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She was driven mad by the truth (Clover and Emmeline love Hunter to pieces)
#that scene in ftf makes me fucking insane!!!!#their concerned little faces as they trail after him#like. hes not going anywhere. hes just pacing. they dont need to do this#but theyre silly brainless little creatures. they dont really know how to comfort him.#all they know is that hes sad :( and they are filled with love for him :( so they want to be close to him so hes less alone :(#do you ever think about how#clover and emmeline spent who knows how many years lost and forgotten#without a witch#i feel like a bond with a witch is the core of any palisman. they feel a void if they dont have one#so their little brains can certainly put together how devastated hunter must be to lose his ''other half''#its literally the worst thing their little brains could think of. its heartbreaking for them to see#but again. thryre not the brightest. theyre just like ''he's all alone'' :(#so their solution is to attach themselves to him so hes not alone#thats all they can think to do. theyre trying#also i feel like a part of their love for hunter is influenced by willow and gus' love for hunter#considering witches and palismen have a mental link im sure they fully understand just how deep the adoration for this boy runs#and thats all the reason they need to love him too#(i cant sleep. so you get very emotional babbling about palismen)
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prev post no fucking way someone tagged tpk & twl ...
#i can't get into ranting abt hk again i cannot. i must refuse.#they ARE such interesting characters. but they indubitably did this to themselves#because they wanted to reign over the entirety of what they claimed was 'hallownest' with no regard for what previously existed#and those who were forgotten/destroyed came back for revenge lol#there were so many other decisions they could've made along the way but they were driven by selfish ambition#with no regard for anyone other than themselves. such is the reason why they Wouldn't sacrifice themselves#despite the king (at least) also having high proficiency with [the dream world] & having an actual chance at destroying radiance#i digress. i digress. i have to#jestersvaguely
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Rex: What have I ever done to you, Kenobi? Obi-Wan: you left me unconscious on Vader's couch Rex: touche
Rex: but ok hear me out I wasn’t doing that TO you I was doing that FOR Vader…..it’s different
Obi-Wan: different doesn’t mean BETTER holy SHIT
#asks#playmaker au#I figure Ahsoka and obiwan arennever gonna get along#Rex can be his frenemy - they’re probably friends but sometimes obi-wan remembers this is all Rex’s fault#so in the middle of family dinner he’s like ‘Rex did I ever tell you that I decided I was going to fuck you the moment I laid eyes on you’#cue Vader freezing and breaking his plate or something#and Rex painfully being like ‘yes. you have. many times.’#and obi-wan is like oh 😇 I must have forgotten 🤭 so sorry 🥰
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ngl i find it a little weird and sus that we get these public “reunions” after the show where she runs to him and kisses him. just seems like a performative show, specially with scott seemingly coordinating where they should all stand and wait? which just happens to be in front of all these fans? smells fishy like PR to me
We get these public reunions because there are fans that have seats by that part of the stage and can film it and nothing more??? I’m sure her loved ones would still be waiting for her to exit the stage regardless if there were fans nearby to film it because they’re there to support her. Taylor “showing off” her partner in public isn’t new, have y’all forgotten about her posts when she was with Calvin and Tom?? She’s talked about how she felt that she needed that privacy in her last relationship and how that’s not what she wants anymore. Just because her last relationship was very private and this one isn’t doesn’t mean it’s PR; it just means that she is approaching the relationship differently.
#asks#anons#got something to say to you*#like fans have filmed her getting on and off stage since the start of tour so it’s not new#how many times must I say Taylor has never been in a pr relationship?#like have you forgotten your history? Taylor has a history of showing up/posting her partners#so by this logic is was her relationship with Joe PR because a hug between them was filmed for MA?#I don’t know how to explain that every relationship is different and you and your partner are going to approach things differently#than you may have in the past because you are with someone different
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ok but. glenn spent twenty years in the supermax. that's a long fucking time. do you think he forgot morgan's face. do you think he forgot nick's.
#and then he got out and. three days had passed for everyone else he loved#how out of place must glenn have felt? so many things happened and just So Much Time (twenty years!!!) went by for him#the court trial is a distant memory#so is the quest and the adventure#maybe something he clings to. maybe a good memory he looks keeps clutched in his fist. but it happened a very long time ago#and then he gets out! and he literally does not belong in this time! he went from being the youngest dad to the oldest#and to top it all fucking off#his son isn't his son and there are three other people in the entire fucking universe that know that he even ever had a kid#and his dead wife is alive. but shes married to a cop. and she doesn't know who he is.#i mean. no fucking wonder he wanted to kill his dad#after so much shit happened#no wonder he wanted to stay in the forgotten realms#and. let's be honest. dying is the best thing that's happened to him since his wife died#which. in case you'd forgotten. happened 27 years ago.#damn ! having feelings about glenn close#glenn glose#glenn close dndads#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads odyssey#nick close#morgan freeman#mine
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I think.... over the last two days I think I've read just about every Murderbot fic on AO3 that meets all my (current) filter criteria... I'm pretty sure the only one I have left now is a 200k epic....
#halp#now what?!#*paws through my current list of prompts*#there's gotta be one here that'd make for a good place to start writing my own fic...#drawing fanart is great & all but there r Some Things that I *need* that just rn't possible for me to conceptualize in a way i can *draw*#the murderbot diaries#current filters basically include: must have MB and ART in the fic together in Some Way; no noncon; and none of my squicks#and even then there were some fics where id eye the tags and be like HMM thats definitely not my Usual but color me Intrigued#and i probably had about 20 pages to comb through but now im done and I'll probably go through them again but I'll definitely#be reading fics that just wont Hit the way i need/want them to rn#i was dumb and read them all while not logged in so idek how many ive read#ive been Spoiled by big old fandoms with Lots of canon and fanon and fic#ive forgotten what its like to be in 1) a small fandom and 2) a BOOK fandom#anyway I really wanna write but im a Scaredy Cat and i don't really have anyone to spitball with who will also enable me
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female leg hair is genuinely so pretty i have no idea how men ever managed to convince so many people it's like. not inherently pretty and fitting for where it grows.
#same goes for armpit hair and pussy hair ofc but it's specifically leg hair that i'm thinking about rn#because i had an argument with my mother#who is. like . a feminist in a 'You must work to always be independent of a man.' way and in many meaningful ways actually#but extremely conservative about very surface level things#like beauty and femininity#mine#i do think i prefer that approach than 'liberated' girls with Grl Pwr tattoos but bending over backwards for men at the same time#in long term relationships or living off men. etc#like i prefer the politics of someone who shaves and even shames people for not shaving but also lives an essentially separatist lifestyle#than the other way around#so i mostly try to reason with her#it doesn't really work#not much#and she's a little more radical in some other cases like with lgbt rights#which is extremely funny bc my sister is an out lesbian#and i on the other hand came out so long ago she must have blamed it on my age#like at 13 i guess#and since then i've stayed single so like. the topic was literally forgotten. and i'm fine with that. but my sister came out at like. 19.#and now my mother actually vents to her gay daughter about. the gayness of her other daugh#like it's literally hysterical#and i just nod politely. occasionally i ask her a question like 'wait. so if it was a trend/publicity stunt. then what would you do if it#didn't pass for her when the trend was over in many years? and she. like. had a wife?'#just to like. feel out what she Actually doesn't accept. she never gives me a clear answer though. oh well. and i never reveal whose side#i'm really on#it is so fun. like actually so fun. i look so straight but act so gay i can infiltrate any space and leave them confused.
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That post that says "how often do you clean your blog by deleting posts" is not realistic
The real question is: how often do you clean your LIKES/DRAFTS?
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journey's end
[we are entering month 2 of the collaboration with @dxppercxdxver]
#em draws stuff#flintlock fortress#team fortress 2#oh the amount of struggle it took to get these two remotely on model. good heavens.#there's a great many Bones in these men and someday I'll start figuring out how to consistently stick them in the right places#practice is still not making perfect but I can prove that it does at least make Better. so practice shall be a must.#also putting other objects for scale that are not just a really vaguely drawn ship#that would probably help#as is typical I feel like I had things to say but as is also typical I have forgotten them all!
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One day, I will learn how to write short replies... One day ( copium ).
#{{ my life would be easier if I was able to put out 1 para replies to asks or drafts }}#{{ alas my normal reply length is 4/5 long paras; I am in pain actually. }}#{{ I have so many things to catch up with hhhhhhhhhhhhh }}#{{ i promise I haven't forgotten anyone. I'm just. slow. because. I don't know how to keep things short. }}#{{ why must I be so descriptive? why must kaeya be so talkative and full of internal cogitations? }}#{{ stares at the ceiling in deep contemplation }}#【 out of cryo 】
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[Image description: a digital drawing of Thomas from Transatlantic holding Varian's hand and kissing his fingers while crying. We only see Thomas's face and their two hands covered in dripping blood. Behind them are black shards with designery red eyes on them. The pieces is coloured in desaturated blues with red accents. End description.]
We all have blood on our hands.
#transatlantic#lovefry#varian fry#thomas lovegrove#so uhhhh yeah if anyone remembers me saying i was sketching some ideas to do w how they met this is one of them#i started getting too many ideas in the middle of it so i kind of lost the original vision but thats ok bcs experimentation baby#basically the first idea was to have knives in the bg but then i was like glass shards bcs of the beer glass that was probably shattered#and bcs its less complex than a knife while still signifying violence (wanted simpler elements in this bad boy)#and then the eyes are all the people who just watched and the red signifies the underlying violence of being a silent observer#in these kinds of situations#and then i got distracted w thomas's suit lol bcs i accidentally did stripes and i was like omg criminal symbolism#and then i was like ok what if they werent normal stripes (bcs that strict angularity is more a part of varian's symbolism)#but instead were more scale-like bcs thomas is resilient but his throat is open bcs a part of his resilience is a lack of fear#of vulnerability#see what i mean by got distracted lol#it doesnt belong in this piece bcs it almost creates a second accent colour when red is meant to be the only one#but id love to do something w it in a different piece#thanks for coming to my ted talk it has to be in here bcs ill see this in 6 months having forgotten everything#and i hope u enjoy the drawing bcs if i cant be completely happy w it (artist disease) at least someone else might enjoy it#artist brain insists i shouldnt share it but i must face the horrors in order to grow /hj
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still so frustrated that it's because it took so long doing the video production part of my kai analysis that a lot of my revelations were rendered redundant but it's fine. it's okay. i was right. it's just that now everyone else has had it handed to them on a silver platter instead of reading between the lines like i did incessantly for the months before the miniepisode.
#it's killed a lot of my motivation to make such videos. i must admit.#jestersvaguely#i could still try to make it but augh. it's like nankidai didn't even put kai in the limelight he put him under a stadium light#too much. too much! where's the subtlety where's the tact. i loved it so much more before it was just explicitly written. sorry.#what else are people meant to dig into or engage with characters with if you're just completely clearing ANY curiosity#i don't know. i should still make it. it'd require so much rewriting though because i was specifically drawing from ranger's existence#and now there's a whole miniepisode detailing the complications of the satous dynamic and it's like well now i have to analyze that#but it doesn't even add much more than what was already implied & extrapolated from.#which i already had. i already had all of this speculation written down and dug into and now i have to rid the entire section of speculatio#it's so much less. impressive i guess. it just feels so plain and basic and it's like 'well yes we all saw that play out in the miniepisode#and it's like NO IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE MINIEPISODE HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD'VE JUST REDUCED HIM TO ABUSIVE OLD MAN#AND COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN THE FACT HE LOVED RANGER. RANGER - INCAPABLE OF AFFECTION - SAID GASHU 'S AFFECTIONS WERE HIS#AND FROM RANGER. COMPARABLE TO A SON. KAI'S EXISTENCE & GASHU'S REACTION THEREAFTER ... AHHHHHHH#i don't know. more than anything i'm just upset at my own inaction because now it's like. this is the one thing that we didn't need to wait#on for analysis. now i need to wait for asunaro to be explained before i can do proper kai analysis and it's so frustrating and saddening#i don't know. i just hate that i can't do any actual kai analysis now because he's my favorite#there's the whole 'what do the satous mean for sara & the narrative' but that was meant to be part of the larger thing#not the focus of the video. the focus of the video was discussing everything with kai#and now it's like. well the entire cover's been blown off unceremoniously and it's#ah. it's frustrating. it's so frustrating. nankidai's storytelling is so sloppy i really don't know what draws me to it at all
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As always, if you wonder why I don't talk about certain current events but do others, a lot of it comes down to whether I think it's something that other people are talking about a lot
If it's something where I figure you're going to be well informed and need a break, I tend to keep it to a minimum on here cause you already know
If it's something I rarely see talked about, then I'm more likely to mention it
World's bad, we're all doing what we can, I know people have said to me before they appreciate me more keeping to cats and frogs and random stuff, so I mostly try to do that, but... in the end I just kinda share whatever my brain decides to share
Want to give my thought process though
#and in this case it's a matter of that Syria really does feel forgotten and I won't deny I often forget too#but with the stuff that's going on right now I really prefer to when I can be reblogging stuff that has something at least a bit actionable#stuff that says where you can donate to give aid via reputable sources... that's what I like to try and focus on#but yeah... man; only place I really ever tend to see Syria mentioned is in Ukrainian circles#so that's why I wanted to highlight that one#man I wish I could do more in the world#so many people suffering and... and... well; and I can't do shit about it and that sucks#just keep trying to slowly get things together around here; and trying to slowly be able to help more and more people#and just hope that if you help people; it'll make them want to help people like they were helped#and maybe if enough of us get stable ground under our feet and know how it was to be helped... maybe some day we can collectively help enou#...try to avoid making things feel hopeless with my posts; cause things certainly feel hopeless#so I try to... try to focus on the good and what can be done to fix things as much as possible#want to keep people in the fight to try and make things better; not drain them by posting nothing but the bleakness of the world#things will never be right; those who've died can't be saved and we've failed them forever#which is all the more reason we can't give up and have to keep trying to make things better#because if we can never make things right; then the least we can do is try and make things better in the future#to at least stop adding to the list of people we'll never be able to fix things for#...something like that#it's bleak and I'm depressive anyway; but show must go on; you know?#so that's my thoughts here#I just feel the need to explain it sometimes; because people have a way of making assumptions#that if you don't talk about something you don't care#no... that's not it; I care; I just don't want to burn people out#and you can say they shouldn't burn out but I try to deal in practicalities and descriptivism; and people can be burned out#rather keep them in the fight to make the world better#so if there's a situation... like the George Floyd protests; that was another one where I didn't post much on it#cause we all knew... we all were paying attention and... I just figured people needed space#...I'm sad... sad more police reforms and accountability couldn't get pushed though but... at least we got something#...and I'm not gonna act like I'm some front line fighter when it comes to justice#I barely can deal with my own shit; I'm not saying I'm worth a damn thing in any cause
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what would happen if a human alter self'ed into a dragonborn? what would happen if that human then fucked a dragonborn? could eggs ensue or would it just be really hot?
#the people must know#dnd#dungeons and dragons#d&d#dungeons & dragons#dragonborn#when I'm talking about dragonborn I'm generally talking about the vayemniri of the forgotten realms so#vayemniri#ask me about my opinions on dragonborn dick and pussy#I have so many#ellis babbles
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although speaking of vocal synth music sometimes i wonder if maybe vsynth fans have a skewed perspective of what a calm song is? or maybe most people in general dont mind high speeds when it comes to rating a songs "calmness" because recently ive been looking around for slower, more chill tunes and all the "calm vocaloid song" playlists are so high energy. where are the ballads. where are the ballads
#i guess they dont get as much recognition. at least in the english speaking fanbase definitely not#i can think of a few good tunes but i always like looking around for ones ive forgotten and ones i had never seen before#especially when im looking for cover inspiration LOL its a lot easier to find usts and stuff of vsynth songs than nonvsynth ones kjdfskjgfd#but like so many people are putting just like. upbeat medium-high tempo stuff in there. dancey stuff#maybe i need to be the change i wish to see in the world. maybe i need to try finding calm songs and make a playlist#i usually make playlists for ocs or occasionally things im a big fan of but SOMETIMES i make a playlist or two for mood#not often but i have been especially making really gentle sounding playlists for when im really REALLY tired but cant sleep#sometimes when im in that state of exhaustion too high of a bpm will piss me off HKJFSDHV coming from the guy who listens to#drum and bass for studying....... you know how it is. exhaustion is a different beast#also i am just a sucker for ballads. i especially like a big huge like over 7 minute thing....#and theres a lot of vocal synths i think would sound really interesting singing ballads... i must find them... i must find them...
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It's "I Fucking Hate Living Here" hours again
#i can never have a halfway pleasant conversation with my father#my folks know all my business cause im in the same bloody house#i hate this so much#if karma is real i must have done something real shitty and forgotten it cause this is bullshit#im so fucking pissed#i have at least as many Bad Mood days as good ones and then my mum is all 'are your meds working maybe you need a higher dosage maybe you#need a different one' i need to get the hell out of here is what i need#august talking
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