#i missed canon school wolfstar

[cinnamontoastcrunch-15]

I posted a oneshot on my ao3 and forgot to post it here haha. Enjoy!

"Right, what has got you moping about?" Mary asks suddenly, snapping Sirius out of his daze. 

"Hm? Nothing, nothing, I'm fine," He says back vaguely. He's prepared to go back to staring into space, feeling a bit sorry for himself. Mary, however, isn't one to drop a topic. 

"You haven't talked my ear off about anything today, and it's weird, okay? What's going on?" 

"I-" He looks at her a little helplessly, but she just arches an eyebrow. Okay, so she isn't going to let this go. "I asked a guy out," He concedes with a sigh. 

"Okay, and?" 

"And he said no," Sirius adds, after an unimpressed look from Mary. 

"Sirius, I love you, and all, but you can't act like this every time someone doesn't want to go out with you. You'll be over it in a day or two, anyway!" Sirius just shakes his head, frustrated. He really doesn't think he will, not this time. 

Not with Remus. 

Yeah, he's had fleeting crushes, but Remus has been a constant. Somehow, he has stuck around, at the forefront of Sirius' mind, since fifth year. In two years, Sirius fell head over heels in love with his best friend. Well, more realised that he had never done anything but love him. 

So of course he's a little mortified that he brought Remus to the top of the astronomy tower and confessed everything, only for him to turn bright red and stutter a quick 'no'. Still, there's something else. Something that's nagging at him, that he's really hoping isn't just sadness induced delusion. 

"That's not it," Sirius says, half-truthful. "I don't think he rejected me because he doesn't like me." 

"Sirius..." She looks at him carefully, and Sirius knows he needs to elaborate. 

"Listen, I'm not stupid. I know what the signs are, and I'm sure there's something there. The amount of times we've almost kissed, I mean..." for a moment, his mind gets lost, having to blink harshly back to reality. "I- I can read him like a book, okay? There's something else going on. Some other reason why he said no. Some stupid, self-deprecating, endearing reason, and I need to know what it is." 

Mary just looks at him blankly for a second, before shrugging casually and leaning back against the sofa. 

"Ask him, then." 

"...yeah. Yeah, I think I will." 

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Remus is revising. 

Well, trying to revise. 

No, he's staring at his book. 

It's not his fault, though! It's all Sirius'. Sirius and his stupidly perfect face, looking Remus in the eye and telling him that he loves him. Every single braincell in his head is taken up by picturing it again. Honestly, he doesn't know if it's daydreaming or torture. It doesn't really matter in the long run, it still has him pretending to flick through the pages of his History of Magic textbook, sitting up against a tree by the lake. 

He's so wrapped up in his thoughts that he doesn't even hear a person approach. He's blissfully oblivious to the presence of another person until a voice rings out. 

"Hey, Moony? Can we talk?" Sirius snaps him out of his daze. Almost immediately, he shoves his book aside, feeling a little like he's been caught thinking about him. Like Sirius can read his thoughts, or something. He cranes his neck slightly to look at the standing Sirius, and almost immediately feels guilty. He's shooting Remus a polite smile, but he can see the hurt that he's trying to cover up. 

"Huh? Yeah, yes, we can, yeah," Remus says quickly. Sirius wastes no time in dropping down opposite Remus, eyes meeting his. He isn't really sure what Sirius is going to say- 

"How do you feel about me?" He asks suddenly, watching Remus carefully. 

"What- what d'you mean?" Remus asks, confused. 

"I mean, did you really reject me because you don't have any feelings for me?" Involuntarily, Remus' eyes widen, shock rippling through him. He was hoping that they'd never have to talk about the whole... confession thing again. He's not even sure he can find the words, really. Instead, he focuses all of his energy into keeping his eyes on Sirius', not letting them fall to his mouth. "We never have to talk about this again if you don't, I promise," Sirius says quickly, almost reading Remus' mind. "I just- well, tell me you don't have feelings for me. Say the words." 

"I- I don't-" 

This is harder than Remus expected. 

He fights with himself for a few seconds, before just sighing. 

"I don't want to lie to you, Sirius," He says hopelessly, shrugging slightly. 

"So you do? You have feelings for me?" 

"Yes, Padfoot, I have feelings for you," Remus admits in a rush, feeling his face heat up. Sirius smiles triumphantly and, even now, that grin makes Remus' heart warm. A kindness weaves it's way into Sirius' features, concern etching into his eyes. 

"Why'd you say no, Moons? Was it- is it me? Whatever it is, I can work on it-" 

"No! No, it's not you, I swear!" Remus says hurriedly, his mind solely on reassuring Sirius. "It's me, it's all me, really." 

"Remus," Sirius says, with a tone so earnest that Remus feels compelled to stop and listen. "There's nothing about you that would change the way I feel, okay? Not a thing." 

He needs to stop saying everything Remus has wanted to hear. It's just making it all more painful. 

"What about the moon?" He says quickly, practically incoherently. 

"The moon? What-? Oh, Remus, you know I don't give a toss about your... furry little problem," He says calmly, glancing around for students as he speaks. 

"I quite literally turn into a monster every month, Sirius!" He exclaims quietly, desperately. Sirius isn't getting it. "You can't really hold onto any feelings. You might think you do, but you don't. You'll get over it, Sirius. I'm not doing that to either of us when it'll be over in a month, anyway." 

For a second, Sirius just stares at him. Christ, he's fucked it up, hasn't he? Sirius isn't even going to want to be his friend anymore- 

"I'm in love with you." 

Oh. 

Oh. 

"I think I've always loved you, really," Sirius adds with a breathy laugh. "And that's not in spite of anything. I don't love just one part of you. I love you. All of you. That's not going to change anytime soon. Especially not since I've known that for well over a year. You can tell me you're not good enough, but I disagree. You're everything, Rem. Merlin, I wish you could see that. I've known you for years. Your lycanthropy hasn't gotten in the way of how I feel; not once." 

"Not even-?" 

"Not once," Sirius emphasises, reaching out and grabbing Remus' hand. He squeezes it once, offering him a gentle smile. "You aren't going to change my mind. If I'm not changing yours, then I'll keep trying. Now that I know you have feelings for me, I'm not going to stop trying to make you see what I see." 

Sirius' other hand reaches out and presses against Remus' cheek. Honestly, Remus is dangerously close to tears. Too much is happening, making his head reel. He's not even sure what compels his next decision. 

All he knows is that he's leaning in and kissing Sirius. 

He hears a small, muffled noise of surprise escape Sirius, before he's kissing Remus back in earnest. It's... everything Remus could have imagined and more. Sirius' lips are soft against his, the hand that was sitting comfortably on Remus' cheek winds around and lands on the nape of his neck instead. Remus wishes that could be it. 

Instead, his brain decides to keep whirring, forcing him to pull away and talk again. 

"I'm going to die first. Shorter life span," He blurts out, instantly wincing at himself. Sirius just arches an eyebrow. 

"You're not dying tomorrow, right?" Remus shakes his head, confused. "Then it's a bit early to be thinking about dying," He says with a grin. Oh, Merlin, how it makes Remus' stomach swoop. "What else have you got? Hit me with it." Remus finally smiles properly. 

"Can't think of anything off the top of my head," He says calmly. 

"Okay, great! That means we're going to try, right?" Sirius asks gently, looking at Remus hopefully. 

"Yeah. Yeah, we're going to try." 

[siriuslywicked]

Tangled Hearts - Chapter One

Pairing: poly!wolfstar x reader

Summary: After years of isolating yourself from old school friends, you find yourself thrown back into their world after an invitation from Lily to celebrate her and James' recent engagement. As you, Sirius, and Remus reconnect, it becomes clear the chemistry between the three of you is as vibrant as it was at Hogwarts. Having been burned before, are you willing to let yourself trust them again?

Tags: drinking, no use of y/n, reader is nicknamed "fluffs," ignoring actual timelines and canon for storytelling reasons, reader is half blood, hidden relationships, wolfstar are closeted babies, ignoring peter bc he gives me the ick, reader is afab, reader wears makeup and can put her hair up

A/N: I am so so excited to be posting this fic. I don't think I've published anything since like 2017, but it has been really fun getting back into writing. I'm open to friendly feedback, ideas for the main story or any extras! I have a couple short extras I might write but please send me your thoughts and ideas! Enjoy!

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You weren’t a stranger to walking home alone on the cold, dark streets of London. Working a demanding Ministry job meant you often left work late. Due to the short distance home you often opted to travel on foot, preferring it to more magical methods of transport. While not unusual, this particular walk left you in low spirits. It was five past seven on a crisp Friday evening, and as the city bustled with life around you, a feeling of loneliness seated itself in your chest at the idea of returning to your empty apartment. 

In the few years since you had left Hogwarts, the state of the Wizarding world—your world—had steadily grown darker. Coming from a half-Muggle, half-wizard household had always left you in a precarious position. You were grateful for your stable position at the Ministry, working in the Muggle Relations Office, it provided a small sense of security. That was one of the things you missed most about being at Hogwarts: the stability. When you were inside the castle walls, it had felt like nothing could harm you. You would always be warm, fed, and surrounded by good company. You often found yourself longing to be back in the Gryffindor common room with your friends, talking late into the night around the fire.

The common room had been replaced by your cozy little flat in London where you lived alone. It was small and in need of renovations, but had unique charms and a homey feel. Your friends had been replaced by a few coworkers who you met occasionally for drinks at the Leaky Cauldron. The sense of security, belonging really,  had been replaced by a near-constant unease and loneliness that seemed to follow you around like a shadow. Occasionally, you’d receive an owl from Lily, updating you on her life with James. They were recently engaged, and you couldn’t be happier for them. You and Lily had been fast friends at Hogwarts. Your mixed magical and Muggle family meant you could understand her, and help her adjust to life at Hogwarts. After being sorted into the same house, the two of you had been inseparable for years, only drifting apart slightly when Lily and James grew closer. Sharing Lily’s attention had been an adjustment, but it had come with a larger friend group, as Lily and James had quickly welcomed you into their circle, introducing you to Sirius and Remus. The five of you had spent your seventh year causing quite the ruckus. Between parties, weekend trips to Hogsmeade, and sneaking through the castle’s many hidden passageways, you had never had a better time at Hogwarts.

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Walking up the red brick steps to your flat, you shook yourself free of thoughts of the past and focused on the evening ahead. Unlocking the door with a discreet flick of your wand, you stepped inside and took in the warmth of your small home. Sitting on the kitchen counter was Lily’s most recent letter, informing you of her engagement. With it, she had sent a picture of herself and James, both smiling and waving up at you. Holding the photograph in one hand, you contemplated the contents of the letter. The happy couple would be in London in a couple of hours to grab a pint and celebrate with Sirius and Remus. You had been invited to join, of course, but you found yourself hesitant.

As close as your group had been during seventh year, there was an unmistakable shift in dynamic as Lily and James became closer. It had left you, Remus, and Sirius to your own devices. The three of you had always enjoyed teasing one another, conversations always full of quick wit and laughter. But like so many good friendships, you had gotten too close and ended up burned. Turns out Remus and Sirius didn’t really want to turn their duo into a trio. Outside of a couple of dinners at Lily and James’s, you hadn’t spent any time with the two boys. In fact, now that you thought about it, more than a year had passed since you’d seen any of the old group, aside from Lily. 

As much as the idea of seeing everyone again after so long made you nervous, you knew how important it was to Lily that you made an appearance. For this reason, you found yourself shrugging off your heavy cloak and padding into the bedroom to change. After changing into a burgundy cardigan and your favorite jeans, you fixed your makeup and messy updo with a flick of your wand. Throwing on an overcoat, you prepared yourself to brave the night once again, feeling the familiar flare of anxiety pool in your stomach. It was just a couple of drinks with old friends—what could be so bad about that?

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Trudging along the castle halls back to Gryffindor after a long week of classes hadn’t been easy. You had felt weighed down by exhaustion, impatiently awaiting the moment you could curl up under your covers and say goodbye to the stress of pre-Christmas exams, if only for a few hours. Arriving back at the common room, you found it unusually quiet. Unlike most of Gryffindor House, you had spent the last Friday evening before end-of-term exams in the library, pouring over notes and trying desperately to recall Professor Binns’s most recent lecture. You assumed the younger students were asleep in their dorms, while the older students—your friends included—were almost certainly at the little bash Hufflepuff was throwing to try and outdo the Gryffindor party that would be taking place the following weekend. An impossible feat, but don’t tell that to any of the Puffs.

Climbing the stairs to your dorm, you recalled that you had lent your copy of Advanced Potion Making to Remus, and you would need it to continue studying in the morning. The chances of getting the book back before noon tomorrow seemed slim, so you opted to sneak into the boys’ dorm and fetch it before crashing. No one would be in right now, and it wasn’t like you and Lily hadn’t been in their dorms before. Quickly changing course, you found yourself in front of the boys’ dormitory and cast a quick charm to unlock the door. Slowly stepping inside, you began searching for the textbook near Remus’s things. Taking in the room, you noticed that the curtains around Sirius’s four poster had been drawn completely closed. Odd for a messy dorm. Surely Sirius hadn’t brought a girl back so early in the night—it was only half-past ten. You flushed at the thought and felt your heart rate increase at the idea that he might be behind the curtain with some girl from the party. Sirius was good-looking, no doubt about it, but you wouldn’t reduce yourself to being jealous of whoever his conquest of the night was. You silently thanked the heavens for the existence of silencing charms and hurried your search.

It only took a moment longer for you to spot the potions book among some of Remus’s school clothes. You quickly grabbed the book and made your way to the door, but before you could grab the handle, you heard a great thump and the unmistakable sound of Sirius groaning in pain. Turning to look, you saw Sirius on his back, looking rather disheveled—his curly black locks untidy, cheeks flushed, and the majority of the buttons on his shirt undone. But instead of seeing some sixth-year Hufflepuff girl on top of him, you saw... “Remus?”

“Hello, Fluffs,” he said breathlessly, looking rather sheepish. If you thought Sirius looked flushed, it was nothing compared to the pink staining Remus’s cheeks—not that you were any better off.

“I was just coming to fetch my book… I thought you’d both be off at the party with the others—sorry.” The explanation came out squeaky as you clutched the book to your chest. Both boys stared at you, rooted to the spot, all three of you seemingly at a loss for words. Remus seemed to catch up with himself first, he extracted himself from his position between Sirius’s legs and stood quickly on wobbling legs. His mouth opened and closed a couple of times, struggling with how to proceed. 

“The others don’t know. You wouldn’t mind keeping this between the three of us, would you?”

Glancing between his nervous expression and the still red Sirius on the floor, you nodded slowly and took a step back towards the door.

“My lips are sealed. Promise.” You gave a small smile, still blushing, and quickly exited the room.

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A short walk later, you found yourself standing outside the small pub Lily had mentioned in her letter. You felt anxiety settle in the pit of your stomach as you looked down at your watch: eight twenty. You were early—perhaps you would get lucky, and it would just be Lily and James there. Sirius and Remus tended to be just beyond fashionably late. Keeping that thought in mind, you took a deep breath and opened the door.

The pub was dimly lit, and the air was thick with smoke. The bar was full of Muggle patrons watching whatever match happened to be on. Along one wall was a series of round cushioned booths, each outfitted with its own oil lamp and ashtray. Taking in the scene, you spotted two familiar faces. To your great surprise, Sirius and Remus could be seen sitting in one of the booths. Sirius noticed you first, a large grin spreading across his face as his pale eyes met yours. Despite the hammering in your chest, you felt yourself smiling back as your feet carried you towards their booth. Sirius looked as ever—his curly dark hair pulled into a loose bun, his cream button-down hugging his broadened shoulders. Remus gave you a soft smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes, and as you got closer, he ran a nervous hand through his hair.

“Well, if it isn’t our favorite Fluffs!” Sirius grinned.

He stood and pulled you into an embrace as you reached the booth. Standing on your toes and throwing your arms around his neck in return felt as natural as coming home. His cologne smelled of spice and something woodsy, and it stuck to you as you stepped down and went to take a seat next to Remus.

You weren’t sure what you had been expecting seeing just the two of them again after all this time, but the enthusiastic welcome from Sirius had been enough to settle your nerves. 

“Still calling me Fluffs? I was really hoping that after all these years, the two of you would let me live that down.”

“Don’t be silly, dove,” Remus said with a smirk. “That nickname is going to stick around as long as Pads does.”

You let out a small huff at Remus’s comment. It came as a relief that he felt comfortable enough to tease you alongside Sirius, even if he had seemed apprehensive seeing you again. You relaxed further into the booth as Sirius sat down on Remus’s other side.

“I must say, I’m surprised to see you here before Lily and James. Since when were you two so punctual?”

Sirius smiled into his pint as Remus explained, “We’ve got a flat nearby. Prongs asked us to save a booth.”

Rather than linger on the fact they were living together—and what that implied—you leaned across Remus and asked Sirius if he would fetch you a drink. He obliged with a grin and quickly made his way to the bar.

“It’s good to see you again, love,” Remus said, turning toward you. As you took him in, all deep eyes and silky light-brown hair, you felt yourself flush once again. While Sirius had always brought out the bubbly side of you with his exuberant energy, Remus often gave you butterflies with just a look. Despite the years that had passed, it was clear the pair still affected you like you were seventeen.

No sooner had Sirius returned bearing your drink of choice—because of course he remembered—than the happy couple materialized at the booth. After warm greetings all around, the five of you settled into comfortable conversation with drinks all around. 

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It was the first time since Hogwarts that the five of you had had so much fun. A great deal of catching up had been in order, Lily and James gushing over the engagement and wedding plans, Remus and Sirius about their many London adventures, and you about the happenings at the Muggle Relations Office. 

Lily and James were seated on one side of the booth, and somewhere between round two and three, you had ended up squished between Remus and Sirius on the other.

“Did the boys tell you about their flat?” Lily piped up across the table. “It’s just around the corner. Real nice place too! What with two boys living there and all…” She trailed off with a giggle.

So, if it was common knowledge they were living together, did that mean—

“Ultimate bachelor’s pad if you ask me! They’ve even got Muggle foosball all enchanted. The little players have got a mind of their own at this point,” James chimed in.

Apparently not. 

Not dwelling on the fact Lily and James were still in the dark about certain aspects of their friends' relationship, you quickly downed the rest of your drink. Head feeling fuzzy and cheeks radiating heat, you focused your eyes to look at Lily. She gave you a wide smile before grabbing James’s arm and announcing to the group that it was past her bedtime, prompting the group to finish their drinks as well. You all stood and staggered out onto the street, you yourself stumbling slightly and gripping onto the table to help you stand. After Lily and James had said their goodbyes, Lily giving you a tight hug, Remus and Sirius turned to you.

“How are you planning on getting home, dove? Please don’t tell me you’re thinking of disapparating in this state,” Remus teased, clearly amused at how tipsy you’d gotten after just a few pints.

He had a point. You didn’t have a good way to get home besides walking, but it was rather late for that. The other option was casting a sobering charm on yourself, but that just sounded plain unpleasant. “I hadn’t thought that far ahead. Suppose I could always take the night bus,” you giggled, feeling a little silly for your lack of forethought.

Sirius shook his head before you had even finished your sentence. “Don’t be ridiculous, Fluffs! You can tag along with me and Moony, crash at ours, yeah?”

“Yeah?” you said hesitantly, your eyes darting between the two tall boys. The last thing you wanted was to put them out right after reconnecting had gone so well.

Remus nodded his agreement without hesitation. “Perfect idea, Pads. We’ve got an extra blanket and everything. Don’t you worry, love.”

And so, you found yourself arm-in-arm with Remus and Sirius, walking down the streets of London toward their flat. Correction: street. Lily hadn’t been kidding when she said it was around the corner. During the short walk, you couldn’t help but feel like you were exactly where you ought to be. Something about being back with Remus and Sirius felt so unbelievably right that it made you giddy.

As you rose the steps with Remus’s help, the last drink from the pub hit your system, and you felt yourself lean into him ever so slightly more. Once inside, he laid you down on the couch with the promise of a blanket and a couple of pillows that felt cool on your flushed cheeks. Remus pulled off your boots, and you could hear Sirius talking animatedly to him from what you imagined was the kitchen. You let your eyes slip closed as you settled into the couch, feeling warm and sleepy. The boys' voices became more hushed, and you heard footsteps indicating they were walking toward the couch.

“Dove?” Remus’s soft voice prompted you to peek your eyes open.

“Mmm?”

“Just wanted to say goodnight, darling,” he explained, his hand rubbing soft circles on your arm.

“Night, Moons. Night, Pads,” you murmured, looking at the pair of them and smiling.

“Goodnight, our darling Fluffs,” Sirius replied, smiling brightly.

You let your eyes fall closed once more, drifting off to the sound of hushed whispers and a door closing down the hall.

[brandileigh2003]

Wolfstar Hogwarts era fic recs. This list was requested. (A lot of these extend into the war both divergent and non but hope that is ok)

Let me know what I missed including self recs. (I love getting y'all's self recs 💙)

~~~please give these authors love, comments and interaction means more than you know. ~~~

-The Standard Book Of Spells by Imparfait no voldy hogwarts au (this is one of my absolute favorite series!!!)

--Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations by @TheQueerTailor Sixth year has just started and Remus is barely keeping up. He's just sixteen but it feels like his body is falling apart.

--Tic Tic Boom by @fictionboysarebetter : Hogwarts fic, remus has tourettes (wip)

-The Ups and Downs of Inevitability by depressed_and_nauseous (check tags deals with heavy topics) remus is in Poppy's care for his safety (wip)

-The Shoebox Project: look back at Hogwarts years overall happy

-we grew up in spite of it by peachyybabe wip, remus has a twin, mcd

-Would That I by third_crow (wip) soulmates, canon divergent, no voldy, autistic remus

-Burning and Buried With the Rest of It by @kalegreeneyes Remus is bitten summer before 5th year, and how it affects friendships, and his mental health mind the tags!

-Of Initials and Postscripts (Hogwarts era, remus is homeschooled and sirius is his penpal) both by @irrationalmoony & LadyAmina

--from white-hot anticipation to cold-blooded fear and back again by @drowsyanddazed ravenclaw remus unimpressed by prank idea and they get close

-this is erosion by cruelrage : modern magical, texting at Hogwarts, remus homeschooled

-shifting Lines by dovahtobi (wip currently updating

-Befriending A Ravenclaw by @kreestars slow burn with pining. Remus is ravenclaw prefect

-summer you let your hair grow out By ladymemebeth : Sirius goes to remus instead of James'

- Heavy In Your Arms by @mollymarymarie : slytherin Sirius as padfoot finds injured ravenclaw remus and takes care of him

-Light in August by orestesfasting : summer at the Lupins

-Into the Fire by @wilteddaisy (taotu) triward tournament

-The Other Side of Sorrow by @thehufflebean Hogwarts divergent, Snape dies in prank

-shorn and scarred and yours by @lynxindisguise : Slytherin sirius, Hogwarts divergent

-Motion Sickness by oscarwildechilde : summer post prank. Lily and remus friendship

-if i could give you the moon by malecstsc fake dating, no voldy, Slytherin remus

-Scar-Crossed Lovers by Middleofamoment: soulmates

-Lie to Me (Another Secret) by Whoops_e

-Engaged for 43 years by @halfravenhalfclaw divergent first meeting to death (but they get to be old men)

-Snakes and Lions by @her-smile-forges-galaxies Slytherin remus, moonwater friendship focus. He's very morally gray.

-It takes a village by @kaymardsa fluff and snow burn

-sirius black and the "mystery girl" by anon

-Let Me Love You by anactualpirateship soulmates (scars)

-We are the Champions by @redadidassneakers Triwizard cup, different schools

-No Matter the Wreckage by @greyeyedmonster-18 5th year getting together

-Moony and Padfoot by linettisetgo: slow burn, moonflower friendship

-TransFigured [+podfic] by @picascribit ft trans remus

-we can be heroes by @blitheringmcgonagall long fic 💙

-I Want To Be Good @mightyd0lphin sirius pov unlearning things from family

-Do I Wanna Know? By @shadow_prince

-i've loved you in a million different ways by @dotty456 no voldy divergent

-We Were Infinite by tazmanic

-waterloo by frogsandfairies fake dating

-Wereapples by GreenIbis : wolfstar from several perspectives

Jegulus main but wolfstar is heavily featured

-just lovers by bizarrestars: divergent fic, fake dating (wolfstar isn't main but )

- Only the Brave by Solmussa

-Choices by MesserMoon canon

[hollowed-theory-hall]

Since you were asked what were your favorite hp fics, how about your not favorite hp fics? 🙃

https://www.tumblr.com/hollowed-theory-hall/760514932420820992/what-are-your-favourite-harry-potter-ships

Or ships you are against hahaha and what short reason?

I'm assuming you meant ships and not fics, and that you really want me to get controversial, huh.

So, like, I wouldn't call it "against," as I have nothing against people shipping anything, and I don't even mind seeing some of the ships on this list on occasion. These are just ships I don't personally find compelling (some of them I can find objectively compelling and are just not to my taste), so it really isn't "against", more like not my cup of tea ships.

Also, ship whatever you ship, I really don't care what anyone else ships, and these are just some of my subjective opinions. So, in no particular order:

1. Hinny

I talked about my dislike of Hinny plenty, and I have a substantial "anti hinny" tag on this blog, which I will refer to here (and the tag here, if you're interested)

2. Drarry

I talked about Drarry here. Drarry is a pairing that has so much going for it, I wish I could like it, but I find Draco's canon character annoying, so I can't ship him with Harry who's my favorite and gets only the best from me when it comes to shipping. So, it's a not my cup of tea thing.

3. Linny

Talked about them here. I just never got the impression Ginny truly respects Luna, and that sucks for Luna and this relationship.

4. Wolfstar

So, this is, I guess, a big one to say I don't particularly like, and I'll give a bit of my reasoning.

My canon-loving self can't get behind fanon Wolfstar at all. They're not even actually the characters, and as Sirius is one of my favorites, I really dislike his fanon version. Additionally, as I mentioned about Drarry, I can't really be invested in a ship where I don't feel about the characters the same way (that's a me thing), and as I love canon Sirius but am very critical of canon Remus, that also stops me from ever really liking this pairing.

But even if we ignore my own opinions about the characters and talk about canon Wolfstar — I'm not a fan.

I just don't think they work. Like, I can see them having sex during OotP, but I wouldn't call it a healthy relationship. I can see it because they're the only Mauraders left, and neither of them is in a good mental space. Like, I can see them getting into a messy situationship because they're depressed and they miss the dead, and this could be super interesting, but it isn't the form Wolfstar usually takes.

I mean, both of them were James' freinds first and each other's second. James was the most important person to Sirius, but also to Remus, I think. Like, James was the one who held the Mauraders together. Sirius would not have befriended Remus and Peter without James, I guarantee it.

I mean, it's telling both thought of the other as a traitor and potential spy during/after the war. And I think, even during the books, they never really got over it, they just kinda cast it aside.

Like, it's mostly that I can't get behind how Wolfstar is portrayed in the fandom, even when the characters stick closer to canon. I just don't see this as a good relationship. I think, if they were to get together as adults, it would be so much messier. And I can't imagine them getting together as teens during school, since, I think at that point, the interest in each other wouldn't be there. I never saw them as each other's first choice. Like if they had to choose which Maurader other than themselves to save — they'd both choose James.

It might also be my Prongsfoot agenda speaking, but, like, you can't tell me Sirius "it's been 14 years and there wasn't a day I didn't think about your father" Black wasn't in love with James Potter since, like, day 1. I honestly believe in the canon books, Sirius was in love with James (not the other way though, I think in canon it was one-sided, but James did love Sirius, just not romantically).

5. Jegulus

I need to talk about this, I guess. Like, I probably wouldn't have minded canon James being shipped with Canon Regulus (although, I'm iffy about that too, becouse James likes having "the best" and according to Harry and Slughorn Regulus is just a downgraded Sirius, so why would James go for the seemingly "lesser" Black Brother when Sirius is right there and more than willing.) But the fanon version of both of them are just really not for me.

Neither of them actually feels like the characters they are supposed to be. Like, they kinda remind me of the fanon portrayal of Percico (Percy x Nico, from Percy Jackson) back in the day (haven't been in the PJO fandom in years, so I don't know what they're up to now). Like, I think fanon Jegulus is a Percico variant, and I wonder what the Fandom overlaps is.

6. Harry x Cedric

I can get behind the idea Harry fancied Cedric a bit in 4th year. It makes sense, I understand Harry, Cedric is hot, Harry's hormonal, of course, he'd have a bit of a crush. I just don't think they would make an interesting or particularly good couple.

Like, the fact Cedric dated Cho for as long as he did tells me he would not have gotten along in a relationship with Harry. Becouse Harry and Cho are very different people who look for different things in a relationship. I think Harry would find Cedric frustrating as he found Cho if they actually tried to date or got a chance to get closer.

7. Snape x any of the golden trio

Again, no hate, just, this one is really not for me, and I never really wanted to read it.

8. Bellatrix x any of the golden trio

Same as above.

9. Vernon or Petunia with anyone other than each other

I just don't think anyone else (except maybe Marge) deserves it. I can get behind Petunia cheating on Vernon with Marge.

10. Bellamort

I talked about it here. And I just can't get behind it. I don't find them particularly interesting, I don't think Voldemort was interested in Bellatrix romantically in canon (they might've had sex), and I don't think he particularly respects her while she's obsessed with him. So, I don't find them (be it canon or fanon) compelling to read about. The fact that Bellatrix would be easy for Voldemort to be in a relationship with doesn't mean it's a good thing, I think Voldemort should struggle in a relationship. The most interesting Voldemort ships push him into a character arc, and Bellamort doesn't do that.

11. Ron x Lavender and 12. Harry x Ginny

I feel like canon speaks for itself, but I wrote a bit about Harry and Cho here.

13. Most Dumbledore ships.

Mostly becouse Dumbledore is a character I'm not usually interested in shipping. I'm interested in Grindledore because of its impact on Dumbledore's character, but, he's just not a character I want to read a romance about. This is my personal opinion.

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I have a lot of other ships I'm indifferent towards. Like, Snape with either Lucius or Narcissa, or Pansy x Hermione, I'm not a big fan, but I don't dislike them, just indifferent.

I'm also sure I missed a bunch, but I tried to hit the big ones I don't like. Though, even with some of these, if the summary is interesting I might read a fic with them.

[saintsenara]

Call for asks: I’ve noticed you’ve avoided saying anything about Jegulus for the last few asks so…. Jegulus 😈

anon please, i’m not avoiding saying anything about jegulus, i genuinely don’t know her.

but, fine, let’s imagine i do.

i don’t enjoy it as a pairing, not because i think it’s unfeasible [in my view, the joy of fanfiction is taking a completely implausible premise and making it work], but because i don’t like the way that the fandom which has built up around jegulus expects certain tropes and characterisations which turn the characters into just profoundly uninteresting people.

and this is the case for all the marauders and marauders-adjacent characters [i’m looking at you, fanon barty crouch jr.!], undoubtedly because the era has so little actual canon material that fanon becomes canon and authors run from there. and that’s great - anyone writing stories in a world hostile to hobbies and creativity is a triumph - but the standard way of writing jegulus which has coalesced around this fanon doesn’t appeal to me in the slightest.

there are many jegulus tropes i don’t love: how it always becomes a parallel wolfstar [james and peter would be the cultured choice if we have to do that]; how it’s just drarry but in the seventies [when the cultured choice for that is lucius malfoy/arthur weasley]; how james becomes a tediously good person when the evidence of canon is that he’s a bit of a dick; how it relies on an exaggerated portrayal of orion and walburga’s abusive parenting which misses the fact that regulus evidently colluded with them against sirius; how it assumes the marauders aren’t intensely codependent [sirius mentions-lily-once black is definitely going to let his brother hang around with them, sure]; how snape is sometimes there and always a knob. james and regulus are also so similar in terms of background, social position at school etc. that there’s no juicy spark [as in snack, for example]. and, of course, prongsfoot is canon.

and so on… 

but the biggest reason i can’t get into it? 

regulus is a death eater, and not by mistake.

now, we all love a fluffy no-voldemort au, but unless that is a jegulus author’s stated setting, they are going to have to deal with the fact that regulus fucking loves the dark lord. this is a teenage boy who has press clippings about voldemort’s terrorism taped above his bed. he knows exactly what he’s getting into and he likes it.

indeed, my reading of deathly hallows is that regulus’ decision to go and get the locket has absolutely nothing to do with a damascene conversion that conducting a campaign of sectarian violence against muggles and muggleborns is bad, but that learning of the existence of the horcrux - and also voldemort’s lack of respect towards his property, kreacher [after all, we see an attitude expressed canonically by wizards that other people have no right to interfere in how you treat your slaves] - makes clear to him that the dark lord’s aims are not oligarchy, with those from pureblood families ruling in happy condescension over a ministry which is fundamentally unchanged, but ruling in majesty as an immortal absolute monarch. his death is a repudiation of his beliefs, yes, but it is a repudiation of the fact that he believed voldemort was his champion, rather than that he believed voldemort was wrong.

and, actually, i don’t think this in and of itself makes jegulus insurmountable. james is a pureblood, and while there is absolutely no evidence in his few canon appearances that he harboured blood-supremacist views, the very fact of his background would allow a complacency which might let him overlook some of regulus’ opinions [think, for example, about ron’s attitude towards house elves]. equally, we have no evidence that regulus couldn’t completely disavow his former beliefs.

but, it requires the fact that regulus isn’t just a tiny baby who aspires to join a terror group by mistake to actually be dealt with, and i have never seen a single piece of jegulus which does so.

[howthebodyfallsapart]

Wolfstar in Canon:

I’ve been annoyingly into canon recently, so here’s how I think Wolfstar would have went down realistically.

Sirius is mean, Sirius is reckless, but above all, Sirius is hot, and Sirius always gets what he wants. He wants Remus, Remus who always feels unwanted and probably believes that no one else would want to be with him knowing his secret. Remus who refused to date because he doesn’t want to hurt or burden another person, but Sirius and Remus aren’t dating, so it’s okay, they’re just two bodies, there when the other needs them. The apparent only option for each other as queer teenagers in the 70s.

They never talk about it, but as they continue they begin to fill the role of boyfriends more and more. After leaving school, Remus spends so many nights at Sirius’ he just starts living there (again unspoken), although the war means that neither one of them are there often. They are in love with each other, but neither of them would ever admit it, assuming that the other doesn’t feel the same.

After reuniting, during GOF, they keep light contact, but it’s awkward considering they’ve never had much of a verbal relationship outside of James. Remus struggles with still missing Sirius, but having matured enough to know that he shouldn’t be with him. Sirius would be happy for the relationship to go back exactly to how it was.

When Sirius is sent to live with Remus, they finally discuss and agree to have a real relationship for the first time. Neither of them are great at relationships and their personalities still clash often, but they have always been in love with each other in this complex way, and they have to be together.

Shoutout to againaweasel and nothingeverlost’s videos (linked) for making me rethink Wolfstar, I still believe it to be totally canon. If you know fics with canon compliant characterizations GIVE THEM TO ME!

[noblehouseofgay]

My top 5 favorite marauders fics (number 1 will surprise you!!)

(All jegulus <3)

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

5. Werewolves of London- crackspines

- the first fic I ever read. I was attempting atyd, stumbled upon this, ditched atyd and the rest was history

- jegulus and wolfstar

- regulus is sent to the tree by snape and gets bitten

- platonic moonwater!!

- black Brothers angst and a bit if jegulus angst

- the only thing it's missing is rhe skittles but I love it nonetheless

4. Second Chances- introvertedhufflepuff

- magical de-aging spell hits regulus

- so fucking cute

- both friend groups take care of a tiny reggie

- jegulus

- black Brothers bonding

3. Teach them How to Dream- calamitoutside

- jegulus ofc, marylily, wolfstar, and rosekiller

- regulus is Harry's teacher

- trans regulus!!!!!!

- the black Brothers reunion in this one is beautiful

2. The Long Game- lackadaisical_lizard

- jegulus and wolfstar (plus others I don't remember)

- high school au

- will make you want to watch shrek but you'll love it

- jock x artist

1. Only the Brave- Solmussa

- a literal fucking masterpiece

- canon compliant ADJACENT, no main character death

- jegulus, wolfstar, pandalily, rosekiller, dorlene

- the only war fic on this list

- minor character death but like only 3

- the best piece of literature I have ever read

- I think about it every single day

- literally life changing

- you will go through at least one box of tissues

- and you will suffer

- but believe me it is worth it

I recommend all of these ten times over!!

[orchideous-nox]

Talk more about Peter please!!!!

Okay I've let this sit here for a hot minute while I think.

I think Peter is not only underutilised by the fandom, but also a victim of his own future. So many headcanons about Peter come from what he does years down the lines as if his past is a consequence of his later betrayal. I hate this because it means he's never truly made his own character.

I'm going to try my best to yap about him in my own way and not just whatever I ingest from conversations with @futurequibblerjournalist about him.

Yes, Peter is fat. I don't want to talk about that though, but we're getting it out of the way because I won't stand for an Dane DeHaan fancasts when I feel like we're better than making fat characters skinny.

I love that idea that Peter and Marlene were friends before Hogwarts, his limited muggle knowledge comes from her family. They know each other through their parents and Marlene is just glad to have someone her age to play with and Peter is used to being around girls because of his older sisters.

When they got to Hogwarts and found other friends, they weren't necessarily as close anymore. Peter shared a dorm with the boys and they all became friends. With Sirius and James being so loud and energetic, Peter felt drawn to the quieter Remus and they became friends, and he ultimately was the reason Peter became part of the Marauders.

Peter is an observer, he notices so much because people either ignore him or don't think much of him. He sits in corners and listens and this is his contributing factor to the pranks. While they're planning them, he'll notice weak spots like "well this won't work because X said that they were going to the library at that time so won't be in the dorm". When they realise how good he is at spying for them, they start sending him off to scout information in the lead up to pranks.

I think there's so much emphasis on the other Marauders and music, but I like to think Pete was really into music too. He would have loved Madness, Ralph McTell and he gained a love of Fairport Convention from his dad who had discovered muggle music, they were hiting up Cropredy Festival every year. I think he would deny his love of folk music to his friends though, that was something he kept to himself.

Okay and now for the fun part that's been brewing for a little bit. Peter and Sybill were an unexpected couple, I think the Marauders noticed that he was sneaking off sometimes and would go missing in Hogsmeade and started placing bets on who it was but none of them had said Sybill Trelawney. They hadn't crossed paths very much, she's a Ravenclaw and he's a Gryffindor, but she'd noticed him in the library struggling to find a charms book. Sybill was known to have been able to produce a non-corporeal Patronus at some point so was gifted in charms and helped Peter to become more confident in his own capability.

I think there was a gentle quietness to their relationship, they weren't loud like Rosekiller or as affectionate as Wolfstar or as tragic as Jegulus. They would sit together at meals or in the library, they'd talk walks by the lake. Peter would love sitting with Sybill while she yaps enthusiastically about divination and prophecies because he loved seeing her light up. He shows a lot of interest when she talks about Cassandra Trelawney who she is proud to be a descended of, which is new for her.

We know that Sybill ends up (briefly) married to another man after Hogwarts but I don't see these two having a big eventful break up, they have different priorities for their futures and decide that after school ends they will go their seperate ways fairly amicably. I think Sybill doesn't particularly like the Marauders and thinks they make Peter reckless, and Peter doesn't like her cat (for obvious reasons) but she won't part with it. There's no drama, they still love each other but they don't want to sacrifice a part of themself for their relationship to work. We know Sybill ends up divorced in canon because she won't change her surname, she knows what she wants, she's stubborn and I love that for her.

After Hogwarts, Peter dates but never really settles down and does feel a bit of regret about Sybill, especially all those years later returning to the school and seeing her there.

[sleepymimixx]

wolfstar fanfic rec again, i realized that i was constantly looking for fanfics and i thought i should do my part bc i’ve been reading wolfstar fanfic for a few years now so it’s becoming harder to find some gems but i get so happy when i finally find a fic that really makes my heart ache etc

so this one is Date me, Remus Lupin by her_smile_forges_galaxies

remus is dared to date someone new every week until the school dance and sirius has been secretly in love with him for years.

it’s a modern au/high school au, there’s a bit of a swap between canon characters and relationships : remus and james are best friends and the popular one and sirius is very close to his brother and lily and not very popular, i was a bit surprised at first bit the author really makes it work !

there’s a bit of background jegulus (im very critical about this ship but they are very sweet in this one)

it is finished (just missing the epilogue) so don’t let it stop you from reading it ! and i think it’s on private so you need an ao3 account to read it

[neverenoughmarauders]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love! ❤️

I AM SO LATE TO THIS, but thanks so much for the ask. We should all absolutely practice and spread self-love. I've decided to bucket based on time commitment because... me. The two I care most about are probably #1 and #5.

ONE SHOTS

I can’t love you back to life, but I can live your love

1995. Sirius Black is back outside 12 Grimmauld Place, to show Dumbledore the potential new HQ for the Order. James had always promised he’d be there for Sirius when he faced his family and yet some promises cannot be held. But Dumbledore knows that those we’ve lost never truly leaves us.

A different pranks-tine's date

James and Sirius usually spend Valentine’s Day pranking the gullible and hopeless romantics of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. As Head Boy, James cannot really do that anymore, so instead the boys have too little to do and too much to talk about.

A close second

My one and only Wolfstar story. Sirius and Remus' world is not great - they miss James immensely - but their love for each other, for Harry, and for Lily and James' memory keep them going despite everything. After all, we can only play the cards we are dealt.

MEDIUM SIZED FIC

First betrayal

Lily is pregnant, and James is injured on a job for the Order of the Phoenix. With old secrets coming out, and potential spies on all sides, the Potters must choose whether to trust their friends, and whether to forgive them.

LOOOONG FIC

When we were up to no good: Part 1 - I solemnly swear

My baby and passion project. A strictly canon compliant, friendship and Jily focused long fic. Part 1 follows the marauders as they become friends, might have a little bit of forced proximity James and Lily - because!!!! and will end just as the marauders discover Remus' secret.

[impishtubist]

not really a hot take but what are your thoughts/headcanons for wolfstar only admitting their feelings and/or getting together after azkaban

MY THOUGHTS ARE THAT THIS IS MY FAVORITE VERSION OF WOLFSTAR.

We all already know that I'm not really interested in them at Hogwarts or during the First War. They're too young and I don't care. But during the canon years, when they're in their 30s? YES that is the best version of Wolfstar. Characters are only interesting to me when they are full adults, apologies to the twenty-something crowd.

I think this could happen many different ways! Maybe Sirius doesn't know that he's queer--he always thought that he was straight at school, and then after he was focused on the war and his friends dying and sexuality sort of took a back seat to all of that. Maybe it's not until he's stuck in Grimmauld with Remus during OOTP that he starts to realize he's not as straight as he once thought.

Maybe they both knew they were queer but they always dated other boys at school--which is fine! Sirius and Remus are allowed to have other loves who are not each other, and who are important to them! I'm sick of fics where the two of them are jealous over each other lmao, you don't own someone just because you have a crush on them. Actually, I love the idea of them never having a crush on each other as kids and young adults! And then in their 30s, they're both like "wait...............you're kind of attractive actually."

I think it happens during Sirius’s birthday in 1995. He and Remus are alone at Grimmauld, and while Sirius is miserable being stuck in the house and missing Harry, he’s glad to at least have his oldest/closest friend with him. I think Remus does what he can to make the day special for Sirius--maybe bakes him something of Effie Potter’s that he’d always liked, though Remus is shit at baking and it comes out terribly. Sirius eats it anyway, because Remus had tried and that means more than anything. Remus doesn’t have any money for a present, but maybe he found a box of James and Lily’s things he’s been keeping all these years, or a box of Sirius’s old things, or maybe they sit together with a photo album and Remus describes some memories to Sirius that he forgot b/c of the Dementors. And then, idk, I think at one point Sirius would just go for it and lean over and kiss Remus, and they both would be like oh.

And then when the school year ends Harry runs away from the Dursleys and goes to live with his gay uncles the end.

[somewhat-exhausted]

Hey tumblr.

My name’s Elliot, and I’m not exactly new here, but this is a new account and blog. There’s not that much to know about me, so I’ll just spit anything important right here.

I’m very, very tired.

School is shit. I’ll probably complain about it.

They/Them

Still figuring out the sexuality and gender stuff, all I know is my current pronouns and that I am definitely somewhere on the aroace spectrum.

I love art. I love to find it and look at it and cherish it.

I like drawing things myself, but it’s been months since I’ve had the motivation to. If I draw anything worthwhile I’ll post it on here, I guess.

Reading is the best.

I like writing, too. Demotivation plagues that too, but I love writing. Original pieces, fanfiction, anything.

My favorite books: The Book Thief, Code Name Verity, The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings, The Queen’s Thief series, the original Sherlock Holmes canon, and probably I’m missing some but it’s okay.

Favorite movies: The Imitation Game, Return of the King, Interstellar and Inception.

Favorite tv shows: BBC Sherlock, Granada’s Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, and Heartstopper.

(I have a lot of favorites.)

Main fandoms are anything Sherlock Holmes and the Tolkien universe (including all movies (but not RoP because it’s barely even Tolkien)).

Other fandoms that I still enjoy but am not as involved in include (but are not limited to): Star Trek, the Marauders, and the MCU? Also Star Wars every once in a while.

Some favorite ships for any of these (in no particular order) are: Bagginshield, Samfro, Gigolas, Johnlock, Mystrade, Jegulus, Wolfstar, Spirk, and once again there’s others too that I’m leaving out.

I fucking love music so much.

I play the piano quite nicely and I play the violin not even half as well (but I play it anyway).

My two favorite video games are Portal (and Portal 2) and Hollow Knight.

GAH I feel like there’s more I should add but I’m useless so I don’t know what the “more” is.

Anyway, yeah. That’s a little bit about me.

I’m also intensely lonely and I like tumblr friends, so don’t hesitate to message me if something in here catches your eye.

This message will be updated periodically as I see fit.

<last update: 08.09.23>

[brandileigh2003]

Masterpost:

Here's my rec lists!

•main, •Hidden gems/underrated fics, •wips, •chronic illness/disability/deaf/blind, •trans remus/Sirius, •older aged wolfstar, •fluff, •raising harry and/or teddy, •autism, •mcd, •Asexuality, •texting, •tattoo parlor, •Holidays, •coffee shop, flower shop or bakery, •Hogwarts era, •divergent post-azkaban, bring back black, lie low at lupins •athletes •soulmates

•Recs part2 •one shot version, •my to reread list, •my read a 3rd time, •jegulus

(I try to keep all of these updated (at the bottom of each) and always feel free to tell me what I missed, or give a self rec)

*please give these authors love if you like their work*

•all my fics are currently hidden but I don't mind sending them to people who are ok with messaging me.

And I also still love to talk about them.

Silence between us a soft wolfstar falling in love, features Sirius dealing with anxiety, and remus who is deaf and has an adorable service dog. (Complete, 30k)

They will probably be back at some point so I am keeping the rest of this post. Besides, I'm proud of my rec lists.

Silence between us universe: can stand alone, but will have some spoilers for main fic. collection of one shots, more to be added. Silence within remus' pov of silence between us, Signs Between Us, Where the Silence Began

---All completed unless marked, no particular order---

Collapsing: 1st war divergent wip, accident leaves Remus severely injured. (17k now complete)

A New Chapter (26k) follows trans remus from Hogwarts through divergent end of the war, studying how lycanthropy and disability affects his life and relationships

Inevitable When you finally fall in love, you never expect that you'll have to lose them way too soon. Cancer fic with MCD. Ending did help me heal some from heartbreak though. (8k)

A Matter of Loyalty (13k) 1st war divergent fic, dual pov, angst, check tags, now completed

DN(R): lie low at lupins, canon divergent. Remus explains what led him to get a "DNR" tattoo (3k)

Identically pining Hogwarts era 1 shot. mutual wolfstar pining, identical twins sirius and regulus where Reg decides to help get them together. Remus is disabled. (6k)

I've got you: hurt/comfort sickfics (56k)

Other Side of the Screen: sirius falls for remus' voice, even more as they become online friends. But there's still a lot they don't know about each other. (3k)

Memories of you: Exploration of Sirius' grief in two parts. (7k)

Through the Years: older wolfstar. Married with grandkids (2k)

Parks and Playdates: Remus didn't imagine joining a playgroup would bring so much joy into his life (4k)

I don't wanna be anything other than me trans fest fic: Lily and remus friendship, remus transitioning at school, pining Remus (4k)

Tears of Blood: mcd, 1 shot, historical fic exploring Spanish influenza (3k)

Hearts finally in sync: divergent lie low at lupin's (3k)

House of cards: 1st wizarding war wolfstar internal thoughts (3k)

Bad practices: remus is spiraling bc of his past and Sirius helps him work through it (make sure to check tags) (2k)

It all comes back around: centering around two run-ins with boggarts (5k)

The truth sets no one free: Sirius was given a trial and gets his freedom but it's at a steep cost. One that he'd rather not pay.

I would do it again: fluffy and sappy wolfstar

An unlikely place to fall in love: au/modern 1 shot: both chronically ill and meet in the hospital (2k)

Guarding remus au/modern 1 shot high school colorguard fic, Sirius pov, ft trans remus (7k)

In Every Universe: series of unrelated one shots for FFF. Updates when inspired by prompt.

Song Interrupted siren Sirius who wants a way to not have to kill to live. (4k)

A matter of choice sirius turns to alcohol after a bad mission and he's questioning choices and love (1k)

On sinking ships (you showed up just in time): Titanic dorlene fic with no mcd (14k)

How to find me: i'm on tiktok and Instagram. I have Twitter and youtube under same screen name but I don't do anything over there.

[theresthesnitch]

What We Do to Get By

Bit of an angsty Wolfstar fic that I started. Canon divergent. Let me know what you think.

“Alright, Prongs. We’re all set for the party, and people have started showing up.” Sirius glanced in James’s bedroom and found him standing by the window. He raised an eyebrow. “For a guy who is about to have his dream stag party before marrying his dream girl, you don’t seem too happy.”

James sighed, uncrossing his arms and turning back with a small smile. “Sorry. I just got a little lost in a sad thought.”

“Well, might as well get it out before the party.” Sirius leaned against the doorframe and crossed his arms. “Let’s hear it, then.”

James grimaced. “I don’t know that you want to.”

Sirius raised an eyebrow. “I’m your best man. You absolutely should tell me.”

Jame sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Remus should be here.”

A weight fell in Sirisu’s stomach, and he looked away. Remus should be there. They’d been saying it for four years now–well, no, they’d all been thinking it, but no one had been saying it. It was Sirius’s fault that Remus wasn’t there. Sirius, who had the bright idea to tell Severus Snape about the knot at the base of the Whomping Willow, and for some unknown reason, the idiot decided to go see what a real werewolf transformation looked like. If that wasn’t bad enough, he told the entire school what he had seen, and Remus was expelled as a dangerous beast.

Remus had missed out, and it was all Sirius’s fault.

Sirius looked up at James again. “He should be. He would have loved this.”

“I’m sorry,” James said, running a hand down his face. “I’m not still holding it against you, but I just keep thinking that he would be here otherwise.”

Sirius nodded, swallowing down the dry ash that seemed to have filled his mouth. “He would be. He should be. We could try to find him again.”

James shook his head. “If he’s even still alive, he doesn’t want to be found.” James walked over and clapped him on the shoulder. “Come on. Let’s go celebrate."

Sirius let out a long breath and then plastered on an almost real smile. “Wormtail’s pretty excited for the stripper he hired. Apparently the guy’s pretty popular.”

“Where did Peter find a male stripper?”

“Huh.” Sirius shrugged. It was odd, considering Peter was the only purely straight one out of the group of them. “I’m not sure.”

“Oi, Wormtail.” James called when they walked in the living room. “Where did you get the stipper?”

Peter beamed. “He was recommended by a friend.”

James and Sirius exchanged a look. “Who?”

“Barty Crouch. He got his number after he saw him at another stag do. Evan Rosier’s, I think. Said he was a really party pleaser. Passed it along to me when I mentioned looking for yours.”

Sirius groaned. “Why do you hang out with him? Crouch is terrible.”

Peter shrugged. “I like him.”

The party started without well. Sirius had charmed loud music to play in every room. Frank, Kingsley, Fabian, Gideon, and Eddie all came as well. The drinks were plentiful, and by the time the stripper knocked on the door, Sirius was already feeling a thick buzz.

Frank opened the door, as the rest of them herded James into the seat of honor in the living room, shoving a crown on his head that Sirius had charmed to throw glitter over him. Sirius heard him before he saw him, but there was no mistaking that voice, even if he was masking the soft Welsh lilt that Sirius had fallen for.

“I hear there’s some balls on the loose here. Good think I’m a Chase–” Remus froze when he saw them standing there, James in a crown, with Sirius and Peter. His bravado seemed to fall the longer he looked at them, seemingly shrinking in the quidditch kit that he wore as costume. “Shit.”

“Remus?” James stood up and walked forward, not even a sway in his step. Sirius was almost surprised, given how much alcohol they had been shoving in his hand all night, but he had sobered up pretty hard himself when Remus walked in the door.

Remus smiled weakly. “I should have known when I was asked to dress as one of the Arrows for this. Who other than James Potter would have a stripper double as a quidditch player.”

James didn’t hesitate but wrapped Remus in a hug. Sirius saw Remus flinch, becoming more statue than person in James’s arms. Remus backed away as soon as he let go. “I should go. I can get you your money back, or I might be able to get someone else to–”

“Please don’t leave, Moony.” James’s voice was low, and if it wasn’t for the extra hearing his animagus gave him, he might not have even heard it. He definitely didn’t miss the way Remus flinched at the nickname.

“James, I can’t stay.” He took another step back. “You can’t possibly want me to dance for you.”

“If it will get you to stay, I’ll let you dance as long as you’d like.”

“James–”

“Or, I’ll pay you double to just stay and talk to me.”

Sirius could see Remus wanting to refuse, like there was something pulling him back out the door again. He must have really needed the money, though.

"Alright, fine." He shifted nervously. "I'll stay."

"I'm really glad to see you, Remus."

Remus sighed. "I am too, James."

James moved to kick everyone out, leaving Remus standing where he was. Remus looked up, and his eyes finally came to rest on Sirius, and Sirius wondered if Remus was happy to see him too.

[wolfstarhaven]

I'm not sure if you've answered this or not, but do you have any long fics you'd recommend?

Hi anon🌸 I don’t usually read fics that are longer than 200k, and a long fic for me is when it’s >80k... But here we go!

* = personal favourite

Hogwarts era:

nothing left (but some blood where the body fell), by indexofangels (806k)

General themes/feeling: canon divergence later on, all 7 years, slow burn, friends to lovers

(The fic formerly known as Helter Skelter) A massive canon compliant fic! I’m still reading this, but I can already tell you: it’s beautiful! @pavementlupin is a wonderful writer, their prose is incredibly poetic. Just so you know, this fic is also quite centred around Jily!

*All the young dudes, by gamesformay (158k)

General themes/feeling: 1st to 6th year, slow burn, friends to lovers, angst and fluff

Not to confuse with MsKingBean89’s ATYD! This is a completely different fic, and it’s AMAZING! Such a perfect marauders story. Definitely a favourite of mine!

Into the Fire, by wilteddaisy (taotu) (153k)

General themes/feeling: canon divergent, Triwizard tournament, slow burn, friends to lovers, child abuse

A Hogwarts era fic on the plottier side. It’s truly amazing! The Triwizard tasks are incredibly well thought out, there are some interesting OCs, and it’s overall very well written.

AU:

Did You Miss Me?, by Fantismal, Krethes (600k)

General themes/feeling: texting, strangers to lovers, famous!sirius, past abuse, trauma, secret identities, SMUTTY!

This is still a WIP, but all the chapters are written and are being regularly posted. A classic texting fic, centred around the marauders gang, not just Wolfstar. There are some darker themes of violence, abuse, abduction etc in this fic, so be careful! Also, this fic contains ALOT of sexting. A lot! It’s perhaps a bit to explicit for me, but if that’s what you like then you’ll love this!

*Blends, by rvltn909 (177k)

General themes/feeling: coffee shop!au, strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn, pining!remus, misunderstandings, hurt/comfort

A classic that I reread a bit too often. I just love the slow burn and the misunderstandings of this fic, and how in the end they learn the lesson of communication. Pretty smutty though, so you know.

Sweater Weather, by @lumosinlove (156k)

General themes/feeling: hockey!au, famous!Sirius, physical trainer!remus, closeted!sirius, secret relationship, found family, smutty!

Another classic. Of fame and pressure, sexuality and falling in love. And lots of hockey! Well written and lovely! Very smutty though!

Dear Your Holiness, by @mollymarymarie (142k)

General themes/feeling: priest!remus, bassist!remus, texting, religion, secret identity, smutty!

A fic centred around themes of religion and faith. Read the tags before reading! This fic is also quite smutty without being explicitly smutty - the sexual tension is extreme.

*Text Talk, by merlywhirls (141k)

General themes/feeling: texting, strangers to lovers, chronically ill!remus, boarding school!sirius, fluffy!

The classic texting fic. If you haven’t read it already, read it! There are some darker themes, but mainly it’s fluffy and comforting. And funny!

*Staying Strangers, by 3amAndCounting (>114k WIP)

General themes/feeling: texting, slow burn, strangers to lovers, REMUS GETS A KITTEN

I usually never rec WIPs, nor do I often read them, but I just had to include this texting fic cause it’s BRILLIANT! In which the incredibly sarcastic Remus gets to know Sirius via texting. It’s so sweet, it’s so funny, it’s soooo slow burn! I’m not the biggest fan of texting fics but I LOVE this!

all my cards are here, by haey1 (112k)

General themes/feeling: band!au, bassist!remus, fame, secret relationship

Another popular long fic! A classic band au, in which fame takes its toll, and falling in love isn’t easy.

Palo Alto, by NachoDiablo (110k)

General themes/feeling: American!wolfstar, friends to lovers, asexual!sirius, pining!sirius, slow burn, recreational drug use, light angst

Honestly, this fic really helped me figuring out some things concerning my sexuality. If you want a fic centred around asexuality, then you should definitely read this. It’s incredible!

Currents, by @quoththethestral (109k)

General themes/feeling: olympics!au, swimmer!remus, swimmer!sirius, light enemies-to-lovers, American!remus, smutty

Such a comforting fic! A story of rivals falling in love, and working to build a healthy relationship.

*Liebestraum, by @/ quoththethestral (101k)

General themes/feeling: muggle!au, American!wolfstar, pianist!remus, violinist!sirius, past relationship, past break-up, getting back together

There’s a special place in my heart for this fic. This is beautiful. Such a mature fic (and not in the sexual way!) of getting back together after years apart. Lovely!

*Just what the doctor ordered, by @wrapped-up (97k)

General theme/feeling: veterinarian!remus, age gap, strangers to lovers, breakup, learning to communicate, getting back together, comforting!

Another fic I’d like to call “mature” in the way that it’s not just about falling in love: It’s also about learning to communicate, balance, and building trust. It’s incredible!

The Lab, by @de-sire-blog  (95k)

General themes/feeling: scientist!remus, intern!sirius, age gap, abusive relationship (not wolfstar), learning to communicate, comforting, smutty!

In which Sirius is in an abusive relationship (mentally and physically), and begins the long way out of it. + a lot of smut!

Dress up in You, by MsKingBean89 (88k)

General themes/feeling: band!au, bassist!remus, hair stylist!sirius, angst

Surprise to nobody, this fic by mkb is absolutely amazing. It hurts like hell (once again, nobody’s surprised), but it’s beautiful. I never thought I could love a band au this much.

*Go East [+Podfic], by @xinasvoice (84k)

General themes/feeling: fantasy!au, Howl’s Moving Castle!au, slow burn, werewolf!remus, wizard!sirius

Came for wolfstar, stayed for the plot (and wolfstar ofc). A story of adventure, magic, finding a family, and falling in love.

SHAME, by wilteddaisy (taotu) (82k)

General themes/feeling: SKAM!au, Sirius=Isak, Remus=Even, closeted!sirius, bipolar!remus, funny, angst, smut

If you’re a sucker for SKAM as well as wolfstar, than you must read this absolute gem. It’s hilarious, heart breaking, and comforting all at once.

Bonus:

Some long fics from my tbr-list:

It Never Goes Out, by everythingintransit (473k)

Momentum, by Children_of_the_Shadows (259k)

Fearless Liabilities, by femme_de_lettres (200k)

Camp Casanova, by Farquad (156k)

The Survivor, by apolesen (146k)

A Taste of Honey, by biremus (120k)

Time is a Fine Invention, by bluepeony (106k)

I hope you find something you haven’t already read!

Love, Elliot🌸

[stars-and-scars-recs]

Remus Profession: Teacher/Professor

everybody wants you (but i don't like a gold rush) - @emmagoldmanfanclub

Author: greenleaves23 Word Count: 1,508 (Oneshot) Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Alternate Universe: Modern, Muggle, Celebrity Summary: With the release of the Marauder's third studio album, guitarist Sirius Black is suddenly thrust into the spotlight. For the first time ever, his own lyrics are included in their songs.

Remus Lupin's third period history class loves the new album, and can't help but wonder who the beautiful love songs are about. They eventually find out.

Second Generation - @msalexwp

Author: MsAlexWP Word Count: 47,355 (14 Chapters) Rating: Explicit Alternate Universe: Modern, Muggle, Raising Teddy (and Leo), Getting Back Together Summary: Remus Lupin and Sirius Black spent their late teens in a happy haze of sex, troublemaking, and playing in their band, but break up in college. But when their respective children get in trouble together more than 20 years later, Remus and Sirius find themselves at odds with their very different parenting styles and dealing with a spark that was never quite extinguished.

One Fish [+Podfic] - @xinasvoice

Author: xinasvoice Word Count: 5,016 (oneshot) Rating: Mature Alternate Universe: Muggle, Modern Summary: Inspired by this tweet: "Just watched a man bringing home a goldfish on the train accidentally pop the bag- fish flops on the floor. 3 people swarm to save him (the fish not the man). Guy chugs the last of his coffee and throws the fish in his cup. Lady next to him empties in her bottle of water."

So this is that, only wolfstar.

The Courtship of Harry's Godfather in Five Parts - @msalexwp

Author: MsAlexWP Word Count: 18,349 (5 Chapters) Rating: Explicit Alternate Universe: Muggle, Modern, Teacher Remus, Raising Harry Summary: Harry Potter has a very cute literature teacher and decides to play matchmaker for his godfather and guardian, who has refused to date since gaining custody of Harry.

A guide to changing the wheel and seducing a celebrity - @sknyy

Author: deadwizardskinnie Word Count: 5002 (oneshot) Rating: General Audiences Alternate Universe: Muggle, Modern, Celebrity Summary: About how Remus became a Twitter trend, changed the wheel and nearly had a heart attack in the middle of the class. But maybe in a different order.

You Are Everywhere - cowbee485

Author: cowbee485 Word Count: 4,431 (Oneshot) Rating: General Audiences Alternate Universe: Modern, Muggle, Teachers, Getting Together Summary: Sirius Black realizes that you will miss all the chances you don't take. (cheesy summary, basically Sirius is a school nurse and Remus Lupin is a clumsy science teacher, brief mentions of depression, nothing too serious).

Stood Up - @larrythepotato

Author: Larry_the_Potato Word Count: 3822 (oneshot) Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Alternate Universe: Muggle, Meet-Cute Summary: Remus has been stood up. That's when, out of nowhere, the most gorgeous man shows up, pretending to be his boyfriend. The man is a complete stranger, who just wants to help someone in a shitty situation, but it honestly feels like they’ve known each other their whole lives.

A Store of Happiness - coyotesuspect

Author: coyotesuspect Word Count: 10,845 (oneshot) Rating: General Audiences Alternate Universe: Canon Divergence, Raising Harry Summary: Harry spends the summer after his third year living with Sirius and Professor Lupin.

Of Memories, Bitter and Sweet - @msalexwp

Author: MsAlexWP Word Count: 9,473 (Oneshot) Rating: Mature Alternate Universe: Modern, Muggle, Amnesia Summary: Remus loses his memory, but there are some things that can't be destroyed.