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WE ARE | EP16
#we are#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#aou thanaboon#aouboom#boom tharatorn#my edits#weareedit#AOUBOOM MAIN LEADS WHEN???#i do appreciate them and the way they’ve been portraying tanfang#i know tan was a bit over the top 99% of the time#but every scene and touch felt so genuine#and i’m not gonna credit that to new#bc he wasn’t able to direct ppw in a way that didn’t make their kisses look a bit awkward#i know scenes have to look aesthetically pleasing in some way#and that’s why we keep having to deal the ‘no one would kiss with this much space for jesus between each other’ complaints#but like look at aouboom here#this is mostly them and their acting choices in my humble opinion#and don’t get me started on the pecks#ppw BARELY touched the other one’s lips when they had to do a peck kiss#like cmon the difference between ppw and aouboom pecks is insane#i’m sorry for picking on ppw but i’m a bit sad that some of their romantic scenes were a bit lackluster#especially that very last kiss which tbh i rather wouldn’t have seen bc it felt a bit awkward to me#but that may be just me#i need new to get a bit more frisky with kiss scenes when it comes to his directing#bc i feel like friskier kiss scenes only happen when the actors mostly do their thing after finding out what the director wants#(maybe i’m completely wrong about new but tkdkfdkddkdk)#and don’t get me wrong idgaf if there are kisses or not but if there’s a kiss scene you should commit instead of holding yourself back idk#and ppw definitely need a better director to help them achieve that bc jojo was definitely better at directing them
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gonna have to deal with people missing the point of louis singing 1d songs in festivals... don't get me started on the other covers
#festivals is for exposure#once again: festival is for exposure!!!!#for the people that know him only from the band its like oh its him? let me check him out#for the indie ppl that he wants to appeal to its like: oh isnt this from [band]? let me check this dude's redemption of it#why must it be said every time!!!!!#same thing can be said even for tour#have we not seen the clip go viral on the first time he said 505?#and people will be buying tickets to hear a 1d song live out of nostalgia even if they dont know much of louis' own stuff#and come out of there thinking hm i actually enjoyed his as well#thats the way it goes#it doesnt say anything about his solo abilities and he's not selling himself short#there will always be people that are there not fully entirely for all of his songs either#it happens to mainstream artists and their big hits#the way this fandom want to complain about everythinggggggg#edit: sorry this isnt direct shade#i just have to see it multiple times everywhere because i update dailytomlinson 💀#last one add because AJSKAK truly irates me#stop trying to make this as some hard task for him that he's only doing it because he's not as big or something#i promise you he doesnt need you fuming over this my god#i know its mostly pettiness disguised as a real constructive opinion over how louis manages his career or whatever#but my god. arent we tired of focusing on the stupidest things? end rant
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i’m new to the fandom and i saw you talk about how the fandom kinda views rob but what about charlie and glenn? what is the general consensus there?
Charlie is definitely the "fan favourite" of the three of them, which is acknowledged by RCG as well (as in, they very much are aware Charlie is way more liked than the two of them are) and it's definitely true. Some combo of Charlie Kelly being the fan-favourite character, Charlie Day's generally cheery demeanor, his insanely broad talent in every aspect of creativity, his support of fan content and shipping (see: Pacific Rim and Macdennis), and every interview he's ever done exemplifying all of that, kinda leads him to being more overwhelmingly liked than Rob or Glenn (plus, all of his social media content is either promo or him being a wholesome husband/dad).
Glenn is more complex, because his moodiness and some of his insane and incessant personal opinions (on food and health, especially) put him in a weird spot with a lot of fans...a huge chunk see him as off-putting or too similar to Dennis that he's scary. BUT that's not really representative of a chunk of the fandom, because that moodiness and his hang ups are kinda seen as the weird girl™ patheticism we see in Dennis that ends up making Glenn...obsessively likeable? Lmao. (And how do I politely work in the fact that he's the most obviously queer one of the three of them...) So the general consensus of Glenn is kinda hard to summarise... he's like manic pixie dream girl for Tumblrinas and a weird out-of-touch white guy to other fans... BUT I will say it seems like the public opinion of Glenn has shifted quite a bit since the start of Four Walls (and the end of the Podcast) in his favour. Who knew handing out free alcohol and getting drunk with fans instead of yapping about how vegetables are slowly killing you could make you more likeable ? (lmao)
I think I have it right generally but anyone can feel free to add on to this or send another ask if they think I'm far off-base, cos again my perspective is definitely affected by my interactions with them.
#and some people here just dgaf and ignore RCG#i find that hard cos like. on top of them producing/writing/directing/acting in this show#so much of sunny is self inserted or inflicted upon meta lol#you unfortunately do get more depth out of the show and the characters by following and paying attention to RCG#but i get not wanting to even touch them if youre here to enjoy a comedy and thats it#im deep in the weeds tho i need glenn to save me truly#he can have all the freak personal health opinions he wants if he keeps smiling at me like that#rcg#ask#charlie day#glenn howerton
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Ok right I need to get to the bottom of this because otherwise it's going to bother me:
Aka: do you all love the movie more because you're all experiencing (understandable!) nostalgia for a childhood classic I first saw in my 20s, or is the movie really just That Good and I'm the weird one for missing the various long-winded tangents/sidenotes/subplots such as "Buttercup's incredibly dysfunctional parents" and "most beautiful woman in the world leaderboard" and "five best kisses in the world" and "now the 'author' is going to tell us WAY too much about his personal life and how he's contemplating cheating on his wife for some reason" and so on?
#to be clear i still love the movie and i think it 100% deserves its classic status#and it's probably the best adaptation that could possibly be made of that particular book#I'm honestly not sure my favourite tangents would work in film format at all#but see i read the book first and watched the movie only years and years later#and (scandal! cover your ears!) i was actually a little disappointed with the movie for not including a lot of my favourite parts#i am ready to accept I'm just the weird one in this situation and what i thought would be a fairly mainstream opinion if not a majority one#is actually a Hot Take™#but i just wanna see if it is the nostalgia thing or not#obvs for me I have nostalgia in the other direction so we're really relying on the ''saw x first but prefer Y'' crowds here#to try and provide us with some kind of normalisation#pretty sure this poll gives me all the numbers i need to correct for the nostalgia factor#but I'm way to sick to do statistics right now so im not 100% sure#and i doubt we'll have power good enough anyway but oh well#i can try
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#feeling controversial today i guess#but like#i am at the point where i actively do not get the hype around tommy#like he’s just some guy#most of what people seem to like AND hate about him seems to be just based on headcanons not anything he's actually done in canon#he's had exactly zero development outside of moving buck's character forward since showing up again#like sure maybe there's potential but it hasn't actually been used at this point he's just kind of there#i do not understand having particularly strong opinions on him in eithet direction#like fanon opinions sure he's fun in fic#but like. the way people seem to be mapping their fanon versions of him onto canon to fit either a blind adoration or a blind hatred for hi#is super weird to me#like he’s just som guy y'all why is half the fandom falling out over this dude while the other half has gone underground??#he's just not that interesting#i will never understand how hard this fandom goes for side characters#who have had next to no development of their own#i didn't get it with lucy#i don't get it with tommy#like to each their own#but damn the power y'all give these random characters who frankly just aren't that interesting in their current states is#a lot#like enjoy have fun no judgment there#but can we maybe stop actively attacking each other over this guy he's just some dude come on y'all#*either *him *some#i really need to proofread my tags#*also i think i mean more controversy rather than hype in that third tag. it's not really that i don't understand why people like him#but more that i don't understand how he inspires such extreme opinions#anti tommy kinard#just in case#this isn't meant to be anti really i'm just like. very neutral about him#911 discourse
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as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me
i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!
the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/
not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something
#ganondoodles talks#tloz#totk#totk spoilers#totk spoiler#besides i have leanred that i tend to have the unpopular opinions and frankly im tired of the hate directed at me#if you disagree thats fine but please dont spam me with why you think its cool actually#bc it just feels like yet another argument starting as to why im wrong and need to be talked down to and also suck actually#sorry its been all over my timeline on twitter so i just had to throw my dumbass opinion out there again#and it was a few times more than id like in a row where my random thought posts where torn apart by arguing people needing to prove im wron#the dragons where something i just absolutely loved in botw#they hold a special place in my heart and i dont like the thought of them too being just yet another sonau thing#i feel more secure posting my thoughts here than on twitter#but still i dont want to sound overly negative so i will hold back from now on#unless im exhausted and overly tired and not feeling that great physically like right now i guess lol#ill just have to grit my teeth and try to ignore everything i dont like but everyone else loves like always#anyway i need some sleep#ill be fine after that i think#and then try to resume work on destiny and a commission i havent had the energy to get to
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Next time we should just skip over ep 3 and do a chapters 84-87 reread
#Mmmmmmhhhh.#Well. If anything you can always tell when there's a ss/kk episode by the fact that it takes me two hours to watch it lol#What can I say. I'm a compulsive screencap taker#Mmmmmmhhh... I was right it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. Still moderately bad but not all bad.#It's just. I can feel the animators did their best.#I suppose it's just a difficult episode to animate within a short time frame since it's a specifically action packed one.#And the lack of time really shows. Like there *are* some detailed animated passages here and there. But then there's also these long static#shots that stretch on forever that are just... Idk. A little saddening to see I guess? Like the animators really ran out of time for them#There's also a big component of... I just can't vibe with the newfound artstyle. Like it looks soooo much worse than s1 in my opinion#Which you know‚ is only subjective! But eh... The distance between s2ep11 and this feels abyssal.#Everyone looks so ugly oftentimes. Like even in curated shots‚ they're just very rough and ungraceful.#Which like?? How could you look at Harukawa's art and come up with //that//??????? But it's whatever#And the pacing is so so off 😭😭😭 God please to death with 11 episodes long seasons give us filler episodes back. Please!!!!#The pacing is atrocious and it has not even to do with the animation. Even greatly animated episodes suffer from it.#Mmmmhh... I don't particularly like Fukuchi's vacting... He doesn't sound tired enough. Nor as pitiful as much as he should tbh#Among the three I feel like only Uemura really nails the job. I'm so sorry Onoken but I feel like even Akutagawa needs to sound vulnerable–#once in a while‚ you know? Although‚ if he's only going with how Bones depicts him‚ then I get why he would act him out like that 😭😭😭#There were so many reused shots too... The ones from the end of s2ep11... The s3ep12 kokko zessou one... Ss/kk running in the corridors...#Overall. Not as bad as I remembered it. But at the same time I get why I was so distraught because they really wasted the best four–#chapters of the manga just like that.#The “is his life that precious to you” moment was terrible 😭😭😭 Head in hands fr#Oh well. I babble a lot but it was okay. Like at least it wasn't season 3 kind of bad. And definitely wasn't t/pn s2 kind of bad LOL#I just hope ss/kk will be made justice in the future (╥﹏╥)#Especially since their new scenes (current manga events) are possibly going to be adapted in the first episodes of the new season.#If Bones pulls another s5ep3 on them you're going to see me on the news#Then again I have hope the arc finale will be adapted in a movie... Who knows...#Most of all I hope they change art style direction again D:#random rambles#Whaaaa it's so late already!!!#Edit: Oh also to not forget I've made like. One hundred posts. Maybe it's time to unfollow me now if you haven't already D:
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okay for a guy who entirely missed out on emh when it happened. Is there still a way to actually experience it as a complete thing still. seeing as so much of it was hosted on so many different platforms and idk how many of them still exist to be looked at im INTIMIDATED... but i miss slenderman i want to see it. how useful are the nightmind videos on it... help
the nightmind videos are basically the best way to start the series because he compiles all the blog posts and tweets explaining what happened in between each early video, and the highlights of the early livestreams. AND he explains the trials and the packages that got sent out. That includes the highlighted parts of the books in the packages and what that meant for the series. Basically analysis that the fans were doing at the time it was coming out. THAT BEING SAID! There's some videos that he just briefly summarizes or brushes over, and theyre still fun to watch even if theyre less relevant to the overall story.
So tbh i recommend watching the Nightminds, and watching the subsequent videos as he's covering them. I would say from... this video onward ish (its a little bit into part 4 of the explanation videos. watch that for yourself)
The twists and scares are better experienced that way without nightmind over your shoulder explaining whats up. and if youre confused, just go back to the explanation vids! (especially before jim thorpe. there's a lot of shenanigans to explain there) Also once u watch the later vids, you can skip around the explained parts 5-7 bc NM puts a lot of just the full videos in so it goes by faster
ALSO! this playlist is the most complete one ive seen, it has not just the series itself, but the videos of the fans opening the habit packages, the crossover episodes with the other SV series, and the really long discovered audio tapes from the end of the series (which i was there for the discovery of, super cool! :D)
EDIT EDIT EDIT! someone linked me a playlist thats even MORE comprehensive!!
here it is
#everymanhybrid#emh#have fun!!! it's definitely got like a million more layers than marble hornets which i feel u can watch wo the explanations#but this series goes in so many different directions and underlying themes and references and has so much straight up text?#so the nightmind commentary is damn near needed just to understand all this weird subtext happening#but sorry. you do have to sit and listen to nightmind explain the different tshirt colors. its a right of emh passage. sorry#experiencing like. jim thorpe and consensus and moving in as is without the nightmind commentary is more fun#bc those are just some good horror without all the explanations#and i dont wanna say watch NM up until MOVING IN bc i reaaaalllyyy like the stuff leading up to it. dont just skip to habit.#thats like the jojo part skipping and the homestuck act skipping lmfaoo#speakeasies#also in my silly billy opinion u dont need the entire everyman play analysis to watch the videos from :D onward
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Hold on, Kathr*n Warn*r recently published a book exclusively about Edward II's sexuality and relationships?
#like girl you already published a whole biography about him and some about most of the people he had relationships with#what more are you gonna say?#some incesty bs probably tho i probably shouldn't judge when i haven't read it#but seriously i don't know if it's an unpopular opinion or what but i'm seriously tired of people overfocusing on edward ii's sexuality#don't get me wrong talking about his relationships with his wife and favorites is interesting#and it has had a direct impact on the rest of his life so obviously we'll need to talk about it#but like...he did other things in his life#idk i don't know how to express it clearly but it had just gotten very tired for me tbh
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today on: wtf is kino series [warning: kino's LE spoilers]
kino's LE manservant ending SUGGESTS that kino is a powerful ghoul, not a vampire. kino himself believes he's a a vampire but he's not. he presents himself as a vampire because that's what he thinks he is, but he's not.
at the end of his route he is supposed to be suitable for some kind of "surgery" made by the church to get his vampire powers and basically brainwash him as they did with richter- he agrees to get through it in his manservant end but it fails, and the bishop reveals that he's not a vampire, even though he's as powerful as one, therefore they can't proceed.
more specifically, it's said that the miasma of rotigenberg mixed and karl's dna (possibly from a hair) most likely merged together and created a "new immortal creature that shouldn't exist, like a ghoul" like he's not exactly a ghoul or a vampire. but something in the middle??
in addition, there are other LE routes where he gets killed and dies like ghouls do, dissolving or disintegrating.
...so yeah. it's odd that it's revealed only in one of his bad endings, but i think that's all we get aside from the subtle hints in other routes? he's most likely a ghoul with karl's powers, as he has his dna. and he might look like karl's 'real form' the most as well because of this.
#diabolik lovers#diabolik lovers kino#sugar opinions#i'm going to spread the kino word as many times as needed idc(?#i made a theory but they were really direct#literally saying the miasma and dna created him into whatever he is#like he just materialized there lmao#fishy but its dl#its not far from what i believed tho im still trying to get some juice out of the crumbs i have from this man#rejet rly created a neglected boi only to neglect him how very dare
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NON COMMITTAL QUESTION what do my followers (all 21 of you, including bots I’m sure) think about me posting fics?
Idk I’ve been watching twd (as is clear bc it’s the only thing I post ab rn) and daryl…
Lowkey I have a couple ideas already… it’s just I don’t want ppl who follow me to feel weird ab me posting fics? Idk if that makes sense. Like I don’t THINK ppl will have problems with it (this is literally tumblr) maybe I’m just insecure about my own abilities/ideas…
#idk why I’m so nervous to post this#like I y’all say yes then my hopes and dreams crash or smth lol#and I’m sure my writing is better than the sh*wn m*nd*s fic I wrote when I was 14#lowkey I’ve started writing smth for fun alr and it’s gone in a diff direction alr#but also idk if this is just my perception but I think it’s kinda hard to like. her mutuals and friends here without writing#also this writing would prob start with twd since I’m watching it rn but maybe I’ll write for some of the other fandoms I’m in#But also I’ve had this acc for ages just lurking idk if I want to post fics here?#but also I know myself and if I don’t use the same acc one will probably go to wasteland and never return#idk I need to hear opinions but have no one irl to talk to ab this 😭#the walking dead#twd#Daryl Dixon#Daryl Dixon fanfiction#Daryl Dixon x reader#idk if I should tag this in my other fandoms but I don’t want to flood their tags#if I started I’d write a Daryl fic first though
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an incomplete list of things I thought were pretty obvious bc I'm feeling petty
The jedi being about processing your emotions and grief and being able to work through the feelings in a healthy way
Odysseus being a rape victim
#choosing violence#Might be wacking the hornets nest lads but#I'm feeling petty and strongly about being right#An incomplete list of things I thought were obvious I will be adding to this as the mood strikes#Like okay first off everybody's entitled to their own opinion even if they're wrong ones so#This isn't exactly directed towards anyone I've just seen a lot of bad faith takes that have pisse me off#And most of the time I'm a we don't need to explicitly spell things out for the audience#But then I see some truly magnificent bullshit and then I have to see some in depth analysis that's just#So very wrong#And like it's fine to be so off course from the original story and to be yes and and what ifing a story#That's actually a lot of fun#But that's different then what actually happens in Canon yah know#Anyway guess who saw back to back posts about how actually odysseus loved his time as a sex slave#And how the jedi brought about and deserved their own slaughter#Gonna call this the saw some bullshit list#Saw some bullshit list#the odyssey#Star wars#Tw: rape
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why are we having queerbaiting discourse as a fandom in the year of our lord 2024 😭😭 we're just as bad as twitter oh my god
#real people cant queerbait. jance arent queerbaiting bokris arent queerbaiting either .#we have no right to know their sexualities nor do they have any obligation to tell us before kissing a man. they could be fully straight#they could be playing gay chicken 24/7 (they are) and that still isnt queerbaiting !#what they choose to put in that photoshoot 'authentic' or not is their choice#its so stupid cuz like i thjnk its such a nothingburger of discourse 😭 neither of the ships at play here are in direct conflict with#each other#literally for everyone on both sides : dont like just block#i dont think anyone in this fandom has malintent or is tryinf to put any other members down on purpose#+ we all have our own preferences when it comes to shipping#also i think stuff thats getting said is getting so misinterpreted and magnified beyond original intent that its making everything such a#largwr deal than it is#anyways! my own personal gripe: related to my orher post#why are we babying grown men lord 😭 i would also LOVE a jannacejure photoshoot but im sure its not hurtful for tjem if they dont do it 😭#like theyre grown men not elementary schoolers who need to be told theyre special#sorry that was a little more confrontational! wow we have really descended into disxourse today havent we#what im trying to say is this: i have beloved mutuals on both 'sides' and hold no hard feelings at all we're all entitled to our opinions#and i think it's really stupid to be drawing lines in the sand like this around issues that dontt even matter#ok! im done#vee rambles#ok yeah ive gone back and read all the discourse and my conclusion remains the same. i thjnk some people are reading a leetol too much into#things#but i think both sides have valid points#whatever we shall take it as it comes
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everything i learn abt infinity war and engame makes me feel like i am actively hallucinating
#hi. i just spent an hour trying to understand steve's ending and i am laughing hysterically#HE WHAT. HE DID WHAT. HE WENT WHERE. WHAT#''maybe i should watch these to understand fatws/the next cap movie better''#no false wrong faux incorrect. i was right in abstaining im allergic to time travel and i hate it thank you#very funny very very funny. why'd they do any of it. fascinating#i watched th. the. th. old cap scene old elderly cap and i do not know how to process this. real media that's real and exists#ANYWAY friendship ended with mcu avengers now avengers assemble/fatws is my best friend#jesus#kayvswords#I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND I DONT UNDERSTAND THE DIRECTION. OF IT. THE DIRECTION THEY WENT IN#also imma need to look up some stucky enjoyer opinions on this because hi. joint hatecrime movie#they killed my boy they killed that ship in a back alley. bewildering#ALSO I W. I WENT TO WATCH EXPLANATION VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE ABT IT#just confusedly typing ''captain america old endgame ending. explanation'' in my searchbar with increasing desperation#and this dude says that due to something something time travel. something something branching alternate universes#that thanos. dies in 2014 and there's a BRANCH OF THE TIMELINE#WHERE NOTHING POST CACW HAPPENED??????#but we don't get to live there we have to live in the old steve dead tony dead nat universe. okay alright okay#anyway if i see endgame steve its on sight that mans an imposter and i dont trust him <3
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I think the thing that annoys me the most about Juvia as a character is the fact she had the potential to be a really compelling character but was turned into a creepy, one dimensional joke
#sigh.. ik how this fandom can be so. To be clear. I am NOT getting mad at you for liking this character#You’re allowed to like whatever characters you like. *I* like this character despite disliking the direction her arc was taken#plus one criticism doesn’t suddenly mean the series is worthless.#Do I like ft’s writing? No. Does that mean anyone who likes the series or its writing or derives some value from it is stupid? No.#ft has its strengths! It has good things in it! Sure I have criticisms of it but that doesn’t take away what it does right!#Every work of fiction has flaws and criticisms to be made about it! And that’s fine!#Tldr I’m not coming after you for liking this character/shipping something that makes me uncomfortable. I’m not here to police you.#I’m just stating my personal opinion on this element#Also I’ll probably never post anything like this again. I’m not going to overrun the tag and I lost interest in the series awhile ago#I’m not trying to start discourse#Just state my opinion on this one element of a work of fiction#the block button is right there if you need it#anyways I should stop rambling. I’ve seen how this fandom can be and I wanted to clarify#my ramblings#fairy tail
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i was thinking about how it took me a while to figure out i'm aegosexual (which basically means that there's a disconnect between yourself and being the subject of attraction) and i thought about how much i really dislike and just cannot see myself in slash reader fics. i tend to dislike these fics for multiple reasons, but some of them include that the reader self insert is usually really boring, has no personality outside of being lovey dovey and isn't unhinged enough for certain characters for reasons outside of contrasting personalities for my tastes (like spamton for example, why are you writing a normal protagonist to pair with fuckin spamton of all characters). but another reason is that i literally cannot connect myself to the reader self insert. like i cannot imagine myself in their place at all, it's always another stand-in that i imagine instead and thinking about myself in their place makes me uncomfortable. i can't see myself in their place because i don't see myself as a subject of attraction, and i'm repulsed to that idea. so i imagine someone else instead because that's better to me. and also because of the aforementioned reasons that have more to do with the writing of the self insert, i just cannot imagine myself acting the way the self insert does because I Personally Would Not Fucking Do That™. like i would not be romantically kissing a guy on a date, i would be infodumping about my special interests for 3 hours and then start ranting about how funny cars are while he just smiles and nods lmao
this is why i've never really self-shipped with any character. like i can be attracted to them and be like "i wanna hold his hand/kiss him/do inexplicable things to his psyche", but in reality i could never actually see myself as a subject of attraction by this character, so i'd either ship them with another character i like or imagine a sort of stand-in that has some of my traits and lives out my fantasies but still isn't me. i can fall in love but i can never connect because ew that's gross and weird. watching from the sidelines by reading fics and looking at fanart about characters being shipped with others and being intimate with each other is more my cup of tea.
#aegosexual#also i'm not like. sad about this or anything#maybe i'm a little disappointed that i probably won't experience some things but i'm not like. crying about it.#i literally don't care about it and i think i actually prefer it this way#being seen as something arousing is fucking disgusting and weird in a bad way to me and i don't think i should ignore how i feel just to-#-experience something i won't enjoy.#i just want to watch my little fictional men hold each other and kick my legs like an excited schoolboy about it in peace#also unpopular opinion but slash reader fics SUUUUUUCK and i'd rather read something else instead#now let's sit back and watch literally everyone get mad at that opinion lmao#i'm kidding i'm kidding you're obviously free to enjoy slash reader fics#i just find them to be completely unrelatable and i feel like throwing a self insert into the mix kinda ruins the whole dynamic for me#like i just personally find the idea of meddling in that character's life and being their hubby to be very unattractive#especially when the self insert is so barebones that there's no chemistry#we need more slash reader fics that are just an expression of how much the reader admires the character and nothing more i think#idk maybe i just haven't read enough slash reader fics to appreciate them as their own thing disconnected from me but i really just kinda-#-don't like them because the ones i've read were mostly kinda boring..... sorrgy#i always preferred projection anyway#although i do like dating sims. of course i don't attach myself to the MC but i do like them more than reader fics. i wonder why that is.#probably because the MC tends to have more character traits i guess? so then i can just consider them to be a different person-#-and i'm just pressing buttons for them#it's more free and directional i guess
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