind would go a long way. It means more to me than food. I have felt so broken and every day feels like a test to figure out how badly I actually want to live

I'm also leaving my cash app and paypal here in case anybody would like to do more than what I'm comfortable asking but probably very likely will inevitably need very very soon. I will be left with fucking nothing and I will have no idea what to do once rent is paid

Thank you to those of you who have sent love, offered to listen and heard me out. I really wish it wasn't so hard to survive. I'm trying to feel better knowing there are people out there who are also without help and hoping the best, but it doesn't make me feel any better or comforted tbh. I just wish the help was there for us. I wish there was a place to go for spare love, care, compassion, empathy, kindness, humanity, generosity... I need that more than I need $. Call me stupid but that's what I live for. I don't live for paying to survive in terrible conditions. I live for love and to smile with friends

I hope to write back to the friends who have already been so kind as to message me soon btw. I'm sorry for not replying sooner. Your overwhelming support is sincerely sweet and sometimes I cry because I can't believe people are so nice (to me???). It'll give me something to do that doesn't make me feel like dying! :') so thank you thank you thank you *fist bump*

Hope you're all doing as well as you can and that somehow things get better. Hope anybody else struggling like me doesn't make the mistake of isolating like a sick and dying animal. You deserve love. You deserve support. Don't be like me. Have the courage to reach out to the people who care about you for help as early on into your emergency as possible. Don't let your situation snowball because you spend so long trying to figure out if you're worth it!!! This Random Tumblr user is here to tell you that YOU ARE. Sending my infinite everlasting unconditional love. Be nice to yourselves. Be nice to each other. Fuck the hateful assholes who wish I would just kill myself already. Tell your friends you love them. Happy Holidays!!!

And here's a single picture of a mooning lawn gnome at the very end, as a treat! I told you this post wasn't full of it.... It just ended with it 👉👉

[sleepy-aletheas]

What is with Hoyo and their fascination about self-destructive blond men with dead fathers and their ridiculously buff academic boyfriends with unconventional methods of care that will pull the blond on a path of self-realization? I mean, I'm not complaining, I need fifty more of these, thanks. But it's so funny that there are two pairs of these types of characters, that just compliment each other perfectly.

Also I'm itching on ranting about the similarities between Kaveh/Aventurine and Alhaitham/Ratio, but also Kaveh/Ratio, that I might go insane if I bottle it up for too long. (I wonder if I could find something to observe through an Alhaitham/Aventurine lens probably)

[oblivionsdream]

WIP- I’m kind of obsessed with the way young King Monty is turning out?

[popponn]

i don't think it's obvious enough that i like isagi so i will say this: i like isagi. a lot. so here we go a self indulgent rambling

i genuinely wonder if he falls under secure attachment style or actually an avoidant. also he likes totoro and a rather childish cm song—is it because he enjoys his childhood a lot, despite all the crybaby and scaredy cat parts? his family is loving so it won't be surprising. and he still has attention on mangas and games it seems (that ps4 wish for santa) even if his focus is definitely on soccer, so saying he only likes them because he only pays attention during childhiod feels wrong. and of course, the third cutest possibility is that he has a surprisingly cutesy taste for someone who seems really stereotypically "normal" for boys his age. third possibility is my favorite honestly. also also, bllk end is still faraway but i wonder if he will get a hairstyle change. he is fond of his hair (his sprouts especially if according to trivias. he puts wayy too much care into them sksksk) but he will definitely look good with an undercut. i love forehead isagi but i wonder what other hairstyle will suit him. also isagi will looks good in casual comfy style. i do think isagi will kind of sucks at driving though. however, he will definitely be a good house/roommate who you can trust when you got sick. will definitely be appreciative to gifts like cups and mugs, knitted scarfs, etc. his reaction at funny gifts will be cute though. he will probably suit a totoro phone case. sigh. i love him. probably will also suck ass when it comes to "approaching first" when it comes to romance but it's him and it's cute so it's okay. probably needs a lot of "new things and new feelings" in a relationship though, but i probably need to mull over this thought a little bit more. he is not exactly people oriented and more goal focused, though people do seems to play a lot of factor in his thinking. still love him tho.

[vulturevanity]

I feel like SV girlies haven't seriously considered "codependent mutually obsessive JuliNemo" yet and that's a shame, really. I've seen a lot of wholesome ChampionRank (really cute but a rehash of every wholesome yuri I've ever seen, not much original content here and that's okay) and one-sided obsessive yandere!Nemona ChampionRank (REALLY do not like the villainization of Nemona's neurodivergence but eh, you can do whatever you want forever) but not as much "these two get on like a house on fire. and boy, it's dry season" ChampionRank.

Where is "battle-hungry socially starved trainwrecks who have no one but each other" JuliNemo. Where is "oh god these two exacerbate each others issues into the stratosphere and this can only end in disaster but I can't look away" JuliNemo. Where is "bringing out the worst in each other and scaring the hoes" JuliNemo. Where is "you two are perfect for each other. Never change, just never involve anyone else in any of this" JuliNemo. There's so much potential here. Toxic codependent yuri save me

[bendoodle]

If one more man in my workplace tries to ask me out i will set the whole place on fire, i don't care anymore. I can't keep doing this over and over. These fucking idiots want to get into the pants of a fucking NPC, the person they work with isn't REAL! THAT'S A MIRROR MADE TO BOUNCE BACK WHATEVER YOU THROW AT IT IN HOPE TO END THE INTERACTION SWIFTLY AND WITHOUT ANY ISSUE. THAT SIMULACRUM OF ME IS THERE TO MAKE MONEY AND THAT'S ALL! NO friendship! NO relationship! You DON'T get to know anything about me! you get a COWORKER! and that's IT!

[runefactorynonsense]

time loop theory? 👀

You made my day, Anon

I haven't talked about this much publicly because it's an idea I do want to write, but it stemmed from a simple conversation I once had with my significant other, Frank the Enabler™️[aka @adhd-trash-mammal ♥ ][Credit must be given to them for SO much talking about this idea]

(Screenshot of the original post as that's it, that's all the content)

It's since become an idea that lives rent free in my head, how the Time Loop began, how Mist and Ivan become aware, how others might later become aware, how that explains Mist's "old game tutorial dialogue" in a new light, how it looks at Ivan vanishing from the entire middle of the plot...

Replaying the first game with this silly idea in mind really gives some fun new perspective to the dialogue limitations of what is now an ancient game. Mist isn't stuck with line number whatever; she knows she needs to tell you something...

(And when she's surprised that you beat the Tank? The strangest dialogue in the game, like she knows something?)

And thus drawing Mist and Raguna standing in front of the Kardia house, on days both implied to be Spring 1, gave me vibes of my theory... because weather in those days is also important.

Genuinely. It's now a favorite thought train of mine. I have endless notes and two documents for the story started, I just lost steam last year when they got corrupted and I lost some writing. But it's a 4 part idea I want to do (1 part for each "awares" person) at some point, so I'm afraid I won't elaborate specifics any further here on Tumblr

But yes!!! That theory!

[officersnickers]

guess who started writing once again on this story 😔

[lottiies]

shyly blowing a virtual kiss to every leon smut fanfic writer that has made my clit act up bc of their writing ໒꒰ྀིっ⸝⸝⸝ ꒱ྀི১

[chiscribbs]

Your donnie clones idea also opens up the opportunity to have an "evil donnie" who would be the part of him that wants to go "semi-lethal", I imagine he'd be one of the scientist donnies

Oh! Okay - I'm glad you mentioned this, actually. Gives me the chance to explain things a little better, so thank you Anon <3

So, here's the thing - I was originally planning to have a Mad-Scientist Donnie, who would be basically what you just described. But then I realized that it was a bit too broad a spectrum for just one trait?

Each of the clones is only supposed to have a fragment of Donnie's personality, which means they can possess good and bad QUALITIES but they can't really be good or bad people on their own. They don't have the capacity, if that makes sense; they're just one piece of a whole Donnie. When I think of an "Evil Donnie," I think of a version of him that fully embraces that mad scientist persona - the Hyde to his Jekyll, basically. That requires multiple traits, though, not just one. It would be more like an alter ego than it would a singular piece of his personality.

So ultimately, I felt it would make more sense to just break that "mad scientist" side of him down into individual pieces, like: A Mischievous/Chaotic Donnie, who is basically the part of him that enjoys causing trouble and is the reason for all those violent tendencies. (He's probably the one that's biting Leo in that group shot, lol). There's also Reckless Donnie, who literally does not care what consequences his actions bring upon himself or others. He'll do things like cause explosions for the heck of it and then walk away, leaving someone else to clean up the mess. Thankfully, Mature Donnie, Eager-to-Please Donnie, and Neat Freak Donnie are up to the task, haha

If you put those (and probably some other) traits together, you would definitely have yourself a mad scientist. But on their own, they're basically just the Problem Children™ of Donnie's subconscious, LOL.

That's how I see it working, anyway. I hope all of this makes sense - feel free to message me again if you'd like more clarification. And again, these are just my personal thoughts - you're free to take the concept in whatever way you please.

[newty]

i got the new bring arts aerith today and she is. not great.

her neck is way too long since they didnt account for the ball joint. the faceplates are a little loose (with a huge gap in the head!) while the staff is impossible to pull apart. theres a little stand to hold her extra hands on, but it doesn't have enough posts for loose hands when she has the prayer hands on (which took me a solid hr to get on)

i guess she might be accurate size vs the dragoon, who is also a bring arts, but ultimately shes just so small. she's still very cute! but not worth the price

[homerforsure]

Cannot believe you have to actually sit with another person and verbalize your symptoms in order to find out what's wrong with you. Fucking cursed method.

And then on top of that sometimes the thing that's wrong with you is "it be like that sometimes."

[bosspigeon]

guys im already brewing another rook