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HIII lemme just say u are the most talented artist i have ever seen. like. that nobody who draw the mona lisa? doesn’t matter. you? your work belongs in museums. your artistic talents are incredible but enough of me rambling: do you have any tips (doesn’t have to be specific whatever you want to say) on how to become a better artist AND what drawing app do you use and what brushes?
srry this is so much!! i’m just really interested! i’m a huge fan that’s what i’m trying to (also) say!!!!
thank you so much ! ! thats so nice , , ,
i think the art tip that helped me out most has got to be spending less time on my sketches, being more loose with them, not worrying to much on how accurate or precise they are- personally it help me with having more flow to my art and it keeps me interested ! i find that if my sketch is too descriptive i get bored- so i jump to lineart ! or my sketch ends up being my lineart !
I use clipstudio paint ! (i had it before the subscription thing got introduced and i just dont update it- i dunno whats even going on with that )) and for brushes im gonna be making a list later on ! i just gotta find the time to do it-
and no worries ! ! thank you ! !
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My goal for this year was to read three books. It took me MONTHS to finish even one (burnout and schoolwork do that too a bitch). BUT! My other goal was to spend my winter break ACTUALLY relaxing and recovering from the semester and all of the fuckin stress I was dealing with. I have been on break for not even a full week and I've already finished an entire book!! I have not felt this good in ages
#we may reach that goal yet!!#ik nobody really cares but ive got no one else to tell this too so i say it here#i have very much always been the kind of person who doesnt know how to relax or feels guilty for trying to relax#even though i know i need it#but im making an effort to 1) actually rest and 2) spend less time on my phone#in hopes that ill maintain those habits once next semester starts#new year new me and all that#but uhh yeah. we chilling#rose is reading#<- new tag for books perhaps#irl#just r's thoughts
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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j need to get back into life drawing post haste
#i think im losing . construction in my art#im forgetting how to draw bodies think. idk#literlaly so annoying . its like fun when u get the hang of things but then u neglect one aspect in pursuit of another#and then have to go back and touch up that old skill to try and balance jt and theres that brief period where#eveyrthing is harmonious and then it outpaces itself again and becomes ths juggling act#overall i enjoy it . the drawing sessions but smtimes finding the will 2 get out of bed is like pulling teeth#bc i know im never going 2 walk out of there feeling satisfied but . actually idc#a lot of my pals . my friends there r a couple of decades older than me and they have the best advice tbh#randy. and donna . randy and donna and third guy whose name i forget . -> if u r satisfied at the end of a session did u rly learn anything#always want 2 improve . right right#UARHGHQHHH ill do it ill go . im scared bc i feel like it tends to artblock me#bc i start getting in my head ab what i know/see vs what i can only draw#but im sooo addicted 2 wanting to get better . i want to draw like a million people i see on here who have that great construction and#weight and anatomy and dynamism . i want to be like u . ill work to be like u ill try#and i feel like ive negelcted my basics for soo long .. i need to get ths foam shapes and a lamp . NOWWWW#yotasuke#i miss yotasuke so much.damn. thats crazy . anyways#the way he points out that yatoras dedication/hard work is a talent . like ueah . i agree w him im envious of that r u kidding me#and ytora walkimg arnd like oh u have it so easy ytsk. he needs to shut the hell up smtimes#i meed to see them eviscerate each other blood and all.#spongebob icecream truck- not that yatoras hard work isnt Also a skill but ykwim . if youve read YKWIMM#bc he was always like woe is me im soo untalented and its like no bro u r you just manifest it differently . that natural drive is a talent#but that natural drive also takes skill to foster and nurture else it has no purpose .#no i cant be blp posting in the tags bye
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hey but what if like the mage-templar war never reached the anderfels. what if by veilguard hossberg circle is still there and thriving
(lowkey a lore request does anyone know the sitch)
#now i just need to think of how avery hasnt gone and Meddled with it directly.#guess 'step one veil step two hossberg'#then again avery also fighting 'the paat' (as of history doesn't repeat itself lol) and solas doing the same feels right... hmm..#personal log#also. i really want to go 'The Debaterrr' route esp now that ive added more companions#but still haven't decided how imshael stands on veilfall. being Choice and all.#where im going with this: at the final confrontation.... i think the Meddle Boys might have to take the window (escape)#but then it's like ok how does solas get his mythal catharsis. for good or ill i think he needs that#UGHghbtph#i feel like i got two puzzles with the same cut#avery you are breaking veilguard you wild son of a gun#OHHH OH OH OH OH !!! OH FUCK YES OKAY. HANG ON#i've been thinking of avery fucking begging morrigan to teach him how to polymorph#(they have a rough start but end up buddies. once avery got over his ego and morrigan got over 'oh god it's alistair again')#anyway. avery has been Studying Assan.#'cmon baby let's blow this town' (turns into a griffon and solas hops on)#IT'S SO CHEESY IT'S SO DRAMATIC I THINK IT'S LOWKEY PERFECT#avery can do and do his debates when it's done ig. or just burn the bridges! idk!!!#i won't have to think about this for AGES robin just finish fucking chapter 2 challenge#oh i seem to have rambled in the tags again#thank u for coming#meddle boys#once they clear minrathous: 'vhenan? that was the dopest shit i've ever seen'#(flirtatious squak)#btw. i've been. paraphrasing. altho 'cmon baby let's blow this town' wouldnt be far off if the mood werent Fighting For My Life
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i am going to scream (wip rambling in the tags)
#(not subjecting this to my wip thread [hi j k l if you see this somehow] [how did i not notice your names line up in the alphabet]#because im really just waffling at this point)#it has been three(?) months and i still cannot decide if this thing is ending happily or unhappily#because it is just. so unrealistic to save LIGHT FUCKING YAGAMI from herself#i feel like this is one of those things where i have to just keep writing the plot and ill figure out the ending along the way#BUT I DON'T WANT TO. i want to know where i'm going first so i can signpost!#god#really i just need to figure out misa and soichiro and the actual plot#but like. okay. so#what actually changes for light's internal state is#1) she has a secret to keep that doesnt fit with the charming young man image but is harmless (at least relative to the murder)#2) she and L are both in on the secret#3) it is a point of commonality she has with L that isn't about ruthlessness intelligence or murder#4) it upends her entire sense of self perception#and are these points enough to save her. i dont know. i dont know#i think at the very least it makes yotsuba slightly more bearable#in the direction of L&light anyway. her relationship with her father is probably going to be worse#and of course theres still misa#who is ALSO getting her entire sense of self perception upended#i still dont know how she's going to react to pretty much anything#i have an instinctive feeling for her first reaction but it's such desperate denial that it is going to break sometime#not that she broke for five entire years of miserably happy comphet relationship in canon#but i feel like this might be more jarring than that#aaaand if so how does that change her part in yotsuba arc because she was the one who got higuchi caught and did that for light#my god why am i doing this to myself. i could have been happy i could have written a high school au.#but anyway back to light HOW AM I GOING TO GIVE HER A HAPPY ENDING WHEN SHE'S *LIGHT* AND L'S *L* AND#like the problem is it would be SO easy to give her a sad ending. so easy that i honestly dont want to. i want her to be happy it's just#the logistics#i genuinely think theres a chance i could do it theres just so many VARIABLES im going to start BITING#edit: jesus they deleted all the tags after this one. is this the thirtieth tag. it IS wow
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chat be real with me. yes or no would it be a dick move to quit this job i just started a week ago
#i have such a bad loyalty complex when it comes to jobs its not even funny#like no i do not want to go down with this fucking ship but alas i am forcing myself to thug it out even though i dread every shift#overworked + undertrained + SEVERELY understaffed theres literally only 5 employees total counting myself#so yes i suppose it would be a bit Dickish to quit and leave them with 4 but also have you considered#i no longer wish to subject myself to this job#and it was already hard enough to even fucking get one down here i dont know what i dread more. unemployment or this place#i shouldve known it was a red flag when i got an interview request not even a full day after i applied#like i applied at midnight and got an interview request at 10am for one later that day#and like a fool i accepted it#it doesnt help that my ass is also taking forever to finish college too so i still have classes i need to focus on as well#so lets weigh my options here. finish college and get my associates...or work minimum wage job that does not care abt my schedule#hmmmmm much 2 think about.#tags so fucking long i shouldve started with dear diary#if youve managed to read all this dont forget to like comment and hit that subscribe button. ill see yall in the next video
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2 years ago i fucked up a friendship w a girl (that im pretty sure i was in love with). to this day i think of her and sometimes when i see her on the street i just wanna cry. i understand your plight very much.
yeahhh man im sorry to hear that!!! it genuinely fucking sucks and i would never wish this upon anyone. cuz like it makes you fully think about all the what ifs and i genuilnely dont think ill ever find someone like her again
#im not trying to sound dramatic im being so serious she was so fucking perfect for me#i geuss the difference is shes the one who broke up w me and i know i didnt do anything wrong#neither of us did#its just like fuck!!! you know?? like we could have been so much#serious relationships dont need to be longterm to be serious you know???#one of these days im going to get tipsy and then 'drunk' text her even though i fiully intend to text her#and then claim i was just drunk because im notl ying im just not telling the full truth#like i fully considered it last night but i knew it would be a bad idea and i know if i do it its just gonna fuck things up more#but im soooo tempted man#like i dont know what itll even do#i know inside my goal is to maybe convince her that its not our time to end but i know in reality#its just gonna make her feel guilty and push her away even more if i show her how much ic are abou ther#i just seriously wish i understood why she even did it#i also thought being back on campus would help and i mean it has for sure becuase ive had my friends to distract me#but the thing is im not enjoying anything. like im not being distracted im just being numbed ykwim#cuz the moment i leave my friends all i do is think about her#and even when im WITH my friends ill be in the moment w them and then 2 minutes later ill start zoning out thinking about her#like the worst part about this is i dont have any anger *against* her#maybe im angry about like the general situation but the anger isnt against her#and while being angry is its own kind of pain in a way it can be easier cuz at least then youre tempted to have a good time and show off#but when its like this where youre just sad at the situation like what am i actually gonna do except think about her#sorry anon im not trying to dump on you i just start ranting in the tags sometimes#sunny rambles#anon tag#asks
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ive been so good at not spending money that i think i deserve a little treat
#i Did just spend $6 on resident weevil but we're not counting that <3#i wanna get a new cart but i need to finish the one i have :/ i wanna try smth New#or just start getting edible high again. anyway#god im so tired from work. and im there an extra HOUR tmrw 😭😭#we better get paid for the stupid meeting saturday too ill be PISSED if we dont >:(#anyway. did fairly well today and Really good on tips even tho we were slower than yesterday :)#also saw my old boss. i love that woman so much <3#talk tag#oh also not the owner (whos been helping me past 2 days) saying to look up yt vids of bartending..#'just look them up tmrw morning if ur so tired' well 1 i work tomorrow morning too so jot THAT down. sorry ur business is not the#sole entity in my life. fuck u man
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Magic after running from one new authority figure to another so he can shed responsibility from his actions when his consequences catch him anyway: 🥺
#the amount of big sad ol nervous puppydog magic eyes ive seen in episode one season 2 ALONE ??#when he whimpered and whined for that lady to at least finish him off after she stopped bcs the cast was giving her rug burn lol#he just Gets things that no one else does#and doesnt get what everyone else does#he is the triumphs and the tribulations of a leo and i hate him i hate him i hate him so bad#i need someone to kiss his lil slope nose ugh im sorry yall but uhmm SOMEBODY needs to create a winning time#fanfic tag like PLEASE#ALSO I THINK HE WAS WATCHING ISIAH ON TV. REAL. ISIAH MOMENT#a little red jersey man with curly hair...... omg u guys.#MY CRUMBS!!!#i feel like spongebob pointing at himself poking out a bit in the commercial#ZEKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#( replayed old basketball footage bcs he doesnt have an actor yet but we can excuse this with magic just watching on a tv for some reason )#early jealousy plot in action WHEN??? HUH!!#anyways i think uhmm norm magic kareem and cooper should have a foursome that starts as survival then ends soft#and then i think uhmmm magic isiah michael pippen should have one while dennis watches in the corner like a weird critter#who occasionally comes up to touch a butt sometimes#sorry sorry ill put a cap on my truth#the world is not ready#fhe world is not ready.....#bill laimbeer and isiah have s*x while dennis watches secretly fanfiction written by dennis
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🎟🎟🎟 giving u a free ticket to talk 2 me about p5 bc thats a thing i always see in passing from mutuals but i know 0 things about
HIII MAC. OUAGH. I LOVE U FOREVER FOR THIS.... ok. 2 be clear i'm maybe three hours into p5. ive heard this game has like, around 200 hours of gameplay. i am like. two days into the plot. THAT BEING SAID... it is good so far !!!!!!!!!visually its an extremely gorgeous blend of anime flavored animated cutscenes that transition smoothly into gameplay + interesting & fun graphics so far. (the menu screens in particular r like. notably awesome looking imo.) there's this concept in game studies of player agency-- the feeling that you're really an active participant in the story, despite the objective reality that it's all pre-programmed & youre Not. & so far p5 is doing this really well!!!! it really has the feel of like... being a Story that you're a Part Of, or like, being In a Genre Show, in a neat way. p5 is for kids who wanted to live in or explore or tell the characters what to do in an anime world i think.
+ also. the story is SO compelling so far... it starts w this awesome hook, this like, ridiculous suspenseful heist getaway chase & then abruptly transitions to a year in the past (leadup 2 whatever circumstances were played through in the very beginning) & the change is like... the WILDEST shift imaginable. it's SO compelling to me it's very easy 2 see how the protag Becomes the person u see in the opening. but u have no idea How that happens & i want to find out so bad..
anyway. good game i foresee myself going bonkers fucking yonkers for it even further in the near future!!!!!!!!!!
#TYYY MAC.... ITS SUCH A FUN GAME 2 PICK APART I THINK. APPRECIATE THIS EXCUSE SM.#also. speaking of rants ab things im into!!!! i saw u answer my dp ask frm a few days ago... i dont think i ever got around 2 replying 2 it#but. !!!!!!!!!! sounds SO fucking cool dude im so glad u finally got good & thoughtful & well made content for one of ur favorite things.#sounds awesome. ONE OF THESE DAYS when i need another show ill start it....#mac tag!
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thrifting for reference material so fun 10/10 its insane sometimes esp finding art books in the wild. like who got rid of this
#i got a whole 2 art books on norman rockwell and rembrandt recently like this like what the helll what#thats crazyyy#i want to do studies of em both typed out like my comic studies are. but that has to wait i havent even done full comic studies in a while#i need to study the jjk/csm styles and like go back and add notes to my previous studies#id do em i just dont have time <- lying. i really just dont have the energy to will myself bc it honestly wont be that bad#unlike most people my issue isnt running out of steam it is starting the engine in the first place#have to make an order of operations and list it out to get myself to do any task. adhd my bestie thanks for the hindrance and disabledness#not art#rohan.txt#<- genuinely hate this being my talking tag like for real bc its so normcore compared to my others lmao#one day ill change it
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my laundry done
#anddd most of the dishes. i still didnt do the last bin which is likeee. 4 pizza pans and some other things . but i had to whip out the#rolly chair shortly after starting on the silverware so i dont think ill get to those today#i need to fold my laundry i would not like 2 procrastinate on it... i wonder if i could convince lamp 2 watch a movie or something wif me#or i could watch one of My movies that ive been wanting to watch but im bad at watching things by myself#thats why my watchlist is split into things for me to watch and things for me to watch with lamp and things for me to watch with tag and#things for all of us together. and by far the category that is the smallest is me alone and i havent watched anything from it in ages
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save me ondansetron
#i just took another one of my life changing meds and i hope to fucking fuck it starts working soon#i only have 2 left and dont get paid for another 9 days 😅#i need money so bad rn#moonsharky talks shit#chronic illness tag
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Faking It (Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader)
𐙚 prompt: charles forces you and logan to do a mission together in order to help you bond. 𐙚 cw: enemies to lovers, one bed trope, if this does well i’ll do a part 2 w smut ;) cussing, 𐙚 a/n: thanks to everyone who's sent me req's! this wasnt a req but id already started it haha if youve sent a req ill try to get to it asap.... also so many ppl wanted to be added to a taglist but for the nsfw alphabet post i dont think it tagged like half the ppl?? so im sorry if u dont get tagged, im trying to fix it :)
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“Professor, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean—”
“(Y/N), it’s not me you should be apologizing to. It’s your team. That’s who you both let down.” He eyes flick between you and Logan.
“I’ll go apologize to them now.” You turn to leave.
“You too Logan.” Charles says.
On this latest mission, you needed to sneak into a factory and take down all of the enemies— But you and Logan were arguing so loudly, you alerted all of the rivals, turning a few quick sneak attacks into full blown fights. No one was badly injured but you still felt horrible about it.
“This is all your fault.” You mumbled, just loud enough for Logan to hear.
“My fault? You’re kidding.” He huffs.
“Shut up.” You walk ahead of him, on the way to the common room to see your team.
Everyone was sitting there, talking amongst themselves. Once you and Logan entered, they all stopped their conversations and looked at you.
“Guys. I am so sorry about this mission.”
“I’m sorry, extremely sorry, and I apologize for my behavior.” Logan mocked your expression of regret.
“You are such a child, Logan! I’m trying to apologize!” You raised your voice.
“I am too!”
“Can you two just stop?” Hank stood up, silencing you both. “Your attitudes have been getting in the way of every mission. If you guys can’t get along then maybe you shouldn’t be here.”
“Oh..” You didn’t know how to respond. You couldn’t believe you let your dislike for Logan get in the way of your job, so much that they thought you shouldn’t be an X-Man anymore.
They all left the room, leaving just you and Logan to culminate in your thoughts.
“I think it’s pretty obvious we’re not going to get along any time soon.” He broke the silence.
“We’ll figure it out.”
“Yeah, whatever you say.” He walked out, as you sat in the empty room.
The next day, Xavier called you and Logan into his office yet again. You were concerned, worried he might be kicking you off the team. But instead, he said he had a mission for you two.
“I need you to pose as a couple. You’ll be going to an upscale hotel in Manhattan. It’s a cover for a drug smuggling ring. You two will stay as guests in order to collect information. I need everyone that is there, guests and workers alike, to think you two are madly in love. We don’t know who could be involved, so we can’t have them think anything suspicious.”
“Professor, is that the best idea? We just blew the last mission because we couldn’t stop arguing.”
“If you two fail this mission, I will have no choice but to replace both of you. You are amazing at what you do, but your arguing affects everyone. Not just yourselves.”
“Okay. We won’t let you down.” Logan speaks up.
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The trip to the hotel was long and frustrating. You two couldn’t agree on anything the entire time. You criticized his driving, he criticized what you put on the radio, and how loud it was. You called him an old man, which just resulted in the radio being turned off and continuing the last hour drive there in silence.
When you arrived, it was late afternoon. Logan, pretending to be your fiance, grabbed all the bags by himself and walked inside. The hotel was huge. It was upscale, classy. So fancy you were afraid to touch anything, in fear it might break.
“Hi! Checking in for Anderson.” He greeted the front desk clerk, giving his forged name. He dropped the bags on the floor and you wrapped yourself around his now-free arm, squeezing it.
“Hello, Mr. Anderson.” She smiled back, “Let’s see. You had the penthouse, correct?”
“That’s right.”
“We’re celebrating our engagement!” You beamed, holding out your hand, showing off your fake engagement ring.
“That’s lovely. Congratulations! We’ll have a bottle of champagne in your room for celebration.”
“Thank you so much!” You squeaked.
He finished the check-in process, then you headed to the top floor.
The penthouse was absolutely gorgeous. It was huge, the size of a decent apartment. Just like the lobby, you were afraid to break something.
“Wow.. This is amazing. Only time I’ll ever get to stay in a penthouse and it’s with you.” You said, as he shut the door.
“I was just thinking the same thing. Now, c’mon we gotta go to the pool. Get changed.” He handed you your bag.
You opened it, pulling out your bikini. It was the only one you had, admittedly from a few years ago. You didn’t have time anymore to relax by a pool or go swimming in the ocean, so this swimsuit had to do. It was a simple black string bikini.
You went inside the bathroom to change. Once you had your swimsuit on, you felt a little self conscious at the amount of skin showing, but figured it’d help with the whole ‘can’t keep your hands off your new fiance’ vibe you and Logan needed to exude for this mission.
You walked out of the bathroom, faking confidence you didn’t have. Logan had taken the opportunity to just change in the living space since he was alone. He was wearing black swim trunks. It was funny, it looked like you two had matched on purpose.
“Wow.” He said quietly, clearing his throat.
“What? You like what you see?” You joked at his clear uncomfortableness with seeing you in such little clothing.
“Whatever, let’s just go.” He spat, grabbing two towels, the key, and exiting the room.
The second you were out the door, you both had big smiles on your face. His arm was around you, holding your side as you headed to the pool.
It wasn’t too busy, just a few kids with their parents, and a bartender at the outdoor bar. You told him you wanted a drink, so that’s where you headed first.
“Hey, can I get two Mojitos?” Logan asked, handing him the room key “And can you just charge it to our room?”
“Of course,” He started working on the drinks immediately, while you two sat and people-watched. He finished the drinks, and gave you them and the room key back.
You said thank you as you walked off, hoping Logan would just follow. There was a small hot tub that was empty, so that’s where you went. You stepped in carefully, afraid of slipping, and sat down in the warm water.
“Really?” Logan whispered, a fake smile still adorned on his face.
“This is what couples do, Logan. And we’re a couple for this weekend. So sit down and act like you love me, sweetie.” Your grin was starting to hurt your cheeks.
He sat down across from you, and you mentally rolled your eyes. You got up, and repositioned yourself, sitting in his lap, “What part of ‘act like you love me’ are you not getting?”
He was frozen for a moment, caught off guard but quickly acted like he was happy to have you there, to not draw suspicion. You both took sips of your drink, as you continued to nonchalantly looked around.
You two stayed at the pool for awhile, taking mental notes of the guests and employees you saw. Honestly, this hotel didn’t seem too strange. But Xavier said it was a front so you guessed that’s why it seemed so normal, for their cover.
Once your drinks were empty, and the sun had started to go down, you both decided to head back up to the room. He got out drying himself off before wrapping you up in your towel. He picked you up and carried you bridal-style to the penthouse.
“Logan!”
“What? Just acting like I love you.” He smirked.
Once inside the room, he set you down. “I’m gonna go shower.” You stated, not really knowing what to do.
He just nodded, walking off to the kitchenette. You grabbed your bag and headed to the bathroom.
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You mentally cursed yourself as you scrambled through your bag, searching for a pair of pajama shorts you thought you packed, but they were nowhere to be found.
“This cannot be real.” You whispered. The only other clothes you brought were jean shorts, and you sure as hell weren’t going to sleep in those.
You pulled out your oversized sleepshirt, putting it on. The hem landed right above the middle of your thigh. It was a little shorter than the length of a nightgown, so you just hoped he wouldn’t notice. You slipped on a pair of panties, snatched up your things, and exited the bathroom.
You immediately bumped into Logan, who was standing right outside the door.
“What the fuck?” You raised your voice, annoyed. “Why are you right outside the door?”
“I was about to knock. You’ve been in there for over an hour.”
“It’s all yours!” You sassed.
You walked over to the small kitchen, and see he had already opened up the champagne. You had a glass as you sat on a barstool, writing down some notes about the people you’d observed earlier. Pouring yourself another glass, you headed over to the bed.
Just as you made yourself comfortable, Logan came out of the washroom, in just a towel. You stared at his wet torso for a moment, hypnotized.
“My eyes are up here.” He laughed.
You looked up, embarrassed.
“Forgot my clothes. Hey, wait, why are you in the bed?”
“…Because I’m the girl?”
“You're also the short one. I can’t fit on that couch.”
“Oh, c’mon. It’s a big bed. We can both fit just fine. Unless you’re nervous. Never slept with a girl before, Lo?”
He sighed, clearly not wanting to argue, before taking his clothes and escaping back to the bathroom. You silently celebrated your victory.
He came out a few moments later, turning off the lights, sliding under the blankets and getting comfortable. You both ended up facing the same direction. If he was any closer, he’d be the big spoon, but there was a few inches separating you.
You adjusted your body, and accidentally felt your ass rub against him. You went rigid from humiliation, before scooting away slightly, ignoring it since he didn’t say anything.
You tried to fall asleep, but it was difficult, for many reasons. One, you’re not used to having someone else in your bed. Two, he was breathing heavily. Three, you couldn’t stop thinking about how sexy he was.
Of course, you knew Logan was attractive, you’d thought that since the moment you first saw him. But today, probably because of the faux-gagement, the touching, the flirting, you saw him differently. He was still getting on your nerves, but the flames between you two… His body… It was unlike before.
You exhaled a breath you didn’t know you were holding. You twiddled your feet, moving around your body nervously, before unintentionally grazing your ass against his crotch again.
“Y’know, if you keep rubbing your ass against my dick, I’m gonna do something about it.” His words sounded gruff in your ear, but they gave you butterflies.
“Maybe that’s what I want.”
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Me scrolling through the unit swap cast in my head checking to make sure I have basic ideas for all of them before landing on Tsukasa and staring at him for 10 deafening seconds before silently moving on
#rat rambles#sekai posting#unit swap au#I. I rly need to think of like anything for him. like I know Ill probably have to make him the main character still but. but.#I am incapable of having thoughts over this man on my own I cant do this Im sorryyyyyy#Im sure Ill get to it once I inevitably start actually giving a shit abt him but. boy howdy is it making it hard to conceptualuse for the#rest of wxs in the meantime hhhh#like Ive said before he and shiho are my big roadblocks rn#but at least with shiho I do have ideas just ones that Im not confident on#mostly because it relies a lot of me not changing emu too much which. I most likely will as I read more wxs stuff#+ as I get to reading l/n stuff (which I. still need 2 do lol) Im sure Ill think of better ideas for shiho too#and all of l/n#speaking of l/n the more I hear abt saki the more I inch towards actually having the motivation to binge some of their stuff#she just seems sooooo interesting 2 me like shes so me bait#I just know Im gonna be picking at her dialogue like crazy#I also feel like honami is me bait but we'll see how hard she'll hit#similar with ichika#honestly. I think shiho is the only not me bait l/n member. not that thatll stop me probably fkfndjd#look once I know enough to look in any l/n tag Im sure Ill become absolutely obnoxious#same with wxs but probably way worse if I end up liking tsukasa enough fjfndjd#I also need to get to reading more mmj and vbs stuff and also mixed events and just ughhhhh theres so much 2 read#how the hell did I go through all the bndori band stories so fast the only one I that heavily procrastinated on was popipa I think#which honestly. probably for the best I saved them for last. if I read popipa bs0 First only to read like aglow second or smth#anyways sleepy time snork mimimi or whatever
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