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Hey guys!
I haven't been in here for over two years I think?? I dont even know if the people I used to talk to are still active or not and I definitely am not keeping up with shadowhunters stuff (i dont even think I finished reading sobh? Jesus.)
Anyway. Even if none of my friends are here anymore ig I just wanted to come back for a little bit and see what is going on. My life changed so much these last two years and Ive been so caught up in what was going on around me that when things finally calmed down I thought "what the hell did I used to do to fill time before?" until I remembered. Ah right, tumblr. And fanart and shadowhunters.
I havent drawn in so long Im absolutely rusty, unfortunately. And I think my english is probably the worse it has ever been :( I also made the fatal mistake of telling some of my friends the name of my account here and it embarassed me so much for some reason?? I think especially bc I made my posts years ago and I dont know what holds up and what doesnt anymore. Plus its a fandom account. But I did tell them that, if they dont like it then its really on them 🤷♀️
If any of my mutuals are still here, how are you? How is your life going? Is tsc still a thing to you? (Btw I dont even know when twp is being published, but just so you guys know that im still absolutely reading it. I didnt spend years of my adolescence waiting for it just to give up on the last second🙏)
And thank you so much for being my friends during the pandemic!! I only recently realized how important that was to me. I mean, I knew I liked being in here even if it was a hellish website, but I dont think I realized how much of my life this place has shaped, especially how much more confidence I acquired towards my art and towards myself. Thank you guys so much, really❤️❤️❤️
#i dont remember how I used to tag stuff#did I have a personal tag?#i missed talking in the tags so muchhh#all the other social media dont have this
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My dash isn't the same without you <////3 the best part of tumblr is being online at the same time as you
MY DASH (life) WASNT THE SAME WITHOUT YOUUU </33
#camera asks#literally missed you so muchhh#like. the fourth day I got such a longing and homesickness feeling just wanting to talk to y’all it was crazy#I love my friends too much (jk you can never love your friends too much <33)#I’m so glad to be back to talk to y’all#I wrote letters addressed to zeta all week and journaled about all of you lol#I’m very fine#moookar#moo tag
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IT couple ln4
lando norris x singer fem!reader
in which lando norris and y/n y/l/n are the IT couple of the internet and no one can seem to beat them.
warnings: fluff, swearing, inaccurate information about lando’s first win but it’s just for the plot, a picture of a dinosaur head. lemme know if I missed anything else.
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lando.jpg my beautiful girl, even as a dinosaur
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user they’re so cute it’s acc disgusting
user THEY SO CUTE
user I bet she bought that mask and scared the shit out of lando with it.
⤷ yourusername it was fucking hilarious
user I love them so muchhh
⤷ user they’re just THAT couple
⤷ user loveeeee
⤷ user love is the airrrr
user at this point just make a y/n account
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user this man is soooo in loveeee
⤷ user she’s the same, have you seen how she looks at him or when when she’s talking about him?
⤷ user they both down bad for each other let’s be honest
danielricciardo ask her when the album coming out. please.
⤷ yourusername soon, you’ll be the first to know when it comes out.
⤷ danielricciardo yesssss
⤷ lando.jpg no fair
⤷ danielricciardo womp womp (I don’t know what that means but oscar told me to do it)
⤷ yourusername 💀
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yourusername he’s always taking pictures of me, so I am sharing some pictures that I took and some I didn’t of him because apparently I don’t post him enough 🙄 (i literally have a whole highlight and 35 posts dedicated to him)
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user NOT THE SHAVED HEAD
user BABY LANDO
user 😭
landonorris WOW I SEE HOW IT IS
⤷ yourusername love you 😁
⤷ landonorris SURE
carlossainz55 thanks 👍🏼
⤷ yourusername I can send you more
⤷ carlossainz55 👍🏼
⤷ landonorris damn ok. rude
danielricciardo I have some more of baby lan lan if you want
⤷ yourusername YEAH YEAH
⤷ landonorris no
user lando’s next post is about to be FERAL
⤷ user they actually so funny 😭
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landonorris she’s still perfect
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user pls she’s so funny
user where’s that cow costume from? asking for a friend
user literally made for each other
user 😭😭 y/n what is this
user she must be so fun at parties cl
yourusername hm. alright then.
⤷ user oooo landonorris!! you’re in troubleeeee
⤷ landonorris 😀
user did she buy that dinosaur head?
⤷ yourusername I did 🤭
user this is why they so perfect, they just expose embarrassing photos of each other
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after much thought and consideration we are happy to announce that the IT couple of 2024 is lando norris and y/n y/l/n.
it’s clear that these two are soulmates and will be together for a very long time. we wish them nothing but the best and we look forward to seeing them live a happy life together.
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I posted 593 times in 2022
30 posts created (5%)
563 posts reblogged (95%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@wonderfulcinderella
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I tagged 452 of my posts in 2022
Only 24% of my posts had no tags
#zologram malik - 45 posts
#eternals - 31 posts
#lord payno - 28 posts
#tommo the tease - 28 posts
#taylor swift - 18 posts
#sambucky - 15 posts
#ziam - 14 posts
#art - 11 posts
#marvel - 10 posts
#druig - 10 posts
Longest Tag: 135 characters
#and that's. big setback when everyone around me will go to any length to preserve their relationship with people they don't like at all
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Probably won't be here long, but how's everyone and everything? I feel completely detached but I have missed all of you, loads!
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#4
Hey, I was wondering if anyone could help me with some information about this?
I am still in college, and I really want to work and have a source of income to save up for my future education. I just don't know how to get started. I am inclined towards copywriting and proof reading, because I sufficiently well-versed in English (I think) and that's the kind of work I won't feel burdened by. I am also in third year of med school if that's a skill set (?) I can put to use?
So if anyone could please tell me how to start and go about it? I have heard of Fiverr and sites like that, but a bit more information would be really helpful. Thanks!
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#3
So I watched Eternals (finally) and... God. It wasn't bad or anything, just the star cast raises your expectations and the movie is unable to meet them. It was also sad to see Hollywood making a mockery out of Bollywood once again. This has to stop, c'mon. A true example of representation for representation's sake.
And Eros is just Harry Styles at a fancy dress party. Walks like him, talks like him, and is also Thanos' brother for some reason. I just don't get it. At all.
Also watch Marvel contradict themselves in terms of timelines and shit. The Eternals are presumably in the same universe as the rest of the Avengers, no idea how that's supposed to work out.
The only people in the movie that remotely made me root for them were Druig and Makkari. Loved those two sooooo muchhh.
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#2
maybe love is still opening up someone's tumblr after they have been gone for more than a year just to check whether they're back. who says friendship doesn't hurt?
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My #1 post of 2022
I mean...
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IVE BEEN GOOD TOO i’m seriously enjoying my summer holidays and meeting w friends and all and i’m gonna go summer job hunting next week so yeaahhh 😸 i hope you enjoyed your trip to your home country too 🥹❤️
ALSO I FELT YOU ON THE GROWING OUT OF KPOP STUFF me and oomf on here have been talking about it too 😭😭 i swear i don’t think i’ve actually watched any kpop content and the only stuff i see is from my twt timeline, which i don’t even tweet much on anymore as well cos it just feels like i’m forcing the tweets 😓 football and youtube really got me like sorry haechan i lowkey want hamzahthefantastic more rn.. still tuned in for the music tho (barely because i’ve been listening to western music more too 😭😭😭😭) HAECHAN YOURE LOSING ME!!
YOU SOOOO AHOULD IF YOU WANT TO SERIOUSLY!!! if you have doubt just check the tags for the fandom that you want to write for and see how the usual engagement on that stuff is!! i 100% support you in it, whatever you do :w another oomf also stopped writing for nct and has moved to f1blr so atp don’t be too worried about switching !!!
ANYWAYS ILY I MISSED YOU DONT GET IT i think its gonna be almost a year since we’ve become mutuals on here too, pretty cute 🫂❤️
IM SO HAPPY FOR U BAEEE IM SO SURE ITS FOING AMAIZIGNNGGN !! i hopw u get a job thats easy i donr want u to tire urseld fast 😞
NO LIKE IM SAYINGGG im starting to think it was a pha- [GUNSHOTS] ok but like not phase??? i do listen to kpop time to time or when i get a few songs on my fyp and i feel like the phase was obsessing WITH the groups, not their music, since ots js music in another language. AND I AGREEEE TWT IS WHAT IS KEEPING ME UPDATED AB KPOP 😭🙏🙏🙏 i also be forgetting to listen to kpop sometimes, i feel like its cause im surrounded by ppl who dont listen to kpop so eventually when u dont have ppl to talk to it about smth u kinda grow out of it?? I UNFERSTAND U GIRL DOYO IS LOSING ME TOO 😭🙏🙏🙏
f1blr.. 😅😅 fun fact im into f1 too and i was thinking ab also opening a f1 blog but theres sooo many vlogs i wanna open: a marvel one, a f1 one, dc one, & a harry potter one but i also wanna post on my kpop blog but the message app i have SUCK and it demotivates me sooo much 💔 BUT TJANK UUU SO MUCHHH URE THE BESTTTT MWAH
iMISSED U SO MUCH TOO GIRL. 😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 AND IT IS??? THATS SO ADORABLE YAYYY HAPPY ALMOST ONE YEAR TO US THENNN
man i love talking to u like this lets do ir more often :3
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AWWW LOVE YOU BESTIE
before tagging, I would love to talk (write an essay-) why mutuals are awesome because I said so.
@hollowedart- so so, oof I wuv you :3333 (take rest for god's sake and don't overwork) when we text it's to much of tea because yas (remember that convo about writers tho??) comforts people and is literally a sweetheart (has got his cat so many god mothers-)also also has so awesome plot ideas?? like dam- but in a nutshell is the best person to rely on and if I keep speaking then others will miss out-
did I mention boba? they are so nice and kind (at this point my beta reader) but I love them so muchhh they are very chill!
tagging; @bobateasilverpearl, @greensoftie, @glittering-red
I feel like spreading positivity so.
If you get tagged here, here's a few messages from the person who tagged you:
You are one of the coolest people I know, if not THE coolest ever. I may not have known you for long, but it feels like my whole life, and I don't know what I would do without you. If I haven't met you my life would be fundamentally different. You may have changed, but I've changed with you, and I think we've both grown a lot, and for the better.
I love seeing you create stuff! Be it art, writing, headcannons, or something you DIY-ed, I know that any time you make something it's bound to be good. Every project you start is always very exciting, even if you don't finish it! Watching you create is always very fun.
I know you have bad days, we all do. Don't hesitate to talk to me if you need to. I'm always here, I'll always listen, and I'll always do my best to try to understand and help. Know that you'll always be loved and appreciated!
Here's to our friendship growing even more in 2023!
(ps. don't feel pressured to tag anyone back! This is just to let you know that you're loved and appreciated. And if you were planning on tagging someone, but see that they've already been tagged, don't worry! This will be a message from you to them. Tag them!)
#oof I can talk so much#ahhhh#my bestieesss#hollow love you but bestie I might love your cat more-#just kidding-#my mutuals are all so cool#mutuals assemble
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Jaku-chara Tomozaki-Kun but Hinami starts being an actual person
#oh my god I am finally finishing this and my thoughts havent changed I can’t#STAND Aoi. i know what they are trying to do with her character but the execution is so bad#because she shows no sympathy no development no feeling no nothing#she is just spitting information as if people talked like that and 3D chess her way through things#and it’s specially irking because I know what they are trying to do with her because I too normally overplan social situations like she does#but she places herself in SUCH a high pedestal for it and doesn’t stop to consider what she is saying that is annoying#not like I like tomozaki much I think those types of characters are kinda boring but at least he changes and develops througout#i am still missing one ep but my god I can’t stand her she would have bullied me in high school fr#and the worst part is that I am sure she will end up with tomozaki and I can’t stand them together either so manipulative and trying to fix#him like bruhhhhh#when kikuchi best girl is RIGHT there 🥲 tragic. if they do my girl dirty I’ll catch hands with anyone#lmao is this gonna piss off anyone?? I’ll tag it anti jic#bottom tier character tomozaki#anti hinami#anime#this whole show is giving oregairu and I fucking HATE oregairu 😃#update: okayyyy king pop off call her out on that 12th episode ! and she can’t even stop for a sec to consider his words#Jesus I can’t stand herrrr AKSJSKWKS she irks me so muchhh hhhhh next season I’ll watch it as it airs so I can follow this clownery on time
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No no it’s fine I promise, I understand🥺🥺💕💕 I’m just glad you talk to me so please don’t worry about the time you get back to me🥺
One of the history exams went really well actually !!! So I’m very proud of myself and my hard work definitely paid off this time🥳 other than that, I have no idea how it went on the other ones;(( my teachers haven’t handed the tests back so idk my grade and all y’know... I’m hoping they went well ahhh, especially the maths one :// though the maths exam went unexpectedly well, like too good to be true, so I’m apprehensive of my grade hhhhh
Ahh that’s understandable :// I do hope for your sake that time moves fast so that you can feel more free~ but I’m glad to hear these days has gotten a bit better for you💕
The red hair is definitely missed!! Omg- he has a Leo rising omggg IT EXPLAINS SO MUCHHH!!!! His Leo rising is really showing through with his whole fashion sense though🤪🤪 loving it so much✨ but yeah I think so too, I don’t complain I’m a huge fan of the blond/platinum colors whew !
It’s alright omg🥺 you’re not dumb!!! And I love questions so it’s totally okay! And nobody knows about Sweden so I understand lolll😂 have I told you already I live in Sweden?? I have no idea (but now you know if you didn’t already HSHSH😌)
RIGHT ?? Heat topping ver. would blow everyone’s mind I’m telling you😏
Omg yeah same here unfortunately... I also have that feeling of thinking that I’m over-dramatic with my struggles and that ugh :// mhm yesss!!
The red outfits are living in my mind 24/7😭 THEY WERE AMAZING. I gotta mention the purple outfits too though, especially Seonghwa’s three part suit LIKEEEE-👀 ahh yesh i understand!!
Ughhh your job... so frustrating with all the mixed signals c’mon ;((( glad you’ve been catching up some on ateez content though<3 have a great weekend btw!!
This week hasn’t been that busy in school, thankfully. Most exams are done and teachers have moved a lot of stuff to after the break. So I got to relax a little, only studying for my big maths exam I had yesterday :/ the week before was very very hectic though, and I had so much to do everyday and I didn’t have time to do much else than study unfortunately :(( I’m recharging now and I’m gonna use my free time wisely🥰🥰
Omg same same, I’m frustrated with mnet and this kingdom shit ugh... people are already talking down on ateez and hating to the max sigh:/ so I’m also keeping myself out of it except for voting when necessary and watching their amazing performances🥳 the dance practice was so great !! Not as messy filming and it was easier seeing them dance !! Our great ateez🥺 HHSSH omg ateez could totally pull off a zombie concept though🤣
This got so long sorry! I had a lot so say😂😂
🥺🥺 of course though. Why wouldn’t I talk to you? 😶
Oh!! That’s great I am so happy to hear that! 🤓📚 I am glad that you put in the work and that it seems as if it had actually paid off. It’s a very rewarding feeling. I will be hoping for the best for you on your other exams though. 🙏🏾 I like how you wrote “...too good to be true, so I’m apprehensive...” 😂 That feeling can make you so uneasy and it’s so gut-wrenching if you think you did well and the results are... not-so-good. Don’t worry too much, regardless of the grade. Hopefully there are other things to buffer your overall results. However, I am proud of the work that you put in over time to prepare for your exams. 😉
☺️ Yeah, now especially because we are on Spring Break. I have a total week of pure rest, relaxation, and time for myself.
He most definitely is and, his fashion sense is an enormous indicator to his eye-catching styles. Now, can you believe it though? We have pretty much 4 out of the 8 members rising signs. Since Seonghwa confirmed his on his live last night, he’s a Cancer Rising. On top of that fact, there is a visible star in the middle of his (circular) chart. Are you into astrology? I don’t want to annoy you talking about it. I am not well-versed in it, but I like talking about it. Lame, I know. But back to Hongjoong, yeah~ he can rock pretty much any style. He’s so cool. 😎
Honestly, I have my moments where my ignorance on certain topics start to seep through. If I ever upset you or make you uncomfortable with what I write or say, just let me know. I read that you live in Sweden in an ‘About Me’ tagged post or something like that. Truthfully, I don’t know much about Sweden. 😅 But, thank you for solidifying that fact!! ☺️☺️
OMG!!! 😱 The purple velvet was EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! 💔😍☺️🤪🥰💋 Seonghwa was looking extra fine~~~ !!! Like who allowed him?!?!/! Who gave this man permission????? I mean, I’m not mad about it but... my heart. ❤️
Yes, yes. Rest and relax. You deserve it!! I have the same exact frustrations as you and I’ll do my part in supporting them, and that dance practice truly was amazing!! 😍 They can!! And you know what?! They already did with their ‘Pirate King’ and ‘Wonderland’ (kind of) performances. Can ‘Black Cat Nero’ count as well, or nah~ they weren’t all exactly zombies... to be fair.
My weekend is off to a great start by the way!! Thanks!! How has things been so far for you this weekend? No~ don’t apologize for the long messages. I enjoy reading and responding to them. I am actually quite sorry that my response was so short.
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kida daarling, how are you doing?? ♥
my favorite thing about your blog
everything! i already follow you for a long time and i miss your edits/gifs so muchhh, they are all so pretty! and your gintama gifs?? how i miss themmm aaa also we have a lot of fandoms in common! i love your tag for queue posts, well gintama + spyair + you using it = perfection! seriously you are one of the best people here ♥
what fandom I associate you with the most
gintama, drrr! and love live!
what I think of your URL
i love it!!! aaaa shinra kishitani i miss him so much <33
if I follow you and why
yess! your blog is amazing and you are one of the sweetest person here and on twitter (i love seeing you there as well) i wish we can talk more! (let’s fangirl about gintama pls haha) thank you for being mutuals with me for so long time! i really admire you! ♥
SEND ME A “♛” AND I’LL TELL YOU…
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PART 2 Black Lighting: The Book of Fortitude:Chapter one:Brandon’s Duplicity
Authors note: Here’s part 2 guys! I don’t know how long this “book” will be but everything within “ThebookofFortitude” will be tagged as such so you can find it.Ignore typos and weird wording I got kinda tired lol Enjoy!
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Brandon’s apartment
“Aye, you got a hoodie?” Jennifer asks as she stands up ready to investigate. “Yeah” Brandon replies running over to his closet grabbing two hoodies. He throws one over to Jennifer. They both zip up and put on the hoods trying to conceal their identities. Brandon opens the door and its chaos.Residents in the apartment complex are evacuating while Brandon and Jennifer are going the opposite way. Brandon nods his head directing Jennifer to a staircase towards the end of the hall. They keep their heads down as they rush to the floor above them.Once they reach the floor its completely abandoned. There’s debris shattered around the halls and broken light fixtures. Jennifer takes the lead and walks forward looking for the location of the sounds. Brandon follows behind her. She walks two doors down and apartment 301’s door was completely kicked in.
Jennifer motions for Brandon to come forward. She sees soldiers sprawled out on the floor.” Yo, Jenn be careful” Brandon says as Jennifer gets closer to one of the bodies. A few of the soldiers have their helmets missing. Jennifer inspects their faces. Their eyes are completely black and there seems to be prominent black veins covering their faces.”Looks like Markovians”she says. “Maybe we should go” Brandon insists.”Hold on” Jennifer stalls as she squints to get a better look.”It looks like some kinda venom” she says turning to Brandon. “Jenn” Brandon says trying to get Jennifer to come back to his apartment with him. “You scared?” Jennifer asks chuckling. “No!” Brandon says unconvincingly. “It’s just not safe, how do you know they are really all dead?” Brandon questions. Jennifer lets out a sigh.”I can see electrical impulses, trust me I know the difference…...I can feel it”. Brandon looks saddened by that new insight. A vibration comes from Jennifer’s back pocket. She reaches back and grabs her phone. “ Ugh, it’s my dad” Jennifer huffs. “I gotta go but you think you’ll be okay without me?” she questions. “Come on, you’ve seen what I can do” he assures her. Jennifer rolls her eyes “uh huh”.
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Anissa’s Loft
Anissa and Grace are in the kitchen area. Anissa is holding Grace from the back as she cooks some breakfast.”Shonda, play Never Too Much by Luther Vandross”.Anissa tells to her smart house. The record starts to play throughout the loft. Grace chuckles as she places a lid on the food she cooked. Anissa starts to sing along to the track holding Grace’s hands. “oooooohhh my love....a thousand kisses from you is never tooo muchhh”. Anissa sings. They both start to dance and laugh. “Let me see what you got! Grace says as she shimmies her shoulders.”You don’t know nothing about this!” Anissa breaks out the robot and turns around in a circle. “Woooowww! I hope don’t!” Grace laughs. Their gazes are fixed on one another while Grace bites her lip. Grace felt safe and happy....very happy.... so happy that at times she was scared to be so happy.She felt like as soon as she really got into the groove of being comfortable in the feeling, it might get taken away. But for now she was trying to just live in the moment. Anissa pulls her closer grasping Grace’s booty. “Don’t start nothin you can’t finish” Grace teases. “Oh you know I can finish it” Anissa says confidently while kissing Grace’s neck.
The music turns down as there’s a knock on the door.” Gambi knocks on Anissa’s door again. “ Anissa, your uncle Gambi is at the door” Shonda announces. Anissa and Grace roll their eyes as their moment is interrupted. ”Shonda, pause music, open front door” she says. Gambi walks through the door with a briefcase and looks at them both. “Am I interrupting something?” Gambi asked. Anissa and Grace glance at each other and smile.They consecutively and sarcastically say “Nope”. Gambi gets the hint. “Sorry to interrupt but I have some important news but first Anissa how are you feeling?” Gambi asks. Anissa is looking much healthier than before her run in with painkiller. Anissa responds “Honestly a hell of a lot better, between whatever it was you gave me and Grace helping me... I’m feeling a lot more like myself.”
Gambi nods and brings the briefcase with a computer inside over to the table. “I’m glad to hear that because it seems that we might have a problem that hits close to home that we may need you to help with.” Gambi explains. “What do you mean?” Anissa questions. “Remember how I said the venom was ten times more potent than a sample I had before? Well it took some time but I was able to match the samples.” Gambi taps the screen revealing information about the sample and a digital photo of Khalil. Anissa hesitated with her response.”Why is there a picture of Khalil?”.“Khalil like your sister’s boyfriend that passed?” Grace furrows her brows. “That’s what I mean.... I was able to match the molecular structures with the sample I already had from one of his darts. Anissa it’s match.” he explains.” “But we buried him!” Anissa shakes her head in disbelief.“ And I know that, so heres the other thing.... I went by the graveyard Anissa... and.... he’s not there.The plot is empty.” He explains sternly. “Someone dug him up? Why would he attack me?” Anissa’s mind thinks of a million questions. “Not just someone, my thoughts point to Odell, and the why I’m still trying to figure out.More then likely with what he did to you, Odell has weaponized him to do his bidding.” He explains further.” “Does Jenn know? My dad? Mom?” Anissa asks. “ Your mom and dad know. I haven’t had it in me to tell Jennifer, your mom said she would talk to her today.I just wanted to warn you and Grace. Although Odell is still recovering I’m sure he has contingency plans so be very careful.
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Brandon’s apartment
Brandon sits at his computer desk looking at a map. He presses the escape button and there’s photos of Khalil and Jennifer. As if he’s been doing some research on them, particularly Khalil. He gets a text message from Jennifer.
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Jennifer: Hey, you good?
Brandon: I told you, i’m good.I can handle myself lol
Jennifer: hmmm Just checking. It’s been like a week.Didn’t know if whatever that was came back looking for you or something.
Brandon: Nope, I’m good. You still coming by today?
Jennifer: I can’t. My mom wants me to do something but maybe later if it doesn’t take forever.
Brandon: Aight, bet
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Pierce Residence:
Lynn walks in as Jefferson is headed down the stairs. The tension is heavy between them. He looks over at her wanting to talk. “Lynn-”Jefferson is interrupted. “Jefferson, if this is not about our daughter, I don’t wanna talk about it. I already have to have a very difficult conversation with her today. So this... whatever this is between us is gonna have to wait.” She snaps. She walks further in the house. “Jennifer!”she yells out. Jefferson rolls his eyes and throws up his hands. His face is almost healed from the beating he took at the school. He didn’t want to argue with Lynn at-least not now. She gets closer to the staircase and calls out “Jennifer” once more. Jennifer yells “coming” from her room upstairs. As Lynn turns to head back towards the door a small valve falls from her pocket. She doesn’t notice but Jefferson does. Jefferson reaches down to pick up the valve as Lynn is looking towards the door awaiting Jennifer. Jennifer rushes down stairs. “Ready?” Lynn asks Jennifer. “Lynn?” Jefferson says confused about all the recent animosity coming from her lately.Lynn ignores him and rushes Jennifer out the door. Jefferson looks at Lynn and Jennifer get in the car wondering how things got back to this point. He closes the door and bangs his fist angrily. His eyes illuminate and the lights in the house flicker.He inspects the valve with a green substance inside in his hand. “Is this....?”
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Car
Jennifer and Lynn walk towards the car. Jennifer see’s a figure in the backseat. “uh, mom?” Jennifer says. “It’s okay, it’s Gambi.” Lynn explains. Since Gambi is still thought of as dead to the outside world he is using the cloaking device he created allowing him to take the form of a ASA agent. “Mom, what’s this about?” Jennifer questions. “I’ll explain, just get in the car”Lynn says checking over her shoulder. They both get in the car and Lynn starts to drive.
“ You guys are acting super weird, what’s going on?” Jennifer asks searching for a motive. “Well sweetie-” Lynn stops, searching for the right words to say. “What? Did someone else die? That seems to be an every day thing now. Just tell me I can take it.” Jennifer affirms. “Jenn, It’s not that.....”Gambi takes a breath.. “.Lynn you have to tell her.” “Well, you know I’ve been working a lot at the lab and how your sister had a run in with a meta trying to bring back Tavon. Well we connected the venom sample to someone.”Lynn explains .“Okay?” Jennifer shrugs. “We connected it to..... Khalil......The DNA matches..it took some work but Odell has been hiding him at the lab for some time now.I hadn’t seen anything like it before.” Lynn struggles to get it out. “What! Mom, Khalil’s dead! Is this a joke?” Jennifer snaps. “Baby calm down,I...know...this is alarming news but were being 100 percent honest with you...I haven’t quite figured out how they did this but what I do know is Khalil isn’t like he use to be.There’s a chip thats been implanted in him and I haven’t figured out how to remove it without damaging his brain or whatever’s left of it. “So, he’s alive? I can’t handle this right now” Jennifer yells. “Yes and....I’ve finally stabilized him enough for him not to try to kill us”.Lynn expresses. “What?!”Jennifer eyes light up.”Baby girl, I know...I know... this sounds crazy. It’s like some Lazarus project, gone wrong but try to calm down, at-least until we get to the lab.” “That’s where we’re going? you’re taking me to him?!” Jennifer questions. “Yes, put this on, you may be his last hope. ” Gambi replies with an empathetic tone. He hands Jennifer a cloaking device.
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The lab
“While agent Odell is in the hospital I have a little more free rein in the lab.We still have to keep this under wraps though.” Lynn states to Jenn and Gambi. “This hall is secret and the only area that I know the ASA agents don’t have access to without Odell.With him in the hospital I made sure the cameras in the room aren’t functioning.”
Gambi and Jennifer turn off their cloaking devices.
Lynn takes Jennifer to the side briefly. “Are you sure you can handle this?”.Jennifer nods taking a deep breath. “I just wanna see him.” Lynn gestures okay as she presses a button on her lab pad opening the door.
Painkiller is laying down in a relaxed state wearing nothing but grey shorts.They walk in and he sits up. It was like he was in a trance. “Dr.Stewart” he says nonchalantly.
Jennifer couldn’t believe it. The initial sight of him sent a surge of feelings through her. It was like she was seeing a ghost. She felt like she was waiting for her heart to catch up to her eyes .Her heart was in a dark place and she wanted to make sure this wasn’t a dream. She didn’t know if she could handle it if it wasn’t.Jennifer and Khalil stare at each other briefly. His glare was cold and almost lifeless.Jennifer gets teary eyed as she approaches Khalil. “Be careful” Lynn warns her. “I gave him something to subdue him but the chip is still functioning,” she explained.Even the way he blinked was robotic. Jennifer touches his face. “I can’t believe this” Jennifer cries observing his face. Lynn and Gambi look at each other empathizing for Jennifer.Jennifer’s tears flood her face. “What did they do to you?” Jenn voice cracks. Khalil looks puzzled at the emotional reactions of Jennifer. Khalil stares at her trying to gather any memory of her. “Do I know you?” Painkiller asks with a slight attitude. Jennifer’s heartbreaks at his words.She knew he wasn’t himself but this was a lot to handle.The disappointment read strong on her face. She had hoped maybe their connection was strong enough to trigger something for him. “You really don’t remember me?” Jennifer inquires.
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Will Jennifer be able to help Khalil? Is he gone forever? What’s Brandon up to? find out in part 3.
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prettyriquipuig replied to your post: “Today, I found out that yet again that I am separated by very few...”
wait tell me more i love stories of degrees of separation that are improbably and pointless cause those are the only kind i have too i’m like 2 degrees of separation from fiona apple and andres fuckin iniesta oh and maggie rogers! just learned that one. sry to brain dump on your post
ANDRES???? INIESTA????????????? EXPLAIN.
I got into Maggie a few months ago, but I don’t know Fiona Apple all that well even if I know of her haha...that’s so cool.
Honestly, when i say my life is full of close but meaningless connections and missed meetings, I’m telling the truth lmao; some of the people who’ve followed me on here long enough and/or are longtime mutuals I talked about this with know just how bad it is.
I can’t really remember everyone, but here’s a list of people from the top of my head:
Seb Stan (1 degree; on occasion, this weirds me tf out to think about)
Gwyneth Paltrow (technically 1 degree, but muchhh more distant than Seb. Also, I don’t care)
RDJ (technically 2 degrees; this is extremely unexciting as I explain in my tags and something I didn’t realize until today? Recently?)
Gallant (1 degree)
YG artists (Korean artists - 1-2 degrees?)
This one K-pop girl I know who is really dumb...this one’s an actual direct connection so I’m keeping it lowkey lol, but it’s a tenuous connection at this point (SHE’S SO DUMB!!!!! AND NONE OF THESE STANS KNOW!!!!! AND FAKE! LMAO. She was nice when I knew her though, but omg I knew that celebs have curated images obviously...but she was a personal example of that so that made the concept more real somehow)
This one Korean rapper whom I knew as a kid and have a direct connection to, but same thing re: closeness as above. He’s cool though and he introduced me to underground hiphop when i was young so it’s good to see him doing well although it’s very odd seeing him randomly pop up on my dash (and very uncomfortable). I guess, by extension through him, I’m 2 degrees away from a lot of big Korean rappers...but I haven’t seen him in years and only talked to him last year or the year before to congratulate him on his success, express gratitude for what he’s done for me, and cheer him on because I’m cheesy. I’m not into his music though even if I wish him success lol
Two acquaintances I know irl (one’s an activist and the other was a Buzzfeed person lmao) who have big followings online and they’ve randomly shown up in my fandom spaces because someone reblogged/screenshot/RTed them which is a nasty shock although they’re cool
Okay, these are getting progressively lame so I’ll stop. I’m definitely forgetting a bunch of people, but I don’t know because I don’t really think about this much as my connections are so irrelevant lakjfldajf
#prettyriquipuig#this is bothering me because i feel like there might be one or two big ones that i'm forgetting#the goop and rdj ones are extremely irrelevant to the point of not even being a connection at all#i might as well be 10 degrees separated#oh at one point very briefly for an afternoon.....mourinho#that one was hm..........strange#and by that i mean creepy
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Soft Bias tag ♡^▽^♡
I was tagged by @neohasmyspine :))
1. Who is your bias?
Jisung Pwarrkkk
2. What made you notice him?
Hmm Idek lmao i just saw him and it was like ‘i gotta bias him’ but i think it was his dancing in go and ‘the blue haired guy’ in we young.
3. What’s your favorite thing about him?
Oof you know when he dances how he is amazing and so confident and you’re just like wOw but when he stops dancing he turns into a shy bean but overall his dancing it’s just so amazing
4. Who would initiate skin-ship more?
Probably me i think he’d be too afraid and shy to hold my hand or smth lol
5. Who would hog the blankets more?
We’d sleep with two blankets bc i can’t stand when people take away my blanket and i think he does that a lot so him lol
6. Who would say I Love You first?
OOF WHAT him...? I wouldn’t have the courage to say it and i imagine it being kind of like an accident smh something like ‘lmao you are so dumb i love you’
7. Who would be more clingy?
Sometimes i’m clingy and sometimes i’m not so i think somedays jisung would be more clingy and other days me.
8. Who would be more easily flustered?
lsosjenenkeixlspwldnd he would probably get flustered a lot but i would get even more so we’d both be!! But mostly me lmao.
9. What cuddling positions would you two have?
HALF SPOONING OMG and probably just me legit on top of him while he’s hugging me bc why not
10. Which colors remind you of him and why?
silver and blue. Idk those are just the colors I associate him with.
11. Which season would you like to spend with him and why?
SPRING ALL THE WAY, aside from it being my favorite season we could be outside doing soooo muchhh like learing how to ride a bike (since idk either fml), flying a kite, going to the countryside and just enjoying the outdoors in general.
12. Who would bake cookies and who would steal the batter?
I mean real talk i can’t cook or bake and i highly doubt jisung can either but maybe we’d both try making cookies (burning the kitchen in the process) and we’d both make a huge mess and start a food fight with the ingredients.
13. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?
Me making the bad puns him throwing me off the building.
14. Who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?
Uhmmm probably him i’m scared of dogs and cats lol.
15. Which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen while trying to heat up a Pop-Tart and which one of you would come to the rescue?
I’d be the one with the microwave and he’d have to stop me from burning the house ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
16. Who would like to lean over trail railings and who has to pull the other back?
Again, i’d be the one leaning over bc “LOOK THERE’S SO MUCH WATER” and he would have to pull me back.
17. What would watching a horror with them be like?
I’m the type that while i’m watching a horror movie i need to hug someone or hold someone’s hand TIGHTLY so probably cuddling. But i don’t think jisung would get scared at those types of movies so he’d just be laughing at the movie (and at me) or smth.
18. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?
I highly doubt jisung can flirt and i can’t flirt for s h i t buuuttt i see him more as a cheesy flirt and me as the ( tries to be) smooth flirt.
19. Who is more competitive?
100% M E
20. Who would have to be given constant reminders?
I forget about everything so it’d be him probably reminding me like “remember you have to pick up your sister” “oh pick up my sis- WAIT PICK UP MY SISTER”
21. Who sends memes and who sends cute messages (i.e “I miss you...”) at 3 a.m
I’d be the one sending memes but like not exactly memes (??) more kind of like a “420 blaze it” or sending him a video of me recreating a vine (with the occasional meme here and there) while he’d be the one with the cute messages and me responding with a meme.
Aaannnddd i’m tagging @nana-rjs @thatdreamingdrey @kpopboysreact @daelicious-jongbulge (if you want to!!)
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peri have you been doing well recently? i hope that your christmas break is going well! have any projects planned or stuff? or anything that you want to share with ur fannnnnns, complete, incomplete, in the works, and the like? (sorry if i sound too thirsty or anything xD i just miss your writing so muchhh)
Anon, my friend, thank you for your concern! As you may be able to tell I don’t possess my usual lowercase spastic exclamatory aesthetic; currently bedridden from a pretty debilitating cold so it’s taken quite a toll! I’m finishing up some things for the td/dk zine, so I don’t have anything recent… but exploring emotional relationships and trauma narratives have always been on my mind, and I do feel pretty guilty that I’ve left a few people hanging, so here’s a piece that I’m always thinking about! (Ahaha, sorry, I took the opportunity to vent out some WIPs, since I’m currently at an impasse with writing!)
Of course, I haven’t really fleshed out any major plot points. Haha, I have all the tags and everything ready, but beyond that, a vague outline and some scenes. Even then, it’s long as hell; the outline itself. I estimate this fic would take at least 20k-30k, because I love wasting words. I guess this will give you perspective into just how disorganized I am~
I’ll probably never write it though. Just the thought of it is depressing, and writing angst fics always bums me out really long afterwards. I like the complexity of human interaction, but it’s draining. Thanks for giving me this opportunity to bring it into the world though!
we met in a sea of dreams (and again when i woke, you were not there, and i was alone.)
rating: mature
tags: angst, implied/referenced torture, implied/referenced child abuse, emotional hurt/comfort, emotional constipation, codependency, body horror, dreamsharing, trauma, friendship, pain
no pairings.
Midoriya Izuku is taken by the League of Villains in their second year. It goes exactly as well as you’d expect. Because the truth of it is they can’t be kids anymore, and the tragedy of it is that they can’t be anything else.
Todoroki Shouto’s first kiss is a sequence of clashing tongues.
A thick, heavy, wet one, in his mouth, pulsing the way a person retches. Pushing mingling saliva down his throat. Forcing him to swallow viscous spit.
Midoriya’s eyes are wide open, lips parted widely against his own, and it’s obscene, wet, profane, and horribly off, and when he catches his breath, Midoriya looks at him, conveying remorse, gratitude, sorrow, guilt, f - e - a - r—and the warp gate closes over his beaten form and falling arm, and separates them in all dimensions.
Todoroki Shouto wakes up choking, lungs burning for air.
As you can tell, this does not bode well. Todoroki is catatonic for a few days; and then one day, he asks for water. And Todoroki doesn’t like hospitals, so he doesn’t cooperate with the nurses; he gets released, gets cleared for school, but not for training or active duty, not by the psychiatrists or Aizawa. One, psychologically. Second, his right arm is entirely shattered.
“The principal and All Might,” Aizawa says, as an afterthought, “want to check up on you.”
“Is that the only reason why,” Shouto says.
There are multiple questions. Why Aizawa has asked him to sit this one out. Why they want to meet him. “Recovery Girl’s orders,” Aizawa answers. “And no.”
Aizawa doesn’t lie to him. That’s nice.
“When.”
“Lunch time. You can take your lunch over there.”
Aizawa is halfway out the door, making his way to the training field where Shouto’s classmates wait, before he leans back in. His face is unreadable.
“If you don’t submit to a psych evaluation by next week, you will fail this course,” he promises. His tone is flat. “Take this time to think about what you’ll do.”
Shouto gives a clipped nod.
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He didn’t have dreams in the hospital. They sedated him so hard that he had to be helped up to piss. Because he woke up yelling one day and tore all of the catheters out of his arm. He doesn’t remember why.
So, at lunch time, when he goes back to the dorms, he thinks about the reprimand he’s going to get, and then shrugs to himself. He takes the elevator to the second floor and waits outside of Midoriya’s room.
He’ll probably have nightmares without sedation. That’s a given. Thick, black, curling mist. Shoved down his throat, gagging him. Probably. Losing the gravity inside of him, organs getting tugged through a dimension of non-existence, coming out on the other side, reborn and regret. These are the kind of dreams he predicts because Midoriya was dragged through that warp gate with his teeth gritted. And when he caught Todoroki’s gaze, he smiled—
A groaning sound, whining metal. His fingers are suddenly killing him.
He looks down. The door knob is crushed in his palm, his fingers are bent, and when he pulls back, they dangle like dolls with snapped necks.
This is not a dream. The formless scrap hanging from Midoriya’s door has the shape of his fingers pressed permanently. His fingers are killing him.
This is not,
a dream.
“Todoroki, my boy,” a voice calls to him, and when Shouto turns to look, hand dropping to his side, All Might is there, without a smile, and Shouto can’t be saved.
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“I told the principal that it may be better if I spoke to you alone,” All Might says.
His voice is different in this form. It has a layered quality. Baritone. And grief. Probably.
“Sorry,” Shouto says.”
“I would have come to you anyway,” All Might replies, waving a bony hand in reassurance. He slides a tea cup on a coaster over to Shouto.
All Might is sitting in his room. It turned out like this because he had to go to Recovery Girl for his broken fingers, and All Might walked with him, and then asked if they could speak in private. Shouto wasn’t sure how to respond. And All Might had asked so formally, like he was giving him a choice.
So he bowed his head and waited for All Might to take the lead. They ended up walking back to the dorms. They were almost to the elevator when Shouto finally asked if they were doing this in his room. All Might blinked at him, almost nervously, and then answered, if that was comfortable for him.
All Might is sitting in his room. All Might has just poured and offered him tea. All Might looks like he has attended several funerals, one of them his own, one of them his, and yet he is here, and he is trying to offer something close to salvation. Shouto does not look into his eyes. There are other, more satisfying ways to practice masochism.
“How was your day?” All Might asks.
There are other, more satisfying ways.
“I can’t participate in training,” Shouto says. “My provisional license is suspended until I get a psychiatric evaluation. I’m going to fail out of the hero track if I don’t get one within the week.” He goes silent. And then, just so he doesn’t sound overly petulant, “It was good.”
All Might folds his hands over the table. How will he respond? Shouto just described an obviously really shitty day and then topped it off with flippantry.
“It is okay to say that it was bad,” All Might says.
“I’m not upset,” Shouto returns.
“You don’t have to be.” All Might’s expression softens. “But know that your grief is just as valid as mine.”
So this is where he paves the segue.
“Are you comfortable talking about it?”
Shouto doesn’t know.
“A safe word,” All Might insists.
There. Are. More. Satisfying ways. To practice. Masochism.
“Enji,” Shouto says flatly.
“I would like to explain a few things, then,” All Might tells him, brow quirking at his choice.
Shouto nods.
“Young Midoriya gave something to you.”
The saliva thickens in his mouth the way a foreign tongue might have filled it. “Enji.”
All Might immediately stops.
This marks the end of everything coherent, as far as what I’ve written! But the first few days back at UA go like this: he doesn’t train. But he doesn’t sleep. The first time he did, he had a nightmare; he woke up cold and sweating and someone was knocking as his door and his back must have been bleeding the skin was literally stripped off he
was dreaming. He missed dinner; Iida delivered it. Shouto then went to the corner of his room, pressed in from both sides, and waited for the sun to rise again.
And that’s how it goes really, the first few times. The next nightmare is skin stripped from his arms. Water dripping down on his forehead, rolling down his cheeks. Or tears. Then his fingertips. The skin stripped from his fingertips, taking his identity, he wants to die
And then the skin is stripped from his bare feet. He becomes afraid to get up to walk, so he stays in bed.
He has a week to decide to get that psychiatric evalution. Thanks to Recovery Girl, his arm has healed. Aizawa still won’t let him train, and Shouto can’t even punch a wall out of frustration without obliterating a) the wall and b) his hand. With a no-holds-barred he could probably kill his classmates. He can’t control it.
Aizawa doesn’t pressure him to get the psychiatric evaluation. But Bakugou lingers during lunch time and strides up to Shouto’s desk. They are the only two people in the classroom and Bakugou says flatly that Shouto has Midoriya’s quirk. They have this really one-sided discussion that Shouto really does not want to have, and Bakugou ends up giving him a flat ultimatum–either get his head out of his ass or pass it on.
Shouto first wants to clarify that, one, his head is not in his ass. It’s in a place far worse, so if Bakugou wants to jibe, he needs to up his game. Two, didn’t think you cared–
And he wonders if Bakugou will punch him, but Bakugou just levels him with a very, very blank stare.
“You aren’t gonna save him?” he says, and fucker is that a punch.
Shouto blinks, and the sound of existence becomes white noise on the brink.
He thinks about the way Midoriya smiled at him. When they were on patrol that day, they were talking about Shouto’s mom. She was moving out of the hospital. Going to Ito. It was—
“I want to punch you,” Shouto says honestly. He knows Shouto can’t. Not without killing him. “The principal has guards stationed on me. I can’t even leave campus. I don’t know what you mean.”
“Because you’re fucked up in the head and you need a psych evaluation,” Bakugou replies and repeats, “If you’re not gonna do shit, pass it on.”
Shouto has two more days to decide and ultimately, after a few more nightmares, he decides he wants to talk to Midoriya’s mother. He should, since he was the last person to see her son, so he tells Aizawa he’s headed out and Aizawa’s like, you already know that you’re not allowed off grounds without someone posted on you.
Shouto tries to reason he won’t do anything, but Aizawa shrugs. Shouto’s a liability until he gets evaluated, but luckily, someone else is going to see her too. After school. Teacher’s lounge. It’s All Might, of course. They go to see Midoriya’s mother, and Shouto can’t go inside, so he grits his teeth and waits in the car as All Might returns, and he finally decides that he’s going to get that psychiatric evaluation. And he tells All Might that he wants to save Izuku, and so they end up with training sessions! And when Shouto returns that night, he realizes what those dreams were. Izuku’s and his consciousness are linked, the way all OfA users are; and the dreamsharing has occurred because both users are still alive. And so begins a saga.
Points that I really want to make:
And so all of this is the set-up to All Might and Shouto talking, All Might and Shouto taking on a similar mentor-student relationship to All Might and Izuku. It starts off awkward, not necessarily rocky, but their common ground is first Izuku, and then Endeavor, and Shouto doesn’t try to let slip the abuse, it lives with him and in him, but–but when All Might becomes more of a father figure to Shouto, it’s harder for him to draw the line. In turn, he has a lot of resentment and burgeoning feelings of longing for All Might to be his father instead–and even if he was taught to hate All Might by Endeavor, he could never demonize this man. It’s not that he hates All Might. It’s that he hates feeling the complexity of his abuse, and he doesn’t want to think about it, but being around All Might in close proximity like this could be the straw that breaks the camel’s back.
It does, in fact. Shouto is humiliated when he explains to All Might what happened throughout his childhood. All Might is furious, and then All Might promises him, and says that he is doing well, that he is strong, and he is brave.
They find out that All Might could probably do the dreamsharing too. But he takes sleep medication because sometimes, if he doesn’t, all he can dream of is the way he crushed All for One’s skull and shifted his skin and bones irreparably.
“He was originally quirkless.”
“Yes.” And All Might’s firm gaze tells him everything he needs to know.
Shouto doesn’t ask.
“You won’t ask why…?”
Shouto shrugs. “It’s Midoriya,” he says, and All Might’s eyes widen before he turns away. The shadow is cast over his face.
“Do you want to talk about it?” All Might asks him softly after regaining his composure.
Shouto stares at him.
“Todoroki, my boy?”
Shouto realizes his face feels warm. Because above all of the shame and anger at himself for not being strong enough, he can remember the distinct sensation of Midoriya sticking a tongue in his mouth.
“…No,” Shouto says.
One of the reasons why he does not pass One for All onto Mirio is because he can’t be sure that Izuku will get One for All back, if the administration have anything to say about. All Might hears his concerns loud and clear and accepts his decision to keep One for All until Izuku is returned.
Mirio personally admits that having a quirk again would be nice. Mirio knows that if he pushes the issue, he, more qualified, would naturally be given One for All. But Mirio says Midoriya wanted to save that girl, above all, despite everything. And then Mirio says, All Might and Midoriya are really the same. He smiles wryly at Shouto and says that Shouto seems to be of the same stock.
Bakugou and Shouto are not friends. But they’re allies. However, this fic does have Bakugou redemption, or post-redemption + exploration of how Midoriya and Bakugou are. Shouto and Bakugou do not get along, but they come to understand each other more than they want to. Shouto is cruel in how he pushes away others. Bakugou is cruel in the way he pulls them in. That’s an antiparallel that I like writing, so I’ve included it, haha. But ultimately, Bakugou wants to save Midoriya, and if asked why, he would answer, Ask questions that can actually be answered. Shouto asks him once exactly what Bakugou thinks of Midoriya, because he knows that Bakugou would never directly admit that he wants to save Midoriya out loud. Bakugou responds, he’s Deku. And that could mean any sort of thing from insult to identification, but the utter disdain in his voice, like Todoroki even has to ask, like it’s obvious to all and every, really takes the cake.
Shouto has purely platonic relationships. He is purely asexual. This story really has no sexual or romantic pairings. It does deal with some aspects of asexuality that I personally wanted to address. In this fic, I headcanon that Shouto is ace while Bakugou is aromantic asexual. Anything with these two characters is either platonic or one-sided from the other party’s perspective. Of course, there is subtext. You never know.
The reason that Shouto and Midoriya can share dreams is because Midoriya is the ninth wielder and Shouto is the tenth. It was said that Midoriya could actually see the previous wielders, including All Might, so I thought it could be extended that the ability to communicate with previous wielders becomes more available as the power of One for All increases, as a consequence. YOLO. First, Todoroki just has nightmares of being tortured, unbeknownst to him that this is Midoriya’s visceral experience, and then he finally synchs up with Midoriya after five nightmares, and they appear in the same dream.
Half of this fic is interactions between the two of them in their dreamshare. The other half is interactions with All Might, Bakugou, introspection, and the like.
The relationship that they build is codependency on Midoriya’s part. Being alive in the League of Villains’ dungeon is such a living hell that he’d rather be asleep, so he’s always unconscious. Shouto, on one hand, somehow becomes addicted to sleeping. Or rather, he thinks about the way that Midoriya is floating alone on the wavelength shared between them, and he thinks about the way that he must be the only reprieve in Midoriya’s currently miserable existence, and he starts sleeping a lot as a result. All Might mistakes it as depression—which, correct diagnosis, but wrong symptom, there were other signs — but Shouto explains that it’s that he’s talking to Midoriya and doesn’t respond otherwise.
The first dream that they have together, Midoriya sees him and asks if he’s real. And then he apologizes for the kiss, and when Shouto takes it in stride by waving it off, Midoriya wonders if this isn’t really a dream? Shouto says that it really isn’t, and Midoriya insists that it is, he was sure Todoroki-kun would have been at least a little disgunrlted? And Shouto is like, this isn’t a dream and I was fine with it. And Midoriya grimaces and says, I forcefully kissed you and made you swallow my spit. Todoroki-kun, seriously.
There is one instance of tension. Midoriya wonders if he’s going to die here. Or he wonders if it would be better to die. Shouto says that they are going to save him. Midoriya says that it’s okay, the fact that he could become a hero in this life is enough for him, and Shouto orders him to stop talking like that, and Midoriya says jokingly that he guesses if he did have one regret, it would be that he didn’t really get to experience anything else. He says, “I’m really glad that I made friends in high school.” But he guesses that he really will never have a first love, or hold someone’s hand, or be held by them, or go on a date, or a kiss—
Shouto pulls Midoriya forward and kisses him, brief, angry. It’s the dream. It’s made him something different. You kissed me back there, Shouto points out, pulling back, a little sour. It was his first. Then he laces their fingers together, wrapping his other arm around Midoriya’s shoulder, and he says, even though I can’t give you those things in the way you want, here.
Midoriya relaxes against his hold. Do tears exist in a world of dreams? Todoroki-kun, are you in love with me?
I don’t think I am, Shouto admits. Not in love, at least. But I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to kill someone. Until Shigaraki.
And Midoriya replies that that’s fair.
Are you, Shouto asks.
In love? Midoriya responds. Faraway, he says into Todoroki’s shoulder, I was. Once. Someone. I don’t have the capacity for it any more.
Shouto is relieved to hear this.
Anyway Midoriya doesn’t let on when he’s getting tortured far worse. When Shouto asks him if All for One knows he doesn’t have One for All anymore, he doesn’t know if it’s better or worse when Midoriya rasps, he knows.
At some point, Shouto tells Midoriya to stop wearing his projection. Midoriya falters and says that it looks pretty bad. Shouto says that he needs to know how bad.
Midoriya asks if Shouto can share dreams with All Might. When Shouto asks if he wants for him to bring All Might into the dream, Midoriya seems to think better of it and says no. When Shouto asks why, Midoriya finalls says:
“He’ll ask me if I’m doing okay, and then he’ll—” and then, face crumpling, he shakes his head.
Bakugou and Midoriya are hard to quantify. I guess I’d say that I heavily implied some one-sided love on Izuku’s behalf, but of course they both realize it’s an unhealthy relationship. It’s complex in a way that I can’t describe in a sick state. But Bakugou figures it out, he’s smart. It’s one of the many more things he avoided thinking about as a result, but Midoriya not being there anymore is scary.
Bakugou didn’t return these feelings at any point.
The reason he was so cruel to Midoriya wasn’t because he was disgusted by the idea of love. It’s his superiority-inferiority complex.
He in no way ever used that love against Midoriya in an abusive way. Just repeatedly pushed him away and the like; got cruel when Midoriya was persistent–but he never used the fact that Midoriya felt this way against him.
That’s really all I can say on the matter. It’s closed. Of course, Midoriya doesn’t feel that way anymore either. They’re kids with the capacity to move on. It was highly toxic, and it won’t be happening in the fic at all.
When they do rescue Izuku, Shouto shatters his index finger striking a blow against Shigaraki in a way that ensures he’ll never be able to touch all five fingers down on any surface, ever. Bakugou even says, what the fuck, Todoroki.
Shouto gives One for All back to Izuku. He says, full circle, that it’s Midoriya’s power.
It ends with the three of them. Unspoken is the sheer amount of trauma recovery that will be required, the fallout and aftermath of this serious failure on behalf of the hero industry. Haha, I was going to take the easy way out and time-skip.
It ends like this:
“Todoroki, my boy,” All Might says kindly. “You are doing well.”
Thank you!
#periaske#anon#replies#writing#mmmmm ahahaha putting a slash through each of their names was already too much for my laziness#so i guess this will just show up in the search....?#i don't know how tumblr works#thanks for asking anon!!! it felt good to vent that fic out since i knew i wasn't ever going to write it#honestly it's just an entire big bundle of hurt wrapped in 20 to 30k words#introspection is awesome but forming the emotional attachments to those characters really makes it hard#to stop feeling bad afterwards rip man
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10 songs tag (if that’s not the name then oops)
Tagged by @curledlife, thank you so muchhh <3
(I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to list 10 songs I like or if this was a song shuffle tag sooooo I just did 10 songs I am really into, they aren’t in any specific order though)
1. Like This by Pentagon (this song is such a bop, I love Pentagon in general but this song really hits me hard idk why)
2. Mic Drop by BTS (The song itself is amazing but then add their performance of it?? I s2g I am d e a d because of it)
3. Hold On Til May by Pierce The Veil (Okay I know I put this on literally everything but this song is so beautiful and means so much to me so here it is)
4. Runaway by Bobby (Honestly, I didn’t read the lyrics until today because I kept forgetting but this song is so beautiful??? I love Bobby but that’s beyond the point)
5. Follow Me by Topp Dogg (It’s just a bop that legit gets me so hyped please love Topp Dogg)
6. Sleep Talking by Nu’est (This song is so good and deserves to much more attention also I miss ot5)
7. Better Off Dead by Sleeping With Sirens (Yet another song that isn’t kpop but it’s such a meaningful song for me that I had to include it)
8. Wind by FT Island (Okay so this song is actually such a beautiful song. The vocals are so good and the music is so good they deserve more attention)
9. I’m Fine by Victon (The groups is adorable the song is adorable I am soft and rookie groups are killing it I s2g)
10. All The Way Up by B.A.P (Let’s be honest, any song by B.A.P is a fucking bop)
11. And although this is supposed to be 10 I am putting this one on here because it is so f u c k i n g good: You’re So Fine by CNBlue (This is just a good song trust me, listen to it)
It’s hard fitting only 10 :((( but here they are!
I tag: @22wooji @angelboyjeonghannie @buttered-kpopcorn and @nikkutz and ofc anyone else who sees this and wants to do it!! You don’t have to if you don’t want to <3
#tagged posts#pentagon#bts#pierce the veil#bobby#ikon#topp dogg#nu'est#sleeping with sirens#ft island#victon#b.a.p#cnblue
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In light of the drama of the past week, could you list some of the best things about the fandom and some of the people and have them pass it along so that we can all be a happy family again?
Here are fifty people that I love and one thing i love about them in alphabetical order OBVIOUSLY THIS IS NOT EVERYONE I LOVE but I didn’t want to do more than fifty XD I’m sorry this took a week i just needed time to sit down and take a breather lol
SO MOVING ONTO SOME GREAT THINGS ABOUT THIS FANDOM: i love how resilient we are and how much we support each other, and there are so many great artists and thinkers in this fandom and so many people who inspire others and it’s just like… BEAUTIFUL??? Like I have no words
@3tinkgemini is so sweet and writes AWESOME ADVENTUROUS SMUT.
@accidental-rambler is super smart and nice and writes amazing fic and like SO INSPIRING??? i get so many ideas from her existence like RACECAR DRIVER MODEL AU HAS TAKEN OVER THE BACK OF MY THOUGHTS AND WON’T LEAVE
@arustykiss just like the most supportive amazing nice person??? MY WIFE MY LOVE STILL WAITING ON THE SEQUEL TO THE HAREM FIC IT’S BEEN 84 YEARSSSS also literally one of the reasons i kept writing in the beginning. ALSO MORE WTICH BLOWJOBS????
@katejgecko THE FLAILSSS?? LIKe the warm fuzzies are so REALL
@candycolamorgan the best starbucks writing partner to ever live basically
@captndevil SO NICE AND LOVELY and like THE WRITING like your smut is perfection and your characterization is On POinTTT like how
@cbk1000 I have learned way too much history through osmosis and also THE SASS and the appropriate smackdowns i appreciate jenn so much
@chica-cherry-lola *DIES FROM ELABORATE BEAUTIFUL INSPIRING HEADCANONS* THE BEST ENABLER EVER RIGHT HEREEEE also like the weasley brother obsession I HAVE FOUND MY HARRY POTTER SHIPPING SOULMATE TBH
@cupcakemolotov the best giver of real talk on this side of the planet. also v impressive unimpressed faces
@delightfullysunny such a good listener??? and like so nice and sweet and HER REVIEWS NEVER FAIL TO LEAVE ME INSPIRED AND WANTING TO WRITE like !!!!
@dreamsarefleeting WROTE ME ONE OF MY FAV BIRTHDAY FICS OF ALL TIME like I have reread it over and over and OVER and is also just a genuinely amazing person I WILL TREASURE THE MEMORIES OF DIM SUM FOREVER
@fanfantasticworld HOW dAREEE someone make such beautiful covers??? Like I AM IN AWE CONSTANTLY
@garglyswoof AMAZING WRITER LIKE I WILL TREASURE THE PAINTING FIC FOR ALL MY YEARS and also like one of the best betas i’ve ever had???
@goldcaught Master enabler, idea pitcher, and general ball of sunshine HOW ARE YOU A PERSON
@gooddame THE KLAROLINE FANFIC FAIRY who just like POPS IN with beautiful fic STILL WAITING ON MORE POKER AU I NEED IT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
@hellsbellschime SHE HAS THE SECOND AND THIRD BEST CATS IN THE WORLD (though we disagree on order of ranking) and also just champion human in general
@honestgrins HER FICS GIVE ME LIFE like her AUAH is perfection and it gives me SO MANY FEELINGS SO MANYYYY the THEATER AU M OR GANNN I AM STILL DECEASED IN AFTERSHOCKS
@howeverlongs general gifset queen I AM ENVIOUS OF HER SORCERY
@hummingbirds-and-champagne Wrote literally my favorite KC fic of all time, writes BEAUTIFUL HARRY POTTER AUs, IS JUST GENERALLY AMAZING. I might still take you up on that roommate offer Elle like OUR ONLY SOLACE IN THIS TIME IS CANADA
@hurricanesandheartbreak how dare anyone be this nice and like also HER SASS IS JUST GENERALLY DAY BRIGHTENING
@itsnotacrimetoloveyou LLUIZAAA MY QUEEN OF FEARLESS SMUTTY ADVENTURES I cannot stress ENOUGH how much I love your fics and you’re just so sweet and like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you so much
@jinxedwood BaTtLEE LinESSSS!!!
@joey-prue beautiful gifsets and so supportive ??? like LITERALLY ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLe
@justanotherfiveminutes A blessing to the world TBH like I AM STILL WRITING BECAUSE OF YOU SOPHIE AND IM NOT SORRY
@kirythestitchwitch HILARIOUS HUMAN and like her REVIEWS i am like genuine trash for them and look forward to them and whenever i get them in my box I SMILE LIKE AN IDIOT LIKE !!
@klarolinedrabbles A blessing to this fandom and fabulous writer and hilarious clapbacks and honestly just like the greatest ever?? ALSO WHERE IS THE WEREWOLF FIC *SLAMS TABLE* GIVE IT TO ME
@klarolineforevermine Literally reading her tags on OTHER PEOPLES THINGS just like make me want to write IMMEDIATELY and she gives excellent prompts and is just like the nicest???? ever?????????
@klarolinekolvina so so so so SO sweet and nice and supportive and ALWAYS has a kind word to say. ALSO THE HOCKEY FIC like ! i adored it!!!
@lalainajanes literally one of the funniest people i know. AMAZING writer. excellent life advice. Shares my dislike for The Kyles of the world
@lilbreck A++++ FANDOM MOM and FEARLESS SHIPPER OF RARE PAIRS and like supportive and sweet but STILL WILL SMACK YOU DOWN IF YOU’RE AN ASSHOLE love her so much
@littlebirdofthenorth My organizing buddy!! WEREWOLF FICCC Commiserates about the gift exchanges with my whining ass XD
@lynyrdwrites CROSSOVER QUEEN and light of my fusion life (unless she’s writing angst then BYE but i say that with love and affection AND ALSO SOMEHOW I’M NOW WRITING PAIN SO I GUESS??? IT WORKED????)
@maevelin SOME OF THE BEST METAS and great cover maker and HER WRITING IS AMAZINGGGG like no one does klaus like her tbh
@makemeamilkshake FELLOW JEREMY/TYLER TRASH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WE MUST WORK TOGETHER TO BRING MORE OF IT INTO THE WORLD YOU HAVE EXCELLENT TASTE
@megansarah11 My little!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO SMUSH HER CUTIE PIE NICENESSS IN A HUG WHENEVER WE TALK
@misssophiachase IF YOU WANT FIC TO CHEER YOU UP HERE IT IS!!! the fluff is AMAZING and it always gives me warm fuzzies and just MAKES MY DAY BRIGHTER
@mon-amour-eternel FELLOW LOVER OF ORIGINAL!KC HOW DID WE NOT MEET EARLIER like my NEW FAV tbh I’m such trash and I have DEVOURED everything she has written
@seriouslyinlove GIFSET MAGICIAN??????? I HAVE NO OTHER WORDS BECAUSE I’M TOO BUSY BEING IN AWE
@paigemarie007 she’s so nice and her asks brighten my day and never fail to make me happy!! also gives great prompts!!
@princess-of-the-worlds SUCH CREATIVE IDEAS AND ENDLESS KINDNESS HOW DOES ONE DO IT and like, such a good writer??? LIKE YOU ARE TINY HOW DO YOU DO IT
@purestheartslove HER AESTHETICS GIVE ME SUCH JOY like I remember looking at the one she made for travelers and like nearly bursting into tears I WAS SO OVERWHELMED WITH EMOTION
@she-walked-away FUNNY SWEET HUMAN WHO WRITES AMAZING SMUT AND THE MOST ADORABLE FLUFFY AUAH HER CAROLINE IS ON POINT AND I DEVOUR EVERYTHING SHE WRITES BECAUSE IT’S SO BEAUTIFUL also kaitlyn MORE DIRTY LITTLE SECRET i gave you extra credit its’ the least you can do right??? right!
@that-wandering-belle So sweet and shy and like I have SO MANY FEELINGS i miss Anything Can Happen with all of my heart and soul and love the Arrangement and LOOK WAHT SHE WROTE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY IT’S SO CUTE AND PRETTY AND DELICIOUSLY SMUTTY
@these-dreams-go-on KLAROLINE AND KALIJAH SOULMATE!! We share a love for Katherine Pierce that CAN NEVER BE RIVALED! I CRY AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF THE ANGST AND THEN MY HEART SOARS WHEN IT IS RESOLVED HER STORIES WRECK ME
@supremeuppityone Has scandalously saucy smut ;) Every time i have tlaked to her she’s just been so nice and welcoming and supportive BUY HER BOOK
@wanderlust-in-nyc the sass is real with this one!! I love all her one shots and her beautiful interpretations of KC! She has such a unique writing style that really captures emotion and i love it SO MUCHHH
@xxafterthestormxx one of my FAVORITE AUAH writers and just a fabulous friend!!! ALSO I SWEAR I WILL GET THAT OLIMIONE FIC DONE AT SOME POINT BUT I’M JUST GLAD SOMEONE IS IN THE TRASH BIN WITH ME
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How I got into Fairy tail!
I was tagged by @chikach00, thank you very muchhh (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
To be honest, I don’t remember when. A couple years ago, after reading rave master. Well, I read it three times after discovering Hiro had more series and even one on the making yet! I thought it was very awesome I could follow it since it wasn’t over and it wasn’t close to be. So different from now huh?
So, I liked rave master a lot, and started fairy tail for that reason. Even if I knew it was a different story, of course some characters reminded me of my old guys which was totally okay, but along the way, you see they aren’t that alike. The world of magic had caught my attention completely. I used to watch it with my siblings. The first season. We were three guys watching this show. When reached its first hiatus, I started the manga from the beginning. My sister dropped it lol. My brother still reading it as well. I believe anime/manga has been like a connection my siblings and I have always had since we were kids. We watch it all together and we could talk about it the whole day, I think that’s priceless.
It has been a great show. So sad it’s ending but everything has to. I’m gonna miss all the characters, because I’m sure all of them have taught me something I needed to. One of these show that are unforgettable, the ones you will tell your kids about haha. When I look back at it, I won’t only think of the show and its characters but also the people I met because of it. It’s been a good journey and good adventure for sure. So happy I get to live this adventure waiting for days with emotion for it to come out. It’s nice being able to begin and to end with it.
Seems like a goodbye is coming, but I know I can always go back to the first chapter and start the adventure with them again. (╥_╥)
I’m tagging: @oldfriend7876 | @proudtobeaginger | @loveandlucky | @naluloverforever | @acnologically | @inspiratedd | @howtoeatworms | @ykchahine
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