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I always tell myself that maybe it'll get better in a few years, and now a few years have passed, and it's not only worse, but it's so much more serious
#d3pression#slef harm#d3ath#cvtaddict#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#bpd#drugblr#i want to be dead#sorry for being depressing#su1cide#su1c1dal#cvtt!ng#i wanna cvt#i wanna die#i need a xanax#i need this to stop
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Anybody else been having the weird experience of realizing that you will die eventually and you will never know if we make it out of climate disaster? If we actually do space travel? If the world falls apart?
You realize that. That you’ll never see the year 2424. That your existence is so insignificant and you will never know the ending.
That you will have an ending and you have no idea what’s happening after. To humanity/earth. But also to you and your tiny little consciousness.
That there’s a time where you’ll cease to exist.
And then you can feel your teeth and taste metal and have to actively not let yourself hyperventilate?
CAUSE IVE BEEN HAVING THOSE FUN MOMENTS ABOUT 3-5 TIMES A WEEK. AND I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND.
#irl shit#mel babbles#mel bitches#mel whines#mel has too much knowledge for her little primate brain#I am so terrified of dying all of a sudden#and too many relatives and pets have been dying or getting diagnosed w cancer#and I hate reincarnation cause I don’t want to be back here and not remember myself#I’ve fought so damn hard to become me#being reborn and not remembering any of this would be so fucking awful#anxiety issues#panic attack mention#I need this to stop
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i am feeling a lot of things rn
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Up to now I have found 30 words for today's spelling bee
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the Ms broadcast today has been putting the Ms batters favorite breakfast foods on the screen today while they’ve been at bat
Kelenic’s is cinnamon rolls
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justice for kabru. they put my man in the wrong genre. bro was meant to be playing psychological games with light yagami and instead he’s playing yaoi mind tennis with a blonde himbo
#kabru there’s no other option you need to kiss laios to gain the upper hand NOW!!!!!#labru#kabru#laios touden#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#i can’t stop posting about them i’m so sorry
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I turn to Ares.
Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK
⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon
#greek mythology#ares#athena#greek gods#dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise#on some level at least#man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11#thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful#romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it#also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now#my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming#i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one#kochei doodles
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MONKEY MAN (2024)
#augh it was so good i couldn't stop thinking about it#and also i need to rewatch it because i kept getting distracted by dev patel's big beautiful eyes.....#does he have a licence for those#the mythology the politics the sectarian strife the hijra community and outsiders... he wove so many things together so beautifully#and also. he gave us an adorable dog. which is necessary to me.#and also he took his shirt off multiple times.#monkey man#dev patel#vipin sharma#spoilers#long post#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering
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Me when i can survive a 3 day c0k3 bender no sleep but can't pull an all nighter to study 💀💀 I can't not be c0ked out writing an research paper right now but the caffeine ain't cutting it...
#studying#fuck college#i need drugs#study motivation#coke lines#c0k3#c0caine#i need this to stop#i need a xanax#all nighter#k1ll me#im failing#im just a girl#txt
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#I genuinely need someone to take my phone away or I’m not going to stop#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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do you ever see a person and you are overcome with incredible fondness? and you just think "oh." but not in a romantic or sexual way you are just filled with warmth and it makes you happy, it just does. and you think "i'm so happy you exist. i'm happy you are somewhere out there in the world, doing your thing". it's love but also not entirely
like people are lovely and i feel it in my entire chest like a burning candle that smells like roses and a sunny day
#on love#aroace experiences#aroace#aromantic#asexual#aspec#aroacespec#sunbloom talks#<3#just late night revelations#i like love and i love people :)#edit: loveless aros friendly btw#i think that's what i meant when i said love but not really all those months ago#“incredible fondness” is the phrase i really like instead of love#people need to stop coming onto this post being like “nO!! this IS love!!!” shut up you dont know me. maybe it is maybe its not#this was about personal experiences and it blew up somehow unfortunately lol
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i saw a sub/dub comparison of this scene on youtube years ago and it has refused to leave my mind ever since so i'm recreating it here since i can't find the original video anymore
#“one game of chess while everyone watches” and “i even labeled the toilet” just randomly pop into my head sometimes#and i need to stop myself from cracking up out of nowhere#digimon#digimon adventure 02#ken ichijouji#koolmathgames.com
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"You have 72 hours."
Left alone in the consequences of his obsession, he let desperation get hold of his intellect and come up with a plan. For the world. For himself.
#au where instead of ford reaching out to stan.. he figures it out how to fight against bill.. reworking on the portal in 3 days non stop#ha ha hah ha obsessed ford ha ha ha#maybe i like to see him a little unhinge#audio editing is my passion#gravity falls#au#stanford pines#ford#bill cipher#my art#animation#animatic#i did this in one day because i needed a break from college#anyways haha i hope you enjoy#is this billford..
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